...a storyteller!

SANAH HELWAH TO DEAR, ME

2015-05-20T02:22:00.001+08:00

Nice date. How bout my dreams? how bout my wishlist? how bout my target?
I failed to achieve my target. I just achieved one of my wishlist in few days. INSYA ALLAH.

It's ok hassuna. You still have time to achieve all your targets!!! Be confident. Be strong.

This year... double surprise. double cake. double celebration.

Thank you so much to all wishes from friends and families.
Thank you so much for the surprises, cakes and lovely present.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

First surprise from Fiza, Fendy, Teha, Azimah and him.
You all made me cry. Really unexpected surprise from them.
Thank you very much for the lovely present.
I am really love it.

Second celebration from my unblood sisters. This surprise for me and Wanda Aya.
We are in same month different day.
Thank you for the red velvet again.
I am really love it and eat too much almost half of the cake.
Thank you sisters, You're always be there for me.
Kita nangis sama2, luahkan perasaan sama2, gaduh, gembira bersama. Everything we have done together. We will stay forever, right?
I love you.

Makkk(Mira), what a coincidence!! Last two years I was wearing blue blouse and you were wearing blue baju kurung, it same goes to this year. wahhhh....

I am really appreciate what have you all done. I dunno how to repay back. I am really grateful.
Thank you ALLAH for sending them to me. Thank you ALLAH for sending him to me.

I love you all so much.

2015

2015-05-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

Assalammu'alaikum..

Wahh.fuhh fuhh.. berhabuk...

It's been a year I've never update or upload anything here. It;s been a very busy year, very chaotic, very hectic year. Up and down in doing master really make me stress. Sometimes I wanna run run run away from here and go to a place where nobody knows me, just me and myself being alone and away from all the problems. Sometimes I wanna eat a lot. Sometimes I wanna enjoy for the whole week (karaoke, watching movies,bowling). Sometimes I wanna stay at home and sleep for the whole day. Sometimes I wanna cry cry and cry. Sometimes I feel like better I quit my MA. But I am still doing my MA ritenow. I still struggle 200% to get my MA. I still motivated to finish my MA. FOR WHOM.... For ALLAH and MY PARENTS who are always by my side give me strength to finish what I have started. sikit je lagi hassuna. just around the corner to get your MA, hassuna.
Please wake up!!!!
A lot of problems doing research but I can handle it, I can manage it, I can face it. so, the upcoming problems, INSYA ALLAH I'll face it easily.
Dugaan tu sentiasa ada untuk menguji kesabaran, keimanan kita. Walau seteruk mana ujian itu, ALLAH tahu setiap hambanya mampu untuk menghadapinya.

Now, 2015.

INSYA ALLAH one of my wishlist will come true. It will be achieved few days more.
Moga ALLAH permudahkan segalanya.

2015 ..
Please be nice to me..

1# WORDLESS WEDNESDAY

2015-05-20T01:21:00.003+08:00

2013

2015

BALISTIK CINTA by Fiq

2014-01-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

Mana hilangnya
Rasa yang terpaut dalam jiwa
Sepi terasa melukis resah di dalam hati
Dan tak mampu ku ungkapkan gagah
Yang kita takkan bersama

Biar terhapus janji-janji yang pernah terucap
Biarkan waktu lenyapkan semua rasa cintamu
Yang pernah kau hendak dalam hatiku
Meski ku menginginkanmu

Korus
Mungkin kau dan aku tak bisa bersatu
Kerna cinta yang kau beri
Berbalistik cinta
Cepat datang dan pergi
Melayang jauh dari hidupku oh kasih

Biarkan cintamu abadi dalam hati
Dan biar cintanya merasuk dalam diri

Satukan semua kisah kita
Terpatri dalam hati

Relakanlah cinta yang untukmu
Lepaskan ragumu pada cinta ku

DI PINTU SYURGA by Dayang Nurfaizah

2014-01-16T13:02:00.000+08:00

Segalanya kaku..
Hati terus menangis..
Bila mengenangkan dirimu telah tiada..
Kau pergi tanpa pesan..
Tinggal aku sendiri..
Ku hitung hari, tiada daya..
Di landa sepi..

