Lover of Sadness Root Description http://www.loverofsadness.net/LOS/images/square_logo.jpg Lover of Sadness http://www.loverofsadness.net/LOS/images/square_logo.jpg Fri, 23 Jun 2017 18:39:11 +0000 Zend_Feed_Writer 1.11.10 (http://framework.zend.com) http://www.loverofsadness.net Poem: Today i saw her.. by Akash
I called for her but she didnt notice, now that was strange.

Just because we are not together...
Does that make her forget those romantic rains.

Just a glance, thats what i got
And then she left, i was just looking and was in such a shame

I know she has a life and she is busy .....
But just a call thats all it takes to get me rid of my pain.

I dont show it but i still miss her
But people say cold hearted moron thats what i really am.

I show as those things never hurt , but inside i am so much in pain.

I was so open to you, when you were close, now whom should i share all those things that i have about you and me framed.

I know you no longer care, but your thoughts, your touch, your smile how am i supposed to forget when i am tied in all those chains

Dont worry, i will try and one day i will not miss you maybe thats the day for forever i will faint.
Tags: Love, Heartbreak, Sadness, Miss You]]>
Wed, 21 Jun 2017 22:40:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3800 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3800
I called for her but she didnt notice, now that was strange.

Just because we are not together...
Does that make her forget those romantic rains.

Just a glance, thats what i got
And then she left, i was just looking and was in such a shame

I know she has a life and she is busy .....
But just a call thats all it takes to get me rid of my pain.

I dont show it but i still miss her
But people say cold hearted moron thats what i really am.

I show as those things never hurt , but inside i am so much in pain.

I was so open to you, when you were close, now whom should i share all those things that i have about you and me framed.

I know you no longer care, but your thoughts, your touch, your smile how am i supposed to forget when i am tied in all those chains

Dont worry, i will try and one day i will not miss you maybe thats the day for forever i will faint.
Tags: Love, Heartbreak, Sadness, Miss You]]>
Poem: Depression Is Never Ending by sarah j clawson It's getting so cold
I'm all alone
With no one to hold

My world is so empty
All what's left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain

I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice
My soul is dying


Depression is here every day,
And it never goes away.
Go away! I yell into the dark,
As if someone is there.
I feel as if I'm a prisoner
In the dungeon's lair.
And as always, no one cares.
Do I dare?
Dare to care about anyone but me?
Could it be,
Someone there?
Someone there to care?
No, just an image.
That's the way it will always be,
No matter how hard I try.
I just want to get by.
I go through life day by day.
I thought pain was supposed
To go away with time,
But it's not.
It's still here,
Here with the fear,
Fear that I will get hurt more.
Tags: Depression, Sad, Lost, Loneliness]]>
Tue, 20 Jun 2017 22:35:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3799 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3799 It's getting so cold
I'm all alone
With no one to hold

My world is so empty
All what's left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain

I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice
My soul is dying


Depression is here every day,
And it never goes away.
Go away! I yell into the dark,
As if someone is there.
I feel as if I'm a prisoner
In the dungeon's lair.
And as always, no one cares.
Do I dare?
Dare to care about anyone but me?
Could it be,
Someone there?
Someone there to care?
No, just an image.
That's the way it will always be,
No matter how hard I try.
I just want to get by.
I go through life day by day.
I thought pain was supposed
To go away with time,
But it's not.
It's still here,
Here with the fear,
Fear that I will get hurt more.
Tags: Depression, Sad, Lost, Loneliness]]>
Poem: Taking spirit by Joanne Palmer As soon as he heard the trailer tires squeel

Not knowing what is going on
A quick road clip and the words COME ON.

as he gets closer to the trailer
He remembers it from last time
And it brought him here.

Now confused he fights back as he looked at you.

Tears in her eyes screaming WHY.
HE FIGHTS again with all his might.

He knows where he's going and how bad it was there.
Quick lift of his headl
Nose in the air.

He sees that she wants him here
With someone that loves him deary.

His soul fights hard
His feet planted and strong,
He is not giving up for her it's not her decision
And he don't want to go back to that hell bound prison.

His soul breaking and hers too
He will never be the same away from you.

With all the love within there hearts
These two souls will never part.

For spirit
Feb 3 2017
Tags: Missing]]>
Mon, 19 Jun 2017 22:30:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3798 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3798 As soon as he heard the trailer tires squeel

Not knowing what is going on
A quick road clip and the words COME ON.

as he gets closer to the trailer
He remembers it from last time
And it brought him here.

Now confused he fights back as he looked at you.

Tears in her eyes screaming WHY.
HE FIGHTS again with all his might.

He knows where he's going and how bad it was there.
Quick lift of his headl
Nose in the air.

He sees that she wants him here
With someone that loves him deary.

His soul fights hard
His feet planted and strong,
He is not giving up for her it's not her decision
And he don't want to go back to that hell bound prison.

His soul breaking and hers too
He will never be the same away from you.

With all the love within there hearts
These two souls will never part.

For spirit
Feb 3 2017
Tags: Missing]]>
Story: The fault in my stars by Jack
I was born May 22, 2001. My mother was a drug addict and was 16. I can't blame her for what happened, for leaving me. She left me when I was 1 and I never saw her again. I never met my father and I don't think I will. I went to foster home to foster home. When I turned 5 a family wanted to adopt me, they knew my mother and actually used to take care of me in day care. I was living with them and I was about to be adopted but My adopted father was going blind and there was so many surgeries and the bills started pilling up and he knew that it was a waste of time and money, so he committed suicide. I was sent back to a foster home and I received a therapist. They said I had RAD which means I can't attach to people. So I have a very hard time trusting people.

I got adopted by the family a year later, but it was different M adopted mother didn't talk to me or even pay attention. I was raised by my adopted sister, bless her, she taught me a lot and I love my sister she sacrificed so much for me. My adopted mother got married again when I was 8. He seemed nice. He had 2 kids of his own and we were about the same age so we got along. We were put into online school and we never left the house. Then Jeremy, my step father, got weird. He had us isolated and no one ever talked to each other, everything was a competition so we would 'throw everyone under the bus' at any chance, me especially. See, I had a problem of controlling my bladder so I would wet the bed and Jeremy did NOT like this he locked me in the bathroom naked without blankets or pillows every night, every night. I stopped praying, stopped believing in anything. I would cry and pray every night, pleading to god to save me, for my mother to find me, but no one answered.

When I was allowed out of the bathroom I was only allowed to wear diapers, no clothes, and I would go to the everywhere like that. He would make me clean nonstop until everything was spotless. During the winter I would walk the dogs in the snow without shoes and I was so obedient I never talked back, I never said no. Every time he thought I was lying he would make me run for hours or hit me over and over until I told him what he wanted to hear. I never told anyone, I never said a word and no one payed attention to me. I was forgotten. I was a ghost. No one cared whether I died or lived.

The hardest thing I went through was watching my sister. She is 5 years older than me and I couldn't help her. I was a mindless slave. I saw my sister cutting and I didn't do anything. I saw her get hit and trying so hard to get to our mother, begging, pleading to me to go get our mother. I didn't do anything I just stood there and watched as I saw my sister get hit over and over.

When my adopted mother finally noticed what was happening to my sister she tried to stop him but she just got hurt and sent to the hospital. When I turned 11 he left. My sister was angry at our mother and she ran away multiple times and no one knew what happened with me and Jeremy. No one payed attention to me, I actually got used to being left alone finding ways to survive. We moved and it was just me and my mother. We started going back to therapy and that only made it worse. My mother never believed me about what happened. She blamed me for her sadness. She was very sad. She was and is dying: she has cancer and her body is deteriorating. She bounced job to job and and I tried to help but she didn't want it. Every time I made a mistake I would have to wear it outside, literally. I would wear signs saying what I did as I worked. I worked outside all day, I did every thing, all the cleaning and if it is was not done correctly I would get little or no food, which happened quite often.

I started getting in trouble withe law for stupid things and than my mother would press charges on me for anything and no one believed me when I said I didn't do anything. So I got probation and than intense probation. I became the bad kid and my mother would tell everyone I was terrible and threatening her and diabolical. Every one believed her. No one cared about me and everyone was careful around me, even though I am completely peaceful I have never hit anyone or even implied that I would.

We never celebrated holidays and they were actually used against me. My mother would say we would celebrate if I was good and then the day of or the day before she would find something wrong, no matter how small, and would blame me for not celebrating the holiday.

My friend died in October of 2016 and things at home were terrible. I just couldn't handle it I was planning on committing suicide. A friend of mine realized and told the principal. I was sent to my first psychiatric hospital: Banner Behavioral Hospital. I went to many others like Quail Run or New Foundations and Provo Canyon. Right now I'm in New Horizons and I have not left treatment since October of 2016. Now it is May of 2017 and I have now told my story and I just hope it gets better and I hope I see the people I left behind. I'm sorry guys and I hope I see you guys again. I hope I don't get forgotten. Please don't forget me, That's all I ever wanted: to be noticed, to be cared about, to be remembered by someone
Tags: Suicide, Pain, Hope, Forgotten, Sad, Help]]>
Mon, 19 Jun 2017 19:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3312 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3312
I was born May 22, 2001. My mother was a drug addict and was 16. I can't blame her for what happened, for leaving me. She left me when I was 1 and I never saw her again. I never met my father and I don't think I will. I went to foster home to foster home. When I turned 5 a family wanted to adopt me, they knew my mother and actually used to take care of me in day care. I was living with them and I was about to be adopted but My adopted father was going blind and there was so many surgeries and the bills started pilling up and he knew that it was a waste of time and money, so he committed suicide. I was sent back to a foster home and I received a therapist. They said I had RAD which means I can't attach to people. So I have a very hard time trusting people.

I got adopted by the family a year later, but it was different M adopted mother didn't talk to me or even pay attention. I was raised by my adopted sister, bless her, she taught me a lot and I love my sister she sacrificed so much for me. My adopted mother got married again when I was 8. He seemed nice. He had 2 kids of his own and we were about the same age so we got along. We were put into online school and we never left the house. Then Jeremy, my step father, got weird. He had us isolated and no one ever talked to each other, everything was a competition so we would 'throw everyone under the bus' at any chance, me especially. See, I had a problem of controlling my bladder so I would wet the bed and Jeremy did NOT like this he locked me in the bathroom naked without blankets or pillows every night, every night. I stopped praying, stopped believing in anything. I would cry and pray every night, pleading to god to save me, for my mother to find me, but no one answered.

When I was allowed out of the bathroom I was only allowed to wear diapers, no clothes, and I would go to the everywhere like that. He would make me clean nonstop until everything was spotless. During the winter I would walk the dogs in the snow without shoes and I was so obedient I never talked back, I never said no. Every time he thought I was lying he would make me run for hours or hit me over and over until I told him what he wanted to hear. I never told anyone, I never said a word and no one payed attention to me. I was forgotten. I was a ghost. No one cared whether I died or lived.

The hardest thing I went through was watching my sister. She is 5 years older than me and I couldn't help her. I was a mindless slave. I saw my sister cutting and I didn't do anything. I saw her get hit and trying so hard to get to our mother, begging, pleading to me to go get our mother. I didn't do anything I just stood there and watched as I saw my sister get hit over and over.

When my adopted mother finally noticed what was happening to my sister she tried to stop him but she just got hurt and sent to the hospital. When I turned 11 he left. My sister was angry at our mother and she ran away multiple times and no one knew what happened with me and Jeremy. No one payed attention to me, I actually got used to being left alone finding ways to survive. We moved and it was just me and my mother. We started going back to therapy and that only made it worse. My mother never believed me about what happened. She blamed me for her sadness. She was very sad. She was and is dying: she has cancer and her body is deteriorating. She bounced job to job and and I tried to help but she didn't want it. Every time I made a mistake I would have to wear it outside, literally. I would wear signs saying what I did as I worked. I worked outside all day, I did every thing, all the cleaning and if it is was not done correctly I would get little or no food, which happened quite often.

I started getting in trouble withe law for stupid things and than my mother would press charges on me for anything and no one believed me when I said I didn't do anything. So I got probation and than intense probation. I became the bad kid and my mother would tell everyone I was terrible and threatening her and diabolical. Every one believed her. No one cared about me and everyone was careful around me, even though I am completely peaceful I have never hit anyone or even implied that I would.

We never celebrated holidays and they were actually used against me. My mother would say we would celebrate if I was good and then the day of or the day before she would find something wrong, no matter how small, and would blame me for not celebrating the holiday.

My friend died in October of 2016 and things at home were terrible. I just couldn't handle it I was planning on committing suicide. A friend of mine realized and told the principal. I was sent to my first psychiatric hospital: Banner Behavioral Hospital. I went to many others like Quail Run or New Foundations and Provo Canyon. Right now I'm in New Horizons and I have not left treatment since October of 2016. Now it is May of 2017 and I have now told my story and I just hope it gets better and I hope I see the people I left behind. I'm sorry guys and I hope I see you guys again. I hope I don't get forgotten. Please don't forget me, That's all I ever wanted: to be noticed, to be cared about, to be remembered by someone
Tags: Suicide, Pain, Hope, Forgotten, Sad, Help]]>
Story: History repeats and trounce! by Avinash
People claim Heer - Ranjha, Sone - Mahewal, Romeo- Juliet, etc. to be the epitome of love. But they don't realise these people gave their life for love once but never lived with their love who could have cheated them every single time which would have killed them more than once.

Napoleon died before every war. He was killed 'n' no. of times yet he tried to survive with the expectation of not dying next time.

He loved a girl more than his life and married her. Since he was a king it was pretty easy to marry the girl.
But were they happy after marriage?  

Of course he was, because he loved her, but not the vise versa! His wife had sex with army men whenever king went for war. King knew she was cheating on her but never left her. He won most of the battle on field but died even before going to any war. This is LOVE!

Be it a king or a beggar, everyone die in Love. Some die for love and others die because of Love.
Love story of Arjun and Vrishi are almost same. Arjun lost the battle twice, once after getting love another time before  even entering the battle.

They met on social networking sites and had very romantic love space to share. Soon enough Arjun realised something is fishy because he sensed the storm before silence. He tried to probe and concluded multiple affairs of Vrishi. Being the Napoleon he didn't broke and tried to repair their love ship. Once again everything was back to normal. Little did he knew, you can't sail on high tides with damaged ship. His ship of love sank with intimating pictures of Vrishi floating in the battlefield. Arjun died that night with tears of blood rolling over his cheeks.

3 years later..

'Hi..', Arjun texted Vrishi.
(Drunk texting to ex is always injurious to emotion!)

It was blooming of a new friendship. Both were happy to be together again, but this time, as a friend.
Doomsday stroke after Arjun's b'day. Vrishi was tested positive with abdominal typhus. Arjun gave his soul to make sure she recovered soon. They became Tom and Jerry in the process. One fine evening history repeated itself and trounced Arjun. Intimating pics were brightening the dim light of Arjun's phone. He was also accused of molesting his Jerry. Trust got covered with layer of lies all over. Both lied on the bed but this time distance was more than light years. No talks, no laughs! Room was silent like a mortuary but noise of silence was louder than space shuttle launch. As the night was passing their friendship was getting over and Arjun was dying with the beautiful memories in his heart!!
Tags: Love, Breakup, Love Story, Friendship]]>
Sun, 18 Jun 2017 18:55:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3310 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3310
People claim Heer - Ranjha, Sone - Mahewal, Romeo- Juliet, etc. to be the epitome of love. But they don't realise these people gave their life for love once but never lived with their love who could have cheated them every single time which would have killed them more than once.

Napoleon died before every war. He was killed 'n' no. of times yet he tried to survive with the expectation of not dying next time.

He loved a girl more than his life and married her. Since he was a king it was pretty easy to marry the girl.
But were they happy after marriage?  

Of course he was, because he loved her, but not the vise versa! His wife had sex with army men whenever king went for war. King knew she was cheating on her but never left her. He won most of the battle on field but died even before going to any war. This is LOVE!

Be it a king or a beggar, everyone die in Love. Some die for love and others die because of Love.
Love story of Arjun and Vrishi are almost same. Arjun lost the battle twice, once after getting love another time before  even entering the battle.

They met on social networking sites and had very romantic love space to share. Soon enough Arjun realised something is fishy because he sensed the storm before silence. He tried to probe and concluded multiple affairs of Vrishi. Being the Napoleon he didn't broke and tried to repair their love ship. Once again everything was back to normal. Little did he knew, you can't sail on high tides with damaged ship. His ship of love sank with intimating pictures of Vrishi floating in the battlefield. Arjun died that night with tears of blood rolling over his cheeks.

3 years later..

'Hi..', Arjun texted Vrishi.
(Drunk texting to ex is always injurious to emotion!)

It was blooming of a new friendship. Both were happy to be together again, but this time, as a friend.
Doomsday stroke after Arjun's b'day. Vrishi was tested positive with abdominal typhus. Arjun gave his soul to make sure she recovered soon. They became Tom and Jerry in the process. One fine evening history repeated itself and trounced Arjun. Intimating pics were brightening the dim light of Arjun's phone. He was also accused of molesting his Jerry. Trust got covered with layer of lies all over. Both lied on the bed but this time distance was more than light years. No talks, no laughs! Room was silent like a mortuary but noise of silence was louder than space shuttle launch. As the night was passing their friendship was getting over and Arjun was dying with the beautiful memories in his heart!!
Tags: Love, Breakup, Love Story, Friendship]]>
Poem: Daddy's Day (repost from old account) by Keegan Smith her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with red roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed red rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.
Tags: Dad]]>
Sat, 10 Jun 2017 21:45:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3796 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3796 her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with red roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed red rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.
Tags: Dad]]>
Poem: The End by Carol Rogers-DeArmitt I failed at being a mother, a sister and a wife.
The pain I feel is real and it scares me half to death
I pray more times to count for to take my very last breath
The world has always laughed at me
But not like I am funny

More the way you laugh when someone is a stupid dummy
My heart once full of love but nobody wanted to take
Now its full of guilt and shame from all my poor mistakes.
I fight each day for freedom
from this unrelenting rhyme
A rhyme that burns and begs me to
Go all the way this time
So if I do, if I go... it can not be undone
A decision so very tough to make
Where all the pain is from.
Maybe peace will find me and greet me like a friend ?
But thats the catch ..I'm so afraid
That it is just THE END?!
Tags: Suicidal]]>
Fri, 09 Jun 2017 21:40:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3795 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3795 I failed at being a mother, a sister and a wife.
The pain I feel is real and it scares me half to death
I pray more times to count for to take my very last breath
The world has always laughed at me
But not like I am funny

More the way you laugh when someone is a stupid dummy
My heart once full of love but nobody wanted to take
Now its full of guilt and shame from all my poor mistakes.
I fight each day for freedom
from this unrelenting rhyme
A rhyme that burns and begs me to
Go all the way this time
So if I do, if I go... it can not be undone
A decision so very tough to make
Where all the pain is from.
Maybe peace will find me and greet me like a friend ?
But thats the catch ..I'm so afraid
That it is just THE END?!
Tags: Suicidal]]>
Poem: If you only... by Jade Kaiser
Why it does still bothers me?
Where in fact it didn’t even bothers you...
Ever since.
It’s almost 4 years,
since I had this feeling for you.
I didn’t even know what I’ve saw in you;
That makes me get into you.
You were so arrogant and full of yourself.

But NOT…
On the day I first saw you,
With your smile so captivating,
That makes me fluttered,
and my heart was shaken.
And on that day,
I whispered to myself…

This will be the guy that I will like.
The guy that will make me think of him;
in the night before I sleep.
The guy whom I will wrote quotes and poems for,
The guy whom will bother my head every now and then.
The guy whom will make me conscious;
and makes me flutter every time,
We will see each other in the corridor of our school;
and inside the classroom…
The guy who will be my everything.

Even though there was NEVER AN US.
Never thought you’ll be the guy;
who will make me cried too much.
It sounds so funny that I was so into you.
And I feel that you never care for me...
Even for just a sec;
Cause you were too busy being cold and;
arrogant towards me.

But NOT until,
the last day at school,
My friends told me everything;
The reason that you’re being mean to me,
You’re really a dumb guy!
Didn’t even know how to show your true feelings.

I can’t believe it…
not until,
Our paths crossed for the last time…
You smiled at me,
Asked me if it will be my last day at school,
Really dumb!!!
Acting like you care for me.
You are really dumb!!!
Cause that was the day I was trying to forget...
my feelings for you;
But for the last time,
you keep bothering me.
You’re really a rude guy!!!
Keeping me thinks that there will be a chance for us…

Knowing the truth that,
You also like me...
was way more painful than..
You!
Being cold and arrogant to me.

After I left the town,
I was still thinking of you…
And I still cared for you.
Without noticing the years that passed by;
and it was almost four years…
That I’d still cared for you;
without seeing your face anymore.

Until I realized,
It was nonsense anymore to think of you.
Because you were with another girl already;

And another two years had passed.
That I thought I don't care about you anymore,
and that I already move on;
For the feelings I had for you for almost 4 years…

Without you knowing about what I’ve been through,
But it was all lies,
and empty denials…
I still cared for you.
I still have feelings for you.
I still get hurt seeing you with that girl.
With the smile you have on your face
In every picture that you have together...

Wondering if you still remember me,
Do you still care?
Like the last time we saw each other
That care,
that you’d make me feel…
The reason I can’t still forget you...
was because of that.

Little hope you’d shown to me.
If you only didn’t showed it.
If you only didn’t make me feel cared by you.
If you only didn’t do it.
It was easier for me to forget you.
If you’d only stay being cold to me;
Until my last day in town…..

I will never have to feel this way.
You put me into lots of doubts and confusion.
All throughout these years,
I put myself into so much distraction,
Just to forget you.

I doubt myself,
I confused myself,
And you’re one of the reasons;
But I can say that you were not the only reason.
But one of the reason,
I make myself believe to the things that I am not.
And I should not be.

You gave me too much heart ache and pain;
Even though there was NEVER AN US.

If you only didn’t make me feel cared by you;
I will never have to feel this way…
Tags: Unspoken Love, Unspoken Words, If Only, Never An Us, Grief, If You Only, Heart Ache, Pain, Grief Of A Woman]]>
Thu, 08 Jun 2017 21:35:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3793 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3793
Why it does still bothers me?
Where in fact it didn’t even bothers you...
Ever since.
It’s almost 4 years,
since I had this feeling for you.
I didn’t even know what I’ve saw in you;
That makes me get into you.
You were so arrogant and full of yourself.

But NOT…
On the day I first saw you,
With your smile so captivating,
That makes me fluttered,
and my heart was shaken.
And on that day,
I whispered to myself…

This will be the guy that I will like.
The guy that will make me think of him;
in the night before I sleep.
The guy whom I will wrote quotes and poems for,
The guy whom will bother my head every now and then.
The guy whom will make me conscious;
and makes me flutter every time,
We will see each other in the corridor of our school;
and inside the classroom…
The guy who will be my everything.

Even though there was NEVER AN US.
Never thought you’ll be the guy;
who will make me cried too much.
It sounds so funny that I was so into you.
And I feel that you never care for me...
Even for just a sec;
Cause you were too busy being cold and;
arrogant towards me.

But NOT until,
the last day at school,
My friends told me everything;
The reason that you’re being mean to me,
You’re really a dumb guy!
Didn’t even know how to show your true feelings.

I can’t believe it…
not until,
Our paths crossed for the last time…
You smiled at me,
Asked me if it will be my last day at school,
Really dumb!!!
Acting like you care for me.
You are really dumb!!!
Cause that was the day I was trying to forget...
my feelings for you;
But for the last time,
you keep bothering me.
You’re really a rude guy!!!
Keeping me thinks that there will be a chance for us…

Knowing the truth that,
You also like me...
was way more painful than..
You!
Being cold and arrogant to me.

After I left the town,
I was still thinking of you…
And I still cared for you.
Without noticing the years that passed by;
and it was almost four years…
That I’d still cared for you;
without seeing your face anymore.

Until I realized,
It was nonsense anymore to think of you.
Because you were with another girl already;

And another two years had passed.
That I thought I don't care about you anymore,
and that I already move on;
For the feelings I had for you for almost 4 years…

Without you knowing about what I’ve been through,
But it was all lies,
and empty denials…
I still cared for you.
I still have feelings for you.
I still get hurt seeing you with that girl.
With the smile you have on your face
In every picture that you have together...

