M i r a i`s DraMachine .

TWILIGHT, PARE!

2008-12-10T23:53:00.001+08:00

TWILIGHT,
TAGALOG BERSYON.

[ grabbed from JAM ]

"kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi

siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". tangina pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "tangina mo pare wag ka magmura".

so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "gago "bur" months na! malamig na tangena". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo".

so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "tangina mo sa'yo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay".

pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare".

nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.

sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. TANGINA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo gago bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba.

so pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila.

"eow poh... ahihihihi"

"bebe mwahugz,..... ^^,"

so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina mo gago patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "TANGINA KA".

tapos nagsex sila

so basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala nahhook lahat ng tao. akala ko overrated. hindi pala. astig pala. alam naman natin ang basic equation ng pagkacool."

TWILIGHT MEET THE PRESS.

2008-11-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hark && let us rejoice , fellow Pinoy Twilighters !! In t - [ idk ] hours , the movie we`ve been eagerly anticipating since forever would finally change its state from " Next Picture " to " Now Showing ". I`m sure some [ maybe even a lot ] of you guys will play hooky just to watch the absofreakinlutely sweet moviee. * wink [;

What bothers me though is that soooooo manyy girls my age would watch Twilight just because of Edward C. / RPatt. Transfigurating from supporting actor of HP4 to leading man blew RPatt fanatics away . Whoever thought the boy who died during the Triwizard Tournament would portray someone so dazzling && oh let`s say... perfect ? No, not I . Anyway , it`s quite annoying how a whole lot of Twifans are just going for the movie because of Edward`s oh-so-sweet-lines-that-would-make-you-into-a-puddle-in-a-nanosecond && the sparkly vampire himself. Uhh , hello? What about the main plot? Bella? The other Cullens? Jacob? James? Laurent? Victoria? Tsk. So it`s like the essence of the motion picture for those girls is just staring , drooling && sighing over Robert Pattinson as Edward Anthony Masen Cullen . Please girls , get a grip. Would Stephenie Meyer want us fans to watch her bestseller as a movie by going all googly-eyed over Edward && ignoring all of her other characters? If I were her , of course I`d put my foot down && say: "Hella no!"

So please , to all you Twifans out there who are going to watch it just because of the hot " 17 year old " bloodsucker , YOU`RE FREAKIN` WASTING YER MONEY. Go figure.

* Peace , I didn`t make this blogpost to hit someone/someones with my words . It`s just making me sick.

Probability . Hmm .

2008-04-22T03:34:00.003+08:00

Since a lot of people are moving out of Blogspot && I`m kind of tired of my blog here , I might be moving to blog.com [ the blog hosting site I used when I was still a 3rd year Highschool student ] or wordpress.com or still here but a new one . That`s only if I am not too lazy to make a new one but I think I will out of boredom . Tutututut :D

-- M i R a i
[ insomniaaaaaa ]

My "Philosophical" Nephew..&& Then Some .

2008-04-21T20:55:00.008+08:00

This brief yet kind of funny conversation took place in our car which my eldest brother was driving [ date : April 16, 2oo8 ] . His girlfriend [ the birthday girl / the mother of my nephew ] was seated beside the driver`s seat while my nephews were beside me . My nephews && I were behind my eldest brother . Thad, my younger nephew, was making really loud noises with his brother .

The conversation...
My brother`s girlfriend :
In Filipino = Thad, huwag maingay sabi ni Papa Jesus .
In English = Thad, the Lord Jesus said that you should keep quiet .

My nephew :
In Filipino = Di ko man siya narinig, Mommy .
In English = I didn`t hear Him, Mommy .

Haha ! I just wanted to share that XD

Hmm, April 16 . That was the day I was scheduled to take the A.C.A.T. [ Ateneo College Admissions Test ] . That test was kind of easy but tiring . There were a loooooot of test items , especially in English [ grammar , sentence correction , paragraph analyzing && those kind of things ] .

When I took the test , I noticed there were only 3 Ateneans who took it [ including me ] . Hmm . I kind of thought that A.C.A.T. is a rip-off for the Ateneans who already passed the C.S.A.T. [ College Scholastic Ability Test *I think @_@* ] . I mean , I was already enrolled when I took the A.C.A.T. So what`s the use of it ? What`s more , the payment for the A.C.A.T. costs P25o . Tssssk .

Anyway , Imma talk about the brighter side of things now [ :D ] . After I took the A.C.A.T. , my eldest brother && I went to Picobello in Gaisano South Mall for the birthday celebration of my brother`s girlfriend . 8 slices of Con Salcice && *I forgot XD* after , I felt better about the A.C.A.T. .So weh ? XD

BTW , I know this post is quite random . Oh well . I feel quite random today :)
Oooh , it`s the 22nd of April already. ♥

Anyway , I gotta sleep . My insomnia is never ending during the summer season . Damn . Oh well . Good morning world :]]

FINISHED THIS BLOGPOST AT 3.45 AM . WOOT WOOT !

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"This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I`d ~~never~~ fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start"♥♥♥

-- M i R a i
[ 2 on 22 ♥ ]

New Workplace [:

2008-04-18T14:55:00.006+08:00

Since my motherboard got out of whack due to excessive heating [ It used to be near a window . Wah @_@ ] about a month ago, my PC was relocated to my study table [ which is now my former study table XD ] . Anyway, this is my new setup . Weh . Quite messy, isn`t it ? This is how I like my setup XD

Its contents...
• *of course* monitor , CPU , mouse , mousepad , keyboard && power supply [ under the desk , not seen ] .

