With Each Stroke of the Brush

Have you ever watched an artist paint a picture at a street corner or in a park? I have, and it’s a fascinating experience. Let me tell you why.

When the artist first takes his canvas, puts it on the easel, dips his brush into a color and begins to paint, he alone knows how the painting will look when it is completed. For me as a bystander, it’s a complete mystery. I may even wonder what on earth he is doing. But slowly the painting emerges—with each stroke of the brush. Finally, I stand amazed before a marvelous picture, and now that I see the end result, everything the painter did along the way makes sense.

Did you know that God is such an artist?

All of humanity, the sons and daughters of Adam, sinned and became by choice slaves of Lucifer. Controlled by demons and totally darkened in their spirits, they agonized and fought but could not escape the grip of darkness and Satan’s kingdom.

When Christ finally came on the scene, He overcame our enemy through His death on the cross and destroyed him who had the power of death (Hebrews 2:14). In Christ, we who were destined for hell were forever set free and translated from this horrible kingdom of darkness into the kingdom of God’s dear Son.

In Ephesians chapter 1, Paul reveals that our redemption through the precious blood of Jesus is only the beginning of what God has in mind for His Church. If indeed our salvation, forgiveness of sin and deliverance from hell were all God had planned for us, then it would have been best if He had taken us to heaven right after we were born again. That way, we would no longer have to live on this hopeless, sin-ridden and temptation-filled earth. But God left us here.

What exactly is God trying to do? We find the answer in Ephesians 2:10: “For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.”

Some years ago I completed a detailed study on the book of Ephesians. It was an exhilarating experience for me when I looked up the word “workmanship” in the original text. I discovered the Greek word used is poiema, from which we derive the word “poem.”

When we research the meaning further, we find that this verse describes God as a poet or an artist who has feelings deep in His heart—and a dream that no one else can see. He takes a brush or pen and begins to paint His dream, either with colors or words. And when He is finished with His painting or poem, we see the expression of the very heart of the Master Designer.

As children of God we are destined to become His poem, His painting, the expression of His heart in our generation. Romans 8:29 tells us: “For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son …” This simply means that we are predestined for this one purpose: to become like the Lord Jesus Christ.

The goal of God, the Master Painter, is that with each stroke of His brush the life, character and nature of Jesus increasingly fills our hearts and is clearly expressed through us.

Only if this happens are we able to represent Jesus to our generation, serve others with His love and compassion, and have rivers of living water flow from our lives to a lost and dying world.

Let this song written by Albert Orsborn become the desire and prayer of our hearts:

Let the beauty of Jesus be seen in me / All His wonderful passion and purity / Oh Thou, Spirit divine, all my nature refine / Till the beauty of Jesus be seen in me.

Dr. K.P. Yohannan
Founder & President of Gospel for Asia

So, “life didn’t have meaning before?”
before 311 weeks ago…before 52,392 minutes ago
before 3,143,520 milliseconds ago…
…my truthful answer?
“No”

2183 days ago, the crafting of a new being
fashioned itself among unseen whispers
quiet moments
stolen glances lifted
retrofitted
windowed by sonnets
opened so the bird could sing
freed from the breaking throbs of silence
supposing…
supposing that this window would never close to
the dearth
..meaning…before
…before 2183 days ago
there was life there,
but there is so much fullness of it here,
so much certain uncertainty
like being a baby
knowing only that four pairs of arms
carry, feed and love me

closed windows,
open halls that reverb with fullness
i bow
the bows resound

each second counts
in the masterpiece
the conductor purses his lips
and waves
the hair on my forearm raises as i raise my eyebrows,
in an excited inner pace
and wait for his arm to drop
my staccato stops

[exhale]

yes, exhale..
no…
before?
2183 days before?
…now
I surrendered my instruments
to piety and the birds swooped in and out
in to rescue, out to guide
with a poise
that nature booms in daily rhythmic instruction
my senses blur
it’s my turn
i join the symphony
play my lady, play

Encore…!

by janberry © 2012
completed: April 5th, 2012 at 1500 hrs, 4 minutes, 25 milliseconds,

Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but through Me. (John 14:6)

In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God, and the Word was God (John 1:1) In him was life, and the life was the light of men. (John 1:4)

…Now, if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his. (Romans 8:9)

…For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God. (Romans 8:14)

As for Jesus, being the way, Acts 4:12 where Peter is declaring that it is by the name of Jesus Christ of nazareth that he had healed a man. He goes on to say, “..there is salvation in no other, there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved..”

