Free minder

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Tue, 21 Apr 2009 10:23:00 +0000

Good news is my patient paid off... bad news is I still need to wait... well tat's fine wit me....

Had some In-service earlier and it was at Paya Lebar SingPost... quite interesting how our letters are being sought out by those machine cool i might say... and funny thing is that though we don't usually write letters with the current advancement, there are still alot of it in that so called factory for letters... this shows that we still need letters despite of the new world.. anyways tats for the singpost and i'll just end here for the in-service...

now that my plan have some mishap, I need to recalculate the things again and plan ahead.. luckily there still some trick up my sleeves.... well for now this all I can say..

ps: thank you so much to the one up there for the coincidence

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 02:10:00 +0000

At work... updating this... well my countdown day sucks to the max... like wth.. me wanted to go somewhere where we can party bt someone insists on seeing the fireworks.. to me ok lah bt almost now and then ada fireworks, why not do someting else.... to make things worst, we got home straight after watching tat.. like totally waste my time and effort there..... might as well tgk pat rumah siak.... This year no matter wat going to do things my way, i repeat my way..... none shall stop me or change my mind.....

Now to the serious part, should i or shouldn't i take a bike liscence?????? perhaps so perhaps not..... but just maybe.... hahahah crap rite... nvm, shall ask more advise from friends bt not relatives as they will disagree to it.... u know sometimes this people nvr thing the bright side of life... they should think the purpose of me or people taking bike... bcoz it's affordable lah kan.... also it served as a transportation.. convinient besides the fact it is dangerous.... but like people always say.. in wat ever we do there bound to be failure so tat we can improve from there...
so accident is just like a failure, from there we learn our mistake... the only difference is there's no turning back.... the damage done is beyond repair depending on the seriousness of the accident.... there are more to say.. bt i've got to go....

PS: Where r u??? tak nampak2 pun...

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 07:47:00 +0000

Ok I was like... woh...., wah.... almost but....

Was at KM8..... not much things to say here.... life is following its path now..... hope to see her again.... wonder why i nvr asked for her number.... like wth lah kan....

well if we r meant to be, we shall some how meet again... and thats when i know i should ask for her number..... to make things look easy, she stays next to my block.... bt then again, i seldom see her.. well, somethings just happen so quickly tat u don have timeto think or react as u want....

ps:Hhmmm... plz let me meet her again before it is too late.........

Madagascar

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 01:15:00 +0000

Went out last saturday... as usual... watch madagascar... wahliung it was funny lah kn... been waiting for this show to come, it is called Ip Man if i'm not mistaken... wah the moves and all really makes me want to watch the show and quarantine too story line mcm gerek jek..... all for next month... yeah.... and after which got one more year to go, then i'm free like a bird... hahaha i guess not... tats the only time i will get stress again finding job.. hopefully the IR provide enough vacancies.... i wouldn't mind working the security there, mana tau mcm cerita Las Vegas... hahaha banyak daydream siak Dedy... ok like wth... ohh and yah below is the person whom i go out with... for the movie

Comes sunday went out with her... hhmmm....... nice bt.... nvm.... anyways we went to suntec convention centre thinking of getting a new phone.. not me but her... to such freaking surprise the place was packed with people... ramai to the max nya.... and guess wat estimated waiting time for queue and all is 5 FREAKING HOURS..... kita terus mcm shocked gitu.. worst of all we reach there wat time and should we stayed, i think samapi kedai tutup siak... hence we decided to go elsewhere to get it... and end up tamp mall jugak.. which i think is better lah, kalau tak wahliung..... while waiting we had some burger ramli, umm umm so nice... and i feel bad for her to pay for me lah kan.. bt then since she insisted i can't reject in the end... after the phone we both headed straight for home... kesian dia, tire and all.... so tats about it for the weekends... and today, i took leave, still thinking of wat to do after i post this thing... haiyah..... well tats all i got to say.. chiaoz.... ohh below is whom "her" is.....

ok dn ask me why bt i think its a habit to take picture frm tat angle.... hehs.... even i myself just realise it... ahah

ps:if only i have the chance.....

What a day......

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 01:58:00 +0000

What a date.... went to east coast then cineleisure then vivo..... but its back then.. It was nice and i did enjoy my half day with her... we had lunch at east coast and guess what, tak habis makanan nya.. bt oh wells tkpe.. after which we were thinking of going cycling bt then the sky seems dark and extra windy.. so just to play safe kita decided to go cineleisure to play her favoourite game, and i shall not mention it here.... dah puas main tu game kita gi jln2 jap before headed to vivo... sampai sana pun kita tetap window shop.... when the tim comes she needs to head home and duh i sent her home lah kan... ofcoz i myself need to fetch my dad from harbour front.... well below are pics for viewers.. we only manage to take it at cineleisure....

