Life Through My Eyes

|| this day i was born ||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 29 Jul 2013 09:31:00 +0000

I survived another year, another back stab, another lie, another teasing voice, another scar, another bleed, another snuff-snuff, another heart break.

I am a danger for MYSELF!!

I've become a maniac!!

Just take me away please..

I wanna be happy, I wanna be appreciated for once.

I wish I close my eyes tonight, forever!

Think problems have become my best friend!

So.. Hell is where I live! . . .

|| Broken Yet Holding On ||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 30 Apr 2013 05:38:00 +0000

I can see you walkin' out
I'm not tryna believe it
There's no way that this can be for real, I'm dreamin' I can see the water in your eyes
You don't have to do this
There has got to be a better way, I know it..
Back up the day now
What did I do to get us to, this point
Me losing you, in this moment
I feel it, deep in my chest
I can't breathe...

I can't let go
Broken yet holding on
To you, to us
This love is too strong for me to let go
Broken yet holding on..

Afraid everything is over now
The rain cloud is passing
Still I'm tryna wonder how I lost you
Are you really over me?
You said so, don't believe it..
You are where I wanna be, I love you..
We said we'll never give up
In hard times
When we hit bottom
We'll try to find the broken pieces of love..

|| ..forever and almost always.. ||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 18 Feb 2013 06:02:00 +0000

So the story goes on down
The less traveled road
It's a variation on
The one I was told
And although it's not the same
It's awful close, yeah

In an ordinary fairy tale land
There's a promise of a perfect happy end
And I imagine having just short of that
Is better than nothing

So you'll be mine
Forever and almost always
And I'll be fine
Just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently
I'll wake up every day
Just hoping that you still care

In the corner of my mind I know too well
Oh that surely even I deserve the best
But instead of leaving
I just put the issue to bed
And outta my head

Oh and just when I believe
You've changed for good
Well you go and prove me wrong
Just like I knew you would

When I run out of second chances
You give me that look
And you're off the hook

Because you're mine
Forever and almost always
And I'm fine
Just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently
I'll wake up every day
Just hoping that you still care

Oh, what am I still doing here?
Oh, it's all becoming so clear

You'll be mine
Forever and almost always
It ain't right to just love me when you can
Oh I won't wait patiently
Or wake up everyday
Just hoping that you'll still care

Forever and almost always
No it ain't right
To just love me when you can, baby
Ain't gonna wait patiently
I won't wake up everyday
Just hoping that you still care

:D

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 09 Feb 2013 11:13:00 +0000

||Xx.. The Wish I Had Sent ..xX||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 13 Jan 2013 06:05:00 +0000

To whom to ask, why is it so,
this world is, as if mute..

Where to find moments of joy,
Even time is like without a sign..
There are complaints on so many lips,
there are many distances from the life..
Why do the dreams dampen in eyes,
when the line leaves these hands, for no reason..

The wish I had sent,
that collided with the sky such that
a call has come back..
where have the breaths turned their face,
I don't see any path..
where has the heartbeat left the heart,
and where have these bodies left (their) shadows..

I, here, think this again and again..
a smoke of memories is walking with me..
The wish I had sent,
that collided with the sky such that
a call has come back..

#tera saath bohot yaad aata hai!!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 02 Jan 2013 12:09:00 +0000

Jab badal rahe the hum , tere kehne pe..
Sab kuch ajeeb laga raha tha,
Nahi maloom tha *kitno ka saath chorna padega..*

Nahi mloom tha *kis kis ka haath thaamna padega..*
Woh tere chehre ko dekh ke aankhon ka bhar aana..
Poocho dil se kitna roone ka dil karta hai..
Tere saath bohot yaad aata hai,
Tera saath bohot yaad aata hai!!

|| MOOD: Damn Girl I Miss 'US' ||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 09 Dec 2012 07:33:00 +0000

Dedicated To Anusha !

Tumhare gale lagane mein ab woh pehle jaisi baat na rahi..

