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Relieving Stress

2013-01-02T02:47:00.000+08:00

In the Second Day of the Brand New 2013~I realize that the best remedial cure to relieve stress(me) is to Sing Out Loud~Karaoke Box..Singing. I have tried to think of others solution to have similar effect of relieving stress, out of my mind i have been thinking, the others are all partial alternatives as compared to Singing K being a Full alternative~Keep it short and simple, This will be the Year of A Brand New Me~

Well, before rolling this post for the day, i would like to share a post which is quite meaningful~classified as The First Meaningful Quote in which i have come across for 2013 => Holds a sword and a shield. A shield to protect yourself against bad girls, and a sword to fight for the perfect girl <= (Jin Le 2013)~
From the Quote itself, anyone reading this post would realize that i am really in need for a long lasting and Dedicated Relationship in which i am quenching for~

Recently, Some of the Dramas that i am watching had reflected some of my personality being the correct way in Life~it does strengthen my belief towards my inner self but way to go, what is correct and what is wrong? Moreover, i have one thing that i have understand From the Recent Tvb Award Presentation~I admitted that i look things in a way as prescribed below:

=>A==Actor/Actress having a stunning performance in the previous Drama should have another better shot in the next drama~ if not, Award not for him~

=>B==While,some of the Newcomer or Actor/Actress which is less apparent in their acting but end up having surprising performance in The Latest Drama~Yes, Should Get Award

Having this two contrast, is that fair for the A if B get the award and how bout otherwise~
This prescription simply shows that We should think in a very rational and neutral manner, judge a person based on the same standard~if you were to judge a person with another person in a different level, try to examine them in a equal standard in order to come up with a fair and reasonable judgment instead of Looking things too rigid and narrowed mind~

Be Happy, Be Yourself and Be The One~

Happy New Year~and My Best Wishes Be With You~!!
Kenji

Functus Officio UK Graduation Ceremony

2012-10-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

It is now official that I am returning to UK for My Once in a Lifetime Ever LLB Graduation in St Albans Abbey Church. Life seems to be an Examination or a Test whereby there is always the situation where we will have sweet out of the bitterness. I would like to express my gratitude to all my Sponsors which makes my Dream a Reality. It has been highly debated among my friends whereby they do not understand why i choose to attend UK Graduation rather than the one in Malaysia(By BAC).. For me, i think that The UK one is the special and extraordinary one as compared to the Malaysia one in which i will be able to attend it For My CLP Convocation and Hence whats the fuss to attend the one here when you could afford going UK... Yet they don't understand and the fact that i try not to opines too much is to maintain the peace and harmony atmosphere. But anyway, Goal reaches and i shall enjoy these 10 days Trip to UK and try to maximize the itinerary for this Time~

Love Your Life, Maximize Your Planning

Kenji Yap PC

Reality Difficulties

2012-09-20T13:11:00.000+08:00

This Few days, I have been thinking on whether it is possible for my wishes to come true. I am hoping that i could go back UK for Graduation in November. Yet the reality of life obstruct me from doing so. I am lacking of the Flight Ticket which cost approximately rm4k plus for a return ticket and some expenditure which i could incurred when i am there in UK. All this things were not a problem if it is ten years back for my Family. However all changes in this Era of Difficulty. How i wish that The Upper could listen to my Vow and to Bring Miracles to turn my Dream into Reality. It was my First Time To Graduate from University and if i miss it i don't think that i am able to attend one in the nearest future.:(

Moving on, it was a disastrous interview which i attended last week where i was being asked a few crucial question in which i couldn't be able to give an concrete and solid answer which they desired. When i am a Fresh Graduate, how could someone judge me based on a Experienced and On-going Working Graduate Standard. This is imbalance and definitely wouldn't be compatible and i am not using the word "Fair". A person who tend to answer to your so called desire question may be perfect during the interview but nevertheless it may not be that way in the exact working scenarios. Hence, I believe that I will continue to strive for the best and even though i have not hear from them yet but it has been already predicted that A rejection is more likely than an acceptance. =D

She takes an initiative approach by talking to me. I am for the moment was so happy and delighted to. I am glad that she still willing to chat with me even it is just a few minutes. Appreciate it and shall Treasure it~ Thanks=D You make up my day~!

