Kaid's Bluepattern

A leaving train

2009-10-17T00:00:00-07:00

There is a train leaving town, and it’s for me. Getting off to the south, until the tropic of cancer.

I will be back on 3, nov.

Should there always be a new start?

2009-10-10T00:00:00-07:00

No, nope, nay!

Always set a new start, means you might’ve never set out(or just keep going back to your start point continuously) — like I did.

Tody, um, I’m going to set, another, yes, new start — I told I’m a feeble-willed guy. This is no good, but this is also necessary. I odered my running wares for this fall and the coming winter. I picked up my schedulebook again, and plan to fill it with something again. From now on, days are new again.

Day seven

2009-10-09T00:00:00-07:00

Ok the seventh day comes to pass.

I had an interview today, which made me feel really bad, or even far worse. I’m not going to regret my decisions made late last year. I’m going to regret my feeble will. I’m not a man that could always get things done, I delayed, and things delayed.

Not only this time should be a profound lesson.

Day six

2009-10-08T00:00:00-07:00

Installed moinmoin, and setup a local wiki to gather and sort datas I’ve collected. Emacs has extensions with wiki features, but while I’m quite a noob to elisp and Emacs platform, I have to take time for that.

Easy_install is great at fetching and installing packages from pypi, but sucks at further package management.

Day five

2009-10-07T00:00:00-07:00

Today sitemap.xml, robot.txt were updated, also a favicon uploaded.

My writings looked like a mess, they were typed down into fragments, there is no focus of my words, sentences could not concentrate in to themes. From every word I type, every sentence I put down, I find I’m not actually caring about themes. Instead, I’m always worrying about if I am making mistakes, if my sentences were syntactically beautiful. I noticed there is a weird idea in my brain—I want to be perfect, in every aspect. This is indeed a morbid imagination, and always makes me much competitive—I’m always arguing with others, and want to prove how right I am, I just can’t help it.

Once more, thank god I could still treat myself a bit honest, and this is the sole cure for my problem.

Day four

2009-10-06T00:00:00-07:00

Add post navigation to posts. Liquid showed a bit more kindness to me now.

Jekyll is a new way of posting and publishing. With some magic such as git and markup languages it makes it convenient and comfortable to write. Take a look at the listed sites in jekyll wiki, and discover some awesomely designed sites yourself.

Day three

2009-10-05T00:00:00-07:00

This is the following post to the beginning one. And today is the third day, site is running with some basic functions enabled, and many empty pages — this is all due to my dilatoriness.

There must be something wrong. Attitude, I mean. I have some fatal weaknesses in my character. I’m not durable, in many aspects, neither can I concentrate myself every now and then. I managed to make better changes, then failed most tries. There is something I haven’t root out yet. I have to stand up straight, it’s a long run.

Initial post

2009-10-03T00:00:00-07:00

This is an initial post. I’m trying to set up my new personal place by jekyll on github. The post is my firs beat of this approach.