Forever Yours

Burn for You

2021-02-10T19:24:00.001+05:30

Once upon a 17 years ago,

When the rains metaphored school,

When to look at you asked for excuses,

When sitting & smiling behind you,

I knew that I burn for you...

Few months & misunderstandings later,

Few thoughts & mad dreams later,

Few stares & teases later,

Few smiles & talks later,

I knew that I burn for you...

Half years passed like a blow,

We reconnected at a lost place,

And promised to remember us,

Hoping you to fall hard this time,

I knew that I burn for you...

The later years brought me jitters,

The beaches seem intriguing,

The impatience for one little 'Hi',

The wait slowly cuts my soul,

I knew that I burn for you...

But.. your attention I quenched for,

But.. your love I asked for,

But.. your touch I dreamt of,

Happened to happen late & unfair,

I knew that I burn for you...

Once upon a 17 years later,

The wishing happiness remain one sided ,

Still passing the memories asking 'what if?',

Questions left unanswered forever,

And I knew that I'll burn for you...

Everything About You

2014-09-14T21:52:00.003+05:30

I am so in Love with you, only you, only you

Never thought of you and me like this ever

Gathering memories of us together

Tell me it's true and not a dream I thought

Walking back home with hands twined

I like it when you take strands off my face

And when there's an ocean of love in your eyes

I like it when you hold me in your arms

Kiss my temple, eyes, cheeks and then lips

I like it when you take me with you

dance, dine and dip in the river or sea

I like it when you look at me from far

in a room of people, in a crowd of tricks

I like it when you offer me your hand

to request, to accept, to ask, to talk

I like it when you click a picture of me

to keep me when I am not around

I like everything you say to me

crazy, beautiful, sheer, delightful, anguish

I like whatever you do for me

work, love, listen, surprise and watch me sleep

I like it when you open your eyes and see me

Sweep me off my feet and say

"Will you marry me....again?"

I like it when you kiss me every time

in the middle of a conversation and fights

I am so in love with you, only you, only you

I love you and everything about you....

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Dear Praz,

Is it OK if I say that I am going insanely mad about you?

Things you do for me make me feel better and better with time. I started to learn about love after I met you. You have taught me so much about life. Little things you do make me realize about how love is the most important thing in this world. Without love nobody can survive. I have seen people dying to get that one small smile. I have seen people strive to get that little acknowledgment to be a part in their lives. And I can proudly say that you complete me. You make me happy.

It's been years since we are married. And it seems to be yesterday when you popped that question to me on a beach walk! The memory is still fresh, steady and pure - just like you. Today morning, you popped the same question and I couldn't stop laughing at the thought. So stupid, non-sense and lost - just like me.

I just want to say THANK YOU! Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you for taking my non-sense. Thank you for your love and care. Thank you, my love.

From, Shrao.

You

2014-09-13T00:07:00.002+05:30

I'm not strong

to stay away from you

I'm always wrong

when not with you...

I can't see anything beyond you

I don't want to feel anything but you

Love is a small word to define this

You are the only one whom I miss...

It's not easy the way it seem

You know exactly what I mean

I always dream about you and me

Of course I want that to be...

You need me, I know

You gave me the bow

You asked for my hand

And now I'm wearing you band...

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Dear Picas,

Oh my GOD! We are married.......

The only thought which weakens me is staying away from you. The decisions I took have always turned out wrong because at that time you weren't with me. To console me, hug me or hold me strong.

It's been so long that I cannot think anything but about you. The feelings we share with each other are beyond this world. I know you are out there to make our life more than perfect. But, don't you miss me the way I do? I understand that it is very easy to say that nothing can stop us to be happy. But I can see that how hard you are working to make it work for us.

Till you come back from your work schedule and travel, I have our beautiful memories and amazing dreams to keep me up. I feel loved when I dream about you. In the dreams I always see what I always wish and want. And you know everything about it as you share the same dreams like me.

We both know that we cannot live without each other. We are like magnets. We miss each other when we are apart but are intact the minute we come close. Until then, will treasure the moment when you bowed and kissed me after you put the ring on the aisle.

From, Sandy.

