Bell ♥

Thank You 2019

2019-12-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

Hello 2019, hello people :) Hasnt been writing since ...
As the title said, so I decided to write about my 2019, because it not wonderful but somehow it's great.

2018 marked one of the not-so-great year, that I was completely lost about my own life.
and I chose to embrace it and live on beautifully in 2019.

I wouldn't say that 2019 is amazing but it's a year that I have finally found and clear of my own journey in life.

Some memories that I picked, to be remembered here ..

My first career every since in Uni till graduated, Insurance Agent / Wealth Management Adviser marked the 7th year this year. And our agency decided made a whole new change for better growth and positioned as Business Director now. I must say that, it was tough for all of us but it is definitely great and amazing for this transition because everyone is doing way better with the new and better vision direction in this career. I'm definitely thankful to whom I called my bosses, their support and guidance and encouragement.

A must to be remembered is our family yearly trip. Though it wasn't a complete one but this trip filled with great memories and it definitely brought us closer. And also I wanna say that, I really am thankful for my family, they have been supporting me, encouraging me, guiding me and be with me through the up and down. I wouldn't survive today without them and I wouldn't be who am I doing what I am doing now without their love.

Online business may not be considered by many of you, but I decided to gave myself one more chance to take this seriously and so I committed myself as a Director in this business. Yes, this is what we call as "Wei Shang - 微商". Main reason is because I love doing business but I never know where to start from and I definitely have failed in my previous wei shang business because I did not position myself with the right attitude and mindset, but this time, I must say it's real. By taking this product also because I personally consumed it, and with proven result that I do believe this product does help all you girls out there. Not forget to mention the business model is way more different than any other online business. So yea, I joined E+ and must not forget to mention also that big thank to each and everyone in the team, I learnt so much and I'm sure we can do even better to build this!

I'm not a christian, and I'm open to explore. I was on empty schedule on the Christmas Eve, so I decided to accept my friend's invitation to join their church Candle Light Service. and it was so beautiful, listening to beautiful soul stories as well. My first Candle Light Service and it was a great night, having good peace in my heart, flashing back down the memory lane throughout the year. I just wanna say, thank you.

Not the last yet, One memory that I must include in is visiting the orphanage on the Christmas.
I have never done this and I never regret doing this. I always believe and thinks that kids are our future, they are such an adorable beautiful angels. They deserve love and care and many more. They journey ahead is way long more. I hand picked and packed each of them a gift bag, personalised with their name on it. Each with a set of stationary and book and a Christmas cookie. Trust me, their smile on their face when they took over the gift from my hand were priceless! It melts my heart.

I hope this picture doesn't scares you, and yea nothing scary actually. But one thing that I wanna share and be remembered, those experiences and feelings deep in my heart.
I fell off with gastric bacteria infection in the last quarter of the year, suffered from pain and bloated stomach (now still on & off) , still on medication now and next check up will be in few weeks.
This experience was, I'd say a life lesson that made me stronger. I was so so weak during my admission, couldn't stop crying from the drips, needles and pain in the entire body. I couldn't think straight in those nights, I know it wasn't anything serious but it was the weak down feelings in me, first time in my life. But through these feelings, I became stronger in my soul, and my heart. Oh, I actually consulted 2nd doctor's opinion for better diagnosis. Nothing too serious, nothing harmful, I just gonna keep on with medication till my next check up and I really wish to say goodbye to these.

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How have your year been? In overall, I wanna say thank you 2019. Thank you for the people I met, thank you for those who still sticks around and thank you for those who left.
With the people around, with the memories and incidents throughout the year, it encouraged me to finally move on to better journey ahead, the change of life, change of mindset. For better growth, for better self development, for better future.

It ain't easy to live on and move on, but I finally did by seeing the values and with clear vision in my mind. I think it matters most in everything we do, know what exactly we want and just do it.

To me, regret is worst than failure. Life may be short or long, it's unpredictable. Time don't wait either, it's either you give it a shot, do it now, or stuck yourself with regrets by end of the day.

Once again, Thank you 2019. Till then, <3

Hang on ...

2019-03-29T18:12:00.000+08:00

Time flies, first quarter of the year left just two more days and we are entering the 2nd quarter.

How's everyone doing so far? Me, progressing...

I'm currently at the cross path, in 2019, I started a part of what I always wanted to do which I never pursued and gave up midway. At the same time, building up new things and also continuing what I've been doing for years (my career).

Purpose of writing this randomly is because I miss those old days writing diary then converted into blog about my days, my feelings, my thoughts.. those hassle-care-free days, just give a shot to do whatever I wanted and half way, I lost my path.

Reason why 2019 I decided to continue what I used to passionated about, is because, "why not?" came into my mind that, time don't wait and once it's gone, it's gone forever. If I don't do it now, then when? There's never a right time to do anything, neither to judge if it's right or wrong to do a thing that we ourselves like.

We won't know to where of what we are doing will lead us to, but if we don't do, we'll probably just regret and there'll be nothing to look back. We can't assure if the end of what we did will lead to our final goal, but this is life right?

What's most important is that we enjoy and love what we are doing, it's okay to fall nor don't foresee the destination. The only person you are destined is the person you decide to be.

This is definitely not my first time feeling lost in life, but I told myself, it's okay, this is life. There're junctions, cross path in every journey. Just keep going, give a timeline, do it, try it. Don't let the surrounding stop what you are doing, all you need in your self-assurance, self-belief & faith.

Because you hold your own life, you make the decision to where you want to be.

Hang on, don't let the tough time break us down. The sun set & rise, so it's okay to fall, and we rise after that. Keep going girl :)

Life Changing - Menstrual Cup

2019-03-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hello sweeties! The "Life Changing" thing has been going around lately, actually for quite some time already but here my late post about it. Hehe

What's life changing to me? Do you believe that I always have trouble & got so frustrated whenever my "monthly" thing is here? I mean yes, we girls do have some uncontrollable emotions every time we got period, but I'm saying that, I GOT SO FRUSTRATED I ALWAYS FORGOT TO BRING MY PADS!