Psalm 119: 105

Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.

Matthew 6: 22 – 23

“The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light. 23 But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!

John 1: 4

John remarked about Jesus – “Life itself was in him, and this life gives light to everyone”.

Psalm 36: 9

For you are the fountain of life, the light by which we see.

Matthew 5: 14 [Jesus says to his disciples]

“You are the light of the world – A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden”

Psalm 27: 1

The Lord is my light and my salvation..whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life..of whom shall I be afraid?

Psalm 19:8

The statutes of the Lord are right rejoicing the heart; The commandment of the Lord is pure enlightening the eyes;

Psalm 43: 3

Oh, send out your light and your truth! Let them lead me; Let them bring me to your Holy hill and to your tabernacle..

Proverbs 4:18…19 (At first, we don’t see much but it gets brighter) But the path of the just is like the shining sun; That shines ever brighter unto the perfect day.

Proverbs 6:23

For the commandment is a lamp, and the law a light; Reproofs of instruction are the way of life,

1 John 5: 12

He who has the son has life; he who does not have the son does not have life.

John 8: 12, Jesus says, “I am the light of the world, if you follow me, you won’t be stumbling through the darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life.”

Ephesians 5: 25 – 26

“…Christ also loved the church and gave Himself for her, that he might sanctify and cleanse her with the washing of water by the word.”

Later on in Ephesians 6:15, it says, “having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace”.

John 13: 1 – 17: Jesus washes his disciples feet.

Let us keep our feet washed by the word and stay sanctified and cleansed {Ephesians 5:26} by this word {Psalm 36:9}. There is always water [word] available for washing [after all,it's a fountain]. This word is a lamp to our feet and a light for our path {Psalm 199:105} but to walk freely with Him (who walks before us and guides us), we have to continue to allow his light to ‘unblind our eyes’ {Psalm 19:8} by obeying his commandments. the key to blessing lies in doing, not just knowing. After Jesus washed the disciples feet, before he was crucified, he said to them, “If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them” {he had just told them to follow his example}. Let us allow his light to flood in to our hearts that we may see the path that he has illuminated before each one of us. Along the way, at first we don’t see much but it gets brighter [Proverbs 4: 18  - 19] {as we grow in wisdom and trustful abiding in Him}.

The word of God is life and light (and which is at the same time: Jesus)…stay in it..it will wash your feet, light your path and unblind your eyes.

GOD’S CARE OF ELIJAH
A sermon published on Thursday, August 24, 1911.
Delivered by C. H. Spurgeon, at the Metropolitan Tabernacle, Newington on Thursday evening, April 7, 1864.

“And it shall be that you shall drink from the brook, and I have commanded the ravens to feed you there.”
1 Kings 17:4. 

WHAT a mighty master of the art of prayer was Elijah the Tishbite! He was one of those who had the power to shut up Heaven so that it did not rain. He did not merely prophesy, “As the Lord God of Israel lives, before whom I stand, there shall not be dew nor rain but according to my word,” but he prayed that it might be so—so that he was not only the messenger of the drought, but in some sense, the cause of it. It was his act that stopped the bottles of Heaven! It was his prevailing prayer which brought down that heavy chastisement upon the sinful people.

But perceive dear Friends, that though Elias was mighty in prayer, and could prevail with God, yet he did not therefore escape from suffering—no, his very prayer in its answer, brought him into suffering. If there should be a drought throughout all the land, he himself must feel the pinch as well as the rest of the people. If the brooks are dried up, they shall be dried up for him, and if there is no corn in the land, there shall be no corn for him, unless God shall be pleased to especially interpose on his behalf. Elijah suffers, then, in the common evil. The effect of his own prayer is, as it were, to bring down the house of the Philistines upon his own head, as well as upon theirs.