Wondering if you still remember me,
Do you still care?
Like the last time we saw each other
That care,
that you’d make me feel…
The reason I can’t still forget you...
was because of that.

Little hope you’d shown to me.
If you only didn’t showed it.
If you only didn’t make me feel cared by you.
If you only didn’t do it.
It was easier for me to forget you.
If you’d only stay being cold to me;
Until my last day in town…..

I will never have to feel this way.
You put me into lots of doubts and confusion.
All throughout these years,
I put myself into so much distraction,
Just to forget you.

I doubt myself,
I confused myself,
And you’re one of the reasons;
But I can say that you were not the only reason.
But one of the reason,
I make myself believe to the things that I am not.
And I should not be.

You gave me too much heart ache and pain;
Even though there was NEVER AN US.

If you only didn’t make me feel cared by you;
I will never have to feel this way…
Tags: Unspoken Love, Unspoken Words, If Only, Never An Us, Grief, If You Only, Heart Ache, Pain, Grief Of A Woman]]>
Story: A not so shitty meet! by Gurpreet Singhh He finally saw her and she looked like a completely different person,head bowed down,slow walk,hair uncombed,no lipstick,no eyeliner……..he just knew by then that this would be difficult,as he have never seen her like that ever.

Suddenly she looked up and their eyes meet,it was like a sudden thunder they both just stood at one place,so many things were about to be told but in that brief moment of silence they told everything to each other.

Then they got back to their senses by a car horn which was passing them nearby.

She was the 1st one to say ‘why you always lie,I mean all the time?’
he got shocked and replied ‘lie? no u asked where was i?

And i told “OUT OF HOSTEL” they said together.

There was a feeling of joy inside her,he can see that in her eyes,it was like that from the start he always knew when she is happy or sad even if she wont tell him.

so he asked “so now can u take back what you said earlier? i’m not a liar”
she replied “yeah but only after you tell me that what made you come here from your hostel?”
those words he was starstruck by them ‘he wanted to scream “it was for you cant you see that” ‘ but instead he said “IDK i thought you wont believed me,when i told that my phone battery was dead in the morning”

she knew he just made that up,it was like that with her, even if she wants someone desperately to be by her side she will not let her guards down, and on the other hand she was happy that the boy whom she is committed to actually bunked his collage and is there with her and is lying just so that she wont feel down or sympathetic.

She realized that she actually went out from home to go to her dancing class,one thing in the world she cant live without was dancing.

she said “you have stalked me to that extent that you know the exact timings of my dancing classes too?”
he smiled and said “ermmm……maybe”

She was delighted with the answer she actually started blushing she forgot about all the trouble which she was having. This time she was happy really happy she wanted to hug him and tell him thank you for coming and making everything normal again.
But she didn’t in fact she said “i’m getting late for my class,would you be here when i come back?”
he again smiled and replied “here? at middle of nowhere at 8pm” he just burst into laughter.

she smiled but was angry too and said “yeah ass i know you know what time i get back too, stop smiling, stalking is not a good thing and by here i meant in the society not literally here”
he replied “yes my love sure can do” and seal it with a flying kiss.
she turned back and said “i know you will” and started walking away from him.
he stood there watching her,he didn’t knew why he does that,but he just don’t want to loose her,he wanted to watch her till he cant see her, sometimes foolishly he hoped for her to turn back just like what happens in the movies but his life is not a movie and it doesn’t happen.
So he turned and started heading home thinking about what all happened in last 20 min,he remembered how sad she was at first and by the end how happy she was……..”not so shitty meet he said to himself”.
A Not So Shitty Meet!!!
Tags: Love]]>
Thu, 08 Jun 2017 18:10:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3306 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3306 He finally saw her and she looked like a completely different person,head bowed down,slow walk,hair uncombed,no lipstick,no eyeliner……..he just knew by then that this would be difficult,as he have never seen her like that ever.

Suddenly she looked up and their eyes meet,it was like a sudden thunder they both just stood at one place,so many things were about to be told but in that brief moment of silence they told everything to each other.

Then they got back to their senses by a car horn which was passing them nearby.

She was the 1st one to say ‘why you always lie,I mean all the time?’
he got shocked and replied ‘lie? no u asked where was i?

And i told “OUT OF HOSTEL” they said together.

There was a feeling of joy inside her,he can see that in her eyes,it was like that from the start he always knew when she is happy or sad even if she wont tell him.

so he asked “so now can u take back what you said earlier? i’m not a liar”
she replied “yeah but only after you tell me that what made you come here from your hostel?”
those words he was starstruck by them ‘he wanted to scream “it was for you cant you see that” ‘ but instead he said “IDK i thought you wont believed me,when i told that my phone battery was dead in the morning”

she knew he just made that up,it was like that with her, even if she wants someone desperately to be by her side she will not let her guards down, and on the other hand she was happy that the boy whom she is committed to actually bunked his collage and is there with her and is lying just so that she wont feel down or sympathetic.

She realized that she actually went out from home to go to her dancing class,one thing in the world she cant live without was dancing.

she said “you have stalked me to that extent that you know the exact timings of my dancing classes too?”
he smiled and said “ermmm……maybe”

She was delighted with the answer she actually started blushing she forgot about all the trouble which she was having. This time she was happy really happy she wanted to hug him and tell him thank you for coming and making everything normal again.
But she didn’t in fact she said “i’m getting late for my class,would you be here when i come back?”
he again smiled and replied “here? at middle of nowhere at 8pm” he just burst into laughter.

she smiled but was angry too and said “yeah ass i know you know what time i get back too, stop smiling, stalking is not a good thing and by here i meant in the society not literally here”
he replied “yes my love sure can do” and seal it with a flying kiss.
she turned back and said “i know you will” and started walking away from him.
he stood there watching her,he didn’t knew why he does that,but he just don’t want to loose her,he wanted to watch her till he cant see her, sometimes foolishly he hoped for her to turn back just like what happens in the movies but his life is not a movie and it doesn’t happen.
So he turned and started heading home thinking about what all happened in last 20 min,he remembered how sad she was at first and by the end how happy she was……..”not so shitty meet he said to himself”.
A Not So Shitty Meet!!!
Tags: Love]]>
Poem: One last kiss by Micha-chu! My heart at ease
My eyes closed as you please
Then we had that one last kiss

A kiss of love so true
A kiss i dont wanna be through
A kiss so unsure
A kiss so gentle to endure.

My heart is yours
A love that soars
Afraid to lose you
Wishing i could keep you.

This moment i wish i could save
This moment i became your slave
One kiss, one last kiss
But then i know, we will vanish in a bliss.
Tags: Love, Hurt, Fears]]>
Wed, 07 Jun 2017 21:35:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3791 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3791 My heart at ease
My eyes closed as you please
Then we had that one last kiss

A kiss of love so true
A kiss i dont wanna be through
A kiss so unsure
A kiss so gentle to endure.

My heart is yours
A love that soars
Afraid to lose you
Wishing i could keep you.

This moment i wish i could save
This moment i became your slave
One kiss, one last kiss
But then i know, we will vanish in a bliss.
Tags: Love, Hurt, Fears]]>
Story: Broken butterflies by Rose
I didnt wear bright colors, skirts,dresses always the dark colors that i chose no skirts no dresses just plain jeans and a plain shirt, well he was someone who saved me from all the hell i was going through,i mean we all do but he was the one i was a sophomore in highschool and he was a senior the beginning of the year i didn't really know anyone except my cousins,but he came up to me and started mezsing with me at lunch trying to make me laugh and smile all the time which i didnt like to do veru much but somehow one day he called me beautiful and said "your smile lights up my whole world" i laughed but i didnt know why cause it was so cheesy? Or was it that it made my heart skip a beat? Well i blushed and he evn said "is that why your name is rose because you have rosy cheeks?" I laughed again blushing even harder this time ,he took my Mp3 which was the only thing that made me feel alive, i got mad but i took his phone and i looked at him straight in the eyes.

Wow those eyes sparkled as they were the stars brighter than the sun and the dark brown eyes matched his dark brown hair which shined when he smiled, i sat there still holding his phone looking into those eyes saying "give me my mp3 or your not getting your phone back" he laughed and mocked me "well to bad next time we see each other i guess we will have to switch right?" And then the bell ringed for 5th hour and as in highschool students are rushing to get to class as i walk looking down at his phone and seeing those eyes again made me smile as i thought he went his own way he was actually behind me and i wasnt paying attention then. He tripped me and caught me right into his chest i was so shocked and i landed rigjt in his chest i got up so fast and started apologizing even though it wasn't my fault he laughed and said "i guess your falling for me too" i was upset but i said in a whidper "falling for you?why would I i barely know you". But wow was i wrong.....


To the people who is reafing this i will continue with part 2 so many memories are coming back so i will have to finish it by today! Thank you fr reading so far!:) remember "love is something that can never be taken away or lost"
Tags: Heartbroken, Love Hurts, Sad, Depressing, Love Story]]>
Wed, 07 Jun 2017 18:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3304 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3304
I didnt wear bright colors, skirts,dresses always the dark colors that i chose no skirts no dresses just plain jeans and a plain shirt, well he was someone who saved me from all the hell i was going through,i mean we all do but he was the one i was a sophomore in highschool and he was a senior the beginning of the year i didn't really know anyone except my cousins,but he came up to me and started mezsing with me at lunch trying to make me laugh and smile all the time which i didnt like to do veru much but somehow one day he called me beautiful and said "your smile lights up my whole world" i laughed but i didnt know why cause it was so cheesy? Or was it that it made my heart skip a beat? Well i blushed and he evn said "is that why your name is rose because you have rosy cheeks?" I laughed again blushing even harder this time ,he took my Mp3 which was the only thing that made me feel alive, i got mad but i took his phone and i looked at him straight in the eyes.

Wow those eyes sparkled as they were the stars brighter than the sun and the dark brown eyes matched his dark brown hair which shined when he smiled, i sat there still holding his phone looking into those eyes saying "give me my mp3 or your not getting your phone back" he laughed and mocked me "well to bad next time we see each other i guess we will have to switch right?" And then the bell ringed for 5th hour and as in highschool students are rushing to get to class as i walk looking down at his phone and seeing those eyes again made me smile as i thought he went his own way he was actually behind me and i wasnt paying attention then. He tripped me and caught me right into his chest i was so shocked and i landed rigjt in his chest i got up so fast and started apologizing even though it wasn't my fault he laughed and said "i guess your falling for me too" i was upset but i said in a whidper "falling for you?why would I i barely know you". But wow was i wrong.....


To the people who is reafing this i will continue with part 2 so many memories are coming back so i will have to finish it by today! Thank you fr reading so far!:) remember "love is something that can never be taken away or lost"
Tags: Heartbroken, Love Hurts, Sad, Depressing, Love Story]]>
Poem: Stories Woven by Franchesca Mia Reves Tortoza and happy endings.
A prince heroic
a damsel in need of saving.

Hope within tales
of an ideal life.
Love that conquered
all worries and strife.

Then sunset came
and those tales turned dark.
The twinkling stars
gave off no spark.

A soft pillow
and overflowing tears.
A girl who failed
to battle her fears.

The darkness that once
helped her stand strong
blinded her eyes
and drowned out her song.

She tried to reach back
to a tale she had woven
only to find within it
a different story woven.

They were all gone
- her joyful tales -
scattered and battered
to the four gales.

She tried again
to make her hope rise.
But all she could see
were sadness and lies.

She cried herself
to sleep that night.
Gone were the stories
that gave her life light.
Tags: Sadness, Stories, Daydream, Hurt]]>
Fri, 19 May 2017 20:10:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3790 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3790 and happy endings.
A prince heroic
a damsel in need of saving.

Hope within tales
of an ideal life.
Love that conquered
all worries and strife.

Then sunset came
and those tales turned dark.
The twinkling stars
gave off no spark.

A soft pillow
and overflowing tears.
A girl who failed
to battle her fears.

The darkness that once
helped her stand strong
blinded her eyes
and drowned out her song.

She tried to reach back
to a tale she had woven
only to find within it
a different story woven.

They were all gone
- her joyful tales -
scattered and battered
to the four gales.

She tried again
to make her hope rise.
But all she could see
were sadness and lies.

She cried herself
to sleep that night.
Gone were the stories
that gave her life light.
Tags: Sadness, Stories, Daydream, Hurt]]>
Poem: MISSING YOU by Liza That I miss you, more than I do
I feel so emptiness when I remember you
But at the same time hoping that I’ll see you

Dreaming of something about you
Like holding your hands until I do
Feel your sweet hug into mine
And accept the truth, even if I don’t want to

I’m crying because, I remember my MAN
That always there, to having fun
Care and love because you are the only one
Standing in front of me until the end

You’re my PAPA and my only MAN
That I cherished all the time
That I meet you once in my LIFE
Just remember I love you forever more than you do too
Tags: Missing]]>
Thu, 18 May 2017 20:05:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3788 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3788 That I miss you, more than I do
I feel so emptiness when I remember you
But at the same time hoping that I’ll see you

Dreaming of something about you
Like holding your hands until I do
Feel your sweet hug into mine
And accept the truth, even if I don’t want to

I’m crying because, I remember my MAN
That always there, to having fun
Care and love because you are the only one
Standing in front of me until the end

You’re my PAPA and my only MAN
That I cherished all the time
That I meet you once in my LIFE
Just remember I love you forever more than you do too
Tags: Missing]]>
Story: Sad truths by Courtney
Josh was my sister's friend. He was new to the school his sophomore year and he was now a senior. I was a sophomore. I met Josh a few months prior at my sister's birthday party. I didn't talk to him much and there were many girls swooning over him since he was very attractive. I already knew I had no chance so I didn't even entertain the idea that he might notice me.

It was October, not far from Halloween. I was in shoprite looking for cookies and other snacks for a movie night my sister and I were planning since my dad would be leaving us alone for the night. I heard someone behind me say in a fake deep voice "what are you doing!?"

I quickly turned around to see Josh smiling at me. For a second I was confused until I realized he was talking to me. I nervously blurted out "I'm looking for cookies!" He laughed, pointed me towards the snacks aisle and went back to work.

Later that day he messaged me on Instagram. I was honestly shocked and I messaged back immediately. Some how I managed to invite him to the movie night with my sisters approval. Admittedly I had gotten a hold of some alcohol that night which I cant seem to fully remember now.

Josh came over and I was being a little dumb and definitely blushing. My sister didn't notice thankfully. Josh didn't say much but I remember at one point a picture fell from the wall and I was stumbling on the arm of the couch to put it back up. He was immediately behind me saying "let me help you". He helped me down and, with ease, placed the picture where it belonged. He didn't stay for long since he had just finished work.

Josh and I continued to talk and text. He was older, he seemed mature and calm. He was very sweet and he always made time for me.
The next memory I have was sitting in the alley way down the street from me. Him, my friend Sarah, and I. We were laying on the concrete looking at the clouds and the stars.

I slowly became very close with Josh. He gave me all of his attention. He was very sweet. I started to lie to my family a lot for him. I never saw anything wrong with an 18 year old that wanted to spend ALL of his time with a 15/16 year old. I found it daring that an older guy was into me. I started standing with him in the mornings at school, even though it meant I stood there quietly while he talked to his friends and then I'd run across the school to make the homeroom bell. I lived for him telling me I looked pretty every morning.

I started to tell my dad I was going for runs at night so I could go to his house and go on walks with him. Then I added to it by making excuses to go to shoprite all the time so i could walk with him to work or walk to meet him on his walk home. As I started to go over Josh's house more and more we turned into more than friends. I let him deflower me. I trust him with everything in me and I respected that he would ask me every day if it was okay until one day he didn't ask and I was okay with that because I felt ready. Time went on and the lies kept building up. Soon I realized how much alcohol Josh drank and how he'd go out every night and get drunk and he'd call and text me weird things.

Josh was an alcoholic. And every time I was there he'd place a drink in my hand. I'd put it down and he'd distract me with conversation, place the drink in my hand, and next thing I knew I had the familiar taste of captain Morgan or Jim bean on my tongue. Lingering disgustingly. I also realized that I hadn't been over his house once in the past two weeks without him wanting to have sex.

April fools day
I received a bad grade in school and my dad took my phone for almost 2 months. I had been messaging Josh on Twitter on my laptop. I wasn't allowed to see him and I could tell he was losing interest even though he assured me we'd make it work. He broke up with me on April fools day. But. There was a catch. I was still "his". It was just a break and he planned on coming back for me. I told him not to come back because I don't take breaks. If he didnt want me now he couldn't have me. He didn't agree.
We were apart for a week. He tried to talk to me every day but I was hurt and didn't want to talk to him. I ended up hooking up with my friend. For some reason I felt guilty.

Our break up was during spring break and that was coming to an end. I told josh I'd come return his hoodies, so me and my cousin went to his house. My cousin sat downstairs with his many siblings while me and josh sat upstairs in his room to talk. He told me he missed me and I said I missed him too. We talked about working on our relationship.
That night me and Josh were talking again. I felt like I needed to be honest and tell him about my hook up with my friend. Josh wasnt happy at all. And this is when it all started.

He started by trying to make me mad. He told me about the date he took his coworker on. He never took me on any dates. Then he started getting really mad. He was texting me second after second. Calling me. I was watching a movie with my grandparents who were upset I was on my phone. I excused myself for the bathroom but they paused the movie for me so I had to be quick.
I looked at my phone and I had 5 missed calls. I listened to the voicemail. It was nothing but screaming and cursing. Damning me and saying I was slut and saying I was his and only his. I had never known a man to be so angry before. Not at me at least.
And here is where all my freedom disappeared. I was now his. Without an option. I was only allowed to be his.
I was not allowed to have friends. Any second I was able to get away from my family I had to be with him. And all he could say to me was that he couldn't look at me but the only thing that could fix him from this was alcohol and sex. So I had to give him what he wanted, no matter how painful.

I was 16 at the time. I believed I loved this guy since he took my innocence. I believed that I was actually a piece of shit. A sex object. Every day he made sure I knew that I would pay for what I did. He started to become very suicidal and he was cutting himself very badly. I stopped sleeping because I couldn't trust him not to hurt himself. He would tell me he was taking pills and that he was fading. He'd say goodbye so many times. He'd say he wouldn't see the morning.

There were so many nights like this that I lost track. This went on for months. I finally tried to reconnect with some friends at school. I managed to tell my old best friends my situation. Everyone told me to leave him. They said I didn't deserve to be treated like this. I thought I deserved it. I couldn't leave him to hurt himself either. I finally grew the strength to say something. I told him that it had been months and he needed to stop guilting me. He argued that he was trying and that he's still trying to forgive me.

Another few weeks went by and I started avoiding him a little more every day. I tried telling him it was best if we took some space and time away from each other. Another thing he didn't like. He cornered me at school in the Hall but my friends helped me. Plus there were too many people watching. So he waited by my locker at the end of the day. He begged me to talk to him. I grabbed my books and tried to leave to catch the bus and he grabbed my arm very firmly. It was too tight. Too aggressive. Even he knew it was violent. A teacher walked into the hall and he quickly dropped my arm. I ran to catch the bus still not fully believing that was real.

The next day he gave me space. But then he was blowing up my phone again. Apologizing and saying he didn't mean it. I just kept telling myself he'd go away. Until I opened my locker. I will never get rid of those mental images.
In my locker was a yellow envelope that read "open at home". I should have listened.

It was a small black notebook with a soft cover. Everything happened so fast that I didn't even notice the blood soaked pages until I had the notebook open in my hand to a page so soaked with blood that the words were illegible. I dropped it. I knew exactly what it was. It was the blood of a man I still cared for. I was in school crying so much that I couldn't see where I was going. I threw the notebook in my locker and ran to the nearest bathroom. I finally made it to lunch. I told my friends to go to my locker and look inside. I couldn't keep this to myself. It took them a little bit but they finally convinced me to take the Notebook to the crisis counsellor.
To be brief, they sent josh away. He called me every night while he was locked away. I could never say much. I just kept telling him he better accept their help. They let him go after a week.

He didn't change though. Within a week he was back after sending me suicidal messages. But. This time. We weren't allowed to keep in contact. He still found ways to call me. I always had voice mails from him. Again. He was only gone a week.
This time when he got out I told him that we needed to end things. Again he was suicidal but everyone told me he was bluffing. He asked to see me one last time and so I went to see him. He convinced me to have sex with him one last time. Since I felt bad for all the hell he was going through and I actually believed I loved him, I agreed. On my walk home I received a call from his ex who I had been keeping updated on his behavior since many people cared about him. What she told me had me breaking down crying in the street. I felt humiliated and disgusted and disgusting and utterly betrayed. He sent her a video on snap chat of our... Goodbye.
I could have curled up in a ball and died right there.

I got home and told josh that he was never to talk to me again. There was some denial and other things exchanged but he was out of my life. Or so I thought.

I later found out that he had been seen stalking my house. He was seen outside of my friends house when I was there. He had been walking my block. Watching me. After about a month he grew a confusingly strog hate for me for leaving him. I'd get texts and things saying I was disgusting. Saying he'd have better sex with a cow. Saying I was worthless among other hurtful things. Those messages died off slowly.

August 2nd, 2015
I texted him this night. I was on vacation with my family. I had gotten really upset about something and i texted him. I simply asked if he still cared about me at all. The conversation wasn't long. He started off rude and bitter but then he cooled off. By the end of the conversation he told me he was going away he couldn't tell me where. He was always one to talk about running away but he never did it. I still didn't believe it. He said he'd even take me with him. I ended up going to sleep. I texted him a few times the next day with no answer.
My family and I headed home from vacation that day. After returning home a friend of my texted me apologizing. I asked what for. He asked if I knew and when I responded no he said he'd be over shortly.
I was no where near ready to hear what he was about to tell me.
Im waiting for my friend thinking through every scenario. I remembered that his grandmom had cancer and I was almost convinced that it was about her. Until he got there
No words
He pulls up a message on his phone.
It was a post from a girl in my school.
"RIP Josh"
I couldn't even finish it. I yelled at my friend. I told him he was lying.
I grabbed my phone and started texting and calling josh but he wouldn't answer. He'd never answer his phone again.
He tried to run away. He was shot and killed.
I was blamed for a while. His friends. His parents. I didn't get to go to his funeral or burial. I didn't even find his grave until almost a year after his death.
Slowly people stopped blaming me but I will always carry blame. His parents tell me that he was depressed before I came along. But that pain will never leave me.
Josh had his imperfections just like anyone else. But he was an amazing guy. He made me feel loved and important and he loved his family more than anything. He deserved so much more time.

Rest In Paradise Josh. My angel and my first love.
Tags: Remember, Relationship, Depression, Death]]>
Thu, 18 May 2017 16:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3299 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3299
Josh was my sister's friend. He was new to the school his sophomore year and he was now a senior. I was a sophomore. I met Josh a few months prior at my sister's birthday party. I didn't talk to him much and there were many girls swooning over him since he was very attractive. I already knew I had no chance so I didn't even entertain the idea that he might notice me.

It was October, not far from Halloween. I was in shoprite looking for cookies and other snacks for a movie night my sister and I were planning since my dad would be leaving us alone for the night. I heard someone behind me say in a fake deep voice "what are you doing!?"

I quickly turned around to see Josh smiling at me. For a second I was confused until I realized he was talking to me. I nervously blurted out "I'm looking for cookies!" He laughed, pointed me towards the snacks aisle and went back to work.

Later that day he messaged me on Instagram. I was honestly shocked and I messaged back immediately. Some how I managed to invite him to the movie night with my sisters approval. Admittedly I had gotten a hold of some alcohol that night which I cant seem to fully remember now.

Josh came over and I was being a little dumb and definitely blushing. My sister didn't notice thankfully. Josh didn't say much but I remember at one point a picture fell from the wall and I was stumbling on the arm of the couch to put it back up. He was immediately behind me saying "let me help you". He helped me down and, with ease, placed the picture where it belonged. He didn't stay for long since he had just finished work.

Josh and I continued to talk and text. He was older, he seemed mature and calm. He was very sweet and he always made time for me.
The next memory I have was sitting in the alley way down the street from me. Him, my friend Sarah, and I. We were laying on the concrete looking at the clouds and the stars.