Yes, you hear me. I do have this kind of trouble problems, 5 days of period, surely 1-2 days will happened 🙈🙈🙈

I'm sorry for being a girl, hahahah

I've been hearing about menstrual cup since long time ago but I never bother about it because I was like .... YEEWWWWWW! Then till last year, my gym girl-friends were all talking about it and few of them actually been using it for quite a while. It became a topic within us and I was thinking, why no?

So last year Dec I decided to get myself one since it was on promotion.

The first cycle wasn't good at all! (that's pretty normal) I got really really fed up throughout my period, I couldn't insert properly and it kept leaking. I didn't bother if it was my first time using it, I just hate it! 😓😓😓

Then on my second cycle, I used it for ONE day then I told myself, let's just forget about it. 😂😂😂

So that little pink thing just sat at a corner kesian-ly ..

& till my 3rd cycle, I was looking at it and I was thinking, since i've spent on it, why not give it another try?

So I sat on the toilet bowl for about 10mins tryna figure out this "magical life changing" thing.. and POP! God knows how I manage to insert it correctly.

I went gym during my period, I kept only ONE pad in my bag ... and throughout the whole week of period, it was GREAT! Hassle freeeeeee!! 👏👏👏

I literally screamed and shouted in out girls group chat, that how happy I was that I FINALLY manage to use it properly, correctly with no leaking at all!!

Yes, it definitely my life-changing biggest decision that I have no regret trying all over again to finally make it right! 💟

I bought this menstrual cup from Initmina in USD$ , I bought it at a discounted price, which I forgot how much it was.

It made of medical-safe silicon, very soft & light. You don't feel anything at all having it in your vagina, I even tried it out at gym workout.

It's pretty small and convenient, my concern was how should I clean it? It's pretty easy, make sure the toilet has a water hoe and choose those with toilet bowl rather than squatting so you can adjust better and also wash it easier.

There will be no stain on it, no worries. It made of silicon and use water to wash it clean before you insert it back in. I boil it before and after my cycle to kill the germs & remain the hygiene.

Basically you just have to fold it half, and insert into your vagina, breathe normally, no pressure. And in order to take it out, just pull the tip and push a little at the side.

For my experience, the blood do not come out at the side so there'll be no worries on having the blood on your fingers when you pull it out, but ofcourse, it depend on how you do it. Also, you do not need to take it out when you have to pee. It is sealed properly inside and will not slide out, unless it wasnt insert properly.

I must say that menstrual cup really worth a try, once you've mastered how to use, it really hassle free. Specially to people like me, forgetful 😅😅😅 always forget to refill pads in my bag. This is the choice! It even much convenient if you are the out-going person, or night life people. It really free up your worries when you gotta hangout and afraid of the blood smell on your pad, the mark on your tight pants/skirt.

The one I'm having now is Lily Cup Once which designed for beginner. It comes in different sizes because our cervix length is different and also our flow. Lily Cup fits perfectly in me, because I have lower cervix & just nice for my flow (I am heavy flow on the first & 2nd day, it holds up to 6hours during my heavy flow)

Here's some info I cropped from Intimina - Lily Cup One , you may head over to their website for more information, usage guidance ..

Not forget to mention that they are having promotion right now, don't miss it!

Cheers, till then .. 💕

A day of long-romance

2019-02-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day, a celebration of romance, romantic love in all religion around the world...

What's valentine to you?

Valentine's day, some made it a special day in their relationship, some said everyday would be valentine's day as long both being in love everyday.

And yes, to me, valentine's day is just another lovely day for us but no doubt, we'd make it an excuse for us to have good dinner, & gifts? ;p But most importantly, having each others company, especially spending quality time together...

We had a deal made when we started this relationship, that we will give full respect & full freedom of each others personal/private time, but the 3 special dates (birthday, valentine, anniversary) and weekends must belong to each other (unless something's up)

We both have our own career, our own schedule, our own routine. That's what we don't interrupt and less involve. And therefore, it what make us concern more on our time spending together, & communication plays a real big role in the relationship..

Now we are 190miles apart (not that far, i know) but it's still a distance that we only meet 3-4days a month, which is a real big challenge for us.

Mobile phone is our only connection, throughout the months, we definitely have learned a lot. Not just how to manage a long distance relationship but self development. Mentally thought & emotions, both that matters really a lot not just in a relationship but also ourselves, and that what we needed most to support each other.

We sort of mentally broke down and bad emotional at the beginning with all the things happened individually, but slowly we talked about it and learn from every break down.

We learned that, at every stage of life we have different obstacles, tasks & responsibilities. That's how people grow as well. But I'm thankful that he never fail to hold on to us tightly, telling me that we will be fine, we encourage each other at most time.

Through these, no gift values more than the time we could have together and that's all I ever ask for, for every occasions. It is the most precious valuable gift, - quality time.

Never forget to cherish, appreciate, and most important, ACCEPT every flaws, because no one's perfect and no one will ever be. Also, nothing makes perfection if we do not know how to accept one and another, because that's what we need in Love.

Happy Valentine's Day to all love birds :)

Live on, Move on

2019-01-16T22:27:00.004+08:00

Hello sweeties, haven't been writing for so long and I thought... why not?

How have you guys been? My 2018 wasn't that fine but I survived. If you followed me on my instagram, I've been pretty much down & emotional in the past year with all things that happened. But I learnt to live through it and move on.

2018 taught me well on how to manage my emotion. And by saying "live on", most of the time we would say let's just forget it, let it go and move on. But in the past year, I've learned to "live on" to feel it, the emotions at that moment and it surprisingly made me moved on better.

We can't force ourself to let go or forget something, but I've learned to live through the pain, the tears, the aches. Feelings won't just go as you wished, instead of struggling yourself to let go the pain, why not we feel it real inside, think of why would this happen and what's the bright side of it. Eventually the feeling will calm and you'll walk out of it.

