Speckles n Spectrum

MKTA From The Abyss

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Mon, 08 Jun 2026 22:14:17 +0000

June 8, 2026 10pm (Monday). I'm finally launching my poetry book online. If you purchase the actual paperback you'll get the E-book copy for free along with the original songs for each poems that you can stream on your phone. Buy now @ https://admin.shopify.com/store/mkta-creations/themes...

Best Actress at the Jhonny Bobier Acting Workshop

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Wed, 03 Jun 2026 17:16:17 +0000

@stormykrist
♬ original sound - Stormy Krist

Won Best Actress at the Jhonny Bobier Acting Workshop held May 30-31, 2026 at Dojo Studio, Quezon City and secured a role for the 3rd installment and also the Full length film of Parapo.

5 Compliment Languages

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Thu, 28 May 2026 04:00:00 +0000

Kusang Gumuho or Pinaguho?

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Wed, 27 May 2026 16:00:00 +0000

Nakakalumo na sa panahon ng teknolohiya at progresibong pagiisip ay may mga pangyayaring ganito sa Pilipinas. Alam nyo ba na nung sinaunang panahon wala pa masyadong pananalikisik, pagaaral at mga unibersididad na nagtuturo nang maayos na pamamaraan sa paggawa nang mga imprastraktura nakapagtataka na ang mga gusali or imprastrakturang itinayo ng ating mga ninuno sobrang tibay na halos karamihan magpahanggang sa ngayon ay nasasaksihan pa natin at nagagamit? Kaya nakakatwa na sa taong 2026 kung saan kumpleto na tayo sa kagamitan at kaalaman may mga gusaling itinatayo pa lang ay gumuguho na katulad nang pangyayari sa Angeles, Pampanga. Kung susumahin natin anong mga pangyayari sa likod neto? Wala bang magtatanong o magiimbestiga sa kadahilanan nang paguho ng gusaling to habang nasa proseso pa nang pagbubuo? Sino yung Contractor at Engineer ng project? Asan yung Architect? Sino sino yung nagapprove ng plano at bakit naapprove ang plano kung defective naman pala ito? Kung walang problema sa design at plano anong cause nang pagguho? San ba yung kamalian sa planning at design ba o sa application? Sino sino dapat managot, may mananagot ba o maisasantabi na naman ito at hahayaan na lang lumipas na wala ni isa man ang pananagutin? As usual ganun tayo dito sa Pilipinas, hindi pa ba tayo nasanay sa bulok na sistema nang lintek na gobyernong ito na puro buwaya ang nakaluklok?

On a lighter note, makikita nating lahat kung gaano kaepektibo ang pamamalakad sa Pasig at nakuha pa nilang magpadala nang tulong sa Angeles. Katulad nang pagbibigay nila nang ilang milyong ayuda din sa nga nasalanta sa nagdaang bagyo sa Cebu. Ngunit sana hindi diyan nagtatapos ang usaping ito dahil malalim marahil ang pinaguugatan ng paguho na naging kadahilanan nang pagkawala nang buhay ng mga inosenteng tao dahil sa isang trahedya na hindi na naman matukoy ang puno't dulo. Minsan nakakapagod na dapat bang magmaang maangan na lang o patuloy pang lumaban? Hindi na nakakatuwa ito. Pilipinas bakit ang hirap mong ipaglaban?

Rebound is Inhumane

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Wed, 27 May 2026 04:00:00 +0000

Why is rebounding inhumane?

So you just had your heart wrenching breakup then the next day you're back in the dating scene wanting to find another human who will fix your broken heart… familiar? Yes it’s called rebound. My point of view says rebounding is inhumane. You haven’t healed yet here you are flirting with yet another victim. I say NO to rebound, it makes me sick. Please be considerate enough that the next person you are going to date right after your break up is a clear victim of your circumstances. The right way to heal is not dating right away. Take time to reflect, rethink, review, reevaluate what went wrong in your previous relationship that way you will be able to figure out what happened and how to prevent it from happening again. Rebounding victimized the next person after the breakup. You will bleed in a slight instance of the same situation you experienced with your previous partner and unhealed people tend to bleed everywhere without proper healing. Take time to know yourself more, understand your feelings, heal your inner child, introspect, retrospect, analyze, regulate, calm your nervous system and anything else that can address all the hurt and wash it off with realizations.

Rebounding is cruel because you start on an uneven ground. The next person will suffer from your instability, confusion, hurt, and all sorts of feelings that haven't been addressed yet from a fresh breakup. Rebounds rarely last because of these factors. It’s unfair for the next person to be there and just comfort you for most times you are still bleeding. Never date anyone when you haven’t had any peace in your life because it will only cause temporary relationships. If you really love yourself, take the time to heal on your own. You don’t need an immediate replacement, you need more time to know yourself better. The right one will come along when you are already whole and ready to love not in fragments but wholeheartedly. May you all heal through God’s grace. I’m bouncing off.

Choosing Your Better Half is a Must!

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Tue, 26 May 2026 16:43:00 +0000

Your kids will never have the option to choose their father but you can always choose the father of your kids. And that’s a fact you can never ignore or just shoved away or brush off. When society just tells you that it’s just okay to settle for someone as long as they make you happy is bullshit. Choosing the right person is very integral in your lifelong success in this world. A partner doesn’t just need to have money, money is a necessity but it won’t suffice in the long run. You need a partner that has the capacity to accommodate all your needs. Who can understand you even in chaos and confusion. Who stays calm and collected when you have a sudden outburst. When you are having tantrums or you're angry a perfect partner is someone who can regulate you or calm you, not get angrier when things are getting out of hand. You need someone who speaks respect, peace, and relaxes your nervous system not make you flair up more.

Mind you DNA and genes are important too. Remember most things are hereditary, you wouldn’t want bad manners inherited by your offspring. That short fuse, that criminal and vindictive mind, that rudeness, the unethical ideologies, the disrespectful behavior, etc. You know what I mean. There might be things that might not be hereditary but remember kids learn from witnessing behavior and actions and bad manners might not be hereditary but it’s observable and acquirable, and you don’t want that ever. I don’t know about you but I don’t want those characteristics passed on to my kids, not now, not ever.

This isn’t just about finding the right partner, it's also about doing the work to be the right partner. Finding the better half is becoming the better half as well. You can't attract someone if you haven’t worked on becoming the right one too. This goes both ways. You don’t have the right to demand something you yourself can’t put on the table too. Relationships are not always fairy tales, they have their ups and downs and the one thing you need is a person who makes it more difficult and complicated. You need someone who’ll be there to ease the pain and balance things out, someone who will share the burden not add to it and you need to be someone who’s willing too to share the load and not to add more to it. You both need to share the same values and moralities and be willing to be partners in crime to make this relationship work. It’s not rocket science, it's just a matter of true love. Love may not be enough but it is enough to wholeheartedly change for the better. May you all find the love that you truly deserve. Ciao.

