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Another old-pic. Presenting my old long hair.

Was even longer than it looked. I love my current hair. Except the color and uneven cuts. due to the concave few months back. Coloring it soon.

That surfer-emo color. mixture of superblaq-blaq + blonde-white + cooper-brown-red. blah blah blah. Rainbow eh.

Just pumped some nicotine in to my body. hmm, fresher now i guess. Have to handle Manila Clark flight later. The worst flight.  err well, i mean the passengers.

Work pantry smells of medis. Aww. I almost puked. Phobia of hearing "May tan come in, over, may tan."  I face Airport more than my home. But i need money – going overseas with my bitch and her bf, me and my bf! Hongkong! Cos I respect that bitch’s decision, hehs.

And I was dishearted to found out that Meganfoxxie is a He. Why can’t me as a real woman beat a tranny.

tell me why! Errrrr, nvm, soon! hehe! x:

Can’t wait to go london.

Hongkong will be the first stop before London.  (b’cos Sherlene that bitch said so)

December is coming soon.. hk here i come! (:

I wanto color & trim my hair.

I wanto be a Chao Ahlian.

Hehe.

I miss my baby boy. But he don’t miss me ): So sad. He’s a real big jerk…. but that’s the reason why i love him. <3

Yooo supppp. At work again. I have contradicted myself somehow but finally decided not to post any photos till the time is ripe. (imagine my evil laugh associating with my innocent pretended look)

Oh yup, have been running every single day but the weight and ———still bugs me.

Wanna cut my stubborn hair. He don’t let. Wanna punk my hair with black, cooper & WHITE. AHAHA!

Wanna buy many clothes! But wait till —-——. Hehs.

Tired of eating apples. I wish to travel overseas alone, be alone and search my soul. hmmm.

Where are all my friends, my bitches and those rascals?! I miss all of you! Gonna spend my pay one day for a big gathering, all on me! I’m rich whahahaha..

I’m feeling fat. Ya, I am fat ):

P/s: Somehow I will update some pics thru twitter. Twit twit!

to feel loved, special and important.

How strong can one curse be?

Anyway, I’m going down… going down… yea(:(: SO STRUGGLING MAN! GOSH.

**UPDATE: I’m blogging photos v soon!(:

Till then.

Yes it do helps abit(:

Accused.

A random old pic.

To remind me of a goal right now..

Waiting for dawn to break at my check-in counter, and was literally woken by the sight of my Secondary form-teacher – Missy Sabrina Yong. I guess she was surprised to see me there too. And she asked me alot of questions that brought the guilt out of me. Like.. "So you’re not schooling anymore?" and so on.. I missed the sch times. And my mates too.. Now we have our own life, different routes..

I never fail to think about my future before I closes my eyes every night, yet apparently I know I was only thinking and not doing. I know my life leads to nowhere, yet I know I can make it somewhere. People with masks everywhere, everytime.. Even I don’t trust myself sometimes. May I have this determination to complete my desires one day. And I seek God’s help to aid me thru this..

I’m gg back to school for this I promise myself. I will work hard. Cheers.

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I’m on diet with my fatty Ong. jiayou! (Don’t laugh)