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Name game

2008-01-20T19:23:00.000+09:00

Most people know how long my full name is.... Well, what would you say when you find out that my chinese name literally translates to death, ceremony, flower or dragon keeper, ceremony, flower.

If you were me, you'd be highly amused because it explains a lot of things too.

Points to remember

2007-12-31T14:44:00.000+09:00

Janette will go ballistic on several occasions and this are those.

The maid rearranges her table without her permission
The maid is rough with her chinchilla
People come into my room for no fucking rhyme or reason. Yes, I'm NOT sociable, unsociable, antisocial. Take your pick, the words fit. At least, not here.
Looking at her idiot sister make a mess in her room (Yes, I can make a mess in my room but you fucking can't.)
People who try to tell her that she can't use something because she might break it when she's the one who fixes it all to begin with and sets them up. (Fucking idiots)
People who insists on telling her to do stuff when she wakes up to go to the bathroom at 6 am.
There are people around who think they have the authority in general to order her around. (Yes, I'm freaking aware that I HATE having a boss. No matter how nice that person might be. [Freakish doesn't count. Freakish, I just experienced and got rid off])
People who think that just because it's inconvenient for them, means I have to be inconvenience for them. FUCK OFF.
Being called every 5 seconds after I've settled down to do something by parents.
The idea of having to live in this fucking country (Singapore) where I'm sick 24/7. And I don't mean that literally

Awaiting Freedom

2007-10-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

The semester is almost over and these are my plans. After my last submission, while everyone's planning on getting totally drunk. Monday, I sleep the whole day, after submitting the showreel, that is. Tuesday, I plan to book myself a day at the spa. Facial, back rub, sleep... TOTAL R&R. Pedicure, manicure, etc.... Wednesday, I'll book myself a hairstyling session at one of the two salons near my place.... Thursday, I'm going shopping. New games, clothes, earrings and shoes. I might pierce my ears again If I can find a place to do so. Friday, I'm going to catch all the movies I didn't get to watch. Saturday, I'll take the train to freo and go crazy with the camera. Sunday, I'll relax again.... ^__^ Yeah.. I'm a total brat. Thereafter, it'll be back to 3d modelling and game designing for me.

I wonder

2007-10-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

I used to be able to tolerate a lot. It seems like these days, I can't anymore. Especially after their capers caused the internet to go haywire and I had to go to uni to work on assignments. Then I lost my hard-drive and became even more bitter. I vowed to completely avoid them completely. I'll just be here and that's it. The internet still goes haywire and I still get interrupted in the middle of working. Of course, being the one that wasn't the one with the internet line in her room, I can't do much. That sort of helplessness does make a bitter person doubly bitter. And even though there are times I wonder if my anger is worth the effort, I can't help it.

Btw, if I don't blame the others who use this internet connection, who can I? Besides, I complain and complain but they either don't do anything about it or do something that doesn't last. I am over niceness. I also wouldn't put these things online if I had issues with people reading them. Even those who are involved.

I wonder if it's just this semester or just this house.

Awww

2007-10-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

Cute.... This little guy tried to follow me home...

Stretching my patience

2007-10-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

No picture to upload. I'm in no mood anyway. I'm just angry. And most can guess why. I kept my silence even though I knew that they were torrenting and because of that, I couldn't even use the internet. I've reached the limit. Don't see a point in giving a damn anymore. The internet quota was restored yesterday. Since then, I've barely been able to use the internet still. Maybe I should be fair and give it a little while more but really, I don't see why I should. I can get my weekly Bleach file from Dain if I really need to. I can work in uni like I used to and I just bought myself a box of blank dvds. I don't really need it. Let them fucking pay for it and stop wasting my time and money. Also, there's this fucking annoying window that keeps popping up and telling me there's an IP config. What the fuck is that?

On another note, research for the process of skin aging isn't going very well. I can't find a legitimate source of information. Wanted to borrow a book from the library but I received an email that tells me that they can't find the book. Great. I will now have to email the lecturer about it.

Peachy. I really wanna kick the hell out of something or someone.