Corruption: The real Culprit (Unpopular Opinion)

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Tue, 26 May 2026 04:00:00 +0000

Who do you think is the catalyst of corruption?

If you are going to ask Filipinos who is to blame for widespread corruption in the Philippines, you’ll eventually get the common answer: the politicians. But let me enlighten you—corruption did not just spring up overnight; it happened gradually. Let me open your mind to the root cause of this problem. It’s not a politician who started it. Ready to be awakened? Here we go.

Remember that small favor you asked—maybe a case of beer because it was your birthday? A few cents for your merienda? Or those uniforms for your basketball league? Do these things ring a bell? Of course they do. Your small favors during the campaign sessions, taken out of a running candidate’s own pocket, are the true triggers of corruption. Who would spend millions out of their own pocket during an election and not retrieve it back from the government’s vault once they are already in position?

You think 500 pesos is enough to sell your vote? Yes, 500 is enough for a day’s meal, but what will happen in the coming days? If you think a politician started the culture of corruption in the Philippines, I kid you not, because they didn't. It was the citizens who started it all. Small favors in exchange for big ones—like your dignity, your entire family tree's descendants' freedom from debt, and your overall quality of life.

Your loyalty to a personality won’t do any good for you when all they want is to gain back what they spent during the election period. 500 pesos in exchange for the whole country’s suffering. It’s ironic that when you watch your K-Dramas or teleseryes, you know exactly which side to take—of course, you side with the protagonist because they fight for what is right and moral. But why can’t you see that the politicians you are worshiping aren't the protagonists in this decades-long story of corruption? Why is it that in beauty pageants we hold the highest standards for the winner, but you are all blindsided when it comes to your public servants? Why are you just brushing off the reality that you started this culture of corruption? Until you keep ignoring the red flags and change your ways, we will forever be stuck in this black hole.

Stop soliciting from politicians; your birthday celebration is not their obligation. Stick to what is right. The only thing that we should ask from people in power is good governance and the proper use of our tax money for services, infrastructure, and the vital needs of the citizens—like education, healthcare, and public safety. Your personal needs, like birthday parties and any other personal occasions in your life, do not require tax money. It's personal, so stop asking government officials for your whims and start working your ass off to fulfill your wants.

As a citizen of this country, we have a duty to the Philippines to act as responsible members. We are here to help our country progress, not add to its burden. When we all change our ways and start acting like responsible citizens, we will be able to eliminate corruption and other illegal activities. Start by voting with dignity, then clean up your act. We are no longer kids, so act like a mature adult with accountability. This isn't a blame game. This is an awakening. Gising, Pilipinas, Gising!

Why I moved to Pasig?

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Mon, 25 May 2026 16:43:00 +0000

101 Truths About Me: Why I moved to Pasig?

In 2025, November 15 to be exact at 3pm I suddenly had the urge and decided to move to Pasig for good. Why? Because I want to marry their Mayor haha. Kidding aside with no bias, I moved to Pasig City from staying for more than 4 years in Mandaluyong because of an experiment. I wanted to know for myself if the policies, projects, good governance, etc are true and not just hyped by social media and the media in general.

Let’s have a back story. It was the year of 1992 when I first heard the song “Anak ng Pasig" and since then that reality was inculcated in my 7 year old brain. I somehow promised myself I will never live in Pasig. The song gave me a notion how environmentally fucked up is Pasig. But then here comes 2025 and I’ve found myself relocating for the mere purpose of validating all claims about good governance. Wanting to prove that it’s not just good on paper and in social media. I’ve been here for almost 7 months and boy, I can attest that everything is legit. Don’t get me wrong, Pasig is far from perfect but when it comes to public service it’s a frakkin’ gold standard. We have politicians here that work and truly deliver. They define public service in a whole new level and to the truest of its essence. In the Republic of Pasig (people are joking that we’re not part of the Philippines here because our politicians here are in a different ballgame) there is no such thing as corruption. Maybe there’s a bit but the city government is slowly eliminating it one step at a time.

In Pasig overpricing has a consequence, moreso corruption, redtape, even bullying of PWDs or catcalling will make you accountable for your actions. They say “malayo pa, pero malayo na.” Here the citizens are protected and well served. Almost everything is digitalized to avoid the “trapo” way of helping citizens. Less falling in line more of a house to house approach or online commitments. Here people of all classes are respected. The government thinks they owe the constituents better services and programs not having the mindset of “trapos” that we people owe them, not the other way around. Taxes are used innovatively and not sparingly to address everyone’s needs. Projects are created with the people in mind and for the people’s better well being. No big tarpaulins or names and faces indicated in every project. No claims that they did this or did that in building infrastructure because they believe in Magokoro and taxes aren't politicians money they came from the people so they benefit the people less the public glory.

Pasig is gold. I’ve never imagined that my childhood promise not to settle in this place had been voided because of the city’s good governance. Somehow they truly say promises are meant to be broken and I’m proud of this promise I broke for myself. Truly, giving yourself a chance to change your mind is a blessing too. You’ll never know what awaits at the end of the tunnel, sometimes there is light indeed and it restored my faith in Philippine governance. There is hope, Pilipinas if we just unite and vote for the right people we will turn this dark decades of politics into something worth living for. Long live, Philippines. May we find the light and prosperity in this lifetime of misery caused by greedy officials. May God bless us all. Mabuhay!

SEX MYTH DEBUNKED: 7 YEARS OF BAD LUCK

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Mon, 25 May 2026 10:00:00 +0000

MYTH DEBUNKED: If during a toast you don’t look at the eyes of the other person you're toasting you will have 7 years of bad sex?

Let’s debunk this myth. I don’t know how people have these kinds of beliefs when there’s no scientific correlation to it. Let me break it down to you gently and carefully. Having sex is an art. It’s a form of intimate self expression and by mentioning self for me it’s personal and it’s all up to you. Your sex life does not depend on looking at someone's eyes while clinking glasses. It’s a matter of how well you know yourself. Having a successful sex life is all up to you. Yes, you heard it right the only main element for it is: YOU!

How does self awareness make this all work? First you start to know how you pleasure yourself. Knowing all your kinks, your G-spot, everything that triggers your sensuality and your wild fantasies. When you all have discovered that then no man if you were a woman will ever fail to satisfy you in bed or vice versa.

Here’s the key. When you know how to pleasure yourself you can teach anyone to pleasure you all you have to do is communicate and tell them where’s the sweet spots and boy, you’ll hit heaven every time you ride the plane.