Everything happened for a reason, let it be. It's okay if nothing goes as planned, it will come into line if we could see and find that one shinny bright star in the dark.

Anyway, thank you very much 2018 for teaching me how to manage my emotion and restructured my mindset. I started 2019 real fresh & great, unlike the older first-day-of-the-new-year(s), I always still feel upset of the past, struggle & force myself to not feel it, just move on and it just never work.

So, Holla 2019! Just the 15 days of the new year and I have plenty things running in my mind, tryna rebuild, restructure, recreate myself. Making the first move of things that I always want to do or planned to do, ofcourse one step at a time. Hopefully the year go awesome :)

Before ending the post, here me & my friend came up an idea to let go out pre-loved items in instagram - @CC_PRELOVED_SHOP instead of just carousell. These pretties are looking for new owner, so check 'em up for some little support.

Note* Every RM1 of each item sold will be donated to Suka Society .
Suka Society is a local organization that works towards protecting and preserving the best interests of children.

Do drop by to check out and give us some support :)

Cheers, till then.

Personal Beauty Make Up Workshop by Muse Art Make Up

2016-05-18T10:46:00.002+08:00

Good Morning, it's mid week and I hope everything is doing great for ya.

Weather been super hot and then it rained like cat and dog till flood, then the next day sun shine so bright again. In this such uncertain crazy weather, it's sad to have proper full make up because it'll just get smudged in just mid of the day due to sweats. Best is always with light make up yet it doesn't make you look bad. But I'm born with pale face, so I have no choice that I must not miss the foundation and concealer and most importantly blusher to make it look more natural-naked look.

I suppose that alot of girls do have trouble putting the thinnest lightest make up, is either you only put on your brows + mascara, or eye brows + eyeliner but... to actually have the thinnest natural eyeliner, you'll ended up with thick cat eye look. -.-

Oh well, no worries on that. Because Muse Art Make Up is bringing the girls a beautiful personal beauty workshop in this coming week! Yes, this coming weekends :)

They will be giving a workshop on soft, natural and long lasting make up

Personal Beauty Workshop by Muse Art MakeUp is sponsored by CLIO Professional & Peripera!

Date: 21 & 22 May 2016

Time: 10am - 1pm

Venue: Hexarus Studio

*Workshop with snacks and drinks giveaways

Goodies bag will be granted with:

1. Clio Product

2. Jabra x Muse Art RM20 Voucher

3. Young2u Chloless Slim & Detox

4. Elianto Facial Mask

5. My Clinic RM20 Voucher

Can't wait! Check out their page Muse Art MakeUp for more information & registration! :)

Revive.

2016-05-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

Yeap, last post was years ago. Have been occupied with work, family, travelling.. etc

Just happened to thought of blogs and reminded my own, so then I thought I should probably at least get a new layout to revive the blog a lil. (p/s: sharing the same template layout with sister. )

Nothing much, just all about work and earning. Somehow miss those days writing my thoughts here, doing everything freely with no worries and all kind of lifestyles back then :)

Restocked some cosmetic products and mostly are from drugstore because I thought I should get something below RM50 and whichever suits my skin type in such crazy hot weather. Surprisingly, results are much better than what I've been using previously. Will write about it soon.

Till here, goodnight.

Never the right time to enjoy before success.

2014-10-29T15:27:00.004+08:00

人往往因為挫折，折磨，困境，失敗，拒絕，抗拒，恐懼，害怕，就開始懷疑自己的能力，把自己看低看扁。

因為不成功，你便告訴一堆沒頭沒腦的理由，責怪全世界。

因為人總是太多的理由，太多的借口，太多的“哎喲，是咯”，所以永遠不會做好，而在失敗時，永遠只會覺得是別人的問題，別人的不好，但卻沒想想，是否自己哪裡做得不對，自己哪裡需要改進。

當你有這些行為時，你是否有在同時糾正自己，想想該怎麼樣才能避免這些所謂“失敗的理由”？

失敗其實並沒有別的理由，要麼你就辦得到，要麼就想想該怎麼去辦到。

世上沒有辦不到的事，只有懶惰不想去辦的事。

不要讓自己埋葬在“借口”裡，它只會讓你不斷的失敗，找不到出口。

如果你非得要辦到一件事，或得到一樣東西，那就讓自己走出所謂的“安樂窩”（Comfort Zone)

你要是面對／處理一件事時，感到不自在，感到尷尬，那正是你學習成長的過程。

一切的努力，一切的血汗，到最後，得到的是自己的，並不是在利益任何人。

命運和未來的路會怎麼樣，掌握在于自己手中。

你要是勇於跨出那一步，你要是勇於嘗試，你要是勇於讓自己承受種種的壓力，你要是能夠拋開借口，你要是離開安樂窩，你必定能在短期內成功。

短短5年的辛苦，換取，長長30年的輕鬆無憂無慮生活式

還是

30年的半辛苦半輕鬆生活，選擇在于你手中。

人常常說，幸福沒有捷徑，同樣的，成功之路沒有捷徑，只有努力回來的血汗。

切記：NO PAIN NO GAIN

Nothing is impossible without trying it. Because I'm possible.

2014-10-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hi folks, just happened to read blogs & came to my own blog, realized the last post was in May.
There were few times I was attempted to crap some stuff here but just like what my friends said, I have nothing to write about.. It means my life been sucky uh. ):

Not so sure if I'm doing good recently, & questions are back again such as like, Am I still who I am(was)?

Answer is .. I don't actually know, people told that, I'm probably hiding who I was & trying to be another (better) me or whatsoever. I'm not sure. I'm basically used with the current me but I'd say, it depends on what. In terms of, career? personality? life? or .. relationship?

It's been bothering me and I do realize, I never dare to ask for the thing I want anymore, or be the one I want to be anymore. Too many things awaiting me ahead to get it done, or probably I pressured myself with self-high-expectations too much. Uh, I hate feeling so lost at some time.