I slowly became very close with Josh. He gave me all of his attention. He was very sweet. I started to lie to my family a lot for him. I never saw anything wrong with an 18 year old that wanted to spend ALL of his time with a 15/16 year old. I found it daring that an older guy was into me. I started standing with him in the mornings at school, even though it meant I stood there quietly while he talked to his friends and then I'd run across the school to make the homeroom bell. I lived for him telling me I looked pretty every morning.

I started to tell my dad I was going for runs at night so I could go to his house and go on walks with him. Then I added to it by making excuses to go to shoprite all the time so i could walk with him to work or walk to meet him on his walk home. As I started to go over Josh's house more and more we turned into more than friends. I let him deflower me. I trust him with everything in me and I respected that he would ask me every day if it was okay until one day he didn't ask and I was okay with that because I felt ready. Time went on and the lies kept building up. Soon I realized how much alcohol Josh drank and how he'd go out every night and get drunk and he'd call and text me weird things.

Josh was an alcoholic. And every time I was there he'd place a drink in my hand. I'd put it down and he'd distract me with conversation, place the drink in my hand, and next thing I knew I had the familiar taste of captain Morgan or Jim bean on my tongue. Lingering disgustingly. I also realized that I hadn't been over his house once in the past two weeks without him wanting to have sex.

April fools day
I received a bad grade in school and my dad took my phone for almost 2 months. I had been messaging Josh on Twitter on my laptop. I wasn't allowed to see him and I could tell he was losing interest even though he assured me we'd make it work. He broke up with me on April fools day. But. There was a catch. I was still "his". It was just a break and he planned on coming back for me. I told him not to come back because I don't take breaks. If he didnt want me now he couldn't have me. He didn't agree.
We were apart for a week. He tried to talk to me every day but I was hurt and didn't want to talk to him. I ended up hooking up with my friend. For some reason I felt guilty.

Our break up was during spring break and that was coming to an end. I told josh I'd come return his hoodies, so me and my cousin went to his house. My cousin sat downstairs with his many siblings while me and josh sat upstairs in his room to talk. He told me he missed me and I said I missed him too. We talked about working on our relationship.
That night me and Josh were talking again. I felt like I needed to be honest and tell him about my hook up with my friend. Josh wasnt happy at all. And this is when it all started.

He started by trying to make me mad. He told me about the date he took his coworker on. He never took me on any dates. Then he started getting really mad. He was texting me second after second. Calling me. I was watching a movie with my grandparents who were upset I was on my phone. I excused myself for the bathroom but they paused the movie for me so I had to be quick.
I looked at my phone and I had 5 missed calls. I listened to the voicemail. It was nothing but screaming and cursing. Damning me and saying I was slut and saying I was his and only his. I had never known a man to be so angry before. Not at me at least.
And here is where all my freedom disappeared. I was now his. Without an option. I was only allowed to be his.
I was not allowed to have friends. Any second I was able to get away from my family I had to be with him. And all he could say to me was that he couldn't look at me but the only thing that could fix him from this was alcohol and sex. So I had to give him what he wanted, no matter how painful.

I was 16 at the time. I believed I loved this guy since he took my innocence. I believed that I was actually a piece of shit. A sex object. Every day he made sure I knew that I would pay for what I did. He started to become very suicidal and he was cutting himself very badly. I stopped sleeping because I couldn't trust him not to hurt himself. He would tell me he was taking pills and that he was fading. He'd say goodbye so many times. He'd say he wouldn't see the morning.

There were so many nights like this that I lost track. This went on for months. I finally tried to reconnect with some friends at school. I managed to tell my old best friends my situation. Everyone told me to leave him. They said I didn't deserve to be treated like this. I thought I deserved it. I couldn't leave him to hurt himself either. I finally grew the strength to say something. I told him that it had been months and he needed to stop guilting me. He argued that he was trying and that he's still trying to forgive me.

Another few weeks went by and I started avoiding him a little more every day. I tried telling him it was best if we took some space and time away from each other. Another thing he didn't like. He cornered me at school in the Hall but my friends helped me. Plus there were too many people watching. So he waited by my locker at the end of the day. He begged me to talk to him. I grabbed my books and tried to leave to catch the bus and he grabbed my arm very firmly. It was too tight. Too aggressive. Even he knew it was violent. A teacher walked into the hall and he quickly dropped my arm. I ran to catch the bus still not fully believing that was real.

The next day he gave me space. But then he was blowing up my phone again. Apologizing and saying he didn't mean it. I just kept telling myself he'd go away. Until I opened my locker. I will never get rid of those mental images.
In my locker was a yellow envelope that read "open at home". I should have listened.

It was a small black notebook with a soft cover. Everything happened so fast that I didn't even notice the blood soaked pages until I had the notebook open in my hand to a page so soaked with blood that the words were illegible. I dropped it. I knew exactly what it was. It was the blood of a man I still cared for. I was in school crying so much that I couldn't see where I was going. I threw the notebook in my locker and ran to the nearest bathroom. I finally made it to lunch. I told my friends to go to my locker and look inside. I couldn't keep this to myself. It took them a little bit but they finally convinced me to take the Notebook to the crisis counsellor.
To be brief, they sent josh away. He called me every night while he was locked away. I could never say much. I just kept telling him he better accept their help. They let him go after a week.

He didn't change though. Within a week he was back after sending me suicidal messages. But. This time. We weren't allowed to keep in contact. He still found ways to call me. I always had voice mails from him. Again. He was only gone a week.
This time when he got out I told him that we needed to end things. Again he was suicidal but everyone told me he was bluffing. He asked to see me one last time and so I went to see him. He convinced me to have sex with him one last time. Since I felt bad for all the hell he was going through and I actually believed I loved him, I agreed. On my walk home I received a call from his ex who I had been keeping updated on his behavior since many people cared about him. What she told me had me breaking down crying in the street. I felt humiliated and disgusted and disgusting and utterly betrayed. He sent her a video on snap chat of our... Goodbye.
I could have curled up in a ball and died right there.

I got home and told josh that he was never to talk to me again. There was some denial and other things exchanged but he was out of my life. Or so I thought.

I later found out that he had been seen stalking my house. He was seen outside of my friends house when I was there. He had been walking my block. Watching me. After about a month he grew a confusingly strog hate for me for leaving him. I'd get texts and things saying I was disgusting. Saying he'd have better sex with a cow. Saying I was worthless among other hurtful things. Those messages died off slowly.

August 2nd, 2015
I texted him this night. I was on vacation with my family. I had gotten really upset about something and i texted him. I simply asked if he still cared about me at all. The conversation wasn't long. He started off rude and bitter but then he cooled off. By the end of the conversation he told me he was going away he couldn't tell me where. He was always one to talk about running away but he never did it. I still didn't believe it. He said he'd even take me with him. I ended up going to sleep. I texted him a few times the next day with no answer.
My family and I headed home from vacation that day. After returning home a friend of my texted me apologizing. I asked what for. He asked if I knew and when I responded no he said he'd be over shortly.
I was no where near ready to hear what he was about to tell me.
Im waiting for my friend thinking through every scenario. I remembered that his grandmom had cancer and I was almost convinced that it was about her. Until he got there
No words
He pulls up a message on his phone.
It was a post from a girl in my school.
"RIP Josh"
I couldn't even finish it. I yelled at my friend. I told him he was lying.
I grabbed my phone and started texting and calling josh but he wouldn't answer. He'd never answer his phone again.
He tried to run away. He was shot and killed.
I was blamed for a while. His friends. His parents. I didn't get to go to his funeral or burial. I didn't even find his grave until almost a year after his death.
Slowly people stopped blaming me but I will always carry blame. His parents tell me that he was depressed before I came along. But that pain will never leave me.
Josh had his imperfections just like anyone else. But he was an amazing guy. He made me feel loved and important and he loved his family more than anything. He deserved so much more time.

Rest In Paradise Josh. My angel and my first love.
Tags: Remember, Relationship, Depression, Death]]>
Poem: Too Much ? by Diana Santos They don't care about me
They always turn there backs

They always back away
When I need them...the most
They Yell and hurt me
But never Care or help me

I've felt like this for so long
I can't remember when was the last time
I laughed because I was happy
When was the last time I smiled
because I felt joy...

But I don't let them see me like this
I cant let them see me like this
I have to be the perfect daughter...
or at least try
Its pilling up and soon..
It'll be too much

It will one day be too much for me to handle
Too much for me too hold in
Too much for me to not explode
I cant keep up this little girl act
Its going to be Too Much one day
Ill cry and might even hurt myself

...

Because its ALL...Too much. ?
Tags: Pain, Depression, Lost, Broken, Mask, Tears, Suffering]]>
Wed, 17 May 2017 20:00:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3789 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3789 They don't care about me
They always turn there backs

They always back away
When I need them...the most
They Yell and hurt me
But never Care or help me

I've felt like this for so long
I can't remember when was the last time
I laughed because I was happy
When was the last time I smiled
because I felt joy...

But I don't let them see me like this
I cant let them see me like this
I have to be the perfect daughter...
or at least try
Its pilling up and soon..
It'll be too much

It will one day be too much for me to handle
Too much for me too hold in
Too much for me to not explode
I cant keep up this little girl act
Its going to be Too Much one day
Ill cry and might even hurt myself

...

Because its ALL...Too much. ?
Tags: Pain, Depression, Lost, Broken, Mask, Tears, Suffering]]>
Story: My mom... by bella
well during my childhood my mom was drinking and addicted to crystal meth,and of Course me being a young child I didn't know what that stuff was and I just thought she was super mom,that wasn't the case,she was hiding secrets that no one knew about emotions kept hidden. But she still managed to be the best mom I could have.

My mom's and dad's relationship was rocky my dad expected my mom to be prefect and do everything he said and he cheated on her countless of times and my mom did the same back and my dad was around but not really their. It was like living with a stranger. My mom tried so hard to be The best she could be.

She has always been their for me,and I was like her best friend well after her and my dad split she married this guy name Dave worst mistake of her life and they were poison for each other and from their there was always fights and arugements and just chaos.her.y were off and on for five years and me and my mom and my little brother and little sis moved to my grandmas to get a fresh start.
my mom started using again and things got bad and she would lash out on me for no reason and I never knew why and now in do she had a heart failure and she had it for a couple years and never took Care of it .

January 25th 2017, things were okay and then things got so bad my mom basically died that day she was fine all day and then she came home and the last words I heard from her were I'm so tired and she went to lay down and I couldn't wake her up she took three short breaths like gasping for air and I called 911 ran and got my grandma and I had my son and little sis with me and I couldn't believe it,I went to the hospital with both babies and my aunt and waited to see what was going on my mom had brain damage and had a heart attack and from their I knew she wasn't coming back they had her on life support for a while and we took her off of it because she wasn't going to wake up and on February 16th 2017 she took her last breath and passed away. I miss my mom so much its undescribable I love her so much. I blame the drugs for killing her
Tags: Death, Sadness]]>
Wed, 17 May 2017 16:35:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3298 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3298
well during my childhood my mom was drinking and addicted to crystal meth,and of Course me being a young child I didn't know what that stuff was and I just thought she was super mom,that wasn't the case,she was hiding secrets that no one knew about emotions kept hidden. But she still managed to be the best mom I could have.

My mom's and dad's relationship was rocky my dad expected my mom to be prefect and do everything he said and he cheated on her countless of times and my mom did the same back and my dad was around but not really their. It was like living with a stranger. My mom tried so hard to be The best she could be.

She has always been their for me,and I was like her best friend well after her and my dad split she married this guy name Dave worst mistake of her life and they were poison for each other and from their there was always fights and arugements and just chaos.her.y were off and on for five years and me and my mom and my little brother and little sis moved to my grandmas to get a fresh start.
my mom started using again and things got bad and she would lash out on me for no reason and I never knew why and now in do she had a heart failure and she had it for a couple years and never took Care of it .

January 25th 2017, things were okay and then things got so bad my mom basically died that day she was fine all day and then she came home and the last words I heard from her were I'm so tired and she went to lay down and I couldn't wake her up she took three short breaths like gasping for air and I called 911 ran and got my grandma and I had my son and little sis with me and I couldn't believe it,I went to the hospital with both babies and my aunt and waited to see what was going on my mom had brain damage and had a heart attack and from their I knew she wasn't coming back they had her on life support for a while and we took her off of it because she wasn't going to wake up and on February 16th 2017 she took her last breath and passed away. I miss my mom so much its undescribable I love her so much. I blame the drugs for killing her
Tags: Death, Sadness]]>
Poem: I WANT TO BE HAPPY by Liza That I could feel the freedom and beautiful surrounding
Like no one cares for me nor judge me
It’s like I can do what I want to do
I can feel what I want to feel

They say it’s hard to live in this complicated world
That every mistake you’ve done
Everybody hates you in just a minute
Without depending your side first
Without knowing the reason behind that mistake

Sometimes I want to shout and blame someone
Blame them why I’m still in pain?
But I realize, if I’m going to blame them, can I go back to the time?
Or I just need a pale of tears to less the pain?
Or let the destiny cure the pain, and wait for the happy day?

I already fall in love, many times
But most of the time, I am the one who left behind
I am the one who left by another one and suffer for the hardest part of being person
I am the one who cried for them to let go
And the one who always give up on, just to let someone’s happy
Tags: Lonliness, Love]]>
Tue, 16 May 2017 20:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3787 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3787 That I could feel the freedom and beautiful surrounding
Like no one cares for me nor judge me
It’s like I can do what I want to do
I can feel what I want to feel

They say it’s hard to live in this complicated world
That every mistake you’ve done
Everybody hates you in just a minute
Without depending your side first
Without knowing the reason behind that mistake

Sometimes I want to shout and blame someone
Blame them why I’m still in pain?
But I realize, if I’m going to blame them, can I go back to the time?
Or I just need a pale of tears to less the pain?
Or let the destiny cure the pain, and wait for the happy day?

I already fall in love, many times
But most of the time, I am the one who left behind
I am the one who left by another one and suffer for the hardest part of being person
I am the one who cried for them to let go
And the one who always give up on, just to let someone’s happy
Tags: Lonliness, Love]]>
Story: Chris..... by bella We met on meetme and at first I realized that hes my cousins brother that no one ever talked about,I started talking to him just to see how he was doing, well things led to a while different topic and we ended up seening each other one night.

This particular night, he picks me up and we had sex didnt expect that to happen and I was amazed star struck,I started having feelings for him right away.
Then just from their on you say I was a love sick puppy I was in love with him more than anyone I ever have been he was my everything but I didnt know about his dark side ittl later on. He started choking his ex girlfriend numours times I didn't do anything and I should've but she always tried to go back to him. Finally one day she had to move out of her apartment and they went their sperate ways. And it always drama with them.

I've been through hell and back with him and he has made me have a miscarriage left me at a park to walk across to the hospital could've died he made me have a abortion and wasn't even there for that was in reno with some girl.

On Halloween on our way to his friends house he tells me that his ex girlfriend found a girl and her name is Dasha and she and chris had fucked and i was devasted I wanted to hit him so bad but couldn't I met that girl the same night and I hated her for sleeping with him but she didnt know that we were dating he didnt mention me.

We became friends after a while and I guess you can say me and her were dating chris at the same time worst mistake of my life,he started to show me more Care and love and pushed her to the side and so things just got bad and I got kicked out of my house and he was sneaking me in to his friends house and dasha hated that she hated that he would fuck me and not her so it was a jealously thing of course .

Things got bad recently,and we are completely done he threatned my life and after that I called it quits and I really hope he gets what is coming to him.
Tags: Crazy, Crying, Sad]]>
Tue, 16 May 2017 16:25:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3297 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3297 We met on meetme and at first I realized that hes my cousins brother that no one ever talked about,I started talking to him just to see how he was doing, well things led to a while different topic and we ended up seening each other one night.

This particular night, he picks me up and we had sex didnt expect that to happen and I was amazed star struck,I started having feelings for him right away.
Then just from their on you say I was a love sick puppy I was in love with him more than anyone I ever have been he was my everything but I didnt know about his dark side ittl later on. He started choking his ex girlfriend numours times I didn't do anything and I should've but she always tried to go back to him. Finally one day she had to move out of her apartment and they went their sperate ways. And it always drama with them.

I've been through hell and back with him and he has made me have a miscarriage left me at a park to walk across to the hospital could've died he made me have a abortion and wasn't even there for that was in reno with some girl.

On Halloween on our way to his friends house he tells me that his ex girlfriend found a girl and her name is Dasha and she and chris had fucked and i was devasted I wanted to hit him so bad but couldn't I met that girl the same night and I hated her for sleeping with him but she didnt know that we were dating he didnt mention me.

We became friends after a while and I guess you can say me and her were dating chris at the same time worst mistake of my life,he started to show me more Care and love and pushed her to the side and so things just got bad and I got kicked out of my house and he was sneaking me in to his friends house and dasha hated that she hated that he would fuck me and not her so it was a jealously thing of course .

Things got bad recently,and we are completely done he threatned my life and after that I called it quits and I really hope he gets what is coming to him.
Tags: Crazy, Crying, Sad]]>
Story: Hiding The Pain by ice
I've been with you almost every night watch getting yourself drunk. Listen to all your heartaches and frustrations in life. You don't want me to leave because you want me to hug you until you'll fall asleep. I didn't leave you because I've noticed that you were afraid to be alone. Maybe that's the reason why you need me...maybe because I made you feel better in your miserable life or maybe I`m good for your ego.

I was at your side on your deepest downfall. There was a time that you told me you love me and I'm the best thing that ever happened to your life. I was dumbfounded and you didn't know how much it affects me.

The pain is killing me.

I'm not aware that I would love you at your worst. I never intend to stay this long. I`ve never thought that I would fall so deep. I have no plans on loving you so much because I know what kind of pain it'll cause me. But I embraced all the pain and let myself love you...I let you break my heart over and over. I didn't know that it would hurt me much.

I wanted to leave because the pain is killing me. I told you to be honest when it comes to your past. Yes you've been honest but there's one thing you didn't tell me and that cause me a big heartache.

So many questions that longing for an answer.

Why you didn't tell me about her? Why you didn't tell me that you're still together? What did I do that made you lied many times? Am I not enough for you that's why you still keeping her? Why you can't love me the way I love you and the way you love her? Why her and not me? Why do you need me if you still love her? From the time that you were down did she even bothered to ask you then why it's hard for you to let her go?

She was the reason of all your heartaches...she made you a fool...she made you feel stupid...she cheated on you! She only have you at your best not on your worst and yet you still love her? You ignored the girl who was willing to give you the whole world, you ignored me!

Love can make you feel stupid.

In spite of everything I found out yet I'm still willing to stay and willing to embrace all your flaws. Yes...I am hoping that when you get tired of loving her maybe that would be the time you'll see my worth. And if does not happen I am still grateful that at least I tried to work things out between us.

I would not letting you go...for now! Because I'll hold on to what you've said "Stay with me until I've learned to unloved her". But I don't know how much longer I can hold on.
Tags: Feelings, Sad Love Story, Pain, Relationship, Love Hurts]]>
Tue, 09 May 2017 16:00:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3293 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3293
I've been with you almost every night watch getting yourself drunk. Listen to all your heartaches and frustrations in life. You don't want me to leave because you want me to hug you until you'll fall asleep. I didn't leave you because I've noticed that you were afraid to be alone. Maybe that's the reason why you need me...maybe because I made you feel better in your miserable life or maybe I`m good for your ego.

I was at your side on your deepest downfall. There was a time that you told me you love me and I'm the best thing that ever happened to your life. I was dumbfounded and you didn't know how much it affects me.

The pain is killing me.

I'm not aware that I would love you at your worst. I never intend to stay this long. I`ve never thought that I would fall so deep. I have no plans on loving you so much because I know what kind of pain it'll cause me. But I embraced all the pain and let myself love you...I let you break my heart over and over. I didn't know that it would hurt me much.

I wanted to leave because the pain is killing me. I told you to be honest when it comes to your past. Yes you've been honest but there's one thing you didn't tell me and that cause me a big heartache.

So many questions that longing for an answer.

Why you didn't tell me about her? Why you didn't tell me that you're still together? What did I do that made you lied many times? Am I not enough for you that's why you still keeping her? Why you can't love me the way I love you and the way you love her? Why her and not me? Why do you need me if you still love her? From the time that you were down did she even bothered to ask you then why it's hard for you to let her go?

She was the reason of all your heartaches...she made you a fool...she made you feel stupid...she cheated on you! She only have you at your best not on your worst and yet you still love her? You ignored the girl who was willing to give you the whole world, you ignored me!

Love can make you feel stupid.

In spite of everything I found out yet I'm still willing to stay and willing to embrace all your flaws. Yes...I am hoping that when you get tired of loving her maybe that would be the time you'll see my worth. And if does not happen I am still grateful that at least I tried to work things out between us.

I would not letting you go...for now! Because I'll hold on to what you've said "Stay with me until I've learned to unloved her". But I don't know how much longer I can hold on.
Tags: Feelings, Sad Love Story, Pain, Relationship, Love Hurts]]>
Poem: A sin by Jasa As though it is never near.
A blade upon the skin,
As though it was a sin.

A bloody tear,
Is what we fear.
The arm of blood,
Drowning in a flood.

Its all in our minds,
Of something we cannot find.
Of the hunger that is not fed,
In what is lurking in our head.

A blade back upon the skin,
As though it was a sin.
In the dead of the night,
You've lost that fight.
Tags: Sadness]]>
Mon, 08 May 2017 19:20:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3785 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3785 As though it is never near.
A blade upon the skin,
As though it was a sin.

A bloody tear,
Is what we fear.
The arm of blood,
Drowning in a flood.

Its all in our minds,
Of something we cannot find.
Of the hunger that is not fed,
In what is lurking in our head.

A blade back upon the skin,
As though it was a sin.
In the dead of the night,
You've lost that fight.
Tags: Sadness]]>
Story: A Second Chance for a Player by ice

You were the person who ruined her life back then but now she will take a risk of entrusting her heart to you by giving you a second chance because you asked for it.

She's a type of woman that will give many chances until you've realized her worth. She never get mad when she found out that you were flirting with a lot of women because she knew from the start that you're a player. A player she thought that she could change.

She hides her sadness every time she's with you and who aren't afraid to say I Love You when she really feel it. She believe in everything you said to her not because she's stupid but because she believes that there's a good in you. She saw something in you that made her decide to stay even if it hurts her..

She's aware of the pain you will give her the moment she start caring and loving you. As much as she wanted to avoid not to fall so deep she can't help herself and forget the pain you brought to her.

She never imagined that she would meet a person from her past with a different personality, a different you. She just thought that maybe you are a changed person or she just never met you as a deep and emotional person back then.

What if she fought for you from the start? Will she still have you now or everything will be a so called relationSHIT?

The emptiness you've felt every time you were alone. All the pain you've been through from the past that always brought back to your memory like it was happened yesterday. She felt sorry for that... for not taking chances 7 years ago. Her heart is silently crying knowing that you fought your own battle without her on your side. For the broken hearts and for all the hard times.

The moment that she decided to accept you and realized how broken you are the more she's willing to give herself and try again if second chance is worth it for a man like you...for a player like you!

They've said everything happens for a reason. So if it didn't work for the first try maybe now is the time to make it up for all the chances that you both didn't take.
Tags: Sadness, Love Hurts, Pain, Relationship]]>
Mon, 08 May 2017 15:55:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3292 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3292

You were the person who ruined her life back then but now she will take a risk of entrusting her heart to you by giving you a second chance because you asked for it.

She's a type of woman that will give many chances until you've realized her worth. She never get mad when she found out that you were flirting with a lot of women because she knew from the start that you're a player. A player she thought that she could change.

She hides her sadness every time she's with you and who aren't afraid to say I Love You when she really feel it. She believe in everything you said to her not because she's stupid but because she believes that there's a good in you. She saw something in you that made her decide to stay even if it hurts her..

She's aware of the pain you will give her the moment she start caring and loving you. As much as she wanted to avoid not to fall so deep she can't help herself and forget the pain you brought to her.

She never imagined that she would meet a person from her past with a different personality, a different you. She just thought that maybe you are a changed person or she just never met you as a deep and emotional person back then.

What if she fought for you from the start? Will she still have you now or everything will be a so called relationSHIT?