I guess that i am already a prominent figure for Contest Kaki =D.Which means that when it comes to Contest, everybody will pin point on me =D I take it as a honor and not an embarrassment. Most of the people think that this is so embarrassing.But for me, it is some sort of entertainment in which i choose to treasure it and enjoy it~ Life is Short and we have no time to care for those people who simply wanted to criticize us for nothing but we'll have to put our life to a maximum way. You never know what will happened tomorrow so why struggle with things that makes you suffer. =D

Simple, Happy Live to the Max,

Kenji Yap PC

Oh Mysteria~MY FM飞凡14《美斯特利亚》

2012-08-27T01:56:00.001+08:00

It was a great night for Me on the 25th of August 2012. The happenings on the particular date was significant enough to be highlighted as one of the Most Valuable Experience for the Year. It was fun and unforgettable. It was a valuable and great exposure to me. The Tension and Nervous came to us right on track before we go on stage. Yet, the encouragement from one of the Staff and of course the Deejays has gave us power to step on the Gigantic Stage with at least 25,000 audience looking at us.
As Quoted: "Don't Felt Nervous but Be Excited"
This was an important lesson i have learnt from that night~

P/s: Peace Teo was an impressive Artist~He is friendly and he is dedicate to everyone~the way he express himself from his attitude towards his interaction with everyone including a normal listener like me shows that He has a very good character and shall be a shinning superstar in Future=D

It was fun to watch the Show Monitor in backstage with all Artist beside you, Too bad Photo taking is not allowed, but Shaking Hand with them in such a near distance was indeed privileged and it was awesome~!!
I meet the Star Costume Designer Dominique Chan=D

Being able to attend MY FM anniversary from the status of an Audience Listener becoming a performer on stage was indeed an honour for me~ I shall treasure it forever~
A splendid exposure and once in a lifetime experience.

How could i get on a gigantic stage like that ifI am not the lucky Caller being selected for it? =D

The Beauty of Imperfections
Human always complaint on imperfections. Yet i was thinking if everything is perfect, where is the value of gaining it upon hard work and effort.Life is like a non stopping Ball. It turns round and round. Sometimes when we are not able to achieve something in full, don't be sad or disappointed but in a positive way take it as an opportunity for us to improve ourselves or work even harder to achieve it. Life is about enjoying the beauty of imperfections. If you agreed with me, no matter how challenge find its way, your life will continue to shine as a bright moon with all sorts of colors approaching.

Enjoy Imperfections,Treasure Every Moment in Life,

Kenji Yap PC

Feeling beneath's

2012-08-13T23:03:00.001+08:00

In a sudden and random manner, i decided to pen a few line in regards to some of my beneath thoughts and emotional thinking which is playing on my mind twisting like a roller coaster.

Firstly, I need to expose something (A person told me). This starts with a Dinner Gathering in some sort of Hotel with the respective couples together with their own Cars. All The Cars is being parked in the most distinguished spot of the Hotel Parking Lot. Now, the Climax is the person told me that among all the couples there, one of the couples Cars was not from those luxury lines but more to a commoners rows. Within a thoughts of "Whats Wrong with it?" The person told me that it is so embarrassing. Honestly, this is really unacceptable for me, I always believe that there shouldn't be a Class or Category Discrimination whereby if a friendship/trust is being entrapped in a manner in which Money/Luxury Item values above all, it is pointless for the Friendship to continue. This will contribute to the conclusion which i am going to make later..

Secondly, I really couldn't stand someone which is so Hippocrates. This H people which i am referring is those who seems to be smiling and laughing with you along the way but doing something which is extremely childish and immature. I really hope that i could stay away from all this kind of evil element and gone back to a clean and clear easy going Life. Yet Life is full of different type of people and we must go through each of them to boost our inner integrity and wisdom ahead.

Now, I can only say that : I miss You.. I am thinking of You.. Whenever You Log In, I will Look In, I didn't know that I Love You that Much, Well, I am not Rich, I am not intelligent, I am not Good Looking and I am Just an Ordinary Person. But does it means that i don't deserved to be loved and to love someone~ I really hope that she will not forget me =( at least still putting me in a very significant position =(..