ON THE DESK :
• my panda hat from Hongkong
-- It covers the mug where I keep my pens, pencils, highlighters, etcetera . I just love looking at the cute face of a Panda [:

• calculator with panda sticker
-- I use it if I need some calculations done or if I`m too lazy to add things up [ example: how much Penya would I lose if I bought 2o Orikalcums when it`s 85k each ? *go Flyff ! XD* ]

• Wrigley`s Eclipse mints
-- I eat some when I need a quick breath freshener . Weh ! Its sugarfree too x]]

• panda coin purse
-- In case I wanna buy something [ like junkfood or Coke ] , I just grab that coin purse && head down to the “sari-sari store” near our house . But if in the case that I am playing/using the PC , I ask our helpers to buy me the things I want XD

• Spongebob keychain [ or what used to be one XD ]
-- He`s my stress ball ! He has these little styro ball thingys that make me relax when I squeeze it . Wooo :D

• my PSP
-- I play it when I`m waiting for videos to stream &&/or downloads to finish :D

• my roller brush
-- It`s very handy when my hair needs a quick fix . I actually don`t care when my hair goes all frizzy && tangle-y but my mom && dad hate it when they see my hair in that kind of state . XD

• notepad && pencil
-- I write down passwords && e-mails that I need to remember, cool websites, cheats [ XD ] or anything at all in it . The thing written down on my notepad as of now is this : “Time has a way of healing, so they say.” [ Evidence ~ Urbandub ] Why that, you ask ? I ain`t some razor-loving emo kid . That`s just my favorite song as of now :D

• Japanese-English-Filipino dictionary by Lenny Arriola Koizumi *under the notepad*
-- I actually don`t know why is that there . I don`t wanna take it out though XD

• my two cellphones [ Globe && Sun *in the near future* ]
-- For easy finding && usage . Period XD

ON TOP OF THE CPU:
• light blue rectangle thing
-- That`s actually a wallet the girlfriend of my middle bro gave to me when she came back from the States [ together with the dark chocolate *previous blogpost* ] . IDK why it`s there @_@

• ninja bear
-- It has a name ! It`s Hatori Hanzot . The name`s from a character [ Hatori Hanzo ] from the game, Samurai Showdown . The bear`s dressed like him, see ? XD

• random CD`s
-- RF CD , Motherboard CD , Capcom Classics UMD are there . IDK why it`s there *again* XD

So that`s all for my new setup for my PC ! Weh :D

-- M i R a i
[ 22 :* ]

Finally Un-Lazy XD

2008-04-14T13:34:00.002+08:00

Oh God . It`s been an effin long time since I last updated this blog . I guess I`ve been too busy. .too busy being lazy . w00t w00t XD

Anyway....updates . Weh . They are not arranged in any particular order though .

Let`s Talk Business......&& Math .
Have you seen the symbol for justice ? The woman with the balancing scales .. Yeah , her . Well , that`s the image that formed in my head when I decided [ for the n^th time ] what would be the course that I would take up .

At the start of the school year , I`ve decided that Accountancy would be the course . But at the end of the school year , Computer Science was what I wanted to take up . My mom advised me to get the prospectus for both of those courses .

When I looked at the prospectus of Com. Sci., I was shocked. There`s calculus every year ! @_@ Whereas in Accountancy , only one or two years have calculus in it . What a relief .

I finally finished enrolling for Accountancy last Friday, April 11, 2oo8 . I didn`t know enrolling in Ateneo de Davao College would be so friggin tiring && long . I mean there are like countless forms to fill up && their are 1o steps . So like...Weh [ lol ] . There was even that 15 minute video that was utterly useless because it was only about the Guidance Center there . The only fun part for me was the interview . My interviewer looked kinda like Sir Sayman . Lulz XD

Ugh , my section BTW is 1A [ Honor`s class ! @_@ ] . I think I need more than luck xD

Where`s The Exclamation Point ?
Recently , Panic! at the Disco released their new album entitled "Pretty. Odd." . At the time I heard about it , my dad was in Hongkong , so I asked him if he could buy me one . Unfortunately , he was busy with meetings with some Chinese bussinessmen so I just downloaded their songs [ Go Limewire ! XD ] .

Anyway , I was in a state of shock [ ? ] && dissapointment because P!ATD didn`t sound like their oldselves anymore . The song titles come from its lyrics which is not their usual trait . Also , the "techno feel" in their songs are gone , compared to their first album , "A Fever You Can`t Sweat Out" . For me , they now sound something like The Beatles or Fall Out Boy [ uhh toink ? @_@ ] . Oh well . I still love them , especially Brendon Urie [ XD ] .

The only song I truly love in their new album is this :

Weh . I love teh video too♥
Oh BTW , they took out the exclamation point in their name . Awwwe . I only think though @_@

5 is fun . Weh XD
Oh yey . 4 - Gonzaga [ my former section ] won 5^th place in the Graduation Song Contest thingy . I never expected for it to win because we only did it in like one day [ weh ? XD ] . But I`m already proud that we made it to 5^th place :D

This is our song :

Lyrics : [ by Marc Fortes && Jamira Martinez ]

I:
So many faces , yet too little smiles
Feels like I`m walking a thousand miles
Drowning in a sea of confusion
Feels like I`m trapped in a never ending illusion

II:
But with my schoolbag full of hopes && dreams
The sea feels shallower than it seems
Then I look up at the cloud-filled sky
With my head && heart held up high

&& I say (4x)...

CHORUS:
I won`t let this moment pass away
In this greatest game I ever played
Moving forward
I lay all my cards down
&& hope my luck will find its way

III:
Time will tick, but I don`t care
Cuz I`ll be grabbing every dream out there
Having the time of our lives
While treasuring the good times

&& I say (2x)..

* Repeat CHORUS *

As I`m about to leave with a smile ,
I could say it has been great even for a while
All the memories of yesterday
While never be drifted away.. away awayy...

&& I say (2x)...

* Repeat CHORUS 2x *

The winners of the grad song are as follows :
5th : 4 - Gonzaga
4th : 4 - Berchmans && 4 - Favre
3rd : 4 - Kostka
2nd : 4 - Xavier
1st : 4 - Canisius

Congrats to 4 - Canisius ! I like their grad song though . I love the lines :

"Let`s pack all our bags cuz the taxi is waiting
To go to a new place,
To a new beginning"

Awwe :D

Greatest Game I Ever Played (:
April 4, 2oo8 : Baccalaureate Mass for Batch `o8 .
April 5, 2oo8 : 59th Commencement Exercises .

The Seniors of year 2oo8 have finally graduated . Woosh .
Bye2x Ateneo High , my alma matter .
Hello, Ateneo College , the one near Boyztrek [ bwahahahaha ! XD ]

Krispy Kreme && A Demented Bear.. Better Yet , Shobe Is Back :D
Krispy Kreme doughnuts and a demented bear cellphone accessory = Shobe Jemiel`s "pasalubongs" for me . Yey ! XD

She just recently went to Manila && Hongkong [ some family thing / vacation , I think ] . I didn`t realize how I terribly missed her . I know , it sounds kinda lesbo but yeah [ XD ] . I`m glad she`s back , even for a while [ She`s going back to Manila after April 22 ] .

