scars cars and broken hearts

pre season bbbbbitches!!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 18 Oct 2006 20:32:00 -0700

ITS PRE SEASON!!!!! NOVEMBER 2 BE THE DAY WE START OUR CHAMP RUN!!!!!

GO SPURS GO MOFO!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 27 Jul 2006 21:15:00 -0700

who the hell reads my posts anymore? who in their right mind would still look at my page of blogs? i have nothing but work now? im consumed of work and drinking. my girlfriend doesnt have time for me....and i sit here waiting for the basketball season to start and football hasnt even started yet. changes have been made. dallas threw around some money so they could get who they wanted like some executive throwing money at a one dollar hooker to get his way with her. detroit loses a wallace. the spurs lose two centers. but gain two more with hope....and for less money. a sad day when youre high dollar dog doesnt produce and the man we paid for less surpasses expectation. my life is in turmoil as long as the spurs dont occupy the sbc center....my mistake the at&t center. just topsy turvey. i have no team during this time. i have nothing but work and beer. nothing but worry and hollowness. oh yea bowen's on the us team.... =) im happy for him to finally represent the us like that. THE SHOW STOPPA!!!!!!! ....but thats not enough for me. i want to hear about all the spurs. timmy, and manu, and tony p, and horry, and mike f. all of em. but now i must sit here and wait...wait for the season opener. wait for that first game tip off. because i will not miss it. i will go to work late or even skip it to watch that game. to watch the beginning of the run that is the championship run. the run of 06-07. when the spurs bring home the fourth title and dallas sits empty handed. emypty handed with bloated pay checks to sign to people that didnt deliver. checks that mark cuban's mouth cant write....like winning a championship. now that i think about it...if i owned my own NBA team. if i had the money. i would be an asshole too. but only an asshole to mark cuban. just so we could compete in being assholes to each other. =) cause i have faith in my team. i know there will be times we will lose but i will be there despite everything. despite the late fourth quarter run that came up short. or the three pointer missed at the buzzer. i will be there despite everything cause theyre the boys of s.a.town. because they are forever inked onto my back and in my heart.

post script: MARK CUBAN. YOU ARE ME....EXCEPT FOR THE MAVS. GO SPURS GO MOFO!

remember the alamo-remember the spurs

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 23 May 2006 22:23:00 -0700

remember the alamo. flags made by opposing forces which wished to drive out mexico so texas could be annexed into america. remember the spurs. a saying i think we should say while the world of basketball continues to turn without our spurs. we've been pushed aside, by the neighbors which we seem to dislike yet put up with since the state of texas is big enough for the both of us, and out of the picture. yes, i do hope the mavs are eliminated and fall on their fat stupid faces. i hope mark cuban keeps talking so we can make him eat his words next year when we win the title back. id rather detriot have it then dallas. yes, i hope detriot wins it so we can win it back from them next year. i dont want to give dallas the satisfaction of winning the title. yes, they beat us. they beat a team that actually had a shot of winning the title. what are they gonna do? theyre gonna lose. thats what theyll do. theyre still seeking a title when we sit with three. and next year we will add another to that three. we are a team of winners and competitors. timmy d. is a winner. manu g. is a competitor. tony p. is getting better at his mid-range. hopefully he conitues to work on it with his shooting coach and when the new season kicks off he will be a threat inside and out. robert h. .... the man has six rings enough said. micheal finley showed how much he wanted it. stick around mike and you will be rewarded. my boy brent b. didnt contribute too much in the mavs series but a baller none the less. bruce b. aka the show stopper because he stops the show from going on. he can stop anyone from going off on us. hes a defensive machine. and the minor, yet as important, players such as beno u., nazr m., van e., sean m., rasho n., and fabricio o. i still cringe when i think about the whole scenario. i refuse to look at the sports section utnil next season. after each season there is a hole in me which nothing else can fill except the spurs. i am now summer kris. but when that season opener comes im a different kris. totally motivated and devoted to the spurs. nothing has me as captured as the spurs. im hooked. declared a spurs fan, since i was born, by my father. i wont stop. a spurs fan till the day i die. i bleed black and silver. and i will always remember the spurs. remember the spurs in this time of darkness. the alamo was taken over and every soldier killed but we won the war and now we stand under the flag of red white and blue. the spurs lost the battle with the mavs but we will win the war and we will stand under the banner of black and silver. REMEMBER THE SPURS!

week work days???

