coretan

TARING PADI in Malaysia!!

2004-10-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

excerpt from ricecooker.kerbau.com,joe kidd e-zine/blog..

taring padi is;

here's a short description of the collective:"Since 1998 a group of young Indonesian artists and activists from Yogyakarta, a city in central Java, wearing punk hairstyles and tattoos and calling themselves the 'Lembaga Budaya Kerakyatan Taring Padi', or the Organisation of People's Culture Fangs of Rice, have initiated an art movement opposed to the 'art business' in galleries because of its obvious associations with capitalism. Living and working in a deserted school building, they design images, posters, banners, cartoons and t-shirts based on political and social themes and display them in public places and at demonstrations. In cooperation with a number of other organisations, they published a short-lived bulletin, Opposing imperialism. They want to be seen as more to the left, more collectivist and more radical than other Indonesian organisations for artists that also aim to carry the message of social concern and to bypass the galleries."from: iisg (go here and see some samples of the artwork)

2004-09-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

Vindicated
by Dashboard Confessional

Album :
Submitted by :
Corrected by :

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing
I am captivated,
I am...

[Chorus]
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that I am...

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Like hope
Dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Inner orgasm

2004-09-01T10:11:00.000+08:00

What Exactly Is an Energy Orgasm or Full Body Orgasm?
Energy and OrgasmsOrgasmic states are wonderful to experience and a challenge to describe in words to the mind.Tantric practice and actual experience facilitates you coming to the realization that ejaculation and orgasm are two totally different experiences. Because of our limited experience and conditioned sexual behaviors, belief and experience has been that because a man ejaculates, he orgasms. Not so. Because a man opens his energy system with breathing and relaxation, he can begin to open to various levels of orgasmic states of consciousness that have nothing to do with having an erection or ejaculating.
A man's true inner power resides in his inner awareness and experiencing this inner electrical, dynamic power and then learning to radiate this inner presence with a partner and in the work place. This inner light exudes radiant power and is what brings inner peace and freedom.
Too many emissions and just focusing on friction and release eventually creates imbalance in the body and depletes natural chi and dries a person up; emotionally as well as physically.
Can you Believe you Can Experience a Full Body Orgasmic Feeling Without a Traditional Emission?For me, as a tantric educator and evolving intimacy coach, the purpose of experiencing various orgasmic states within our own being is to experience our true divine nature. An orgasmic state is one of transcending our self identified awareness to a greater life force energy that feeds us on every level.
So, orgasm is a higher state of consciousness than our normal waking consciousness. Some people actually hold their breath upon the beginning of their orgasmic flow. This constricts the energy body and can be a way to unconsciously attempt to not lose control into the bigger energy feeling. Holding the breath, tightening the leg muscles and tensing the body upon orgasm is restriciting the orgasm from being felt fully in the body.
Tantra practice shows you with breath awareness you can oxygenate the body and build more natural chi flow. This energizes the body instead of depleting it. Adding sound toning naturally opens the throat and as the throat opens and relaxes, the body follows. Sound increases the vibratory frequency of the body. Which in turn, heightens our sense of awareness and our senses can become fine tuned to this higher frequency. Then, with slower movement we enter a zone of the present moment where time appears disappear into tantratime.
Relaxing into our natural state of being is only possible by being willing to relax and let go of body and emotional control. Allowing an inner marriage of the dance between shiva and shakti. The yang and yin energies of our inner most nature. The kundalini life force energy then can dance up along our spine and nourish and provide more awareness to this merging of energies.
As this alchemy of breath, sound and movement energize our inner chi flow, we are given the opportunity to open our awareness to the reality of merging into a more expanded state in which our body becomes an instrument of divine life force energy. When we open and merge with another from this open hearted state, unity consciousness can be experienced inwardly.
Tantra means a weaving of energies."Tantra is a spiritual path that embraces the physical universe as a manifestation of the divine. Each individual first finds that divinity within, and then shares with his or her partner the sacred awareness of authentic presence." D.Daffner This is what the phrase "YOU ARE THE BELOVED YOU SEEK" means.
"Tantra involves learning to sense, recognize and respect the flow of sexual energy., to open to that energy, to receive it and deliberately nurture its upward movement as it is transformed into an experience of blissful oneness. It's not just about 'lasting longer' but about taking the time to enjoy a cosmic journey." D. Daffner
I am choosing to quote Diana because I don't feel I can say it any clearer and she is living this reality with her beloved: "We all have ecstatic moments when separation magically dissolves, releasing us from our limited perception of who we are. Such moments take place spontaneously, for example when an exquisite environment moves us deeply. Or when we first fall in love. Tantra helps us to consciously create and sustain a dynamic shift into that longed-for state of union. For a couple melting together in an ocean of pure love, Tantra removes the need to ask, 'was it good for you?'"

