Lover of Sadness Root Description http://www.loverofsadness.net/LOS/images/square_logo.jpg Lover of Sadness http://www.loverofsadness.net/LOS/images/square_logo.jpg Sun, 22 Jan 2017 21:12:03 +0000 Zend_Feed_Writer 1.11.10 (http://framework.zend.com) http://www.loverofsadness.net Quote: You still get your hopes us, even t... by Gabriella R Tags: Hurt, Broken, Hope, Hopless, Hate]]> Sat, 21 Jan 2017 11:45:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Hurt, Broken, Hope, Hopless, Hate]]> Poem: Do you know her? by Asia Redfern Do you wanna try?
Her life's a little complicated
Let me tell you why,
She feels unloved unwanted
She cries 6 times a day
Her heart is nearly broken
She's in a lot of pain
She cuts herself to feel
That's how she plays her games
She smiles at the blade
Like blood is summer rain

Do you still wanna know her?
Do you still wanna try?
Her life's still a little complicated
Let me tell you why,
Besides her scars from cutting
She's got bruises everywhere
Her mother tends to hit her
And doesn't even care
Her dads an alcoholic
He screams and yells and night
And when he's finally finished
He says she'll be alright

So are you scared to know her?
Are you scared to try?
Do you think her life's a little complicated?
If not let me tell you why,
She screams and cries for help
Maybe a way out
She's trapped in a world of hate
A world of lies and tears
She lies on her bed at night
And wonders "Why am I still here?"
And when she falls asleep
Nightmares haunt her dreams

So are you still scared to know her?
Are you still scared to try?
You think her life's complicated?
Too late that girl died,
They found her on her bed
Her throat slit every which way
They waved her death away
Like it was a everyday thing
She didn't deserve to die
She deserved to live
But I guess when you live in hell
Heaven always wins.
Tags: Depression, Pain, Past]]>
Sat, 21 Jan 2017 11:35:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3738 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3738 Do you wanna try?
Her life's a little complicated
Let me tell you why,
She feels unloved unwanted
She cries 6 times a day
Her heart is nearly broken
She's in a lot of pain
She cuts herself to feel
That's how she plays her games
She smiles at the blade
Like blood is summer rain

Do you still wanna know her?
Do you still wanna try?
Her life's still a little complicated
Let me tell you why,
Besides her scars from cutting
She's got bruises everywhere
Her mother tends to hit her
And doesn't even care
Her dads an alcoholic
He screams and yells and night
And when he's finally finished
He says she'll be alright

So are you scared to know her?
Are you scared to try?
Do you think her life's a little complicated?
If not let me tell you why,
She screams and cries for help
Maybe a way out
She's trapped in a world of hate
A world of lies and tears
She lies on her bed at night
And wonders "Why am I still here?"
And when she falls asleep
Nightmares haunt her dreams

So are you still scared to know her?
Are you still scared to try?
You think her life's complicated?
Too late that girl died,
They found her on her bed
Her throat slit every which way
They waved her death away
Like it was a everyday thing
She didn't deserve to die
She deserved to live
But I guess when you live in hell
Heaven always wins.
Tags: Depression, Pain, Past]]>
Quote: You can't wait for something that w... by Gabriella R Tags: Lonely, Hope, Heartbroken, Hoplessness, Broken, Hurt, Sad]]> Fri, 20 Jan 2017 11:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Lonely, Hope, Heartbroken, Hoplessness, Broken, Hurt, Sad]]> Poem: I have loved by Ramadhan Abdul Rahman difficult road but I have learned.
I have loved; I have lost; I have changed.

I have learned people
can hurt you so deeply and not even worry about you;
good people can change in a minute when their hearts
have being broken.

But the most important thing I have
learned you are strong enough to let go. People come
and go, that is part of life,
The most important thing is
stand up and realise that
ou deserve something better
than what you've been settling for.
Tags: Life, Love, Sadness, Heartbroken, Letting Go]]>
Fri, 20 Jan 2017 11:30:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3736 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3736 difficult road but I have learned.
I have loved; I have lost; I have changed.

I have learned people
can hurt you so deeply and not even worry about you;
good people can change in a minute when their hearts
have being broken.