She had this "surprise" plan for Ahia Don . She didn`t tell him he would be coming back on that day [ the other day ] . So we devised a plan that Shobe Jemiel would surprise him x]]

We hung out the other day at NCCC Mall . She went to my house first [ Gian was with her] . The three of us , together with my middle bro [ the driver ] && his girlfriend , went to NCCC Mall together . Peter && Ahia Don were already there , playing Guitar Hero .

So when Gian, Shobe && I arrived , I texted Peter that we would be meeting up in G-Mix . Shobe Jemiel hid somewhere while I went inside G-Mix , but Ahia Don && Peter weren`t there . Suddenly , someone hugged me from the back [ It was Peter ! ^^, ] . I smiled at him , then at Ahia Don . Gian was also standing there .

Shobe Jemiel suddenly appeared but Ahia Don didn`t see her since his back was facing Shobe . Then she covered Ahia Don`s eyes with her hand . Ahia Don took off her hand, then lo && behold, the rare smile of Ahia Don showed up in his face when he saw Shobe Jemiel .

After all of that , the five of us watched Doomsday . I felt kinda sorry for G though . Tsk .

Down With The Sickness
What`s with the people around me nowadays ? Almost everyone I know has the flu/cough/colds or major sicknesses like dengue [ poor yayo :( ] .

Is summer now a sickness ? Lol . I just hope they get better .

Schools Apart
Ugh . I`m in AdJ , Mr. Three`s at San Pedro College . *sigh*

Night of Senior`s o8
After how many years , the Ateneo finally had a Senior`s Bash/Party && we were the batch lucky enough to experience it . The theme for attire was Glam Rock . It was held on the 3oth of March, 2oo8 , at The Venue .

I can say it was pretty fun , but Rache && I left the Bash quite unfulfilled because we were supposed to talk to "certain people" . Tsk2 .

But all in all, it was truly a night to remember for the Seniors (:

Play, Super Play ! XD
A conversation I had with my dad last March [ 2nd week ] :
My dad : "What do you want as your graduation gift?"
Me : "A family trip to Japan! Oh please please please!"
*I pause after saying that, thinking things over*
Then I said : "Oh, I know . NVM that . I want a PSP!"

So my dad promised to buy me a PSP . It was a good timing too, because on the last week of March, he went to Hongkong [ some business trip but he && his boss had time to shop ] . While there , he texted my mom that he had already bought my graduation gift . As the sly person I am , I read that text && I assumed it was already the PSP . I texted him but he wouldn`t tell me [ hmpf XD ] .

Too bad though , he went back to Davao on the night of the Senior`s Bash so I had to wait until the Senior`s Bash was over till I saw my graduation gift .

When I arrived home from The Venue, I went straight to my parents` room . Then YES, a PSP was there . Its color is Ceramic White [ hmmm ] . It had a nice black && white case with it [ hmmm again ] . UMDs [ Universal Media Disk ] were included . The UMDs I got were The Godfather && Capcom Classics . Cool ! I thanked my dad about a thousand times for that . He also bought me other stuff [ a Panda headgear && backpack . Weh ! XD ]

Now, I`m completely in love && addicted to my PSP , especially this game :

Go Patapon ! XD

Dai Beetch ! XD
Damn . I absolutely l♥ve this video [ though kinda morbid ] . Evidence by Urbandub . You`d really say "Dai beetch, dai!" XD

Oh , Shoot!
Yey , my gun [ a real one ] `s finally arriving this Thursday . I can`t wait to start shooting :9

Dark dark dark... Chocolate ♥
My middle bro`s girlfriend just recently came back from the States [ specifically in San Francisco ] . When she came back , she gave me a pack of dark chocolates . The brand`s Ghirardelli && I absolutely love them ! It`s 6o% cacao && super yummy . The only sad thing though is that there are only few pieces left . Oh well XD

I guess that`s about it for my updates . Weh ! :D

-- M i R a i
[ enjoying summer ^^, ]

If You Get There Before I Do...

2008-03-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

Awwe . This is a nice copy + paste bulletin I got from Pol Labang . Weh :D

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923

Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me

He said, "Boy, you might not understand,but a long, long time ago,

Grandma's daddy didn't like me none,

but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and runaway together

Get married in the first town we came to and live forever

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead

I found this letter, and this is what it said:

"If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down

Darling wait and see

And between now and then

Til I see you again

I'll be loving you

Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away

In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray

I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years

But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down

Darling wait and see
And between now and then

Til I see you again

I'll be loving you

Love, Me."

-- M i R a i

[ pata pata pata pon ! XD ]

Never Ending, Uhm.. Endings .

2008-03-20T15:20:00.002+08:00

Woosh . I haven`t written in my blog for quite some time now . So here are some updates :

Throwing Away My Army Greens ?
To summarize everything up , the Ateneo High school had the Joint Scouting && CAT Closing Ceremony last Friday , March 14, 2oo8 . It meant that us officers had graduated && is free of our duties . Weh XD

The fun came after the ceremony . Us officers had our "salu-salo" / get together . We had a program full of "performances" && award giving . The best performance was from the guy officers . They danced the Soulja Boy && had "joke time" . Haha . Every officer was given an award .. Mine was "San Pedro`s award" / "St. Peter`s award" . Kudos to Sir Lactaoen for that @_@

But although I`m ecstatic that I finally have no more responsibilities in CAT [ as if I have a really tiring job , I`m only the 2nd Battalion`s S1 XD ] , I will really miss all the moments us officers had together . Through all the one hour or more in attention , memories as trainees , all the corrective measures we`ve received , all the wounds we received [ Silent Drill haha ] , or whatnot , I thoroughly enjoyed every moment . COCC-01 [ minus two ] has finally graduated . Woohoo ! But I don`t think Imma through my army greens just yet ;]]
* an end to CAT *

No More Gossip For Me
I just finished watching all of the Gossip Girl episodes of Season 1 . Ugh , I want Season 2 to start already ! Haha [:
* an end to watching my favorite TV Series *

Checklist.. Err , check ?
I found my personal checklist awhile ago while I was rummaging through my cabinet [ I was finding my poem notebook ] . This is what was in it :