Let us learn from this, dear Friends, that the highest degree of Grace cannot save us from affliction, no, that it even includes it! We may grow in Grace until our faith never staggers. We may progress in the art of wrestling with God until we know how to grapple with the Angel as Jacob did at Jabbok with, “I will not let You go except You bless me”—but the impartial hand of trial will knock at our door as well as at the door of the chief of sinners! We must still tread the path of sorrow. Still shall we have to go under the rod of the Covenant and feel Christ’s yoke upon our shoulders. The child of God cannot escape the rod even though he is an Elijah. He may call down fire from Heaven to consume the sacrifice, but no fire from Heaven can consume his trouble! He must bear it, he must pass through it as well as the weakest and most common of God’s people! Let us, therefore, settle it in our hearts to be resigned to this. If it is the common lot of God’s people, why should we repine*? If the Prince, Himself, once went through the Valley of Humiliation, why should we murmur at following in His footsteps? God had one Son without sin, but never a son without affliction. Let us not ask to be the first, but be content to share the position of those whose inheritance is to be ours forever in the Paradise of our God. Tonight, and God grant that it may be for our profit, we shall talk of our text, handling it in three ways. First, you will perceive that God is at no loss to supply the needs of His children. When we have talked of that, I would have you notice, secondly, that God has power to make all creatures obedient to His will. And then thirdly, I shall ask you to notice that there is a possibility of a creature in some way serving God and yet remaining an unclean creature—just as the ravens fed Elijah, but were still unclean ravens, so you and I may be serviceable in the Lord’s cause to some extent and yet, after all, be utter strangers to the things of Christ! I. First, then, we certainly gather from the whole incident related concerning Elijah here, and, indeed, from the whole of the Prophet’s life, that GOD IS AT NO LOSS TO SUPPLY HIS SERVANTS’ NEEDS.

This narrative seems to tell us, first of all, that God’s people shall always have enough. Do they need drink in a parched land—they shall “drink of the brook.” Do they need food, “I have commanded the ravens to feed you there.” Elijah never had short commons. He had no luxuries—just bread, meat, and water—but these were enough. No doubt, Jezebel’s priests fed much more sumptuously and many of God’s servants not as well, for we read of Obadiah that he took the Prophets of God and hid them by fifties in a cave and fed them bread and water. Now Elijah did get on better than this for he had bread and meat while they had only bread. God, however, was not pleased to give Elijah dainties. Delicate things are not promised to the children of God—and His Prophets, at any rate—should not seek after them. They that fare delicately and are clothed sumptuously are in kings’ houses and are often nothing better than reeds shaken by the wind. Let us learn, then, from this, that although God will provide for the needs of His people, yet He has never promised to give them more than enough. The promise runs, “Your bread shall be given you, and your water shall be sure,” but it goes no further. We are instructed each day to pray, “Give us this day our daily bread,” which means, “Give us a sufficiency.” And, indeed, if God’s Inspiration had not taught us so to pray, wisdom would teach us to do it, for Agur’s prayer is one which philosophy might justify as well as Grace—“Give me neither poverty nor riches: feed me with food convenient for me.” It is that middle path of the, “enough,” which is, perhaps, the most pleasant, and certainly the most safe. “Having food and raiment let us therewith be content.”

“Let others stretch their arms like seas,
And grasp in all the shore,
Grant me the presence of Your love,
And I will ask no more.”

You have, perhaps, been struggling and trying to rise in the world, and after long and arduous efforts find yourself just where you were. You did make money fast at one time, but you have lost it all again. Well, dear Friends, what does this matter, after all, as long as your God is still faithful to you? He never promised you riches! He did, however, promise you that you should lack no good thing and if riches had been a good thing for you, you would have had them! Perhaps you are one of the hyssops that grow best upon the wall, or one of the ferns that flourish best down in some shady place. Too much sunlight and exposure might have been ill for you. Thank God that you have enough just now, and are a Believer in Christ! Take your case before they Lord and He will command even the ravens to feed you sooner than that you shall know any serious lack. I ought to say before I leave this point that Elijah had enough, but it did not always come to him in the nicest way, for I do not imagine that the ravens knew how to get bread and meat always cut into nice shapes. Perhaps they snatched a rough bit of meat here and perhaps a crust of bread there—and it came in all sorts of ugly pieces— but still, there it was and it was enough! “Beggars are not to be choosers,” we say, and certainly pensioners on God’s bounty ought not pick holes and find fault with the Lord’s providing! Whatever God gives you, be grateful for—for if too proud to take from the raven’s mouth, it will be well for you to go without until your hunger consumes your pride! God promises His people enough, but not more than enough, and even that enough may not come to us in the way we would choose. Observe again, that though the Lord can provide for His people yet He often chooses to do it by littles and littles. How did the ravens bring the Prophet his supplies? They brought him bread and meat in the morning, and bread and meat in the evening. God did not send him a great supply at once. Not bread and meat to last him for a week. There must be daily supplies. Enough for the morning meal, and enough for the evening repast, but there shall be no stock in hand.