Immeasurable Equanimity (Emo Stuff)

2004-08-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

Immeasurable Equanimity
By: an anonymous coward
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May all sentient beings abide in equanimity, free of bias, attachment and anger.
Equanimity is an attitude that involves having equal respect and concern for every being regardless of where they stand in relation to us. In this prayer, we wish all beings to develop the state of equanimity. Practically speaking, however, we must start by developing it ourselves. This involves gradually overcoming the three attitudes that run counter to it: possessive-attachment, uncaring indifference, and anger and ill will.

One of the best ways to overcome possessive-attachment to loved ones is to meditate on impermanence. Everything changes, nothing lasts. One day death will separate us from the people we love. Separation could occur even before that if one of us is posted overseas or if we quarrel and come to hate each other. The more attached we are the more pain and stress we will suffer at this separation. Therefore it is wise to give up attachment. But that doesn't mean giving up love! We can love people without being attached to them by living with the awareness of our inevitable separation. We can appreciate and care for them now and at the same time be ready to say goodbye to them when the time comes.

To overcome uncaring indifference towards strangers, those who are neither friends nor enemies, we can reflect on the same meditations that are used to develop immeasurable love, such as thinking about the kindness of others. We can think, "Without others, I would have no food, clothes, shelter or public services. Without others, I could not develop ethics, generosity, patience and the other positive qualities necessary for spiritual growth. Without others, my life would be empty and meaningless."

It is also good to reflect that a stranger may not always be a stranger. When a person we don't know comes to our aid or rescues us from danger, he or she becomes a lifelong friend.

To overcome anger and ill will towards enemies (an enemy is somebody who hurts us or who we don't like), we can reflect on the possible causes and conditions of the harm they give us. "Have I done anything to provoke him? Could it be some flaw in my personality he doesn't like? Perhaps I harmed him in a previous life and he's simply repaying that harm? Maybe his mind is under the control of delusions and he can't help but act this way. That happens to me too, so I should understand what it's like. He must be suffering a lot and he'll suffer more in the future from the negative karma he's creating." Thinking this way, we can generate compassion and patient acceptance towards enemies.

Another way to develop equanimity is to remind ourselves that our present relationships will not last forever. From one life to the next, a friend can become an enemy, an enemy can become a friend, a stranger can go either way. Even in this present life our relationships can turn 180 degrees! This happens because our minds are possessed by self-centred attachment, anger and indifference rather than equanimity. Realizing this encourages us to generate the strong wish for ourselves and all beings to abide in equanimity.

feedback:
guys can u gimme a feedback regarding this article....herewith i ve post my own feedback..

>> change is the only constant in life. change is movement. from change comes balance. every man and every woman should make magick, the keystone of their life.

>> your words are wise. my experience is, in situations which touch you so deep that they cause a storm of emotions, it helps to get behind the emotion, to choose the position of a distanced observer, to turn inside, to ask myself critical questions, to meditate. ...about attachment, carmic relations...and to perceive that every situation has a deeper meaning we have to reveal, in order to learn and for our inner development. to come up to the point to take inner pain as pain of growth. to let love flow. like an ocean, not like a tiny pool enclosed by built up stone walls.

aeminah ! im ur #1 fan!

2004-08-23T12:32:00.000+08:00

this girl is one of my fave DJ.back when she run "wicked' on red104.9 with fresh, i never miss the show! never miss to sms! one time i talked to her throu the phone.. i really adore her..not physically but her knowledge/style/coolness. then they changed the dj...and since then the show is somewhat dull..huh...i really miss her voice..now she got solo album. this evening im gonna find it and buy it! cant wait!

free loops 4 producer/dj wannabe hahhaha

2004-08-20T17:31:00.000+08:00

have you seen this guy lately????

2004-08-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

Joke of today

2004-08-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

A psychiatrist

A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children... "You all have obsessions," he observed.
To the first mother, Mary, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy." He turned to the second Mom, Ann: "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turns to the third Mom, Joyce: "Your obsession is alcohol. This too manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy."
At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and whispers. "Come on, Dick, we're leaving."