But I guess this works only for normal sex but for people that are specifically DEMISEXUALS it’s a little bit complicated. You need more of an emotional connection to reach heaven. No matter how good their partners are in bed it won’t work if they are not in love with them. But then bottom line it’s still always been YOU!

I look Poor When Eating Pancit Canton

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Mon, 25 May 2026 04:00:00 +0000

Twas the day of 13th month pay and people at work liked to celebrate that day with a little team feast. This time the whole team wanted a different feast, not that usual pizza, pasta, burgers, donuts, and what not. We decided to prepare pancit canton, malunggay pandesal, eggs, and soft drinks. We had the greatest time eating it but not that I know of. There’s this girl in our team that’s complaining why we had those foods instead of the usual ones. She said “nagmukha tuloy tayong mahirap.”

WTF! If only I can tell her that it’s not about the food it’s the fulfillment of gathering that’s more important. It doesn’t matter how cheap or expensive the meal is, it’s about the people who simply enjoy your company and any food is a blessing no matter what it is.

Let me tell you that it’s not the food that makes you cheap, it’s your mindset. I honestly love poor people’s food (if they want to call that poor people’s food, so be it) like salted egg with tomatoes, sardines, dried fish, eggplant, tofu, and pancit canton. People that know me know how I love those foods and I eat it anytime regardless whether I have money or not and they never tell me that I look poor when consuming those foods. They are even amazed that I eat those kinds of foods. So I know for a fact that having seen in public eating the so-called “poor foods” don’t make me look poor. They make me simple and humble. They make me human and relatable. And in her case she said it made her look poor probably because she really looks poor. So why blame “pancit canton” if you look “dugyot naman talaga, nasisi pa tuloy yung fave ko” since highschool.

Some people are so full of themselves that they can’t accept their reality. This girl is way too “mapagpanggap.” Why can’t you just be real? Our team was laughing at her because she’d been seen eating “pancit canton” almost everyday. Aha, so maybe she’s just too “umay” about it, the same thing the others feel towards the usual food she’s requesting to have for the team lunch. If you are a really rich girl you should be “umay” with pizza, pasta, burgers, donuts, and whatnots. Stop pretending na kasi haha. Tara kain na lang tayo ng “pancit canton” ulit. Mic drop.

Jeriel Agua VS Joy Barcoma Narratives

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Mon, 25 May 2026 01:40:52 +0000

I woke up this Monday morning at 6:30 am in the calendar year of May 25, 2026 to a facebook notification regarding the Camarines Sur’s Kaogma Festival clash of ideologies through the comment of Klasik Titos and Titas of Manila in Joy Barcoma's page against the post of Jeriel Agua. Honestly, I don’t know these people but I’ve done my checking so here’s the gist and my unbiased but well aware of the situation point of view being a native of Naga City, so yes I'm a Bicolana currently residing in Pasig City. (Screenshots taken from their FB.)

There are a lot of points here that need to be tackled so bear with me while I slowly point it out one by one. If I may appear biased in my view of points, the bias is with my fellow Bicolanos. I'm a Bicolana and a proud one but this Kaogma thing is nothing to be proud of as a native. Did you know that there are a lot of problems in Camarines Sur specifically about most locals having no NAWASA or proper source of water? Did you also know that we suffer in provincial rate that's the main reason why I'm in Pasig right now rather than in my hometown because they can't even provide a decent salary for workers there. There's flooding as well and a lot more. What I'm trying to point out is that a festival so extravagant like spending 75 million pesos in a week's festivity is so frakkin' not practical for such a province that the rest of the population is in grave poverty. When you can simply allocate such big of a fund for facilities, infrastructures, flood control, services, wages, and what not versus spending it in a week's KAOGMA Festival. So I guess you know where my bias is coming from, right?

Joy Barcoma agreed that "Advocacy is not a shield" though contradicting it with purity politics. Pointing that the blame should be solely claimed by the politicians that invited them adding more so dodging accountability for accepting the invite. So technically if you were invited to a festival with a 75 million budget you are getting a part of the millions as a talent fee. And accepting that literally means you are agreeing to be the brand ambassador for that specific politician. In lay man's terms you are literally endorsing that event packaged with the personality that invited you. So saying that you don't have an accountability towards what's happening is a freaking contradiction. Your accountability starts with your judgement and given that you are saying to yourself that you are a beauty queen with morals and advocacies regarding corruption aren't you signing up to be a face of the start of a budget deficit of a province so poor that can't even provide proper water sources? Isn't that corruption or you're going to give a damn label again to that just to justify your crooked ideal?

This isn't a misplaced blame because you are technically part of the problem. It's even more alarming that you claim yourself as a beauty queen that's fighting against corruption, an advocate and an influencer. Haven't you thought out that having followers that look up to you and having these kinds of decisions have a critical impact towards the good of the community. You said that you want to talk about and be part of disrupting the system from within then this very moment is that crucial part of proving your advocacy that's why I agree with Jeriel. This is the very moment you can prove and walk the talk and yet you are begging for your bread and butter? WTF is that? So it kind of says something like we're just going to kind of minimize your values, morals, and advocacies for the meantime and prioritize the money. Is that how it is? Tell me. Can we just flip the coin when it inconveniences us personally? I understand that you should prioritize yourself first but this is a different ballgame. It's like you're saying we should forget about corruption for the meantime if you were the one who's going to receive the TF for the certain corruption. Am I right?

You're technically saying that it's not important for you where's the source of money, any money is okay, clean or dirty just so long it funds your lifestyle? Isn't that how it is? Can you truly sleep soundly getting a million (I'm just assuming) from the 75 million funds for hosting that stupid festival while the rest of the Bicolanos suffer for years from budget deficit just all for your one week stint? Is that how a beauty queen thinks? I'll be blunt, you are selfish, a fame whore, a two-faced professional gold digger with no regards towards the welfare of other people. Your advocacies don't define you, it's the decisions that you make in crucial moments like this that unveils your reality.

If I may put it... "INTEGRITY means doing the right thing when no one is looking" and it's a shame that you are doing the wrong thing when everyone's eyes are on you. The audacity. You might be just another potential trapo in the making.

Let me answer your question or have you ever thought about this? You know why people are clamoring and obliging the artists or the invitees rather than the politicians? Because they know that they can't do anything anymore about the government there so they are asking you to decline and prove your advocacy as a last resort for this mess and that's why they are holding you accountable. People have been doing a lot of things already to make these politicians accountable but that's a different story. So if you want to help, don't be part of the problem, be part of the solution. If you want to disrupt the system, listen to the people, boycott the festival. It's not rocket science to know that it's too unnecessary and impractical to waste that kind of money in one week. We can have a festival for a week but not with that big of a budget. Where is the justice in spending millions in a week when everyone else will go home back to their miserable realities except you? Are you getting my point or do you need more elaborate explanations on this? Hit me up, I'm willing to have a lengthy discourse on this one. Cheers.