But the most important thing I have
learned you are strong enough to let go. People come
and go, that is part of life,
The most important thing is
stand up and realise that
ou deserve something better
than what you've been settling for.
Tags: Life, Love, Sadness, Heartbroken, Letting Go]]>
Quote: She will cry, and get over it, She... by unknown She will hate you and
then love u again
But one day she will leave and
she won't come back
Tags: Unloved, Gone]]>
Thu, 19 Jan 2017 11:35:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes She will hate you and
then love u again
But one day she will leave and
she won't come back
Tags: Unloved, Gone]]>
Poem: Stars and Cars by Lizbeth Mars was on the edge
Watching stars and cars
Wanting to go over the ledge
Missing none of his memories
Wanting them erased
He said "Help me please,
This isn't my place!"
He lived on
He needed to love
He held the sun
Sun above
Above the moon
Above the stars
He will die soon
Till then he watched stars and cars
He decided today's the day
Today he will go
It will also be okay
At least he thought so
But he remembered his mom
When she was alive she said one thing
"Please live, don't be a bomb,
Suicide too young and destroy everything."
He finally decided not to go
Decided not to leave everyone in sadness
He will let life flow
And he will try to find colourfulness
He will try to find his place
Watch stars and cars
Try to find grace
And he will win wars

Win wars with depression
Tags: Sad Poem, Depression, Suicide, Emotions, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Alone, Different]]>
Thu, 19 Jan 2017 11:25:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3735 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3735 Mars was on the edge
Watching stars and cars
Wanting to go over the ledge
Missing none of his memories
Wanting them erased
He said "Help me please,
This isn't my place!"
He lived on
He needed to love
He held the sun
Sun above
Above the moon
Above the stars
He will die soon
Till then he watched stars and cars
He decided today's the day
Today he will go
It will also be okay
At least he thought so
But he remembered his mom
When she was alive she said one thing
"Please live, don't be a bomb,
Suicide too young and destroy everything."
He finally decided not to go
Decided not to leave everyone in sadness
He will let life flow
And he will try to find colourfulness
He will try to find his place
Watch stars and cars
Try to find grace
And he will win wars

Win wars with depression
Tags: Sad Poem, Depression, Suicide, Emotions, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Alone, Different]]>
Quote: "You don't have the right to give u... by Gabriella R Tags: Try, Give Up, Alone]]> Wed, 18 Jan 2017 11:30:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Try, Give Up, Alone]]> Poem: Broken Heart by vicky But you asked me why I did that,
Those words broke my heart once again,
I couldn't answer that question,
Because I fell in love with you without any expectations,
But I came to know that you actually never loved me,
And it was hurting yet I pretended,
Pretended to be happy although I was falling apart inside,
I asked for a chance to fix back everything,
You never trusted me this time,
Sadly you moved on and never cared about my second chance,
I was glad that you're happy with someone new,
At the same time my heart were in pieces,
I only have one reason to want you back in my life,
Because I LOVE YOU,
It hurts to know that you're never going to feel the same as I do...

-AV-
Tags: Hurt]]>
Wed, 18 Jan 2017 11:20:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3734 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3734 But you asked me why I did that,
Those words broke my heart once again,
I couldn't answer that question,
Because I fell in love with you without any expectations,
But I came to know that you actually never loved me,
And it was hurting yet I pretended,
Pretended to be happy although I was falling apart inside,
I asked for a chance to fix back everything,
You never trusted me this time,
Sadly you moved on and never cared about my second chance,
I was glad that you're happy with someone new,
At the same time my heart were in pieces,
I only have one reason to want you back in my life,
Because I LOVE YOU,
It hurts to know that you're never going to feel the same as I do...

-AV-
Tags: Hurt]]>
Story: Fah the Saddest Love Ever by Park

It was the end of 3rd grade as I said goodbye to my friends, I hopped on my car as I head back home. The sun went down as I went to sleep, the next day I woke up as my head starts to spin. I went down as my mom spoke to me. "Your joining this thai summer school, get ready it starts on Monday" she said as she went to work. I stomp my feet as I went up to my room.


The day's went by it was Monday. I hopped out of bed as I got ready for summer school. I got to the thai school. The teachers took me for a walk around the school showing me where the rooms are and the playground. They showed me the schedule as I went to class. I introduced myself. I sat next to a person name Gun. Time went by fast. The first day of summer school ended as I quickly went back home. I didn't even wanted to go there again. The sun went down as I jumped into my bed. The sun went up. I slowly went to the car. 10 minutes later I arrived as I took a sigh.