There is always a difference of ability in between a Rich Person and a Poor Person could do. When a Poor person can't do what a rich person do, don't label them as Selfish/ Interest-Centered Person~

As a conclusion for today: "Don't Change so People will Like You, Be Yourself and the Right People will Love the Real You~!"

Idol Drama Life Portrayal

2012-07-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since my Last Taiwan Idol Drama~

Recently, there is one which catches my attention~"Skip, Beat" aka 华丽的挑战~

As compared to TVB dramas or even Korean dramas, Idol drama( I-Drama) was being labelled as some sort of childish drama to some people. Yet for me, Idol Drama do have some sort of magic which attracts me to watch. Most important is that the drama present a hope and opportunity for an ordinary to lead a perfect life out of imperfections. In these I-Dramas, the girl lead will always be the most unlucky person in Earth and they will always meet someone special (Extraordinary Rich + Good Looking). Not to say i am jealous or what. Is just that the hope and dream the I-drama has presented to us, the viewers. I love it and being able to escape from the reality and get into a fantasy dream full of happiness and hope. I energized myself from the cruelty of Reality~ Hope like how i wish i am good looking just like Dun He Lian and Bu Po Shang in the Skip, Beat. or i can be able to get someone who treat me that well and i love her just like Gong Xi in the Drama~

People tend to tell me that you would be able to find someone which is destined to be with you once you have gained achievements. But what i was hopping and dreaming of was to have a romantic and a illusion love just like I-Drama ~ I just felt that the Love in I-Drama was unique and something which i (imperfect) would never being able to experience and understand~

人生－接受了解偏

2012-07-13T23:41:00.001+08:00

在我们的生活上很多时后我们必需尝试了解然后接受．
我觉得在生活上～如一场电影：每一部电影都要有配角才可以把主角的好释放出来
而生活一定会有些不是很美很帅的人才显示得出美和帅的人
现在的我们可能会羡慕不过我们的生活比起完美的人虽然来得困难但肯定就会

多姿多彩~

平凡的我们一定要平凡走向不平凡～要做非凡的人！～

顺心

2012-07-07T01:57:00.001+08:00

我的人生从来没有顺利两个字~每一间事请都需要我用力的去想~想~ 每一次都是这样我觉得好厌倦了~很多事请不是我不能是我没有那个能力~努力我是有的可财力和运力我就真的少了一点~

我真的希望能够逃离这样的命运哦~
在学业上人家烦的只是成绩而不优学费而我两样都必须优=（

在生活上人家优的只有友情而不在乎用钱的多少而我没选择往往因钱而变得有点计较~不是我把
钱看得很大~而是我真的要这么做否这以我家目前的财政我可以如何生存呢？

其他人对我的评论我还能接受或者选者占在我的原则上~
不过在这问题连连的情况下又有谁明白我来伸出橄榄枝

但我还是相信
~"Gementar Harus Jangan, Jiwaku harus bertenaga,
Mungkinkah ini Menjadi Realiti =D"

我的贴心空间

2012-06-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

倒数不到三四天~我就可以从回我的贴心空间，我的马来西亚~!

人生真的离不开高低起落～苦着过不如笑着过～只要有信念问题从会有解决的一天～　

回国，笔上见～！

复杂

2012-06-15T06:33:00.001+08:00

《心情》
跟英国有了九个月的奇妙的感情～从一个完全陌生的地方变成能慢慢了解的地方～目前的我
觉得我的心情很复杂。我在想回到大马又会是这么样呢～
我对这个让我完成我的学士学位的地方真的有点不舍得。
这是不是出国后遗症?

《耳聽三分假，眼看未為真》

有句话说《人不可貌相海水不可斗量》。今天我真的经历到了～　在这现实的社会肉眼看到的事请不一定是真得。反而如果能够用心去看和去想～
会来的更有效～　今天的这位主角证明了我把这个人在我的真心好友名单上除名是对的～
目前根他只是普通朋友～！就如先前我说的没了那分《信》是没有可能成为好朋友。　能够找到
将心比心的知己是一种緣分所以有的话就要好好的对待他哦～!