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 7 May 2006 20:03:00 -0700

booooo!!!!!! i work five days in a row! who the hell does that? like seriously. geez. ive never heard of a five day working week. we should have tuesday and thursday off. everyone. well ok not everyone just the suckers thatre all duh ok ill work. the week goes by way faster when i have those days off. it makes me be like i work today uhh ok not that bad. cause i know that my day off is just tomorrow. it makes everything all good. everyone should do it so i can have someone to party with when im off. aint nothing ever going down when im off.

unexpected call

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 30 Apr 2006 13:54:00 -0700

why does the past always want to come back and bite you in the ass when things are going good??? for instance when youre in a relationship thats going good and then an old flame that u never really stopped loving just decides to come back. oh! just out of the blue i felt like calling and seeing how you are even though i havent called you in like four months. oh yeah i want to come back. BLAH!!!! you totally blew your chance. you dumped me to the curb like yesterdays garbage. and now you want to come back. ive given you enough chances. ive told you enough times how i wanted you back and after i gave you that last one chance. after i decide its best for me to move on... you decide that you want back in. uuuggghhhh! you haunt me no matter what i do. even after all those people told me about you. its not just one or two people that sad that but multiple people. more then a hand full. how you do this to guys. how you love them and leave them and then you find out that theyre starting to get along without you and they found someone new. then you want them back. i chose to ignore them cause i liked you soooo much. i thought she wouldnt do that. shes too sweet. shes too perfect. i hate that they were so right and that i was sooo wrong. so wrong it made me ashamed that i was willing to change for you. change whatever you didnt like. whatever you wanted changed about me. so willing to fold for you. i would have done anything for you. but not this time. not while im with the new girl. she hasnt done anything wrong. and i really do have fun with her. but if it doesnt work out. if the new girl DOESNT WORK OUT. then i'll call you. then i'll say hey lets do something. lets start up where we left off. yes im willing to give it another shot. so if you do it again to me thatll be number 3. the third time. three strikes youre out. do it once shame on you. do it twice shame on me. do it three times im just fucking stoopid. there wont be a chance for a fourth.

post script:
she seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

waking i-pod

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 29 Apr 2006 20:07:00 -0700

I FINALLY GOTS ME AN IPOD!!!!! i got me a shuffle. it may seem somewhat crappy but its perfect for me. its in my budget of practically having no money and i only want to have the best of the best on it. so yeah i havent used up all the space yet. the first day i got it i was walking around just jammin out to it. ahhhh man! its like being born again! like this is a waking life. on top of that i got dsl/cable internet. HELLO KRIS! WELCOME TO SOCIETY! wow those munchken dudes told me to follow the yellow brick road. at first i thought they were trippin on something but they were on to something.

post script: ignore the man behind the curtain

me fail english? that impossible!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 15 Apr 2006 23:39:00 -0700

i want to make music thats so beautiful that it hurts your soul to listen to it. it makes your body ache from the beauty. but what if i cant do that. what if i cant deliver. should i not even try then? should i roll up into a ball in a corner and die??? should i put up a white flag for everyone to see??? how many people will actually mkae something thats earth shattering??? thats life changing??? how do you know to keep going or to stop because youre not one of those people??? well fuck that. im not stopping. i owe it to too many people to give up. just like that. i owe it to my mom to give her everything she wants. which includes for me to succeed, for me to not have to scrape by from pay check to pay check. to my friends that have been there since the beginning. when i was nobody. for the teachers that thought i was nothing more then a pimple on society's ass. and for the teachers that beilieved i could do something. except for my english teachers. they know how bad me speak english. and spell and such. hahahaha. i hated english class. i had to go buzzed or drunk to get me through it. i didnt do it all the time. but when i did it was FFFFUUUUUNNNNN!!!!!! sp this is the little engine that could. chuga chuga chuga! hahahahaha.