And is not this God’s usual method of dealing with His people?
“Day by day the manna fell,
Oh, to learn this lesson well.”

Remember, too, the prayer which I quoted just now—“Give us this day our daily bread.” Not, “our weekly bread,” not,  “our monthly bread,” not “our annual stores”—but, “give us our daily bread.” God is pleased to give some of His servants in the bulk, but there are many others who only “live from hand to mouth”—and perhaps though not best for the flesh, it is best for faith, for we are apt, when mercies come regularly, to forget from whence they flow! The first three or four times that manna fell in the wilderness, I daresay the Israelites thought it a wonderful miracle and never ceased talking of it! But after a week or two it got so common that at last they said, “Our soul loathes this light bread.” If God were to send an angel to your door with bread and meat, you would think a great deal of it at first, but after a dozen times you would think it commonplace and see no miracle in it. A miracle constantly repeated ceases to be a miracle and falls, then, into ordinary law. God changes the modes in which He sends our supplies, that we may more clearly see His hand in them and be compelled to say, “It is only Jehovah who can add, “Jireh,” to His name, for the Lord alone can provide for His people.”

So, then, we are not to ask for a great stock in hand. You will, none of you, have dying Grace yet, as you have not yet to die. And we do not get Grace for the furnace until we come to the furnace. The manna of old, you know, bred worms and stank when it was a day old, and very often treasures laid up on earth are full of moths and rust, and so God sends us, day by day, what we need, that there may be neither moth nor rust, but that we may constantly see His hand and bless His name. There shall be enough, Brothers and Sisters, but it shall often come by littles.

Again, our text has another thought, very prominent on its front—the provision which God sends us may often come in the most unlikely way. It was a very unlikely way for the Prophet to receive water, to send him to a brook. Why not to Jordan? It would probably be the last river to dry up. Why send him to a brook? Above all, why to the Brook Cherith, for the very name signifies “drought”! Very likely it was the first brook to dry up. Yet Elijah is sent there! And we have known the Lord supply His people by the most unlikely means, the first to dry up has been made the very last. For a year, at most, the Prophet sat among the rushes, hiding all day, and the water never failed. So God sometimes uses means which we have despised and enables us “to provide things honest in the sight of all men.” Then, as for Elijah’s meat, it was sent by ravens, as the little hymn says —

“More likely to rob and to thieve,
Than give to the Prophet his needs.”

Yet these birds that feed on carrion were constrained to bring the Prophet fresh meat! Strange thing, that these birds of prey should bring meat to keep alive the servant of God! Their natural propensities overruled because God commanded them. Ah, God knows how to make our enemies to minister to our good, both temporally and spiritually. Once in old Popish times, a good woman condemned to starve, was asked by the judge in derision, “Now that you are condemned to starve, what can your God do for you?” She boldly answered, “He can feed me off your table if He pleases.” It so happened that the judge’s wife, melted to compassion by the boldness of one of her own sex, daily abstracted a portion of her own food to give to the poor woman in prison—and so her life was prolonged. If the Lord could not feed His people anyway else, I believe He would use ravens again! But He knows how to use ravens in human guise and he will bend their wills to serve His people’s needs. They who would be wolves to His sheep, He can make to act as shepherds leading them into the green pastures!

Besides, if you think of it, the ravens were unlikely to feed the Prophet, for they were as poor as the Prophet was. They sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns and yet poor as the Prophet, they feed him! How frequently have the poor been the best friends of the poor. Sometimes in life, not knowing poverty, has steeled the heart, but having known and felt it, opens the heart to help others in greater need. The ravens owe their own meat, day by day, to God’s providing, and yet He employs them for the supply of His servant! So, poor saints, deeply dependent on God for their humblest needs, He enables to help saints yet poorer! His Prophet shall be sustained by ravens who, perhaps, have little ones that cry for their food. The Lord will provide! We know not how, but He has His own ways and methods and, as a quaint old writer said, “when it comes to the point when the Lord cannot take care of His people under Heaven, He will take them up into Heaven.” And when there is no bread for them to eat on earth, He will take away the need of eating it and take them where they shall eat bread in the Kingdom of their Father beyond the skies! I want to mention this point, too, that this bread came in sufficient quantity, in little, but unlikely means and yet it surely came. Not once did Elijah miss his breakfast, not once find that the water had dried up! Until the appointed time came there it was, sure and certain! What a strange thing we are so unbelieving! It is strange, is it not, that a saint who for 40 years has trusted his Father and been upheld, should ever doubt His faithfulness to the very end? It is strange, I say, but I must confess how strangely true of myself and how cunningly old Unbelief still creeps in! Oh, that wicked Unbelief! That wicked Unbelief! Mr. Bunyan says, “Old Mr. Unbelief was a nimble chap and could never be taken by the heels, or else the King’s officers would have hanged him!” I wish he could be taken and then there would be a clear riddance of him, but he somehow manages, in spite of all our watchfulness, to escape! And we get to doubting after ten thousand proofs that there is no cause whatever for doubting! Our bread is sure. Let us write this down, both in spirituals and temporals—“The Lord will provide.”