DeepaRaya

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:38:00 +0000

OK.... yesterday was deeparaya thingy.. and it all went well i should say.... hahaha we were like VIP when it comes to food.... same standard as CP oi.... baik apa... ada org serve kita.... k i shall not say much and hope the pics below will tell the story instead.....

ps: hhmm... in seach of the one

Rainy Geylang

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 02:42:00 +0000

Hey Hey Hey... well... hhmmm... k.. Yesterday went to geylang, and fish, it was raining... and due to tat i was feeling very lazy.. and end up buying nothing for myself... reasons being, the place is already crowded and the rain make it worst lah kn since everyone wants to get sheltered.. haizz... bt nvm i'lll go there again nxt time... maybe not with my parents tat is... still yesterday outing can be consideres okok ah nt bad quite strong... hehs.. k..

lets see nw..

ooh the day before, i went out with someone on a date.... and everything goes well lah kan.... bt before tat, i did my citizenship thing.. man it was a hassle.. total process took atleat 2 freaking weeks... and i have to spent like $200 for those paper work... like wat the heck siak... anyways nw tat everything is done, i feel a burden lesser... nw for the date tat i mention earlier, i shall nt say the name bt i'll put up a pic so for those who knows, just keep it to urself k.... we went to breeks cafe to breakfast and ordered two dishes.. tu pun we were like strugling to finished it... hahah... then we headed to esplanade to chat about each other.. well i hope i make her time with me a good one tat is.... i've lost my touch of my ways ever since tat.. besides, i want to have a chenge in the ways.... anywhos, the day went well and we got home ard 10 plus gitu... tooo bad i wasn't driving tat day.. bt pub tpt wasn't tat bad... the more i can focus on her then the road if i'm driving.... ooh wells below is the pic we've taken... okok tats bout wat i did for the past 2 days... since i too have to update this blog lah kan... cehs berdabah....

ps:well maybe nt....

Wat do you think????

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 23:50:00 +0000

Well Wat do you think about the ablove picture???

Things happen, my wifey and daughter..............................................................................................................................................

..............................................................................................................................................................

Shocked, amaze,etc...

nah... for those who knows good for u bt for those who don't just too bad...

Anyways, i am suppose to go work nw bt caught up wit sm stuff... so go abit late....

Still nothing much to say.... same old same old.... ok nxt time i try to write a proper one k ppl.... bye for now....

ps:It will take me Yrs nt month to forgive the crap....

Make mine and her cross again...

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:56:00 +0000

Went for sheesha yesterday nite.. everything went well and plan goes as much.... below r some pics taken at scence..

Atleast everyone enjoyed themself lah kan that's most impt though despite some of the plan crops up.. anyways after the session we went to eat at Adam's corner after which played pool at parkway parade.. we head home ard 3 to which the closure time or the pool itself....

ooh i have forgotten to watch movie, anyone out there nice enough to accompany me???? well if nt then just hv to watch alone.... well i guess the entry is up to here... ooh one more thing things are very busy now.. make it over soon can...

ok ppl have a nice days, weeks, months & years...

ps:i wish to meet her again... just like yesterday....

Neither Happy Nor Sad....!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 13:17:00 +0000

hhmm..... how do i describe this????

ps: wat should i do???

happy birthday

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 14:48:00 +0000

yes and finally.... first of all though i didn't esxpect myself to do this, bt i just wanna say happy birthday... haizz... and gd luck.... k now everything is in place... finally been waiting for this moment.. only certain ppl knows wat i'm thinking or even talking about. hehs... well guess i'll be going to watch alone for the time being... till whoever comes by and cross the path. only then perhaps will nt watch alone again... anyways, 2010 come faster can.... and i really need to work extra hard since i'm planning to move out and live alone... support and provide myself... have to think the better future of me lah kan.... sampai bile lah kan... with gods wills, i hope i can get to my dreams...

ps: Happy Birthday

life's like that

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Mon, 14 Jul 2008 13:59:00 +0000

ok been quite sometime huh... since i update this thing... well no time lah kan... bt actual fact is sikit pe malas ah.. bt atleast i try to update lah kan... not much happening stuff... bt on the record i finally change my phone... muahahahaha hope it doesn't give me much of a problem like the previous phone i had.. anyway, i'm still waiting for that moment... when shall it be soon in hope... once it's done the real game will really start... don worry this thing i'm talking about isn't about me.... for now i just need to find myself someone bt i sure know it's not going to be easy lah kan... for those who knows me should understand wat kind of a person i'm looking for.....

