Right Here With Yanni

A Battle with my greatest F.E.A.R

Yanni — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 02:12:42 +0000

Current Mood: Alarmed & Angry

It’s the blardy cockroach! Bloody Pest! This morning! While I was getting ready for work. (YES, I was rushing!) I saw a BIG black ugly fat cockroach crawling from outside to my room window. My eyes are that sharp! There was no one at home, only my cats. The cats in my room are hopeless. They only look at the bloody cockroach, none of them try to catch it, let alone kill it.

Bloody hell, I don’t even have the guts to even hold the insecticide, to aim and kill it. I feel like ignoring the cockroach and just leave the house. My mind was racing and within few seconds, I was already imagining a lot of things. I kept thinking to myself: What if I sleep tonight and it crawl on me? What if the cockroach hides under my blanket? What if the cockroach hides in my closet between my nighties? How! How! Ewww… Fark! Why am I born to be scared of a bloody cockroach?

So, I have decided! I sprint to my mom’s room, grabbed that disgusting insecticide (a picture of the cockroach at the bottle!), rushed back to my room, switched off the fan, went a big closer to the bloody cockroach, aim at the bloody cockroach (2 metres away), wanted to close my eyes but I open my eyes in case it fly or run away and I angrily spray at the bloody cockroach. At the same time, I was jumping and screaming my lungs off, my cats freaked out and they ran away (tak boleh harap nye cheetah!!!). The bloody fark cockroach ran away to the door. Fark! How am I going to get out of the room if the cockroach is waiting right in front of the door! Fark! Fark! I started spraying at it again until it flipped its freaking ugly body and within a minute, the cockroach died. YA FARKER, you have to die in front of the door. I grabbed my bag and do a freaking LONG JUMP and leave the house. No, I am not going to pick it up. And I am not entering the house till someone threw that freaking farker away. What a day to start!

P.S: 1st time sia I kill a cockroach. Now I wonder how I did that on my own. I normally will run for my life and never return… Shit!

Feb 2010

Yanni — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 01:14:26 +0000

Current Mood: Alarmed

and it’s already February…

It’s too fast. I am so so worried. About so many things.

On another note, Happy Birthday to Zafer, to Siti (Lynn) and her daughter. Happy Belated Birthday to Kak An and Shida.

I wish I am born in 1990 – That makes me 20 years old. :S

May – To Sydney, Should I?

Gerard Butler!

Yanni — Sun, 24 Jan 2010 04:39:42 +0000

Right after his movie – 300 Spartan, he’s like a hotcake man – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gerard_Butler#Filmography

He gave up law for acting! – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gerard_Butler#Career

P.S: ok I know that I have said that I am taking a break from blogging. not really taking a break. but I will blog if there’s something interesting to write about…

Where am I?

Yanni — Thu, 21 Jan 2010 09:19:07 +0000

Taking a break from blogging. I will be back, I don’t know, don’t ask.

On another note, I am freezing in the office…

Addictive

Yanni — Wed, 30 Dec 2009 16:10:16 +0000

Welcome 2010! I am welcoming this year with a big open arms.

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh–oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers’ revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
(’Cause I’m a freak bitch baby! )
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers’ revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I’m a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers’ revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Goodbye 2009

Yanni — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 14:32:34 +0000

I never want to see you again – 2009.
In 2008 – this was my wishlist or should I say, to do list for 2009.

In 2009,
1. I really want to _____ ______
2. Complete my Ikrar and move to Qur’an. It took me forever.. Yes, I am learning and still learning how to read. when there’s problem, you can’t focus!
3. Long Term Career in Hays. More placements in 2009. Constant results. not a long term in hays but yeah good number of placements & constant results!
4. Happy Family and Healthy Cats. not for family but ya for cats!
5. Less problems than 2008. Please allah… sadly it was more!
6. Clear my outstanding issues as soon as possible. not happening when you have more problems
7. Start saving. Invest in diamonds, gold coins (not the S$1 gold coin) or just save as per normal lah! when you have problems, how to even invest!
8. 2 Vacation trips to anywhere. CHECKED in fact 3!
9. Nissan Murano Black Label SUV – how to save money like that. HAHAH! Contented with SX4. It’s been 12 months since I last passed my driving license, I am proud to say, 12 points are safe with me.
10. Earn more in blogging. CHECKED!
11. Gem By Gems to have more sale and will be more recognised in the local muslim market. Half CHECKED!
12. New Blog Layout – That depends on my time and mood. CHECKED!
13. To get my Nikkor lens back. And to change my D80 to D90 or D700 – how to save $ like that! not the time yet
14. To own a personal photo studio. hahaha no time lah
15. To stay fit and healthy. And I pray for all my loved ones to be healthy, fit, and problems free. everyday was a fresh new problem, happy, sad & complicated problems to solve.