For Us

2014-09-11T20:59:00.002+05:30

In the shades of rain

We are walking the lane

We are holding hands

As we pass the lands...

You look in my eyes

And see love for you

You hate all the byes

I have said to you...

The sun is setting down

The soil is damp and brown

It's raining heavily

You propose me happily...

I can't believe you did that

You see me crying

I'll say 'yes' you knew that

But I thought you are lying...

It's true, you tell me

At last it's 'we'

Now nothing can happen worse

I am happy for us...

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Dear Santos,

Today was a fairy tale. You popped the question to me when we went for a walk at the beach. I guess, it was perfect hour - perfect place - perfect ring and our perfect relationship.

Watching you go on your knee, looking in my eyes and saying 'I love you'; was the best thing ever happened to me. I couldn't stop crying and you hugged me like a baby. I cannot forget the way you care for me and adore me. I sobbed small tears and could only stutter 'YES!'.

At first I though you must be joking. But you weren't. You pressed a small kiss on my lips and passed the ring on my finger. You could see the shine in my eyes too. I kissed your hand and entwined our fingers, never to leave. We walked back our way towards love and happiness.

From, Paula.

Pukkoo, meets me

2014-09-08T17:57:00.001+05:30

We met and ran around answers

Thinking, syncing, missing shows

All time seems lost and lost in us

In a month of our talks and laughs...

Dreams do come true someday

Happy lasting endings happen

Caring with due respect forever

No good byes interjects word...

Slowly, true understandings pass

The reverse fights block our trusts

Teasing and raining trap within

Disasters thirsts by your friends...

Trust is easy to build, it's a true lie

Crawling in the dark shadows

The sun of tears burns me and you

Will believe and learn again...

Walking back around to us

Crystal shines low and fresh start

The tug of war gets over the edge

Packing all the sorrows, sadness...

A month of first meet gifts me you

Coffees, coats and echoes, dusk

Memories and many firsts

A month of Pukkoo meets me...

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Dear Pukkoo,

I am so madly truly deeply in love with you. We complete a month and I feel like it was yesterday we first met. I always dreamt for happy endings. My dear Pukkoo, you are the one to fulfill my dreams with all your love, respect and care. I don't remember the goodbyes but your intense words of love for me.

But right after we completed a month of togetherness, your beloved so-called friends did something to hurt me. Did something which could have broken our relationship. They broke my trust. You not telling me before they did, broke my trust for you too. It is tough to hold the same feelings when the trust is broken. We cried and fought like it will never end. But I believed in us and our love. That made us stronger.

We promised to forget all the bad fights and begin again. You told me to never look back and asked me to pack all the sorrows. With all our coffee dates and sharing your jacket with me in cold nights echoed the dusk of our love. With this love we await for more memories and many firsts. As my dear love, we complete a month. We complete a month today!

From, Sonah.

Your Love, My Place

2014-09-02T23:29:00.001+05:30

Please hold me forever with you

In your arms, in your eyes

Breathless and tameless in the heat

Searching for your love and my place...

Swimming the ocean of despair

Take me where you are from

Left alone in the depth of dark

Searching for your love and my place...

The wings you gave me are tied down

To the rock under the beast sea

Lost into your masochist touch

Searching for your love and my place...

Asking and looking for my world

It's called you - my love and your place

Pretty uptight soul which belongs to you

Searches your love and my place...

If you ask me now, did I find

Did I find what I was searching for?

And I would shamelessly brainlessly answer

Yes, yes I found your love my love...

Yes, yes I found my place my love...

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Dear Pauhl,

This long distance relationship we share is adjustable but I believe our love is the only thing which makes us strong. The best memory for me is the way you hold me. And I just cannot forget the way you care for me. I remember you telling me to be myself when let down by those who hurt me.

The worst thing is the distance. I know we love each other and nothing in the world can break us down, but the distance is like a big rock in our lives which hold us apart in different corners of the world. I miss you and your touch. It is more like a 'love drug' to me now.

I wish to tell you that I love you dearly. The world is very big, but you're my world. My everything. Someone asked me that where am I and did I find anything worthwhile? I simply looked in their eyes and said that I found my place in the world which I will never replace with anything and I found my love.