The emptiness you've felt every time you were alone. All the pain you've been through from the past that always brought back to your memory like it was happened yesterday. She felt sorry for that... for not taking chances 7 years ago. Her heart is silently crying knowing that you fought your own battle without her on your side. For the broken hearts and for all the hard times.

The moment that she decided to accept you and realized how broken you are the more she's willing to give herself and try again if second chance is worth it for a man like you...for a player like you!

They've said everything happens for a reason. So if it didn't work for the first try maybe now is the time to make it up for all the chances that you both didn't take.
Tags: Sadness, Love Hurts, Pain, Relationship]]>
Poem: Love Suicide by Micha-chu! We said we'll risk it all to this love aint easy
Now all i can feel is the wind so breezy
Coz by my side ur gone, everything seems so creepy.

I dont know what went wrong
I feel bad hearing "the secret love song"
I dont wanna lose you but what should i do?
Loving you keeps me alive, seeing you together i die inside.

I dont care if its wrong, coz my love is right
I feel weak deep inside yet i still wanna fight
You smile with her i die, ur smile to my is my light
I dont wanna see you together, be gone out of sight.

Loving you is suicide
Yet baby u know so hard i tried
I wanted to fight but deep inside i already died
Hoping there's a chance for you and i.
Tags: Love, Hurt, Hopeless]]>
Sun, 07 May 2017 19:15:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3784 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3784 We said we'll risk it all to this love aint easy
Now all i can feel is the wind so breezy
Coz by my side ur gone, everything seems so creepy.

I dont know what went wrong
I feel bad hearing "the secret love song"
I dont wanna lose you but what should i do?
Loving you keeps me alive, seeing you together i die inside.

I dont care if its wrong, coz my love is right
I feel weak deep inside yet i still wanna fight
You smile with her i die, ur smile to my is my light
I dont wanna see you together, be gone out of sight.

Loving you is suicide
Yet baby u know so hard i tried
I wanted to fight but deep inside i already died
Hoping there's a chance for you and i.
Tags: Love, Hurt, Hopeless]]>
Story: She dumped me for him... by John L.
A few years back we were moving to a new town. It was a small town only a couple blocks big. That was fine with me because I was used to living in the country. The first day we were moving our stuff in we stopped around 6 to eat dinner. A boy and two girls came to my door wanting to know if I wanted to go to the park with them. One of the girls was gorgeous. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. I told them after I finished eating I would be there. I was obviously nervous but quickly finished eating, grabbed my basketball, and was off.

I took the next street over so I wouldn't have to directly walk into them. They saw me and cut me off right before the park. We went and started to play basketball. The entire time I kept glancing over at this girl. She was perfect. The boys name was Connor, the other girls name was Trinity, and the girls name I liked was Sarah. She had blonde hair, freckles, and the most beautiful smile.

When we got bored we took a seat and the girls walked off. Connor sat next to me and started telling me she liked me. I couldn't help but smile. I had hoped for this. So I worked up the courage and the following week I asked her out. I was hesitant at first because I didn't want to ruin our friendship if something went bad but I decided she was worth the risk. Everything was going great. Her parents liked me and we spent almost every day together. If I wasn't with her we were texting.

Months went by and this quickly became my longest relationship. At our 6 month anniversary I bought her flowers, chocolate, and a necklace. We went to different schools so I took the day off to go make a surprise visit at her school. I made her mad that morning just to add to the surprise. Not too mad though. She texted me asking if I knew what day it was and I texted back saying Friday. She asked if there was anything else and I said not that I was aware of. She stopped texting me after that.

I showed up at her school and told the principle what I was doing. He said I couldn't disrupt any classes but I could do it at lunch. So I sat in his office for 2 hours until their lunch finally came. I walked out there and she had her back to me. I walked up and tapped her on the shoulder. Her friends giggled and when she turned around her face lit up. She got up and helped me sit the stuff on the table then she hugged me. She started blushing because everyone in the cafeteria was watching. It was amazing.

After we had been together for 8 months I noticed her acting different. She was starting to get mad at me for anything I did. If I didn't listen to the right music she was mad, if I hung out with my friends without telling her she got mad, every little thing. She stopped texting me as much and tried to become more controlling. I told her to stop acting weird and that really set her off. I was used to her being mad when it was her time of the month but this was ten times worse. We stopped talking for a few days before I broke and texted her. It took her a few hours to reply saying we needed to talk. It was our 9 month anniversary so I agreed. When I met up with her she said never mind and we had a good day.

That night I texted her asking her about it. She said it could wait a few days. It seemed strange but I knew sometimes she liked to think stuff over completely so I agreed. I couldn't help but think about it those few days. Finally one day she came and hung out at my house for the day. When she was getting ready to leave we went outside and she said now was the time for the talk. She said she wasn't feeling the same about me anymore and just wanted to be friends. I held back the tears and nodded. She left and I went inside to my room and cried.

For days I contemplated what I did wrong. One day Trinity came to my house asking if I wanted to hang out at the park. I said sure I needed fresh air and I grabbed my basketball then started walking. When we got there Sarah was there with some guy. They were holding hands and hugging. Trinity started smirking. I got mad and asked if she knew they were there and she just nodded and ran over to them. I went to leave and the guy did something he shouldn't have. He ran over to me and grabbed my shoulder then said "What's the problem bro? You can't just hang out with us?" I stopped in my tracks and turned towards him.

"First off I am not your bro and never will be. Second if you touch me again I will knock your head off your shoulders." This set Sarah off and I told her she could take her new boyfriend he was ugly anyways. He shoved me and that set me off. I hit him and he fell to the ground. Tears started forming in my eyes as I started hitting him repeatedly. Finally I stopped and Sarah was grabbing my arm. I pulled away from her and left. They broke up about a week later because "She had to crazy of an ex." I laughed at that.

She came to my house a few days after they broke up and told me she was sorry. I nodded then went to close the door. She stopped me and asked if I still had any feelings for her.

"Sarah I still have the same feelings for you I had since day 1 but I am not taking you back. You made the mistake of breaking up with me. You chose him. Suffer your consequences." It hurt me to say it but I knew I couldn't take her back. She insisted that wasn't why she dumped me. I just closed the door so I could avoid an argument. I ended up moving a few months later. I won't forget her but I bet she definitely won't forget me.

The moral of the story is if they are going to hurt you don't feel pity for them when they realize their mistake. Look forward to the future and don't dwell on the past. That's what I do.
Tags: Sad, Funny, Heartbroken, Fight]]>
Sun, 07 May 2017 15:50:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3290 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3290
A few years back we were moving to a new town. It was a small town only a couple blocks big. That was fine with me because I was used to living in the country. The first day we were moving our stuff in we stopped around 6 to eat dinner. A boy and two girls came to my door wanting to know if I wanted to go to the park with them. One of the girls was gorgeous. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. I told them after I finished eating I would be there. I was obviously nervous but quickly finished eating, grabbed my basketball, and was off.

I took the next street over so I wouldn't have to directly walk into them. They saw me and cut me off right before the park. We went and started to play basketball. The entire time I kept glancing over at this girl. She was perfect. The boys name was Connor, the other girls name was Trinity, and the girls name I liked was Sarah. She had blonde hair, freckles, and the most beautiful smile.

When we got bored we took a seat and the girls walked off. Connor sat next to me and started telling me she liked me. I couldn't help but smile. I had hoped for this. So I worked up the courage and the following week I asked her out. I was hesitant at first because I didn't want to ruin our friendship if something went bad but I decided she was worth the risk. Everything was going great. Her parents liked me and we spent almost every day together. If I wasn't with her we were texting.

Months went by and this quickly became my longest relationship. At our 6 month anniversary I bought her flowers, chocolate, and a necklace. We went to different schools so I took the day off to go make a surprise visit at her school. I made her mad that morning just to add to the surprise. Not too mad though. She texted me asking if I knew what day it was and I texted back saying Friday. She asked if there was anything else and I said not that I was aware of. She stopped texting me after that.

I showed up at her school and told the principle what I was doing. He said I couldn't disrupt any classes but I could do it at lunch. So I sat in his office for 2 hours until their lunch finally came. I walked out there and she had her back to me. I walked up and tapped her on the shoulder. Her friends giggled and when she turned around her face lit up. She got up and helped me sit the stuff on the table then she hugged me. She started blushing because everyone in the cafeteria was watching. It was amazing.

After we had been together for 8 months I noticed her acting different. She was starting to get mad at me for anything I did. If I didn't listen to the right music she was mad, if I hung out with my friends without telling her she got mad, every little thing. She stopped texting me as much and tried to become more controlling. I told her to stop acting weird and that really set her off. I was used to her being mad when it was her time of the month but this was ten times worse. We stopped talking for a few days before I broke and texted her. It took her a few hours to reply saying we needed to talk. It was our 9 month anniversary so I agreed. When I met up with her she said never mind and we had a good day.

That night I texted her asking her about it. She said it could wait a few days. It seemed strange but I knew sometimes she liked to think stuff over completely so I agreed. I couldn't help but think about it those few days. Finally one day she came and hung out at my house for the day. When she was getting ready to leave we went outside and she said now was the time for the talk. She said she wasn't feeling the same about me anymore and just wanted to be friends. I held back the tears and nodded. She left and I went inside to my room and cried.

For days I contemplated what I did wrong. One day Trinity came to my house asking if I wanted to hang out at the park. I said sure I needed fresh air and I grabbed my basketball then started walking. When we got there Sarah was there with some guy. They were holding hands and hugging. Trinity started smirking. I got mad and asked if she knew they were there and she just nodded and ran over to them. I went to leave and the guy did something he shouldn't have. He ran over to me and grabbed my shoulder then said "What's the problem bro? You can't just hang out with us?" I stopped in my tracks and turned towards him.

"First off I am not your bro and never will be. Second if you touch me again I will knock your head off your shoulders." This set Sarah off and I told her she could take her new boyfriend he was ugly anyways. He shoved me and that set me off. I hit him and he fell to the ground. Tears started forming in my eyes as I started hitting him repeatedly. Finally I stopped and Sarah was grabbing my arm. I pulled away from her and left. They broke up about a week later because "She had to crazy of an ex." I laughed at that.

She came to my house a few days after they broke up and told me she was sorry. I nodded then went to close the door. She stopped me and asked if I still had any feelings for her.

"Sarah I still have the same feelings for you I had since day 1 but I am not taking you back. You made the mistake of breaking up with me. You chose him. Suffer your consequences." It hurt me to say it but I knew I couldn't take her back. She insisted that wasn't why she dumped me. I just closed the door so I could avoid an argument. I ended up moving a few months later. I won't forget her but I bet she definitely won't forget me.

The moral of the story is if they are going to hurt you don't feel pity for them when they realize their mistake. Look forward to the future and don't dwell on the past. That's what I do.
Tags: Sad, Funny, Heartbroken, Fight]]>
Poem: Life by NekoDomoCat they all say every day
again and again the same
words of everyday

'Life is painful, you shall
suffer everyday' they said
with no fear.
Do they not fear the cruelty of life?

Have they gone blind to
this sea of dark faces or
teary eyes? Do they not see
the dark red.

'Life is a game' they say
a game for the player, while a
story for the victims, their tears
will show the pain they suffered

Ask these victims and hear them
say 'I'm fine, I want to live I hate death'
To them 'Life' is the the beautiful lie
While 'Death' is the painful truth
Tags: Life, Pain, Death]]>
Sat, 06 May 2017 19:10:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3783 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3783 they all say every day
again and again the same
words of everyday

'Life is painful, you shall
suffer everyday' they said
with no fear.
Do they not fear the cruelty of life?

Have they gone blind to
this sea of dark faces or
teary eyes? Do they not see
the dark red.

'Life is a game' they say
a game for the player, while a
story for the victims, their tears
will show the pain they suffered

Ask these victims and hear them
say 'I'm fine, I want to live I hate death'
To them 'Life' is the the beautiful lie
While 'Death' is the painful truth
Tags: Life, Pain, Death]]>
Story: Nicole's life by Ashley

Nicole 13 Years Old
She's still getting bullied but she got stronger, I mean she has her brother who cared about her. At the time Nicole meet this guy on the internet named.. lets call him William, So William and Nicole started talking they became friends and even a couple but that didnt last long they broke up because it was just not right. After that they stayed bestfriends.


Nicole 14 Years Old
Now she got even stronger, happier. Even though everyone hated on her she didnt care she knew that they were just trying to make her sad. Nicole got good grades and she was happy, She got some friends In real life too but they ditched her many times so she didnt count them as friends. Nicole never stopped cutting tho it was like a drug to her.


Nicole 15 Years old
The cutting got worse but Nicole's .. Uhm we can call her brother for Travis, Travis got a surprise for her. He got 2 cats for her, Nicole really loved cats they were so cute. Some months after she meets this guy on the internet... Lets call him.. Nathan, before that day she meet him Nicole tried taking suicide, But there was something telling her to not take suicide! to live because there was something good that would happen. Turns out that was kinda true? I guess, The next day she meets nathan. They started talking on this game, They both liked cats and stuff like that. After some days They fell in love with each other... So Nathan asked her to be his girlfriend, Nicole said yes. So they were with each other for 2 months I think and then Nathan broke up with her, She cried because he didnt have a reason she was getting all these questions In her head, Why? why now? what did I do wrong? Am I not good enough? After some weeks/days they got together again and then he broke up again with her.. everytime he broke up with her she cried, well when they were together again it was her birthday In the morning Nathan said to her Happy birthday And that he loved her.. 2 hours later he sends a message saying I break up, On her birthday. She cried and cried for hours She was soo sad she didnt even know what to do. Her brother came in and asked why she didnt go to school and why she was crying, She said that she got something in her eye and that she wasnt feeling alright, So basically she lied to him. I think Nathan regret what he did so he asked her again...


Nicole 16 years old
Travis got cancer, Nicole was really sad she was even depressed, some months later he dies. She got so lonely so William decided to move in with Nicole to make her happy. Nicole gave Nathan many chances You know but he would always break up, it was like getting stabbed in the heart... But she loved him so she gave him many chances.. Nathan even started to trash talk Nicole even maybe use her.. One day Nicole felt for it. She broke up with Nathan, He got mad and sad like all these times he broke up and she didnt do anything but when she just breaks up 1 time he makes so much drama. But she asked him out again 2 times and the last he asked her out... Only some days go by and he breaks up with her because she told her friends to not talk to Him because she didnt want any friends that had contact with him.. He got mad and told her its all her fault... She cried and cried even William could hear her cry so loud.. She decided to run away and kill herself. She left a note to William saying ''goodbye I'm going to kill myself'' She ran to the place her parents lived in and killed herself.
Tags: Useless]]>
Sat, 06 May 2017 15:45:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3289 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3289

Nicole 13 Years Old
She's still getting bullied but she got stronger, I mean she has her brother who cared about her. At the time Nicole meet this guy on the internet named.. lets call him William, So William and Nicole started talking they became friends and even a couple but that didnt last long they broke up because it was just not right. After that they stayed bestfriends.


Nicole 14 Years Old
Now she got even stronger, happier. Even though everyone hated on her she didnt care she knew that they were just trying to make her sad. Nicole got good grades and she was happy, She got some friends In real life too but they ditched her many times so she didnt count them as friends. Nicole never stopped cutting tho it was like a drug to her.


Nicole 15 Years old
The cutting got worse but Nicole's .. Uhm we can call her brother for Travis, Travis got a surprise for her. He got 2 cats for her, Nicole really loved cats they were so cute. Some months after she meets this guy on the internet... Lets call him.. Nathan, before that day she meet him Nicole tried taking suicide, But there was something telling her to not take suicide! to live because there was something good that would happen. Turns out that was kinda true? I guess, The next day she meets nathan. They started talking on this game, They both liked cats and stuff like that. After some days They fell in love with each other... So Nathan asked her to be his girlfriend, Nicole said yes. So they were with each other for 2 months I think and then Nathan broke up with her, She cried because he didnt have a reason she was getting all these questions In her head, Why? why now? what did I do wrong? Am I not good enough? After some weeks/days they got together again and then he broke up again with her.. everytime he broke up with her she cried, well when they were together again it was her birthday In the morning Nathan said to her Happy birthday And that he loved her.. 2 hours later he sends a message saying I break up, On her birthday. She cried and cried for hours She was soo sad she didnt even know what to do. Her brother came in and asked why she didnt go to school and why she was crying, She said that she got something in her eye and that she wasnt feeling alright, So basically she lied to him. I think Nathan regret what he did so he asked her again...


Nicole 16 years old
Travis got cancer, Nicole was really sad she was even depressed, some months later he dies. She got so lonely so William decided to move in with Nicole to make her happy. Nicole gave Nathan many chances You know but he would always break up, it was like getting stabbed in the heart... But she loved him so she gave him many chances.. Nathan even started to trash talk Nicole even maybe use her.. One day Nicole felt for it. She broke up with Nathan, He got mad and sad like all these times he broke up and she didnt do anything but when she just breaks up 1 time he makes so much drama. But she asked him out again 2 times and the last he asked her out... Only some days go by and he breaks up with her because she told her friends to not talk to Him because she didnt want any friends that had contact with him.. He got mad and told her its all her fault... She cried and cried even William could hear her cry so loud.. She decided to run away and kill herself. She left a note to William saying ''goodbye I'm going to kill myself'' She ran to the place her parents lived in and killed herself.
Tags: Useless]]>
Poem: A cut to deep by Shelby Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.

Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
But the stress and self hate just keeps on piling.

After years of self hatred and being trapped
She has given up and finally snapped.
She never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing

She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
And tonight she finally reaches the vein.
Tags: Self Harm, Cutting, Self Hate, Depression, Anxiety, Suicide, Alone]]>
Fri, 05 May 2017 19:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3782 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3782 Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.

Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
But the stress and self hate just keeps on piling.

After years of self hatred and being trapped
She has given up and finally snapped.
She never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing

She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
And tonight she finally reaches the vein.
Tags: Self Harm, Cutting, Self Hate, Depression, Anxiety, Suicide, Alone]]>
Story: The odd break up. by John L.
I asked her on a date and she agreed. We were going to dinner then to watch the homecoming game. I wasn't on the football team at the time so I could do this. I saved up over a hundred dollars to take her somewhere nice. The day we were supposed to go on a date she texts me and says "Sorry I can't make it. Something came up. Maybe another time." I was crushed but I understood. I decided to go to the game anyway. When I got there she was there... with a guy and they were holding hands. She saw me and we looked at each other for a good minute then I decided just to leave.

The following Monday I ignored her. I did this for about a week. Finally she apologized and I accepted that she was with him and we became close friends again. . Her BF broke up with her and she was devastated. I of course was her shoulder to cry on. About a month later we started getting closer. I wasn't going to make a move because I didn't want a repeat of last time so I ignored it for a few months.

She has an older sister who was a few months pregnant at that time. One day she told me her sister was having a baby shower a few weeks from then and wanted to know if I wanted to come and meet her family. I agreed and was excited for a while. However we have some more to go before we get there.

Valentines day was a few days away so I decided to be cute and ask her out. I brought her a teddy bear and asked her the question. She said yes and it was the greatest days of my life. A week before the baby shower I found out my mom and step dad had to work that day and couldn't take me. They could only pick me up after. Of course I panicked but decided to hit up some friends and got a ride. That day I was so nervous I couldn't sit still. My friends picked me up but didn't make it any better. They kept asking me "Are you nervous?" and "We are almost there how are you feeling?" I just kept playing it cool and expected them to be inside giving me a chance to meet them one by one. Nope. Wrong.

We pulled up and my door was on the far side from her house. I saw a bunch of people on the porch and that seemed to be were the party was. I started shaking and opened my door. Everyone started staring because no one knew who I was and couldn't see me yet. I stood there paralyzed before finally my friends made me move. I closed the door and walked out around the vehicle. This is what I hear yelled "Oh my goodness it's Destiny's boyfriend!" Then Destiny comes running out and hugs me. So I obviously hug her then I hold her hand and walk up there smiling. I go around shaking hands and introducing myself and meet everyone on the porch. Her step mom and dad were nice and not at all like I expected.

We sat down and started eating and playing games just having a good time. After a few hours the party died down so Destiny, her friend Anna, and I go into her living room to watch some movies. We put on Pineapple express (a stoner movie basically) and I put my arm around Destiny. Her dad came in and watched it for a little while before going to his room. We talked and had a good time before my mom pulled in. I walked outside with Destiny and my mom came up wanting to meet the parents. So they came out and chatted for a few minutes.

Finally I hugged Destiny and said my good byes and we left. About 10 minutes after leaving I got a text from Destiny. "Hey, I don't think this is going to work we should just be friends." I was once again hurt. I sat back and didn't say a word to my mom. I texted back. "So that's it? We are breaking up?" She texted "Yeah. Sorry." I didn't text back or say a word. When we got home I went to my room and went to bed. It was about 5 in the afternoon but I didn't care. The next day was Saturday. I stayed in my room all day and only ate dinner.

I got another text from her "Hey are you there? I'm sorry again. Are we still friends?" I ignored the text and laid down listening to music crying softly so I wouldn't have to tell my mom. Sunday I did the same thing all day. My mom walked in and asked what was wrong. I shook my head and left it at that. She left me alone and I continued to be depressed.

The next day at school everyone who tried to talk to me I ignored. Including her. That continued for a few days. I came home everyday and went straight to my room. My mom finally caught me crying one day and made me tell her. She looked shocked and said "Why? I thought everything went good. No wonder you have been acting weird. I am so sorry." I burst into tears hearing all that and she comforted me. Finally I got my act together and started talking to my friends. Ignoring Destiny.

This happened a few weeks ago and it still really hurts. I don't know how to get my mind off of it but I know I have to some how. She keeps trying to talk to me and telling me it was her not me but telling others a different story. I am crushed but trying to look like it doesn't bother me. I need help but I don't know what to do.
Tags: Breakup, Sadness, Advice?]]>
Fri, 05 May 2017 15:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3286 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3286
I asked her on a date and she agreed. We were going to dinner then to watch the homecoming game. I wasn't on the football team at the time so I could do this. I saved up over a hundred dollars to take her somewhere nice. The day we were supposed to go on a date she texts me and says "Sorry I can't make it. Something came up. Maybe another time." I was crushed but I understood. I decided to go to the game anyway. When I got there she was there... with a guy and they were holding hands. She saw me and we looked at each other for a good minute then I decided just to leave.

The following Monday I ignored her. I did this for about a week. Finally she apologized and I accepted that she was with him and we became close friends again. . Her BF broke up with her and she was devastated. I of course was her shoulder to cry on. About a month later we started getting closer. I wasn't going to make a move because I didn't want a repeat of last time so I ignored it for a few months.

She has an older sister who was a few months pregnant at that time. One day she told me her sister was having a baby shower a few weeks from then and wanted to know if I wanted to come and meet her family. I agreed and was excited for a while. However we have some more to go before we get there.

Valentines day was a few days away so I decided to be cute and ask her out. I brought her a teddy bear and asked her the question. She said yes and it was the greatest days of my life. A week before the baby shower I found out my mom and step dad had to work that day and couldn't take me. They could only pick me up after. Of course I panicked but decided to hit up some friends and got a ride. That day I was so nervous I couldn't sit still. My friends picked me up but didn't make it any better. They kept asking me "Are you nervous?" and "We are almost there how are you feeling?" I just kept playing it cool and expected them to be inside giving me a chance to meet them one by one. Nope. Wrong.

We pulled up and my door was on the far side from her house. I saw a bunch of people on the porch and that seemed to be were the party was. I started shaking and opened my door. Everyone started staring because no one knew who I was and couldn't see me yet. I stood there paralyzed before finally my friends made me move. I closed the door and walked out around the vehicle. This is what I hear yelled "Oh my goodness it's Destiny's boyfriend!" Then Destiny comes running out and hugs me. So I obviously hug her then I hold her hand and walk up there smiling. I go around shaking hands and introducing myself and meet everyone on the porch. Her step mom and dad were nice and not at all like I expected.

We sat down and started eating and playing games just having a good time. After a few hours the party died down so Destiny, her friend Anna, and I go into her living room to watch some movies. We put on Pineapple express (a stoner movie basically) and I put my arm around Destiny. Her dad came in and watched it for a little while before going to his room. We talked and had a good time before my mom pulled in. I walked outside with Destiny and my mom came up wanting to meet the parents. So they came out and chatted for a few minutes.