Policies security

2004-08-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

Pro-Microsoft Guys,

Please take note, this is a security policies on window authentication. Practically, i found it quite ok, thou, this is to prevent unecessary things like 'hackers-wannabe-know-nuthin-but-pretending' try to mass around with your system and to prevent your user's profile. Anyway this could be pretty annoying, as the pasword could get locked easily.

(take note: generally by default, you can find it in windows 2000 server, the AD (active directory)

New Password Character.
Once you logout the next time you login, it will prompt to change a new password, now the new password character has its own combination of policies setting which required;

a) Upper case (caps lock eg: ABCDE..etc)
b) Lower case (small letter eg: abcde...etc)
c) Numeric (numbers eg:12345...etc)
d) symbols (!@#$%^&*()><)
e) at least 10 characters combination.

the new password characters must have at least 3 policies, so choose 3 out of 4 policies.

eg: Password123 ( caps lock 'P', small letter 'assword' and Numeric '123').

the password must not contain your registered name eg: SeeChing123

Password Expiry.
The password will expired in 30 days, and it will prompt to change a new password, the password character should not be the same as previous password as the system memorized at least 3 of your old passwords.

Password Lockout.
you only have 3 chances to login , if you couldnt make it you username will be lock.

Please memorized your password:
the policies implementation is generally for security purposes and to enhance the office security as PNC concerned. should you have any queries please do not hasitate to get more info from network administrator.

Regards,

mIniMumWage4MaxiMumLOoser

which part of my body is this?

2004-08-18T09:49:00.000+08:00

can anyboby guess ?

hhehe...

answer :

+ pulau perhentian images

inaction is a weapon of mass destruction............

2004-08-12T08:53:00.000+08:00

mass destruction
Whether long range weapon or suicide bomber
Wicked mind is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether you're a stowaway son or BBC 1
Misinformation is a weapon of mass destruc
You could be a Caucasian or Arab or Asian
Racism is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether inflation or globalization
Fear is a weapon of mass destruction

My dad came into my room holding his hat
I knew he was leaving,
he sat on my bed told me some facts, son.
I have a duty, calling on me
You and your sister be brave my little soldier
And don't forget all I told ya
Your the mister of the house now remember this
And when you wake up in the morning give ya momma a kiss
Then I had to say goodbye

In the morning woke momma with a kiss on each eyelid,
Even though I'm only a kid
Certain things can't be hid
Momma grabbed me
Held me like I was made of gold
But left her inner stories untold
I said, momma it will be alright
When daddy comes home, tonight

Whether long range weapon or suicide bomber
Wicked mind is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether you're a stowaway son or BBC 1
Misinformation is a weapon of mass destruc
You could a Caucasian or Arab or Asian
Racism is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether inflation or globalisation
Fear is a weapon of mass destruction

Whether Halliburton, Enron or anyone
Greed is a weapon of mass destruction

We need to find courage, overcome
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction

My story stops here, lets be clear
This scenario is happening everywhere
And you ain't going to nirvana or farvana
You're coming right back here to live out your karma
With even more drama than previously
Seriously...
Just how many centuries have we been
waiting for someone else to make us free
And we refuse to see
That people overseas suffer just like we
Bad leadership and ego's unfettered and free
Who feed on the people they're supposed to lead
I don't need good people to pray and wait
For the lord to make it all straight
There's only now, do it right.
Cos I don't want your daddy, leaving home tonight

Whether long range weapon or suicide bomber
Wicked mind is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether you're a stowaway son or BBC 1
Misinformation is a weapon of mass destruc
You could be a Caucasian or Arab or Asian
Racism is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether inflation or globalization
Fear is a weapon of mass destruction

Whether Halliburton, Enron or anyone
Greed is a weapon of mass destruction

We need to find courage, overcome
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction

faithless new track!!...great lyric!!!!

+ mass destruction mp3

what is open source?

2004-08-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

Open source is inevitable. It returns control to the customer. The code is open and you can see it, change it, learn from it. Bugs are more quickly found and fixed. And when customers don't like how one vendor is serving them, they can choose another without overhauling their infrastructure. That means: No more arbitrary pricing. No more technology lock-in. No more monopolies.

The Open Source Definition

Version 1.9

The indented, italicized sections below appear as annotations to the Open Source Definition (OSD) and are not a part of the OSD. A plain version of the OSD without annotations can be found here.

A printable version of this annotated page is available here.

