Bunny Boo

It's All About Me

2013-05-20T01:30:00.000-04:00

As The Carrot Turns: Bunny's Birthday

2013-05-20T01:15:00.001-04:00

Taurus Fact #18

2013-05-20T01:15:00.000-04:00

Taurus Fact #17

2013-05-20T01:00:00.000-04:00

Taurus Fact #16

2013-05-20T00:48:00.001-04:00

#May20

2013-05-19T18:08:00.001-04:00

I don't honestly know, but maybe because I'm getting older and my life is stuck in Park literally. I'm just not feeling turning a year older. Between last year and this year it's like another depressing holiday I'll be spending alone. Well not completely alone but Madea's.getting older and isn't up for anything challenging. So its more of another day that comes as quickly and leaves briskly. I did excited for a moment and wanted to do something fun. Since everything I googled all included paid trips, outings and spa visits or happenings with friends I don't have. I'm pretty screwed in the fun department. I said I can't let that stop me. There are pros and cons to having friends and unfortunately I got a huge dose of the cons than the pros. Actually never had any pros. But that's besides the point, sometimes you expect people to give back to you what you gave them. Unfortunately that's never the case. And sometimes it's even lonelier in a group who pays you no attention or act like you mattered oppose to being by yourself. Then I'm thinking well an outing would be nice. But I'd feel silly sitting at the park by myself staring into space and I don't want people watching me like I'm some freak because I'm people watching or on a space cadet ride lol. For a quick moment I got depressed and thought how this isn't where I expected my life to go much less exist in this same conditioned routine. Yes it can be changed but when change involves other you get no satisfaction nor move closer to where you'd like to be. So there I sat wondering and trying to.figure out how to have a Happy Birthday. Most people said I should get gussied up and go out and meet people. Honestly I don't want to be too friendly and I'd rather not go down that road. I want to keep driving past that particular detour. What does a "loner" do for their birthday?? The same thing I do every year: dread it to hell and back, think about how many fun birthdays I had, and when will I have another fun birthday. Then I look at everyone who says they get happy birthday wishes from families and how the only family that worry about my birthday was my mother and father. Not that I don't appreciate that, I just expected that people who are my blood relatives would be happy that I was born and celebrate it and not damn it into the ground every year. Same goes for those who claimed to be friends, I couldn't get a bag of chips thrown my way let alone them do something nice for me. Thus it never fails, I get excited for my.birthday to come and then it sucks or turns out like crap. Or in some rare cases like this year and a few others I find myself doing nothing. I just don't know what to expect any more. Even as I sit here I'm baffled as to what to do. I know it's my day and what I would love to do isn't a possible. Even to fake it out would be hard. But I realized after seeing a bunch of fellow May 20th Birthday holders on Twitter that even though I may not get exactly what I want, I should still enjoy it. I may not get the bog old birthday party where everyone's happy to celebrate with and for me and honestly that may never come. I shouldn't forsake my own birthday for the less than pleasurable personalities of others. So I may be at home today, I may go to the park, I may go to the porch and take a nap. It even sucks to be turning 26. But I'm going to look forward to it, even if it seems and sounds depressing. You win some and you lose some; in the end its all going to be worth it. I hope someday I can look back on this and say oh hey that's when it all finally came together (maybe lol). For now my day will consist of me washing my hair, listening to good music and possibly blogging here and there lol. Happy Birthday fellow May 20th Babies. I hope you all have a wonderful birthday too!

A List Of 4 Words You Never Want To Hear

2013-05-19T07:42:00.000-04:00

I've heard all of these except for the one about being diagnosed with Cancer.

I would welcome that one, at least it'll have a reason and purpose, than to be just because people are unsure about their feelings or they're just mean spirited if you know what I mean....

Taurus Fact #15

2013-05-19T00:59:00.000-04:00

Childish, Much??

2013-05-18T18:31:00.001-04:00

So I just saw this guy I went to high school and elementary with. He was jock and played a many of sports. He was so into himself that he wouldn't give any girl the time of day. He's dark skinned and has the nasty attitude you'd ever see in your life time, plus he's short too. I mean let's face it this guy was a real asshole!! His dad grew up in same neighborhood as my parents. They even said his father was just like him as a kid, so I'm assuming it's genetic.

So here I am and I'm like wow look at him, still looks the same. But only difference was he was pushing a baby stroller. For a moment I gave him credit for getting over himself and getting on with his life. Not saying it's right to have a baby out of wedlock, but let's face it this guy thought NO FEMALE was good enough to even follow his shadow. Boy was I wrong. In the midst of my gawking at him and trying to figure out if the baby was a boy or girl. He whips out his wave brush and starts gussying up!! Then I was like, damn I guess some people never change or grow up or even get over themselves lol.