But observe, also, and then I think I must leave this point, that Elijah got his bread and meat in the path of obedience. He was told to go and hide himself. This was not pleasant for the Prophet. I confess I should not have liked it— to go and creep into a hole in some craggy rock or lie down and conceal himself among the reeds from every passer-by. Everything he had to do from morning to night was to find the most secluded spot where no one could catch a glimpse of him. And this was the hero Prophet of God! I would have wanted to be preaching! I would have said, “Why, there are the people of Israel needing someone to speak to them. Why, Lord, is it that I am condemned to be dumb? Why should I be hiding away among the rushes and reeds? Now is surely the time for me to boldly witness in Your name. The heavens drop no dew and the earth is dry—now, perhaps, the hearts of men will tremble—now let your Elijah speak! Lord, give me words of power, clothe me now with salvation and help me to stir this degenerate people.” Would not you have felt the same? And yet God had commanded him to hide himself! If he had gone out contrary to the Divine Command I am not sure that he would have been fed—but being told to hide and, obeying, he found the path of duty and obedience was the path of Divine upholding and he was fed. So, dear Friends, let us take care that we abide in the path of obedience to God and He will faithfully sustain us.

Some men are lazy and will not work—God will not provide for such, for they are far away from the path of duty. “If they will not work, neither shall they eat.” Some, on the other hand, put themselves by some great folly, out of a position where their bread would have been given them. Well, if they run before God’s pillar of cloud or fire, and are not led of Him, they must not expect that they will have His miraculous protection, for the path of duty is the only one where God has solemnly pledged Himself to protect His children walking therein! I believe that if we wait upon the Lord, commit our ways to Him, and acknowledge Him in them all, and it is our constant endeavor to serve Him, seeking first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, then all other things shall be added unto us. But if we choose to run counter to God’s command, we may live to know even the need of bread! David could say, “I have been young and now am old, yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.” David could say that, but I cannot—and I believe there are many Christian people who cannot say it. David gave his honest personal experience, but that is not the personal experience of all observers. If you are the child of a true servant of God and yet you turn out a vagabond, you will have to beg your bread as well as other vagabonds—it does not matter how good your mother and father may have been. If you do not walk near to God, yourself, you may have your feet yet upon the cold ground and yet have to cry for bread. If you live in profligacy* or vice, or deep indolence, it will bring you, though the child of godly parents, as surely and soon to poverty as it will any other child! We must not pride ourselves, nor trust in any degree upon what our parents were. Personal faith and a personal seeking of the Kingdom of God and His righteousness are the only things that will bring us sure provision—nothing short of these will avail! I have only to remind you to remember that God is still the same God and He that helped Elijah will help you. No raven may come flying into your window, but He will send you bread in another way. He is just as faithful now as ever! Elijah, remember, was a man of like passions with you. God help you to exercise this faith and He will never fail you.