Finally I hugged Destiny and said my good byes and we left. About 10 minutes after leaving I got a text from Destiny. "Hey, I don't think this is going to work we should just be friends." I was once again hurt. I sat back and didn't say a word to my mom. I texted back. "So that's it? We are breaking up?" She texted "Yeah. Sorry." I didn't text back or say a word. When we got home I went to my room and went to bed. It was about 5 in the afternoon but I didn't care. The next day was Saturday. I stayed in my room all day and only ate dinner.

I got another text from her "Hey are you there? I'm sorry again. Are we still friends?" I ignored the text and laid down listening to music crying softly so I wouldn't have to tell my mom. Sunday I did the same thing all day. My mom walked in and asked what was wrong. I shook my head and left it at that. She left me alone and I continued to be depressed.

The next day at school everyone who tried to talk to me I ignored. Including her. That continued for a few days. I came home everyday and went straight to my room. My mom finally caught me crying one day and made me tell her. She looked shocked and said "Why? I thought everything went good. No wonder you have been acting weird. I am so sorry." I burst into tears hearing all that and she comforted me. Finally I got my act together and started talking to my friends. Ignoring Destiny.

This happened a few weeks ago and it still really hurts. I don't know how to get my mind off of it but I know I have to some how. She keeps trying to talk to me and telling me it was her not me but telling others a different story. I am crushed but trying to look like it doesn't bother me. I need help but I don't know what to do.
Tags: Breakup, Sadness, Advice?]]>
Quote: Sadness is but a wall between two g... by Khalil Gibran Tags: Sadness, Sad, Truth, Quote, True]]> Thu, 20 Apr 2017 18:25:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Sadness, Sad, Truth, Quote, True]]> Picture: Crying Alone by LoveHurts sad girl, crying, heartbroken, sad
Tags: Sad Girl, Crying, Heartbroken, Sad]]>
Thu, 20 Apr 2017 15:15:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1807 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1807 sad girl, crying, heartbroken, sad
Tags: Sad Girl, Crying, Heartbroken, Sad]]>
Quote: If things didn't matter to you then... by Anjali tiwari Tags: Cry, Lost, Love]]> Wed, 19 Apr 2017 18:20:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Cry, Lost, Love]]> Picture: In My Dreams, You'll Forever Be by jerry harrenstein memories, missing you
Tags: Memories, Missing You]]>
Wed, 19 Apr 2017 03:15:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1822 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1822 memories, missing you
Tags: Memories, Missing You]]>
Quote: "The person we love is the person w... by Asrr Tags: Fact, Sad, Heartbroken]]> Tue, 18 Apr 2017 18:15:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Fact, Sad, Heartbroken]]> Story: Empty by Leo Hariyuda
Its been 3 yers ,but im wondering ,she never introduce me to her family, i keep it calm until she started to act weird, she startt to not cantact me,no phone and no text, when i text first its take hour to get a short 1 letter reply..

So i start the cobversation by asking "why" than that thunder explode in my ear,she said that since last year she allready think that she doesnt sure about her feeling,she doesnt sure if she love me or not,she started to keeping distance,,she keep away and get along with her friend without care about me,yes she is not that cating person ,but day by day rolll her gesture said a sign of "go away"

I mean that after 3 perfect year in my mind turn out that i found that the person who i cares the most in my life is playing fake love with me,she than told me with a lough that she wants to be alone,she wants me out of her life,out of her way

I felt empty,i dont know what that im do wrong,i never cheat,never refused her will, always said good night and good bye on each of my activity,and she just throw that almost a thousand days togheter on a thrash

And now when i closed my eyes her smile,her sleep innocent face,her silly gesture is raining inside my head,theres a hole on my chest asking what i done wrong that she leave me just like that...

Now ,jealous from labrinth are became my favourite song!!!!jealous of the wind that can close to her,closer that her shadow,jealous of the way ,she happy without me,,please gave me a strenght as much as her can get to smile without me!!!...but also i wish she can get the best of all this world could give

Bye : NONG!!
Tags: Lonely, Lost]]>
Tue, 18 Apr 2017 14:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3283 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3283
Its been 3 yers ,but im wondering ,she never introduce me to her family, i keep it calm until she started to act weird, she startt to not cantact me,no phone and no text, when i text first its take hour to get a short 1 letter reply..

So i start the cobversation by asking "why" than that thunder explode in my ear,she said that since last year she allready think that she doesnt sure about her feeling,she doesnt sure if she love me or not,she started to keeping distance,,she keep away and get along with her friend without care about me,yes she is not that cating person ,but day by day rolll her gesture said a sign of "go away"

I mean that after 3 perfect year in my mind turn out that i found that the person who i cares the most in my life is playing fake love with me,she than told me with a lough that she wants to be alone,she wants me out of her life,out of her way

I felt empty,i dont know what that im do wrong,i never cheat,never refused her will, always said good night and good bye on each of my activity,and she just throw that almost a thousand days togheter on a thrash

And now when i closed my eyes her smile,her sleep innocent face,her silly gesture is raining inside my head,theres a hole on my chest asking what i done wrong that she leave me just like that...

Now ,jealous from labrinth are became my favourite song!!!!jealous of the wind that can close to her,closer that her shadow,jealous of the way ,she happy without me,,please gave me a strenght as much as her can get to smile without me!!!...but also i wish she can get the best of all this world could give

Bye : NONG!!
Tags: Lonely, Lost]]>
Quote: The only thing separating me from w... by 2233564242 Tags: Society]]> Mon, 17 Apr 2017 18:10:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Society]]> Picture: Alone by LoveHurts Sad, Alone, Why, Crying
Tags: Sad, Alone, Why, Crying]]>
Mon, 17 Apr 2017 15:10:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1806 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1806 Sad, Alone, Why, Crying
Tags: Sad, Alone, Why, Crying]]>
Quote: Without you my days are Sadday, Mo... by unkown Sadday, Moanday,
Tearsday,
wasteday,
thirstday,
fightday, and
Shatterday
Tags: #withoutu #missu #hurt #depressed]]>
Sun, 16 Apr 2017 18:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Sadday, Moanday,
Tearsday,
wasteday,
thirstday,
fightday, and
Shatterday
Tags: #withoutu #missu #hurt #depressed]]>
Story: The life I had by lmao
Part 1. Who I am!
I'm the kid everyone knows. My name is Lyric, I'm a guy, I've done modeling gigs and a lot of girls say I'm attractive. I am NOT narcissistic. I just want to make that clear because a lot of (not to be rude) not very good looking people whine about not getting a girl / guy but it's obvious why. Sorry to be rude. Anyway - literally every kid at my school knows me. The kid who is always fighting. The kid who is always making people laugh. The kid who is always being nice and caring for girls and stands up to people. Oh yeah. And the kid who killed someone. There's that as well. It was a hobo trying to mug me and my friends. Anyway - I'm that dude that some guys are jealous of and girls hate because I have such a great life.

Part 2. Not the life you think
So I have a shit ton of problems. Who doesn't though. I was abused as a kid and still sometimes am but that's ok because I'm not really phased by it. My mom likes to sexually harass me with neck kisses, forcing me to make out, hand on my thigh, and sitting on me - then threatening me with something if I do anything or run away. And yeah I have tried running. My "friend" ratted me out to the police. (side note; I'm 15) My bio dad left but decided to come back when my mom threatened to get child services and that good stuff. He called me at like 2 in the morning to tell me I was an accident and gave me a lesson to always wear a condom or I may have a mistake like he did. That felt pretty great. Love you too. My step dad hits me sometimes with hangars and I think he gets off to it a little bit. Disturbing.

Part 3. Unfortunate stuff
I'm not trying to make this super long but I felt you should know a little about my personal self before telling you what happened. So here it is :)

I was looking for a rebound girl (a real relationship, not just someone to keep my mind off her) after my girlfriend moved and started ignoring me and stuff. So I found one. Perfect! She genuinely seemed to care. I didn't care that much she wasn't the prettiest because her personality did make up for it by 100 fold. Besides she appreciated my expansive vocabulary and made me feel empowered so I did it right back. Everyday for about two weeks we were talking and we decided to make out after school one day. It was like a dream come true. Then I go to the breakfast table and see her holding hands with my supposed "best" friend. I ask around about stuff and turns out they made out on the fucking bus together. Pretty awesome to know that you tried so fucking hard for the one girl that got you over feeling like a piece of shit, made you feel even worse. Oh wait here's the better part - they meet two god damn days before. So yeah that fucked me up pretty bad. She pretended she did nothing wrong. I told her I forgive her bc I love her too much for something like that to get in the way. Then after school I wanted to knock the fuck out of the dude she was with. She forced him to kiss her. He backed off bc he saw me and were friends. But her face when she saw me was pretty priceless. But all she did was see a tear run down my cheek and me go inside to punch a hole in the wall of the school. Anyway, three days pass, I ignore her because I know if she says one wrong thing I'll go off on her and she doesn't deserve it. Then I started to not care about it and we started talking again. Then some rude ass dude came up to me and made fun of me bc she chose two other dudes over me. So I grabbed him by the throat, and pounded on his diaphragm. Pretty good feeling. So I got over what happened and we talked again for like half a month and we made out again and then she fucking pretends she doesnt even know me at church. She didn't say hi, didn't give me a hug, and barely even looked at me. And this was hours after we made out. And yeah I get it. It's not sex and I'm only 15 so I don't understand true sadness or whatever. So as church got out I see her talking to another dude and I come up and give her a hug and kinda kiss her neck, then she pushes me away and the dude like really pushes me and I hit the wall. Ok that's cool. So she ignores me for the next couple days and whatever. She says she doesnt like me like that anymore. after all that she said and lied about. pretty great isnt it? I decided that no one gives a shit anyway so I got the bottle of hydrocodone and gulped two down with some vodka. Well I wasn't thinking very clear bc that fucked me up and I passed out. I woke up and remembered everything that happened. Went to school. Saw her cuddled up with ANOTHER new guy. decided to take my anger out on a teacher bc when she asked me to move i asked for her to shut her mouth. She said "Im going to call the office right now if you don't move up here by me" and I moved up there, pushed her to the side, dialed for the office, flipped the teacher off, broke her computer screen, and told the office fuck you. They got me and I told them to keep their hands off me, then said "I have a gun in there, watch out" well they searched me and found my brass knuckles, weed, switchblade, butterfly knife, swishers, cigs, and 9 mm ammo I was delivering. So they called my parents and whatever. A teacher told me it was gonna be ok and i told her fuck you im on my own and kept walking. I walked out and the cop threatened me so i kicked his tire and threatened his family because I found his address.

Uh I'll do a part two if for some reason someone finds this entertaining to read. This is my first time writing and what not so sorry, thanks for reading though!!
Tags: Suicide, Sad, Teenager, Teen, Love, Loved, Hated, Worthless, Dead]]>
Sun, 16 Apr 2017 14:30:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3281 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3281
Part 1. Who I am!
I'm the kid everyone knows. My name is Lyric, I'm a guy, I've done modeling gigs and a lot of girls say I'm attractive. I am NOT narcissistic. I just want to make that clear because a lot of (not to be rude) not very good looking people whine about not getting a girl / guy but it's obvious why. Sorry to be rude. Anyway - literally every kid at my school knows me. The kid who is always fighting. The kid who is always making people laugh. The kid who is always being nice and caring for girls and stands up to people. Oh yeah. And the kid who killed someone. There's that as well. It was a hobo trying to mug me and my friends. Anyway - I'm that dude that some guys are jealous of and girls hate because I have such a great life.

Part 2. Not the life you think
So I have a shit ton of problems. Who doesn't though. I was abused as a kid and still sometimes am but that's ok because I'm not really phased by it. My mom likes to sexually harass me with neck kisses, forcing me to make out, hand on my thigh, and sitting on me - then threatening me with something if I do anything or run away. And yeah I have tried running. My "friend" ratted me out to the police. (side note; I'm 15) My bio dad left but decided to come back when my mom threatened to get child services and that good stuff. He called me at like 2 in the morning to tell me I was an accident and gave me a lesson to always wear a condom or I may have a mistake like he did. That felt pretty great. Love you too. My step dad hits me sometimes with hangars and I think he gets off to it a little bit. Disturbing.

Part 3. Unfortunate stuff
I'm not trying to make this super long but I felt you should know a little about my personal self before telling you what happened. So here it is :)

I was looking for a rebound girl (a real relationship, not just someone to keep my mind off her) after my girlfriend moved and started ignoring me and stuff. So I found one. Perfect! She genuinely seemed to care. I didn't care that much she wasn't the prettiest because her personality did make up for it by 100 fold. Besides she appreciated my expansive vocabulary and made me feel empowered so I did it right back. Everyday for about two weeks we were talking and we decided to make out after school one day. It was like a dream come true. Then I go to the breakfast table and see her holding hands with my supposed "best" friend. I ask around about stuff and turns out they made out on the fucking bus together. Pretty awesome to know that you tried so fucking hard for the one girl that got you over feeling like a piece of shit, made you feel even worse. Oh wait here's the better part - they meet two god damn days before. So yeah that fucked me up pretty bad. She pretended she did nothing wrong. I told her I forgive her bc I love her too much for something like that to get in the way. Then after school I wanted to knock the fuck out of the dude she was with. She forced him to kiss her. He backed off bc he saw me and were friends. But her face when she saw me was pretty priceless. But all she did was see a tear run down my cheek and me go inside to punch a hole in the wall of the school. Anyway, three days pass, I ignore her because I know if she says one wrong thing I'll go off on her and she doesn't deserve it. Then I started to not care about it and we started talking again. Then some rude ass dude came up to me and made fun of me bc she chose two other dudes over me. So I grabbed him by the throat, and pounded on his diaphragm. Pretty good feeling. So I got over what happened and we talked again for like half a month and we made out again and then she fucking pretends she doesnt even know me at church. She didn't say hi, didn't give me a hug, and barely even looked at me. And this was hours after we made out. And yeah I get it. It's not sex and I'm only 15 so I don't understand true sadness or whatever. So as church got out I see her talking to another dude and I come up and give her a hug and kinda kiss her neck, then she pushes me away and the dude like really pushes me and I hit the wall. Ok that's cool. So she ignores me for the next couple days and whatever. She says she doesnt like me like that anymore. after all that she said and lied about. pretty great isnt it? I decided that no one gives a shit anyway so I got the bottle of hydrocodone and gulped two down with some vodka. Well I wasn't thinking very clear bc that fucked me up and I passed out. I woke up and remembered everything that happened. Went to school. Saw her cuddled up with ANOTHER new guy. decided to take my anger out on a teacher bc when she asked me to move i asked for her to shut her mouth. She said "Im going to call the office right now if you don't move up here by me" and I moved up there, pushed her to the side, dialed for the office, flipped the teacher off, broke her computer screen, and told the office fuck you. They got me and I told them to keep their hands off me, then said "I have a gun in there, watch out" well they searched me and found my brass knuckles, weed, switchblade, butterfly knife, swishers, cigs, and 9 mm ammo I was delivering. So they called my parents and whatever. A teacher told me it was gonna be ok and i told her fuck you im on my own and kept walking. I walked out and the cop threatened me so i kicked his tire and threatened his family because I found his address.

Uh I'll do a part two if for some reason someone finds this entertaining to read. This is my first time writing and what not so sorry, thanks for reading though!!
Tags: Suicide, Sad, Teenager, Teen, Love, Loved, Hated, Worthless, Dead]]>
Picture: music helps by LoveHurts crying, music
Tags: Crying, Music]]>
Sun, 16 Apr 2017 03:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1803 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1803 crying, music
Tags: Crying, Music]]>
Quote: WHERE THERE IS DARKNESS,REMEMBER TH... by ARYAN KAMRA Tags: STAY STRONG]]> Sat, 15 Apr 2017 18:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: STAY STRONG]]> Story: What Hurts The Most by Kaitlyn Taylor
We were together for a long time. And long time for high schoolers that is. Over two and a half years. We started dating freshman year and now we're halfway through our senior year. My whole high school experience was with this guy. And I loved him. Man, I was head over heels for him. So sweet, so funny, and so talented. I loved his kisses, his hugs, and when he held me tight. He made me laugh more than anyone ever did. That's what I loved most about him. He had an amazing sense of humor. I loved everything that we did together. We had so many great and fun memories.

Everything was fine. At least I thought it was. It was perfect for me. I didn't think we were having the many issues. But apparently, he did. Because he randomly texts me one day, out of the blue, and says that he's not sure about us. I ask him what he's talking about. But all he says is how completely different we are. How we can't listen to the same music in the car. How I'm Christian and he's not. Just stating differences that he sees. I didn't get it. I still don't. We've had those differences for so long and it wasn't a problem before. Why was it a problem now? But then all of the sudden he says that he doesn't love me anymore. Says that he did in the beginning, for a long while, but that he doesn't anymore.

And that's what hurts the most. Loving someone so much, but knowing they don't even love you back.

I found out a few days ago that he actually left me for someone else. It's been one month. One. And he's already with someone else. All I feel is anger and sadness and pain and hurt and confusion.

It hurts. Everything hurts. From him breaking up with me, to being with someone else so soon. But what hurts the most is knowing I lived a long while blinded by a love I felt was so strong. And he didn't even love me back.
Tags: Breakup, Sad Love Story, Anger, Confusion, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Heartache]]>
Sat, 15 Apr 2017 14:25:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3279 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3279
We were together for a long time. And long time for high schoolers that is. Over two and a half years. We started dating freshman year and now we're halfway through our senior year. My whole high school experience was with this guy. And I loved him. Man, I was head over heels for him. So sweet, so funny, and so talented. I loved his kisses, his hugs, and when he held me tight. He made me laugh more than anyone ever did. That's what I loved most about him. He had an amazing sense of humor. I loved everything that we did together. We had so many great and fun memories.

Everything was fine. At least I thought it was. It was perfect for me. I didn't think we were having the many issues. But apparently, he did. Because he randomly texts me one day, out of the blue, and says that he's not sure about us. I ask him what he's talking about. But all he says is how completely different we are. How we can't listen to the same music in the car. How I'm Christian and he's not. Just stating differences that he sees. I didn't get it. I still don't. We've had those differences for so long and it wasn't a problem before. Why was it a problem now? But then all of the sudden he says that he doesn't love me anymore. Says that he did in the beginning, for a long while, but that he doesn't anymore.

And that's what hurts the most. Loving someone so much, but knowing they don't even love you back.

I found out a few days ago that he actually left me for someone else. It's been one month. One. And he's already with someone else. All I feel is anger and sadness and pain and hurt and confusion.

It hurts. Everything hurts. From him breaking up with me, to being with someone else so soon. But what hurts the most is knowing I lived a long while blinded by a love I felt was so strong. And he didn't even love me back.
Tags: Breakup, Sad Love Story, Anger, Confusion, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Heartache]]>
Movie: La La Land by Damien Chazelle
Mia, an aspiring actress, serves lattes to movie stars in between auditions and Sebastian, a jazz musician, scrapes by playing cocktail party gigs in dingy bars, but as success mounts they are faced with decisions that begin to fray the fragile fabric of their love affair, and the dreams they worked so hard to maintain in each other threaten to rip them apart.

Tags: Breakup, Love, Life, Career]]>
Wed, 01 Feb 2017 05:33:18 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=137 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=137
Mia, an aspiring actress, serves lattes to movie stars in between auditions and Sebastian, a jazz musician, scrapes by playing cocktail party gigs in dingy bars, but as success mounts they are faced with decisions that begin to fray the fragile fabric of their love affair, and the dreams they worked so hard to maintain in each other threaten to rip them apart.

Tags: Breakup, Love, Life, Career]]>
Quote: You still get your hopes us, even t... by Gabriella R Tags: Hurt, Broken, Hope, Hopless, Hate]]> Sat, 21 Jan 2017 11:45:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Hurt, Broken, Hope, Hopless, Hate]]> Quote: You can't wait for something that w... by Gabriella R Tags: Lonely, Hope, Heartbroken, Hoplessness, Broken, Hurt, Sad]]> Fri, 20 Jan 2017 11:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Lonely, Hope, Heartbroken, Hoplessness, Broken, Hurt, Sad]]> Quote: She will cry, and get over it, She... by unknown She will hate you and
then love u again
But one day she will leave and
she won't come back
Tags: Unloved, Gone]]>
Thu, 19 Jan 2017 11:35:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes She will hate you and
then love u again
But one day she will leave and
she won't come back
Tags: Unloved, Gone]]>
Quote: "You don't have the right to give u... by Gabriella R Tags: Try, Give Up, Alone]]> Wed, 18 Jan 2017 11:30:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Try, Give Up, Alone]]> Quote: Even though you try to forget, forg... by Olivia Tags: Unloved]]> Tue, 17 Jan 2017 11:25:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Unloved]]> Song: What will I Do Without Your Love by Jerry Harrenstein
Just as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.

Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
you began to cry and with hesitation
I wondered if I saw a lie.
Then I began to cry.
Do I go on without knowing, or do I
let my heart say I must be going?

My pain is so deep
I can not even sleep.
The days are getting shorter
and my love is going in that order.
Time is near my dear
and I must make things clear.
Perhaps a smile, or your gentle touch.
Would that be asking too much?

Loving you is all I want to do
and that is not hard for me to do
especially when it is someone like you.
I believe in love and you too, but
without your love what will I do?
What will I do without you...
Tags: Sad, Unloved]]>
Sat, 03 Dec 2016 19:51:20 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=238 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=238
Just as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.

Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
you began to cry and with hesitation
I wondered if I saw a lie.
Then I began to cry.
Do I go on without knowing, or do I
let my heart say I must be going?

My pain is so deep
I can not even sleep.
The days are getting shorter
and my love is going in that order.
Time is near my dear
and I must make things clear.
Perhaps a smile, or your gentle touch.
Would that be asking too much?

Loving you is all I want to do
and that is not hard for me to do
especially when it is someone like you.
I believe in love and you too, but
without your love what will I do?
What will I do without you...
Tags: Sad, Unloved]]>
Picture: Gloomy Sunday by Neriak gloomy, art
Tags: Gloomy, Art]]>
Sat, 12 Nov 2016 08:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1798 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1798 gloomy, art
Tags: Gloomy, Art]]>
Picture: Gloomy day by Smil gloomy, trees
Tags: Gloomy, Trees]]>
Thu, 10 Nov 2016 20:00:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1797 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1797 gloomy, trees
Tags: Gloomy, Trees]]>
Picture: Your Kind Of Love Hurts by jerry harrenstein hurt, art
Tags: Hurt, Art]]>
Wed, 09 Nov 2016 08:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1771 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1771 hurt, art
Tags: Hurt, Art]]>
Picture: Gloomy by malialeon gloomy, face
Tags: Gloomy, Face]]>
Tue, 08 Nov 2016 05:50:41 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1796 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1796 gloomy, face
Tags: Gloomy, Face]]>
Quote: And at the end of the day we are al... by Unknown Tags: Love, Broken]]> Wed, 26 Oct 2016 04:55:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Love, Broken]]> Quote: We were not perfect for the world, ... by IAU Tags: Love, Breakup, Precious, Quotes]]> Tue, 25 Oct 2016 04:50:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Love, Breakup, Precious, Quotes]]> Quote: When life gives you pain make sure ... by zanele it's killing them to see you strong.
Tags: Be Strong, Be Happy]]>
Mon, 24 Oct 2016 04:45:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes it's killing them to see you strong.
Tags: Be Strong, Be Happy]]>
Quote: Love is Hard to find... Harder to ... by Wall-e Das Harder to keep.... &
Hardest to Forget.. !!!
Tags: Suffering, Love]]>
Sun, 23 Oct 2016 04:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Harder to keep.... &
Hardest to Forget.. !!!
Tags: Suffering, Love]]>
Picture: Sad Lonely Boy by Shivam das alone, sad
Tags: Alone, Sad]]>
Mon, 25 Jul 2016 15:10:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1772 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1772 alone, sad
Tags: Alone, Sad]]>
Picture: Iranian sad by Hiva blood
Tags: Blood]]>
Sun, 24 Jul 2016 03:05:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1770 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1770 blood
Tags: Blood]]>
Picture: Your Leaving Me by jerry harrenstein sad, heartbroken, scared, hurt
Tags: Sad, Heartbroken, Scared, Hurt]]>
Fri, 22 Jul 2016 15:05:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1763 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1763 sad, heartbroken, scared, hurt
Tags: Sad, Heartbroken, Scared, Hurt]]>
Picture: #PAIN# by sathees pain, broken, death
Tags: Pain, Broken, Death]]>
Thu, 21 Jul 2016 03:00:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1762 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1762 pain, broken, death
Tags: Pain, Broken, Death]]>
Article: Sadness and Recovery from Addiction  

For over 50 years now, standard treatments for recovery from addiction have included cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) and 12-step approaches. The past couple of decades, though, have seen alternative treatment models emerge, largely because of the relatively low success rate of some of the most popular treatments available. Since there is no single road to addiction, standard treatments sometimes fail because they fail to address the needs of the particular individual, or the reasons why they have sought their own private escape, through drugs. Addiction can arise from a variety of causes, according to recent research. Contributing causes include genetic factors, having a mental illness, abuse, etc.