Update: Maybe not all hope is lost!! When I finally went I to the store, he was looking at the bouquet of flowers. I know his mom died while we were in school from cancer I think (don't quote me on it) and unless the flowers is for her grave. I'd be really stunned if he brought those for a girl lol.

For Those Who've Got A Say-So In Your Life, Show Them This

2013-05-18T07:38:00.000-04:00

Taurus Fact #14

2013-05-18T00:57:00.000-04:00

Bunk Beds

2013-05-17T07:33:00.000-04:00

Change For Something Better

2013-05-17T07:31:00.000-04:00

Pretty vs. UnPretty

2013-05-17T01:10:00.001-04:00

They always tell us girls when we're little that we have to look cute and be innocent to bring the whole package of being a girl and being cute together. If you aren't cute no boy (and in rare cases no one) will like you.

However never made it a point to be stern enough to say that Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder. I mean force feed that to us. Not to use as a plight or something to make you think on. Too many girls get heart broken or hurt badly all because of looks and no one seems to have a remedy for that. They just shrug it off with an 'oh bother' and ignore it.

To me that's so sad. There are plenty of girls who go into the world happy, free, comfortable and confident. It's already a big deal when you have other girls bringing you down. But when the boys do it that's a bit much to me.

I read this article and after I made my few comments, I've been following the comments. The author is explains that the reason why an attractive woman has problems when it comes to dating is because she's chased by the hunters, scares off the weaklings and is basically emotionally unstable in some regards. His slight so called advice doesn't work. He gives the whole KEEP AT KIDS YOU'LL GET IT SOMEDAY speech. But many of women have and some have tried so hard like me and found out before it was late that relationships weren't part of the agenda in the first place.

Well someone commented and said how women need to understand that when they approach a man she catches him of guard and he's confused and so on and so forth. I'm ok with that really. However there's been guys I've approached who blew me off. So I can't take that as excuse. Or how there's Mr. Right in the corner watching secretly and happily from a distance of two worlds. Well if that's the case Mr. Right is lacking some serious communication skills, he has to be depressed and must be confused. We all get scared, I'm not going to say we don't. But you shouldn't pass up an opportunity either and it doesn't hurt to ask question. But regret can be a pain in the ass!

Then the author and a few other guys talk about how the have friends who aren't like that and treat women with respect. Well yeah I know guys like that too but they pick and choose who to be gentlemen-like to. Nine times out of ten, it's never the nice girl from next door. It's that hoochie mama that's a turn off in everybody's book but his [Read: The Height Of Ignorance].

Well one someone commented today and said that isn't it ironic that the unattractive women want to be gorgeous thinking that would solve all their problems?

That made me think. Yeah that does happen. Even the cute or pretty girls. We all at some point wish to be prettier and more attractive and to gain whoever's attention. Not out of being vain, even though that may be true for some. But to feel and be wanted. To be the center of someone's attentions, life and their world. I must admit it has to be a great feeling. Then again I know some less than attractive women who pull in more men than supermodels can. That's even more ironic, baffling even.

So why don't they tell us that we can be and feel pretty, but we won't actually be pretty until we choose or better yet obtain a mate?? Those of us that don't are put into two categories: The Ugly girls and the women who have something wrong with them who is bound to own like 50 cats.

Something to think about.

Then I have to wonder, why are men told the same silly jargon as boys?? Some of their right of passage is silly and stupid. Conquer five women before the weekend, and nab each of the girls' panties type bull. Yet they're told you pick the prettiest woman that'll make your world everything you ever wanted. Then they pick the worst woman, and prey on the good girl to make up for slack, fill the void and have a complete dessert buffet.

Maybe they should stop weighing in on beauty and looks and appearances so much so people can learn to fall for a beautiful soul and personality. Looks eventually go for some women and men included. Make up can only cover up so much and can always be wiped away with a tissue.

I guess everyone has issues when it comes to the want of being wanted.

Taurus Fact #13

2013-05-17T00:56:00.000-04:00

iPoops

2013-05-16T21:32:00.000-04:00

So I'm sure you guys and gals know that with the change of Modern Technology, People have thrown out those magazines and reading materials we all once used to kill time while in the bathroom. Now we use iPads and other tablets to spice things up a bit and make potty time a bit more enjoyable--ehh and maybe too enjoyable.

Anyway so my mom was reading this catalog she received in the mail from a place called Hammacher and Schlemmer. I had never heard of the place and she said she gets it often and how strange the items are. Hmm guess I never paid much attention. Then she finds something and said that if we had it I'd probably move into the Bathroom and Blog and pee and poop my life away lol. Don't cringe we're all family here haha.

Introducing:

Not only is this hilarious but imagine you would never get any sane technology loving person out of the bathroom!! I was floored, yet I'm intrigued and I want one haha. Then again it frightens me when I think back to when I dropped my first iPhone into the toilet by accident and it never did recover.
Then I went on over to their website to see if such said awesomeness was available and low behold there it was same price!!