Kenji =) 于时间赛跑～！

笑出自我～将心比心

2012-06-14T08:21:00.000+08:00

面对任何事请都要以积极正面的态度来把问题解决～　人难免会遇到高低浪超但我们心中的那团火一定不能灭～！不放气而继续的尝试也一定会有出头天。凡事两面看，好坏分明～对自子有信心也同时要有最坏的大算。　人一定要有目标。如果没有目标就等于没有了成功的方向。我想信只要你有意力有斗志就真的能够点石成金

今天送别了一位好朋友回国了~却有点舍不得他~

真的在人群中要找一个朋友不难但要找一个知己就往往心～朋友之间若是你猜我我防你这样的话这友情就真的是真的是红中一点绿，万中无一哦～！

人非草木孰能无情只要我们付出真心，我们就可能会得到真

有限公司噢～　

《信任》是友情之间的重点.　非长辛运的让我遇到了这

位与他无所不谈的好朋友～！他的良言和想法让我没有在
陌生的英国迷失了自我，两个不同科系

的人能够一起笑谈人生真是难得..希望这分友情可以是永久的～！

《道德可以裝假，說話可以裝假，唯有心，是假不來的~ 一切都跟随你的心去做选择吧》～！

Kenji

正式步入人生另外一页　２１岁了！～祝我生日快乐～！

一日之谈

2012-06-11T09:22:00.001+08:00

我在想人是否都是期望身边的人与自己渡过喜怒哀乐呢。本来不是很在乎的自己突然觉得很羡慕。这是因为在这特别的日子都好象没人发觉得而他的生日比我远但已经有朋友在神秘的准备了。。但我很知足和觉得幸福因为我还有几位知己让我的生活添上不少的精彩。这个星期的结束也就意味这我Pass了我的法律荣誉学士学位了；) 特别的日子要与好友家人一起过不在呼人数多少,只在呼真心诚意

Kenji

三篇人生谈

2012-06-03T05:49:00.004+08:00

遇人篇

有些人自以为有一班朋友（追随者）就可以把其他人踩下去？

一些佛口蛇心的人爱说别人的不是的人听说安静了~ 知错了？

请让我说一句“江山易改，本性难移” 今天我看到的他还不是老样子啊~但有一点我很佩服，那就是他还可以有球与我啊~！我这总是被他说成自私的人也不还是有球必应~虽然我是不肯借那一本较棵书给他~但绝对不是因为我自私但是因为我还需要哪本书来做 coursework~! 今天虽然跟那个人打招呼, 那个人还让我看看他的那张得意脸~真让人可恨~！
但是等到要借东西的时后~还不是要低声下气的问我~真是假仁假义~这次我已经忍无可忍~！我示出一张黑脸来回答他那个人的《假言假语》~那个人自以为人多说的事就对，他真的《大错特错》。往往呢说的多人家的事非（不真实的) 就是我们熟悉的小人~！但我也承认事非经过不知难不过不要成为造谣者~! 因该知到~人在做天在看~ 有人说有时后，我的言论也是很过分不过我的言论最多只能惹怒别人肯定不像某些人的言论那么力害~能够“伤害别人”就如一巴刀~！

旅游篇

非常谢谢我朋友的亲友请我们吃喝玩乐~这旅程原本是很开心的~但我真的无法任受
哪少爷脾气~在他生边有时后他对你很好但在人多的时后，
他就三百六十度传变了~我真的到了极限不能在任受他了~
若他要发少爷脾气清不要对朋友发~！

加油篇

烦心的事人总是会有~忠告以给若不行动有如何解决问题呢~〈忠言逆耳利于行〉
我只能祝福你好运~

也希望你很快就可以看见艳阳天~！加油Bro~!

在英国非常热闹因为是英女王钻禧~!60th Ｄｉａｍｏｎｄ　Ｊｕｂｉｌｅｅ～！Congratulations~!