Introduction

Open source doesn't just mean access to the source code. The distribution terms of open-source software must comply with the following criteria:
1. Free Redistribution

The license shall not restrict any party from selling or giving away the software as a component of an aggregate software distribution containing programs from several different sources. The license shall not require a royalty or other fee for such sale.

Rationale: By constraining the license to require free redistribution, we eliminate the temptation to throw away many long-term gains in order to make a few short-term sales dollars. If we didn't do this, there would be lots of pressure for cooperators to defect.

2. Source Code

The program must include source code, and must allow distribution in source code as well as compiled form. Where some form of a product is not distributed with source code, there must be a well-publicized means of obtaining the source code for no more than a reasonable reproduction cost–preferably, downloading via the Internet without charge. The source code must be the preferred form in which a programmer would modify the program. Deliberately obfuscated source code is not allowed. Intermediate forms such as the output of a preprocessor or translator are not allowed.

Rationale: We require access to un-obfuscated source code because you can't evolve programs without modifying them. Since our purpose is to make evolution easy, we require that modification be made easy.

3. Derived Works

The license must allow modifications and derived works, and must allow them to be distributed under the same terms as the license of the original software.

Rationale: The mere ability to read source isn't enough to support independent peer review and rapid evolutionary selection. For rapid evolution to happen, people need to be able to experiment with and redistribute modifications.

4. Integrity of The Author's Source Code

The license may restrict source-code from being distributed in modified form only if the license allows the distribution of "patch files" with the source code for the purpose of modifying the program at build time. The license must explicitly permit distribution of software built from modified source code. The license may require derived works to carry a different name or version number from the original software.

Rationale: Encouraging lots of improvement is a good thing, but users have a right to know who is responsible for the software they are using. Authors and maintainers have reciprocal right to know what they're being asked to support and protect their reputations.

Accordingly, an open-source license must guarantee that source be readily available, but may require that it be distributed as pristine base sources plus patches. In this way, "unofficial" changes can be made available but readily distinguished from the base source.

5. No Discrimination Against Persons or Groups

The license must not discriminate against any person or group of persons.

Rationale: In order to get the maximum benefit from the process, the maximum diversity of persons and groups should be equally eligible to contribute to open sources. Therefore we forbid any open-source license from locking anybody out of the process.

Some countries, including the United States, have export restrictions for certain types of software. An OSD-conformant license may warn licensees of applicable restrictions and remind them that they are obliged to obey the law; however, it may not incorporate such restrictions itself.

6. No Discrimination Against Fields of Endeavor

The license must not restrict anyone from making use of the program in a specific field of endeavor. For example, it may not restrict the program from being used in a business, or from being used for genetic research.

Rationale: The major intention of this clause is to prohibit license traps that prevent open source from being used commercially. We want commercial users to join our community, not feel excluded from it.

7. Distribution of License

The rights attached to the program must apply to all to whom the program is redistributed without the need for execution of an additional license by those parties.

Rationale: This clause is intended to forbid closing up software by indirect means such as requiring a non-disclosure agreement.

8. License Must Not Be Specific to a Product

The rights attached to the program must not depend on the program's being part of a particular software distribution. If the program is extracted from that distribution and used or distributed within the terms of the program's license, all parties to whom the program is redistributed should have the same rights as those that are granted in conjunction with the original software distribution.

Rationale: This clause forecloses yet another class of license traps.

9. License Must Not Restrict Other Software

The license must not place restrictions on other software that is distributed along with the licensed software. For example, the license must not insist that all other programs distributed on the same medium must be open-source software.

Rationale: Distributors of open-source software have the right to make their own choices about their own software.

Yes, the GPL is conformant with this requirement. Software linked with GPLed libraries only inherits the GPL if it forms a single work, not any software with which they are merely distributed.

*10. License Must Be Technology-Neutral

No provision of the license may be predicated on any individual technology or style of interface.

Rationale: This provision is aimed specifically at licenses which require an explicit gesture of assent in order to establish a contract between licensor and licensee. Provisions mandating so-called "click-wrap" may conflict with important methods of software distribution such as FTP download, CD-ROM anthologies, and web mirroring; such provisions may also hinder code re-use. Conformant licenses must allow for the possibility that (a) redistribution of the software will take place over non-Web channels that do not support click-wrapping of the download, and that (b) the covered code (or re-used portions of covered code) may run in a non-GUI environment that cannot support popup dialogues.

so.................

support OPEN SOURCE ! -kuyi-

radio blog anyone.......?