Duhai kekasih hati..
Katakanlah padaku..
Bahawa semua ini hanya igauan mimpi..
Aku tak sanggup kasih kehilangan dirimu..
Walau sedetik rindu mencengkam terasa pedih..

Duhai kekasih hati katakanlah padaku..
Bahawa semua ini hanya igauan mimpi..
Aku tak sanggup kasih kehilangan dirimu..
Walau sedetik rindu mencengkam terasa pedih..
Doaku kasih kita bersua di pintu syurga..

JOM BERPUASA !!!

2013-12-31T14:10:00.001+08:00

Salam,
Selain puasa fardu di bulan Ramadan, jom kita beramai2 mengamalkan puasa sunat.
Jadual puasa sunat sepanjang tahun 2014 di ambil dari fb member...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2013-11-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you..

Kak Anis Syahirah 28 July
Adik Norshafiza 2 Nov
Adik 'Amirah Sa'aidah Nafisah 16 Nov

Semoga u all berjaya dunia dan akhirat...
Cepat-cepat kahwin..
Semoga persahabatan ini kekal..
Thanx for being my friend..
Love u all so much..
Muaaxxxx...

RAMADHAN

2013-07-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

Welcome RAMADHAN 2013...

ALHAMDULILLAH...
Masih bernafas untuk meneruskan perjuangan dan menikmati Ramadhan lagi.

Bersihkan minda, sucikan jiwa...
Saya minta maaf pada semua kengkawan dan kenalan di luar sana yang mengenali saya dia atas segala kekhilafan, kesalahan dan menghalalkan segala makan minum saya selama ini. Semoga kita berjumpa lagi. terima kasih.

99 KALI RINDU

2013-06-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

Salam...

There are lots of words or quotes in this film which are good for us. Enjoy reading....

"Ustaz Ahmad, dalam Islam, apakah kita tidak boleh menyatakan cinta?"
"Jawabnya boleh tapi tidak penting. Tidak sepenting bukti sebenar cinta. Bukti sebenar cinta apabila kita menghargai orang yang kita cintai dengan perbuatan agar dia rasa selamat dan terhormat. "

"Disaat kita ingin melepaskan seseorang, ingatlah saat kita ingin mendapatkannya dahulu. disaat kita tidak merindukannya, ingatlah saat pertama kali kita melafazkan kita cinta padanya. disaat kita mulai bosan dengannya, ingatlah saat indah kita bersamanya."

"untuk hati yang masih menanti, menantilah dengan cinta. cinta yang akan membuatmu menerima apa jua kehendak Tuhan kelak."

"Bila awak mahu cinta saya, carilah dulu cinta ALLAH. Bila awak mahu rindu saya, rindula dulu ALLAH dan Rasulnya.jika awak mahu sayang saya, sayangilah dulu agama lebih daripada diri saya."

COUNTING THE DAYS

2013-05-19T17:16:00.000+08:00

The story began....
One day..
"kak, bila birthday kau?" asked my cousin.
"15.05. kenapa?" me replied.
"oh.. weyh... 15.05.2015, tarikh yang cantik."
"a'ah kan.. erm... (smile)"

so, i have got idea. I have ordered standing letter from kak jaz SYIRAZ LILCOTTAGE.
Total RM290.

Counting the days....
It's not wedding date. Its like motivation to me.
Start count from now......

15.05.2013 to 15.05.2015

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2013-05-19T15:35:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday.....
Happy birthday....
Happy birthday to sunna...
Happy birthday to you....

sang by kak anis, mira dan fiza ( my new friend in a new place)
I was very shocked!!! I almost cried. They have planned all this a day before. That's why they ignored me that day. Cehh....

Thank you so much!!!! Thanx for red velvet my favorite and a beautiful shawl.