Kenji=D

*I would like to apologize for any error/typing error/spelling mistake which i have written~ and hope that reader would enjoy reading this articles"

态度就是一切

2012-05-28T05:00:00.004+08:00

《选择》是我们常常都要面对的。从鸡毛算皮的事到人生大事都需要做决定~！但往往问题就出现在这里~ 是否我们做了对的选择吗？若错了就一子错满盘皆落索~

我在问自己是不是选错了？答案将在六月八号披露~ 这一刻的我忐忑不安~再一想在想~ 如果结果是不合里的话我会不会做一些事呢？不是因为谁但就是面对不了自己~！人生种种的挑战我都能忍受~但说到这一样就万万不能~！

这一刻，我已经有绝望的感觉了~ 有朋友跟我说只要相信就一定可以的~因为law of attraction. 但这在我身上没看到有任何效果~ 现在除了，实在的分数才能让我回复那些年我有的信心而不是让靠运气过关的黑马成汗血宝马~ 不是说我妒忌人家才这样写的~而是我相信《态度就是一切》那些最后一分钟才并命的写Coursework 的态度值得给他这样高的分数吗？对考试最后几天才准备的人又有资格得到First Class？只知吃喝玩乐的人还能胜于

刻苦耐劳？真是天大的笑话~！

反而应该公平的让那些真的有付出努力的人拨开云雾见青天~

无论是什么我觉得真的人算不如天算,~我们只可一做好自已就好了~

明天将会利用有限的资源去Portsmouth 走走~希望能在我的字典上添加一页人生之道~！

还是相信努力会有回报的~！

永不放气的Kenji

人走茶凉

2012-05-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

在这世上，许多的人都是以利益在前，友义和其他的东西在后～这就是现实～!

两面人让你觉得反感～Ｃｏｕｒｓｅｗｏｒｋ／Ｅｘａｍ　前后两个人～

当一个人没有了那利用价值,在此刻就成为一文不值.

此外为和人生的这条路那么的难走～为和人家一凡风顺～而我就身住在十面埋伏四面楚歌？？？

杀出重围,　画出彩红～！
Kenji (+ve)

努力

2012-05-25T06:10:00.003+08:00

有人说人一定要努力方能成功~ 但往往人的成与败都是决定他是否用努力或这是劳力~
英语就是"Study Smart not Study Hard".
有是后不但但努力就会成功~而是要配合天时地利人和~
没人是可以一生都是一凡风顺~高低起落是必经之路~
今天的败将会成为明日的胜~！
让我拿大学的经历来说说~
当你的成绩优秀你就是“Study Smart"
反儿若你成绩不好，人就标签你为 “Study Hard".最近我一直听到朋友对我说～天是会帮助有努力的人～但事实上是不是真的吃的苦中苦方为人上人呢？
对于最后的那张考试我很担心～只要可以ｐａｓｓ都很辛运了～
重开始到现在我没看过真的让我大开眼界的分数。。这是不是代表我不是读书的才料？若是这样，我是不是一无是处，一无所有呢？我想了很多个晚上在想我有什么是优秀的？有人能解答我的这个问题吗？

想，望，要　名成利就，证明己我~!
Kenji（正能量看风云）

穷

2012-05-19T20:56:00.001+08:00

有钱的人与没有钱的人真的是很大分别～
人说: 出去玩一定要好玩那点钱没有需要照顾
但对于身无分文只剩那一点钱，你觉得我是不是要特别小心的用呢？
有时候朋友请吃饭，　我也很想贡献不过肯我很好的朋友都应该很了解我的情况.　事实上，《有头发谁想做“癞痢》我也是人，我也是会知到什么叫做不好意思..
我很感谢那些真的用心对我好的朋友～！不过对于那些知到我的情况的人但还要在众目睽睽之下说到我好像是利用朋友这一种人～我对这个人确实是心但了～
他还说没钱就不要说要去那里玩～　我以为他很了解我原来我错了

Ｋｅｎｊｉ:　無油炒菜唔會青, 窮人講野無人聽～！

金庸武侠唯我獨尊

2012-05-18T12:02:00.001+08:00

我相信很多人都想成为金庸武侠昨品当中的大侠能够拥有绝世神功。但现实上真的是如《庸》所写的那样吗？《庸》里的大侠总是会遇到困难但一定都能够雨过天晴或者有高人帮助. 在这一沉百踩还有这种剧情吗？是不是，一群人不认同的事就成为事实？《庸》写的是明显的黑于白。但在这世上真的能够黑白分明吗？若有降龍十八掌,彈指神通,九阴真经,一陽指和先天功等就能把坏人打败。现实上能吗？有人会说我们有法律和警察.