• Survive Filipino shooting
• Finish Investigatory project Powerpoint
• Type Minutes
• Finish && do good on the last seven exams of your High school life
• Clear your Clearance
• Graduate!!! :x

Uhh . Only two things are not checked yet , the last two items on my list . Wooosh , graduation .. April 5, 2oo8 . Weh .
* an end to checklists *

It Spreads Like Poison ! :0

Shit . The virus in my PC must have really spread cuz my PC`s all busted . Damn . Does that mean I won`t be having those summer days without sleeping , just playing ? w00t . Now that would really....suck -___-"
But we have a family technician who`s really good at this stuff && I wanna learn from him [ Go Kuya Mark ! XD ] . I learned how to do hard drive to hard drive data transfer cuz of him . Kewl XD

I just found out that my motherboard`s dead . Damn . The motherboard`s heating too much && stuff . Tsk . I must really take care of my PC after it`s repaired again @_@
* an end to my "healthy" PC *

Woops . Clarification. .
For everyone`s clarification , I`m not hating Mr. Ebony or whatever he calls himself in my previous blogpost [ The Paramore song ] . I actually posted it for my friend who hates her ex boyfriend . So I got caught in between . Woosh .

Actually , my song for Mr. Ebony right now is Miracle! by Paramore .
Lyrics that I can truly relate to~ :

I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you && I
When this memory fades
I'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken
Hope embraced

We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken I tried to patch things up again
To cut my tears and kill my fears
But have I told you, have I

* an end to some people`s understanding *

That`s all for now .
Imma abstain from using the PC for during this Holy Week . w00t .
Imma also be offline during Black Saturday && Easter Sunday .
My family && cousins are going to have our annual overnight .
Weh :D

Hope everyone has a blessed holy week†

-- M i R a i
[ 22 ♥ ]

song: That`s What You Get

2008-03-12T20:55:00.005+08:00

Lalala~ The title is self-explanatory . Eat yer words ! Lol .

Hatred is seeping in my circulatory system. . like blood . Sweet blood~

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It`s your turn, so take a seat we`re settling the final score.
&& why do we like to hurt so much?

I can`t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
&& why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That`s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That`s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
&& that`s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you`re not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here. [ so damn true ]
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn. [ I already did ]
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

~~Now I can't trust myself with anything but this~~,
&& that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

-- M i R a i
[ that`s what you get ]

In A Third Person XD

2008-03-06T18:05:00.008+08:00

My friend is friggin` weird . She told me that I answer this survey using her && her boyfriend`s love story . IDK why @_@
But still , I did it . I love that friend .
*cough* :D

NOTE AGAIN THAT THE ANSWERS ARE NOT MINE . IT`S MY FRIEND`S .
*cough* XD

Basics
Name: ***** **** ***** ****** [ exact letter count ]
Age: 16
Hair color: black
Eye color: brownish black
Height: about 5'5" ?? @_@
Build: lean . hahaha XD

The Beginning
How did you two meet?
-- our "common friend/s" introduced us XD

How long did you know each other before you became official?
-- about a month . haha ! but I`ve known him by name since I was in 2nd year . He knew my first name when he was in 1st year . Then my full name , last year . toink ! XD

Who asked who?
-- he did (:

And how did you/he do it?
-- he did something on V.day . awwwe :]]

How did you know he liked you?
-- he told me directly . but at first , indirectly . haha ! XD

Now
How long have you been together?
-- almost two weeks (:

When and where was your first date?
-- February 15, 2oo8 . at SM . haha :]]

How about first kiss?
-- secret ! at the HS canteen . LOL :))

What do you two usually do together?
-- pinch each other`s tummies and bite each other ! rawr ! =3

How often do you get together?
-- almost everyday (:

Or call/text/IM each other?
-- almost everyday (:

Do your parents know about him, and does his know about you?
-- my parents don`t know -___- but his dad && cousins do ! hehe :D

How have your friends reacted?
-- they were fine with it (:

When You're Together
Does he hold your hand?
-- yesh ^^

Make you smile and laugh?
-- of course ! :D

Does he tickle you?
-- YES @_@

Does he steal kisses?
-- sometimes :]]

Is he shy about PDA (public displays of affection)?
-- not really . but I am. .sorta XD

Describe how he looks at you:
-- like I`m the only girl in the world . ai . hahaha :D

Do you ever have to initiate the flirting?
-- not really XD

When you're with him, how does he make you feel?
-- something in my heart stirs.. but I can`t understand it . but it`s a really good feeling . waaaa XD

Other Things
How does he dress?
-- very well . he knows how to dress like a true guy ;]]

How does he smell?
-- so goooooood . his smell is addicting XD

Does he have any distinguishing features (facial features, piercings, etc)?
-- braces ! haha :D

What things do you two have in common?
-- we are both music addicts , bums , gamers , guitarists . . && did we mention we both love each other ? haha ! [:

Is he a gentleman?
-- oh ieah ^^

Does he offer to pay for things?
-- almost always but I decline XD

Have you gotten any gifts yet?
-- uh huh ! during V.day && prom night :]]

Does he have any nicknames for you?
Or you for him?
-- he for me : MJ , sslave . haha .
me for him : Spidey , MM . haha XD

Has he done anything significant for you?
-- everything he does to me ! haha :D

What have you done for him?
-- hmmmmm . being a nuisance to him . being loyal to him ! XD

What is his most attractive physical feature?
-- face . haha ! XD braces :]]

Describe his tastes in music, movies, books, etc.:
-- music ? he likes hiphop , house && rock .
movies ? he loves 3oo ! XD
books ? he doesn`t read much XD

What are his friends like?
-- his friends are my friends too . haha [:

In The Times to Come
How long do you think this will last?
-- as long as we live . waaaaaaaa XD

Do you think you'll get annoyed with him?
-- i sometimes do but it`s ok . haha :D

Do you think you love him, and does he love you?
-- hell ieah :]]

If he proposed, would you marry him?
-- op cors XD

Would you look forward to growing old him?
-- uh huh ^^

What's really in the future for you two?
-- idk . but I`m sure there will be bumps ahead for both of us . but we can do this together [:

-- M i R a i
[ booboo ^^ ]

Back To BASSics .

