wardzh, treat China in its longest nightmare

my paintings No.12

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 08:04:00 +0000

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

visit my paintings at google picasaweb .

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

Baby son, warren zhu, 朱楚甲,more and more turns brilliant smart.we together tried so many pc games, whose companion let baby busier. he likes playing with students of his mother here to receive tutorials, and made a lot of fun. i always hope he can draw or paint. he once tried some painting softwares but soon disliked. recently he started to paint on paper with oil pastel his mother bought him. so nice a start. here his works and growth.

my paintings No.11

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 08:03:00 +0000

my paintings No.10

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 08:02:00 +0000

my paintings No.9

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 08:01:00 +0000

From my Oil pastel diary

my paintings No.8

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 08:00:00 +0000

my paintings No.7

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 07:59:00 +0000

From my Oil pastel diary

my paintings No.6

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 07:57:00 +0000

my paintings No.5

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my paintings No.4

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 07:26:00 +0000

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

visit my paintings at google picasaweb.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

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my paintings No.3

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 07:25:00 +0000

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

Baby son, warren zhu, 朱楚甲, more and more turns brilliantly smart.we together tried so many pc games, whose companion let baby busier. he likes playing with students of his mother here to receive tutorials, and made a lot of fun. i always hope he can draw or paint. he once tried some painting softwares but soon disliked. recently he started to paint on paper with oil pastel his mother bought him. so nice a start. here his works and growth.

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my paintings No.2

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 07:24:00 +0000

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

Posterous Post | my painting series: No. 1

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 07:23:00 +0000

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

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life meaningful under burden

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 04:01:00 +0000

nearly a month passed since my return. i had great time with my baby son, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe. my office Internet connection was rid off and i had to stay idle when i was there. at home, the Internet within China mainland also fatally deteriorated, ip and keyword filtering failed most web proxies available in search result. life in China mainland just like in a riot, all things in temporary and transission. hope is all of Chinese in mainland hold full hearted, and enduring of time is a test between the dictation nowadays and perished common social lives. i definitely see the collapse of the dying China political and social architecture.

my life orbits again in a tight loop, between office and my baby's mother's home. i tried hard to live with silence in worktime in office, and admit it can be a beneficial habit, but i really enjoy cyberspace activities. common people, like most of my colleagues, can be dishonest and blacken eyed by the presure of authority's favor or dislike. one of them, namely, my monitor in my office, claimed its rightous that i can't use office Internet now that my home pc connected with Interent, while his pc and all other colleagues' computer all wired and reading novel or watching tv online all days is mainly his activities online. they regard they r superior than me, really cluelessly!

this week can be fruitful. in reading twitter stream after broke China surveillance, i got an idea from peer's id, that i should own an id IIDChina. first i think idchina is OK, but in the process of claiming i gradually chose IIDChina. i soon claimed it from google, where i can only got an alternative for namespace conflict. i tried to expand the name to twitter and facebook, which both deadly blocked within China mainland for months. China surveillance, with its most advanced technology and heaviest investments, now can be fatal to web traffic inland reaching freedom world. i tried lots of proxies, including risky ones, all failed. only with the help of friends abroad, i got my facabook id and twitter's in the title of IIDChina. customization unfinished for access to the sites via proxies severely compromised and lots of operation only led to errs or vain. i also wrote a wiki item on google knol but the next day it was flagged inappropriate and hide from public view. after checked from friends abroad, i assured its google banned it, not google china, which frequent under China authority's harass and had to adopt tighter filtering. now i just doubting if google read it and flagged unproper, or China surveillance reported it online frequently via onsite report function and led google's system automatic or semi-automitic earmarked on my knol.yesterday i designed it a unique logo when i felt flat in office, i like it very much, so does my baby son, who shares the title. God sees my way toward a better and righ world in the shine and shrine of Holy.

facebook, twitter, blogger, picasaweb, and yesterday i found yahoo profiles, these sites' been blocked in China mainland heavily troubled Chinese surfers, and again remind them how barren the China landscape of produce of voice or content. China dying in aridity since the fall of Ming Dynasty, and continued suffering sacrifice with the tasteless and tomb berthed dictator then and now.

Ok, its time for break. i know the coming gathering of my love, while the dark of China to been blow apart, shift and gone. i know my new marriage scheduled and my fiancee already in her wedding dress. yes, i received my God's notice, i received the omen in red.

logo of site IIDChina, at http://facebook.com/iidchina ,or http://groups.google.com/group/iidchina .

beautiful sunset in Qiqihar, near Autumn.

colorful clouds near dusk in Qiqihar, China. its near Lunar Autumn.

dearest baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China, God of universe, ate corn cake in Holyland bread shop.

holy stream, holy moment of baptism in Lun river.

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 08:02:00 +0000

ema suggested to haunt Lun River after all her pupils left. i hesitated but couldn't let baby alone. so we together launched. in the river baby really had a good time! he enjoyed the water so much! i kept on shot. neighbors likely including some evils and dogs surveillance us. one of 2 men babbled and claimed too brutal, just let us know. God sees the beautiful scene!

for youtube banned in China for a long time, i had found other video hosting site to post my video of baby playing in the river. so i found vimeo, and registered some family frequent accounts. but this moment access to it unstable, China surveillance likely dog chasing after us and ruin any way i can make use of. however, this video is available, as vimeo email to report me this message.

the dark over China Internet sky really sick and thick nowadays. i bet its resolved with the collapse of dictation in China, the dogged land and my vested kingdom from God and my ancestor.

view our happy moment with water in Lun river of Heilongjiang, a tour of an hour bus from ema's house, aside the city of Qiqihar.

http://www.vimeo.com/5830120

the same movie hosted on flickr, shorten for the site's limit on length of movie.

http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377

http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364025922584177570

http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364024672350407250

visit recent album including our happy time in Lun river, at google:

http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited

bye, all my beloved, time left for us is bounty while words between us is peculiar. join me my beloved, sooner the better.

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dad's rage

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad华中朱子卓) — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 04:53:00 +0000

a childhood pal, now hostile to me.

befriended villagers.

my childhood pal, once glass ball game champion.

our mountain, mostly hided by the evil dark house.