jerbear’s journal

a better day

jerbear — Thu, 29 Nov 2007 03:37:43 +0000

I haven’t written anything for quite some time, although I’ve wanted to. I’ve been kind of scared to write what I feel for fear it’ll just become more real or permanent. Maybe later.

But today is going quite well. First, on my way from my car to school, the wind was blowing my hair around and brushing up against my skin. It felt sooo good. I love the wind!

I start doing some work at the usual hang out place outside the marketplace. I think I’ve been missing class quite a bit because I hadn’t seen some of the old gang for a while. It was good to see some familiar faces.

I read an e-mail response from Moises. Thanks for getting back. I love ya man. Winter break around the corner… It seems like Lavi might be getting into a new vanship. Claus is really happy for you. Fly high! Being a TA, I got an e-mail from someone thanking me for something and addressing me as Mr. Ha-ha. I’m not a prof! But I don’t mind.

Reconstructing a Friendship

jerbear — Mon, 08 Oct 2007 06:21:00 +0000

Yesterday was a good day. I went biking with you and aside from my butt getting tired it was nice. Then we went to the Eagle Rock music festival with some friends. There was lots of people walking around, bands playing their tunes, and food. The variety was great. I really did have a good time even though on the way back home I felt like crying. I could not fully understand why but I think it’s because when we hang out I feel like I’m 90% present in that moment, and I feel a bit sad because of that. You see, I’m glad we’re able to move forward, but the memories still linger in my mind even though I’d like to wash them away. I did tell you it would take me some time but if things keep going the way they are I think we should be able to reconstruct our friendship soon. So let’s keep it going the way it is now. I think we’ve come a long way, don’t you think so? I’m looking forward to how things can be between us when I feel 100% around you.

Dracula is Legally Sedated

jerbear — Tue, 11 Sep 2007 05:07:00 +0000

So today I got all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed. It wasn’t bad at all… I remember them starting to drill away and the next moment I’m waking up and good to go.

Since I had the laughter gas and the IV sedation, I was a bit drowsy. So while my sister drove me home, I started to fall asleep… and I accidentally stained my shirt with blood! It’s not a big deal, except the shirt was a b-day gift from a friend… oops… sorry about that… I usually take care of my clothes…

So after my nap, I’m really hungry as I hadn’t eaten all day. The only thing I had was my own blood which I would swallow now and then. I’m not sure if it was my hunger, but it actually tastes pretty good.

It’s about 8 p.m. and the soup’s ready but I still can’t eat it. (Thanks sis for the food). So I blend it. Food, at last. I finish with some yummy cheese cake with a raspberry spread on top. Yummm…

(Credits to Marek for a title modification… please don’t get scared people…ha-ha… or should you be?)