But I'm still proud to say I'm happy with what I have now & things I do.

Let's cut this off.

Crazily joined Puma Night Run 2014 yesterday 25th Oct in Setia Alam.

I took the risk by not training in about 3months+ .. It was crazy yet enjoyed very much. Throughout the run, it motivated me and my mind was running through a lot of stuff. hehh.. Anyway, 10km in 1h22m :)

So something I'm proud to share with y'all is that, my newly joined team - International Property Club (IPC) in Jazzcapital. :) I'm always proud to tell people I'm a Jazzcapitalist & IPC member .. IPC mainly focus in Australia, London & Singapore properties. Do buzz me or inbox me if you'd like to know more :) bell.chia@jazzcapitalproperty.com

Lately we just had a gathering, not all attended due to personal reason but still most of us were together.

You probably see there're just the few of us, we have in total of 12 members with 1 ladyboss. & IPC only allow quality selected people. Whoops. :D
Anyway, Always a great time with them <3 Oh, the theme of the gathering night is pajamas, it means family being together under the same shade. :)

But what I want to share is that, we had a very memorable trip in Melbourne. 65% for work (site/projects viewing) and 35% was to have fun. Basically we had fun most of the time la. haha.

Hehh, just me pretending to be cool.

Us in the house living hall. :) Rented a landed house in York St, Richmond. More to a vietnamese place.

Loving this group photo at Maidstone viewing The Grove townhouse project by R Corp.

Not forget to mention that our meeting with Mr William Chen, Chairman of Jalin Realty in Melbourne 55 Colllins which is us Jazzcapital partnership with. A very nice & friendly man :)

It was a 7D6N trip in Melbourne. I swear I'll work hard & make sure myself travel there once a year or alternate year & will definitely migrate/buy a property there when I can afford in future. :)

After the trip, we're back to reality & I'm happy to back to work again because ...

My achievement/graduation in SDU5 (Special Duty Unit) by Jazzcapital :)

Probably not the best result but I'm qualified in the challenge, at least.

One of the platform that allows you to do better in your career and achieve your dream/goal in Jazzcapital. :)

It's my second time joining this platform training & glad I did much better than the first time. Never give up & just keep doing it.

Time to speed up myself to achieve more and more in life. Now is not the time to enjoy, efforts will paid off one day, soon!

And it was just part of the history.

2014-05-15T13:39:00.000+08:00

Dear readers, been ... not-that-super-busy recently. It's mid of May, nothing much has done but still working hard on it.

If you followed my instagram, I've been into coffee quite often for the past two weeks. Not sure if I'm addicted or I just love the lifestyle.

Those coffees are from Pickle & Fig , LIbrary coffee bar (Bangsar South) , LewisGene , The Good Batch , The Three Little Pigs and The Big Bad Wolf , Frisky Goat , Ben's (Publika)

I work hard, not just play hard, I barely club, I love to chill. I love chilling, relaxing lifestyle. Especially when I'm stress, you'll probably see me at some chilling cafe or peaceful bar having my drinks. Haha.

Oh, not forget to mention I enjoy my lifestyle anytime and anywhere I want. :) You're welcome to join me with my lifestyle, buzz me :)

Something good happened on the beginning of May. One of my friend has just got married. :) Congratz & proud of him.

Attended his wedding on 3rd May. We met since 2 years back, he's a year younger than me, & he's now a gentleman-husband. Proud of him, he has grown to be a better person.

and me? officially single on the same day :) No worries, I'm cool with it. I've got better things to fight for. I don't need anyone to give the lifestyle I want, I build, I create my own lifestyle. :) Less burden, less drama.

I know what I need, not just a typical man. But a man, that.. ;) No hurry, being single is cool for a person like me. Haha.

Krabi trip was okay, wasn't that excellent but nah, just another trip.

So so in love with beach & bikinis. I've bought 3 new bikinis. Haha .. Beaches & Bikinis, B&B, my new addictions. LOL.

Yea, slightly turned a tone darker. Feels great.

I like sunset but I'd prefer sunrise even better. I'd rather waking hell up in the damn early morning to wait for it. One of the biggest motivation for me. :)

then life, still goes on. Move on, new life.. :)

I fall, I break, and I learn.

2014-04-13T10:40:00.003+08:00

(photo credits to LeahTeng Photography)

Another tough month, April.

Things weren't really good lately. But life still goes on.

I only have 3 hours class every week, so I'm resume back to work, to continue build my career & trying to achieve my goal & bring my dream to life.

Started a new job this month, hopefully I'll be able to do it well.

Resumed back my previous job, hopefully I'll be able to achieve my target.

Yes, I'm having two careers. Hehe :)

Ain't that busy lately but stuffed with appointments & handling some personal stuff.

Learnt a lot recently by just meeting people, catching up with friends. That's what I love to do, socializing.

(photo credits to LeahTeng Photography)

I need a break, I think I had a lil. But not too much, because I had enough.

The fire is back, hopefully it'll last longer this time.

I'm 23, but I'm chasing my dream.

I may be lost, but it wont take long.

I've said so much but with no action. It mean nothing at all.

Taking the fire, hoping it'll be able to sparkle it up, burn 'em all, & amazing fireworks in the sky up there.

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Been clubbing almost every weekend for about 4 weeks continuously with my women. I call it crazy, I don't club, never in to it, special occasions are exception. Time to stop for a while. I'm hell tired, haha .. like I'm getting old.

Been drinking very much lately other than clubbing, as usual. Alcoholic ain't a crime. It's something very common in life now. Hehe ..

Shall stop crapping, will be back soon :)

Where am I?

2014-03-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Time flies really fast, it's the last week of March. Almost did nothing.
Not really a good month tho. Can't recall what have I done in the month. =/

Feeling lost, I've got no idea.
I can't make decision, I'll get mad.
Mood swings really bad, I get pissed off easily.