I’m a Basketball Muse @ 41

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Sun, 24 May 2026 16:00:00 +0000

I’ve got a back story. Twas the summer of 1994 and I was playing outside our house when the San Pascual basketball team approached me to become their muse. At that time I’m super shy and had no confidence so all I did was run towards the house and hid in our restroom. They begged my Papa and he tried to convince me but I said I’m not going to get out unless the boys are no longer there. They tried to get my middle sister but she didn’t want to. They can’t do anything so they just settled for my cousin who agreed with them. I went to the plaza and watched happily while my cousin was doing her walk on the stage.

Fast forward… Sunday, May 24, 2026 7am. After more than 3 decades (32 years to be exact) I’m here at the Pineda Basketball Court as barangay Greenhills muse. No longer timid, I’m almost 42 by September and so confident about myself. I’m no longer that shy girl who hides in the bathroom just so I can dodge being a muse. It’s been years of building myself up and now I’m a success. I’ve built my confidence from the ground up and I’m too sure about my worth now that no one’s opinion can shake me.

In this video, someone said that I’m trying to embarrass the team so she was suggesting that the team should just get someone else lol. I’m already the prettiest, sexiest, and smartest muse there. What more does she want? I’m getting curious about what Yanyan looks like? Can she measure up with me? Haha she’s so funny and I can smell the envy and insecurity miles away. The guy that responded “napulot sa tabi” was probably just “nakikisakay” so the girl can stop saying bad things since the whole basketball team knows that they’ve been begging me to be their muse for months since this very day. Haaayyyysssttt some people are just so out of touch and such a tool. Anyway, there’s no showdown (don’t know why? probably cost cutting) I was so ready to sing and dance but thanks to the experience. Finally, after more than 3 decades I’ve fulfilled being a muse. Why is Papu so good to me?

The Devil Wears Prada 2: Through My Own Fashion Lens

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Sun, 24 May 2026 04:55:53 +0000

Have you ever had a movie so fashionable yet unsuperficial? I’ve got one of my faves that exactly embodies that description. The Devil Wears Prada and they’ve come back for a sequel. There’s a notion that comes to mind when people hear about Fashion: that it is automatically superficial, nonsense and unimportant. People that like fashion are somehow judged as shallow and petty. But that’s where you got it all wrong. Fashion is an integral part of life; mostly it takes care of our mood. Personally, it lifts me up when I’m on my depressive days. It’s a glimmer for me just like music, food, books, travel or whatnot. Never underestimate the power of a cute dress to cheer you up on your bad days. That’s just me speaking from experience.

The Devil Wears Prada 2 is a powerful movie stating that Fashion people are deep people with feelings, frustrations, and stories so deep you might not even fathom them. It tells about people struggling with loneliness, sufferings, acceptance, prejudice, and a lot more things that ordinary people might not understand. The limelight does not guarantee happiness nor being included. Not everyone who is on top and has a strong personality doesn’t have a heart. The movie shows that Miranda is just like all of us who cares though she might not show it most of the time. She had this facade of a successful, powerful woman that was so hard to penetrate for she controls her emotions. But she does care.

Fashion is art. If you were a creative and artistic person like me it is deep in a sense just most kinds of different forms of art. It is deep, it transcends history, stories and magical transformation. Every clothing is a representation of someone's uniqueness and ideals. It is not just clothes, it is a coalition of every conceptualization of artwork, style, and sensibility so curated that it appeals to almost everyone personally. You might think it’s shallow but it isn’t every piece has been perfectly thought out from the style, colors, tapestry and whatnot. It is a perfect execution of a masterpiece just functional enough for our daily needs or some party needs. It is important because if not what are you gonna wear when you need to celebrate your debut, birthdays, oath-taking, your wedding or what else would you want to celebrate? For every celebration there is a corresponding fashion sense and fashion statement. And that’s my statement piece. Ciao.

A Taste of Your Bitter Medicine

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Sat, 23 May 2026 04:00:23 +0000

Bang! Gun shots echoing through the Senate walls, just like that, all of them wanting sympathy. Like they have families waiting at home that may never see them again. Guns in the Senate suddenly flip the narrative. Now you hate the masses because we are mocking you for acting so cowardly towards a few gun shots in your sheltered lifestyle of luxury. They’re angry because the ordinary people can’t find the heart to empathize with these corrupt crocodiles dressed in barongs and branded fashion. You want sympathy for a once in a lifetime experience of an almost daily experience of the ordinary. You can call me heartless but honestly where were your hearts when tons of our fellow kababayans were raided, forced evicted, and shot dead in broad daylight? Weren’t you all partying, exchanging chickas, clinking wine glasses in your air-conditioned walls when the rest of us were treated like animals chased in our cages?

You just heard the shots, most of our fellows felt it sipping through their skins. You felt unsafe, most are not safe. Your loved ones might not see you again, most of us will never see ours ever again. There’s a big difference between them. You got the movie experience, we have it as our reality, yes, most of us live in that reality. Not just for a day, but for the rest of their waking life. I don’t want to invalidate your experience but I chose to in exchange for you invalidating the harsh reality most of us are experiencing. This isn’t just about those gun shots. This is about the taxes you robbed us, the dignity you stripped from our skins, the respect you deny us, the security and safety you are supposed to fulfill but just went to drain. We cried decades ago but it went to deaf ears and now just because of gun shots just once in your life you suddenly felt we owe you sympathy?

Sympathy begets sympathy. Respect begets respect. I ain’t see any reason giving those things to your entitled asses. If you think you are all so privileged then let go of your positions, why do you keep holding on to our tax money. We don’t need you, you are simply there because of us. Let go of our treasure if you are really so wealthy on your own why need to rob us more? Decades have passed haven’t you amassed wealth enough to fund your next of kin retirement and travel plans? Ain’t it enough? Do you still want more? Your antics make us laugh now loudly. It isn't of happiness but sarcasm that the narrative’s been flipped and here you go all crybabies whining that no one even said “kumusta” after those dreaded gun shots? Have you ever said “kumusta” to our kababayans who went worse than that? You just heard it, most of us felt it deep in our skin yet we never obliged you to check on us because it is not our duty to tell you what should be done, it’s yours. At least you know “na dapat pala kinukumusta kapag may mga ganyang pangyayari di ba?”

So kumusta? Happy?

Vico Sotto: Gold Standard

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Fri, 22 May 2026 19:10:07 +0000

Why is Vico Sotto the Gold Standard?