Memories of 2009 – Teni & Family, Liana Montel, Michelle Thrash, Mazin, Ibrahim, Majid, GBG Best Customer of 2009, Hays: Ben Batten, Wai Yin, Sabariah. Ambition: Rachelle, Ivy Wong, Paul, J.P. Kelly Selection: Ben Batten, Wendy Wee, Lily Kang, Adilah Hamzah. Some of the people that existed in my life. Some not mention cos I can’t remember the good times with them in 2009, only the bad times – so BAD MEMORIES, don’t come knocking on my door!

In 2010,
1. Happy Family
2. Long term career in Kelly Selection. 100K Placement Club!
3. Lesser problems than 2009 – one big hell of a problem in 2009
4. Clear my outstanding issues by 2011.
5. 4 Holiday Trips (one trip every quarter)
6. More Sales for GEMBYGEMS.
7. To finish my course or get HR course.

My list is getting shorter cos I have to be realistic. And when I have gone through a great amount of obstacles, I just want nothing but peace & happiness. To me, nothing else matters except for my Mom & Teni. When I am too kind & nice, people took me for granted, I should draw a line and learn from my lessons.

Friends come and go, but I don’t need them, they are nothing but just troubles and trash! I don’t mean every friends. I don’t even regard some of them as my friends. I cherish colleagues more than friends nowadays.

My BIG thank you to Teni and Ben Batten. You both played a very important role in my personal & career life. Without both of your great kind help, I would not be where I am. Thank you once again. May god bless you both.

saved in my shopping list

Yanni — Thu, 24 Dec 2009 16:00:18 +0000

this instead

Yanni — Mon, 14 Dec 2009 16:30:16 +0000

Decide to get this design instead. Finally, I am going to have a proper purse/wallet whatever you call that. I hope it will last. Cos I love to give away my purse – to my mom, my sister, my cousin. Charity what. haha, noo it’s only because I find that a wallet is too bulky and troublesome to carry. I prefer a wristlet, I dump everything inside – cash, cards, receipts, coins – but I end up throwing a tantrum or turn panicky each time I can’t find something. hahah! This time, I have to be organized.

December – counting the days

Yanni — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 20:11:45 +0000

Damn, it’s already December. Arrrghhh! It’s just too fast.

Aim to have the bells ringing in 2012. What’s the rush – No hurry! Enjoy while it last. Before 30 years old maybe. Otherwise, just stay single lah. I have seen enough marriages apart, families apart, so what’s the point building it then.

Getting older! Fark! How I wish I can stop the time! Age 25 is just nice.

Aim to have 2 properties by 35. Early Retirement. In the making. Insyaallah.

Diving lessons – Must be brave and get rid of my phobia first.
Taekwando – I miss kicking (sweet chin music) and being rough (vent my anger) & active.
Tennis. Marathon. Photography – aim to get back all my nikkor & tokina lens. HR.
Botox? Heheh Surgery? Nobody is perfect. But I want to be perfect. Haha!
Relaunch of GBG – May all your dreams & success comes true.

Had too much fun of clubbing till I am sick of it. It opened up my eyes wide enough that I don’t see any good purpose and it’s like – deprived of attention – competition – what! what! Not trying to be a party pooper but it’s not for me anymore. I prefer lounge, live band. And I would rather travel than partying.

Perth. Sydney. Manchester. Germany. Jeddah. Greece. Auckland. Recorded in travelling plan. Here I come.

Friends - they come and go. Surprisingly, all the old birds start to appear in my life again. Those whom I expected to stay, they are gone. Those whom I expected to disappear, they keep coming back.

Family – I shall not comment.

Career – 2008 to 2009 – tremendous changes in my career – everything happened for a reason, everything were meant to be. I found true good friends in my workplace and I found snakes in the grass too – the vicious slutty cunning sly foxes.

How much I hate 2008 and 2009! Tough time. Selfish people.

I hope 2010 is a better year. I hope the tough time will be over.

Protected: Full Stop

Yanni — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 08:44:47 +0000

mean ppl!

Yanni — Sun, 29 Nov 2009 09:46:05 +0000

FMYLIFE! FMYLIFE! FMYLIFE!