where'd you go

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 15 Apr 2006 23:14:00 -0700

i was watching an infomercial about these people who are depressed and how their lives arent bad. they have ordinary lives. you know nothing too bad. and was wondering if im actually depressed. cause i do get the way they were describing sometimes for almost no reason. i have a goood life. so why should i be depressed. when i was younger i used to get so sad that id totally detach from people. i would shun them away. like a girl that liked me in the eigth grade. she told me she liked me and i liked her. but i was sooooo negative that for some reason i thought she was lieing or something. and then after awhile i thought i grew out of it or something but it comes back every so often. it gets to the point where i just want to drink alone in my room and listen to music with no contact from anyone else. i even have playlists for such occasions. am i really depressed or is it just something like venting? hhhhmmmmmmmm. i go from one extreme to another in a days time, it seems sometimes. id be perfectly fine and then the next day just kaput. im on the opposite extreme that i was the last day. it seems like it happens when im at home at nights when i dont have work and nothings happenin and im by myself.

post script:
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

we are nowhere and its now

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 11 Apr 2006 22:45:00 -0700

i havent been drunk at my computer listening to music in awhile. im glad im getting the chance to do it right now. i got home at 11 from work. talked to that special someone in my life and chugged two mixed drinks. mmmmm but i have to get up at 7 in the morning to go back to work so i dont know if this is a good idea. oh well. oh and for those of you who are wondering who this new girl is if you went to skool with me youll know this one......ready??? ok its naomi. dun dun dun!!!! surprise out! she makes me laugh! its fun! ok im gonna try and get some sleep for tomorrows run in circles. laters gater.

post script: all these suckas sayin'
they be pimps they be playas
wearin' shoes made out of gatas'
well my shoes come from the assembly line
vans man!
yes sir thats how i grind
yes sir thats how i shine

another one bites the dust

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 6 Apr 2006 13:55:00 -0700

i just finished filling my lyric book. not using the back pf the pages unless the idea is that long. i dont like using the back cause i dont want the ideas to get lost in one another and im unable to decypher them apart. but it usually takes me awhile to fill my books. this one was the quickest one filled. i need another one. i guess i'll get one tomorrow after i get paid. on another note i've been hanging out with this girl lately. ive known her for like three years but we really never talked that much. then she came for my bday party and we started talking. its fun being around her. we're always cracking jokes. chilling at my house. watching tv. being bums together. its kool. she stayed over last night and went into work today. i think shes gonna come over tomorrow night and we're gonna drink. =) that should be fun! ok im gonna work on my music now. i cant stop. its coming out great! laters.

laura can't do no wrong

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 3 Apr 2006 17:32:00 -0700

yo homie g's update! my long running friend laura is now in a band. dont let her killer looks and smile fool you. her band BLOOD OF OUR ENEMIES is tearing shit up. although theyre metal i fully support them. she cant do wrong. im not that much into metal anymore ever since i found that not everything is dark and brutal and blood and guts and all that stuff that metal heads love =) cause theres beer and drunken nights of hittin on girls and bad ass beats and gummi bears. its good to feel some of that stuff sometimes but not all the time. i recognize good music and from what ive heard so far theyre good music. so i give them and my friend laura the official kris wak stamp of approval. check them out if you know whats good for you. ONCE AGAIN THEYRE METAL BEWARE. THEY ARE NO WAY AFFILIATED WITH PUPPY DOGS AND RAINBOWS. unless theyre screaming it or beating the shit out of them. www.myspace.com/bloodofourenemies

meaningless work for a meaningless boy

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 15 Mar 2006 00:16:00 -0800

getting caught in the moment when im working on something like a sculpture, drawing, or writing while the music plays in my ears is something i love. theres nothing else. just whats in front of me and the music. if it was possible i would take an ipod and headphones to work but i cant. i think i need a new job then. hhhmmmm ok im off to get lost in the moment. im gonna start a new project. laters.

post script: i never thought this life was possible. youre the yellow bird that ive been waiting for. the end of paralysis. i was a statuet. now im drunk as hell. on a piano bench. and when i press the keys. it all gets reversed. the sound of loneliness makes me happier.

uhhh excuse me. theres a tear in my beer.

