[純.] 對白 http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 00:10:52 GMT Mon, 19 Oct 2009 00:10:52 GMT http://sta.yculblog.com/images/logo/general-88x31.gif [純.] 對白 http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/ Grey's Anatomy http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/jXJ9WZFQtlM/post.2459306.html
Meredith (closing voiceover): We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2459306.html Sun, 12 Jul 2009 01:07:15 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2459306.html 糟糕 http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/pl8rKoQNI5E/post.2458917.html 像是我说, 那个眼镜妹, 他说, 那个中文系软妹
突然好想远走高飞.
虽然内心里一直渴望着安定.
也没有人可以理会我厌倦漂泊的心吧.

跟哥哥聊了好多. 跟他聊天总是给内心带来一片安宁的感觉.

如果一切可以像憧憬的那样美好
我会不会还像现在一般糟糕呢?



照片和心情好不吻合呢. 叹气... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2458917.html Sat, 11 Jul 2009 15:07:46 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2458917.html carpe diem http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/A6LHiUCqvSk/post.2414206.html
六月

和喜欢的人走在了一起
在校园里多呆了很久 然后抽空同学有车帮忙搬到了自己的apartment去
明年和另外两个女生一起在外面租的房子 离学校十来分钟
去了原来的高中 看了些老师和同学 还去了同学家玩了PS2 龙珠KO游戏
回来纽约两天去了Boston玩了四天 见了些在那里的朋友

subpoena 这个词一直会在shark里面看到 一直都不会拼 今天总算是会啦

再就是见了jimmy sirina doug还有S的朋友 在雨天一起beach volleyball 以及  swimming
还有看了mermaid parade 要是有像去年那样sunny的天气就perfect啦
... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2414206.html Sun, 21 Jun 2009 01:06:47 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2414206.html 奈何 http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/bBWVsnXCFtU/post.2342883.html 夢裡有兩個大鍋, 裡面有seaweed, shrimps, 兩個不同的dipping sauce. 然後, 這兩個大鍋在一個running belt旁邊. 然後不知道怎麼回事, 我在一個bike like vehicle里面, 然後又開始走路. 結果碰上迎面而來的H, 他跟我講他正準備去一個concert (orchestra), 我就覺得奇怪啦. 因為我知道那個concert canceled. 後來我和adam一起走回buildling. I ended up at donlon first floor. 有一個桌子和一些椅子在旁邊. 在夢子, I become friends with my ex again.... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2342883.html Sun, 10 May 2009 14:05:23 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2342883.html 有一种感情叫做源远流长. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/-zF4mNZ5rJs/post.2318499.html
你说, 我是yellowish orange.
而我虽然看不见你的色彩, 却完全不悲伤.
你是简单的暖色.

我很喜欢这般明朗的午后. harry potter般的uris.
有广阔west campus景的窗口. 以及你.

我想, 如果freshman year就这样结束, 也未免不失美好回忆.
却仍会小小的感伤. 每一段的感情都不会再来过.
就这样源远流长下去.


Ecstasy 的那天晚上. 她说, 究竟怎么样才能知道是不是喜欢一个人, actually like someone, not just a crush, how do you know that you like him? What do you feel about him? 下意识的回答,把自己都吓了一跳. i was going to say that "I love him", omgod, not like, but love? 紧跟着狠狠地难过了记.

有时候觉得你好遥远, 像是在另外一个星球一般.
而我, 却总是很容易就被找到


I woke up this morning with a funny taste in my head
Spackled some butter over my whole grain bread
Something tastes different, maybe it's my tongue
Something tastes different, suddenly I'm not so young

I'm just a stranger, even to myself
A re-arranger of the proverbial bookshelf
Don't be a fool girl, tell him you love him
Don't be a fool girl, you're not above him

Kiss the boys as they walk by, call me their baby
But little do they know, I'm just a maybe
Maybe my baby will be the one to leave me sore
Maybe my baby will settle the score

What have I become?
Something soft and really quite dumb
'Cuz I've fallen, oh, 'cuz I've fall-fallen, oh 'cuz I've fall-fall-fallen
So far away from the place where I started from

I never thought I could love anyone but myself
Now I know I can't love anyone but you
You make me think that maybe I won't die alone
Maybe I won't die alone

 

I honestly think I do now, because of you.

... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2318499.html Sat, 18 Apr 2009 13:04:04 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2318499.html *pat pat http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/xh2xKZDFTg8/post.2290453.html 做什么并不重要, 重要的是谁做; 说什么也并不重要, 重要的是谁说.

http://kakaka.cn/

无关爱情

庆幸在那个微微寒冷的季节遇见你. 即使并不是一开始就自然的熟络起来.

在生日的时候, 他们说, three wishes, name the first two
然后发现, 自己没有过往的时候那么贪心, 总是有许不完的愿望.
恰恰相反

第三个愿望: I wish that we always will be how we are, and what we wish for.



嗯. 这是我的方式来表达, "我喜欢现在的我们", 让自己知道并记住.
在20岁的开端, 我依旧纯真美好地相信着我们.



记得那个晚上, 他说, You don't want to be happy, You want to be content.
快乐是一个相对不稳定的state, 你需要不断地注入energe. 像是化学里的excited electrons从一个energy level跳去higher energy level. 而content, 是对现状的满意程度.  Content is more long lasting and sustainable, to most people.
However, I love to be both, happy and content.

[March 28th 2009]

你并不知道你有着那样好看并且有感染力的笑容, 你笑起来的时候, 总是让人觉得很安心很欢喜.
心理学上, 称这样自然而发的笑为Duchenne smile. 他们说, 这样的笑容最为动人.
我对她说, It's the smile that kills.