SHINE YOUR WAY

2013-04-20T13:28:00.001+08:00

Just before the dawn,
When the light's still gone,
Shine, shine your way,
And you may not know, where to go,
Shine, shine your way

Open road but it's still dark,
Build a fire from a spark,
And shine, shine your way,
Feed the feeling in your heart,
Don't conceal it then you'll start,
To find, find your way

No one can stop, what has begun,
You must believe when I say

All of your tears will dry faster in the sun,
Starting today,
Shine, shine, shine,
Shine your way

There's an open sky,
And a reason why,
You shine, shine your way,
There's so much to learn,
And now it's your turn,
To shine, shine your way

There's a feeling deep inside,
You can let it be your guide,
To find, find your way,
And there's no time for us to waste,
Got to take a leap of faith,
And fly, fly away

Don't have to walk,
Now you can run,
Nothing can get in your way

All of your tears will dry faster in the sun,
Starting today,
Shine, shine, shine,
Shine your way

Morning is breaking,
Darkness is fading,
We found a way to the light,
It's such a beautiful sight

Any time, anywhere,
Turn around and I'll be there,
To shine, shine your way

Like a star burning bright,
Lighting up the darkest night,
I'll shine, shine your way

Now I can see,
You are the one,
Sent here to show me the way

All of your tears will dry faster in the sun,
Starting today,
Shine, shine, shine,
We're on our way,
Shine, shine, shine,
That's what we say,
Shine, shine, shine,
Shine your way

There's a reason why
You shine, shine your way

All of our tears will dry faster in the sun
Shine your way

Salihah's wedding

2013-02-16T02:30:00.001+08:00

Bila perempuan bergosip....

2013-02-16T02:02:00.001+08:00

RESEARCH ASSISTANT

2013-01-05T00:56:00.002+08:00

and lagi sekali... i've got mesej..

"You have an interview invitation at UMBI. Please check your email."

ok.. then i've checked my email..

Date: 12/12/12 (wow... cantiknya date!!)
Time:9 am
Place : UKM UMBI,PPUKM
Position: Research assistant!!

what?? i even dont remember when i've applied this job. ok.. just relax..
just study about UMBI and all the research about HUMAN and CANCER!!
not in my course..
also revised my final year project during degree...
its ok.. just go to get experience..

AND

there were three panels... they called three candidates at one time... they were asking about my final project.. i dont remember at all.. just 'goreng-goreng' but tidak lari dari fakta...

the day after tomorrow, i've got call from UMBI..(wow cepatnya result!!)..
i just get as calon simpanan.. but its ok.. i didnt frust at all...

ps: REZEKI ALLAH LUAS... ;-)

WELCOME 2013

2013-01-01T02:05:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT DATANG

1/1/2013....

TAHUN MENGEJAR CITA-CITA

KENANGAN 2012...

2013-01-01T01:55:00.001+08:00

"barang yang lepas tak usah di kenang"
biarlah ia menjadi kenangan terindah atau terpahit...
hanyalah kenangan...
baik atau buruk jadikanlah ia pengajaran dan cikgu terbaik untuk meneruskan kehidupan di masa hadapan..

ALHAMDULILLAH..
masih diberi nyawa untuk meneruskan hidup..
walaupun azam 2012 ada yang belum tercapai TETAPI itu tidak bermakna LOSER!!
pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya...
ambil iktibar dan pengajaran dari semua peristiwa pahit dan manis untuk menghadapi masa hadapan..
dan menjadikan diri ini lebih matang..
"buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih"