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 12 Mar 2006 22:33:00 -0800

hhmmmm im debating wether i should drink tonight. ????? this question is very puzzling. let me ask the coin. heads i drink tails i dont. the coin has spoken and it says tails. i will now punch the coin in the face now. excuse me.

a unusually eventful sunday

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 5 Mar 2006 20:10:00 -0800

wow! today was totally what i didnt expect it to be. i woke up a little hung over from the previous night of drinking. i didnt even drink that much. i think it was just that i only got 7 hours of sleep. anyways, my friend mike stayed over cause he was pretty drunk. we woke up around two and were watching tv. i went to my grandmas house to help with clean up the back porch. it was filled with old junk that i put to the curb. my friend brianna calls me and wants to hang out so i tell her that ill be home in a little bit. then jay calls me and says he wants to hang out and play mario party. so him and mark come over. while playing mario party with mark jay brianna larry and mike my friend vic texts me and asks what im up to. i tell her that eveyones over and she should come to. so i pick her up. now that i think about it the day kinda fizzled out just like it sparked. it was pretty damn fun! but now everones gone. its 10:11 and here i sit in my room listening to music and chilling by myself. oh yeah i used to work at a grocery store but i quit because i thought i was gonna leave town for awhile but since i havent left yet they called and asked me if id go back and work. apparently the place has been going down hill without me like i told them it would after i left. im not sure i like being right on this one cause now theyre making me feel bad and that i feel i have to help them out by going back. i wouldnt mind some money though cause a lot of bdays are coming up and i need to get presents. not to mention my bday is coming up soon as well and im gonna have another one of my memorable birfday parties. ahhh yes! when all of my friends get together and drink mass quanteties of alcohol. fun!fun!fun! its countdown time! 16 days till my bday. =( but then ill be 20. thats a horrible age cause im not a teen anymore but im not old enough to legally drink. =( its like im gonna be in some kind of horrible limbo. plus im gonna feel old. hhmmm

post script: i dont plan on getting anything right anytime soon
getting drunk driving girlfriends away seems like all i can do
im only useful at useless shit
a know it all that just doesnt get it
a smiling fool with little reason to smile
a fashion guru with very little style
what could you possible know if you dont learn
how are you gonna make butter if you dont churn
old shoes i used to wear but now arent quite mine
important things lost but some i cant yet find
i think im going straight back to numb
but how could i deny where i came from

its kris wak! get back! this aint a free show! you didnt pay for that!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 1 Mar 2006 21:39:00 -0800

i thought i told you i have a lot to chew
theres so much more, so much i have to unglue
come on baby girl i want you to get loose
wiggle baby girl come on get outta that noose
rollin' with more then root beer in my flask
if you dont know then you really shouldnt ask

experiment

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 1 Mar 2006 21:35:00 -0800

ever since i got my G5 i havent really been posting anything cause once you go MAC you cant go back. so now i refuse to use the slow ass family PC. but since then ive noticed that ive been having trouble typing my blog. anyways this is a test.

i need alcohol. nutritious alcohol

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 28 Dec 2005 23:08:00 -0800

allow me to re-introduce myself

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 16 Nov 2005 16:40:00 -0800

have you ever woke up one morning and something that usually pisses you off or something you cared about doesnt do so anymore?