From, Sannie.

Hour

2014-08-30T22:05:00.002+05:30

Going away is not easy

Walking the scenes
Paralysing memories
Nurturing me inside...

Balancing the relationship

Outgrowing you and us
Dreams were harsh
Like you were to me...

Promises are running far

Feelings are washing down
Heart is left deep empty
Since the day you left...

Sometime, please be back

In the form of air or ash
Keep me for my sake, love
Lock me with your heart...

Separate the conscience within

Take me along the worlds end
Carry us to the universe, stars
Till the clock strikes the hour...

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Dear Sean,

Today, I went to our favourite coffee shop. Sat at the same table and ordered our routine.

I feel like a stone. As if the world and feelings don't see me in the eye. You treated me like a trophy. When you left our house, it was not as empty as my heart was. Do you even miss me like I do? Can you come to me sooner or later? Will you hold me when I die?

I remember we promised that we will die together. So, will you still take me with you?

I await that time, I await you and I await our love to be back with that time.

From, Josephine

May Be

2014-08-28T21:45:00.001+05:30

Bail me out of this love
Change the lifelines

Take me into your soul

May be to-day, to-morrow...

When we know the truth

You will not come to me
Please make it a lie
May be to-day, to-morrow...

The forces are against us

Smiles and laughs fade away
Touches turns ice cold
May be to-day, to-morrow...

Drastically totally yours

Like for always and always

Waiting for you at the patio

May be to-day, to-morrow...

The innocence turns wrong

Perfect you is not anymore

Going away, feeling the silence

May be to-day, to-morrow...

No Crime

2014-08-26T16:36:00.002+05:30

Wondering about the dreams

Dreams and thoughts about us

Lost in the shouts and screams

For the pain, masochistic shrugs...

Forever and ever after means you

And they seem to last, like sea

Searching the earth, wind like blue

Amazingly beautiful and free...

You are the shining moonlight

Cold as ice, pure as dew fall

Sun chooses you as it's bright

You make me beg and crawl...

The silence kisses me to death

Finding the task of you, us, love

Echoes and sound of breath

Are flaring wings like cupid, dove...

Preparing for the doomsday

Time won't let us go to time

We have nothing more to say

We proved us, love is no crime...

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Dear Philip,

So this is about our first fight, We had many firsts, but this is something which we shall never forget. You did not speak to me for some time after the clash and I missed you. That is when I realised that I am so in love with you. I could have swam all the seas and climbed mountains to say sorry to you. I could have hold you forever and told you to never let me go.

To see your quite side was my first too. You had promised that you will never ignore me. You had promised that with our love, we won't need all those thank yous and sorries.

I wait for the day when I will feel that I am not in love with you anymore. I await for the time when our memories will be enough to satisfy our love for each other as we never thought of the consequences but only love.

From, Sonia.

Knots

2014-08-23T20:58:00.001+05:30

Giving up on you and us

Not the game of love anymore

Dices and ladders are fallen

Hardly, deep on the shore...

You were, are, will be a lie

But can find us everywhere

Still thirsty, hungry for you

It's different what we share...

Shining like a star like diamonds

In my sky of love, life and ways

Shooting in the space of tears

Searching for you and solace...

The promises and death vows

Are holding, tying us with cuts

Deep with blood, flesh and pain

You are with me like knots...

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Dear Robin,

You seem to be happy. After what happened, what you did, how you made me feel - how can you be happy? This is something which you did to me few years ago, but the marks are still fresh, the pain remains and my heart breaks everyday.

You did not even look back or give me your hand to make me stand again. We promised to live and die with each other. I thought that our love will be like of Johny Cash and June Carter's. Kind of 'forever'.

But, you changed everything. You left me crashing and my forever dream turned to falling glass. The shattered pieces gave me cuts. The kind which look like knots.

From Sarah.

Some Pleasures

2014-08-21T16:36:00.001+05:30

When I look at you

Resting in my tomb

The pleasure of the touch

The pleasure of your kiss

I miss the vulnerable you...