I might be tempted enough to ask Madea to get this for me for my Birthday this year hahahaha

MPC | Day 16

2013-05-16T20:55:00.002-04:00

Day 16
Makeup

Honestly I don't know how you females make this an everyday chore smh!! Lol I decided to switch it up and put the darkest at the beginning and lighter at the end.

No wonder the men get mad, putting on make up is an all day project, that's why yawl never on time!! Goodness!!

SN: I was so happy to get that mess off my face!! I like being natural all day everyday lol

Because Of You

2013-05-16T07:23:00.000-04:00

Taurus Fact #12

2013-05-16T00:51:00.000-04:00

MPC | Day 15

2013-05-15T18:51:00.000-04:00

Day 15

A Drink

Nothing beats this 80 degree weather like an ice cold Peach Arnold Palmer I prefer the Sweet Tea and Pink Lemonade but I can dig the Peach…feeling Peachy today lol

S•E•X

2013-05-15T07:16:00.000-04:00

Taurus Fact #11

2013-05-15T00:50:00.000-04:00

Some Instances

2013-05-14T23:38:00.001-04:00

Since I'm waiting for the food to be cooked and made I thought I talk about something.

They say that Life is what we make it. It is our oyster and we should do with it as we see fit. They even say that there endless possibilities and how we can be whatever we want without being questioned or judge or even told No.

But in the light of Adulthood which doesn't happen for everyone at the same time we finally that isn't the case and we'll get penalized and scrutinized for every step we take and mistake we make. It's a ruthless and cold cruel world. The saddest thing about it there's nothing to do about, no way to change it and it would take many lifetimes of seeing no results for generations of the 31st century to see them. Not fair at all.

One thing they forget about is some of us are destined and the rest aren't. People are meant to be lawyers, doctors, police and firemen, teachers, parents, grandparents, singers and CEOs and CEOs and even luckier than other. Then the rest of us aren't. That's just the way it is. No need justify it or raise eyebrows on it. Like some of us go to college and others don't. Those that attend college some are lucky to graduate and others aren't. And those graduates, some get jobs and other don't. Those that get jobs advance on with promotions and raises and the others are stuck in Park literally. Out of that bunch that advance and have the potential of greatness, only one of them can be President, Vice President, the CEO, so on and so forth. The rest are just pawns. Even in that highest ladder, not only are you slighted but there's another CEO better and more financially stable than you. Now if we all destined to be these up on top high as pie in the sky super humans, then who would we dictate to? Who would work for us? Who'd be selling, marketing and advertising our product? Who would be the consumers and customers buying our product or service?

The same goes for Life mile stones like having kids and getting married, retiring even. Some of us do and some of us don't. Some are great parents and others aren't. Some kids are grateful and others won't know what they've got until its way too late and gone. Some of us retire and other die before they ever hear such a word.

In all of this, we still have time as q society to judge people and make accusations and pose claims that aren't truthful in the least. We judge those who drop out of any school, why we aren't married by 21 or 25 at the latest, or how overweight people are considered lazy and failures, how women who are childless are selfish and mean and failures at being women, or how men aren't real men if they haven't conquered as many women as possible. Then it gets in-depth where you can't find q job if your a single childless woman, or an obese man no matter how many degrees or experience you've got, or how your not entitled to these secret cults. Or even how bisexual people are confused and flakey and wants to have their cake and ice cream. Yet they still claim we can be anything we want.

I wanted to be a mom and married. No one ever told me that I would be rejected horribly by men or that I would be told I'm not good enough to have such a want or how I have to find something else to do with my life. The same goes for people who sing, yeah they're better than those out here in the industry but someone or some people feel they aren't good enough. Some of the brilliant or genius minds are amongst us, but they can't go to college because they can't afford it and financial aid isn't enough so they have no choice but to be a burger flipper. You tell girls its okay to be fat or chubby, yet slam her with how men love skinny women and skinny women alone, better yet you refuse to hire her for employment or tell her she can only be paid peanuts because she's not thin and "gorgeous" that's a bit much.

Yet Life is an opportunity, it's our oyster and we do with it as we see fit, we become who we want to be--no ifs, ands, or buts about it. But only in some instances are some of us really allowed to succeed and experience that.

MPC | Day 14

2013-05-14T21:16:00.000-04:00

Day 14

Meaning of Name

My name is LéSans LéRue and its Canadian French for Street without a Name or a Nameless Street. My mama named me after my dad's ex-girlfriend from high school. There's no other names like it, very few with the name, small other spellings, but NONE LIKE Me ;D

It Isn't My First Time, But Be Gentle...

2013-05-14T07:10:00.000-04:00