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A new year - 2012.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 05:32:00 +0000

Picture taken at IOI Boulevard Mall's countdown, Puchong.

Humans & aliens, it's 2012!
~~OMG THE WORLD IS GOING TO END, LETS QUIT STUDYING AND ENJOY LIFE~~ !
lol, just kidding. ~~Not funny.~~
It's just a cover to begin my post, since I'm supposed to blog about this on 31st of December 2011, like the other bloggers. *hides*

So cheers to all of us to start a new year again.
For ms.LohWinzhi, 2011 had been a really awesome year :)
It's a very different year since we no longer have to wake up early in the morning, put on the boring school uniform, go to school & repeat the same routine daily.

And so, I get to slack around like a boss after my SPM. & hang out with my gangs more often yeay.
I get to experience college life @ Taylor's College Subang Jaya & meet awesome humans around.
Had a very significant class trip to Genting & Malacca + Bromance / Femance w/ each other.
Then, I fell in love with City Hunter - Lee Min Ho oops.

Till then, I flew all the way to Swinburne Uni, Sarawak Campus via JPA scholarship.
And I still could remember, my first month wasn't that miserable, yet. Oh well.
Once had a great time w/ the new course mates - another class outing at the beach!
Happy to know Doreen Lee Hui Ing, my closest one in Kuching HAHAHA.
And finally get to join dance clubs after so many years. TDC & SDC.

~~Literally I did nothing in the year 2011.LOL PHAILED.~~
Instead, I became fatter & fatter. Nicely done (Y)
Most importantly, I'm really a happy girl who turned eighteen in the year of 2011 (:

Because they're amazing just the way they are :

Okay Amber Chia is not my friend. HAHAHA. *trollface*
Anyway, I conquered the fear of putting on contact lens into my super-sensitive-can-die-eyes & learned make up! I'm more ladylike nao. *flips hair*

In conclusion , Thankyou to all humans who made a difference in my life last year, even if it's just a tiny little difference. *bows*

P.S : Not everyone's face is included here or else I'm pretty sure you'll get bored scrolling downnnnnn the post. Also, I swear my besties & I took the least pictures in 2011 compared to other years wth. T.T

This post was intended to be posted on the last day of 2011 - PHAILED.

♥

This post was intended to be posted on the first day of 2012 - PHAILED ALSO.

Last year, I left home, left Klang to a totally unfamiliar environment with new humans.
From the way my parents brought me up, I'd always thought that I'm independent enough.
Somehow it wasn't as easy as expected lol, apparently I was a lil, spoiled all these whiles I guess. HEH.
Oh well. Shit happens. I'm still proud of myself for staying strong. I'm still alive! *peace*
Anyways, I'm really glad and thankful that I found the happy self again in December.
At the very least, I'm able to end the year with a smile on my face wheeeee!

Realizing that I being way too pampered growing up. Still,
I appreciate each & every one of them who constantly giving me their love and care.
It feels like it's time to lift myself up to a whole new level in life, not materials nor fame but self development. It's after all, another stage in life (:

I couldn't deny the fact that I gotta real bad feeling about this year.
I've to get my ass back there & face more & more complications, entertain more & more haters, have more & more tears.
Somehow I'll try my best not to engage myself in negativity again, no matter how, when, where, what & blaaa.
Everything happens for a reason, and so I promised myself I'll never lose hope.

Again, have a great year ahead, everyone.
I wish all the best to you guys and to myself. Life's full of ups and downs, so :

SMILE (: If things aren't getting better, don't let them get worse.

People will hate you,rate you, break you. But how strong you stand is what makes you.

RT from FerlynLA via Twitter.

Grow up with your past, stay strong with your problem. Hwaiting

Hopefully I could stick back to my simple old quote : Don't worry, be happy.
Lets turn the fear & doubts into confidence by taking action & pushing through failures (: And, I hope,
I'm still actively blogging @ http://www.winterhearts.com w/ the 'Smiling Eyes'.
I DON'T WANNA WRITE A LONG POST LIKE THIS ANYMORE, TOOK ME SO DAMN LONG OMG.
No more procrastination, no more pending posts, I don't wanna be a phailed blogger!
Kthxbai. *winks*

P.S : If the world is about to end now, I'll be on nom nom-ing whatever yummy food at places around me, for exp Aeon JJ & die happily HAHAHA.

Love,
Vincci.

Greetings.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sat, 31 Dec 2011 10:05:00 +0000

Just wanna say,

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE (:

Well, I appreciate all the little things, humans that had make it up to the year 2011.

Till then, I shall live everyday in year 2012 optimistically & continue cherish relationships around me.

So, new year, new resolutions, new hope.

May everyone spare with more happiness, more wealth, & health!

Have a great year ahead, people! *hugs & kisses*

Be thankful that we're still alive, for today! HAHA.

This post - My last post of 2011 phailed since I couldn't blog about my thoughts, my ups, my downs, my 2011, within this short period of time. I'm sorry! Will postpone it to tomorrow bwahaha!

Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right - Oprah Winfrey.

Love,

Vincci.

X'mas 2011.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Thu, 29 Dec 2011 12:52:00 +0000

Christmas spells out love, hope, and joy (:

I love Christmas & my idea of Christmas is pretty simple - Loving others.

I believe the peace on earth will come to stay, when we live Christmas everyday in our heart.

According to Justin Bieber, Christmas is the most beautiful time of the year :
Two-hands-up-100% AGREE.
After all, it's my favourite festive season, ~~yes not even the love for Chinese New Year.~~
FYI, I'm totally obsessed with all the Christmas decorations, I can go crazy when I see angels, snowflakes, ornaments & blaaa around.
And so, I'll most probably do something meaningful or pamper myself like a princess for every Christmas. #BecauseIcanlovemyself.
Well, 2011's Christmas was... one of the most special Christmas that I ever had, in a way HAHAHA.

On the 24th of December (Eve), I was dying to go to Sunway Pyramid.
Yes after years of parents' curfew, seriously I was desperate like hell lol.
Somehow outing plan with the my both besties FAILED UNEXPECTEDLY due to certain reasons wth ._.
Pretty disappointed of course. Imagine me dolled up & dressed myself but end up waiting in my room for 2323 minutes *emo till die*

Anyways, at least, I went to my bestie LemonQian's house.
Because I believe it's better to rot in pairs. HAHA.
Literally she was in her pyjamas so no pictures for the day. Sad case.
Oh well, people usually have turkeys, log cakes, pasta for Christmas eve dinner and mine was.... awesome.

Korean noodles made by LemonQian at 10pm lol. It wasn't that bad, since I was super duper hungry that night. Thankiu bestie T.T *hugs*

Apart from that, I show my appreciation to the the loved ones by giving them presents during Christmas, though I'm not rich enough to buy RM123456789 worth of presents. It's the thought that counts, right right.
*peace*

Presents for my besties, LemonQian & Bluee Gal.

Presents for my precious ones (:

Oh oh, the Lee-Min-Ho mug is MINE. Yes I bought it for myself. sad case lol ._.

Wait, I can haz presents too! Although they're supposed to be my birthday presents. Oh well.

Proven to be #foreveralone, so no presents for Christmas. *okay.jpg*

Haha oops just kidding. I love my friends (:

P.S : Specially thanks to Lemon Qian for the oversized pencil case & to babu Jaclyn Tan & Kenneth Choong for the book. So damn touched T_T

Not forgetting to mention that the year-end-sales in shopping malls are freaking awesomeeee.

Apparently I shopped like crazy, again to pamper myself & for CNY *wide smile*

Shop till you drop!

Manicure for Christmas whee! #selfpampertime.

In conclusion, I spent money like water in December bwahahaha.

I'm gonna starve myself until I get my CNY angpaos next year hee. #justsaying.

I've never felt love like this ♥

I'm a happy girl in December. Thanks for being so nice to me :')

Love it when my year 2011 can end this way (:

There's nothing else much that I can ask for. #blissfulness

Thanks BlueeGal for the souvenir too- a simple & nice bracelet from Thailand. Love it.

I did not party crazily during Christmas,didn't even put on my Christmas hat, neither received tonnes of presents, & but at least, I had fun! compared to the miserable tears last year dafuq.
I'm still excited for the next Christmas and it's gonna be more & more meaningful to me (:
Cheers to all of us who enjoyed Christmas, even if you're alone at home lol.

