tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38394852390605854162026-06-02T03:13:22.319-04:00from the heart of indigochanneling, thoughts and feelingsSapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-32945126180011341562012-01-03T23:33:00.002-05:002012-01-05T00:19:09.470-05:00The Big SqueezePlease read the previous post, received September 11th, first. This was received January 2nd, 2012.
God: Write this down, please.
You are at the beginning of a new phase in your healing process. There are some that have gone through this already, but they are few and far between. So you will Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-71541159760262262662012-01-03T23:26:00.000-05:002012-01-03T23:26:23.867-05:00"Ladies and Gentlemen, thank you for your patience, we are now boarding..."received September 11th, 2011
me: FatherMotherGod is there anything I need to hear? Anything I need to do?
MFG: Yes… as always, we love to talk to you, to share with you… and we appreciate the regularity with which you have been meditating and opening to Us. This is a “good thing.”
It enables you to cast your net wide, to plug in to the Matrix and gain a broader Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-86762540965921672082011-06-19T08:27:00.001-04:002011-06-19T08:27:55.325-04:00The Ring of Pass Not
Hello everyone,
After a long time of not being able to put this into words, I was finally able to receive this "letter" from the Folks. They asked me to post it here.
~Sapphire
May 30th, 2011
Yang is a generative force when it comes out of a union with the yin, rather than a fleeing from something in the Yin. There is nothing inherently wrong with the rushing up, it is just that Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-8999216973141151792009-03-10T16:38:00.003-04:002009-03-10T17:07:41.881-04:00Mother on Beauty2007-02-13yesterday I felt this piece of my heart, poking out, like the stamen of a flower trying to attract bees… it felt so vulnerable and hurt from not getting what it needed… I don't know what to do about this…(Mother) now you have a sense of my longing, and a sense of how I experienced my heart. Imagine my pain when this part of me left to go with what I was longing for.(me) I don't know if Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-87314895139202273582009-02-01T15:49:00.001-05:002009-02-01T15:55:04.655-05:00Heart--The Master Assemblage PointWhat follows is a compilation of four sessions. I have done light editing, but there may be some disconnections between sessions.2007-01-30Note: I asked about future events.(MFGH) You can access this information yourself by treating your will as your own personal oracle. You also have the option of accessing information like this through any location on your Heart Channel. [This is an energy Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-80300687031353998362009-01-26T12:09:00.004-05:002009-01-26T12:34:08.940-05:00Origins of Unloving Light<!--[if gte mso 9]> Normal 0 false false false EN-US X-NONE X-NONE MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 <![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]>Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-50911890615015474112009-01-26T11:53:00.003-05:002009-01-26T12:03:33.842-05:00reviving the blogDear friends,I would like to revive this blog. I started channeling very regularly last year, and have a lot of material to share. The latest stuff has been focusing on community issues, as this is something that I am working on in my personal life. I have also made a formal agreement with a group of beings that have an interest in sharing their understandings of how people can work together Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-80063323394583507252007-10-14T23:17:00.000-04:002007-10-14T23:47:32.199-04:00the brain, the mind, the chakras, and Indigo2007-01-07Note: This is the end of a conversation. I was asking about bi-polar. GABA is a neurotransmitter involved in the symptoms of mania and depression. In simplistic terms, it is what "speeds things up" and "slows things down."I have felt like I have been in a long, long argument about whether "denial" or "the brain" is causal to my bipolar. I have felt that the brain is causal, with an Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-20707836492618806332007-09-20T11:00:00.000-04:002007-09-20T11:10:05.245-04:00how Guilt impacts the Aura2007-12-23Note: this builds on the previous entry. I cut out the beginning of this channeling, as it was more personal advice. I was asking how to balance all of the things I want and need to do in my daily life.(MFGH) ...Your will is really what can "feel" the stream of Grace. It is the "target" of the stream… what receives it's benefits. Grace is always offering that pathway to the will's Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-82468847269682089192007-09-20T10:55:00.000-04:002007-09-20T11:00:00.112-04:00an opening in blue-green2006-12-22Dear MFGH,Today I listened to my heart when I got the echocardiogram. It was very interesting. Kind of scary, actually. I am also paying a lot of attention to my "blue-green" chakra? connector? since I had the breakthrough in yoga to arch the very top of my thorasic area. I could feel the space between each vertebre open up and energy shine up and out. It was such a trip. Now I Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-36055268373272409142007-08-06T02:40:00.000-04:002007-08-06T03:21:01.674-04:00Second Creation issues; the OC of unloving light[Note: I haven't been able to post for a month, but I wanted to highlight that this channeling actually came the day after the previous post.](MFGH) Let's do some more work on the role of Indigo in mind, etc.(me) okay.(MFGH) do you have any questions?(me) I guess I want to know more about the Second Creation and if there is an Indigo Woman and my role there.(MFGH) One thing I have alluded to is Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-56468986440120172792007-07-08T18:53:00.000-04:002007-08-06T03:27:30.580-04:00the Mind, Indigo, Heart and the Chakras2007-01-07[note: I had a business proposal to write, and I was up against a deadline.]…So I am mostly feeling heaviness and fear/dread/guilt. I hate deadlines. I wish I had the chair but I don't even feel like I would have time to go move on it. I barely feel like I have time to channel. I don't even have time to formulate a question.I feel that I am "bad" in relationship to the deadline. I guessSapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-77925381861782612092007-07-02T06:06:00.000-04:002007-07-02T06:48:12.160-04:00guilt in the metaphysical anatomy2007-12-23[note: I was trying to understand some movement that happened the night before, and eventually this came through.](MFGH) ...The question of how rage aligns with lost light is important to understand. Yes is can be as blatant as Lucifer coming to you and promising you power if you let him in… but it can also be a lot more subtle. The alignment can also be a result of a smack… the smack Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-83518031997787871342007-06-24T12:54:00.000-04:002007-06-24T13:10:21.024-04:00The OC of Lucifer2006-12-20[Note on abbreviations: FOM = Father of Manifestation, HS = Heart Son, HD = Heart Daughter, PW = Purple Woman, BW = Blue Woman, OH = Original Heart](me) MFGH? I have a question about how Blue Woman/the Third Creation emerged. Intellectually I feel like I must be involved in this organism, but I have not connected with this.