Na rahi woh haasi, na rahi woh ek dusre ko bina kuch kahe samajh jane wali samajhdariya

Na rahe woh 'secret' guftugu ke silsile

Na rahi woh haath mein haath thaam ke chalne wali aada..

Na rahi woh "mai hu na tere liye" wale pyaare alfaaz..

Na rahe woh apnepan ke jazbaat..

Kuch lamho mein badal gaya sab kuch..

Kisi aur ki wajah se tune chodha mera saath..

Woh aakhri guftugu mein tera kehna, "Sab kuch bhool ke hum sab maze kar rahe the.!!"

Dil ko chubbh si gayi thi teri woh baat!

Ab na raha tera sahara,

Ab na raha tera bharosa,

Aakhir tu bhi chor gaya aye DOST...

Iss bhari bheedh mein tanha kar diya tune aye DOST...

TUMHARE GALE LAGANE MEIN AB WOH PEHLE JAISI BAAT NA RAHI..

Na rahi..

pagani zonda some day i'll ride in you babe.!!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 08 Dec 2012 09:17:00 +0000

Da!ry enTry..

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 06 Nov 2012 14:34:00 +0000

Mo.Od :

pathetic...

</3

#zac!r

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 07 Jul 2012 07:18:00 +0000

So there's this girl you might as well know her.. Years back she told you those 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning 'Thing' which you neglected right away saying she was too young. Did you ever think of her again.??? I bet you never did. But this one is just to say you what happened after you un-friended her. She had her hand scribbled with your name, she cried and she still does, she took LOVe for granted. And ever since she never 'really' loved someone with her 'real' heart. [literally been a *playa* you could say] So, still now she feel the same about you, you know the 'soft corner' types & leave that your every Lil reply means hell lot to her. The way she smiles when she looks at YOUR stuff.. It seems like she's in love even with the thought of you.

So, at the end, she still hope for you to be her's when after all those relationships & break-ups & lies & bitchy-ness.

SHE HOPES FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE

PS. Can you turn the impossible to the possible for the sake of her 'real' smile.

||..Failed Friendship..||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 04 Jul 2012 06:42:00 +0000

Do you know what it feels like to be left behing?

Losing everyone around you in such a little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past,

But its hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts!

Its hard to hide behind this frown,

When on the inside you're on the verge of a break down!

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me,

All I've left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly i want them back,

But they have left me in the past which was there plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away,

I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong,

I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

Okay so this one is dedicated to my best-friends who ditched me for some idiotic reason.. I miss them a lot.. they were the world to me .. but now there are gone long way from me.. so anyways i was missing em so thought of writing a poem ..!! 

My Tumbling Thoughts to the World: The Love Letter of a Complete A$@#$%@!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 02 Jul 2012 14:29:00 +0000

My Tumbling Thoughts to the World: The Love Letter of a Complete A$@#$%@!:
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noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 02 Jul 2012 09:33:00 +0000

||.. Spain vs. Italy ..|| aka ||.. ITALY troll..||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 02 Jul 2012 09:12:00 +0000

\\..Lyrics to "She's crazy (panga ho gaya)"..//

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 01 Jul 2012 11:41:00 +0000

INTRO.

Aaahh Thuuhh…

Hi..

M just lil out of mind right now…

Its like m hitting on this girl,ah..

And the next second m fantasizing about her mom

Fuck man…

VERSE 1

Lets take it back to wahaan ,Jahaan pyaar kit hi galiyaan

Pehlaa mera pyaar vo apne daddy ki gudiyaah,

Frappe jaanu dram girl banaayega..hat..

Tere daddy ki dhamki se neend mujhe aaye na,

“Hey there Delilah”, pyaar ka jahaan dekh,

Daaku tera daddy mai ta thulle ki remand mai..

Mera dil dimaag saala dono lage kaam pe..

Lagi meri waat dekha mom teri kamala yeahhh..

Bottom line is that, I just set her for the best blunt

Sorry baby girl m moving on to the next one,

Born for the best_____, try till I succeed,

On for the MILF porn jerk to the HD

Fark nahi kuch bhi your mom is a sex freak!!

