Comments for Krississippi.com http://www.krississippi.com The Fifty-First State of Confusion Tue, 07 Oct 2008 04:09:42 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 Comment on The Lump in My Throat by http://justenjoyhim.wordpress.com/ http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/413437756/ http://justenjoyhim.wordpress.com/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 00:22:12 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3773#comment-21346 What a difficult time for those of you left behind. :( <em>*hugs*</em> What a difficult time for those of you left behind. :( *hugs*

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/10/the-lump-in-my-throat/#comment-21346 Comment on The Lump in My Throat by Robin Helm http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/413225938/ Robin Helm Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:15:18 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3773#comment-21345 ********* big hugs ************* ********* big hugs *************

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/10/the-lump-in-my-throat/#comment-21345 Comment on Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts by ShredderFeeder http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/412502874/ ShredderFeeder Mon, 06 Oct 2008 02:12:48 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3752#comment-21344 Take care of yourself. Weeks and weeks without sleep, anger turned inward - misdirected, all serve to continue to poison. Try to move forward. Even if it's one day at a time, it's better than not. just know kind thoughts are being thought in your general direction. :) Take care of yourself. Weeks and weeks without sleep, anger turned inward - misdirected, all serve to continue to poison.

Try to move forward. Even if it’s one day at a time, it’s better than not.

just know kind thoughts are being thought in your general direction. :)

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/10/jumbled-words-jumbled-thoughts/#comment-21344 Comment on Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts by Krissi from Krississippi http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/411544725/ Krissi from Krississippi Sat, 04 Oct 2008 22:01:53 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3752#comment-21328 @Robin - You're a good friend *HUG* so no worries. You ARE there for me, even if we don't hang out often (or even if I see your kid more than I see you LOL!!) K2 @Robin -

You’re a good friend *HUG* so no worries. You ARE there for me, even if we don’t hang out often (or even if I see your kid more than I see you LOL!!)

K2

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/10/jumbled-words-jumbled-thoughts/#comment-21328 Comment on Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts by Robin Helm http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/411300951/ Robin Helm Sat, 04 Oct 2008 17:44:05 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3752#comment-21327 We don't even talk about these things... I feel like such a terrible friend not to know all that has been going on in your life for days... weeks and sometimes months later. I know I don't have internet so I am not able to keep up via blog but I'd like to know you feel like you can talk to me whenever you need someone to talk to you. You've always been there for me and I want to be the same source of strength and support to you that you are to me. We don’t even talk about these things… I feel like such a terrible friend not to know all that has been going on in your life for days… weeks and sometimes months later. I know I don’t have internet so I am not able to keep up via blog but I’d like to know you feel like you can talk to me whenever you need someone to talk to you. You’ve always been there for me and I want to be the same source of strength and support to you that you are to me.