(MFGH) Lucifer comes into play, here. This is partly why the Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-49615916969585226632007-06-18T21:51:00.000-04:002007-06-18T22:04:45.643-04:00Indigo2006-12-19[I started with a brief discussion of my vision for the heartofindigo.com website, and how it was hard to wait.](me) its hard for me to have patience and allow things to unfold in "right time." Hey I just got that "right time" is like following the Tao.(MFGH) yes. Right time is not like an appointment on the calendar that you have to wait to get to. It is matching the pace of the Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-63013410823678202612007-06-10T13:24:00.000-04:002007-06-10T13:29:53.991-04:00chakra cords2006-12-18Dear MFGH,I just noticed in the yoga practice we are focusing on the heart (4th chakra), while in the martial arts practice we focused on the hara (2nd chakra). It seems like it would be good to balance out the upper body emphasis with a lower body emphasis. Although in yoga the breath originates from the abdomen, so that probably helps.I am also feeling a bit of excitement when I feel Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-62157755284624549912007-06-03T07:39:00.000-04:002007-06-03T07:48:11.068-04:00Heart, Blue Woman, Purple Woman, etc.2006-13-17[note: this took five hours to channel, but I stuck with it cause I seemed to be on a roll...]Dear MFGH,I seem to have gotten a "hit" of grace… and that it is more present on the planet this time of year…Dear Sapphire,Yes but also the absence of it is more apparent. However people are more willing to "send" their grace to the people and fragments they are connected to.This is why Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-33599614647275073162007-06-03T07:28:00.000-04:002007-06-03T07:34:00.081-04:00fragmentation and identity2006-12-15[note: this refers to the previous post.]Dear MFGH,Thanks for yesterday's channeling. I feel more secure. I am questioning how I could be a fairy that fragmented out of the Mother? in Pan and also Indigo. And also how I could have gone up? Was I with the Mother in the beginning stories? Or did I go back into her?The question of identity as usual.Dear Sapphire,Remember the new model of Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-3413472420754634572007-05-27T08:53:00.000-04:002007-05-27T09:04:48.803-04:00a note to healers2006-12-14[Note: I was struggling with my channeling, especially because something didn't match what I thought others were getting.](MFGH) You have a unique perspective to offer—the perspective of our Light coming through you. You are our instrument. You sound a particular note. We want to hear your note. We need each person's note in order to make the symphony of life.Don't be ashamed of your Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-54766697628950318082007-05-18T05:21:00.000-04:002007-05-18T05:37:12.835-04:00"Driving Backwards"2006-12-11[Note: I wrote about some confusion I was having about figuring out what to do in my life.]Dear Sapphire,Ah yes, the planning/action question…(me) and the driving backwards question…(MFGH) well the trick is to find you groove and plan "from" that. Plans are useful for events that you have to coordinate with others, and thinking through the steps and timing will help you make sure you Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-76705711260866676322007-05-18T05:08:00.000-04:002007-05-18T05:14:24.641-04:00my PTSD2006-12-10Dear MFGH,I guess my biggest question is why did the violence in the movie bother me so much last night? I felt like I was being assaulted with it. And it took so long to calm down. Is this a PTSD thing? What was the "T" [trauma]?Dear Sapphire,You are sensitive in ways that have effected you nervous system. This is related to your brain disorder, but it is from trauma, originally. As Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-50911254317667937692007-05-06T18:35:00.000-04:002007-05-06T18:42:04.116-04:00fragmentation and the web2006-12-07Goodmorning MFGH,I am feeling like asking for help today. Especially for my poor heart. Can you help me understand what is happening there? Can Aurum help me here?(MFGH) yes Aurum can help you connect with and send loving light to your lost parts.(me) what about the connectors between the chakras. Especially between blue and green. That seems like such a long distance.(MFGH) the heart Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-32949146312786796882007-05-06T18:21:00.000-04:002007-05-06T18:31:03.206-04:00I feel wounded2006-12-06Dear MFGH,I feel wounded. In every single relationship I can think of, there is a wound. It may be small, it may be big, but there is a hurt that I am still carrying. I don't want to play the victim role or blame anybody—I'm sure I've wounded each of these people in turn—but I am suddenly in touch with this reality. And how much I have put on a brave face. Done my best to be loving. Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-72199992019505126952007-04-08T00:08:00.000-04:002007-05-06T20:29:17.850-04:00identifying as Grace2006-12-05Note: this builds on the previous post(MFGH) As we were saying yesterday, "who you are" is much bigger than you usually think of yourself. Consider trying to define God or the Mother or Heart or Body… given that they are a part of you, where do they "end?" The issue has been confused for several reasons. One is that are several layers of reality. So you have to define yourself on each Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839485239060585416.post-49523308429696952812007-03-16T18:17:00.000-04:002007-04-08T00:17:10.378-04:00perception, union and enlightenment2006-12-04Note: I was having my doubts about my ability to channel and the whole healing process.(MFGH) ...take heart that you are healing and will continue to heal. An imprint by definition is deep. It shapes the essence, the flow of energy, the whole experience. Vibration is key, here. We need to get you vibrating. There is only so much that light can do.(me) well you help me reframe things, Sapphirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07325771153375838213noreply@blogger.com0