New year post coming up next.
Stay tuned.

With love,
Vincci.

Girls shopping x Chilling session!

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Fri, 16 Dec 2011 18:43:00 +0000

Hello lovelies! I'm still enjoying myself in Klang wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *peace*
Oh well, those enjoyments don't have to be : spending money like water to buy branded items, travelling all over the world ,meeting handsome dudes every single day lolomgbbqwth ,or meeting my idols in real life.
Of course, I'll definitely be 33,333 times happier if I could though.
#Dreamstobecometrueinthenext20years.

Back to topic. I'm having a great time now since there is no exam stress, no dramas, less parents' arguments, blaaa & most importantly love & care from the loved ones ♥
But basically I'm repeating the same routine every day lol :
Wake up - Twitter - Eat - Twitter - Sleep - Wake up - Twitter - Eat - Twitter - Stalk pretty girls - Sleep.
Just kidding :P Yours truly is not as 100% lifeless as that heh, because I can haz friends like 'em! :

Thursday x Girls shopping @ Sunway Pyramid x Chilling session @ Botanic Cafe.

Introducing my super gorgeous babe Yaya Lee ; loving her curls! *smoooches*

Quality time spent with my babe whole day long. FYI, our last outing was in February. http://www.winterhearts.com/2011/02/outings-with-my-babe.html

Ohemgee we didn't meet each other for more than half a year!

Our-signature-camho-face.

Apart from that, she probably can be one of my best camwhore partner, like seriously!

As you know, girls have their typical ~~special~~ - 45-degree-face ; I realize our angle fits perfectly since mine is the right part of face & hers is the left part. I hope you get what I meant HAHAHA.

Intoducing the-pattern-pattern-daddy-Ooi-Kheng-Li ; loving his current hairstyle, after grey, gold, silver & whatever weird la-la colours he had.

FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THE DAY :

I don't mind looking at this picture whole day long because the humans inside are seriously too-cute-can-die, tsk tsk. #justsaying. Erhem erhem I should stop flattering myself bwahaha.

And this is his reaction after we told him :

LOLOLOL. Tried to copy our cutey pose but obviously, EPIC FAIL.

Somehow that caught our attention HAHAHA.

Okay I've to admit that we're just too hyped that night wheeeeeeeeee.

YayaLee was demanding him to pose again #likeaboss. She IS his boss after all.

It's so hard to resist the laughter with the two humans here.

We talked, teased, laughed together as if there're no other humans in that cafe. #happiness

And FYI, my daddy OoiKhengLi has a very fierce face like this, so literally I'm not afraid of any strangers who look at us like aliens. WHAD'YA WANT FROM ME?! #likeaking

And most importantly, no matter how fierce he looks, he treated me like a queeeeeeen.*flips hair*

Honestly this is the very, very first time, I love the picture of him & I ; since he has a very serious face problem in front of the camera oopsie.

Daddy & his pretty pretty boss, which is my pretty pretty babe.

In conclusion, he treated US like queens! *winz*

Sorry for the bad quality of photos. iPhone camera sucks at times.

Somehow I still love this picture lots, because of them ♥

FUGLY PIC OF THE DAY :

Shouldn't reveal this at first but I think the three of us really have similar dope faces.

LOVERS OF THE DAY :

Thanks for the day, Yaya Lee.

I never thought that shopping with you would be that enjoyable :D

Had lots & lots of fun walking from shops to shops just to hunt

nice tops, nice dresses, nice heels, nice purse!

After all, it's really not easy to find a shopping partner & a cam-whore partner wheeeee.

And there's an unknown bond within that brought us along from no where just like that ;

even though we're different age, different class & we don't even have the chance to meet each other often.

It's a friendship that cannot be explained,

but I know we both cherish it since the day we know each other &

I'm really happy to have you as my close friend.

Love you, babe ♥

Thanks for the day too, Ooi Kheng Li.

Thanks for being patient whole day long, waited stupidly for an hour & yet we ditched him LOL (We're so sorry!) ;

waited for ms.YayaLee in the fitting room to try 1 dress for more than 20 minutes ;

waited for ms.Vincci to decide whether to buy or not for more than 20 minutes ;

And this happens, not only once oops.

We know that you're super, super exhausted accompanying us to shop from 10am till 7pm & yet have to carry all our shopping bags + do stupid faces & jokes to make us happy ;D We're really thankful for everything. Glad to see you becoming a gentleman wheeee!

Love you, daddy ♥

*blissful smile*

I'm pretty much amused by our friendship, and their ability to make me laugh like a mad lady.

It feels like we've been meeting each other every day but it's not!

It had been a really long time since I smiled to the ~~camera~~ iPhone , from the heart.

Well, I'm proud to say that life's good now, & I'm appreciating it.

Thank God, thank you December for being nice to me, like finally T.T I feel so touched.

I've been waiting to say this since 16486314 days ago. Anyways,

Big thanks to those who'd always made an effort to brighten my day, just to let you know that everyone of you matters.

I'm happy, I really am, to see myself being crazy around, laughing continuously for no reasons, talking with excitement + loud volume. yes that's me, back to myself again, Vincci Loh Winzhi a.k.a ms.SmilingEyes (:

Life's too short to worry about the future.
So live in the present, the past is gone, the future is unknown but the present is real.

More updates soon. Stay tuned, readers!
Have a nice day, xoxo.

Yours truly,
Vincci.

Rewind ;

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sun, 11 Dec 2011 07:52:00 +0000

Peek-a-boo!

Apparently I was too bored and started to view all the pictures taken since years ago.

And they remind me of all the sweet memories I had, the moments shared with the great friends.*winks*

Somehow I'm glad for the fact that I used to be a very active blogger.

Not like I'm inactive now but... but I'm.just.a.little.too.busy.heh? *slams forehead*

Reminiscing the past, reading those blog posts, I'm able to recall how happy I was, how significant the friends were, to me. It feels like I've truly lived before :') At the very least, I don't regret anything, at all.

The ones who love you, will never leave.
Never settle for anything less than what you deserve.
You only live once - Steve Jobs.

As humans grow up, we tend to face more & more ~~shits~~, obstacles, challenges, bitches, haters, fakers in life. Obviously I'm a human, okay so I'm one of them geez.

Fortunately, I'm not living a miserable life for now, I don't feel like it's the end of the world, I don't think I'm the world-most-pathetic-person ;

I may be very depressed but yet there are times that I'm still happy of meeting new humans & being able to try new stuffs. It's after all, part of growing up (:

Still, I miss those times ♥

Lower secondary school times. -SMK Shahbandaraya w/ the BFF - LemonQian & BlueeGal.

Upper secondary school times - SMK Batu Unjur, where I met all kinds of interesting humans there :

Jieying Lim, Low Kaili , William Chiam, Jason Loo, Shienrun Wong, Lee Yik Soon, Yap Wan Xiang, Song Wei Jian, Melanie Lim, Ng May Yee, Loh Chin Hern, Lupchung, Ooi Kheng Li, Ivan Ang, Tidus, Tee Hong Yeu & of course Aaron Teh + Yeo Sau Pang, juniors like Yaya Lee & many many more.

No idea why but it's fun to type their full name here. *hides*.

From a newbie in a brand new environment, till getting know perverts like YikSoon Lee who sneaks into girls toilet ( refers to the third picture above) , and being known as smelly eyes due to some stupid reasons lol , *bang wall* then responsible for the St.John Ambulance's new division, & finally facing exam stress - SPM.

Not forgetting to mention that the most important one who stays by my side almost, all the time - LemonQian. In general, we stick together like twins till the day we graduated lol, in class, having lunch, attending tuition classes, St.John trainings, First Aid exams & etc. Conclusion : When you see Loh Winzhi, you see Teh Wei Qian & vice versa. *peace*

Awesome tuition mates, Era Tinta tuition centre, it's more like our second home.

Spot my babe, Pikachuu Vivian Tan who looks damn cute beside me! (right)

Ohya, couldn't find any picture with my daddy Cassandra Cjw ._.

& Even when we're far apart, our love for Bluee Gal never fades.

Random events, outings, trips, camps w/ them.