Vico is not perfect but honestly he is a Gold standard, the Diamond of public servant. What he is doing right now as the Mayor of Pasig is how government officials should behave. Leading with good governance is the right thing to do and the duty of a politician. He isn’t doing an extra mile. He is just doing his job. That’s how a Mayor should behave. We’ve been brainwashed up to now by Trapos that public service is a mediocre job but it’s not. They do the bare minimum and call it politics. I won’t enumerate the policies, projects, and all other endeavors Vico created in our city. We are all aware of it. Vico defines public service: transparent, honest, with integrity, with humility, humble, inclusive, functional, innovative, people serving, results driven, no bias, and a lot more. This is how a public servant acts not powered by greed and corruption, with accountability and responsibility towards his subjects.

It’s saddening that most people think this is extraordinaire because they are so used to Trapos that a decent public servant seems to be a miracle and out of this world. This is the standard and having him just proves to us it is possible only if we did our duty towards the love for our country. We owe nothing to politicians. We voted for them to be public servants and to serve the people is on top of their tasks, part of their job in working for the government. We don’t have “utang na loob” to our government officials. We hire them to serve us. The least they can do is do their job right and well. The schools, hospitals, parks, sports’ courts, etc are funded by the people’s taxes, not from the politicians’ pockets. It is our money and their job is to properly allocate that taxes to better infrastructure and the well being of their constituents. We don’t owe them anything other than a thank you for effectively spending our money on services and projects that will benefit the whole community.

Vico is not a hero, he is a Mayor that’s doing his job well and there is no question on that. May he be a perfect example for all of government, a catalyst for good governance that should start a ripple effect in how to do public service properly. May we all share the same sentiments so that in the next election we will dutifully as a “Makabayan” vote for the right candidates that embody a Gold Standard not just in the National but all over the country starting from the local and smallest units of the Philippines. May we vote right in the next election. God bless, Pilipinas!

Loyalty Tester

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Fri, 22 May 2026 07:00:12 +0000

I just heard a day ago about “Loyalty Tester.” I kind of got the hint but just to be sure I googled it and found out that I’ve been doing it already since I was in high school, not paid though. My being a loyalty tester started because of goodwill. I used to be a tomboy having more male friends than girls. My female friends, knowing that fact, kept on begging me to introduce them to my male friends so I did. Out of being protective I started testing my male friends if they are loyal or they're just going to make my female friends cry. Since I know the holy grail of male traits because of being one of the boys I have the advantage of knowing how to make them fall. I started operating in a subtle way. Befriend them more, luring them if ever they are going to take the bait and cheat with my female friends through other girls or even through me.

I started teasing them and building up other girls that I think they might be interested with and sometimes I kind of put myself on the line. Eventually they are all loyal but they ended up liking me rather than my girl friends which is kind of weird. I’m cupid, supposed to be the matchmaker and yet they fell for me instead of the girl I’m trying to match with them. The rule is: you are not supposed to fall for Cupid. You're always going to lose and they all did. Anyway, I’ve continued being a loyalty tester secretly amongst my friends and family. Checking whether my sister’s boyfriends are loyal or not. Turns out they all are and the plot twist is that my sister is the cheater. I spent sleeping in one room with my sister’s boyfriends, all alone with them but nothing happened. They all passed my test. But my sister didn’t, shocking, ain’t it?

With the years of secretly testing, I’ve realized I’ve got more male friends that are truly loyal than my female friends. It is maddening and kinda surprising when people think males are prolific cheaters. Turns out when we were in school most girls were cheaters not men. Is it still true up to now or in the real world it’s the men not the girls or it’s both now?

Unpopular Opinion: Marriage is not a need

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Thu, 21 May 2026 10:04:04 +0000

People might crucify me for this blabber but do you, I do me. Of course religious people will always contest that this premise is not acceptable for in the bible it says to procreate but hear me out. Into this modern age of innovation and digital technology here I am at 41 saying I don’t need to be married. I don’t, neither do you. Marriage is the union of two souls in love, should be but most of the marriages we have are actually founded in necessity. We are getting married because we are lonely souls that need someone else’s affection, comfort, time and yeah support especially financial support. Being an independent soul I don’t need that, I operate as a lone wolf and the only thing I need in this life is God.

Marriage is a want. When you are totally whole on your own it just becomes a whim. You wish you are married not because of a need but because of a want. You want to be with that person that makes your heart flutter, that makes you dream even more big things. That one person whom you can share your life with for the rest of eternity. Yes you don ‘t need him but you want him because he makes your whole world even brighter, lighter and more magical. You don’t need anything from him but love and assurance that you will still be silly until you’re both grey and old.

Today I don’t need to be married but I’m gonna be married because I want that frakkin' soul to lay beside me in my bed cuddling me to sleep and I want little people that exactly look like him giving me cooing kisses in broad daylight. That’s my fairy-tale, what’s yours?

The Loved One: A Reflection

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Wed, 20 May 2026 16:54:11 +0000

I’d like to share my 2 cents about Anne Curtis and Jericho Rosales’ movie: The Loved One. People might be confused why this lovely aesthetically pleasing piece of a story ended up in a lonely but peaceful separation. Things were going so well. It seemed that both parties were perfect for each other. No heavy physical arguments yet they started drifting apart throughout the end.

Here’s my take on it. This movie is a fool proof of mentality differences. Ellie was part of the elite class and Eric came from the working class. Ellie grew up in an environment of affluence where she was well aware about the reality of life and social responsibility while Eric grew up in a kind of survival mode where the only goal is about gaining success to alleviate his family from suffering again. Always about family responsibility. There goes the clash.

Eric thought having a nice job, getting married, having kids and providing everything for his family is all there is in life. That’s fulfillment for him. On the other end here goes Ellie wanting a family too and all what Eric wants yet she has something more in her: that nagging feeling of social responsibility. Fulfillment for her does not only ends in family responsibility but also includes a world view that she has a mission and a purpose to help others in her community and the world. The conflict started when Eric thought that the volunteering acts done by Ellie are only about superficiality cuz he can’t comprehend why there is a need to be of service to the world when for him his little family is all enough for the both of them.

If I were in Ellie’s shoes I would decline marrying Eric too. Choosing a partner with the same core values, morality and level of thinking is very important. Marrying someone that doesn’t align with your views even though they are kind will end up in a disastrous marriage.You will experience everyday for real having to explain every decision you are making, every choice will be questioned and that would be a misery especially for a freespirited purposeful soul.

In the end the smartest choice is to partways because that’s the right thing to do and it’s the decision that can give them serenity rather than staying together but gradually drifting apart because of their ideologies. I love happy endings but sometimes the best ending for lovers is to be apart. Love is not enough. It can’t give you peace of mind if it’s the only thing left holding you together. May you all find the love that’s aligned in all ways than one. Shalom.

photo by SM Cinema

STOP THE HATE

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Thu, 01 Apr 2021 17:37:00 +0000

Here we go again… remember when people started chanting in the streets “BLACK LIVES MATTER” and I went “ALL LIVES MATTER?”