pengajaran yang paling bermakna adalah SAHABAT.
jangan mudah/cepat percaya pada orang.
lebih berhati2 memilih sahabat.
semua boleh jadi kawan tapi tak semua boleh jadi sahabat.
jadikan diri sendiri sahabat yang terbaik.
jangan judge seseorang daripada kisah silamnya,mngkin dia sudah berubah.
lebih baik diam walaupun dituduh macam2..
'aku tak perlu ada kawan macam ko kot'
'aku tak maafkan ko smpai mati'
hanya mampu berdoa kebenaran akan muncul satu hari nnt.. sabar sabar sabar...
kalau ada kawan2 yg buat salah, bgtaw la apa kesilapannya,jgn senyap hingga putus hubungan dan kesian kat dia terkapai2 pastuh kena tuduh macam2..
sebelum tuduh siasat dulu.. nnti 'kerana mulut badan binasa', walaupun ALLAH tak tunjuk sekarang..
---->>> walau apa pun terjadi pasti ada salah dan silap kita, sebab tuh berhati2 ketika ingin berbicara dgn orang....

pada sesetangah orang : 2012 tahun penih kepahitan... 2012 tahun penuh kemanisan..
walau apa pun, pasti ada hikmahnya..

ALWAYS THINK POSITIVE and I CAN DO IT!!

2012 ...

2012-12-31T22:15:00.002+08:00

We are in the last
day of the year…
Just felt I should thank
everyone
who made me smile
this year…
You are one of them

So here’s a BIG

taken from GENERAL KNOWLEDGE....

THANK YOU !!!

2012-12-31T20:47:00.000+08:00

Thanx a lot kak has for the presents!!!

SOLAT

2012-12-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

Have you perform your solah? 5 times a day?
Do you perform a perfect solah?

Lets audit our solah....

(taken from page USTAZ DON )
(for better image Prayer Mat )

The meanings in our solah....

Lets share this info to others.. ;-)

JOM BERPUASA !!!

2012-12-26T11:12:00.001+08:00

Salam,
Selain puasa fardu di bulan Ramadan, jom kita beramai2 mengamalkan puasa sunat.
Jadual puasa suna sepanjang tahun 2013 di ambil dari fb member...

SOLEHAH's WEDDING

2012-12-24T17:55:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS!!!
finally dear.... I miss u so much dear!! after this we'll wait zaimah's wedding...
love u sayang...

remember!!!
be a good wife
*dengar cakap suami*
take care of ur family's name
take care of urself
and lastly... be a good mum!!
*cepat2 buat anak taw*

#LAKESIDE WEDDING LOCATION AT PUSAT MARIN, UPNM

BUTTERFLY

2012-12-22T00:20:00.001+08:00

BUTTERFLY (MELLY GOESLOW FT ANDHIKA PRATAMA)
IN VERSION ZUL (IDOLA KECIL 5)

IF ONE DAY

2012-12-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

... copy from my fren.

YAYASAN SOFA

2012-12-19T14:17:00.002+08:00

I've got one mesej..
"You have interview with yayasan sofa.Please check your email."

and...............

I've got an interview with Yayasan Sofa on 3/12/12 at Seremban, Negeri Sembilan. Writing and interview session.

Writing Test---->>
have 5 parts of subjective questions for 20 minutes only!
1. about yayasan sofa
2. general knowledge
- adakah malaysia negara Islam?
- pendapat anda tentang hukum hudu?
- apakah perkara utama membangunkan sesebuah negara?

3. about your work style
- jika bekerja lebih masa.
- apa yang akan anda lakukan jika company ngo ad masalah kewangan?

4. general knowledge
- apakah maksud yayasan?
- senaraikan 3 ulama dan 3 ahli politk luar/dalam negara yang anda kagumi.

5. Islamic knowledge
- apakah maksud 'ahli sunnah'?
- apakah maksud tariqat?

after that, interview session. there were 5 interview rooms with 2 panels (all male) in each room. they just asked about yourself.

i've google map where is yayasan sofa and i didnt find it. luckily, i've met 3 girls from UMT at Hotel Seri Malaysia (where i've stayed) and they also have interviewed at yayasan sofa. They know where was it and i went there with them.
Kompleks Yayasan Sofa located nearby Muzium Negeri Seremban.

I dont success in the interview. I have to work harder and try again!! ;-)