I see it in your daddy’s eye think big and i did

Ishq karna tha tujhse, kar baitha teri mom se..

Hausla buland meri to make it to the foreplay,

Aunty Bataaon mai sukoon fursat mai kya chain tha

The only problem was tera dad uska man tha

Basic mera plan coz m not into war and

Emo teri mummy i said no to the violence

Sun meri jaana,pass aana, batlana, kadwa sach na is deewane ko maarega kyuki aab saari baazi to yae..

Saali har shaddi ,jasbaati, haalaaton mai barbaadi karwati or lati end mai kya hai.. THENGA..!!

Fuck bitch…

CHORUS

Shona my baby, tera daddy he’s crazy

Kahe mujhko farebi,

Dekh panga ho gaya…

Shone my baby teri mummy shes crazy lage mujhko to pagli

Dekh panga ho gaya….

Shona my baby, tera daddy he’s crazy

Kahe mujhko farebi,

Dekh panga ho gaya…

Shone my baby teri mummy shes crazy lage mujhko to pagli

Dekho panga ho gaya….

Haan to bhaiyoon or unki behnoo…

Kehte hai love is this… love is that… ****…

Falana dhimkana *****… ye hui na baat…

MILF porn dekhi saalo,heh..

GHANTA..

VERSE 2

Let me tell you,whats complicated you hittin on ya girls mom

Measure dick,shave ball your teenageis your worst fall

You ain’t scoring chicks known around as a cute lad

Only chick you smooch her dad turns a douschebag

He gets you all groupbanged

Phir kahaan saala pyaar hai..

Kisi ki ni suno kyu ki tumpe bhoot sawaar hai..

kehte pyaar ki to saali koi umaar nahi hoti..

Aunty ki jawani bhi abhi guzar gayi hoti..

Dil mera bola frappe chood saala porn dekh..

Dil kya cheez jo mere hosle ko rondh de.

Pass gaya aunty boli “Screw you viraan”

What a bitch what a bitch saali full 2 pataang..

Sun meri jaana,pass aana, batlana, kadwa sach na is deewane ko maarega aab saari baazi to yeah..

Saali har shaddi ,jasbaati, haalaaton mai karwati or lati end mai kya hai.. THENGA..!!

Fuck bitch…

CHORUS

Shona my baby, tera daddy id crazy

Kahe mujhko farabi,

Dekho panga ho gaya…

Shone my baby teri mummy shes crazy lage mujhko to pagli

Dekho panga ho gaya….

Shona my baby, tera daddy id crazy (Dhoom pichak dhoom pichak dhoom)

Kahe mujhko farabi,

Dekho panga ho gaya…

||.. no !dea what's happen!ng ..||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 30 Jun 2012 13:38:00 +0000

27th June 2012

6:42pm

I want to fight for us but somethings holding me back . . . ~~cause somewhere i don't feel like this will last.~~

29th June 2012

1:31pm

~~I don't wanna die, but i cant even live like this.~~

I cried over it, i cried it all out, now i ain't... cause its not worth it at all... I wasn't able to understand why all this happened. But it happened and phaqing ruined my life.. The day i lost my 'friends' , my 'dad' , my 'guy' , my 'life' , my 'trust' , my 'faith', i remember it all!!

It bought me all in this hell

So, A-LONELINESS becomes my best friend AGAIN.. </3

||..what maTTers..||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 28 Jun 2012 10:17:00 +0000

Ten things I like about you the most...
1. You have a very good 'heart'.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

...And thats all that matters to me.

||..loving it here..||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 27 Jun 2012 09:15:00 +0000

My "soon to be" New Room..

Dear Monday.. (:

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 27 Jun 2012 08:48:00 +0000

Source: http://student-of-fashion.blogspot.in/

||Xx..Kabhi Milo Kahi Pe..xX||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 27 Jun 2012 08:38:00 +0000

Kabhi millo kahi pe..

||..Meet me somewhere someday..