Perhaps my subconscious had felt this coming and it is really very possible since we like dwelling in hate and instead of digging deeper addressing the problem from its root cause we like dealing with it when it is popular just hopping on the bandwagon because it seems pretty cool yeah?

Notice that I don’t even want to use the race because that alone creates division. Why are we hating so much? Where is it coming from? Someone who has a lot of hatred in his or her heart grew up miserable they say. The rudest people need the most love.

Yes. I am Asian and I felt the biased and harassment while working as a Call Center agent for almost 10 years of my waking hours in the BPO industry. I am not oblivious neither claiming that I know nothing about this discrimination. Racism does exist long before the internet did. Now, I’m not so sure whether the internet lessens it or made it worse?

If we are going to deal with it let’s ask those high almighty creatures what made them hate? Differences perhaps? But if you are in an advanced country should you be more understanding since you have all the benefits of better lifestyle and you are most likely to be educated enough to understand those differences?

What’s there to hate?

Because we are getting all your jobs from you? Someone said.

Without us most countries’ economy would collapse and we are only doing most jobs you don’t want to handle yourself for the most part.

What about Covid?

No one wanted covid-19. It was an accident and you don’t blame anyone for fate.

I know we all have different point of views and circumstances in life but no reason is good enough to excuse you from acting like a real HUMAN BEING and humans do care!

Not A Love Story

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Thu, 18 Mar 2021 07:43:00 +0000

Do you believe in mystical things, fairies, elves, witches or even ghosts? I've been a skeptic all my life but this recent years, a year ago to be exact had me shaken and question all things normal or paranormal. I've experienced supernatural things since I was a kid but since it all seems like a dream more so a nightmare I just disregarded it and treat it like it never really happened. Same with how I treat love... just a dream for the hopeless romantic me.

Don't get me wrong. I don't have bad experiences with my relationships if I did the worst is dealing with an insecure boyfriend who always try to question if he is worthy of my love towards him. It seems that I'm the one who always call it quits when things don't go as I want it to be: a typical Virgo, I guess.

2020 was the year of Covid-19, yes the pandemic that is still affecting us up to this date Tuesday, March 16, 2021 and who knows until when it will subside. It was also the year that awakened me into the realm of spirituality. I was bored and I started vlogging without any idea what I'm doing I asked my friend to recommend a vlogger with the same niche as mine so I can improve how I vlog.

The first time I watched his vlog I felt that sudden calmness and at the same time he inspires my artistic side. I wanted to create more and more vlogs. The more I watch the more I discover our similarities which is cute at the start but became unnerving at the latter part. Every time I post there goes his answers through his stories and videos. Bit by bit it seems like everything was connected. I tried to get the truth but he left me in his unread box. It's frustrating that the only person who can answer all the questions and doubts you have is ignoring you but not really. He has his own way of replying to my questions, dang!

(credit)

In my despair looking for answers I started researching and I ended up with the word: TWINFLAME. According to how I understand this, Twinflames are two people coming from one soul that had been split from lifetimes of past life. It's like a hardcore version of soulmates. I don't even believe in past life, soulmates or reincarnation, my ghad.

According to Savvas, “A twin flame is your own soul, shared across what appears to be two physical beings. It's one soul split into two bodies.” Digging a little deeper, Savvas once wrote of twin flames: “When a soul is created, it is split into two parts, mirrors of each other, constantly yearning to reconnect.”

They said Twinflames have a greater purpose in the universe and it will only come true once they unite. Is it like Voltes 5? Let's volt in? Kidding aside I'm pretty sure he knows about it. Maybe he is teaching me a lesson or maybe not?

There are days I doubt my sanity because I can talk to him in my mind. Psychics call it telepathy or 5D. I still call it insanity.

Twinflame...

My things getting moved or broken, I don't know if I still have to be afraid since I'm with a twin spirit or maybe a ghost?

Twinflame...

How can you explain when you are just trying to lit up one range but two gas ranges do once in a while?

Twinflame...

I can smell, feel and sense him.

~~The hugs and kisses.~~ The intimacy.

Twinflame...

But wait, is this even real? Amidst all of the proofs I remain skeptical. I'm a Virgo after all. I based things from facts, evidence and hard truths. I need the answer of that dude so I can confirm this craziness I'm going through. There are days it is so hard to pull off because it seems like there is a force field pulling me back to him. How can I forget when every time I look at the mirror I see his face, those eyes staring back at me, haunting and capturing? Why do I have a feeling he knew me already before I even knew him? My intuition is good but because of this guy I'm starting to doubt everything but despite the doubts I don't know why I can sense that he is a good guy. I hope one day he will have the courage to tell me things I needed confirmation. For now, I felt I'm being watched 24/7 or maybe I'm just paranoid. All the tarot readings I've been watching just left me frustrated.

What I need are answers to my questions, the truth and nothing but the truth, that's all about it so help me God.

Raise Kids without Binds

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Wed, 12 Aug 2020 06:32:00 +0000

In this generation where we break cycles and free ourselves from orthodox mindsets. Raising kids might confuse a lot of couples just starting out a family. We got this rule: Out with the old, here comes the new.

Let's raise the new gen with out-of-the-box, radical but individualistic ideas. Paved them a future where they can freely be themselves.

Name your kids without binds.

When I say "without binds" meaning don't give your baby a name that will cause hassle in the future.

✅ Gender Neutral Names

I know this will raise eyebrows but hear me out. You will never know what your baby might turn out when it comes to sexual orientation. Giving them really gender specific names would mean a disaster in the future.

Here's an example:

You named your baby boy...

🚹 Hercules

... turns out during adolescent age, your baby boy is...

🚺 Meghara

He got bullied much because people expect he would be manly because of that masculine name. He will forever despise that name and will eventually adapt a name perfect for his gender preference.

If you want to avoid awkward moments during your kid's identity crises stage be clever in choosing their given names.

✅ Religion Neutral Names

This is really important. Never name your babies from biblical characters or really suggestive names from any religion. I know as parents we want the best for them and of course we want them worshipping the same God, Yahweh, Allah etc. but you can only try and expose them in the religion you want but eventually when they become adults obviously they will start criticizing things and decide what to believe in. What's the most awkward way to change religion if you got the name of another religion's Deity, right?

Example:

🚹 Jesus baptized in Roman Catholic.

🚹 Jesus wanting to be a Muslim in his adult years.

Obviously Jesus would pray and do anything to change names, Allah perhaps? Jokes.

✅ Non-suggestive Names

Got a name you think perfect for your baby right?

🚹 Obet

Did you know that in another region in the Philippines "OBET" means "ASS"?