2008-03-06T15:56:00.010+08:00

* back to BASSics :D

* we love you RV [ Kua Rendz` lil bro ] !! -- Ate Jam && Ate Arvi *

* our "Pic of the night" *
[ Marc Fortes , Arvi Calma , Jam Martinez && Harry Kilat ] XD

Whappow ! I became a "bassist" again when my classmates && I made a composition for our Music subject [ It was our project ] . My groupmates wanted me to play the bass but then the last time I played the bass was about two years ago [ @_@ ] . Anyway , I learned how to play it again . Weh . I didn`t realize I missed playing it . w00t .

Frankly speaking , I had fun making our composition . My first position in our band [ called Soul Aim *So Lame* ] was the lyricist . Then I became the lyricist && the bassist . Sad to say , I didn`t get to play the bass during the recording of our compo T_T

Anyway , my groupmates && I just made our compo in a matter of two days or even less [ XD ] . I am proud to say I made the first two stanzas of the song . BTW , our compo is entitled "Greatest Game" [ or was it "Moving Forward" ? ] . Either of the two XD

Through all the sweat , lack of sleep && hunger , we came up with the compo . Weh . We even circled all of Illustre [ here in Davao ] just to find a recording studio . That happened last Sunday && we were supposed to study for the exams at that time [ @_@ ] . But everybody sacrificed just to finish our project . Weh ! :D

My group members BTW are :
Lean Arcena [ lead / rhythm / bass guitar / drums ]
Laurice Arizola [ piano / lyricist ]
Arvi Calma [ photographer ? XD / sponsor ]
Patrick Derecho [ lead guitar ]
Marc Fortes [ melody "finder" / guitar / lyricist ]
Harry Kilat [ vocals ]
Jam Martinez [ lyricist / bass guitar ]
Reanne Ramos [ vocals ]
Danna Simangan [ lyricist / lead guitar ]
Rendell Tagalog [ sponsor / lead / bass guitar / drums ]

I love you guys ! XD

Topmost picture credits :
photographer = Arvi Calma .
photo editor = Yours Truly (:
bass guitar = Danna Simangan .
place where it was taken = Kua Rendz` house :D

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In other news......

To everyone out there , please vote for Ma`am Fondevilla / Terza for Ms. Teen Philippines on this site :
http://msteenphils.com/candidate.php

Thank You !!! :D

-- M i R a i .
[ greatest game. . ]

song : She Cries

2008-03-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

*sigh* . I remember one solitary afternoon with a close friend of mine [ BTW , this happened a year ago ] . She took out && turned on her iPod && offered me one of the earphones . She scrolled her myriad of songs && pressed "Play" on a particular song . It was this song .

On that afternoon , her boyfriend just broke up with her...without any particular reason . We both cried on that day . Whappow . I just wanna share this song . It`s pretty cool . Enjoii...

She Cries ~ Rufio
Gone again she said
heading for the longest road
One too many times
He's beaten you down to the bone

So you sail away
into the unknown
Stay away he said
Don't ever come back home
Cry away
the days that last so long
All alone
Just stay away
Stay away

Weakened from the pain
that he left inside your heart
Fallin' in the rain
cause your whole life has fall'n apart

So you sail away
into the unknown
Stay away he said
Don't ever come back home
Cry away
the days that last so long
All alone
Just stay away

Alone, she cries
Filled with hate inside
No love, no life
Without that loser who once said
"Here's your kiss goodbye"

See this is real
She doesn't feel
Lonely hearts
Shattered dreams
There's nothing better in this place
Nothing but memories
in your mind

Sail away
into the unknown
Stay away he said
Don't ever come back home
Cry away
the days that last so long
On the road
you sail away

Alone, she cries
Filled with hate inside
No love, no life
Without that loser who once said
"Here's your kiss goodbye"

Alone, she cries
Filled with hate inside
No love, no life
Without that loser who once said
"Here's your kiss goodbye"

[Note: There is probably another version of this song with the words "Lose that hate inside" instead of "Filled with hate inside"]

Last two exams tomorrow . *sigh*

-- M i R a i .
[ almost done playing the greatest game ever played :( ]

Oh . Hahaha .

2008-03-01T23:42:00.006+08:00

Well , the story of why I have a picture like that is quite simple [ && common actually ] . Boredom IS the root cause of all things ! Lol . Anyway...

I was hella bored while waiting for Gossip Girl to load [ I don`t download , I just watch videos off teh net@_@ ] . I was surfing around Friendster then I saw my Dash 1 [ Sheila Son ] `s primary photo . It was our picture during the prom . She "edited" the pic to make it look like a magazine [ Seventeen ] . I knew where she edited that picture && I went to that site . I edited another picture *below* from that site , magmypic.com . So out of boredom , the picture above came out too . Lol XD

*o2.29.o8*
[ at Kuya Rendz` house ( their music room ) .
music project making .
:D ]

-- M I R A I .
[ still stressed T_T ]

Manipulation .

2008-03-01T23:07:00.007+08:00

MANIPULATION [ va ]

Etymology:: back-formation from manipulation, from French, from manipuler to handle an apparatus in chemistry, ultimately from Latin manipulus

1: to treat or operate with or as if with the hands or by mechanical means especially in a skillful manner
2 a: to manage or utilize skillfully
b: to control or play upon by artful, unfair, or insidious means especially to one's own advantage
3: to change by artful or unfair means so as to serve one's purpose

Ugh . You`re such a manipulative little b**** .
You only think about your damn fugly self . To tell you the truth , your friends are just being plastic to you . && to think you`re the puppet master of this show huh ? You ain`t fooling anyone .

Just letting out my anger on someone.......

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I`m hella stressed right now . My Senior life is in the brink of killing me [ lol ] . Projects , projects , projects galore ! Whappow .

BTW , goodluck to all Ateneo de Davao Senior students this Wednesday . w00t .

song of this week && next week :

" Stress suppressed in the process..
Now I`m here && it seems like the clock is ticking
I want to hide under my bed cuz I feel like I`m bleeding
My anger under my fear cuz I feel like exploding
&& the rest of me under my sleeves cuz I feel like dying
My tears are drifting from my eyes but I`m giggling
I`m now inside this bubble && everything is vibrating
I don`t know if I`d still be coming out cuz I think I like it better here lying
But I know I have to keep on living so I could come back here more often... "

*sigh* . Oh my Senior Life~

-- M I R A I .
[ stressed .. ]

Paranoia ? @_@

2008-02-25T15:26:00.007+08:00

"Paranoia hits you suddenly like an arrow hitting a target. It seeps into your veins then turns into a venomous poison we call Jealousy."
-- by : ME .