My lost life is my lost love

The names I remember

Are the pleasure of my memories

You gave up some flowers

Which you left on me...

The soft tender touch on my lips

Make you take me in

You smell so sexy and paralyse

Paralysed from my love and pleasures

The spin of your desires hold me...

Catching my breathe and softness

You pull me in the coffin of pleasures

The toll of your touch make me disappear

In the soil and hardness of earth

I rest in my tomb forever...

With you my love, forever.

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To Jake,

I wrote this poem for someone who made me fall in love. Made me realize that the real me can love someone like real you. The relationship we shared had its ups and downs where you also taught me to hold in.

I was 19 when I left you alone. I left the world. The loss of the world was less than the loss of my love. And with those final words, I went forever. Buried where we thought of building our home.

I still have my heart where you reside. I still have the feelings where you breath. I am still in the sleep to dream about our life together. I still hold you within me. The only downfall is, I have stopped breathing.

From, Vivienne.

Another Birth

2012-02-20T16:41:00.000+05:30

Our memories are so close to me
But we were never meant to be together
For your lyrics you may win a Grammy
Accepting the fact that you don't bother...

My heart is bleeding and mourning for you
We did so many crazy little things
Nothing about everything seems to be true
Tears is what our future together brings...

Knowing the fact for you I am no one
The night awaits to fall down on me
In the middle of this mess you left me alone
You have everything but no love to see...

Feels like I am a joke for what I said
You are a horizon which never meets the earth
But will keep you where I am laid
With a wish to belong in another birth...

Second Chance

2011-10-18T15:29:00.000+05:30

Don't come and go
Like you always do
Stay with me for me
Coz you belong to be...

Turned out a wrong judgement
Love is not an investment
My heart is stitched and sewed
You turned out to be a shrewd...

I don't feel faithful anymore
Breaking down at the sea shore
Ashamed of myself with pain
No one to notice my tears in the rain...

Sand is slipping out of my hand
Lost the moment for a band
Can we have the last dance??
As love won't give me a second chance...

Moment of Change

2011-09-17T12:29:00.000+05:30

Tell me everything you quench for
Values, Strengths and Opportunities
Weakness, Habits and Sexualities
I want you to ask yourself
Before its too late to share
No lies. No cries. No byes
Its forever, wherever and whenever
Simple desires and wishes
Compensation every possibilities
Slowly definitely killing me
Love, loving and being ain't easy
It's smoke, drugs and pot for me
Boozing around shouting casualties
Feeling future, death and life
Stop, Hold, Demolish the grounds
With cold and masochistic behavior
Moving commotions boiling out
Constructions, Destructions, Sections
Formation of the young shattered heart
Lonely, Slowly, Finally mending
It's my soul which is asking
What, How, Where, Who, Which is me
Breaking rules and regulations
Realization for a Moment of Change...

Shine

2011-07-16T18:09:00.000+05:30

In the depths of your eyes
Crossing all the impossible skies
You are my vision
To be with you I need no reason...

Can't breath if you are not here
There's nothing if you are not near
I am lost and with no direction
For me it is not fiction...

Your voice is a tonic
I think I am a maniac
So much obsessed with you
Want my life to be new...

Just past the memories
With all thank you's and sorry's
You will never be mine
Like dew my tears shine...

Wishes & Dreams

2010-09-30T16:12:00.001+05:30

When you think about me

You just want me to go away

And never read my letters

Which I wrote for the better...

Were you there with me?

I don't think so ever

With the bloodshed in my eyes

In the form of tears and your lies...

Was searching for the truth

But for you I was always a joke

You will never understand

I blew away like a strand...

I was always here

It was you who left forever

In the place with hate

With an unwanted fate...

The hunger of love

Is eating me like hell

The night have overturned

All my wishes and dreams are burned...

Mask

2010-07-16T16:54:00.000+05:30

It was a waste of time

Just to be in few seconds of lime

I am shattered and broken

Everything from me was taken…

Can’t recognize my voice

Was never left with any choice

Thinking of every single thing

Only asked for love to bring…

Lost forever and ever

It was like a whisper

Still holding me back and tied

Said it was me who lied…

Tired of trying and running

But it was me who was burning

Torn in shreds and pieces

It’s always me who misses…

My heart is hurting and bleeding

Always searching and seeking

The reasons were never shown

Coz of the mask you had worn...