Moral of the story before naming your baby, GOOGLE it. You might never know if your perfect baby's name is a freakin joke in another locality or country.

Yep that includes checking slangs and Urban dictionaries too.

Trust me, you don't want to see a meme with your baby's picture making his or her name as a pun.

✅ Century Appropriate Names

I cannot emphasize this more. Spare your babies for a lifetime of name shaming butt jokes from their peers.

❌ Procurpia

❌ Restituto

Any archaic names that sound old cuz they are really old. No offense but your babies will be shamed everytime having names meant for grannies unless you aren't aware how kids behave these days. Anything that sounds weird in a bad way, old, nonsense, annoying Idk but I'm just saying be careful with your baby names. If you love your kids give them a name that they will love in their lifetime.

✅ KISS

Keep

Short and

Simple

Kiss it baby. Take it from me who's crying out loud for having such a long name. Dang the hassle writing your name over and over especially during kindergarten when you are just learning how to write your name. Geez. Believe me your babies will thank you later so Kiss. 💋

We procreate for a better world and what better way to start being good parents by paving your kids future beginning with a good name (literally, figuratively and metaphorically speaking). --- Stormy Krist

Boomers & a Late Bloomer, boom!

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Tue, 04 Aug 2020 11:53:00 +0000

Tis the 21st century

Baby boomers, millenials and whatnots

Gen X, Y, and Z

Reciting alphabets are we?

Butterflies in my tummy are dancing like nuts...

Thy brain neurons are kinda connecting the dots while this EQ's attempting to tie the knots and that hands crossing every t(s), periods in all the i(s).

Drum rolls smashing every beat's pumpin, blood rushin

Eardrums breakin in this silence...

twas loudly deafening.

Takes my breath in a faraway stance

Got this tear duct swelling

The fantasies never ending

Cravings off the roof

Intuitions ain't foolproof

Gut feelings stirring up dead corpse

Good cop or bad cop?

Hell this is dope.

Are you some kind of brainiac

You are cracking the codes

It feels like you were that same weirdo I've met a dozen centuries unfold.

Pastlife, reincarnations and karmic patterns...

Cosmic entangling right before our subconscious awakening

Twin soul finally meeting after lifetimes of wandering...

Searching for mates, playing chess...

Pawns and bishops, horses gallops slaying knights...

Seems this is quite a checkmate.

I don't think I'm making sense...

Sounds like I'm still frakkin tense or most probably too dense.

What the heck am I thinking... I don't even believe in all those things I keep enunciating.

I'm too old school,

weird but you kinda find it cool.

At the same time I'm unorthodox,

Interestingly you like what you find everytime I'm unboxing even the strangest facts.

Are you out of this world or am I or we're just both out of our minds?

Where I am there's only rain or sun but you brought autumn with the feels of four seasons in this humid wonderland.

You've awaken the best parts of me, bringing into life a different kind of energy.

There is something certain in this eccentricity no matter how subtle I can't just simply unsee what lurks beneath the peculiarity.

I was complete in my solitude,

ain't looking but fate has its funny way of making our lives a comedy.

That kind of humor that creeps into your veins, we are jesters fooling around.

All along I thought twas a comedy but why'd romance got a spin into this suddenly?

Rom-com was it now?

In every jokes, every punchline I take the hit in every pun intended or not. Every frown, you think I'm fun. It makes you smile annoying me for some time. Making you cry, thought would make you whine, got you drinking but I guess you're not the only one getting drunk in this exchanges of sweet-what-nots.

Sweet nothings, that's all we have... nothing... that's all we are.

Dolce far niente... we speak but never really communicate, we got this morse code and a dash-in-between. We thought we connect but in reality we are lost in the midst of translation but still my soul finds peace in our chaos and thats the irony of this maze we are intertwined.

Yeah, I'm an old soul with a heart of a kiddo, an attention span of a five year old, an appetite of a wolf, an imagination as wild as the roses in that forbidden dark forest deep in the hollows, a mentality of a Mafia that commands like a whistler, swift like a ninja swerving in jagger moves inside a woman's physique in her mid 20s with an actual milestone of almost four decades but boy, in love I'm just a confused teeny bopper that's a real life late bloomer.

I guess I've watered my garden enough that bees and butterflies are flying over and checking it out.

Got everything together except I'm still messing it up cuz this girl's always skeptic when it comes to romantic love.

Sweep me off my feet...

I hear ye hopeless romantic woes.

I didn't lose a shoe and I freakin hate curfews

Hair's too short to let down as a rope

I woudn't trade my voice to emerge from the sea...

the mirror said my love affair with the sun made me glowing like a bronze statue too farfetched to be white as snow can't even be your trophy too

tho I'm lazy I'm way too busy to spend the days in slumber waiting for a spellbreaker with a different hue.

I'm not a damsel in distress

Probably just awfully stress

Not sure if I'm ready for this

But I guess it won't make a difference if I keep running away from probabilities.

Let's explore the unknown deep down the woods of uncertainties looking for possibilities.

Breathe in, breathe out

Okay, I'm gonna be reckless one last time

Where's that falls should I dive head first, heartless or headless, heart first?

It's hard to make them both agree when the head's too hardcore and the hearts too soft it kinda melts even in synthetic heat.

Gotta get my potions first and chant prayers in whispers off the air.

Are miracles for real?

Witch, take a leap of faith...

Just do it... waitever.

Hey, this isn't a fairytale, exorcism perhaps?

Nah, just hopeless romantic nuances.

Here we go again, it's almost midnight you are way too late... cmmon bloom.

Flowers to Impress your Practical Princess

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Tue, 04 Aug 2020 08:35:00 +0000

Flowers are amazing. They make the world pretty and it's a great way to brighten any girls' day or make 'em fall for your romantic ideas.

Things get complicated somehow if you are dating an Eco-friendly, no-nonsense, simple and practical kinda gal.

Once she laid eyes upon your bouquet of roses and tulips, her mind starts punching her mental calculator and rounding off the $ you wasted on this bunch.

Don't get me wrong of course I love roses, tulips or whatnots but I'm the kind of girl who doesn't like unnecessary extravagance. Sure it's romantic as hell and it's instagrammable shit but I don't want you to break the bank just to tell me how special you wanna make me feel. Besides after a few days it will gonna rut and whither even if you offer it in your altar. Aesthetic BS only for show off, don't care about mother earth, it's all about the money, money kinda bitches.

Haven't heard about "Sustainable Living," y'all?

The idea is only getting and living on things that you need just so everyone will get a fair share especially the next generation in terms of our natural resources.

Pretty. Basic. Indeed.

Boils down to one word: RESPECT.

So here's some tips for you. I'm gonna make your life easier by giving you a roadmap on how to pleasure a woman like me.