Not really who I am now. What's wrong?
Something is missing inside, but I dont know what is it.
Felt that, something has gone in me. What was that?

I'm confused. I have no idea.

So much thoughts, thoughts, every night before I sleep.
Things never be easy, but never too hard.
It could be complicated, it could not be too.

Life is short, or not.

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Let's cut 'em off.

I had this dream a year back, not those dream-in-the-sleep but the dream, a thing, a goal I wished for.
Never thought I'd bring it to life. But now I wanted it to be life, live.
Not sure if I can do it, but i'll try. I want to build my dream.
Given myself few years time, hopefully I can do it.
No, it's a must to do it. Not gonna give up.

Pre-planning now.
So much to learn, so much to plan, so much to do.
But it's okay, that's where the dream begin from. :)

Life, is all about dare to dream but not forgetting to bring it to life.

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I wanna get an ink, on my wrist. With an inspiring word.
A word, that motivates and inspires me in life.

What do you think?

No cheesy word, no common word, but something ..

Xoxo.

So yea, Mid of March.

2014-03-17T13:31:00.002+08:00

Oh wow! It's the third week of March. Time flies. How have you people been? Hope everything are doing great.

It's the month of March, my birthday was just a week ago. It came so fast and it went off so fast. March still doing fine, not really, but uhh.. yea.. I don't know.

Finally had a hair cut at Editor Salon located in Setia Alam, which was well recommended by DaphneCharice. I can't recall when was the last time I went to the salon, probably.. 6 - 8 months back? I've no idea.

I've decided to get a shorter fringe instead of bangs, and 3inches shorter at the back, which it never make any difference to anyone. Haha, people was like, " you seriously cut your hair? like, seriously? " I'm sure most of you that followed my instagram, my hair was freaking long & thick. But yea, just give me some time to get it shorter. I'll definitely cry my ass off if I ever get a short hair, but but but ... whatever.

Definitely a shorter hair & went for even brighter color.

So yeah, my birthday, it was good, a super peaceful one. No, I don't want a fancy dinner, luxury gifts. All I want is just to spend time with my beloved one, friends & family.

Went Providence 2 days before birthday, Family dinner the day before, Skybar at 12am and spend my actual day with the friends.

March oh March .. I feel lost at times, most of the time, but I always know deep in my heart that, what I wanted, I'm just, not so sure of it. *craps* throughout these days, I've realized so much ... life. :)

It was FMFA14 on the past weekend. I was working, as usual. I don't really like to spend hundreds on party entry, I'd rather get a free pass. Hehhee .. anyway, I love to work & rave :)

FMFA14 ASOT650 was awesome, but unfortunately few people died due to drugs overdose, so the last day of FMFA14 was forced to be cancelled. :( Sigh. But well, at least we had a great at Happer Damansara Jaya with the crews.

One of the best shot during work. It was fun working with the crew & all party animals. :)

Coming weekends will be busy with work, so many things waiting to be done. & so many March babies around me. :) Shall party rock this month before I start something new in April onwards.

Xoxo

T.G.I.F

2014-02-07T16:16:00.001+08:00

Hello lovelies. It's Friday, Day 8th of CNY. Hope you're having a great week there.

It's been extremely hot out there since the first day of new year, it gives me massive headache for few days. I'm sensitive to sunny hot sun, I can barely stay outside under the sun or even in the car with direct sunlight, I'll either get massive headache after that for 2 days or my body temperature will goes up. Tsk.

My CNY has been average, not very festive. It's day 8th worship god, called 拜天公 (bai tian gong) in mandarin. Still not sure if it only applies to certain culture like hokkien, cause my family don't celebrate it as we're teow chew, we usually go to my mom's side as they are hokkien for praying.

Watch The Monkey King, I'd say it is very much rather disappointed than Ah Beng. Too much of computerized throughout the movie. Highly not recommended movie I'd say.

So many movies haven't watch, only watched 3 movies in this CNY. :( I miss my movie marathon. hehe.

Had an early birthday celebration for Mom due that me & aunt won't be around on her actual day. Had dinner at Kampachi for her celebration. I'd actually expected more from Kampachi but it kind of a disappointment. Their foods are nice but Zanmai, Rakuzen, Hokkaido would do much better job than Kampachi.

Well, thankfully the rest of my CNY days are fully occupied. Will blog about it :)

Xoxo.

CNY Day 3

2014-02-02T13:26:00.002+08:00

新年快樂哦！年初三，我在這裡寫部落格，應該看得出我的新年蠻無聊的吧。哈哈

由於太嬤剛過世，所以都沒怎麼去拜年，要拜的都在年初一拜完了。今年的新年都感覺沒什麼氣氛，好平靜地度過。

看了「阿炳馬到功成」，老實說，沒意思又沒什麼好看。
待會兒和家人看「六幅喜事」，希望不會失望吧，港戲從不令人失望吧，嘻嘻。

明天到星期三都會有些節目，再過一個星期要合同事去海邊旅行了。至少我的新年也不那麼差吧。

你們的新年都過的不錯吧？今年是馬年，屬羊的也會蠻好，希望保佑今年的我一切順順利利。

不到新年都不知道自己胖了那麼多，呵呵！手臂和肚腩好明顯哦！發福麻，沒辦法。哈哈！

好了，無聊的我寫了無聊的Po.

祝大家過個大肥年噢！

Happy Chinese New Year 2014

2014-01-30T19:49:00.001+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog quite a while, been busy for exams and project. I'm done with 'em & my final year degree. Unfortunately I have to re-module few subjects before I can officially end my studies. But it's okay, I've finally found the enjoyment being a student. Hehe.

As my final datelines was 27th Jan, so I kinda left out quite a number of things haven't done. I didn't get to go to the salon for my hair, so I used Liese home DIY hair dye & my own home DIY hair treatment, results were within my expectation :)

It's 30th, hope you & your family had a great reunion day. I had mine, lunch with mom's side family and dinner with my dad's side family. Hehe. It was great :)

May your resolutions stay firm, wishes come true and all your efforts into great achievement in the year ahead.