I entered the room. As I talked with my new friend from yesterday Gun. The teacher came in as the learning started. "Ok before we start class, we have another new student coming in" said the teacher as the new student went in. When she stepped in my heart started to pump. I never looked away from her at that moment. As she spoke "Hi everyone my name is Fah" she said. (For those who don't know, Fah means sky in thai). Luckily she found a seat next to me. I started to talk with her. As I introduced myself to her. Day's went by. I began to like her more and more. Soon we became best friends as well as Gun too. Everyday I hangout with her and him. I wanted everyday to be longer.


On June 29. It was a field trip for Ayuthaya. I sat with her on the bus as we head off. We played lots of games. At the night we sat together as we watch the stars above us. She leaned her head to my shoulder. My face went red. Soon we all separated. The next day we went back to school. Day's went by again.


On July 5, I entered the room. As I found a note in my desk. It say's. "Hi park this is from Fah, This is a code for you to figure out, A comma is the end of a letter and a period is the end of the word. If you didn't figure it out then you can meet me under the tree. Also if you figure it out. This is her code. Me. A straight line then draw a horizontal at the bottom of the line go to the right, A line with a dot on top, A line with a V 90 degrees twisted to the left in the middle, the fifth letter of the alphabet. The second to last letter of the alphabet, A circle, Last letter is U. I didn't even understand a single bit of the question. I went to ask her, but she didn't respond to me. I went to lunch holding the paper. As Gun drew a beautiful picture. A light went though my head, I grabbed my notebook and my pencil as I started to follow her steps. "Me equals to I" I said. "A straight line then draw a horizontal at the bottom of the line go to the right, probably means the letter L". "Line with a dot on top, i,". Every time I figure out a letter my heart starts pumping harder and harder. It took my the whole lunch. I finished the puzzle. In my last class. It says. "I like you,". The bell rang. As I grabbed my bag. I quickly went down. A hour later, she appeared. In front of me. She blushed. "So what's your answer" she said.
I said to her "Then you want to?". As she smiled. "Well I just want you to know that I like you, were still in Grade 3, It's too fast to think of being in that relationship, how about 7th grade? She said as she ran to her car. I looked up to the sky. I hopped in my car minutes later. I went into my room as I screamed so loud. Time went past as a rocket. Summer school ended. I cried that whole day. Anyways 3 days later, 4th grade started. Everyday I talk to her. There wasn't I day I didn't think of her.
On march 9. It was her birthday. I gave her a present. The whole day I stayed with her. Playing badminton, card games. It was the best day of my life. Until 3 days later. I went back home. I took out my homework as I started to work on it. My phone rang. I pick out my phone, Gun was calling me, his voice trembled, "Dude listen carefully, Fah is hit by a car, she's in the hospital right now," He said.
"Your kidding me" I said. Soon I realized he didn't. I dropped my phone. I was praying to the god that he would survive, but on 7:58, she stopped breathing. Water went down my eye's. The whole week I was crying, I didn't even care what is going on. Until one day that I wanted to suicide. 1 year went by, I was carrying that hurt. On December, my family traveled to hokkaido, I got to go to the bell of love. I went close to the bell. I said my wish in my head, "At Least Can I have a second person like her?" I said.




3 years later, On 2016. Bang. I hit the shuttlecock. I'm 12 and I'm in 7th grade already. Also in the badminton team. The team finished 3rd place as we claimed the medal. On Wednesday. I packed my bags as my School heads off to a overnight field trip. I sat with my friend Ice. The whole way we pranked called our friends in school which was so funny. Other students open music. It was just crazy on the bus. Soon we stopped at the hotel were in. At Least it is not where some students are in. The school booked 2 which I was somehow put in the second hotel which was S**t. The bus drove us to the second hotel. We put our stuff in place. I have to sleep with my badminton buddy earth and Tong neung. Soon we got dressed as we all went to the 1st hotel. I was walking with Earth, Suddenly while I was walking I saw a girl sitting with the thai girls group. I stared at her. My legs were trembling. My hands were shaking. I didn't believe what I was seeing. It's her Fah, but not actually.
Soon I walked over to sit with my thai group. I stared at her, she looks completely like Fah. My heart began to pump. Soon our group went together as we combine to the thai group. Also the thai teacher joined. Later that evening I knew her name. I quickly remembered her name. Apple. The next day, our two group sat together again, After that we went on the things we chose. I was super lucky to be with apple. I started to talk to her. Also she plays badminton. So that evening I invited her to join our badminton group with contains my two other friends as we promise to meet on Thursday. The field trip ended, but not for me. It was a new start. Days went by as I became friends with Apple. Later that school year, we became best friends. We skyped everyday. Soon I started to like her. It was the most thing I wanted.