Best of the best, xoxo.

Till then, I'm gonna end this post with all the related links wheeeeeeeeeeeee.
Ohya! Please don't mind cause I know my writing is a little bit farnyyyy last time, so many errors lol.

Becoming a Batu Unjur-ian 2009.
Becoming Batu Unjur-ian 2010.
St.John's foot drill competition.
St.John's Youth Camp 2010.
ET Mega Seminar.

Port Dickson's trip!

Taylor's lakeside COMMFEST 2010.

Form 5 Graduation day.

I love you guys, always will (: ♥

P.S : Lets get into the Christmas spirit HOHOHO! Watched Arthur's Christmas. It was good! Rated 8/10.

With love,

Vincci.

Revived.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Thu, 08 Dec 2011 09:26:00 +0000

So, I'm now assignments-free ; exam-free ; stress-free, work-free, drama-free,
seems like I'm able to revive http://www.winterhearts.com officially.

Far Away.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Mon, 05 Dec 2011 13:27:00 +0000

I'm coming home, coming home,
tell the world I'm coming home ;
let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.......

Now, back to where I belong... - Diddy 'Coming Home'.

Three months of ups and downs.
Pretty much overwhelmed by stress, frustration, dilemmas & problems.
Tried again & again to adapt myself to the whole new environment.
Tried way too hard to get rid of those bad & absurd impressions.
And I thought of all memories of how I used to be.

Sadly,
I was not able to turn the frown upside down anymore.
I failed to be optimistic, no longer could be the happy go lucky me.
It was depressing deep within ;
so sorry that I teared almost every single day ;
because wasn't a moment where it was easy.
No doubt, those days totally, totally, devastated me.

At the breaking point, I don't feel myself, at all - the one who best known as the crazy and hyped Vincci for 7/24 back then.

Perhaps it all boils down to self-acceptance; if you don’t like yourself, who you are, where you are and what you have at this point of your life; anything that goes out of your favour, you find it very hard to be happy - Missy Cheerio

Somehow I hope, the nightmare is over, for now.
Like finally it's December, I've waited for this month way too long, too long.
I believe it's time for my eyes to rest and SMILE :) (:
All the yesterdays had come & gone and so I'm learning how to leave it where it is.
It's useless to whine around that how much I hate my life for the past three months, which seemingly three years to me oops :3

Memories :

in Kuching.

Perhaps I wished I could replay a million times ; I wished I had never come to this place at times.
Somehow I came to a point to realize that all these were just merely little stages in life, eventually they made me a stronger person indeed.
Just like the other obstacles ; If I were to reverse any of them, I wouldn't be the person I am right now.
And so, I've come to my senses that all these little memories will be significant to me.
Perhaps, they are all blessings in disguise :)

You are responsible for your life. You can’t keep blaming somebody else for your dysfunction. Life is really about moving on- Oprah Winfrey

Despite of the culture shock, I'll never forget how blessed, how lucky I am from time to time, even when nothing's right.
It had been a long run, and I'm thankful to those who made me smile all these whiles ; I'll never regret anything about it.
Besides, I'm really sorry to show my :( face most of the time when things go wrong. FML? Heehee.

Thank you people, specially to Daniel Sineros, Doreen Lee, Ivanna Ting, HuiHui, Charlton Vong, Jude Martin ,Angie Feng & others.
They made me realize that I'm not alone, I appreciate that very very much.
Yet, I'm glad to know that I'm not totally forgotten until now :')
I love you guys, I miss you guys too, xoxo.

Showing off my pretty injuries due to my stupidity in flipping & Girl's Generation tee.

No worries, my knee is okay now, I can fly again. Lol just kidding :P

All trials are not the reason to give up but a challenge to improve ourselves ; our pain is not an excuse to back out, but an inspiration to move on - winterhearts.com

♥

Till then, I'M BACK PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I'm happy, I really am. I hope I'm back to the crazy me who laughs all day long too wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

Plus, Christmas is around the corner yeay! *screammmmmmmmmmm*

Looking forward for the month, I know it would be a great one :)

Loves.

P.S : Please don't be shocked if you see me since I'd got fatter, more pimples & blaaa T^T LOLOL SADDIEME.

By,

Vincci.

Moving on (:

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Wed, 09 Nov 2011 16:19:00 +0000

Greetings readers (:

SO HELLO, I'M STILL ALIVE, TEEHEE.

Oh I know I haven't been update my blog for quite some time.

I'm really sorry about that but this is one hell hectic month - November,

where finals and dance practices meet, plus all the unforeseen circumstances so, it's forgivable, bleh.

Anyways, life've been better, I guess ;3 Because I'M LOHWINZHI.

Still, I would not neglect my baby bloggie so here's some updates!

As usual, get used to the so called exclusive 'spamming' of my own face.
Just in case you've forgotten my ~~pretty hot~~ face!
Let the pictures do the talking aite, enjoy scrolling *winks*

(: Ms.Vincci's life'd been revolving around S-D-C recently.

P.S : Loving the RESPECT tattoo, although it's not mine :3

So, here's a little of everything about the club.

FYI, we just had our dance party last Friday yeay!

Pictures below are credited to the photographers of the day,

except for the camwhore ones. Thats definitely by ME teehee ;D

Introducing HuiHui, the beautiful one. She's cheerful, friendly, kind and might go crazy sometimes bwahaha. Btw I love her lots, thankyou girl, without you I wouldn't even know other dance club members, xoxo ♥

Another two hot & cool people in ze club.

They tend to tease and bully me all the time rawr, guess they love me too much teehee ;D

This is our master- Daniel . The one whom I respect much in SDC yeay!

Daniel a.k.a Master's "two & only" students. Charlton Vong & Vincci Loh.

Call us limited edition *flips hair*

Ohhai! We're seemingly excited hur hur. (From left - yours truly, Ivanna & Angie)

Closer :

This lovely girl is Ivanna, she's reallyyyy good in dancing. I adore her much heh, though we didn't really talk to each other that often. She goes crazy easily too geez!

This is Angie, to me she's a super cute girl. Can faint or melt talking to her HAHA.

Should hang out with her more often *peace

Her hair is the bomb of the day! *thumbs up* Sexy is her name, okay she's Chloe :))

A pro modern dancer, even girls like me is attracted HAHA ;D
Thanks alot to her too, I hope she knows why heehs.

All-time-partner : Chung. Guess he's my camwhore partner as well :3

Here's Zheyiiiiii. I just feel like typing lots of i in his name geez. Ohya ohya, I freaking love his voice!

Okay I'm meeting so many guys who can sing here in Kuching. Good thing though :3

He can haz gold colour hair, and thus he is named as Jagung. Okay just kidding,

he's our DJ.CORNelius, so put you hands up in the air ;D

Back to this ~~hot~~ guy a.k.a Mr.Playboy. I think I'm hotter, #facts :P

The girls wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. I' skillful enough to fit 4 1/2 humans' head in bleh :P

Loving Chloe's expression! It's more like this face - ;D !

S-D-C rocks!

Huihui, Zsen Phang (Director of Art in SDC) , & yours truly.

Picture of the day! Models : Ivanna & Chloe.

Thanks to the professional photographer a.k.a director!

Meet my crazy loved ones :D

Behind the scene! We're actually exhausted bleh :3

She's skinny enough to fit in the car boot? :O Anyways, me likey likey this shot!

Randomness.

The best thing to do is to chill with them after dancing yeay. What else you can ask for when there's McD to on nom nom? :') Yes KL humans like me iz huge fan of McD!

From the left- Julius & pretty HuiHui.

McShaker makes us happy *wide smileeee*

New style dancers, they're the humans who I performed with ! *claps* Glad to know each other better by the dance practices. Thankyou Mr.President for giving me this opportunity lolol, Jude Martin! (top-left)

Oops I posed wrong face here. Abit too arrogant no? I'm just good at acting tsk tsk.

~~I'm sexy and I know it~~

Not forgetting to mention that I felt super blissful to meet this-so-called-master, or else my life would be more miserable than ever. Having a soul mate & being his student is one of the best thing in Kuching, no joke :') Okay there are two things actually bwahaha. He taught me a lot about realities in life, though I know him for only like 1 month+? I appreciate it much, yet I've way more to learn!