Alternative therapies that are currently being used successfully in many top rehabilitation centers across the globe include yoga and mindfulness meditation (which focus on keeping the individual’s mind ‘in the here and now’, encouraging them to feel and ‘ride through’ their cravings instead of succumbing to a ‘higher power’ for help or trying to push their desires away). Horticultural therapy and art therapy, too, have garnered their fair share of success; the former because of its strong mindfulness component and the latter because of its ability to embrace an addict’s ambivalent feelings about quitting drugs. Art therapy is an important component of motivational interviewing, which seeks to promote reliance on the self to overcome addiction by finding inspiring reasons to quit.

A person who is addicted to drugs has many positive things to look forward to when they are drug-free. These include mending bridges with family and friends who may feel let down, finding one’s place in one’s profession once again and having he chance to do what ignites one’s passion, and enjoying a sense of greater physical and mental wellness. Motivational interviewing through art therapy, however, provides the recovering person with the chance to express their sadness. It is unrealistic to think that there is nothing an addict will miss when they are no longer using and they should have a chance to recognize and express their ambivalent feelings. Because art is so symbolic, it permits many interpretations and through their work (and with an aid of a trained therapist), the person in recovery can talk about why using drugs fulfilled them, without feeling like they are being judged, blamed or criticized.

What is there to feel sad about when one quits drug use? Addicts in recovery may miss the group of friends they used to use with, or a person they were romantically involved with; they may miss the high, the feeling of escape, the elation of avoiding responsibility. The individual should be allowed to express their grief about quitting drugs. Like all other grief, theirs travels through different stages (denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance). Note that depression (feeling intensely sad, feeling hopeless or without the motivation to do things one used to love) is an undeniable part of the recovery process. We should never disenfranchise someone of the right to grieve, yet many recovery therapies fail because they seek to do just that. Families and friends should be sensitive to this issue and should not force the individual to see only the positive side of recovery.

Sadness should be acknowledged and heard, largely because for many drug users, it is a feeling of emptiness, loneliness or lack of self-worth that lead them to use drugs in the first place. Families supporting a loved one through recovery can help their loved one by also undergoing therapy/counselling. When a loved one is struggling, the last thing they need is to be nagged, criticized or blamed, yet family members, too, should refrain from blaming themselves. Rather, any weaknesses in the family’s manner of communication, poor conflict resolution techniques etc. should be identified and addressed, with family members always looking ahead towards the common goal – helping the person in recovery and every other member in the family achieve greater health and wellbeing. During counselling, family members, too, should be encouraged to express their sadness. Many individuals harbour guilt because they feel they could have done more for their loved one, yet in the end, the causes of addiction are too profound and complex to identify so that everyone should work on improving what they can, accepting themselves and their loved one just as they are – with their sadness, anger, and disappointment, but also with their dreams, their hope and their love, which always remains, regardless of the vicissitudes faced.

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Recovery, Drug, Sadness, Gemma Galway]]>
Fri, 15 Jul 2016 09:36:08 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=6 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=6  

For over 50 years now, standard treatments for recovery from addiction have included cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) and 12-step approaches. The past couple of decades, though, have seen alternative treatment models emerge, largely because of the relatively low success rate of some of the most popular treatments available. Since there is no single road to addiction, standard treatments sometimes fail because they fail to address the needs of the particular individual, or the reasons why they have sought their own private escape, through drugs. Addiction can arise from a variety of causes, according to recent research. Contributing causes include genetic factors, having a mental illness, abuse, etc.

Alternative therapies that are currently being used successfully in many top rehabilitation centers across the globe include yoga and mindfulness meditation (which focus on keeping the individual’s mind ‘in the here and now’, encouraging them to feel and ‘ride through’ their cravings instead of succumbing to a ‘higher power’ for help or trying to push their desires away). Horticultural therapy and art therapy, too, have garnered their fair share of success; the former because of its strong mindfulness component and the latter because of its ability to embrace an addict’s ambivalent feelings about quitting drugs. Art therapy is an important component of motivational interviewing, which seeks to promote reliance on the self to overcome addiction by finding inspiring reasons to quit.

A person who is addicted to drugs has many positive things to look forward to when they are drug-free. These include mending bridges with family and friends who may feel let down, finding one’s place in one’s profession once again and having he chance to do what ignites one’s passion, and enjoying a sense of greater physical and mental wellness. Motivational interviewing through art therapy, however, provides the recovering person with the chance to express their sadness. It is unrealistic to think that there is nothing an addict will miss when they are no longer using and they should have a chance to recognize and express their ambivalent feelings. Because art is so symbolic, it permits many interpretations and through their work (and with an aid of a trained therapist), the person in recovery can talk about why using drugs fulfilled them, without feeling like they are being judged, blamed or criticized.

What is there to feel sad about when one quits drug use? Addicts in recovery may miss the group of friends they used to use with, or a person they were romantically involved with; they may miss the high, the feeling of escape, the elation of avoiding responsibility. The individual should be allowed to express their grief about quitting drugs. Like all other grief, theirs travels through different stages (denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance). Note that depression (feeling intensely sad, feeling hopeless or without the motivation to do things one used to love) is an undeniable part of the recovery process. We should never disenfranchise someone of the right to grieve, yet many recovery therapies fail because they seek to do just that. Families and friends should be sensitive to this issue and should not force the individual to see only the positive side of recovery.

Sadness should be acknowledged and heard, largely because for many drug users, it is a feeling of emptiness, loneliness or lack of self-worth that lead them to use drugs in the first place. Families supporting a loved one through recovery can help their loved one by also undergoing therapy/counselling. When a loved one is struggling, the last thing they need is to be nagged, criticized or blamed, yet family members, too, should refrain from blaming themselves. Rather, any weaknesses in the family’s manner of communication, poor conflict resolution techniques etc. should be identified and addressed, with family members always looking ahead towards the common goal – helping the person in recovery and every other member in the family achieve greater health and wellbeing. During counselling, family members, too, should be encouraged to express their sadness. Many individuals harbour guilt because they feel they could have done more for their loved one, yet in the end, the causes of addiction are too profound and complex to identify so that everyone should work on improving what they can, accepting themselves and their loved one just as they are – with their sadness, anger, and disappointment, but also with their dreams, their hope and their love, which always remains, regardless of the vicissitudes faced.

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Recovery, Drug, Sadness, Gemma Galway]]>
Article: The Cathartic Nature of Sad Music

Popular music tends to fall into two wide (and generalised) categories): it is either the kind of music you want to dance to, and listen to when you are partying with your friends or, it is soulful and heart-breaking ballads that make you want to think, reminisce about loves that you have lost, and have a good cry.

There is nothing wrong with crying when listening to sad music: in fact, it is a common and natural response. What you may not realise however is that crying in these circumstances can actually be cathartic, helping to stabilise your emotions and, ultimately release hormones that make you feel happier and more well-balanced. This is supported by research from a study into our complicated emotional responses to sad music, conducted by researchers at the Free University of Berlin in Germany. They interviewed 772 music lovers from around the world and found that rather than making them feel exclusively sad, listening to sad music also made them feel nostalgic, tender and peaceful.  The researchers concluded that “For many individuals, listening to sad music can actually lead to beneficial emotional effects…  “Music-evoked sadness can be appreciated not only as an aesthetic, abstract reward, but [it] also plays a role in well-being, by providing consolation as well as regulating negative moods and emotions.”

The Mood of the Audience

It is true that people tend to listen to sad music when they are feeling sad themselves. However, that doesn’t mean that listening to those designated ‘sad songs’ will make them sadder. In fact, it may help to regulate your mood, put your own sad emotions back into perspective and, ultimately, you may find that you get to the end of your favourite sad album feeling happier, more calm, and generally in a much better mood.  Thus the intended emotions depicted in the song are not necessarily reflected in the mood of their audience.

It is no coincidence that many of the best musicians, composers and song writers are no strangers to sadness themselves: whether they have suffered from the personal tragedy of loss, or feel a sense of wider sadness in the world (caused by hyper-sensitivity, depression, or mental illness) many musical artists will report that they understand sadness and pain. Many musical performers also succumb to the hell and subsequent sadness of alcoholism and substance abuse, which is probably why they have such a natural affinity with sadness, and why it is a common theme in their work. It is widely reported that writing about sad experiences can be cathartic. In fact, individuals that indulge in memoir writing and keeping a diary are found to be happier overall than individuals who don’t write down their thoughts and feelings and ‘writing therapy’ is a widely acknowledged and very effective treatment for individuals suffering from depression, anxiety, or overcoming substance abuse problems. Therefore it could well be that for the artists involved, writing their sad songs is actually a cathartic act, designed to help them to overcome their sad and negative emotions and break through to a place that is healthier and happier.

An Important Form of Self-Expression

For adolescents and adults experiencing emotional or mental health disconnections, sad music can be appealing because it provides a way of verbalising emotions they are experiencing but simply don’t have  the vocabulary to express themselves. This is also common as a way of self-expression amongst teenager: choosing to listen to sad or angry music (for example) as a way of expressing, in a non-verbal way, the way that they feel towards their parents, their peers, or the world in general. However that doesn’t mean that those individuals are feeling sad or angry: by expressing those emotions through their musical choices, they are often able to relieve themselves of their stress and tension, meaning that they end their listening experience feeling calm, heard, understood and under control

No matter what your reason for choosing to listen to a sad tune or two, there is nothing more cathartic than listening to a truly sad song, so why not turn on your stereo and listen to some of your favourites. However, don’t be surprised if you find yourself feeling happy and calm, and not sad at all, at the end of your session. 

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Music, Sad Music, Gemma Galway]]>
Mon, 11 Jul 2016 03:41:46 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=5 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=5

Popular music tends to fall into two wide (and generalised) categories): it is either the kind of music you want to dance to, and listen to when you are partying with your friends or, it is soulful and heart-breaking ballads that make you want to think, reminisce about loves that you have lost, and have a good cry.

There is nothing wrong with crying when listening to sad music: in fact, it is a common and natural response. What you may not realise however is that crying in these circumstances can actually be cathartic, helping to stabilise your emotions and, ultimately release hormones that make you feel happier and more well-balanced. This is supported by research from a study into our complicated emotional responses to sad music, conducted by researchers at the Free University of Berlin in Germany. They interviewed 772 music lovers from around the world and found that rather than making them feel exclusively sad, listening to sad music also made them feel nostalgic, tender and peaceful.  The researchers concluded that “For many individuals, listening to sad music can actually lead to beneficial emotional effects…  “Music-evoked sadness can be appreciated not only as an aesthetic, abstract reward, but [it] also plays a role in well-being, by providing consolation as well as regulating negative moods and emotions.”

The Mood of the Audience

It is true that people tend to listen to sad music when they are feeling sad themselves. However, that doesn’t mean that listening to those designated ‘sad songs’ will make them sadder. In fact, it may help to regulate your mood, put your own sad emotions back into perspective and, ultimately, you may find that you get to the end of your favourite sad album feeling happier, more calm, and generally in a much better mood.  Thus the intended emotions depicted in the song are not necessarily reflected in the mood of their audience.

It is no coincidence that many of the best musicians, composers and song writers are no strangers to sadness themselves: whether they have suffered from the personal tragedy of loss, or feel a sense of wider sadness in the world (caused by hyper-sensitivity, depression, or mental illness) many musical artists will report that they understand sadness and pain. Many musical performers also succumb to the hell and subsequent sadness of alcoholism and substance abuse, which is probably why they have such a natural affinity with sadness, and why it is a common theme in their work. It is widely reported that writing about sad experiences can be cathartic. In fact, individuals that indulge in memoir writing and keeping a diary are found to be happier overall than individuals who don’t write down their thoughts and feelings and ‘writing therapy’ is a widely acknowledged and very effective treatment for individuals suffering from depression, anxiety, or overcoming substance abuse problems. Therefore it could well be that for the artists involved, writing their sad songs is actually a cathartic act, designed to help them to overcome their sad and negative emotions and break through to a place that is healthier and happier.

An Important Form of Self-Expression

For adolescents and adults experiencing emotional or mental health disconnections, sad music can be appealing because it provides a way of verbalising emotions they are experiencing but simply don’t have  the vocabulary to express themselves. This is also common as a way of self-expression amongst teenager: choosing to listen to sad or angry music (for example) as a way of expressing, in a non-verbal way, the way that they feel towards their parents, their peers, or the world in general. However that doesn’t mean that those individuals are feeling sad or angry: by expressing those emotions through their musical choices, they are often able to relieve themselves of their stress and tension, meaning that they end their listening experience feeling calm, heard, understood and under control

No matter what your reason for choosing to listen to a sad tune or two, there is nothing more cathartic than listening to a truly sad song, so why not turn on your stereo and listen to some of your favourites. However, don’t be surprised if you find yourself feeling happy and calm, and not sad at all, at the end of your session. 

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Music, Sad Music, Gemma Galway]]>
Picture: how hard it is to hold on to by alone in tears alone, tears, missing, isolated, crying, lonely, tired, broken
Tags: Alone, Tears, Missing, Isolated, Crying, Lonely, Tired, Broken]]>
Tue, 07 Jun 2016 13:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1756 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1756 alone, tears, missing, isolated, crying, lonely, tired, broken
Tags: Alone, Tears, Missing, Isolated, Crying, Lonely, Tired, Broken]]>
Picture: The Killing by Kaitlin pills, death, depression
Tags: Pills, Death, Depression]]>
Mon, 06 Jun 2016 01:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1754 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1754 pills, death, depression
Tags: Pills, Death, Depression]]>
Picture: Your Just A Memory Fading by jerry harrenstein memories
Tags: Memories]]>
Mon, 23 May 2016 12:20:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1750 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1750 memories
Tags: Memories]]>
Song: So Close by Evanescence
I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window
That I never even knocked on the front door

I walk by statues never even made one chip
but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart
I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day

Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves
These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey
Tags: Evanescence, Longing, Unloved]]>
Thu, 13 Nov 2014 23:36:33 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=237 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=237
I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window
That I never even knocked on the front door

I walk by statues never even made one chip
but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart
I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day

Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves
These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey
Tags: Evanescence, Longing, Unloved]]>
Video: The Divorce

Tags: Love, Divorce, Breakup, Hurt]]>
Mon, 10 Nov 2014 10:38:19 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=75 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=75

Tags: Love, Divorce, Breakup, Hurt]]>
Video: A life story

Tags: Life, Love, Death, Animal]]>
Fri, 31 Oct 2014 10:18:04 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=74 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=74

Tags: Life, Love, Death, Animal]]>
Video: A Blind Father and His Daughter - Short Sad Story

Tags: Blind, Father, Family]]>
Fri, 31 Oct 2014 10:08:58 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=73 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=73

Tags: Blind, Father, Family]]>
Video: My Shoes
And most importantly, Be Happy With What You Have.

Tags: Shoes, Unhappy, Unloved]]>
Fri, 31 Oct 2014 10:04:19 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=72 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=72
And most importantly, Be Happy With What You Have.

Tags: Shoes, Unhappy, Unloved]]>
Song: Heartless by Kriss Allen
In the night
I hear 'em talk
Coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You know need to watch the way you talkin' to me you know
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know of some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could be so Dr. Evil
You're bringin' out a side of me that I dont know
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know she's hot and cold
I won't stop I won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than
Me

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

Talk and talk and talk and talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far far far he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Tags: Kriss Allen, Heartbroken, Hurt, Rock]]>
Mon, 20 Oct 2014 08:39:39 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=236 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=236
In the night
I hear 'em talk
Coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You know need to watch the way you talkin' to me you know
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know of some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could be so Dr. Evil
You're bringin' out a side of me that I dont know
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know she's hot and cold
I won't stop I won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than
Me

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

Talk and talk and talk and talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far far far he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Tags: Kriss Allen, Heartbroken, Hurt, Rock]]>
Movie: If I Stay by R.J. Cutler
Mia Hall thought the hardest decision she would ever face would be whether to pursue her musical dreams at Juilliard or follow a different path to be with the love of her life, Adam. But what should have been a carefree family drive changes everything in an instant, and now her own life hangs in the balance. Caught between life and death for one revealing day, Mia has only one decision left, which will not only decide her future but her ultimate fate.

Tags: Accident, Coma]]>
Wed, 08 Oct 2014 06:15:52 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=136 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=136
Mia Hall thought the hardest decision she would ever face would be whether to pursue her musical dreams at Juilliard or follow a different path to be with the love of her life, Adam. But what should have been a carefree family drive changes everything in an instant, and now her own life hangs in the balance. Caught between life and death for one revealing day, Mia has only one decision left, which will not only decide her future but her ultimate fate.

Tags: Accident, Coma]]>
Song: Dreaming With a Broken Heart by John Mayer
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment, you can hardly breathe

Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No, she's not 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once, you have to say goodbye

Wondering could you stay, my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No, she can't 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
And do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my
Roses in my hand?

And would you get them if I did?
No, you won't 'cause you're gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Tags: John Mayer, Broken, Hurt, Heart]]>
Sun, 21 Sep 2014 08:05:32 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=235 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=235
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment, you can hardly breathe

Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No, she's not 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once, you have to say goodbye

Wondering could you stay, my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No, she can't 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
And do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my
Roses in my hand?

And would you get them if I did?
No, you won't 'cause you're gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Tags: John Mayer, Broken, Hurt, Heart]]>
Video: The Little Girl In The Hallway

Tags: Child, Missing]]>
Thu, 18 Sep 2014 07:44:28 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=71 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=71

Tags: Child, Missing]]>
Video: *WARNING* This WILL make you cry.

Tags: Cry, Sadness, Pain]]>
Wed, 03 Sep 2014 20:19:57 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=70 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=70

Tags: Cry, Sadness, Pain]]>
Video: South Park - Beautiful Sadness Raisins - Season 7, Episode 14

Tags: South Park, Alone]]>
Wed, 03 Sep 2014 20:14:53 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=69 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=69 Raisins - Season 7, Episode 14

Tags: South Park, Alone]]>
Video: A heart touching story of a deaf girl.

Tags: Hearttouching, Sad, Anger]]>
Sun, 24 Aug 2014 21:38:51 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=68 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=68

Tags: Hearttouching, Sad, Anger]]>
Video: deepest part of your heart.

Tags: Heart, Teacher]]>
Sun, 24 Aug 2014 21:36:15 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=67 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=67

Tags: Heart, Teacher]]>
Movie: The Remains of the Day (1993) by James Ivory
A rule bound head butler's world of manners and decorum in the household he maintains is tested by the arrival of a housekeeper who falls in love with him in post-WWI Britain. The possibility of romance and his master's cultivation of ties with the Nazi cause challenge his carefully maintained veneer of servitude.

Tags: James Ivory, Drama, Romance]]>
Sun, 24 Aug 2014 21:20:52 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=135 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=135
A rule bound head butler's world of manners and decorum in the household he maintains is tested by the arrival of a housekeeper who falls in love with him in post-WWI Britain. The possibility of romance and his master's cultivation of ties with the Nazi cause challenge his carefully maintained veneer of servitude.

Tags: James Ivory, Drama, Romance]]>
Song: Dear John by Taylor Swift
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight
Well, I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played by
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
'Cause you've burn them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over
Your sad, empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think i was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known

You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known
Tags: Taylor Swift, Tears, Saddest]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:30:15 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=234 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=234
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight
Well, I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played by
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
'Cause you've burn them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over
Your sad, empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think i was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known

You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known
Tags: Taylor Swift, Tears, Saddest]]>
Song: Come In With The Rain by Taylor Swift
I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore,
And I know all the steps up to your door,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,
Talk to the man with the reasons why,
And let me know what you find.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song,
But I don’t wanna’ have to go that far.
And I, I’ve got you down,
I know you by heart,
And you don’t even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,
Talk to the man who put you here,
And don’t wait for the sky to clear.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I’ve watched you so long,
Screamed your name,
I don’t know what else I can say.

But I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night for all these games.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don’t wanna’ go there anymore…
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Breakup]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:27:18 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=233 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=233
I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore,
And I know all the steps up to your door,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,
Talk to the man with the reasons why,
And let me know what you find.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song,
But I don’t wanna’ have to go that far.
And I, I’ve got you down,
I know you by heart,
And you don’t even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,
Talk to the man who put you here,
And don’t wait for the sky to clear.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I’ve watched you so long,
Screamed your name,
I don’t know what else I can say.

But I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night for all these games.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don’t wanna’ go there anymore…
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Breakup]]>
Movie: Children Underground (2001) by Edet Belzberg
One of the most astonishing and engaging cinematic works of the past decade, CHILDREN UNDERGROUND is a profoundly intimate and heart-wrenching drama about homeless children struggling for survival on the streets and in the subways of Bucharest, Romania.

Tags: Edet Belzberg, Documentary]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:22:42 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=134 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=134
One of the most astonishing and engaging cinematic works of the past decade, CHILDREN UNDERGROUND is a profoundly intimate and heart-wrenching drama about homeless children struggling for survival on the streets and in the subways of Bucharest, Romania.

Tags: Edet Belzberg, Documentary]]>
Movie: Dogville (2003) by Lars Von Trier
Late one night, a beautiful and well-dressed young woman, Grace, arrives in the mountainous old mining town of Dogville as a fugitive; following the sound of gunshots in the distance which have been heard by Tom, the self-appointed moral spokesman for the town. Persuaded by Tom, the town agree to hide Grace, and in return she freely helps the locals. However, when the Sheriff from a neighbouring town posts a Missing notice, advertising a reward for revealing her whereabouts, the townsfolk require a better deal from Grace, in return for their silence; and when the Sheriff returns some weeks later with a Wanted poster, even though the citizens know her to be innocent of the false charges against her, the town's sense of goodness takes a sinister turn and the price of Grace's freedom becomes a workload and treatment akin to that of a slave. But Grace has a deadly secret that the townsfolk will eventually encounter.

Tags: Lars Von Trier, Drama]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:19:30 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=133 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=133
Late one night, a beautiful and well-dressed young woman, Grace, arrives in the mountainous old mining town of Dogville as a fugitive; following the sound of gunshots in the distance which have been heard by Tom, the self-appointed moral spokesman for the town. Persuaded by Tom, the town agree to hide Grace, and in return she freely helps the locals. However, when the Sheriff from a neighbouring town posts a Missing notice, advertising a reward for revealing her whereabouts, the townsfolk require a better deal from Grace, in return for their silence; and when the Sheriff returns some weeks later with a Wanted poster, even though the citizens know her to be innocent of the false charges against her, the town's sense of goodness takes a sinister turn and the price of Grace's freedom becomes a workload and treatment akin to that of a slave. But Grace has a deadly secret that the townsfolk will eventually encounter.

Tags: Lars Von Trier, Drama]]>
Video: Sad Emotional Love Story With Sad Music

Tags: Sadness, Cry, Death]]>
Mon, 11 Aug 2014 11:01:04 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=66 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=66

Tags: Sadness, Cry, Death]]>
Video: Heart Touching Video Father and son are sitting on a bench. Suddenly a sparrow lands across them.
You don't need to be looking for some deep ideas of the video. You either feel the message deep within yourself or you don't.

Tags: Emotional, Cry, Father, Son]]>
Mon, 11 Aug 2014 10:49:10 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=65 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=65 Father and son are sitting on a bench. Suddenly a sparrow lands across them.
You don't need to be looking for some deep ideas of the video. You either feel the message deep within yourself or you don't.

