tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61406342012-04-12T15:24:01.560-07:00:: yet another pointless, driven-by-irrational-thoughts procrastination-device written by a dim-witted, spirit-crushed, mind-numbed, trying-too-hard-to-look-smart, wasted and spoiled brat :: emilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04911014510318591494noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125http://creativecommons.org/images/public/somerights20.gifThis is an XML content feed. It is intended to be viewed in a newsreader or syndicated to another site.tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6140634.post-1151623937018509512006-06-29T16:29:00.000-07:002006-06-29T16:33:33.943-07:00<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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Bahasa Indonesia is essentially a constructed language designed to fool foreigners into thinking Indonesia is a monoculture. --John Cowan Malay is essentially Indonesian as spoken by Englishmen. --Amber Adams Conversely,...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. Visit iamemil.blogspot.com for full links, other content, and more! ]]emilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04911014510318591494noreply@blogger.comhttp://iamemil.blogspot.com/2005/08/languages-i-sorta-know.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6140634.post-1123835754541312682005-08-12T01:35:00.000-07:002005-08-12T01:35:54.540-07:00they flicker above the earth, quick glimpses of lights, subtle and benign across the sky, zap, zap, zap. one after another. for a moment the night is slightly brighter than usual. zap. after about five seconds they stop. i wait, watching. the stars...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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