Once again, I wish you and your family a Happy Chinese New Year.

Mr.J 義法廚房 French-Italian Restaurant

2014-01-09T01:58:00.000+08:00

Here comes to my favorite blog post. Been thinking if I should post in Mandarin but I think it's better in English post so that everyone can reads better. ;D

As a big fans of Jay Chou, is it a must to visit his restaurant if you travel to Taiwan. It's located inside of Taipei Medical University 臺北醫學院.

It's design themed with his movie - Secret 不能說的秘密, matching with French-Italian cuisine.

Well, I'd say that its interior design were kind of a disappointment/below expectation. Of course, people 'd have expected it to be very French-Italian design or at least more vintage like the movie Secret. But overall its design was still okay la, I'd rate it 7/10.

Part of his merchandises in a glass display shelve. Definitely there're few I wanted to buy but I decided not to, to avoid bankruptcy. Hahahaha .. I could have spend a big fortune for his merchandises which I've did before, so yea, I gotta control myself.

A very beautiful and vintage wooden piano that you see in the movie is placed in the center of the restaurant. It even crafted the word [Secret]. Oh yes, the Christmas decoration is still on it.

A huge collage poster on the wall, beside the washroom.

Part of Jay Chou's albums collection outside of the washroom

and a classic scene in the movie, hung outside of the washroom wall.

Message/Wishing card hanging on a tree at the side of the staircase. I wish I could get one but didnt manage to. :(

Table placement of the plates, tissue and drinking glasses. Noticed that the dishes plates are all in black & white theme based.

& his two different designs of the menus. <3 Wished I could grab one home & use as a file holder. :D :D :D Of course you can't bring 'em back.

Okay, enough with the interior designs. Here comes the yum yum part.

Grilled Chicken Salad

Toasted bread [appetizer]

Seafood Pizza

Baked Cheese Escargot [appetizer]

Scallop with asparagus [appetizer]

Urm, penne rigate pasta, can't remember what it is.

Urm, linguine .. can't remember =/

Grilled Pork I think

Chocolate Caramel cake I think. (Awesome)

Chocolate cake

Caramel Moose I think.

So this is the total bill. Price was average as the italian food prices. Overall foods tasted not bad, I'd rate it 8.5/10

Noticed this old school music player and a vintage carousel on the drink bar. I wanna get the carousel home. <3 <3 <3

If I'm not mistaken, there're 3 more outlets but according to the official website, it only shown 2 outlets. You can probably check it out here http://www.mrj-tw.com.

Here're some details:

MrJ 義法廚房北醫店

地址：台北市吳興街250號(台北醫學院學校內)
TEL：886-2-2377-9090

How to go: take the MRT to Taipei 101 World Trade Center station [臺北101／世貿中心], then walking distance about 5-7minutes to Taipei Medical University [台北醫學院] and it's just right inside the University, beside 7-eleven. Or you can probably take a cab for about 50TWD or a free shuttle bus to the university.

Noteworthie Gifts

2014-01-08T02:38:00.003+08:00

I have this habit, to collect notebooks. I barely use them but most of my notebooks now has been "stolen" or used. LOL.

I came across this website - Noteworthie. I saw their adverts in facebook, my itchy hand clicked into it. Curiosity made me keep going on in the website. So I ended up buying stuff from there -.-

They have few range of notebooks - ring notebook, small and medium size notebook. Pocket planner and calendar. Gift cards and box of goodness.

Their designs are very vintage and old school which attracts me a lot. I bought myself a calendar, pocket planner and two notebooks & a complimentary bookmark.

This is the calendar, there're spaces in every dates that allow your to note down your appointments and activities.

I was having difficulties to choose which design I want for the notebook, I love all their designs. So at last I've chosen this two - Camera & Dream

This is the pocket planner I've chosen.

Overall I had a hard time choosing which design I want for the items, I love all of 'em. I'll probably get another design next time.

Oh, & my complimentary bookmark.

In order to get yourself a complimentary bookmark, simply key in the code : BOOKMARK when you check out.

Do check out their designs at Noteworthie . Their price are very much affordable too!

Twenty Fourteen

2014-01-07T02:08:00.004+08:00

Time pass really fast, I havent feel myself in 2014 yet. 2013 weren't really a good year for me & here comes 2014, haven't list my resolution of the year yet but here's the first in my list is quickly get over January. Well ofcourse I'd want it to end it smoothly.

This month would be one of the toughest month in 2014 (so far) because I'll be having 2 weeks of finals & Final Year Project due. :( Sucks. Lacking of time.

I will not really want to talk about my 2013, as it wasn't a good year tho. Just came back from two trips in December 2013, Bali & Taiwan, I guess it was the only best month in 2013?

Will write about my Bali trip as soon as I got a complete photo album of it & also my Taiwan trip, there're about 1.5k of photos taken in Taiwan. Really need time to clear it.

Christmas has passed & mine wasn't a good one. New Year Eve was great in Taiwan. Realize I barely have a good day in 2013. Anyway, I hope you guys have had a good year in 2013 and all the best to all of you in 2014. Once again, a late Happy New Year :) & stay tune for more 2014 blog post.

Pre-Christmas Celebration with Cousins 2013

2013-12-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

How was your day? Hope you people had a great one. :)

This is a late post. Had a pre-christmas celebration with all the cousins on 14th Dec 2013.

Gift Exchange can never be missed. We also had some games, actually there are more but we didnt manage to play 'em all due that we decided to give out all presents during the first and second game. LOL.

& instead of just normal bored christmas celebration at home, other than gift exchange & games, we decided to have a photo booth.

Forgotten to take a picture of the photo booth, here's one. We even have props! All done by my most creative second sister- Isabell :D

Overall was awesome, played all Glee's version Christmas songs. We cooked spaghetti, some nuggets & sausages. Oh, Red Wine! <3

Theme of the night was Red & Green. Some crazy photos here :)

Complete group photo of cousins.