Overturned

2007-09-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

I saw this today at the supermarket across my street. Even had a conversation with some people about how it came to be this way. Ahahahahhahahaha

Over

2007-09-28T06:28:00.001+08:00

I managed to finish the inking and painting of that piece I did a week ago, yesterday. For a first, I guess I'm happy with it. Lots of room for improvement. I will do that over time.

On the other hand, I found out that the internet at night isn't shaped like I thought it was. But I can still barely fucking load a webpage, except on rare occasion(like now). I have come to the conclusion that one of my housemates must be torrenting. It's fucking annoying because I still have to do research for the Skin aging 3d project and get tutorials and textures for my 3d. Student here, tutorials are a must. But, of course, that's impossible on the internet line. It only works once in a while. I think I won't pay. This is why I was bleeding weary when my housemate told us that we pay up front. Not that I have adhered to it. I was definately unhappy about that. Almost certain that someone was bound to do this. I only have a month and a few weeks left in Auzzie and this is the shit I have to put up with. If they wanna say I've been downloading a lot, they've got to be joking. I download 2 files a week and those files are 300MB in total. For 4 weeks, that'd be slightly over 1 gig. I also seriously doubt the modem or whatever is malfunctioning because of these random sessions. FUCK. I guess I'm over being nice.

Virtual touring a museum

2007-09-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

I don't have a photo to upload today. I've been stuck in the labs working on game level design and audio and web design and 3d. I've not really seen the light of day for a few days. Quite literally. I work through the night and sleep through the day. I would upload the tunes I've done but I'm not sure if I'm allowed to.... The only real graphics I'm currently working with are my illustrations, Maps, layouts and portfolio images which I can't show. I currently am wondering why one person seem to think I'm such a workaholic. Seems strange to even call me that.

Aside from that, I now have a pretty good insight of the different wings of the musee du Louvre... For the ground floor, 1st floor and 2nd floor. Even the different things exhibited there. Thanks to the level designs. Stress does not begin to cover how I'm feeling. This semester is overwhelming.

Portfolio (flash) design - 50%
Portfolio (HTML) design - 50%
Level Design - 60%
3d Skin - 10%
Illustration for publication - 25%
Publication layout ideas - 0%
Exhibition Showreel - 10%

Brain damaged

2007-09-16T17:51:00.000+08:00

It is said that Ambidextrous people are brain damaged. Therefore, I must be too. This is amusing. If I'm brain damaged, can I get away with murder? lol

A little something I'm working on

2007-09-14T19:57:00.000+08:00

It's not complete. Her hands and feet are somewhat wrong (too lazy to scan the edits) and as a certain darling pointed out, she's too thin. I thought I would leave her like that but now I wanna change that. Soon, I'll have to ink and color... I think I'll have nightmares. Then there's the background. I plan to use her in my portfolio..... eek...... Stress! Any constructive advice other then that from my Griffy?

Dark Chocs

2007-09-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

I met up with Angel just today. Had a dinner and went over to her place to see her cats! Awww... Polo and Lauren. So cute. And..... As we all know, I don't like chocs unless they're dark chocs. And guess what! I got some chocs... Mwahahahaha. Yep, this entry is typed on a dark choc high, of sorts.

Finished up my AE compositing this morning. After it chose to crash on me a thousand times. I think I actually cried in stress.

Araluen 2006

2007-09-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

I wanna visit Araluen again. Anybody wanna go with me?

Finally Updated

2007-09-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Silly little 3d doll I'm working on at the moment. I'm well aware I've neglected this blog.

Since I haven't been updating, I'll add this

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|	16%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Indie	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

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My darlings

2006-05-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

My first maya assignment... My first 3d animation whatever anyway.

2006-04-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

My first maya model assignment thingie... Done for class, of course....

Play chess with me?

2006-04-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

It's all about the chair. The whole chair and NOTHING but the chair.

2006-04-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

Balancing Act

2006-03-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

Mochii, Baby Mochii...

2005-12-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

Sometimes.

2005-10-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

Will be back after Wednesday.... Stupid assignments.

2005-10-22T12:31:00.000+08:00

No time to eat, sleep or play. Just work. For now.

Running on empty

2005-10-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

Lazy space

2005-10-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

Scanner, oh scanner.... Stop playing games with my heart...

2005-10-16T16:18:00.000+08:00