Dheer sari guftugu karni hain,

||..There's a lot to talk about,

kuch beeten silsile, kuch aane wale kal; baya karne hain,

||..Some statements of past, some statements regarding the future; have to tell you all,

Woh guzra kal khwabon ke sahare,

||..Those moments which passed with the memories of your dream,

Woh aane wala kal jo beetega tumhare sang...

||..And the 'Future' that is going to be spent with you...

Kabhi millo kahi pe..

||..Meet me somewhere someday..

||Xx...The 'Ordeals"...xX||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 26 Jun 2012 12:29:00 +0000

||..He was wearing the same suit from the 'Swayamwar' showroom i wished my groom wore && you were there wearing the finest suit from the 'Blackberry" store and look as good as you 'always' do.

||..He came in a BMW that made my eyes stuck to it && you rode the bike just to reach there at time ruining your 'sexy' hair just for me.

||..He was on the finest 'Nagras' && you were there wearing the freakiest 'Nike' shoes.

||..He was there with the Platinum Ring && you had the rose in your pocket...

||..He had everything i ever desired to have on my wedding!!!!

But that day the only difference was for once i dint want any of it, for once i just wish i could accept the 'Rose' instead of the platinum ring and LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER...!!

THERE WAS A REASON WHY SHE SAID "YES"

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 21 Jun 2012 10:05:00 +0000

||Xx.. to be trusted ''driVers' ..xX||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 15 Jun 2012 05:05:00 +0000

There's one type of people on this earth with whom I'm not afraid to sit, while driving.. The 'LUCKNOW Tempo Drivers' You can't get hurt yet you may get a heart attack though!! ;P The way they screech while another tempo comes in the way <<hehehehehe> It would seem like "Ab toh accident hona hi hai!"
And who else would have such >>HIGH<< 'Bass' and 'Treble' speakers that the whole road turns to see what the heck's on the way. The music on the tempo is likely the BesT music for all THE HEART-BROKEN people...!!!!

YOU lEFT aNYWAYS....

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 14 Jun 2012 17:55:00 +0000

A girl sitting at the corner of her room.. Thinking what wrong has she done...

Why did you leave her all by herself lonely...

When you were her everything.. Every night she closes her eyes with a thought that she would forget everything the next morning... All your memories will be outta her mind.. But hey.. Have you ever forgotten 'ThHe BeST PART OF YOUR LIFe'. So how do you expect her to do so.. she took you as her world she loved you with every ounce of her HeART.. But you left anyways...

She still wonders how can she get you back when all she does is think about you and weep.

||Xx..aaj rula de koi..xX||

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 14 Jun 2012 17:07:00 +0000

Aagosh-e-sitam mei hi chupa le koi..

Tanha hu, tadapne se bacha le koi..

Sookhi hai badi muddat se palko ki zuban..

Bas aaj toh jee bhar ke rula de koi..

Life Through My Eyes

|| this day i was born ||

|| Broken Yet Holding On ||

|| ..forever and almost always.. ||

:D

||Xx.. The Wish I Had Sent ..xX||

#tera saath bohot yaad aata hai!!

|| MOOD: Damn Girl I Miss 'US' ||

*pagani zonda* some day i'll ride in you babe.!!

Da!ry enTry..

#zac!r

||..Failed Friendship..||

My Tumbling Thoughts to the World: The Love Letter of a Complete A$@#$%@!

The all new *Nikon Coolpix AW100*

||.. Spain vs. Italy ..|| aka ||.. ITALY *troll*..||

\\..Lyrics to "She's crazy (panga ho gaya)"..//

Kahe mujhko farabi,

||.. no !dea what's happen!ng ..||

||..what maTTers..||

||..loving it here..||

Dear Monday.. (:

||Xx..Kabhi Milo Kahi Pe..xX||

||Xx...The 'Ordeals"...xX||

THERE WAS A REASON WHY SHE SAID "YES"

||Xx.. to be trusted ''driVers' ..xX||

YOU lEFT aNYWAYS....

||Xx..aaj rula de koi..xX||

pagani zonda some day i'll ride in you babe.!!

The all new Nikon Coolpix AW100

||.. Spain vs. Italy ..|| aka ||.. ITALY troll..||