Le green team.

Le red team.

There're even more photos in my Facebook Photo Album.

Oh, No, we don't have a turkey, we aren't Christian/Catholics, no super fancy Christmas celebration, but we had Christmas Cake, done by my cousin - Coco . She loves to bake.

It's Christmas today, hope you had lotsa fun! <3 Xoxo.

11.12.13 Day 345

2013-12-11T21:27:00.003+08:00

時間過的好快，還剩下2013最後的兩個星期。今天已經是星期三，還剩大概20天。
最近心情好忐忑，起起伏伏。別說煩學業，家事都夠煩了，感情也不穩定。唉。
最近好多感觸，也少了很多推動力。煩惱煩惱。

I was bored, slacked half of my day on my bed. I don't feel happy recently, rather a stressful upset week. I miss my mom, she'll be back on this weekend.
Pre christmas party this weekend, was actually really excited but mood just went down.

I was thinking, that I want to build a new blog. I want to delete all the old sucky memories in this blog. But I cant do it, memories flooded in this blog.
I cant help pressing the previous button reading all the old past posts when I'm feeling down.

I need to go somewhere, some where that no one knows me or perhaps no one around me, quite and silent, no human sound, just the nature noise, with a bottle of beer would be great, and a friend who does not know anything about me, sitting beside me quietly.

Not a very excited year for me. Never a year. I always put hope, but why do I sound like a hopeless freak or a weirdo here.

I wish there's a machine or a technology, that can read & describe my feelings.

Ever since I stopped sharing/describing my feelings to anyone, I can't even read my own feelings anymore. It's all numbed.

life oh life.

Vintage 1988

2013-12-10T12:36:00.001+08:00

Morning Sunshine. I love vintage stuff, I love old school fashioned stuff, I love antique stuff, I love classic.

It's the month of Christmas, everyone has begun their pre-christmas party. Gotten any gift yet?

I've came across this stall/store in Midvalley yesterday named Vintage 1988. Well, I'd say that their stuff attracted me first then the name. I love accessories, especially bracelet with charms. This stall sells something similar to Thomas Sabo/Swarovski, dangling charms on bracelet/necklace/earrings/keychain, all you like. But what different is that the charms on Vintage 1988 cannot be taken off or to be changed anytime you want like Thomas Sabo/Swarovski.

I chose the cotton srtng for casual wear since I've got a Thomas Sabo & Swarovski in metal type bracelet. They has variety choices of charms, symbols, signs, iconic, seasons .. etc, whatever you name it. They do have metal bracelet in the same old vintage copper color. Each charms from RM5 - 15. They also have ready made if you can't decide which charm to put together. The cotton string is free.

This is my bracelet, the snowman was for free with min purchase of RM50. I got the "I love you" sign, "BFF" Iconic & a Carousel.

Then I have the navy blue cotton string for anklet. A wing, the bells & a star written "just for you" .

p/s: All charms chosen by bf cause he said he's the one paying it. Hahahahahaha -.-

Well, I actually wanted to get more charms on the bracelet but maybe next time on another bracelet. :D

I also bought a set of metal bracelet with 6 charms for christmas gift exchange. Looking forward for the lucky person. :D

The one I went was Midvalley, they are having a free membership with min purchase of RM50 with more benefits. Also, you're entitled for a free metal bracelet with min 6 charms.

Their stall is now at the center court along with the christmas deco. Check'em out there. You can also check out at their website Vintage 1988 .

Not only you can choose you own charm bracelet but many more accessories like earring, phone plug ear cap, necklace & keychain. Definitely cool for Unisex Christmas gift exchange! :)

Not forget to mention that they provide polishing service as long as you bring along the packaging for verification use.

They said avoid water, shampoo, perfume, all the chemical substances & also sweat -.- seriously? :( Ok la, my wrist & ankle don't sweat. Hahah

vlog should I?

2013-12-06T01:31:00.000+08:00

Hello! A random post here at 1:04a.m.

First week of December is about to end, it's already Friday. Time flies really quick. With a blink of an eye, 3 weeks left for 2013. Can't really recall what I've done in the year. Everyone just can't wait to graduate as soon as they can, but there are like few more modules I have to retake after this sem before I graduate.

Really an unproductive year for me, except for my one-time HLA MDRT Award which was achieved last year for 2012/2013. What else have I done this year? Seriously, I'm getting unproductive, or maybe just because I've totally lost my passion in studies that is why I can't stop myself earning, but no matter how many jobs I've done, how much I earned, I spent 'em all. Gosh. I've not only lose all my passion but also my motivation.

Not sure if I'm too outgoing & playful or what, all I have in my mind was only "Live at the moment & do what I feel happy", "Live no regrets", those are my daily quotes & guess I didn't actually apply it appropriately.

One of my assignment will be due on 20th Dec but for the first time, I'm about to get it all done latest by this coming weekend. I do feel happy that I could finally motivate a lil. 2 more computing subjects' assignments which are gonna due in January which probably gonna clash with my Final Year Project due on 27th Jan and exams around that corner.

I'm the person that able to handle stresses but apparently it have to depend on what kind of stresses. There're never a problem for me to handle jobs stresses like events/management, I strongly believe I have passion in 'em. But definitely not stresses especially in studies. I've collapsed once due to overload studies stresses which I ended up gave up & failed a subject. Sigh. But definitely not this time, I wont repeat the same mistake anymore.

I'm excited for the upcoming trips, but also I'm getting stressful for all my datelines.

I was supposed to attend Freshkon Icon Search Interview this morning, but I gave up because I've chosen to attend class which I barely will do. Surprisingly I felt a moment of happy that I made the decision to class because I've managed to noted down things that are important for the subject though I do felt a lil regret for not attending the Interview because I've chosen to be in top20 and the interview was supposed to select top10 finalist which ofcourse I'll have 50/50 chances. Well, these will always come tho.