Of course, he might be a little mean, too honest, annoying sometimes but I know he cares for me much wheeeeee! ~~like my elder brother!~~ At the very least, he doesn't judge people by looks & so I'm not discriminated T.T Sad life I've here. Oh well, it seems like words & money wouldn't affect him much, so by reading this he'll be probably thinks I'm bullshitting. Its okay because I know I'm sincere rawr.

Lastly, nothing much but big big thanks for every every everything, ! *bows*

P.S : Readers will know you gotta be someone real special for me to write about you in my blog post *grins*

Last but not least, I'm proud to be part of SDC :) Happy enough to know all the awesome humans around.

Hot, cool, dope, cute, hilarious, just the way they are.

Hope to know them better as time goes by.

Sorry if I did anything wrong or offended anyone, just in case HAHA. I'm still a newbie after all.

Still, thanks for the joy and laughter people ;)

You guys rocks to the max. *cheers*

Perhaps, I'm still depressed, blogging mojo is not back yet. I took quite a long time to complete this post ; at the very least, I edited all the photos and uploaded here, teehee!Stay tuned guys. One more post & I'll be on HIATUS mode. Hwaiting!

With love,
VINCCI

A little not over it.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sat, 29 Oct 2011 17:12:00 +0000

Judge nothing, you'll be happy , Forgive everything, you'll be happier ;

Love everything, you'll be happiest (:

Of course, words are often easier said than done. Normality strikes at times.

How could you just keep quiet when people tend to accuse you like nobody business, being stereotyped as a West M'sian, hate you for everything, blame you for anything. Oh well (:

In fact, you shouldn't let them get to you. It really doesn't matter if you know you're truly happy on the inside, sometimes happiness can be a little intimidating - MissyCheerio.

Things go wrong, people go wild, but life goes on. Difficult people may challenge your life, may hurt your soul, at the same time it makes up the society generally (:

Up and down, tears and laughter ; as usual haters will hate.

Indeed I've no rights or ability to judge people back or simply make accusations, but one thing for sure I'll prove them wrong. Ms.Smiling need to toughen up, be strong!

Same goes to everyone out there who facing difficulties in life. Hwaiting!

On the bright side, these horrible "tragedies" are meant to make you strong and yet the greater the obstacle, the more glory in overcoming it, right? (: Still, thanks for the so called motivation, ~~keep it up with my so called fakeness, evil me, bitch or what so ever maybe?~~

This will be an once in a life time experience yo!

No worries readers, I'll be having a great life ahead. Because I believe there'll be definitely people who loves me for who I am *cheers.

Do I need to list your names down here? I guess it will a long one #TeetotheHee.

I miss all of you, real friends to be exact. Till then, thanks to those who always stay with me no matter what happens, and words of wisdom from LemonQian (the bestie) , Aaron (Silly angel ) , Sephender ( Experienced people) & Dance Club hot & cOoL people (A sense of hope in Kuching HAHA)

Time flies, and so I promised I'll go back with a huge smile on my face & growing out of these complications! I wouldn't change to be any worst version than that because of the humans here (:

One month and still counting.

P.S : I got hurt once, I'll never ever repeat it twice. After all, I won't give a damn anymore. HAHA. COMMENTS? COMPLAINTS? JUST DO IT (:

With love,
VINCCI.

Highlights of the week!

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 14:54:00 +0000

It had been a really long week for me indeed, SHIT HAPPENS, heehs.

Perhaps it's part of a growing up process after my birthday :S

Anyways, I wasn't THAT miserable, Thank God. *cheers*

Thanks to them as well :

1 - GIRLS ARE BACK - SO NYUH SHI DAE. *screammmmmmmm*

The Boys is freaking freaking awesome. I don't have to play it over & over again to fall in love w/ the song wheeeeeee.

Words couldn't describe how I feel but I'm delighted each & every time I watch their comeback performance. I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

~~I prefer watching this instead of the long music video oops.~~

Guess it's because the super hawt girls & their fans screaming around.

It'll be more exciting when I learn their dance choreo yeay yeay yeay.

2 - WITH JUSTIN BIEBER UNDER THE MISTLETOE. *screammmmm again!*

Love this song so much & plus it's Christmas based and so I can go madddddddddddd like seriously.
And of course, Justin Bieber is so good looking, much better than before. *blushhh*
All of a sudden, I feel super proud to be a Belieber & SONES :'D
Surprisingly their original video released on the the same date (18/10/2011)
and they've more than 10,000,000 views now! :D *Everybody say yeah yeah yeah!*

3. MY FAV CAR WITH LEE MIN HO. *screammmmmmmmm till I die*

Okay it's not my fav car, ~~mine should be Ferrari.~~ HAHAHA.
Anyways, Toyota made the smartest choice ever. *claps for them*
It was really unexpected, I was surprised to see my love again. No doubt, I'm waiting for the next episode, next next episode & so on.
*Put your hands up in the air and think of our City Hunter!*
Yes LeeMinHo made me goes hyperrrrrrrrrrr all the way lalalalala, like always! :D

4. + THE MAN WITH NO SHADOWS - RAYMOND LAM. *Dead but still screammmmmmmm!*

What else to say? Raymond Lam is always my favourite + favourite and yet,
I'm so happy to see his improvement in acting wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
No joke, he's an antagonistic character inside but I love him to the max HAHAHAHA.
Looking at his face is worth everything T_____T *Call 999 and send me to hospital thanks*

P.S : I prefer Lives Of Omission 潛行狙擊 (A name which I forever couldn't pronounce it) anyway, I'm super super proud of TVB :')

Idol matters (: In case if you didn't realize, 4 of the idols above are all in my TOP 5 Fav Idols list D:
I must not die before meeting them in real person lololo.
And yes, I faced a few complications in the week & honestly, I'd like a few liters of tears already. It was heartbreaking, it really was.
I'm not proud to announce that, my eyes still can haz the ability to cry-like-non-stop.*thumbsdown*
I hope it's all over now. And so, it's the beginning of the week again,
I hope for the best *peace*
Thanks to all the humans who made me smile for the ~~damn~~ week including those who brought me to swim, to play pool, to watch movies & blaaa.
*bows*

OHYA! REAL STEEL IS REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL GOOOOOOOOOOD.
A MUST TO WATCH,PEOPLE :DD
Rated : 9+1/10.
+1 because the kiddo is simply too adorable, reminds me of Justin Bieber? :DD

Note : Paranormal Activity 3 - Rated 4/10. Not as good as I expected :3

That's all for now.
Time for me to stay focus in my 1234 assignments. *fingers crossed*
Stay tuned readers! Toodles (:

Don't give up. Move on for life goes on and doesn't wait on you.

Birthday dinner wowowow.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 04:53:00 +0000

Ohhai it's me again! Yes I'm doing another birthday post, even after so long heehee! ~~as usual~~

My celebration is all good, #likeaboss as I can say! TeetotheHee.

Big big thanks to the lovely classmates because I know it's definitely not a cheap dinner oops :O

Yet, all of them celebrate one day before because it is fully booked on the Saturday.

I love that restaurant lots because I finally get the chance to eat my yam cake yummy yummy. My favourite! Been searching that for so long! :D

I'm glad & thankful for those who attended the dinner and its okay for those who couldn't make it since they have flights on that day. At least, I'm not #foreveralone on my birthday :') *cheers

It was a very happy night ^-^ Get to sing & sing & sing until everyone became dead tired.

Happier when I receive gifts from them.-Those who accompanied me all these months (: - My doink gang!

I love the accessories lots till I tried to mix & match with the best outfit immediately and planned to put it on the next Monday, which is tomorrow! HAHAHA. EPIC.

For them *hearts*
Below is a password-protected post.
So sorry I couldn't write in paragraphs because the system does not allow me to do so. It's a little long anyway, heehs. ._.

Click here to enter password

Lots of loves from Ms.Vincci.

Have I Told You Lately.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Mon, 17 Oct 2011 15:33:00 +0000

Part II from the previous post (Click Here) , heh. #justsaying.

她不是不想愛，是不能愛。因為怕傷人，也怕被傷。

你还是要幸福

Sometimes you never realize how much you like someone, until you watch them liking someone else

I Love You, I Want You, I Need You, I Miss you,Still waiting ☹

18th Birthday!