I don`t really know why I made that quote . I guess nowadays , I`ve been talking to people who are quite paranoid at this thing && jealous because of that thing .

Maybe I`m paranoid && jealous too . But if I really am , why ?
@_@

Anyway ...
I take back what I said about prom .
I truly had fun ! It was the best , most memorable , second && last prom ever . I even became a nominee / candidate for Prom Queen . [ @_@ ] Now that was totally unexpected XD

My tablemates are as crazy as ever . I won our eating contest . I finished all of the food in my plate . Talk about glutton eh ? @_@

One of the main reasons my prom was fun && memorable :

some words are engraved inside the ring .
*XD*

* only some people can understand why XD

But the prom was sort of sad as well ..
I remember Sir Lactaoen`s group message before the prom :
"Prom ..
The beginning of the end"
It means that prom marks the almost end of our Senior Life *sigh* .

Now , I really have to make the most out of the days left .

w00t w00t .

-- M i r a i
[ same lines ,
same lies ? ♥ ]

One - Zero - Zero

2008-02-22T07:49:00.007+08:00

MIRAI`S DRAMACHINE FINALLY HITS THE ONE - ZERO - ZERO POST :D

Whew ! My hundredth post here in my so called "blog" . I never thought I`d reach this . I`ve also decided to stay here && to not delete this , despite the "memories" . Hmm... What to write , what to write [ or what to type XD ]

First thing`s first ! UPDATES . Weh .

Cupid Gave Me My Own Spiderman
When I heard [ or read ] that Mr. Ebony was giving up , Ms. Ivory [ I ] did too [ without me realizing it ] Eow . But then , Stupid Cupid hit my poor && unconscious heart waaaay before Valentine`s Day . It was around early January when I officially met "him" [ nickname : three ] . I think I`ve met him since I was still a Sophomore , because he was my good friend`s *cough* classmate .

Anyway , around January 8 or 9 , we were introduced to each other . Needless to say , we really hit off , even though we "just met" . We talked mostly about computer games . Suddenly my bestfriend [ Ms. Smowl ] said that I was a pervert *but she actually said manyak* [ I totally LOL at that~ XD ] . Mr. Three just laughed . When it was time for me to go home , Mr. Three said : "Bye Jamanyak!" . I`ll never forget that . But then , he had a girlfriend . So I was kinda down about that . I could safely he was my bestfriend...a really sweet one . We played Flyff together .[ I influenced him ] . I was sooooo comfortable with him cuz I could be myself . So to cut the story , Cupid broke off the arrow between Three && his gf && hit me instead . Waaaaa (:

V-Day , May-day [ ? ]
Well well well . I never thought I`d be super duper really totally 1ooo% this much happy during Valentine`s Day [ a.k.a. Single Awareness Day ] . Starting from the fact that I got to be a student teacher during that day , that was already more than enough to make me jump for joy [ lmao ] . I taught Chemistry in the 3 - Pignatelli classroom [ a.k.a. my promdate`s classroom ] && in the 3 - Borgia classroom [ where Deanno`s && Donico`s promdates are ] . I had fun during the Chemistry sessions because I was with my co-teacher , Raymond Binoya [ third year classmate ] . We gave a 2oo item quiz to the class ! Weh ! [ It`s okay if we are bombarded with the word "sadists" . lol ]

I got to "teach" in my own classroom too ! My classmates && I just had our research for Physics in the I.T. Lab . I let them surf the net . Weh XD

The other thing that made me so happy was just a simple rose . It was just one , surely bought outside the gates of our school . What made it special was that Mr. Three gave it (: ♥

Promenade , You Say?
In just T - some hours , our batch is going to experience our second && last Prom . I agree with my buddy , I`m not that excited . I just want our periods to be shortened because of the practice XD . I was actually grateful for the Prom practice cuz it gave us a chance to "bond" with our promdates . Moreover , my tablemate`s my good friend && classmate [ Miki ] .

1st Practice : Miki , Joeann , Jairah && I just kept on talking with each other . We didn`t talk to our promdates at all . [ lol ]
2nd Practice : Backstab session with our promdates ! `Twas fun though . First "bonding" session XD
3rd Practice : Ugh , the sunlight was trippin` on us . During the first part of the practice Our table [ 23o ] was moved to the front . We already have nicknames for each other :
Me = adik
Earl [ my promdate ] = emo
Miki [ my tablemate && classmate ] = mother nature
Ryan [ Miki`s promdate ] = Zac Efron
*only some people can understand why XD*

My promdate dared us three to stand while the practice was going on... So we did do that . It was kinda funny && embarrassing because some people were looking at us && we just kept on laughing . `Twas a "cute" bonding moment though XD

Prince [ Majoy`s promdate && Earl`s classmate ] kept on teasing me to Earl . IDK why @_@

Oh oh oh ! Go for the REJESTER . Nyahahaha XD

I Didn`t Say Hate
Well well well . It was supposed to be a spear . Lol . Anyway , I`m not intending to aim any sharp-edged weapon of hate to someone . But I DID consider that though . Then I thought I`d be so childish if I handled it in that way . So like NVM . I just hope that someone && I could still be friends though . I really have to talk [ heart-to-heart ? ] to that someone before we graduate ... *sigh*

Boards && Brooms For Fun
Flyff is LAHB . aNNic is LAHB . Macaroonie™ is LAHB . Spread the Flyff LAHB ! *bow* XD

Oooh , Numbers
I just found out yesterday that I passed the CSAT [ Yey for me ] . I am now officially legible to enroll as a student in the Ateneo de Davao Jacinto campus . What`s the course I am taking up , you ask ? Let`s just say I`m readying a lot of hankerchiefs because I`d be immersing my self in the world of Math && numbers . That is teh l33t [ XD ]

B.S. Whaaat ?
Ahm no , the meaning of B.S. in my update title is not Bachelor of Science . It`s BUSY SUMMER . I just realized that I`ll be hella busy this vacation season .