Untied

2010-07-01T14:55:00.000+05:30

Driving the ocean alone

Searching for a shore

Letting myself to fly

I just caught your breathe and try...

You wiped away my tears and said

Baby I loved you, please don't cry

It was a doubt I always had

But I can't be with you like that...

You are already gone

Can't even see your shadow

I thought you were with me

But now you are nowhere to be seen...

I miss everything about you

The memories are with me like dew

Sinking and washing away in tears

My heart is now in bits and fears...

I doubt that I will ever love again

Left in grief and pain

No more expectations and hopes

As I've untied all the ropes...

Nothing's Left

2010-03-02T17:42:00.000+05:30

Cuts are what I find

Deep and Hard

You covered my mind

Now I'm crying & tired...

Never wanted it

Loved you every single bit

Didn't think of betray

Wanted you to stay...

Things can't work out

I feel to shout

It's unbelievable

How can it be possible??...

I crumpled your letters

You just left away

You said it was for my better

And now nothing's left to say...

Wings

2010-01-22T20:49:00.000+05:30

The World seems small
Between us there is wall
You seem so far
As if it’s a war...

You taught me things
Gave birth to my wings
I wanted to fly
But you said bye...

You said nothing
And threw away my ring
I was shattered
For you nothing mattered...

I wanted you so much
I miss every touch
All doors are shut
As my wings you've cut...

I am limping and wounded
Our memories are grounded
The cuts are deep and hard
For the walls there is no guard...

True

2009-12-30T20:02:00.000+05:30

Every time I fall
And try to crawl
Something pushes me back
Is this what I lack…?

I saw the sky falling
You weren’t calling
I always think about you
But like always you flew…

You have cut my heart open
The reason for this is unknown
My dreams never come true
And the reason for this is you…

You always make me cry
But I don’t know why
I can’t stand this isolation
I feel to do some violation…

You don’t even apologize
I have cut all the ties
What you give will come back to you
Believe me boy coz this is true…

For Us

2009-11-30T13:35:00.000+05:30

In the shades of rain
We are walking the lane
We are holding hands
As we pass the lands...

You look in my eyes
And see love for you
You hate the byes
I have said to you...

The sun is setting down
The soil is dark brown
It's raining heavily
You propose me happily...

I can't believe you did that
You see me crying
I'll say 'yes' you knew that
But I thought you are lying...

It's true you tell me
At last its 'we'
Now nothing can happen worse
I am happy for us...

New Time

2009-10-07T20:12:00.000+05:30

Don’t know where the road goes
You are the one my heart chose
You left me mid-way
There is nothing left to say…

I never wanted you to leave
But you couldn’t let me believe
The touch, the smile, the feel you gave me
But now I’m left with tears can’t you see…

That gal with you
Said you were her beau
You gave her the touch
I hated this so much…

I trusted you with my breath
You’ll be with me till death
It’s over and you are gone
For me a new time has born…

Waiting For September

2009-09-09T18:13:00.000+05:30

I walked the lane alone
To the world end
With the salvation tone
Till the time end...

My breathe won't last
If you betray me
But, when I look at the past
You've already done that to me...

It was september
The season of rain
I'm running for shelter
For you've given me pain...

I can't even hate you
Coz life is too long to hate
I can't be with you
Coz this is not my fate...

I'm not waiting for you
I'm happy to be free
I am waiting for september
As someone will be waiting for me...

When I saw you...

2009-08-31T18:35:00.000+05:30

When I saw you this morning
The first thing I did was cry
I don't know, how was I reacting
But, the only thing I needed was to try....

I cried more than enough
I tried to laugh
It was unusual to see you
I felt the wind blew....

Your expression was normal
You didn't see me I guess
I was trying to be formal
After what you did was not less....

I know that things didn't work out
You left me for that gal
You were loyal to me, I thought
For me it was a hard fall....

I walked to the college
My head was down
Everyone was getting knowledge
But, I'm held with tears crown....