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sun, 16 Oct 2011 12:54:00 +0000

15.10.2011 - It's my birthday & I know it (:
Time flies. It had been 2 months+ living in a whole new environment, and honestly,
I still don't get used to it. I'm proud of myself for being strong though.
Birthday doesn't seem to be different from the other days here. Guess I'm the only one who is able to make myself happy ;) - SmilingEyes.
Ohmygod why my birthday post seems so emo oneeeeeeee D:

Thank God I had a HAPPY birthday. Oh well, I pamper myself from time to time in the case of shopping, relaxing, watching dramas, enjoying life #likeaboss. *winks*
Still,big thanks to my current classmates too who held a simple celebration for me.
I love to sing with them especially my fav singer Jessica Wang & Chung Wuizz!
And so, I had fun, I hope you guys enjoyed too.
Thank you everyone! Thanks for the presents as well including Doreen,Michelle,Jess,Chung,Elise & Christopher Wong. *bows*

♥ ♥ ♥

People refer depression of being away from home and family as homesick.
Somehow I guess I'm likely stroked by friend-sick, no joke.

No doubt, I feel blissful each and every time I think of the awesome humans around me.
I miss their laughter, the joy and memories we shared together. Indeed, life gets better when you're around with the right people.
On the contrary, life'd been tougher than you could think of when you're all alone.
However, it's a relief to know that their heart remains even though now they're now 123456789 miles away from me :') I'm not that emotional, I'm just too touched I guess T___T HAHA.

Warning : This part sounds stupid ; so stupid, literally.

♥ ♥ My bestie Bluee Gal called me in the afternoon &; for no reason I cried lol. She knows that everyone are waiting to be the last one to wish so she gave up ahaha. As usual, she's still that naive & sweet ; she even planned to fly here at first. Teehee!

♥ ♥ Till then, I cried again when SillyAaron called me at 11.30p.m. He's super smart because he called 30 mins earlier so that he could talk to me & also be the last one. Pro max.

♥ ♥ Lastly, bestie LemonQian called & guess what, I cried like a baby. *hides* We recalled lots & lots of joyous moments we spent all these years, together.
For now, we've our own problems, we couldn't share them always anymore, we miss each other so, but the only reminder for both of us is to- Stay strong, keep going no matter what.

15 years best friend & still counting.
Need words to say how much I miss 'em? I know right, *facepalm for crying on my own birthday*

On the other hand, I've really cool, handsome, hilarious, ~~lame,cute~~ boy-friends too.

First of all, I'm quite touched because Mr.ShienrunWong called to wish me during midnight. I don't want to say this but, I kinda miss those times when he bullying & teasing me non stop gah, like seriously :O

Next, take a look at my twin sisters of the day. Big thanks to Wanxiang, Yiksoon, JasonLoo, HenryLoh, Ah min aa's proud work. Initially I was confused when I see my ~~pretty sweet~~ face all over my homepage, end up I burst into laughter lol. They even thank humans who wished me, can so cute meh guys? Still, thanks guys :)

Not forgetting my all-time-best-male-friend too Mr.WilliamChiam,I know you miss me very X123 much (:

No exception to those who wished me on my birthday (: So,

Thanks to M2 - especially babu Jaclyn Tan, Amrul, Kenneth Choong who texted me at 12.00a.m, is it a coincidence or what? Of course the others as well, Anthony "superstar" who called & Nadzmi, Rabecca, Joon, Alvin & blaaa. I miss them very much (: Best classmates ever.

Specially thanks to JingWen Daddy too, the last one who text me. I know you waited for , very very long. HAHA. Kamsahamnida, & saranghaeyo ! *hugs*

And and, all the humans who wished me in Facebook, Twitter & blaaa, I appreciate your wishes much, that's why I reply 'em one.by.one. Anyways, I'm finally legal to hit the club now!
Hints to my babes VivianTan, Jieying & Ivan Ang! Teehee ;D

I'll be back in early December, will stay in Klang around 1 month +. So no worries alright (:
Since most of the humans been asking, because of my present.
I'LL BE WAITING THEN. Please make sure you guys double up the present since it's around Christmas, my favourite festive season. *grins* HAHAHA. Just kidding :D

Perhaps, typing all these & long winded thanking part seems useless to the others, but it matters to me. No cake for this year, no bestie's hug & kisses, no parents around, no relatives' & cousins' warmth, just wanted to say that the flooding wishes, brighten my mood, made my day as well. Loves.

I MISS ALL OF YOU, xoxo.

With love,
Vincci.

Love, no more.

Oh nana.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sat, 08 Oct 2011 13:38:00 +0000

Just a short & simple update here (:

First of all, Thank God my mid-sem-test is OVER. *cheers

I survived.

And I salute myself for being so lucky to have menstrual cramp, back pain, headache, slight fever, & now serious flu + sore throat this whole week. PERFECT TIMING, as I can say.

Again, since I'm #foreveralone here, I've to stand strong no matter how weak I am.

Guess nobody will even realize if I faint in my room. Lol #justsaying but it's true :P

And so, I did my best :') No regrets.

Hope to achieve the best for all subjects of course. God bless.

Alright, I'm really sick so that's all for this post.

No worries, I'll be in the crazy mode next week since it's my birthday week lalalalalala ~ sing a happy song. I hope.

P.S : I'm glad that at least something remains, I used to love my birthday a lot. Remember? No specific reason though, oh well.

Stay tuned, xoxo.

R.I.P. Steve Jobs

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Thu, 06 Oct 2011 13:51:00 +0000

Just feel like updating this post, though I still have one more subject to go on Sat (:

I still could remember the one & only human who I blog about his death was Micheal Jackson.

Yes, again. Things can just happen in a blink of eye.

FYI, our class just studied about his backgrounds & history for the Innovation & Change subject one week ago & now.... :/

P.S : My very first attempt to put myself as wallpaper. Thanks to DoreenLee gah.

I don't really know what to say but, thanks for everything, Steve Jobs.

I love my iPhone, a lot. I love you too :')

~~Without you, without your invention, life would have been so bored.~~

I've no idea why but I was quite depressed when I saw my CNN notification early in the morning, end up realizing that the news.is.real. Sigh.

You left your mark on our desks, on our ears and in our hands. Thank you for bringing the future. #iPray - Twitter DamnItsTrue

On the other hand, I was really inspired by his speech, where the video link I shared on my facebook :

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

Don’t settle. Keep looking.
No one wants to die. At yet, no one escapes it.
Death is life’s change agent.
Right now, the change is you. Your time is limited so don’t live it living someone else’s life. -Steve Jobs

You're just amazing. You'll be missed. Indeed you'll always be remembered.

Rest in peace, Steve Jobs (1955-2011)

Guess most of the bloggers blogged about Steve Jobs to gain traffic lol which is so damn lame? (According to some tweets) , somehow I would like to convey my condolences to all sincerely :') May God bless him and perhaps he left us for a better place? *fingers crossed*

Love,

Vincci.

I failed.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Fri, 30 Sep 2011 13:40:00 +0000

Okay I know this picture is a lil scary oops. This is what we called unique, priceless expression ;P

It had been a pretty long hectic month for me, like finally it's 30th of September.

I still could picture the last ~~fuckedup~~ month was in April.

In fact, if you are one of my loyal blog reader / twitter followers, my life'd been pretty pretty good in the past few months, where I'm so glad & thankful to every humans & the precious moments (:

Unfortunately, September doesn't seem to love me much.

There were so many complications where I nearly gave up on everything ; so helpless, so tiring.

Being chucked in an environment when I'm all alone, indeed freaking vulnerable to all circumstances.

I constantly whisper from within that 'tomorrow' will be a better day, but yet it never comes.

To be honest, I failed to be a better human in this month, lol?

In other words, I hate myself being in such way, ~~I felt so sorry to myself~~

I'm sorry for engaging myself in negativity , which I usually don't do that obviously.

I'm sorry for callingsomeoneIdislikeabitch. I'm sorry. My very first time lol?

I'm sorry for not being able to hold my temper recently geez.

I'm sorry for being impatient at times.