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/10/jumbled-words-jumbled-thoughts/#comment-21327 Comment on It’s a Blog-Eat-Blog World out There by Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/411094779/ Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com Sat, 04 Oct 2008 11:15:53 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=564#comment-21326 [...] I’m a whole mess of jumbled thoughts, and I can’t quite bring even one cohesive set of words together about any one topic. My brother is having a baby (ok, his wife is, and so far I haven’t heard if Nugget has arrived or not)… my little brother. I feel old - My brother just turned 29 and my own son is eight years old (that makes me… 32.) I’m getting married (for the second time) in two months and two days. So much left to do with the planning and executing of everything. If Elaine were here… well, she was the party planner.  Elaine’s birthday is Monday - she would’ve been 33. She was right there with me, with my family, through the last of my slow decline into kidney failure, for nearly four years of dialysis and then steadfast in the year following my transplant.  What would I have done without her? I have the scars to prove my journey of kidney disease across my abdomen (the transplant) and running the length of my right arm (hemodialysis.) My right arm, neck, shoulder and back hurt - caused initially by years of hemodialysis, but continuously aggravated by the fact that I’m right-handed and I can’t exactly NOT use that side of my body (hello, to write? type? eat?) The constant pain is just… undeniable and no longer one of those things I can pretend not to notice. A lot of things are like that (I can’t pretend to not notice them anymore) - I have a functioning kidney, so I no longer have to prioritize staying alive (kidney failure) over arm pain. I also can’t seem to prioritize my emotional well-being over people who are hurting me. I’m defenseless to stop them and seemingly unable (or too stupid) to prevent myself from allowing them to hurt me. Although, I do admit to allowing the drama of it all to draw me in, when I should be laughing, instead.  I don’t do well with unanswered questions, unspoken words and things left up in the air. Even apologizing doesn’t always work - Friendship is SO important to me, and I’m failing (and flailing). I’ve tried and failed more than once this year to open up, be myself, reach out - and I’m rejected. I’ve even managed to lose one of my best (furry) friends.  Meanwhile, I go about rejecting myself by my recent employment (sorry, no link about that, I’m keeping mum) that is shameful to my professional profile. I’m ashamed of my job/status/position and what I’m doing. I hate lowering myself. I also hate nit-picky people who write about annoying things. [...] [...] I’m a whole mess of jumbled thoughts, and I can’t quite bring even one cohesive set of words together about any one topic. My brother is having a baby (ok, his wife is, and so far I haven’t heard if Nugget has arrived or not)… my little brother. I feel old - My brother just turned 29 and my own son is eight years old (that makes me… 32.) I’m getting married (for the second time) in two months and two days. So much left to do with the planning and executing of everything. If Elaine were here… well, she was the party planner.  Elaine’s birthday is Monday - she would’ve been 33. She was right there with me, with my family, through the last of my slow decline into kidney failure, for nearly four years of dialysis and then steadfast in the year following my transplant.  What would I have done without her? I have the scars to prove my journey of kidney disease across my abdomen (the transplant) and running the length of my right arm (hemodialysis.) My right arm, neck, shoulder and back hurt - caused initially by years of hemodialysis, but continuously aggravated by the fact that I’m right-handed and I can’t exactly NOT use that side of my body (hello, to write? type? eat?) The constant pain is just… undeniable and no longer one of those things I can pretend not to notice. A lot of things are like that (I can’t pretend to not notice them anymore) - I have a functioning kidney, so I no longer have to prioritize staying alive (kidney failure) over arm pain. I also can’t seem to prioritize my emotional well-being over people who are hurting me. I’m defenseless to stop them and seemingly unable (or too stupid) to prevent myself from allowing them to hurt me. Although, I do admit to allowing the drama of it all to draw me in, when I should be laughing, instead.  I don’t do well with unanswered questions, unspoken words and things left up in the air. Even apologizing doesn’t always work - Friendship is SO important to me, and I’m failing (and flailing). I’ve tried and failed more than once this year to open up, be myself, reach out - and I’m rejected. I’ve even managed to lose one of my best (furry) friends.  Meanwhile, I go about rejecting myself by my recent employment (sorry, no link about that, I’m keeping mum) that is shameful to my professional profile. I’m ashamed of my job/status/position and what I’m doing. I hate lowering myself. I also hate nit-picky people who write about annoying things. [...]

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/07/blog-eat-blog/#comment-21326 Comment on An Apology by Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/411094780/ Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com Sat, 04 Oct 2008 11:09:45 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3731#comment-21325 [...] I don’t do well with unanswered questions, unspoken words and things left up in the air. Even apologizing doesn’t always work - Friendship is SO important to me, and I’m failing (and flailing). I’ve tried and [...] [...] I don’t do well with unanswered questions, unspoken words and things left up in the air. Even apologizing doesn’t always work - Friendship is SO important to me, and I’m failing (and flailing). I’ve tried and [...]

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/09/37033703/#comment-21325 Comment on Fluffy Kitty Drama Distraction by Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/411094782/ Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:50:36 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3249#comment-21324 [...] allowing them to hurt me. Although, I do admit to allowing the drama of it all to draw me in, when I should be laughing, instead.  I don’t do well with unanswered questions, unspoken words and things left up in the air. [...] [...] allowing them to hurt me. Although, I do admit to allowing the drama of it all to draw me in, when I should be laughing, instead.  I don’t do well with unanswered questions, unspoken words and things left up in the air. [...]

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/08/fluffy-kitty-drama-distraction/#comment-21324 Comment on Oh Sweet Drahhhhhma by Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/411094783/ Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:47:44 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3240#comment-21323 [...] unable (or too stupid) to prevent myself from allowing them to hurt me. Although, I do admit to allowing the drama of it all to draw me in, when I should be laughing, instead.  I don’t do well with unanswered [...] [...] unable (or too stupid) to prevent myself from allowing them to hurt me. Although, I do admit to allowing the drama of it all to draw me in, when I should be laughing, instead.  I don’t do well with unanswered [...]

]]> http://www.krississippi.com/2008/08/the-big-drama-number-tw/#comment-21323 Comment on F*ck You by Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/krississippicomments/~3/411094784/ Jumbled Words, Jumbled Thoughts at Krississippi.com Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:42:59 +0000 http://www.krississippi.com/?p=3502#comment-21322 [...] these jumbled words, jumbled thoughts spinning and spinning in my head - I’d just rather say [ ] and go back to [...] [...] these jumbled words, jumbled thoughts spinning and spinning in my head - I’d just rather say [ ] and go back to [...]

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