On February 14. Valentine's day. She said to me that she wanted a chocolate. I chat to her back. "Wow dude, you serious" I said. "If anyone sees you and me giving chocolate to each other, It's over" I said.
"No one will dude" she responded.

After school we both went to starbucks as I brought her Brownies. And she brought me chocolate chip cookies as we took a Snapchat. I saved it without telling her. I went home. As I went to my bookshelf. Soon I saw my photograph book. I opened it. It was all the photos from the summer. It dragged me back to the old days. It was the day's which I was with her. I opened my laptop as I printed the field trip photos and my photo's with Apple. I pasted on the book. As I flipped through them. Every second tears went down from my eye's. Those are the best moments of life. Time went by. One day she said to me in skype. "dude I think I like someone" she said. I was so excited. That I thought it was me. I asked her days and days. She didn't tell me. Months later rumors went out about me and her. Some of my friends started to call me and her Pork for some reason. Soon 7th grade ended. Summer went by. 8th grade started. The first day. We began to talk again. Time went by. Soon her friend told me a hint of who she liked. I soon figured it out who. I was so excited at first when he was gonna tell me. After he told me the hint. My head went down under the table. As I went to the bathroom. Locked the door. As I started to cry. I started to think of her. After that day, I became to tease her, day after day. Up to the point which she started to hate me. Soon my friend told me how she felt about me. She said she could date the old me than now. I started to hate myself for what I've done. The next day I started off with my old self. I did good things to her. Soon she said to my friend that we are friends again. I was happy, but it was all along my fault, but she still said that she still like that guy. Soon I told that person that she liked him. Later that day I took a photo of her and him together and drew a heart and accidentally send it to my friends. She became so mad at me. Later that day I began to tell her to stop liking him and began to insult the person she was liking. After that in school she walked up to me. She said "Why are you doing this Park?" she asked me. "Do you think it's funny?". "Well it's not dude,". "Why do you have to do it for?". "Stop insulting the person I like". I didn't answered her. Tears went down from her face. She shouted at me. "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS" as she pushed me backwards and stared at me. I smiled and said. "Well, do I even need to say it". "Well if you hate me then, I'll give up on you". I said as I walked away. As I went into the bathroom and began to do the same thing I usually do. After that day she stop talking to me. I went home and I jumped into my bed. That jumped make my book fall to the ground. I reached for the book as I opened it. I flipped to the last page of the book. It was blank. Soon I printed out a picture. It was the picture I took with her on valentine's day, but instead of the cookies I replaced it with a broken heart. Which the broken heart was mine. The End


Well I hope that my story made some people cry, I cried like so much throughout this process of writing this. Although it ended with a broken heart it isn't that bad because me and her are still friends. Also her name is not Apple by the way to keep you guys wondering. Apple is the meaning of her name. Well I hope everyone enjoyed it. Also for those who didn't cry, sorry for wasting your time to read my life. Well anyways. I have to end this with a quote. "If you have a chance don't let it slip away because you could not get another chance of it".
Tags: Heartbroken]]>
Wed, 18 Jan 2017 08:25:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3225 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3225

It was the end of 3rd grade as I said goodbye to my friends, I hopped on my car as I head back home. The sun went down as I went to sleep, the next day I woke up as my head starts to spin. I went down as my mom spoke to me. "Your joining this thai summer school, get ready it starts on Monday" she said as she went to work. I stomp my feet as I went up to my room.


The day's went by it was Monday. I hopped out of bed as I got ready for summer school. I got to the thai school. The teachers took me for a walk around the school showing me where the rooms are and the playground. They showed me the schedule as I went to class. I introduced myself. I sat next to a person name Gun. Time went by fast. The first day of summer school ended as I quickly went back home. I didn't even wanted to go there again. The sun went down as I jumped into my bed. The sun went up. I slowly went to the car. 10 minutes later I arrived as I took a sigh.