I'm sorry for getting mad at someone & whatever they do annoys me. HAHAHA not anymore, I hope ;)

I'm sorry for blaming lecturers because their lessonsaresodamnuseless oops.

Lastly, I'm sorry for swearing and cursing a little too often, teehee

We all have our angels and demons deep within, so choose very wisely (:

From now on, I will. *pinky promise*

At the breaking point, I realized, I've no one to completely rely on.

No more phone calls with the bestie and advises from her.

No more people to feel like how I do and listen to whatever shits I complain.

I've to be my own heroin.

Still, I've them.

& I realized sleeping had been my wisest choice ever. Living for 17+ years, I know myself well.

I sleep when I'm under stress. I sleep when I'm hurt. I sleep when I'm emotional. I sleep when I don't know what to do.

FYI, LEE MIN HO did the same thing too ! HAHAHA.

Sleeping with them (BoooKei) is the best ♥

Yet, due to the stress recently I've to listen to Yiruma's piano songs to have my beauty sleep (:

I'm a happy human now because my Babu Jaclyn Tan played some songs & sent it to me yeay! Wedding Dress, Moonlight Sonata FTW!

Life's too short to waste time hating anyone , to be mad at annoying people.

Difficult humans are to test our tolerance, no?

I believe that I can conquer all these shits and take a leap of faith,

it will work in my way eventually.

Besides, I'm an October baby, which means I'll be eighteeen very sooooooooon yeay!

I sincerely hope that I can have a HAPPY birthday even though my lovelies are 321656212 miles away from me.

Mid sem test is next week though. Somehow I feel a whole lot refreshed after blogging about this phewwwwww. So the time ~~wasted~~ is worth it I guess.

MissVincci is back :')

If you care about what other people think, you will always be their prisoner.

It's 30th of September today. It was my worst day ever 2 years ago. It's over now :')

Bye September. Thanks for making me a stronger person.
Happy October! Please be nice to me alrights :)

MEHHHH DOREEN D:

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Tue, 27 Sep 2011 15:18:00 +0000

As you know, I'm freaking freaking exhausted now and I'vemyassignmenttodofml
However, it's my baby's birthday, I'm sparing some of my time to blog a simple one to wish her (: *sincere look*

Picture taken just now. 3/4 of the class celebrated her birthday & on nom nom-ed steamboat. Sweating like nobody business obviously.

Dear dear dear Doreen, you know you must be real special to be up at this space (MY BLOG) lololo. So far this year I did this to my guardian angel ONLY. *wink wink*

You're officially EIGHTEEN now, so

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

ALL THE BEST IN LIFE (:

I LOVE YOU.

MUACKX.

I've only know her for 1 month+ but it feels like we've known each other for a lifetime.

FYI, the sociable girl has a really really kind soul, she helps everyone, which always put herself in troubles, bleh.

Anyway, I thank her a million times because so far she did a lot a lot for me :')

A very very good friend indeed a.k.a my "boyfie".

Guess she's the one who knows me best in the whole Kuching.

She drives me around to have my lunch/ dinner ;

She knows I love shopping so she brought me to different shopping places in Kuching, like seriously :O

She brings her water daily for me to drink HAHAHA ;

She lend her jacket to me if I feel cold in class ;

She likes to laugh at my mandarin accent ._. Godierawr ;

She fetched me from the airport all way even though she'll be late for class like 1 damn hour ;

She loves to treat me, everyone, which I hate this part the most actually. ~~LIKE LA YOU VERY RICH. HMPH.~~

Sometimes she even break into my dorm & wake me up early in the morning gah ;
We share our best friends always. I tell her about my bestie - LemonQian & BlueeGal's stories whereas she tells me hers.

Without her, I couldn't even meet him yesterday :')

Retarded face, because.I.can :D

not forgetting that she's the only one who have to bare with my tears 24/7, especially last week, where if you place me on top of a building, I'll seriously jump down. #justsaying.

I felt really really sorry to other humans in the gang too, just wanna say nobody will ever left aside (:

I've some errrr. troublesome problems which leads to emotional breakdown last week and so... she's occupied by me most of the time. HEEHEEE I'M SORRY ALRIGHT?. *blush*

In other words, she'll always be with me, which I truly appreciate it, I'm not #foreveralone anymore T.T

Okay I know I rely on her a bit too much teehee .__.

I don't know what to say except THANKYOU, THANKYOU & THANKYOU :')

I know you love me very very much hohoho, because I love her too okay :P

Lastly, saya suka hamnida again (: YouknowwhatImeant.

Reminder : Do not keep your problems to yourself, you're not superwoman, you've us, you've ME (:

*hugs and kisses*

P.S : I know they gave you birthday kiss but not me, so sorry my kiss is to precious to be given away HAHAHA. oops.

With love,
Vincci.

We run the world! :DD 09.26

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Mon, 26 Sep 2011 13:34:00 +0000

Yes why am I here again, because blogging mode is ON, so...

#TeetotheHee

Of course, I've my very own purpose too. It's our buddy day :')

BUDDY DAY - 26th of September every year which 3 girls on Earth -LemonQian , Bluee Gal & Smiling Eyes celebrate their friendship 'anniversary' and confess their love, bleh :P

And obviously, I miss them, so X 926 times much.

It had been a while since we hang out together, like really long.

Just want to tell you girls that :

although I make new friends around,

although we hardly talk to each other and laugh like crazy women anymore,

although we are all busy with our own life journeys,

somehow our hearts would not drift apart,

one thing for sure that no one EVER replace you both in my heart ♥

whenever, where ever we meet, we will still be having our girls talk like there's no tomorrow,

right right right?

P.S : I bet they miss my ~~so cute & pretty~~ face lots bleh .

I bought these during the Malacca outing with m2 classmates. They're actually paired, they've their own 'siblings'. ~~OkayI'mbeinglame~~

These are just representatives for 3 of us, realizing that we didn't take any pictures lately.

SO SO SAD. Remember we're all cam-whore partners? :')

xoxo

♥

Guess the girls will kill me if I add him in this post as well.

Anyways, look who I meet up with in Kuching! T.T

Lets put in this in a nicer way, he fly here to see me yeay :) (: *blush*
And yeah same goes to him. We didn't meet up for like seriously so damn long,
but the sister-brother bond is still there wheeeeeee.

He is SNSD's crazy-big-fans now.
I'm so gonna invade Korea SM Entertainment with him one day. Yes we will lol.

Had a great great great day! Thanks to my my one-and-only-so-called-brother ;)

xoxo again. You'll miss me!

There are so many things can make you happy. Don't focus too much on things that make you sad.

Love,

Vincci.

Turning opposition into drive (:

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sun, 25 Sep 2011 13:02:00 +0000

我跟自己说好，要活得真实，不管别人怎么看我，就算全世界否定我，我还有我自己相信我。

我跟自己说好，要过的快乐，无需去想是否有人在乎我，一个人也可以很精彩。

我跟自己说好，悲伤时可以哭的很狼狈，很狼狈，眼泪流干后，要抬起头笑得很漂亮，很漂亮。

Credits to Elise Wen's facebook (:

:O
Sorry I've no time to blog a mandarin post recently. Yes, FYI it takes me a very very long time geez.

Ola!

Thank God X 336741274 times life had been so much better in these two days.

Less fucked up moments, less tears, less emo hour :')

Thankyouverymuchtomyself because I procrastinate my blog posts as well. I've two drafts on going now, like finally.
Smurf you readers, smurf you babu & m2 classmates, smurf you my BFF Lemon & Bluee, smurf you Klang usual gang/ friends, smurf you current classmates as well, smurf every single humans who treated me right.
~~Smurf you too, but you changed.~~
Yes I've alot to share in my space right here :3

Somehow Miss Vincci's mid semester test is the upcoming week ohfml.

Like usual, preparations at the eleventh hour and no time to blog geez.

Seriously I'm so getting used to my style after 17 years of living *blush*
Till then, more updates after the week ;)
15 mins over! Gotta tuned on my NERD MODE ohkthxbai.

Tia, my favourite girl *hugs*

Had second class phototaking session today , but I guess I won't have the time to blog about it rawr.