Now, for the second part of our theme we will notice, with holy admiration, that GOD HAS POWER TO MAKE ALL CREATURES OBEDIENT TO HIS WILL. “I have commanded the ravens to feed you there.” These ravens never croaked out a single objection, but did as they were bidden! Their instincts did not rebel, but they submitted absolutely to God’s will, and I daresay, were quite as diligent and quite as happy in carrying the bread and meat to Elijah as they would have been if they had been taking it to their own young or feasting upon it themselves! Observe, Beloved, how the whole world is obedient to God. He spoke once to the great floods of water—they were deep in the caverns of the earth. He called to them. He lifted up His voice in the clouds from that great sea beyond the firmament, and deep called unto deep at the noise of God’s waterspouts—up they sprang from the vast caverns where they slept and down they dashed, not in drops, but in terrible cataracts, and the whole earth was covered with their floods, until forty cubits upward, they prevailed over the tops of the mountains! And when God did but whisper to them and bid them go back to their resting places, where He would again set them about with bars—back they went and the waters were relieved from off the earth. The great deep knows its Master! And He has but to speak and it obeys His behests. The Red Sea of old knew the power of Moses’ rod and when God commanded, the floods stood upright, as a heap, and the whole depths were congealed in the heart of the sea! Jordan, too, was driven back—the feet of the priests did but touch the edge of the stream and straightway the whole host of Israel marched through as on dry land! Nor were the floods of earth merely obedient, for celestial bodies have confessed His power, for Joshua made the sun and the moon stand still while the Lord’s warriors smote their foes! Nor is it inanimate things only that admit His sway. The lions crouch at Daniel’s feet, the monster fish swallows but does not destroy the wayward Jonah. Nor do great things only obey Him. The worm at God’s command smote the root of Jonah’s gourd, the locusts came upon Egypt and He sent all manner of flies and lice in all their quarters. Creatures, however tremendous or minute, are alike moved by the impulses of the Divine Will and, like an army marching under some mighty commander in strict order, battalion upon battalion, and rank upon rank they march to the conflict when God bids them! Are not even the caterpillar and the palmer-worm, part of God’s great host—and do not they all obey His behests? Is it not a sad, sad, strange thing that man is the only creature that refuses to obey his Creator? I know that in the sense of the decree, God’s will is done, and even Judas fulfills that to which he was appointed, but so far as his will is concerned, man remains a stout rebel against God! The raven, commanded to carry bread and meat, does it, but man bid to believe in Christ, and to repent of his sins, to bring forth fruits meet for repentance, refuses to do it! Oh, the stubbornness of human nature! We are worse than ravens! There is no creature that in this can be compared with man. Bunyan’s well known wish, that he had been a frog or a toad rather than a man might well be the wish of us all while we are in a state of sin for they know no rebellion against God! And we are full of it, as the sea is full of salt. “The ox knows his owner, and the ass his master’s crib, but Israel does not know, My people do not consider.” Are there any here in an unregenerate state? I fear there are. If so, let those ravens rebuke you! How is it that to the God who made you, who feeds you—that to the Christ who says, “Come unto Me, you weary, and I will give you rest”—that to that Spirit who alone can quicken you, you should be enemies and strangers? May a sense of your ingratitude fill your hearts with penitence and make you humble yourselves before God! III. But lastly, we have in the case before us a very notable instance of how POSSIBLE IT IS FOR CREATURES TO SERVE GOD AFTER A FASHION, AND YET STILL REMAIN UNCLEAN CREATURES.

We read in the book of Leviticus that “the raven after his kind is unclean.” Before these ravens brought Elijah’s food they were unclean and after they had done it, they were still unclean. Elijah did not refuse the bread and meat because unclean birds brought it. No! Oh no, and I will not refuse a good and profitable saying even if the Devil spoke it! I would not prefer—I would not do it, in fact—to sit under the ministry of a man known to be evil, but if I happened to be where I heard him preach and I heard him say good things, I would not reject those good things because they came out of a raven’s mouth! I would not choose to have my bread and meat from a raven, but if I knew that it was bread and meat and that God had sent it, I would eat it, even though a raven brought it. But see, too, how possible it is for us to carry bread and meat to God’s servants and do some good things for His Church and yet still be ravens! There may be some Sunday school teachers here who are not members of the Church. I believe this will not apply to teachers in our school, but it will to many other schools. I am not clear as to whether unconverted teachers should be tolerated at all, whether it is not altogether wrong and whether David’s words may not be applied to such, “Unto the wicked God says, ‘What have you to do to declare My statutes?” But if you are such a teacher, dear Friend, do not, I pray you, conclude that because of your teaching you, yourself, are saved! You may even be blessed in your teaching to the conversion of some of the children under your care and yet, unless you have personally trusted Christ as your Savior and been brought into vital union with Him, you may lead the children to Heaven and be yourself cast out! Beware, I say, lest in your teaching you imagine yourself to be a Christian! It is just the same with all the officers of the Church. Shall I take the ministry just now? Oh, my Brothers, how easy it is to preach, yes, to win souls through God’s Grace and yet, after all, to be a castaway! There have been authentic cases of men who have seemed to be very zealous and to burn with the pure celestial fire, who have no doubt been the means of directing others to Heaven, but have not been, themselves, saved! Too many ministers are like the signposts on country roads—they hold out their hands and point the way, but never take the road themselves! They, like the post, still stand where they always did! God deliver us from being signposts on the road to Heaven and not going there ourselves! The builder uses many poles that are not part of the permanent building, but as soon as the house is up, down goes the scaffolding. So God may permit us to be scaffolding for His Church, and when that Church is completed, He may take us down and we may be consumed in the fires of Hell. Oh, may the Lord grant that this may never be so with any one of us! Deacons and Elders of Churches, the same may be said of you! If bearing the vessels of the Lord you are not clean, have not been washed in the great laver of the Savior’s Atonement, remember that this bearing the Lord’s vessels will not save you! Just as the carrying of bread and meat by the ravens did not put them in the list of clean birds, but left them still unclean.