DIY food bouquet.

There's nothing better than handmade stuff. I love effort more than the cost of your gift. It's always the thought that counts when it comes to me. Impress me how well aware you are (show off your stalking skills, oops was it called research?) about the food I go gaga over I might end up going gaga with you too, who knows. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Handcrafted flower bouquet.

Up to you how to please me but here's a suggestion. Origami, anyone? Japanese paper, old newspaper or glossy magazines, metallic foil, cotton, metal scraps, fabric or whatnots as long as they are environment friendly. I'd love these flowers and if you're feeling a little extra slip a note, love letter, haiku, poetry, quote and even a song lyric in each one of them or one is enough. We go for quality not quantity, baby. Anyhow, anyways you'll get appreciated.

Edible Flower Bouquet.

If you weren't the DIY type this one will work too. Just get me a customized candy or chocolate baked bouquet. Cakes, pastries or desserts will be fine. But if you can do it on your own. I'm floored. There's something about men who can cook and bake that's making me excited. (Kinda reminds me of my Papa.)

Flower Undies Bouquet.

This might be a little kinky so I guess try to give it to a long term girlfriend just a heads up. I don't want you getting slapped on the first date. Btw you have an option of a reusable, disposable or edible ones. Your bucks, your choice.

Handkerchief or face towels would be great too cuz your girl can use it to dry her tears of joy.

Veggie Flower Bouquet.

I guess this one is the most practical of all. Just make sure your girl loves vegetables and cooking or you might end up sourgraping and bitter like an ampalaya later. Fruits will be a great alternative if that's the case.

Spiritual Flower Boquet

If your chic is the meditating yoga-ish kinda gal here's a gem fit for spiritual warrior princesses. Get her a set of scented flower candles with incense sticks and lavender, ocean breeze or minty jasmine sorts of oils in a bouquet. You might just help her manifest the law of attraction. Who knows, that could be you.

Green-thumb Flower Bouquet

Okay, I get it you really want to show her how genuine you feel so you wanna gift the real deal. You need a bit of muscle flexing here cuz I'll accept a bunch of flowers on a flower pot. Yep you got it: PLANTS! I'm a zombie, that's why 😅

If you like a flower, you pluck it but if you love a flower you water it daily until it blooms. --- anonymous

***A rare flowering plant from an exotic place you've visited during your travels is perfect or wild orchids and "waling waling" in different varieties will do. TBH I want a black rose and a purple tulip in my own garden. Fruit bearing plants would be great too. Ok, anything edible is perfect. Isn't it obvious? I don't love to eat, period. I live to eat that might include you. 😬

There's my list. You can come up and add your own mix to it. Be creative and have fun. The artsy it looks the better. Btw, don't forget to take a photo or vid with a cool background music and if you are way too proud of your girl tag her so everyone will know all your effort is just for her.

Break a leg, not your neck nor your bank, may be stigmas will do.

Love wisely. Spend smartly. Live humbly.

Cuz expensive is nothing if the intention is dirt cheap. You can't put a price tag in authenticity even the richest man can't afford it if the feelings not genuine. --- Stormy Krist

Trust me this is foolproof and gold diggers repellant too.

Thank me later, walang anuman.

Dios mabalos pero dae ka muna mambados or magpabados. 🤦🏾‍♀️

Garden Angels

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Fri, 31 Jul 2020 16:06:00 +0000

Nine months you were in the womb

No idea what's outside waiting once full grown.

Finally they cut that umbilical cord

Freedom you might think is all that's worth?

Your cry echoes across the hall

Papa's taking a video capturing this precious view.

Mum's restless almost out of strength but a smile flustered in blushing cheeks nonetheless.

Tis a wonderful day to celebrate

an angel greet us "buenas diaz"

and totally it is.

Everyday became a miracle

It wasn't all fun but the journey...

twas worth all the sleepless nights and counting changes to make ends meet just to make you safe and sound.

You didn't choose us and vice versa

Fate did and it's not an issue.

We vow to say "I DOs" to the worst and the best and that includes loving you in your weakest and ugliest truths.

We fight and get caught in sickness and troublesome faults but we accept, improve and choose to settle in love rather than curses to divide our abode.

We stand united, bending not breaking.

Nurturing instead of destructing.

Celebrating no matter how small our victories.

The important thing is we grow and progress no matter how slow.

Trust in the process, we learn in failures not in perfection.

Open up and voice out your opinions without the fear of judgement or rejection.

Cry if you may but stand tall and fight even when you feel lost in dismay.

We learn to disagree without fueling negativity.

You got us, we are your safe haven.

Feel at home cuz HOME is what we built you and not just a house.

You are protected inside this four pillars of LOVE, RESPECT, AUTHENTICITY and GRACE.

We'll let you go when it's time to say goodbye.

Hoping that with your new found life you'll have freedom to become who you really are.

We send you off with all our love and don't you ever forget the learnings and values we have showered upon you, love.

Visit or say hi when you can.

Not your obligation but we do appreciate if you will, ain't forcing just kinda teasing.

You are all grown up so take care.

Remember to be someone of value cuz that's all the treasure we can ever share. Be human in this world full of beast, stay real and humble cuz we all got this.

Go now, love... we'll always be here, cheering you every step of your battles.

Do or die, you just gotta try.

Dream it, got it!

We live to fly.

Twitterpated Creep?

noreply@blogger.com (kris10na ☮♥☺) — Thu, 30 Jul 2020 17:44:00 +0000

When you think you know it all, that's when you got it all wrong.

Another day, another heart breaks...

it goes on and on and on...

Let's drive 'em crazy playing wild guesses in uncertainties deep in the abyss.

Keep 'em guessing...

... ya sure of your feelings?

Stuff that you're making

honestly it's kinda striking.

They're odd and intriguing but you frakkin got me thinking.

Can you stop this game

cuz sure am not playin'

Is this for real or just part of a thrill?

Sometimes I'm confused my brain says it's kinda creepy but that other thing is freakin' pumpin like this shit is foolishly twitterpated.

The hell with this thing

aren't you supposed to be on guard?

But what the heck are you doing

put up your firewall pronto.

Missy, it's romantic and you are...

Shut up, I'm just hopeless...

Brain dead.

Logic's missing.

Id is relentless.

Ego doesn't give a fuck.

Superego is currently in the border of Niagara Falls contemplating to be or not to be? Actually that's not the question.

Dang this you are causing an internal conflict.

Cupid's got caught by its own spear.

This under armour must've been beaten by termites perhaps or some kind of virus deadlier than covid cuz sure is I'm tryin' to find a vaccine to keep my immunity safe from this wrath.

Hmmm... nevermind

I talk too much...

Time to slumber...

I'm his Neverland.