Tags: Emotional, Cry, Father, Son]]>
Movie: Blue Is the Warmest Color (2013) by Abdellatif Kechiche
Adèle is a high school student who is beginning to explore herself as a woman. She dates men but finds no satisfaction with them sexually, and is rejected by a female friend who she does desire. She dreams of something more. She meets Emma who is a free spirited girl whom Adèle's friends reject due to her sexuality, and by association most begin to reject Adèle. Her relationship with Emma grows into more than just friends as she is the only person with whom she can express herself openly. Together, Adèle and Emma explore social acceptance, sexuality, and the emotional spectrum of their maturing relationship.

Tags: Abdellatif Kechiche, Drama]]>
Sat, 09 Aug 2014 21:53:43 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=132 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=132
Adèle is a high school student who is beginning to explore herself as a woman. She dates men but finds no satisfaction with them sexually, and is rejected by a female friend who she does desire. She dreams of something more. She meets Emma who is a free spirited girl whom Adèle's friends reject due to her sexuality, and by association most begin to reject Adèle. Her relationship with Emma grows into more than just friends as she is the only person with whom she can express herself openly. Together, Adèle and Emma explore social acceptance, sexuality, and the emotional spectrum of their maturing relationship.

Tags: Abdellatif Kechiche, Drama]]>
Movie: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button by David Fincher
On the day that Hurricane Katrina hits New Orleans, elderly Daisy Williams (nee Fuller) is on her deathbed in a New Orleans hospital. At her side is her adult daughter, Caroline. Daisy asks Caroline to read to her aloud the diary of Daisy's lifelong friend, Benjamin Button. Benjamin's diary recounts his entire extraordinary life, the primary unusual aspect of which was his aging backwards, being diagnosed with several aging diseases at birth and thus given little chance of survival, but who does survive and gets younger with time. Abandoned by his biological father, Thomas Button, after Benjamin's biological mother died in childbirth, Benjamin was raised by Queenie, a black woman and caregiver at a seniors home. Daisy's grandmother was a resident at that home, which is where she first met Benjamin. Although separated through the years, Daisy and Benjamin remain in contact throughout their lives, reconnecting in their forties when in age they finally match up. Some of the revelations ...

Tags: David Fincher, Romance, Drama, Fantasy]]>
Sat, 09 Aug 2014 21:51:37 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=131 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=131
On the day that Hurricane Katrina hits New Orleans, elderly Daisy Williams (nee Fuller) is on her deathbed in a New Orleans hospital. At her side is her adult daughter, Caroline. Daisy asks Caroline to read to her aloud the diary of Daisy's lifelong friend, Benjamin Button. Benjamin's diary recounts his entire extraordinary life, the primary unusual aspect of which was his aging backwards, being diagnosed with several aging diseases at birth and thus given little chance of survival, but who does survive and gets younger with time. Abandoned by his biological father, Thomas Button, after Benjamin's biological mother died in childbirth, Benjamin was raised by Queenie, a black woman and caregiver at a seniors home. Daisy's grandmother was a resident at that home, which is where she first met Benjamin. Although separated through the years, Daisy and Benjamin remain in contact throughout their lives, reconnecting in their forties when in age they finally match up. Some of the revelations ...

Tags: David Fincher, Romance, Drama, Fantasy]]>
Song: You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no, oh

You're not sorry no no oh

You had me crying for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

You're not sorry, no no oh
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Sorry]]>
Wed, 23 Jul 2014 22:07:35 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=232 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=232
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no, oh

You're not sorry no no oh

You had me crying for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

You're not sorry, no no oh
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Sorry]]>
Song: Still Loving You by Scorpions
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the wall someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride, and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you
I'm still loving you, I need your love
I'm still loving you
Tags: Scorpions, Love, Pride]]>
Wed, 23 Jul 2014 22:05:30 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=231 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=231
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the wall someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride, and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you
I'm still loving you, I need your love
I'm still loving you
Tags: Scorpions, Love, Pride]]>
Movie: Sunshine (1999) by István Szabó
The film follows a Jewish family living in Hungary through three generations, rising from humble beginnings to positions of wealth and power in the crumbling Austro-Hungarian Empire. The patriarch becomes a prominent judge but is torn when his government sanctions anti-Jewish persecutions. His son converts to Christianity to advance his career as a champion fencer and Olympic hero, but is caught up in the Holocaust. Finally, the grandson, after surviving war, revolution, loss and betrayal, realizes that his ultimate allegiance must be to himself and his heritage.

Tags: István Szabó, Drama, Romance]]>
Tue, 22 Jul 2014 21:55:50 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=130 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=130
The film follows a Jewish family living in Hungary through three generations, rising from humble beginnings to positions of wealth and power in the crumbling Austro-Hungarian Empire. The patriarch becomes a prominent judge but is torn when his government sanctions anti-Jewish persecutions. His son converts to Christianity to advance his career as a champion fencer and Olympic hero, but is caught up in the Holocaust. Finally, the grandson, after surviving war, revolution, loss and betrayal, realizes that his ultimate allegiance must be to himself and his heritage.

Tags: István Szabó, Drama, Romance]]>
Movie: The Duchess (2008) by Saul Dibb
Georgiana Spencer became Duchess of Devonshire on her marriage to the Duke in 1774, at the height of the Georgian period, a period of fashion, decadence, and political change. Spirited and adored by the public at large she quickly found her marriage to be a disappointment, defined by her duty to produce a male heir and the Duke's philandering and callous indifference to her. She befriends Lady Bess but finds she is once again betrayed by her husband who wields his power with the three eventually living uncomfortably together. Against this background, and with the pressures of an unfaithful husband, strict social pressures and constant public scrutiny, Georgiana falls passionately in love with Charles Grey, a rising young Whig politician. However, despite his ongoing liaison with Lady Bess, the Duke refuses to allow her to continue the affair and threatens to take her children from her.

Tags: Saul Dibb, Biography, Drama, History]]>
Tue, 22 Jul 2014 21:36:47 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=129 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=129
Georgiana Spencer became Duchess of Devonshire on her marriage to the Duke in 1774, at the height of the Georgian period, a period of fashion, decadence, and political change. Spirited and adored by the public at large she quickly found her marriage to be a disappointment, defined by her duty to produce a male heir and the Duke's philandering and callous indifference to her. She befriends Lady Bess but finds she is once again betrayed by her husband who wields his power with the three eventually living uncomfortably together. Against this background, and with the pressures of an unfaithful husband, strict social pressures and constant public scrutiny, Georgiana falls passionately in love with Charles Grey, a rising young Whig politician. However, despite his ongoing liaison with Lady Bess, the Duke refuses to allow her to continue the affair and threatens to take her children from her.

Tags: Saul Dibb, Biography, Drama, History]]>
Movie: Australia (2008) by Baz Luhrmann
In northern Australia at the beginning of World War II, an English aristocrat inherits a cattle station the size of Maryland. When English cattle barons plot to take her land, she reluctantly joins forces with a rough-hewn stock-man to drive 2,000 head of cattle across hundreds of miles of the country's most unforgiving land, only to still face the bombing of Darwin, Australia, by the Japanese forces that had attacked Pearl Harbor only months earlier.

Tags: Baz Luhrmann, History, Drama]]>
Sun, 20 Jul 2014 22:37:06 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=128 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=128
In northern Australia at the beginning of World War II, an English aristocrat inherits a cattle station the size of Maryland. When English cattle barons plot to take her land, she reluctantly joins forces with a rough-hewn stock-man to drive 2,000 head of cattle across hundreds of miles of the country's most unforgiving land, only to still face the bombing of Darwin, Australia, by the Japanese forces that had attacked Pearl Harbor only months earlier.

Tags: Baz Luhrmann, History, Drama]]>
Song: All Of Me by John Legend
[Verse 1:]
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Verse 2:]
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Bridge:]
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
Tags: John Legend, Love, Soft]]>
Sat, 12 Jul 2014 21:19:56 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=230 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=230
[Verse 1:]
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Verse 2:]
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Bridge:]
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
Tags: John Legend, Love, Soft]]>
Movie: Her (2013) by Spike Jonze
Theodore is a lonely man in the final stages of his divorce. When he's not working as a letter writer, his down time is spent playing video games and occasionally hanging out with friends. He decides to purchase the new OS1, which is advertised as the world's first artificially intelligent operating system, "It's not just an operating system, it's a consciousness," the ad states. Theodore quickly finds himself drawn in with Samantha, the voice behind his OS1. As they start spending time together they grow closer and closer and eventually find themselves in love. Having fallen in love with his OS, Theodore finds himself dealing with feelings of both great joy and doubt. As an OS, Samantha has powerful intelligence that she uses to help Theodore in ways others hadn't, but how does she help him deal with his inner conflict of being in love with an OS?

Tags: Spike Jonze, Emotional, Alone]]>
Thu, 10 Jul 2014 20:43:21 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=127 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=127
Theodore is a lonely man in the final stages of his divorce. When he's not working as a letter writer, his down time is spent playing video games and occasionally hanging out with friends. He decides to purchase the new OS1, which is advertised as the world's first artificially intelligent operating system, "It's not just an operating system, it's a consciousness," the ad states. Theodore quickly finds himself drawn in with Samantha, the voice behind his OS1. As they start spending time together they grow closer and closer and eventually find themselves in love. Having fallen in love with his OS, Theodore finds himself dealing with feelings of both great joy and doubt. As an OS, Samantha has powerful intelligence that she uses to help Theodore in ways others hadn't, but how does she help him deal with his inner conflict of being in love with an OS?

Tags: Spike Jonze, Emotional, Alone]]>
Movie: Dead Snow (2009) by Tommy Wirkola
Several friends take to the mountains and shack-up in the wilderness of back-of-beyond to enjoy a little R & R together, their peace is soon interrupted by a mysterious old man, warning them of a local curse that during the German occupation of the local area that these Nazi invaders were brutal and harsh in their methods of control. Telling of the legend of the villager's revolt that drove them up into the cold, dark mountains where they perished, that is until rumour of their return in the form of zombies, evil Nazi zombies.

Tags: Tommy Wirkola, Horror, Zombies]]>
Thu, 10 Jul 2014 20:32:40 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=126 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=126
Several friends take to the mountains and shack-up in the wilderness of back-of-beyond to enjoy a little R & R together, their peace is soon interrupted by a mysterious old man, warning them of a local curse that during the German occupation of the local area that these Nazi invaders were brutal and harsh in their methods of control. Telling of the legend of the villager's revolt that drove them up into the cold, dark mountains where they perished, that is until rumour of their return in the form of zombies, evil Nazi zombies.

Tags: Tommy Wirkola, Horror, Zombies]]>
Movie: Silver Linings Playbook (2012) by David O. Russell
Against medical advice and without the knowledge of her husband Pat Solatano Sr., caring Dolores Solatano discharges her adult son, Pat Solatano Jr., from a Maryland mental health institution after his minimum eight month court ordered stint. The condition of the release includes Pat Jr. moving back in with his parents in their Philadelphia home. Although Pat Jr.'s institutionalization was due to him beating up the lover of his wife Nikki, he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Nikki has since left him and has received a restraining order against him. Although he is on medication (which he doesn't take because of the way it makes him feel) and has mandatory therapy sessions, Pat Jr. feels like he can manage on the outside solely by healthy living and looking for the "silver linings" in his life. His goals are to get his old job back as a substitute teacher, but more importantly reunite with Nikki. He finds there are certain instances where he doesn't cope well, however no less so ...

Tags: Romance, Love, Separation, Struggle, David O. Russell]]>
Mon, 07 Jul 2014 21:37:15 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=125 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=125
Against medical advice and without the knowledge of her husband Pat Solatano Sr., caring Dolores Solatano discharges her adult son, Pat Solatano Jr., from a Maryland mental health institution after his minimum eight month court ordered stint. The condition of the release includes Pat Jr. moving back in with his parents in their Philadelphia home. Although Pat Jr.'s institutionalization was due to him beating up the lover of his wife Nikki, he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Nikki has since left him and has received a restraining order against him. Although he is on medication (which he doesn't take because of the way it makes him feel) and has mandatory therapy sessions, Pat Jr. feels like he can manage on the outside solely by healthy living and looking for the "silver linings" in his life. His goals are to get his old job back as a substitute teacher, but more importantly reunite with Nikki. He finds there are certain instances where he doesn't cope well, however no less so ...

Tags: Romance, Love, Separation, Struggle, David O. Russell]]>
Video: Hospital Window - Inspirational Video

Tags: Support, Inspirational, Hope]]>
Sun, 06 Jul 2014 21:35:31 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=64 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=64

Tags: Support, Inspirational, Hope]]>
Movie: About Time (I) (2013) by Richard Curtis
At the age of 21, Tim Lake (Domhnall Gleeson) discovers he can travel in time... The night after another unsatisfactory New Year party, Tim's father (Bill Nighy) tells his son that the men in his family have always had the ability to travel through time. Tim can't change history, but he can change what happens and has happened in his own life-so he decides to make his world a better place...by getting a girlfriend. Sadly, that turns out not to be as easy as you might think. Moving from the Cornwall coast to London to train as a lawyer, Tim finally meets the beautiful but insecure Mary (Rachel McAdams). They fall in love, then an unfortunate time-travel incident means he's never met her at all. So they meet for the first time again-and again-but finally, after a lot of cunning time-traveling, he wins her heart. Tim then uses his power to create the perfect romantic proposal, to save his wedding from the worst best-man speeches, to save his best friend from professional disaster and to ...

Tags: Richard Curtis, Love, Romance, Drama]]>
Thu, 03 Jul 2014 20:26:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=124 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=124
At the age of 21, Tim Lake (Domhnall Gleeson) discovers he can travel in time... The night after another unsatisfactory New Year party, Tim's father (Bill Nighy) tells his son that the men in his family have always had the ability to travel through time. Tim can't change history, but he can change what happens and has happened in his own life-so he decides to make his world a better place...by getting a girlfriend. Sadly, that turns out not to be as easy as you might think. Moving from the Cornwall coast to London to train as a lawyer, Tim finally meets the beautiful but insecure Mary (Rachel McAdams). They fall in love, then an unfortunate time-travel incident means he's never met her at all. So they meet for the first time again-and again-but finally, after a lot of cunning time-traveling, he wins her heart. Tim then uses his power to create the perfect romantic proposal, to save his wedding from the worst best-man speeches, to save his best friend from professional disaster and to ...

Tags: Richard Curtis, Love, Romance, Drama]]>
Song: Trouble Is by Backstreet Boys
[Howie:]
How come you never know
What you got until it's gone
Too bad
Because I never felt so good with anyone
How fooled was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine

[Nick/Howie:]
So every day I try a little harder
To forget her
Lie here convince myself
Tomorrow will be better

[Chorus:]
The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is

[Howie:]
Love is what the trouble is

[AJ:]
How come she said
You never wear your heart
Where I can see
Too bad
Cause now I'm the one
Who's sorry
How stupid was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine
So everyday I find a little something
To remind me
No matter how I try
I can't put the past behind me

[Repeat Chorus]

[AJ:]
Love has let me go
I'm alright, I'm okay
I'll be fine, give it time

[All:]
But the only trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone (she's gone)
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory (I just can't)
And now I know what it is (now I know)
And now I know what it is
Cause love is what the trouble is
The trouble
Love... Love is what the trouble is
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Love, Memories]]>
Thu, 03 Jul 2014 20:22:20 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=229 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=229
[Howie:]
How come you never know
What you got until it's gone
Too bad
Because I never felt so good with anyone
How fooled was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine

[Nick/Howie:]
So every day I try a little harder
To forget her
Lie here convince myself
Tomorrow will be better

[Chorus:]
The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is

[Howie:]
Love is what the trouble is

[AJ:]
How come she said
You never wear your heart
Where I can see
Too bad
Cause now I'm the one
Who's sorry
How stupid was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine
So everyday I find a little something
To remind me
No matter how I try
I can't put the past behind me

[Repeat Chorus]

[AJ:]
Love has let me go
I'm alright, I'm okay
I'll be fine, give it time

[All:]
But the only trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone (she's gone)
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory (I just can't)
And now I know what it is (now I know)
And now I know what it is
Cause love is what the trouble is
The trouble
Love... Love is what the trouble is
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Love, Memories]]>
Video: A Wedding That Will Move You
Early this year, Rowden and Leizl decided to get married on July 8, 2014, Rowden's 30th birthday. Together with their adorable 2-year-old daughter, they already had a perfect family.

Then a twist of fate, Rowden got diagnosed with stage IV liver cancer in late May. His last request was to marry his one true love. After 12hours of preparations, his dream was fulfilled. Unable to take him outside the hospital, we brought the church to him. It was like a heartbreaking fairytale.

Rowden Go, at the age of 29-years-old, passed away on June 11, 2014. Less than 10hours after he said his vows.

He is survived by his wife Leizel May, daughter Zakiah Rowzel, mother Lorelei, and brothers Hasset & Hisham.

Tags: Death, Wedding, Sick, Cancer, Bride]]>
Mon, 30 Jun 2014 03:01:09 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=63 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=63
Early this year, Rowden and Leizl decided to get married on July 8, 2014, Rowden's 30th birthday. Together with their adorable 2-year-old daughter, they already had a perfect family.

Then a twist of fate, Rowden got diagnosed with stage IV liver cancer in late May. His last request was to marry his one true love. After 12hours of preparations, his dream was fulfilled. Unable to take him outside the hospital, we brought the church to him. It was like a heartbreaking fairytale.

Rowden Go, at the age of 29-years-old, passed away on June 11, 2014. Less than 10hours after he said his vows.

He is survived by his wife Leizel May, daughter Zakiah Rowzel, mother Lorelei, and brothers Hasset & Hisham.

Tags: Death, Wedding, Sick, Cancer, Bride]]>
Movie: The English Patient (1996) by Anthony Minghella
Beginning in the 1930's, "The English Patient" tells the story of Count Almásy who is a Hungarian map maker employed by the Royal Geographical Society to chart the vast expanses of the Sahara Desert along with several other prominent explorers. As World War II unfolds, Almásy enters into a world of love, betrayal, and politics that is later revealed in a series of flashbacks while Almásy is on his death bed after being horribly burned in a plane crash.

Tags: Anthony Minghella, War, Romance, Drama]]>
Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:33:19 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=123 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=123
Beginning in the 1930's, "The English Patient" tells the story of Count Almásy who is a Hungarian map maker employed by the Royal Geographical Society to chart the vast expanses of the Sahara Desert along with several other prominent explorers. As World War II unfolds, Almásy enters into a world of love, betrayal, and politics that is later revealed in a series of flashbacks while Almásy is on his death bed after being horribly burned in a plane crash.

Tags: Anthony Minghella, War, Romance, Drama]]>
Song: High Hopes by Pink Floyd
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun

Along the Long Road and on down the Causeway
Do they still meet there by the Cut

There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide

At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world

Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever
Tags: Pink Floyd, Alone]]>
Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:17:56 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=228 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=228
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun

Along the Long Road and on down the Causeway
Do they still meet there by the Cut

There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide

At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world

Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever
Tags: Pink Floyd, Alone]]>
Song: The Final Cut by Pink Floyd
through the fish eyed lens of tear stained eyes
i can barely define the shape of this moment in time
and far from flying high in clear blue skies
i'm spiralling down to the hole in the ground where i hide
if you negotiate the minefield in the drive
and beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
and if you make it past the shotgun in the hall
dial the combination. open the priesthole
and if i'm in i'll tell you what's behind the wall
there's a kid who had a big hallucination
making love to girls in magazines
he wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith
could anybody love him
or is it just a crazy dream
and if i show you my dark side
will you still hold me tonight
and if i open my heart to you
and show you my weak side
what would you do
would you sell your story to rolling stone
would you take the children away
and leave me alone
and smile in reassurance
as you whisper down the phone
would you send me packing
or would you take me home
thought i oughta bare my naked feelings
thought i oughta tear the curtain down
i held the blade in trembling hands
prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
i never had the nerve to make the final cut
Tags: Pink Floyd, Depressed, Hurt]]>
Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:16:34 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=227 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=227
through the fish eyed lens of tear stained eyes
i can barely define the shape of this moment in time
and far from flying high in clear blue skies
i'm spiralling down to the hole in the ground where i hide
if you negotiate the minefield in the drive
and beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
and if you make it past the shotgun in the hall
dial the combination. open the priesthole
and if i'm in i'll tell you what's behind the wall
there's a kid who had a big hallucination
making love to girls in magazines
he wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith
could anybody love him
or is it just a crazy dream
and if i show you my dark side
will you still hold me tonight
and if i open my heart to you
and show you my weak side
what would you do
would you sell your story to rolling stone
would you take the children away
and leave me alone
and smile in reassurance
as you whisper down the phone
would you send me packing
or would you take me home
thought i oughta bare my naked feelings
thought i oughta tear the curtain down
i held the blade in trembling hands
prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
i never had the nerve to make the final cut
Tags: Pink Floyd, Depressed, Hurt]]>
Song: Dust In The Wind by Kansas
I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind

Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do
Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

(Aa aa aa)
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
Oh, ho, ho

Now don't hang on
Nothin' lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
And all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
(All we are is dust in the wind)

Dust in the wind
(Everything is dust in the wind)
Everything is dust in the wind
(In the wind)

(Ooo)
(Ooo)
(Ooo)
Tags: Kansas, Empty, Love]]>
Mon, 09 Jun 2014 19:29:53 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=226 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=226
I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind

Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do
Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

(Aa aa aa)
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
Oh, ho, ho

Now don't hang on
Nothin' lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
And all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
(All we are is dust in the wind)

Dust in the wind
(Everything is dust in the wind)
Everything is dust in the wind
(In the wind)

(Ooo)
(Ooo)
(Ooo)
Tags: Kansas, Empty, Love]]>
Video: The most inspiring video you will ever watch!

Tags: Inspirational, Staystrong]]>
Mon, 26 May 2014 20:32:14 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=62 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=62

Tags: Inspirational, Staystrong]]>
Song: Shattered by Backstreet Boys
[A.J:]
So empty, can't feel no more,
As I'm left with my tears on the floor
I wait for my heart to mend,
But you keep tearing a hole

[Brian:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered,
[Nick:] (From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke)
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered)
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered)
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe, you left me, ah)

[Brian:] So shattered

[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered

[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
What am I still here for,
Could it be that I'm just waiting
Hoping you'd rescue me,
And put the pieces together again

[Howie:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[Howie:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
Tell me what you're really here for,
If you never really loved me
I gave my all but it still wasn't enough

'Cause all you had to say was that you ain't
Looking for commitment
Instead of telling me what I wanted to hear, oh-ho

[Howie:]
You took my emotions
And scattered them on the ground
So hard to just pick up,
And move on with life, again

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[A.J.:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside

[A.J.:] So shattered
[Brian:] Oh yes, I can't believe, you left me, so shattered
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Shattered, Alone, Hurt]]>
Mon, 26 May 2014 20:28:54 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=225 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=225
[A.J:]
So empty, can't feel no more,
As I'm left with my tears on the floor
I wait for my heart to mend,
But you keep tearing a hole

[Brian:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered,
[Nick:] (From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke)
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered)
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered)
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe, you left me, ah)

[Brian:] So shattered

[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered

[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
What am I still here for,
Could it be that I'm just waiting
Hoping you'd rescue me,
And put the pieces together again

[Howie:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[Howie:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
Tell me what you're really here for,
If you never really loved me
I gave my all but it still wasn't enough

'Cause all you had to say was that you ain't
Looking for commitment
Instead of telling me what I wanted to hear, oh-ho

[Howie:]
You took my emotions
And scattered them on the ground
So hard to just pick up,
And move on with life, again

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[A.J.:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside

[A.J.:] So shattered
[Brian:] Oh yes, I can't believe, you left me, so shattered
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Shattered, Alone, Hurt]]>
Song: You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift
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All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no
Tags: Taylor Swift, Lost, Breakup, Broken]]>
Thu, 22 May 2014 21:52:41 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=224 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=224
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All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no
Tags: Taylor Swift, Lost, Breakup, Broken]]>
Video: "Hey" - Short Film on Bullying

Tags: Bullying, Alone, Hurt]]>
Fri, 09 May 2014 22:43:20 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=61 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=61

Tags: Bullying, Alone, Hurt]]>
Article: Sad quotes for a broken heart Sadness is a part of life that is unavoidable and arises from lost dreams and opportunities. It engulfs people into its pit and right then sad quotes can come to the best rescue. Sad quotes are soul-stirring that strikes a chord when we feel sad. These powerful words express deep truths right from the heart. There are many famous sad quotes that seem to echo our emotions which has been written when that person felt that way and it's always comforting to know that there are others who has also traveled in the same path.