post script:Allow me to re-introduce myself
My name is Hov', OH, H-to-the-O-V
I used to move snowflakes by the O-Z
I guess even back then you can call me
CEO of the R-O-C, Hov'!
Fresh out the fryin pan into the fire
I be the, music biz number one supplier
Flyer/flier than a piece of paper bearin my name
Got the hottest chick in the game wearin my chain, that's right
Hov', OH - not D.O.C.
But similar to them letters, "No One Can Do it Better"
I check cheddar like a food inspector
My homey Strict told me, "Dude finish your breakfast"
So that's what I'ma do, take you back to the dude
with the Lexus, fast-forward the jewels and the necklace
Let me tell you dudes what I do to protect this
I shoot at you actors like movie directors [laughing]
This ain't a movie dog (oh shit)

funniest thing ever!!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 20 Oct 2005 15:36:00 -0700

you all need to see this link!!!!! its the funniest thing EVER!!!!!
http://www.geocities.com/nitsua17xox/google.jpg

sorry kris with a k is gone.

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 13 Oct 2005 21:57:00 -0700

only a few more months before i leave tejas. my home. my own country within the u.s. of a. but my heart will never leave. this may sound corny but i love being a texan. im proud of it. i represent foolios. i know texas as a state is like damn conservative. and we're the last state to do anything but its still my home.

post script: latterman is a great!!!!!! band. i highly recommend them to you. there kinda fugazi-ish without the mellowniss. but still worth a listen.

hit me up 281-330-8004!!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 18 Sep 2005 22:33:00 -0700

I think about my homies, I think about my mommaI think about what's goin on I think about the dramaI think about the world, I think about my lifeFive years from now, will I have me a wife? Will I have me some kids, tell me how will I live. Will I be doin wrong or will I live positive. Will I live to get a Grammy or will I be with my granny. Five years from now, I don't think you understand me. I'm tryin to hold on, tryin to stay strong. It's hard not know in what's really goin on. But I try to maintain, keep my head in the game. When shit ain't lookin too good, I pray for better thangs. I keep the Lord on my side, 'til the day I die. Will I blow up big? I don't know but I'll try. I keep the Lord on my side, 'til the day I die. Will I blow up big? I don't know but I'll try

no shes not

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 14 Sep 2005 23:25:00 -0700

Alright, listen to me. You pull up right where she lives, right? Before you get outta the car, you lock both doors. Then, get outta the car, you walk over to her. You bring her over to the car. Dig out the key, put it in the lock and open the door for her. Then you let her get in. Then you close the door. Then you walk around the back of the car and look through the rear window. If she doesn't reach over and lift up that button so that you can get in: dump her.

Just like that?

Listen to me, kid. If she doesn't reach over and lift up that button so that you can get in, that means she's a selfish broad and all you're seeing is the tip of the iceberg. You dump her and you dump her fast.

here goes nothing

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 14 Sep 2005 21:54:00 -0700

thursday is the day that i shall see if that horoscope was right or wrong. if its wrong im so gonna go to its house and punch it in its freakin face for lieing to me.

some closure maybe....?

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 14 Sep 2005 00:48:00 -0700

A temporary separation between you and a current or potential romantic partner is actually likely to cause your relationship to grow that much stronger. Missing each other may cause you to realize the level of your commitment, and some long phone conversations could bring up feelings and concerns that need to be discussed. A joyous and passionate reunion awaits you in a day or two.

thats what my horoscope said. hopefully it comes true

post script: this is me with my fingers crossed and wishing on every star i see tonight.

you so didnt see me

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 11:28:00 -0700

So quiet, another wasted night,the television steals the conversation, exhale, another wasted breath, again it goes unnoticed. Please tell me you're just feeling tired cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break, out of touch, out of time. Please send me anything but signals that are mixed cause I can't read your rolling eyes, out of touch, are we out of time? Close lipped another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion, your grip another time, is slack it leaves me feeling empty. I'll wait until tomorrow maybe you'll feel better then maybe we'll be better then so what's another day when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you, this mood of yours is temporary, it seems worth the wait to see your smile again, out of the corner of my eye won't be the only way you're looking at me then.