Everybody is in #dayre. So am I.

I don't say I'd update it frequently but at least that would be my space to write my thoughts that no many people might see. I'm not expecting loads of followers, but you're welcome to follow me :) I'll be posting about my sudden random thoughts, things I came across, share some beauty stuff maybe?

I wanna start a vlog, any guidance?

November 2013

2013-12-03T01:04:00.004+08:00

P/s: It's gonna be a long random post.

Hello December, Goodbye November.

Time flies. It's already the last month of the year 2013. November wasn't doing very good to me. December has kick started miserably. Hoping the rest of December will be good.

My every month are full filling with jobs almost every weekends and same goes to my November. But It's also my youngest sis, boyfie & younger cousin's bro birthday month as well.

I'd say I've spent really a lot in that month. Bought my new camera - Sony Nex 5T. I was actually deciding between Casio Zr1000, Sony Nex 3N because it has pink. But I've chosen Sony Nex 5T at last because everyone said it's better to ~~invest~~ spend on something really worth it. Well ofcourse you'll definitely tell me why no olympus cause I can probably get a better one in Olympus with the same price but urm, my heart still went to Sony Nex 5T.

I did not want to get Casio Zr1000 is because it's more like a fun camera which might not be able to satisfy me. Yes, it has a great selfie soft skin but Nex 5T can do what a Zr1000 does & it's also with better quality & effect. Also, I'm not only taking selfie/portrait but I do take alot landscape so fun camera ain't really my choice. But I began to regret I took white for my Sony. Should have just take the black one. ):

Back to my November. if you followed my instagram/twitter/facebok, it was one of the toughest month for me & my family. Saddest news ever was my great-grandmother age of 96 has passed away due to bad health condition. It's hard for us is because we lived with her. So many daily routines has turned in to memories.

She passed away with age of 100 according to the chinese culture. But her exact age was 96. Anyhow, rest in peace my dear great-grandmother. I really miss you very much. To be honest, I'm still not really use to it yet. Without seeing her sitting by the window everyday, that feels just so different anymore. Routines for 22 years for me. But this is a 笑喪 (direct translate - Happy funeral) because she's already age of 100.

Life still goes on.

Worked in KLIMS13 for carlist. One of the happiest job with the friendly staff & boss.

It's a 10days job from 10am - 10pm. It's been quite long ever since I worked from 10am-10pm. max duration only less than 8 hours. Overall I still love working with them :)

Had a fun job the past weekend in Sunway Pyramid.
It's the month of Christmas, you'll see all decorations and mascots walkabout in the mall for entertainments. So I've got dressed as an angel with Leo & Leonel & 3 Stickman. Hahah ..

My job was pretty much easy, just giving out candies to kids sponsored by Sticky. But I was just replacing a friend.

I believe December will always be the most awesome month of the year, maybe because of Christmas & definitely there'll be lotsa parties events waiting ahead.

My most excited part for the month will be my trips planned earlier. Can't wait!

大眾燒肉 Japanese BBQ @ Taman Desa

2013-12-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

My cousins from Sabah are back to KL once again. They only came back once a year for not more than a month & they will only be here for 3 weeks this time. We always try our best to have lotsa gathering whenever they are back. We always went for Karaoke Session because we love to sing though we are not professionals but that's the place for people like us love to sing but like crap but to have fun :) We planned for a dinner gathering, dinning in Restaurant/Cafe or drinking in the bar or club is too mainstream and we have a few underage. BBQ/Steamboat at home will ended up no one cleaning it. So I've decided to give a try at Taman Desa Japanese BBQ which I've been seeing lotsa people posting it.

It was on the last Friday night.

I actually grabbed this picture from google because it was raining that night, so i couldn't snap a photo of the place.

This is the menu, price range from RM5 - RM25. I'd say it's reasonable. It's a long regular piece of menu. As all of us can't take beef & I somehow stopped taking beef, so we ordered pork & lamb.

It's a typical BBQ style with charcoal burning it. Each table will have one, unless you're in a big bunch of group then you'll probably get 2.

Each of us are served with this sauce, which I find it kinda bit tasteless. Or we just haven't figure out how it should be dipped. Hehe ..

Lamb Shoulder, cut into stripes .

Pork belly in slices.

I'd say their meats taste better than our expectation. Those BBQ meats we ordered out there are usually dry & you have to dip sauces for better taste. But as for the meats in this place, you will not need to dip any sauces & it taste just good! It's juicy after cooked, you won't feel its dry at all and it's tasteful I'd say. Therefore we somehow wasted their sauce served by them. =X

Mushroom Foil Yoki. It taste good. There're onions in it. Few different types of Mushrooms together inside.

Squid Foil Yoki. The taste just right with their marinated sauce & onions.

We ordered Pork, Chicken & Cold Ramen. I don't say it's the best ramen but I'd say it taste good too.

Oh, Candid Shot. In case you might not want to spend too much on drinks or can't decide what drinks to order, you can probably order tea & they'll serve your tea in a big jar/jug & you can refill! It's only RM1/pax for the tea. Awesome uh? :D Yea, we actually ordered 4 bottles of Tiger. It's always BBQ's best friend. :)

Candid for the guys cooking our foods.

You will not need a professional chef to cook for you because it'll taste just awesome & juicy with your own chef :D

In overall, I'll definitely suggest this place if any friends/family gathering because it's a typical BBQ with the real charcoal fire burning there. Unless BBQ plaza or Seoul Garden you can see in most of the mall, they uses a pan for the BBQ. If you're looking for a typical BBQ style & lazy to clean up your house after it, you can definitely try here.

It's located quite inside the area, but as you follow the GPS, it aint that hard to find. You may try calling their number for reservation because it's kinda full house when we went on the friday night.

Address:

Centre Court, Plaza Faber, Jalan Desa Jaya, Taman Desa, off Jalan Klang Lama, KL

Opening times: Tue–Sun, 6pm till late

Tel: 018 312 5811