Imma....
• take up violin lessons again [ with Shobe Jemiel && Ahia Don ]
• practice driving [ 2oo8`s the year that I`ll finally get my Student`s Permit ! ^^ ]
• be in the shooting range with my bro [ kewl sport for a girl ]
• skimboard once more [ fave water sport ]
• be a DJ with Deanno [ I think ]
• have gig/s with my band [ I thoroughly hope ]
• help my friend with his business
• take a trip to the land of Hongkong [ Disneyland , here I come ! :9 ]
• take up a graphic web designing class [ hmm , still tentative ]
&& • devote my extra time to gaming . Waw . It`s really a B.S. XD

Adios To The Green [ ? ] Fields
Ugh . In two to three weeks , us Seniors will take the last 6 or 7 exams in our High School life . In two months [ ? ] , we will leave behind the green [ ? ] fields of our Alma Matter , Ateneo de Davao University . Honestly , I do not want to graduate yet . My bros say that that`s just a natural feeling . High School`s so fun-filled . I wouldn`t wanna trade this memory for anything else . [ Fudge , I`m getting emo O_O ] . I remember my 1 - Borgia days[ still FRESH XD ] .. 2 - Gonzaga [ Honor`s class ftw @_@ ] moments .. 3 - Canisius memories [ my MOST fun-filled year ] .. my time spent in 4 - Gonzaga . Awww .

But I can`t stop from April 5 from coming . So adios to the High School building I`ve stayed in for almost 4 years . I`ll still be a blue-blood though XD

Suspended For PDA ;]]
That`s not what you think it is . It`s just the name of my group of friends whom I hang out with most of the time . We are called PDA because always tease each other of doing PDA [ Public Display of Affection ] . Every girl has a guy "partner" in the group . We`re only 6 members but we have a lot of fun together . Everybody accepts every person in the group as who they are :D

To them : I`ll never forget FEBRUARY 15 , 2OO8 ♥
wahaha XD

Papa Said Play :D
Soooo ... My first idea of my Graduation gift didn`t pull through . It was a trip to Japan . Then my mom said that a trip to Japan is like a trip to a country in Europe . So NVM [ T_T ] . I had finally thought of an alternative Grad. gift , a Playstation Portable .

I am totally in love with PSP`s [ don`t mark me as weird though ] XD I mean , it`s like an iPod , with 1ox the power . You can play games , watch movies , listen to music , surf the internet or connect with other PSP users through WLAN . It`s pretty cool for me . && I`m just sorta kinda jealous of my bro who has a PSP [ XD ] .

Can You Keep A Secret ?
The song Secret by The Pierces is currently my LSS [ Last Song Syndrome ] . This song was featured in Gossip Girl , 1oth episode *Hi , Society* . It was the song playing during the part when they were dancing the cotillion . I can`t find its full length song in imeem though . Imma upload it next time XD

Being Grown Up Isn`t Half As Fun As Growing Up
My all time favorite quote/lyric from the song In This Diary by The Ataris . I sorta wanted this to be the graduation song of our batch but our grad. song will be a composition . I still love this song though :D

That`s all for my updates .
I`m just going to put two pictures that depict what`s going in on my life right now :

1st Picture :

* something I made for Mr. Three . I think two or three weeks ago (:
[ linked to dA ]

2nd Picture :

* another picture from explodingdog.com [ I just love his works XD ]
The title of that pic is : "Another awesome day"
I love it XD

Whew .
That`s all for my 1ooth post .
:D

-- M i r a i
*I`ll be posting as Mirai from now on XD*
[ elated ♥ ]

Disconnected

2008-02-16T11:36:00.002+08:00

There`s too much going on in my life right now . I can`t update this much... But I`m planning to make a new one . I might delete this blog two weeks from now . Or a week . I`m just way damn busy .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ FIFTEEN ♥ ]

There Goes 30 :]

2008-02-11T01:02:00.001+08:00

I got bored early in the morning so I answered this survey . I had to name 3o people . Haha . I had fun though XD
Bear with the survey , most of my answers are in Tagalog . Lol .

Can you name 30 people you can think
of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath
until you write the names of all 30
people.*NO CHEATING*

IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER WHATSOEVER:
1.Rachel Lawan
2.Xuggz Canencia
3.Lyse Valdevieso
4.Jemiel Elio
5.Donico Estanislao
6.James Dequiña
7.Cha Santos
8.Tzai Sauza
9.Carz Leyson
10.Jel Napala
11.Gian Dakay
12.Jyro Crame
13.Pe3 Galvez
14.Maui Homez
15.Chie Masiga
16.Yana Gualberto
17.Ivy Lopez
18.Yen Avanceña
19.Rendz Tagalog
20.Lean Arcena
21.Keka de Guzman
22.Kua Janoos Martinez
23.Sheila Son
24.Marc Fortes
25.Jikx Fernandez
26.Nicx de Manuel
27.Piex Ventura
28.Achee delos Reyes
29.Mikx Sakurai
30.Deanno Baluyut

THE QUESTIONS:

• How did you meet 10?
-school . 2ndyr classmate (:

• What would you do if you had never
met 6?
-no more Master Budots . awww . haha ! jk lang Ahnia ! :]]

• What would you do if 20 and 15
dated?
-ha ? haha . far out mxdo. .ai .

• If you could marry between 6 and 14
who will it be?
-MAUI NA LAN . AI . HAHAHAH XD

• Did you ever like 9?
-i LOVE her . haha :D

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-shobe ? ieah . awww .

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple?
-lesbo tandem ? hahaha XD

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good
couple?
-rach && xuggz ? ahm ? hahaha XD

• Describe 8
-GWAPA . hahaha . :p

• Do you like 12?
-yayo !! haha . op cors i do :p

• Tell me something about 17
-ivy ! sabaan mate ! ngak3 XD

• What's 7's favorite color?
-pink ? haha XD

• What would you do if 1 just
confessed they liked you?
-rach loves me kaya ! diba LOVES ? haha XD

• When was the last time you talked to
number 15?
-nung sat. .ng.kita kami sa SM . weh :D

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
-that i`m his lil sis . haha :]]

• What language does 13 speak?
-tagalog. .ENGLISH . bisaya pero di xa bgay . haha ! XD

• Who is 2 going out with?
-SI BLUENITE . AHAHAHA XD

• What grade is 16 in?
-4th year . ka.batch lan . haha :D

• What is 5's favorite music?
-ahia don ? same as mine ata . haha XD

• Would you ever date 13?
-eeeww ! would i ever date a ghey magnet ? lulz XD

• Is 11 single?
-gian ?? courting nha ian. .haha :D

• What is 10's last name?
-jel ? napala . haha :]]