Now this is a very solemn subject and applies to many of you now present. I do not know, but I am afraid that the worst place into which an unconverted sinner can go is into a Church. While you make no profession of religion and are still in the gall of bitterness, and in the bond of iniquity, we seem to know where you are and we think you know where you are. You are evidently not on the Lord’s side. But inside the Church and yet not converted, though you thought you were—what a terrible evil this is! You have been seen by the Elders and they have carefully questioned you. The pastor has seen you and used his best judgment and been satisfied with you. The Church has heard your verbal confession of faith and been content to receive you. You have been baptized upon a profession of your faith and yet if you are not soundly converted, the most dangerous place for you is in the Church! We cannot get at you. When we preach, our shots miss you. When we talk to the sinners, you say, “Ah, that is not me, I am a Christian.” You are numbed, you see, with God’s children—you have “a name to live,” and yet you are dead! If I were sick in a hospital, I should like to have my disease correctly stated over my bed, but I should not like a card of convalescence to be there if deadly maladies were still eating out my vitals! I would not discourage your making a profession. If you love Christ, keep His commandments and declare that love! These are not the times when we can have a concealed Christianity. Profess it before men! Other men profess their infidelity readily enough. Be not ashamed of your Master, but oh, beware, beware lest you only are baptized into deeper sin, lest you eat and drink damnation to yourselves, not discerning the Lord’s body when you come to His Table!

Oh, Beloved, I would be very earnest with you and most earnest with those of us who occupy prominent positions in the Church of God! We are so apt to think we may take our religion for granted. Take nothing for granted, my Brothers and Sisters—but our own possibility of self-deceit! Do not believe anything about yourselves unless you have God’s ipse dixit* for it. I love for myself to live upon God’s naked promise. I cannot get farther than this, “He that believes on Him is not condemned.” I do believe on Him! My soul does rest on Him! I have no other hope and no other confidence! There can be no erring here—if you believe on the Lord Jesus Christ with all your heart, you are saved! Yet, remember, some make a profession of doing this who are not saved. Oh, for God’s sake, for Christ’s sake, for His blood’s sake, for His wounds’ sake, for your own soul’s sake do not deceive yourselves! If faith does not make you holy, it is not worth a gnat! If your faith does not make you hate sin and wean you from it, it is not the faith of God’s elect! We expect not sinless perfection this side the grave, but we do expect perfection in desire, perfection in intention, perfection in heart in regard to this matter! We would not tolerate sin—if we could get at it we would hew it in pieces as Samuel hewed Agag before the Lord!

O Beloved, let these Truths of God rest upon your minds and hearts! While there is comfort in the subject for the Christian as to Providential circumstances, yet there is also a word of self-examination both to him and to the unsaved sinner with regard to spiritual matters. May the Lord bring us all to His right hand in Glory everlasting, and His shall be the praise forever and ever! Amen.
NOTES:
DICTIONARY

repine
verb [ intrans. ] poetic/literary
feel or express discontent; fret : you mustn’t let yourself repine.

profligacy 
noun
reckless extravagance or wastefulness in the use of resources
licentiousness

ipse dixit
noun
a dogmatic and unproven statement.
ORIGIN Latin, literally ‘he himself said it,’ translating Greek autos epha, a phrase used of Pythagoras by his followers.

HIGHLIGHTS FROM THE TEXT….

(YES, Oh have I tried….and come to nought in a short time….back to a place of beginnings as if my striving were for nothing…)
You have, perhaps, been struggling and trying to rise in the world, and after long and arduous efforts find yourself just where you were. You did make money fast at one time, but you have lost it all again…

(…I ask for your enabling Lord…that I may be able to somebody…)
So, poor saints, deeply dependent on God for their humblest needs, He enables to help saints yet poorer…

(God will provide….in spiritual and temporal needs)
And we get to doubting after ten thousand proofs that there is no cause whatever for doubting! Our bread is sure. Let us write this down, both in spirituals and temporals—“The Lord will provide.” 