有时候会有小小的向往. 却再也不会像以往那样出神地白日梦. 也没有再设想过对特定的人要做什么讲什么样的话. 很喜欢这样的天气, 暖暖的阳光轻轻的风. 更喜欢这样的夜. 与你们在一起. frisbee, soccer, hacky sack, running, bebe lake. 堤坝, 脚下不远处便是瀑布, 我们一一坐下, 不言也不语.

想起S的最好的朋友留给她的话, The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. 觉得很有感触.

我记得了. 在那座桥上, 当他们谈论起要调mixer进vodka. 我答应过自己在考完试之前不再碰任何hard liquor, 这时你轻轻拍拍我的头, 然后我觉得心里变得安静起来. 好像你会说的, *pat pat.

星期五的晚上, 我在她的房间里, 我们窝在暖暖的被子里. 互相述说着小小心情. 彼此爱对方, 才可以这样子无拘无束. 之前有跟你聊到friendship ladders. 却一直没有机会向你解释我的friendship ladders.

Level 1 facebook birthday friends

Level 2 the helloers

Level 3 the needies

Level 4 the dinner / lunch buddies

level 5 wanna go somewhere together?

level 6 the knock on the door / i’m soooo bored / phone calls

level 7 hey! guess what happened!

level 8 the talkings

level 9 I feel sad, would you give me a hug?

level 10 i love you

level 11 family

有很多人, 我都远远的挂念并喜欢着. 一些人, 并不用很经常地让他们知道"我想你呢" 而这样的一种情感, 却很真实地存在着, 在遥远的时光里, 即使触摸不到, 但总是知道, 有这些人, 是一直会在那里的. 而这些人就是在我独自一人的时候, 却仍旧充满勇气做自己的动力.

依在瀑布边的栏杆上, 远处的灯光映下来, 突然就变得很安静.
焦急不安与胡思乱想. 就像在听i think i的那次, 眼泪就这样哗哗哗地开始往下掉. 止也止不住的流下来. 还好有她们收留我. 然后不动声色地安静做着作业, 只是希望有人陪伴, 好让自己觉得仍旧有被关怀着.



还好, 还没有忘记在快乐的时候用力地尽情笑.




不管发生什么, 故事仍将会继续.... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2290453.html Thu, 19 Mar 2009 04:03:10 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2290453.html All great stories are great fairy tales. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/A33Y0se4lHY/post.2272746.html

Imaginary Muffin



chocolate covered strawberry



Strawberry cheesecake



coconut jelly... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2272746.html Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:02:14 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2272746.html 2009记. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/QM5Jf3gw2Ws/post.2238579.html http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2238579.html Tue, 14 Jul 2009 17:07:42 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2238579.html 2009年. Are you a dreamer? http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/lUTBPEMnkKQ/post.2236235.html 新年快乐.
这是今天听到的, 收到的最多的一句祝福.



一转眼就又一年过去了.
每年好像都有很多大大小小的事情发生, 很多起起落落心境看法的变化. 连石油的价格都从年中0一桶降回了原先比较让人接受得了的一半价格.

今年对于我最大的变化就是跑去upstate学习生活. 认识了一些新的朋友. 还有一些无法挽回的关系. 连面对都变得不自然还真觉得难受.

一些人离开了又走了. 一些人不动声色的渐渐看不见听不着. 一些人只是匆匆的充当路人角色.

08年的最后一天.

早上起来, 洗澡穿衣出门.
[ 下雪 ]
Union Sqaure的forever 21与sheena碰头.
[ shopping ]
不管是fitting room还是chasier check out都是forever的line呀.
[ staples ]
原计划是去买pencils pack, 后来也就作罢了.
[ Chinatown ]
dimsum 我们俩个下午两点多去喝茶. 那间生意超好, 都坐满了.
[ soho ]
风超大.
[ soho billiards ]
打桌球. 和anna以及THE GROUP
没想到上届的kendrew也正好在那里打球. 于是就打了声招呼
kk也在. 有一点点尴尬的气氛. (其实完全不是一点点)


下了力宏的新专辑."心跳"
还没来得及听.
不过那首叫做"我完全没有任何理由理你"的歌曲名也未免太绕太狠了些吧.

anywayz

New Year's Resolution
  • Sleep well and get up early for classes; read NYT
  • Study harder ; be more motivated
  • Work out more often (swimming, badminton, etc.)
  • Be more engaged ; develop Type-I personality
  • Get a Part Time job.
  • Write blog regularly. (tri-weekly)
  • Get to know my advisor
  • 其余的等想到了再说啦.
... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2236235.html Thu, 01 Jan 2009 07:01:20 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2236235.html 轮廓. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/UKgwN18-9P4/post.2149985.html 也许这些歌本身就带着淡淡忧伤的调, 只是曾经的那个少年并没有用心.
可是, 要知道, 一些声音, 一旦熟悉便无法再重新习惯.




不知不觉的, 一年一年, 便那么过去了.... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2149985.html Thu, 06 Nov 2008 05:11:18 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2149985.html Election Day. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/lTzOvnE3o20/post.2149563.html http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2149563.html Wed, 05 Nov 2008 07:11:14 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2149563.html The Fray: How to save a life. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/finoai/~3/RXaxIwpiVoY/post.2146231.html He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life... ]]> http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2146231.html Thu, 30 Oct 2008 04:10:19 GMT http://ccsimplelife.ycool.com/post.2146231.html