• Would you ever want to be in a
serious relationship with 7?
-oh em Goch !! hahaha XD

• Where does 18 live?
-ecoland lan . weee (:

• What do you think about 20?
-Lean ? NERD ! ai . jk lang . a good advice giver :D

• What is the best thing about 30?
-deanskie ? lingaw kasama && uber nice ^^

• What would you like to tell 14 right
now?
-buddy !! ep. 9 na ako !! hahaha XD

• How did you meet 9?
-2nd yr classmates pow kme :D

• What is the best and worst thing
about 2?
-best ? everything !! diba sis ? haha :D worst ? rapist xa ! ngak3 . jk lang sis :))

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
-lyse ? oh ieah . if she wants to . haha :]]

• How long have you known 26?
-1styr HS . hahaha . *ehem* XD

* Who is 24?
-marc fortes ! currently 4 ~ Gonzaga`s maniniyot . haha XD

• Are you or did you ever date 2?
-xuggz ? nag.break na kxe kme..sory . HAHAHA XD

• Do you have a crush on 27?
-kei pyckz ?! pwd na rin . hahaha . jk XD

• Would you kiss 25?
-jikko ? sa cheek siguro pwd pa haha

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
-op cors ! my dearest bro ! haha XD

• Would you like to hug/kiss 21?
-aie soos ! kame pa ni keka ! ahaha . missyou dai ! T_T

• Is 29 your gff?
-mika sakurai. .ieah . i miss her nha . awww :(

• What do you hate about 23?
-Sheila ? ala mann ! ilahb this girl :D

• What's your relationship with 28?
-my good supah friend . haha :D missyou dai ! T_T

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ happy now :D ]

song: Five Years

2008-02-09T10:30:00.000+08:00

I was like "Woah" when I first heard this song . This is by a Pinoy band , Sugar Hiccups . [ oh yeaa XD ] . This is such a powerful song . This is quite an old song though . There are no lyrics in it [ just humming ] , except for this line : "But he will never come back." In this song , the vocalist [ a girl ] , hit the high C note !!! [ @_@ ] That`s why I was like "Woah" . I never heard any song that had this . Listen to it . It`s a really kewl , powerful && rockin` song :D [ probably a song about waiting.. awts . ]

* currently my profile song in Friendster XD

-- Macaroonie
[ picking up the BRoken pieces... ]

So You Think...

2008-02-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

Huh . You`re not the only one . Some people even say it`s two times the hurt on my part .
Let`s talk... Please ? :(
Don`t just throw this all away...

------------
"Will I shake this off
Pretend it`s all okay
That there`s someone out there who feels just like me
There is"

-- Macaroonie
[ seriously BRoken . damn :( ]

Oh , Delirium .

2008-02-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

Lean / Konsul`s gonna teach me how to play Killing In The Name of by Rage Against The Machine in the guitar .

My dad tells me he`s gonna buy a bass guitar with an amplifier for my brother && I .

My friends && I are going to watch a movie [ Alvin && The Chipmunks ] this Saturday .

Oh , joy .

BTW , sarcasm suits me . Riiiiight .

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN as everrrr ]

[ good ] Morning @_@

2008-02-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

Woops .
Can`t sleep .
Watching Gossip Girl .
I just spoke in phrases .
Oh yeah .
haha XD

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN as ever ]

Hug hug hug .

2008-02-06T15:12:00.000+08:00

Just a quick post [ Economics period *I.T. Session* ] .
I`m hating this day .
I wish I said "Hi" to you awhile ago .
But I`m sure it doesn`t mean anything to you now .
*sigh*

At least I got a hug from bestfriends whom I love .
[ There was one hug in particular that was really sweet:) ]
&& it`s Ash Wednesday .
&& I said "Hi" to my promdate [ though he didn`t say "Hi" back but he was sorry . *haha* ]
&& my classmates && I had vanity moments .
Thanks to Arvi`s cam XD

Still. .I`m angry && in a badtrip .
But most of all , depressed , confused && hurt .
Hayy .
Emo mode`s activated .
Wth .

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song for the day :

"&& here I rest where
Disappointment && regret collide
Lying awake at night"

-- Macaroonie

[ BRoken as ever . awts ]

song: When It Rains

2008-02-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

The "scribble" is proof . You were true . Do you really want to end this *almost* beginning ?

When It Rains ~ Paramore
&& when it rains on this side of town
It touches everything
Just say it again && mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
&& convinced yourself
that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

&& when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
&& you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

(Explain your side, Take my side)
Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances we'll make it somehow
&& take these chances and turn it around
Just turn it around.

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming &&
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

You can take your time, take my time

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN ]

Addiction , Once More [ /GG ]

2008-02-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

"G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S" ♥

I`m supposed to study for the Economics Long Test , make my assignments [ Math && Physics ] , finish the draft I`ve made for English [ two by two reporting ] && the Powerpoint presentation for our Investigatory project .

But as the #1 procrastinator in our household , I`ve only finished two out of those four to do stuff [ the first two ] . Oh well . I could finish the other two later .

Well , what is the reason for my procrastination this time ? It`s not because of my laziness or anything . I was actually doing something . Still , that something isn`t related to what I`m supposed to do . XD

The reason :

I was watching Gossip Girl [ TV Series ] .

I used to watch it some 3 or 4 months ago . I stopped on episode 5 . I actually don`t know why I stopped watching the series . I`m just glad I`m back to watching it now [ It also helps me to take my mind off stressful things *cough* ] . My bestfriend / buddy , Maui Homez , is also addicted to this series . So is Dinna Gonzales && Pam Santiago . Gossip Girl`s the rage right now XD

Oh , && if you`re wondering what the song above is , that`s one of the songs from Gossip Girl`s OST . It was in Episode 3 . It`s the choir`s cover of Fergie`s Glamorous XD

Ahmm , gotta end this post now . I still have unfinished schoolwork *Wa* .
Ta-ta ! ^^
XOXO ;)

BTW , in case you haven`t noticed , I already changed my blog layout ! I`ve finally found one for my blog . Claps for me :D

-- Macaroonie .
[ still BRokeN though ]