Smurfily xoxo,
Vincci

It gets better, I hope.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Thu, 22 Sep 2011 12:48:00 +0000

I'm tired of words ; tired of carefully calculating each fragment.
I've exhausted myself with all these thoughts.
I'm overwhelmed with all the negativity weighing me down these days.
Enough with all 123456789 problems. I don't wanna list them one by one.
Keep coming if you think I'm not frustrated enough,
Family, Friendship, Relationship, or whatever ship ruining all the way, fuckit, fuckyou,fuckmylife.

Just stop the drama and dissolve.
I want to be weightless but I don't know if floating away is going to be enough.
I wouldn't blame life because it had been pretty good for the past few months, like really good. :')
I knew, it's about time for some socalledfuckingmoments to happen.

Everything just doesn't seem right in this month.
It had been a really long time since I cried this hard, ever felt so helpless till I couldn't even control my tears.
Realizing that no matter how many friends I have, I still have to face & deal with all these alone. I must stay strong.
I have to.

Thanks a million to all my true friends all these whiles, you know who you are (:
I miss all of you, so much , where no matter how many problems I have you guys will not be the reasons ;
I miss those times :
Yes, there's always a reason to be grateful, no matter how ~~fucked up~~ it is.
I once was distraught because I had no shoes, until I met a man who had no feet - Unknown.

Go on and try to tear me down,
I'll be rising from the ground,like a skyscraper.
Keep the faith, I hope.

We conquered the bitch! oops, B.E.A.C.H.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Wed, 21 Sep 2011 00:54:00 +0000

Greetings everyone ;D

I miss my blog, my readers as well, xoxo.

Oh well oh well,
I know you miss looking at my super-awesome-pictures too. *blush* #justsaying.
Anyway, here's a postponed blog post for my class outing few weeks ago :O
Of course, we had fun! Started to get together literally since we're seemingly aliens to each other from the first week, especially yours truly from Selangor.
*sits at the corner and draw circles*
Blaaaa skip the craps & Tadaaaaa!

SPOT ME SPOT ME ! ; Picture taken & edited by : Michelle Liew

Do spare some time to read her awesome blog post too - [Click Here] because it helps me to introduce all the new humans, ~~which I'm too lazy to do that.~~ Bleh :P
Yeay for us who owns a blog! At least I'm not #foreveralone, teehee.

'The fish swims'

A sociable girl who loves to smile & laugh, ~~like I do~~ . Guess we're quite alike too because she likes photography, reading, blogging, dancing & blaaa. Anyways, don't underestimate her because she's a professional in TaeKwanDo. *whisper : Girls power!*
Ohya, she doesn't play guitar, great poser indeed geez.
Although she might not hang out with us often, but still we love her much! Doink :3
*hugs and kisses ♥ *

P.S : This is for you Michelle, since you're kind enough to introduce everyone of us one by one! We laughed out really loud reading that, you know why ;)

Back to topic!

*peace* We're all very X 1234 times excited and off we head to Permai Beach!
He isn't supposed to be in this picture initially, rawr.
Still, a little frowned since our lovely class rep, Tia couldn't make it :(

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee, woke up at 5.30 in the morning & dolled up a little.
So-sleepy-but-have-to-smile-face :3

Loving the beach! Small kids running around, tsk tsk, bleh :p

The dudes & Michelle are so excited, teehee.
Picture credited to Christopher Wong :)

See, all the humans above are my classmates. We rock the beach!

A-little-perverted-pose. FYI, they're refilling their water gun hohohoho.

Say Hello to Sylvia, the funny one! The sun is blazing its 'hotness' upon us :'(

Say Hi to Elise too! My-all-time-so-cute-tiny-little-soul mate.

The weather is crazy. Wedon'tgiveadamn since it's a class outing &
so, we change our outfits and play around like nobody business.
I GOT TANNED T____T Just got a little fairer previously and now...... #FML

Look at the two cute humans, all of us are having a good time yeah!

Mr. & Mrs.Cow playing like a small kiddo, oopsie, I mean Elise & Chung!

Love this shot the most! Thankyou my lil idol! Like seriously, how I wished to have two Vinccis so I can take nice pictures of myself besides cam-whoring :3

Still, I'm having a good time taking cool photos #likeaboss ,
although I'm not in the photographing team *sobs*

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3.

We're busy catching small fishes and set them free. It's challenging though.

Dugun dugun! And obviously I failed -.-
Fishy are faster than miss fatty me.

I can haz very cool nails. Not manicure! *flips hair*

Failed. Guess I'm starting to feel tired already geez.

Saw Bruno Mars? :O

Chung, my jimui a.k.a little idol! His singing is 123456789 times dope!
Yeah we sang together there too since the weather is not being nice to us :S

Click on the picture to enlarge.
Group picture! Picture taken & edited by Miss Vincci (:
Lalalalalalala~

Compare myself before & after the outing *faints*

Yeehaaaa! And so, we conquered the beach!
Oh-sum outing :D
Big thanks to the organizer of course, Doreen & those humans who cooperate much (:

Sometimes people have to stop being so self-centered as it turns out you're the one who bare the social consequences (: *bish*

Till then, I'll update again soon!
With love,
Vincci.

Revived.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Tue, 20 Sep 2011 03:48:00 +0000

Oh hello hello, I've been very busy lately so my blog is dead, I know.

Sorry for the lack of updates, sorry for the poor management of blog posts, oops.

I'm really sorry. I felt guilty whatthesmurf

Anyway, I'm thankful enough for those who drop by this blog eventhough it's showing the same damn boring,longest, latest post ohemgeez.

Blame the ~~blogger~~, oopsie.
Oh well, It's because my domain and hosting is under construction & blaaa blaaa blaaa.
#excuses.
Anyway, I've a lot to share, I'll update my blog often! *pinky promise*
With love, Vincci.

A little of everything.

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Tue, 30 Aug 2011 04:00:00 +0000

Warning : This post is complicated. It consists of few subheadings, different mode for the pictures & blaaa. lol, so that it seems more organized. Anyway, lengthy post ahead!

Life in Kuching ♥

Smiley part :)

Greetings everyone!

Well, it's only 2 weeks but I feel like I spent half a year here already ohemgeez. No idea why :/

Apparently, I'm happy with myself. I'm proud to be, me.

Of all the previous lessons in life, I'd turn out to be a stronger human.

Of all the love & care by the loved ones - friends, relatives etc, I'd make sure I live well so that I don't disappoint them.

Of all the support & way of educated by the family especially my parents and , I'd be a very independent girl indeed.

The list goes on & on.

I should stop complimenting myself lol. Not that thick-faced though. *blush*

Anyways, it wasn't only for myself, it's for all of them who stayed by my side all these while.

Still, I'm thankful for all the opportunities that present in my lifetime.

I'm pretty sure this is one of them too ; although leaving my own comfort zone isn't really a willing thing to do.

Not-so-smiley-part :/

Of course, life turns upside down at times, too.
Sometimes, I do feel lonely, depressed, emotional or whatever :( emotions you could think of lol.

#1 On the first day in Kuching, I swear my fingers suffered like phuck. Believe it or not, it's actually the most painful day that 'they' had in my 17+ years life time. I never ever felt that helpless before, no joke.

#2 Plus, watching all the classmates having fun, the usual gang having gatherings, all without Ms.Smiling is quite a sad thing too :'(

#3 Yet, meeting those so-not-friendly humans here also get on my nerves. Again, I swear I smiled to every living humans in my hostel (the same floor) when I pass by them for 1234 times but they don't even give a damn, wtf.

#4 I superbly HATE people honking at me. It's quite understand-able to honk when I'm driving. BUT why on earth I get honked everyday when I'm WALKING along the read. Guys in Kuching, can be so disrespectful meh?! Effoff.

#5 During night time, the worst feeling is thinking about those paranormal stuffs and I don't even dare to walk to the washroom at midnight. FYI, I don't have a room mate yet.
#6 Apart from that, I've to say FML because the washroom is so far away from my room! :( I've to walk through the creepy hallways ALL THE TIME.
#7 Bathing ALONE where the other 2o washrooms are empty. Err I'm not saying that I want to bath with other humans lol. One more thing, I got frightened easily by the humans who popped out randomly.

With all these mini heart attacks from time to time, I Ms.LohWinzhi shall proclaim that my lifespan could be shorten 3 years. Oops, just kidding.
However, it's pretty amazing because I'm still on happy-go-lucky mode most of the time ; even though I've millions of reasons to frown.