2004-07-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

yeahhhhh...i have done it
look on the right side of this stoopid blog...
i've installed a radio blog!

soo anyone wanna request song? kih kih

+ radio.blog
+ pixie.catlick.org
+ Polarhome
+ iium staffs website.
+ free php hosting sites

my lazy work..

2004-07-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

im soo lazy this should be more attractive...but this is i got to give for now..
some of the images at Pulau Perhentian recently.....

my current earwax remover...

2004-07-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

the cure,primal screams,.....qburns abstract message

my dream deck..

2004-07-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

my drem decks....ohhhhhhhh

mp3?

2004-07-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

cam maner nak dapat mp3 melayu hah. ader sesaper yg boleh bg website dia tak?

i got 1600 plus mp3s...

2004-06-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

click here...to get my list in .doc format
or this in .txt format

im still working on my trip to pulau perhentian journal....
with some pictures maybe....

what a holidays...............

bengong

2004-06-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

kenapa selalunya pandai cakap je tapi bila buat tak sama pun dgn apa yg dicakapkan. respek la org lain sama jgn main lepas je cakap tu. bila org tak respek tau lak kite terasa. semua org ada perasaan beb. sabar pun ada had gak kalau dah meletup tak tau la apa nak jadi. tak semestinya diam org tu buat tak tau je tp dalam hati saper tau. takde saper yg hebat pun semua samer je masing² ada kelebihan, sebab tu la kena tolong jgn cakap je, kalau cakap je ko buat lagi bagus tak boleh jadi aper pun sebab tak tolong. jgn ingat nama(pangkat) ketua tu dah bagus boleh perkecilkan org lain, tu cuma nama je bukan apa sangat pun.

ok la.
chow.
adik beradik tembikai susu
♥ u

island in the sun......

2004-06-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

i will be here..for the whole week...kwang kwang X 2

wanna run...from all the manipulation..depression..ugly faces..2faces!!
no one invited!
sunbathing,snorkelling all day long...

away from prejudices!!

aduhai sang kancil

2004-06-17T08:05:00.000+08:00

sang kancil hari ni...
mengeluh ..letih la aku! boring sangat ..hari ni..
dan hari2 sewaktu dgn nya...
moral of story...keja 2 sampai mati pun kena kerja!

sang kambing and sang abang

2004-06-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

suatu kisah...
anak kambing and sang abg....bercinta sehidup semati,
but i dont know lah..ko tau ke tak...heheh
kalau tak tahu ...aku pun tak tahu gak :)... nak tahu tanya kat TV3@TALAM COPERATION
...
tapi kini....hanyalah tinggal kenangan...hehehehe
macam lagu group feminin laks...hehehhe...
....
sekarang sang abg sedih mengenangkan kambingnya....
durhaka kepada persatuan2 kambing sedunia...akhirnya memyebabkan species kambing
pupus yg tinggal hanya lah XOIC yg masih letih mengukuruskan badan...
dan sang janggut memanjangkan janggutnya...
and mylast malaysia idoil pasal makan...encik TALAM COPERATION hehehe
bye
continue tomorrow...
SAYONARA>..

work sucks..but i need the bucks!!

2004-06-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

this is life..i felt like shit og bein here..its not that i dont want to be here..but the enviroment make me wanna puke!! all the egoistic macho heads around think that they r the best..lots of double faces..back stabing...morons! yeah u might says that i have to look upon myself first b4 saying anything...yeahhh im bad! "bunuh org je belum lagi"..call me what u like!! but i didnt "korek jubo" u all..i do what i like..but im never ask anybody to join me!!

why we must to pretend!?

this is for u all that think u r the best!!

huks...huks..huks....

2004-06-16T12:40:00.000+08:00

erms..erms...maap tok...cucu tumpang lalu

makan kari kepaale ikan..

2004-06-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

alhamdullillah
kenyang perut..tengah hari nih ade Dr. yg baik hati belanje..hamppir 4 ratus semernye..kat restoran "Kg Pandan kari kepale ikan".beso gila kepale ikan dia..
Trimas bebanyak.

mana la org lain yg aku invite takkan 4 org jerk..tengok gambo blue rajin pulok.

+linux petition..if u want to see Macromedia Flash in Linux, SUPPORT THIS!!!
+weapons of mass destruction in United States of America
+Linux Live CD (that means u dont have install it to Run It...kewl).
+Blogspot
+Free Layout..lots of nice designs!