"茅盾无法抵挡, 事实勇敢面对"

不要轻易放弃
Kenji

考试

2012-05-04T06:32:00.003+08:00

考试离不开三个字.. 读，背，写

很多人已经忘记了考试的真正含义~

古人说: 读万卷书不如行万里路~

我现在身处英国~坐飞机行万里才到达~

但发觉只有距离远比马来西亚

考试制度仍然相同,一样离不开那三个字

我得到的结论是: 国外的月亮虽大又亮但肯定没有国内圆~!

不来不知大马好~!

Kenji 笔 3-May-2012

媒体自由日快乐~!

Reality Vs Belief

2012-01-29T08:32:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time since i stop flowing ink on this piece of blog. Today is the Seventh Day of the Chinese New Year marking a symbolic day for all Human Being on Earth as it is the Day where Mankind is Created. Recently, i am surrounded by midst of problem which makes me felt that the way i am doing things and the way i am trying to find an answer for all my doubts and uneasy feeling has come to an unbelievable stages which i have nothing more but rather than calm myself by telling myself, don't too much. That's all i can do for now:(

I was thinking when people tend to get an expensive car, in the position similar to me, but financially arent the same. Yet, i tell myself: Its ok..Car is nothing and you will gain it when u achieve success in future. Then looking at other people having good looking surrounded by people being popular and being privileged. Again i felt that i am far far below other people. It's ok for the Second Time, Look and appearance will gain through fame and reputation.

But, for the 3rd Time, no longer i could say "Its ok" because the result of my assignment was not good..The effort i have put in i believe is more than most of the people and i always have the belief that if you are willing to spent time and put in effort, the result speak~but not now anymore.. i have lose this belief. I can no longer tell other people my belief.

Well, what i can do for now is Stay Simple, Happy and Life Goes On.=( I have no idea what is 2012 going to happen to me..but i can only continue to stay in belief that tomorrow will a better tomorrow? :D

Why should we change to satisfy other people?

2011-10-09T08:49:00.000+08:00

The post that i will be expressing my thoughts today will be themed on the relevancy for us to change our inner real in depth of ourselves in order to satisfy the so called perfect people which we must follow their way of Life and attitude.

Being a human being for 20 years, i have been accepting criticisms and to be frank, i am that type of person who do whatever i felt is right and i always take things in my stride. Undeniable, nobody is perfect, i do have done something wrong but yet i believe that until now whatever i say do not have any bad intend and it's only small matter which do not really give any significant impact to anyone~But continuously some people do continue think that i am immature and etc. In fact, someone told me that i have to change, but i totally felt that there is no such relevant for me to change from my current attitude and characteristic just to fit others people satisfaction, My Answer is NO~

I am Human Being by myself, being given my characteristic, my personality and my speciality, If These things does not infringed Earth and Humanity, why should i change and the most important aspect is that Why should i change for a bunch of people (so called friends) to be one of them which is identical to them~if so what's the purpose of Me in this world, if we are to live under others people sleeves, isn't that is ridiculous and i am pretty sure that the Great Ceaser,Aristotle, Albert Einstein and many of the successful people in this world wouldn't take so much care on how others think of them and if they do so~Their achievement wouldn't be possibly enshrined out.

Have your own principle, Do what you deem to be correct and A true Friends in need, is a True Friends indeed which means no matter how you are, a friends who willing to accept you and understand you is the one you can called Friends~
My Best Friends understand and know me well~I may be spoken in a manner which (according to someone) did not go through deep thinking of the consequence before expressing it out~but i believes that whatever that i have speak , (there maybe slightly some minor honest confess) i have never said something that could give a significant and harmful impact on a person.