- Janberry

Note: So, I just expanded my businesses, taking major and expensive steps, with both: greenInk Ltd and Making Faces Ltd. For the past month, I’ve been mostly anxious…my mind grinding constantly with thoughts of overheads, marketing, sales and client-work. My mind not constantly pondering and meditating on the truths I know exist in God  and God alone…for the past couple of days, my life could finally eke out some fruit, and thus, I write.

“Seek first the kingdom of God and all shall be added onto you”….I’m reminded of this especially because as a diligent and hard-worker…once committed, I put in effort, time, and thought to what I am involved in. Last year was a year that drained me of a lot of reliance on my ability to bring things about…I’m praying myself out of the regretfulness of it all, but last year I gave up much stability for an opportunity to resume studies in England in my chosen field, ‘Communication Design’ after a much-too-long hiatus from formal education. After a year and a half of effort, prayer and fight, it has not come to pass, and I relinquish…hands down, defeated, full of doubt, disappointed and bitter about the certainty of any opportunity or good thing. It took a great measure of effort once more to embark on something…anything that did not involve quitting.

“Seek first the kingdom of God and all shall be added onto you”….I was reminded of this time and time again over the past few days. I’ve also been meditating on Psalm 95 that spoke to the Israelites of the place of God, his might, his way.. I’m reminded that I am a creation, and God is my creator…reminded to worship God and follow him in good times and bad..In times when my plans, my thoughts, my efforts come to naught, I worship God..because he knows my needs. Today is enough stress, why give myself a headache over tomorrow, or even yesterday. It is what it was, it will be what it would, and it is now what it ought. God is good…I’m reminded to seek him first, although so many of the things I dream about seem to say to me, ‘..not yet..’

http://kennethkskang.blogspot.com/2011/12/be-strong-and-of-good-courage.html

It ties it all together…his article plus a part of this testimony that I didn’t include when I wrote about what had been happening, except for this brief sentence.

“In the soft words of God, I know in this season, I believe God is saying he will enlarge my territory. This morning I felt like I’ve received confirmation of this through Joshua 1.”

Mr. Kenneth Kang up there (link in the second sentence of this blog entry..) has pointillised everything that God has been saying…about crossing over…crossing over into blessing that I have never before experienced…this connects deeply with my spirit. It is out of the confident hope that was seeded and has been growing in me over the year 2011 that the song ‘Walk the Line’ [you can click 'Play' below to listen to it..] came about… TRUSTING wholeheartedly in God to follow him into the places he has laid out for me…although it may sometimes seems like a thin line from here to there…

There is this little book I own, ‘The True Vine’ by Andrew Murray. The simple, trusting faith that it illustrates is one that I cannot but see myself taking a lifetime to accomplish. Even with Jesus guiding me, encouraging me, loving me, alighting on me and having entered my heart..even with all this, my heart still flares with wiliness, wilfulness, stubborness and pride…It beats about within me, stretching always toward the hope that is Jesus Christ himself. I yearn for a revelation of this ‘abiding’ that one day consumes my every thought and desire…bearing fruit of devotion.

In Chapter 8 of the book, it says,

“God is in all. God dwells in Christ. Christ lives in God. We are in Christ. Christ is in us: our life taken up into His; His life received into ours; in a divine reality that words cannot express, we are in Him and He in us. And the words, “Abide in me, and I in you,” tell us to believe in this divine mystery, and to count upon our God the husbandman, and Christ the Vine, tot make it divinely true. no thinking or teaching or praying can grasp it, it is a divine mystery of love. As little as we can effect the union, can we understand it. let us just look upon this infinite, divine, omnipotent Vine loving us, holding us, working in us. Let us in the faith of His working abide and rest in Him, ever turning heart and hope to Him a lone. And let us count upon Him to fulfil in us the mystery: “Ye in me, and I in you.” (John 14:20)

Abide in me and I in you..John 14:20

The chapter then ends with a prayer.

Blessed Lord, You bid me abide in you. How can I, Lord, unless you show Yourself to me, waiting to receive and welcome and keep me? I pray you will show me how you as Vine undertake to do all. To be occupied with you is to abide in you. here I am, Lord, a branch, cleansed and abiding – resting in You, and awaiting the inflow of your life and grace.