oohh.. also someone is drawing the line... welll since she's like tat, and i'm so sorry to my best fren tat i just have to do wat i have to do.. u know me... how i treat others is how they treat me... since she wants it tat way and even the slightest thought of it has start the fire going.. so bila kau kluar ngan dia, aku tak jumpa kau lah... i rather u be happy wit her then sedih lah kan... bt we will still meet as long as she's nt around i'm fine.. if she's around then just too bad lah.... everyone now have thier own commitment... though i'm single, i'm still fine doing my stuff alone.... if so happen kau baca ni, sorry lah kan.. u know how things works for me... it's nt bout forgiveness or watsoever... it's about how she think in the first place... if she can think tat way nw, wat bout later.... so to not worsen things up, i'll just nt meet u bila dia ada.. simple as tat... up to kau to meet aku...

ps:how come i haven't met her, whom i want to be with..??? ooh god where is she...

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Wed, 18 Jun 2008 13:36:00 +0000

Fuyoo.... i can't semm to get wat i want this month.... have to wait till nest month though... haizz....
bila lah nk dpt tu hp baru.... it's all bout the manoey ppl... in singapore no money u cannot survive sia.... i'm so just pissed off with this NS crap lah.... really man, this is not right, they pay us too little and expect us to do some outside job which u can earn more... like wat the hell... and things have nt been nice this week.....

ps:just as i was about to open up again, bt there's always smting........

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 09:27:00 +0000

All i can do now is smile for u... it's a good thing u found wat u really want most and hopefully u make gd of ur words.... we'll see it from here on, the game is still on.... love or not, fate or not... time will tell.... maybe things r just the way they r....

Again i'm still neither here nor there bt everywhere... get it??? nvm... wat it means is basically everywhere lah kan... chets... been a week of this course held in Tracom.. it's fine lah, actually i did manage to learn new things from there if nt it would be just a waste of my time or even the instructors time... And as of nxt wk gonna start work again, meaning going to Novena, which also means a lot of things to do lah kan.... haizz... anyways, i miss all my poly frenz and my lepaking frenz... it's been like wat half a yr or more tat i lepak wit them liao... hopefully can find some time to meet up and all... hhmm... ooh, i'm gonna change my phone too and the number as well, so ppl out there who knows me, don worry i'll pass u my number k... or maybe just post here.. i guess tats it for today..

ps:wat i can do... :)

done

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 14:44:00 +0000

Hi People, I'm back... well still not much to say except for the fact NS really sucks when u go to division.... I think Tracom is so much better other than the food lah ofcoz.... why sucks bcoz i'm like working as wat outsiders is doing and it straight come to my mind tat we r being paid so much less... might as well i get a job outside which is the same as NS and they pay mw atleast 1000++ which is so much better... bt again reality check, we have to serve "them" so it's like "bopian".. guess just have to tahan lah for 2 yrs.. haizz.... Btw Things seems to be fine lately.... met her and get to know her... well hopefully this time round is better... u said u r not ready, and all i can say is i'm also nt as ready as u r.... here she is, the name just go figure

ps:maybe yes maybe not

wings

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sat, 10 May 2008 01:57:00 +0000

wings of freedom... :)

ps:......

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 13:22:00 +0000

this nite of last year was the day i ask for her hand , tomorrow date of last year was the official date... bt everything ends before it comes to one cycle....

ps:hhmm... pondering.... 1st may of 2007

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 03:05:00 +0000

out soon.... :)

ps: i wonder...?????

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 13 Apr 2008 07:08:00 +0000

Finally the exams r over... now can relax abit jek... still haven't got the result yet... harap2 pass lah kan... then tak payah nk fikir2 pasal retest ni semua.... haizz... hhmm... i'm actually looking forward to 18th april bcoz of some event i'm going to have with some ppl.. hope it goes well for every one yaw....

ooh one more thing... i'm struggling already forgetting you, and yet u make it worst by giving me ur new number... like wat do you want me to do with it... and it brings to the question of why do u still have my number.... hhmmm... ooh wells my questions r why u still have my number and why give me ur new number???? don't tell me bcoz u send all, if u do say tat, then think again...
makes me wonder..
haizz...

ps:istilllove&needyou

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 02:39:00 +0000

haiz dlm NS pun ada exam.... apa lah kan... life is full of test.. haizzz..... as of which this exam dah lepas jek kan semua bleh party, yah i said party...

oohh, now every wkends is like a discussion and sharing day siak... lepak and talk like almost everything, and like i mean everything... bt sometimes, somethings r not to be told so i nvr say lah kan.... bt for those who knows then diam2 sudah... btw below r the ppl i'm sharing my thought with....

Looking forward to 18 april, hopefully it will be a nice day and so forth the next day... bt then again the more i want the days to go by faster, the nearer my exam is... haizz.... kenapa lah nk kena ada tat law test... leceh ah....