If that person take that serious what i have spoken, i am willing to say SORRY.but remember that the sorry because You felt that i have talk bad about you but it doesn't mean that i admit that whatever i speak had give rise to any significant impact and Thus I will continue to upheld my rights -Freedom of Speech and Expression~

Quoted: If everyone is to change in order to meet the majority group, where is The Next successful leader?

No Pain No Gain,
Kenji Yap

How do I Live without You.

2011-07-19T23:34:00.001+08:00

Sunny Hot Day Fulfilled with Lotsa of Problem~

A lots of things came into picture on my mind.. playing to me the sequence of my childhood,adolescence,teenage and till now going towards adulthood. My Life was stable yet happy but then i realized that every important decisive things that i gone through have been popped with lots of blockage and challenges. I was thinking being optimistic all the time, is it enough to give a fullstops to the problem arises? My answer is NO(now)

Being a 20 years old teenager like me, i admit that i am a bit materialistic sometimes but then i dislike clubbing,alcohol, drugs and very occasionally going out and coming back late at night. Yet i am not born in a rich or wealthy family and i knew that my parents getting me enough funds for my studies will be burdensome and i believe that if they were to plan earlier, i guess i wouldn't have to face any of the problem now to study abroad in UK. But still it was not completely their fault ,It was just my luck wasn't that good where it was a sudden drop of business statistic in my Family Business.

I am now very worried in regards to my ability in Visa application and The University fees in total which is equivalent to a symbol of $ and i am trapped with the technicality of its. Moreover, TIME do play a crucial distinction in my situation here. In short, i need money in the bank for a period of 28 days in order to process my visa application and in order to claim for my moms EPF, i need to get the deposit payable to the Uni as soon as possible which is 4400 pounds. I haven't get the money yet to pay the deposit for now..and even after i made the payment, i need to wait for the CAST Letter which proves that i had payed the Uni to be shown to EPF Dept and this takes around 2 weeks and then EPF requires 21 days to process assuming all your document required is in order and this makes the timing run run run~ I guess my visa application will be definitely being delayed and i guess i will have to miss the orientation~

What can i do? Who can help me? How can I Live without $? Where should I go? When should i payed? and Will i get everything in order:( I Don't Know, Problem Please go away and stay far from me~!

Shedding Tears waiting for the Star to get my problem settle~:(

Last Day of May 2011

2011-06-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

Last Day of May 2011, I felt the boring spirit had enchanted on me~~I am so boring...

Working as SP for one day may be tiring but yet it is productive..i am bored to death now. Actually i prefer to do more works and studies as to be lazing around all day long...What can i wish now..work,study or break? When i was having my finals, i hope that i can have a break, now i have the opposite thinking which is to have more workloads and study stuff rather than lazing around playing facebook all day long..my life was full of emotional boring spirit!!~May tomorrow be my another productive day!~~

Cheers,
Kenji on 31.05.2011...May goes which comes June!~~

A Day in Monash, An Milestones on Medics

2011-05-30T22:25:00.001+08:00

Well, it was my very first experience being a Stimulation Student in MONASH University. It was fun really due to the fact that being a SP, We tend to meet different student candidate and they do ask different type of question which makes me felt excited every time i went in LS1(the room for the Test) ...I really think that i now had a lot of knowledge on medic...Where i briefly know what is AV Or PV on X-Ray. It was fun and thrilling to test those Medic Students!~~This kind of part time job is indeed fun and knowledge gaining and i hope that i could have more part time like this in future..hehe..Thanks to My Dearest Friend, Ming Lun for this great recommendations!~Medic Students..way to go!~You guys rock!~~

Food Cures Everything

2011-05-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

Today was a delicious day, i felt full the whole day as i was being feed with a lot of food from fast food till Chinese Cuisine, of course delicious and it had filled my stomach entirely. The FULL that i felt makes my emo no more..

Today, 8TV had broadcast a movies (classical movies) which i have at least watched for 10 times or more..This movie was acted by Sam Hui and was best known as "The Swordsman" or Xiao Ao Jiang Hu^^..this movie with its theme songs was just so meaningful where the lyrics was illustrated in a way which is best described what LIFE is all about..

Not much too write, till we meet again
Cheers,and a Happy Saturday^^!~
Kenji=)