#1 I'm satisfied when I get to eat yummy food.
#2 I'm happy when I go for shopping leaving all the books behind.
#3 I'm delighted when I randomly heard Justin Bieber's / Girls Generations' songs in the mall.
#4 I'm happy when people treat me right, when the service is good.
#5 I feel superb after reading those self-improvement books. Yes I go to MPH to read a new passage everyday.
#6 I feel great when I dress up myself decently HAHAHAHA.
#7 I feel secured listening to those Korean OSTs.
#8 I feel insane when I get to see Wilber Pan in person! Dayummmn.
Of course, I did almost everything ALONE. It's not a problem for me anyway :)

I'm pretty amused by myself because I feel happy easily, like really really happy wth.

Ohya! Most importantly, I get extremely extremely hyped when people love CityHunter & LeeMinHo after I recommending them. *wide smileeeee*

However, I still need to thank my parents because this is the way I grew up, myself. Teehee.

I still could remember I walked into Restoran Imperial alone to have dimsum for breakfast when I was a small kid & the waiters looked at me like I'm an alien lol.

As far as I concerned, I don't really get the so called 'home sickness' but I.MISS.THE.FOOD.IN.OUR.AREA.LIKE.CRAZY, oops.

As usual. I pamper myself much ; although I'm #foreveralone here.

All-Kuching-Production except the Sabi Wasabi's salmon sashimi. Just, compare the difference! tsk tsk. ~~Worst sashimi in the world. Ihatesushiking~~

So, life here is so far so good. It would be better, I hope *winks*

And to be honest, during the hard times where I barely get over everything on my own.
I think of him ♥

Because there's one line by LeeMinHo aka LeeYoonSung in City Hunter stating that : "You've worked hard :) "
It's very simple but I've no idea why but it stays in my mind whenever I feel that everything I do isn't enough, to be the best. Hwaiting!

Officially a Foundation in Business student ♥

Till then, I shall update about ~~fugly pictures of myself~~ & my current classmates.

I took a big heart of courage to not wear specs around all the time.

So, that's the best part about being here I guess :)

Because the humans saw my freaking ugly face since the first day HAHAHA.

FYI, I couldn't live without specs + without make up in KL.

Because my eyebags + dark eye circles looks like phuckk especially when I didn't get enough sleep. Ohya, and I've phobia for the contact lenses remember? *face palm*

So, to all the kind souls outside, do get used to my naked face without specs since yours truly is not that ladylike to make up every single day lol.

Thanks to Geum Jandi, heehs. Somehow she made me realize, even such a popular actress can haz eye bags and why am I so overwhelmed because of the little tiny part below my eyes ; not like I'm some famous humans in the Earth right ;P

I shall stay the way I am. *grins*

Pictures do the talking :

You couldn't imagine, HOW MUCH I MISS MCD OH GOD.

Me wantz hotcakes, hash browns, mc chicken, choc sundae, mc shaker fries ; kill me thanks.

This outing is meant to take pictures for the class magazine. Just the 6 of us.

I'm not in the photographing team but I've dope skills! HAHAHAHA.

They brought me to the riverfront or whateveristhatcalled. Oh well, as long as I can take nice pictures of the scenery & myself I'm happy LOL.

Out of no where somebody decided to take the little kiddy 'boat' to cross the river, teehee ;D Because.we.can.

Random? D:

At the other side of the river already yeay! *peace*

One of the dude in the photographing team. Seemingly professional hurhur :3

Introducing the super-friendly-and-socializing girl - Doreen, thank God she dragged me out that day. Or else I would be rotting & emo in the hostel for 1234 hours :/

Dor freaked us out because she thought it was a SNAKE from far lol.

Yes. I love to take pictures of other humans without them noticing ;P

Yours truly & Michelle.

Ignore the fugly - f**king/freaking ugly eyebags & dark eye circles & naked face thankyou.

Again, yours truly & Dor dor doreeen :D

Ohhai ! I can take nice pictures too okayyy, besides camwhoring. *waves*

Ohyeah. I'm good at modelling also. *blush* Spotlights all on me, oopsie.

Okay you may doubt the model statement FML.

Too shy to stand there alone. So, here I am.

P.S : Sign of the day ^^V

Again, they brought me to this unknown place which the drinks have really weird names.

FOUNTAIN! - I MISS LEE MIN HO :/

If you get what I meant.

Back to Swinburne uni. Out of nowhere some human popped out random ideas again, drove all the way up up up to the top of the building :DD *faints*

They claimed that we always look like couples who quarreled with each other LOL.

Yes. They have to get used to my syok-sendiri style indeed, even if I'm exhausted.

Shooo shooo away his hand!

Enjoying the view from the top of the building! :DD

Phototaking process. I lol-ed at Michelle's pose.

Ohya! In case if you didn't realize, we're meant to take pictures of the view in the city, NOT ourselves HAHAHA.

Guess what, we even lay on the grass to take nice pictures .-.

WHICH NOW I'M SUFFERING FROM ITCHINESS WTHFML.

This isn't the nice one anyway.

The dudes in the outing. *not interested tone*

Back to me. me. me. me. me. Camwhore- #mystyle!
Last minute plan. No make up, no nothing :) just.be.myself

Yeeeeeeeehaaaa! Girls power! :DD Okay it's the girls.

Second take ! Miss Vincci, Miss Doreen & Miss Michelle. *peace

Vincci's dorm ♥

Last but not least, I shall post a few pictures of my room since there're so many humans curious about it.
I decorated my room like a pinky princess room & paste all the friends' pictures over.
BecauseImissthemmuch.

TADDAAAAAAA!

NICE OR NOT?! HAHAHAHAHA. *proud*

Closer.

Always and forever love :)

Spot you! Teehee ;D

Words of courage on my wall.
Just in case, when everything doesn't fall into place.

P.S : This post is freaking long I know. I'm sorry if you got bored.
I truly appreciate those who read everything *bows* Just a space to express myself, right? :)

Remember your abc's. Always Be Confident ; even if you don't feel confident, act confident and no one will know the difference.

The End.

Sneak peek ;)

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Mon, 29 Aug 2011 14:12:00 +0000

*pinky promise*
Tadaa! I'll be updating about my life in Kuching tomorrow.

It will be a long one, I guess :o
I'm preparing my pictures already hohoho.

Picture credits to Michelle Liew - current classmates.

Anyway, SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my lovely muslim friends out there !

Talking bout Malay humans. I kinda miss my m2 classmates ._. seriously.

They're onehellfreaking awesome people. P.S : Amrul, Nazli & Nadzmi mimi cat.

Alrightyy, To all the non-muslims,
PUT YOUR HANDS UP AND ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS MUAHAHAHA.

Okay I've no idea why I get hyped, LOL.

Stay tuned, xoxo.

Take a break :3

noreply@blogger.com (Im Vincci ^(oo)^) — Sun, 28 Aug 2011 12:59:00 +0000

Boooyah! Oh well oh well, I realize it seems impossible for me to blog & share my gratitude to

My super-crazy-BFF /My super-hilarious-BU gang /My super-vain-Babes /My super-outgoing-classmates during this period ; since I've so many to do currently.

FYI, assignments are on their way to meet me one by one! Hell yeah :/

Literally, every loved ones been asking how's life here, in Kuching.

~~It wasn't as easy as expected of course.~~ I'm only human (:

Anyways, no worries, I'm still doing well ! *coughs* I'M LOH WINZHI.
I shall update soon about my current life alrightyyy, humans :D Yes, SOON.

At least, I tried something new ; I knew I'm growing stronger in some way.

Don't put a price tag on your dreams ; Staying true to what you believe is what ultimately bring rewards in life.

Live.with.gratitude ; Take.a.break ; Never.give.up :)

I'm a girl with wild dreams. I've my passion. I think big, I dream high.
Perhaps, sometimes I would be in doubt because I'd always want to make a difference.

~~Or I should say I've dreams that people think it's not achievable, which is abnormal~~

Impossible in an opinion, not a fact.

All I have to do is wake up every morning, appreciate my life and be persistent in accomplishing my goal. It's all about having faith :)

Love,

Vincci.

Watch me shine.