Some of the amazing top sad quotes that I find really comforting when depressed and you might find them soothing too are:
'Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.' This quote is by Javan. It jerks and brings me to reality and makes me think logical.

'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy' by Psalms reminds me not to lose hope and one drop of tear draws a person one step more closer to happiness.
'Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears' by Marcus Aurelius and 'Solitary trees, if they grow at all, grow strong' by Winston Churchill are two favorite quotes I like a lot as it talks about being strong and not feel the pain. It's really inspiring when I feel hurt or isolated.

Another cool sad quote that I often recall when I feel sad is, 'Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable'. It reminds me that experiences only make one more practical in life.

Then there are some other really great sad quotes like,
'Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad' by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
'For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been' by John Greenleaf Whittier
'Let your tears come. Let them water your soul' by Eileen Mayhew

'Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation' by Kahlil Gibran
And finally the most heart touching one that I often secure it deep in my heart is the quote, 'The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you' by Unknown Author which reminds me to realize the love of the ones who love me before it's too late and not go through the pain of losing a loved one by taking too long to recognize the love.

These sad quotes will help you to go through tough times and bring more tranquility of mind.


Tags: Sad Quotes, Best Quotes, Quotes]]>
Sun, 12 May 2013 14:54:58 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=4 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=4 Sadness is a part of life that is unavoidable and arises from lost dreams and opportunities. It engulfs people into its pit and right then sad quotes can come to the best rescue. Sad quotes are soul-stirring that strikes a chord when we feel sad. These powerful words express deep truths right from the heart. There are many famous sad quotes that seem to echo our emotions which has been written when that person felt that way and it's always comforting to know that there are others who has also traveled in the same path.

Some of the amazing top sad quotes that I find really comforting when depressed and you might find them soothing too are:
'Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.' This quote is by Javan. It jerks and brings me to reality and makes me think logical.

'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy' by Psalms reminds me not to lose hope and one drop of tear draws a person one step more closer to happiness.
'Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears' by Marcus Aurelius and 'Solitary trees, if they grow at all, grow strong' by Winston Churchill are two favorite quotes I like a lot as it talks about being strong and not feel the pain. It's really inspiring when I feel hurt or isolated.

Another cool sad quote that I often recall when I feel sad is, 'Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable'. It reminds me that experiences only make one more practical in life.

Then there are some other really great sad quotes like,
'Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad' by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
'For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been' by John Greenleaf Whittier
'Let your tears come. Let them water your soul' by Eileen Mayhew

'Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation' by Kahlil Gibran
And finally the most heart touching one that I often secure it deep in my heart is the quote, 'The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you' by Unknown Author which reminds me to realize the love of the ones who love me before it's too late and not go through the pain of losing a loved one by taking too long to recognize the love.

These sad quotes will help you to go through tough times and bring more tranquility of mind.


Tags: Sad Quotes, Best Quotes, Quotes]]>
Article: Top 5 Sad Movies Titanic

TitanicTitanic (1997) is probably the most well-known movie on this top 5. The movie itself takes place on the first trip of the ship “Titanic”.
 
The movie starts in 1996, where a team of divers tries to find the sunken ship. They are searching for a previous diamond. The divers find the ship, but they do not find the diamond that they were looking for in the first place.
 
We hear the story about Rose Dewitt Bukater. She was only 17 years old when Titanic sat sails from Southampton in England. Titanic was supposed to travel to New York. She is traveling along with her mother and her fiancé. At the first night at the ship, Rose tries to commit suicide by jumping in the water. It does not work out because she is stopped by a man named Jack.
Jack and Rose falls in love with each other, which causes a lot of problems due to the fact that Rose has already promised to marry someone else. Jack and Rose come from different parts of society and this also causes them a lot of problems.

What happens next is that Titanic hits and iceberg, which in the end, causes the ship to sink.

Titanic is a lot about love and happiness, but we also see the darker side of these. We see anger, desperations and other dark emotions. The desperation is mostly clear between Jack and Rose, due to the fact the she is already engaged when they meet and fall in love with each other.

 

Boys Don’t Cry

Boys don't cry“Boys don’t cry” (1999) is about a based on the true story of the life of Brandon Teena. The movie tells us the story about a woman, who chooses to live her life as a man. Throughout her life, she suffers from her choice because of the consequences of her actions. Brandon moves away from Nebraska and into a new community. In her new town, the other people are not seeing person of transgender as human beings. Through the movie, Brandon ends up with a reputation of being a ladies’ man. Later in the story, Brandon ends up in prison. In prison, he develops to be a very, angry young man whose anger turns into actions after some time.
 
“Boys don’t cry” is a movie which is full of emotions. Through the movie, we get to feel all of the emotions that Brandon feels. We can feel the anger, pain and suffering he is going through. The whole community around his new neighborhood shows what conditions some of us have to live with. It is not easy to be different from the “normal” and in this movie; we get to see the life of a human in another perspective than we are used to. All these emotions in this film reminds, at least some of us, that we should be glad about what we have, because there will always be a lot of people, who has it a lot worse than we do. 

 

The Perfect Storm

At this point, we have now made it to the highest ranked on this list.
 
The number one on this list is the movie “The Perfect Storm” (2000) directed by Wolfgang Petersen and Allen Payne. The movie is in many ways a lot like the other movies, but it has its differences, which is why it has made it to number one.
 
The Perfect Storm is about a group of fishermen from Gloucester, who leaves everything behind and is chasing their road to happiness and wealth and the ocean. In October 1991, the ship “Andrea Gail”, with fishermen, sets sail. After some time, they get their weather report which tells them that there is a storm coming their way, which can cause a perfect storm.
 
Due to the fact that the Hurricane “Grace” is behind them, they decide to continue with their fishing. At the ocean, the fishermen faces a lot of problems like weather, they relationship which each other and other disasters.
 
When everything is good and there are catching a lot of fish, their ice machine breaks down and they needs to make a big decision. They can now choose between letting the fish root or try to make it through the hurricane. The desperate fishermen decide to make their way through the huge hurricane. Soon, they find themselves in the middle of the biggest storm in ages.
 
The Perfect Storm is definitely a sad movie. As in the previous movies, we get to feel a lot of emotions. In this movie, I felt mostly sadness and desperation towards the fishermen. The ending of the movie was priceless in my opinion and that is one of the places where “The Perfect Storm” is different from the other movie that I has mentioned.

 

Philadelphia

PhiladelphiaPhiladelphia (1993) is an American movie. With Tom Hanks and Denzel Washington as the stars of the movie, Philadelphia is about a young man who suffers from AIDS and the need to hide the real him.
 
Andrew Beckett is homosexual and is working in one of the largest companies in Philadelphia. He is not open about his homosexuality, or the fact that he has got AIDS, on his work and do to the fact that he has got no one to turn to, this costs him a lot of pain and suffering.
 
One day, he is assigned to one of the company’s most important cases. During the case, a worker notices something odd on Andrew. Embarrassed, he stays home to cover the lesion on his forehead. At home, he tries to finish the case and then deliver it to the office, but it gets worse and he is rushed to the hospital to make sure that he is not dying.
 
Andrew’s life gets a lot worse and he even gets fired from his job. Andrew prosecutes his previous contractor and the case goes to court. As the case goes to court, Andrew faces some new problem; his previous contractor tells the court, that Andrew has been hiding his condition for them and therefore, it was okay to them to fire him. During the testimony, Andrew collapses. His lawyer and family visit him there. After the family has gone, Andrew tells that he is ready to die.
 
At the end of the movie, we see Andrew’s funeral where there is a lot of mourners.
 
As seen in the movie, Philadelphia is about trying to overcome your problems to stay above water. In this movie, it is one man against all the others and we get to see how sickness can break you down in so many ways. Philadelphia is a frustrating movie in many ways, because it is even hard, as a viewer, to imagine all the problems that Andrew was going through and it is even harder to put ourselves in his place.

 

 

We Were Soldier

We were soldier“We were soldier” (2002) is directed by Randall Wallace. The movie is about the major battle of the Vietnam War and we see it through the eyes of the American units in Vietnam.
The film itself is based on the book “We were soldiers once… and young” by Hal Moore, who participated in the war himself.
The United States has entered the Vietnamese war. At this point, Hal Moore is a dedicated and committed young man and he is training the troops that are under his command.
After arriving in Vietnamese area, Hal finds out that an American base has been attacked and several of their soldiers have been killed. After this information, he needs to move his men and eliminate their enemy. At the time of their moving, Hal has not got any idea of the number of the Vietnamese troopers in the area at this point.

Later in the film, the group of soldiers is lured into an ambush by a Vietnamese. With no options left, Hal decides to call on his radio and tell the other Americans that they have been lured into an ambush and cannot defend themselves. They will now stay alive much longer so he orders all the available aircraft to attack their Vietnamese enemy to kill or chase them away from Hal and his soldiers. The aircraft bombs and uses machine guns at the enemy. After the attacking, the Vietnamese troopers repel and the surviving Americans are rescued.

In the end, the Vietnamese plans a big counter attack and you must see the movie yourself to see the outcome.
 
This movie has made it to this list, because it shows us the horrific actions of war. Throughout the movie, we can almost feel the pain that the soldiers feel during the movie and we see what war really is about. We can feel the love that the soldiers feel for their country while they are willing to sacrifice their lives to make a difference in Vietnam. The movie proves that you may need to sacrifice something important to you, if you want to make a difference for the next generations.


Tags: Sad Movies, Movies, Top 5]]>
Mon, 22 Apr 2013 21:08:46 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=3 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=3 Titanic

TitanicTitanic (1997) is probably the most well-known movie on this top 5. The movie itself takes place on the first trip of the ship “Titanic”.
 
The movie starts in 1996, where a team of divers tries to find the sunken ship. They are searching for a previous diamond. The divers find the ship, but they do not find the diamond that they were looking for in the first place.
 
We hear the story about Rose Dewitt Bukater. She was only 17 years old when Titanic sat sails from Southampton in England. Titanic was supposed to travel to New York. She is traveling along with her mother and her fiancé. At the first night at the ship, Rose tries to commit suicide by jumping in the water. It does not work out because she is stopped by a man named Jack.
Jack and Rose falls in love with each other, which causes a lot of problems due to the fact that Rose has already promised to marry someone else. Jack and Rose come from different parts of society and this also causes them a lot of problems.

What happens next is that Titanic hits and iceberg, which in the end, causes the ship to sink.

Titanic is a lot about love and happiness, but we also see the darker side of these. We see anger, desperations and other dark emotions. The desperation is mostly clear between Jack and Rose, due to the fact the she is already engaged when they meet and fall in love with each other.

 

Boys Don’t Cry

Boys don't cry“Boys don’t cry” (1999) is about a based on the true story of the life of Brandon Teena. The movie tells us the story about a woman, who chooses to live her life as a man. Throughout her life, she suffers from her choice because of the consequences of her actions. Brandon moves away from Nebraska and into a new community. In her new town, the other people are not seeing person of transgender as human beings. Through the movie, Brandon ends up with a reputation of being a ladies’ man. Later in the story, Brandon ends up in prison. In prison, he develops to be a very, angry young man whose anger turns into actions after some time.
 
“Boys don’t cry” is a movie which is full of emotions. Through the movie, we get to feel all of the emotions that Brandon feels. We can feel the anger, pain and suffering he is going through. The whole community around his new neighborhood shows what conditions some of us have to live with. It is not easy to be different from the “normal” and in this movie; we get to see the life of a human in another perspective than we are used to. All these emotions in this film reminds, at least some of us, that we should be glad about what we have, because there will always be a lot of people, who has it a lot worse than we do. 

 

The Perfect Storm

At this point, we have now made it to the highest ranked on this list.
 
The number one on this list is the movie “The Perfect Storm” (2000) directed by Wolfgang Petersen and Allen Payne. The movie is in many ways a lot like the other movies, but it has its differences, which is why it has made it to number one.
 
The Perfect Storm is about a group of fishermen from Gloucester, who leaves everything behind and is chasing their road to happiness and wealth and the ocean. In October 1991, the ship “Andrea Gail”, with fishermen, sets sail. After some time, they get their weather report which tells them that there is a storm coming their way, which can cause a perfect storm.
 
Due to the fact that the Hurricane “Grace” is behind them, they decide to continue with their fishing. At the ocean, the fishermen faces a lot of problems like weather, they relationship which each other and other disasters.
 
When everything is good and there are catching a lot of fish, their ice machine breaks down and they needs to make a big decision. They can now choose between letting the fish root or try to make it through the hurricane. The desperate fishermen decide to make their way through the huge hurricane. Soon, they find themselves in the middle of the biggest storm in ages.
 
The Perfect Storm is definitely a sad movie. As in the previous movies, we get to feel a lot of emotions. In this movie, I felt mostly sadness and desperation towards the fishermen. The ending of the movie was priceless in my opinion and that is one of the places where “The Perfect Storm” is different from the other movie that I has mentioned.

 

Philadelphia

PhiladelphiaPhiladelphia (1993) is an American movie. With Tom Hanks and Denzel Washington as the stars of the movie, Philadelphia is about a young man who suffers from AIDS and the need to hide the real him.
 
Andrew Beckett is homosexual and is working in one of the largest companies in Philadelphia. He is not open about his homosexuality, or the fact that he has got AIDS, on his work and do to the fact that he has got no one to turn to, this costs him a lot of pain and suffering.
 
One day, he is assigned to one of the company’s most important cases. During the case, a worker notices something odd on Andrew. Embarrassed, he stays home to cover the lesion on his forehead. At home, he tries to finish the case and then deliver it to the office, but it gets worse and he is rushed to the hospital to make sure that he is not dying.
 
Andrew’s life gets a lot worse and he even gets fired from his job. Andrew prosecutes his previous contractor and the case goes to court. As the case goes to court, Andrew faces some new problem; his previous contractor tells the court, that Andrew has been hiding his condition for them and therefore, it was okay to them to fire him. During the testimony, Andrew collapses. His lawyer and family visit him there. After the family has gone, Andrew tells that he is ready to die.
 
At the end of the movie, we see Andrew’s funeral where there is a lot of mourners.
 
As seen in the movie, Philadelphia is about trying to overcome your problems to stay above water. In this movie, it is one man against all the others and we get to see how sickness can break you down in so many ways. Philadelphia is a frustrating movie in many ways, because it is even hard, as a viewer, to imagine all the problems that Andrew was going through and it is even harder to put ourselves in his place.

 

 

We Were Soldier

We were soldier“We were soldier” (2002) is directed by Randall Wallace. The movie is about the major battle of the Vietnam War and we see it through the eyes of the American units in Vietnam.
The film itself is based on the book “We were soldiers once… and young” by Hal Moore, who participated in the war himself.
The United States has entered the Vietnamese war. At this point, Hal Moore is a dedicated and committed young man and he is training the troops that are under his command.
After arriving in Vietnamese area, Hal finds out that an American base has been attacked and several of their soldiers have been killed. After this information, he needs to move his men and eliminate their enemy. At the time of their moving, Hal has not got any idea of the number of the Vietnamese troopers in the area at this point.

Later in the film, the group of soldiers is lured into an ambush by a Vietnamese. With no options left, Hal decides to call on his radio and tell the other Americans that they have been lured into an ambush and cannot defend themselves. They will now stay alive much longer so he orders all the available aircraft to attack their Vietnamese enemy to kill or chase them away from Hal and his soldiers. The aircraft bombs and uses machine guns at the enemy. After the attacking, the Vietnamese troopers repel and the surviving Americans are rescued.

In the end, the Vietnamese plans a big counter attack and you must see the movie yourself to see the outcome.
 
This movie has made it to this list, because it shows us the horrific actions of war. Throughout the movie, we can almost feel the pain that the soldiers feel during the movie and we see what war really is about. We can feel the love that the soldiers feel for their country while they are willing to sacrifice their lives to make a difference in Vietnam. The movie proves that you may need to sacrifice something important to you, if you want to make a difference for the next generations.


Tags: Sad Movies, Movies, Top 5]]>
Article: Why I Love Sad Songs It is said and believed that music is food for the soul. This is best shown in how we relate to different types of music depending on our mood and our feelings. Our state of mind and state of emotions decide our mood and our choice of music in turn is driven by the mood we are in. I love sad songs because they act as my best friend when I’m feeling sad and low.

With my collection of sad songs, I do not need someone to talk to because these songs become a mirror to my emotions. The lyrics in sad songs when I hear them, it feels like they have been written for me and I can sink deeper into my lonely, sad emotion. Sad songs have a marvelous effect on us. When we are broken and hurt due to whatever reason, sad songs give us an outlet to be on our own and talk to ourselves. It is not however necessary that one should like sad songs only when they are sad; it is but human to be happy yet listen to a sad song. This is only an indication that we are still human and our feelings have not become numb in this fast paced life; our emotions are still alive. If we are feeling ‘OK’ and suddenly a sad song brings tears to our eyes it is only for us to remember that nothing lasts forever. There is always an end to every beginning and happiness is always followed by sadness, so we should keep our doors open for sadness as well. Pain and misery never knocks before coming neither does an opportunity so we should always be prepared for good and bad times alike.

I may laugh in public, I may fake a smile only not to let anyone else know what I’m going through inside. I love sad songs because they bring out my real emotions and make me weep out my sorrows; my grievances, regrets and tragedies. They remind me of my loved ones that I have lost due to one reason or the other and the emptiness I feel without them. Listening to sad songs not only gives me remembrance of bitter sweet memories but they touch the chords of my heart. At this point I wish to lock myself away from the world because it is this world that has caused me all the pain and grief. Had I not lived I wouldn’t have suffered. So you can see what multiple effects music can have on you.

Sad songs also are a way to melt the toughest of persons and the harshest of emotions.  When we are angry at someone we are rather angry with ourselves; we may shout and yell at them but inside we are shaking. And sad songs have the quality to wash away that harshness in us. Whenever I have had a bad day at work and an argument with a customer or a co-worker; I listen to sad songs on my way back home to soothe and calm my nerves and most of all for the reason so that I may cry and wash out my anger.


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Fri, 11 Jan 2013 04:14:47 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=1 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=1 It is said and believed that music is food for the soul. This is best shown in how we relate to different types of music depending on our mood and our feelings. Our state of mind and state of emotions decide our mood and our choice of music in turn is driven by the mood we are in. I love sad songs because they act as my best friend when I’m feeling sad and low.

With my collection of sad songs, I do not need someone to talk to because these songs become a mirror to my emotions. The lyrics in sad songs when I hear them, it feels like they have been written for me and I can sink deeper into my lonely, sad emotion. Sad songs have a marvelous effect on us. When we are broken and hurt due to whatever reason, sad songs give us an outlet to be on our own and talk to ourselves. It is not however necessary that one should like sad songs only when they are sad; it is but human to be happy yet listen to a sad song. This is only an indication that we are still human and our feelings have not become numb in this fast paced life; our emotions are still alive. If we are feeling ‘OK’ and suddenly a sad song brings tears to our eyes it is only for us to remember that nothing lasts forever. There is always an end to every beginning and happiness is always followed by sadness, so we should keep our doors open for sadness as well. Pain and misery never knocks before coming neither does an opportunity so we should always be prepared for good and bad times alike.

I may laugh in public, I may fake a smile only not to let anyone else know what I’m going through inside. I love sad songs because they bring out my real emotions and make me weep out my sorrows; my grievances, regrets and tragedies. They remind me of my loved ones that I have lost due to one reason or the other and the emptiness I feel without them. Listening to sad songs not only gives me remembrance of bitter sweet memories but they touch the chords of my heart. At this point I wish to lock myself away from the world because it is this world that has caused me all the pain and grief. Had I not lived I wouldn’t have suffered. So you can see what multiple effects music can have on you.

Sad songs also are a way to melt the toughest of persons and the harshest of emotions.  When we are angry at someone we are rather angry with ourselves; we may shout and yell at them but inside we are shaking. And sad songs have the quality to wash away that harshness in us. Whenever I have had a bad day at work and an argument with a customer or a co-worker; I listen to sad songs on my way back home to soothe and calm my nerves and most of all for the reason so that I may cry and wash out my anger.


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Article: How to Write a Sad Story Writing a sad story is truly a great art in itself; an art to bring tears into someone’s eyes by your words and not many writers have successfully achieved the reward of doing so. Greatest sad stories that have ever been produced are the ones that are written by the writer’s heart. I will be sharing with you what I believe are the essentials to write a sad story.

As I just said a story can only have enough sadness and pain in it if the writer is writing with all their heart. When writing a sad story one should bring themselves to feel any sort of agony and sadness they have ever felt in life. It could be out of loss of a loved one, being parted from a loved one or a best friend, leaving school or leaving childhood town, a loss in the business, loss of a dear pet and so on. It can be an endless list of reasons that ever made you sad. The more closely one relates to painful moments in their life the sadder their story will be.  Example of this is that most of the sad stories are experience from people’s lives; their sufferings in times of hunger, prison or being abandoned.

A sad story should be simple and easily understandable to the readers and the character sketches for each character should be well built so that the reader builds a link with them. By making the story understandable it means that one should employ a descriptive writing style that paints clear pictures of scenes and characters so that the readers can actually visualize them in their minds. Remember that your words should have a powerful impact like it does in sad movies. The characters as you line them up in your story should be done in such a way that audience should ‘feel’ for the characters; only then will your story be touching enough to make them cry. Make your characters more human than superficial and heroic.

A big No-No for Happy Endings! Yes, a sad story is sad because it does not end happily ever after so bear this simple rule in mind. Your story should leave a yearning and a vacuum only then the audiences feel sympathetic towards the characters involved and cry on their ill-fate and misfortune. The sudden death or a similar twist in the story goes a long way in guaranteeing the success of a sad story but this works best only if the characters are well developed and the audiences are kept intact throughout. Their interest should be maintained at every level; if they lose interest then the story will not have the desired effect.

So, what are you waiting for? Pick up your pen; take your imagination to all the points in life when you got sad and felt pain and you will find yourself creating a great sad story that will have the ability to move its readers.


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Fri, 11 Jan 2013 03:29:00 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=2 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=2 Writing a sad story is truly a great art in itself; an art to bring tears into someone’s eyes by your words and not many writers have successfully achieved the reward of doing so. Greatest sad stories that have ever been produced are the ones that are written by the writer’s heart. I will be sharing with you what I believe are the essentials to write a sad story.

As I just said a story can only have enough sadness and pain in it if the writer is writing with all their heart. When writing a sad story one should bring themselves to feel any sort of agony and sadness they have ever felt in life. It could be out of loss of a loved one, being parted from a loved one or a best friend, leaving school or leaving childhood town, a loss in the business, loss of a dear pet and so on. It can be an endless list of reasons that ever made you sad. The more closely one relates to painful moments in their life the sadder their story will be.  Example of this is that most of the sad stories are experience from people’s lives; their sufferings in times of hunger, prison or being abandoned.

A sad story should be simple and easily understandable to the readers and the character sketches for each character should be well built so that the reader builds a link with them. By making the story understandable it means that one should employ a descriptive writing style that paints clear pictures of scenes and characters so that the readers can actually visualize them in their minds. Remember that your words should have a powerful impact like it does in sad movies. The characters as you line them up in your story should be done in such a way that audience should ‘feel’ for the characters; only then will your story be touching enough to make them cry. Make your characters more human than superficial and heroic.

A big No-No for Happy Endings! Yes, a sad story is sad because it does not end happily ever after so bear this simple rule in mind. Your story should leave a yearning and a vacuum only then the audiences feel sympathetic towards the characters involved and cry on their ill-fate and misfortune. The sudden death or a similar twist in the story goes a long way in guaranteeing the success of a sad story but this works best only if the characters are well developed and the audiences are kept intact throughout. Their interest should be maintained at every level; if they lose interest then the story will not have the desired effect.

So, what are you waiting for? Pick up your pen; take your imagination to all the points in life when you got sad and felt pain and you will find yourself creating a great sad story that will have the ability to move its readers.


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