Why oh why... wat had happened is all the past and is all memories... mengharap tapi tak ingin... nothing will change yet for this feelings i had... bt well i'll be fine anyways, everythings happen for a reasons... weired, when u r hold on to something, nothing will happen... and u hope for something it won't happen.. haizz... mcm org2 dulu ckp, jgn mengharap, or else it won't come true... bt i really want this one thing to happen... for those who know ok lah tu bt for those who don't well go figure ppl.... here's a hint, "....10 times worst or many2 times worst...." there's more i can talk about this... for those who interested, can contact me lah kan... tapi yg aku kenal jek, yg tak kenal pandai2 ah tunggu story dari sini... hehs... ok lah tats about it... i want to watch my anime, dah stress and my head is spinning lah kan.. all this exam and life stuffs.... haizz..

wish it would end faster...

ps:where the hell did i throw my h**rt key... can someone return it to me when they found it...

best i ever had...

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 04:51:00 +0000

hhmm ok then.. all i need to do now is smile and wait... :-)

u r simply the best i ever had,
no one can replace u...

ps:i miss her, where is she...???

things isn't always wat it seems.....

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 02 Mar 2008 01:31:00 +0000

hhmm.... it's already hard for him/her to return, and when he/she saw and knows tat u r living happily wit someone else, he/she will just walk away speechless though he/she still loves him/her very much.... as of frm the day onwards he/she start doing his/her own things which makes all ppl surprised.. bt in actual fact he/she is not together wit him/her, they were just fren and dating nothing more... it may seems to all tat he/she have moved on and all bt does anyone knows how he/she really feels and wat he/she is thinking...

so wat i'm trying to say is don assume... don just see, comprehend the situation too.... my love for u is still there, bt nothing is happening between us. i did try going back, bt it seems u were reluctant.. worst still, u r happy with him, so i just walk away... even ur frenz supported u to be wit him.. besides he's a nice guy wat as u claimed, whereas i'm the bad guy... well why not, be his gf.... bt remeber one thing, one thing tat is the same for guys, he will do anything to get u.. once his mission is complete, that is the time where all kinds of problem arises... so much of u loving me, even before the break up, u fall in love with another guy... haizz... so kalau nak lanjiao wey org, think of ur own action first...

ps: my love for u is real, bt u threw it away just like tat, and u blaming me... haizz....

it may seems this way bt it ain't........

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 02:37:00 +0000

Like she said, janji kau happy skrg... hahs.. who is she kidding... she's been happy even before the break up... it's just tat she's more happier nw with him then me... get it rite k ppl... ooh one more thing i am still there... siapa yg dah moved on... ain't me... all is just tat.... single life??? hehs... i don want to say bout tat... define single life before telling ppl wat u want.... all i can say is, wat u have give me is excuses.... one thing for sure, karma will come.... as of nw i can't think of wat to type yet, my mind is still blank due to the many things happenings in everyday lifes.... maybe being too nice is being cruel to urself also, coz u let others take advantage of us.... haizz... i don know, maybe things were just ment to go about this way... bt on the other note, it is us who chose not fate, tat's why we have choices.... well i guess up to here jek lah...

ps:i wish i wish with all my heart, to.......

nice

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Sun, 17 Feb 2008 04:47:00 +0000

jumper was nice... and the hell, i watch it alone... hahhah... bt it was nice lah watching alone... tak ada org kacau... bt the kid sitting beside me bising siak.... keep on talking to his mom... i'm like wat the hack is this kid here beside me out of all seats in the cinema... cehs...

ps:for nw and ever....

wat i should do know..

noreply@blogger.com (Dedy) — Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:49:00 +0000

i guess i just update this blog before i forget my details.. it seem clear now tat watever i do or say nothing will change us or it... haizz... so sad.. now i've realised where i stand and things sholud really change for me... all i can do is put a happy facade and le things happen as it is... let days pass as it is and try hard and very3 hard to forget or otherwise shelf it... move on with everything i got now....

this past week was ok lah.... ippt pun pass and so everything else went well... alot of things happen within my squad.. say our OC jokes ard wit us and our squad chosen to be part of the company committee... mcm banga lah gitu kan... and ppl out there who knows me... plz meet up soon k.. tapi weekend jek lah... as of tomorrow i need not work liao.. siapa yg tak tau takpe... then get to know me lah... hhmm still planning where to go tomorrow though... sesiapa nak go out with me, by all means call or msg me... i'll be waiting and looking forward to it...
dah lama aku tak jumpa korang jugak, so why not take this opportunity to meet... well sampai sini jek lah yg i can write...

ps:i'll put a facade of how i feel for now.... as i know deep inside me i still....