I entered the room. As I talked with my new friend from yesterday Gun. The teacher came in as the learning started. "Ok before we start class, we have another new student coming in" said the teacher as the new student went in. When she stepped in my heart started to pump. I never looked away from her at that moment. As she spoke "Hi everyone my name is Fah" she said. (For those who don't know, Fah means sky in thai). Luckily she found a seat next to me. I started to talk with her. As I introduced myself to her. Day's went by. I began to like her more and more. Soon we became best friends as well as Gun too. Everyday I hangout with her and him. I wanted everyday to be longer.


On June 29. It was a field trip for Ayuthaya. I sat with her on the bus as we head off. We played lots of games. At the night we sat together as we watch the stars above us. She leaned her head to my shoulder. My face went red. Soon we all separated. The next day we went back to school. Day's went by again.


On July 5, I entered the room. As I found a note in my desk. It say's. "Hi park this is from Fah, This is a code for you to figure out, A comma is the end of a letter and a period is the end of the word. If you didn't figure it out then you can meet me under the tree. Also if you figure it out. This is her code. Me. A straight line then draw a horizontal at the bottom of the line go to the right, A line with a dot on top, A line with a V 90 degrees twisted to the left in the middle, the fifth letter of the alphabet. The second to last letter of the alphabet, A circle, Last letter is U. I didn't even understand a single bit of the question. I went to ask her, but she didn't respond to me. I went to lunch holding the paper. As Gun drew a beautiful picture. A light went though my head, I grabbed my notebook and my pencil as I started to follow her steps. "Me equals to I" I said. "A straight line then draw a horizontal at the bottom of the line go to the right, probably means the letter L". "Line with a dot on top, i,". Every time I figure out a letter my heart starts pumping harder and harder. It took my the whole lunch. I finished the puzzle. In my last class. It says. "I like you,". The bell rang. As I grabbed my bag. I quickly went down. A hour later, she appeared. In front of me. She blushed. "So what's your answer" she said.
I said to her "Then you want to?". As she smiled. "Well I just want you to know that I like you, were still in Grade 3, It's too fast to think of being in that relationship, how about 7th grade? She said as she ran to her car. I looked up to the sky. I hopped in my car minutes later. I went into my room as I screamed so loud. Time went past as a rocket. Summer school ended. I cried that whole day. Anyways 3 days later, 4th grade started. Everyday I talk to her. There wasn't I day I didn't think of her.
On march 9. It was her birthday. I gave her a present. The whole day I stayed with her. Playing badminton, card games. It was the best day of my life. Until 3 days later. I went back home. I took out my homework as I started to work on it. My phone rang. I pick out my phone, Gun was calling me, his voice trembled, "Dude listen carefully, Fah is hit by a car, she's in the hospital right now," He said.
"Your kidding me" I said. Soon I realized he didn't. I dropped my phone. I was praying to the god that he would survive, but on 7:58, she stopped breathing. Water went down my eye's. The whole week I was crying, I didn't even care what is going on. Until one day that I wanted to suicide. 1 year went by, I was carrying that hurt. On December, my family traveled to hokkaido, I got to go to the bell of love. I went close to the bell. I said my wish in my head, "At Least Can I have a second person like her?" I said.




3 years later, On 2016. Bang. I hit the shuttlecock. I'm 12 and I'm in 7th grade already. Also in the badminton team. The team finished 3rd place as we claimed the medal. On Wednesday. I packed my bags as my School heads off to a overnight field trip. I sat with my friend Ice. The whole way we pranked called our friends in school which was so funny. Other students open music. It was just crazy on the bus. Soon we stopped at the hotel were in. At Least it is not where some students are in. The school booked 2 which I was somehow put in the second hotel which was S**t. The bus drove us to the second hotel. We put our stuff in place. I have to sleep with my badminton buddy earth and Tong neung. Soon we got dressed as we all went to the 1st hotel. I was walking with Earth, Suddenly while I was walking I saw a girl sitting with the thai girls group. I stared at her. My legs were trembling. My hands were shaking. I didn't believe what I was seeing. It's her Fah, but not actually.
Soon I walked over to sit with my thai group. I stared at her, she looks completely like Fah. My heart began to pump. Soon our group went together as we combine to the thai group. Also the thai teacher joined. Later that evening I knew her name. I quickly remembered her name. Apple. The next day, our two group sat together again, After that we went on the things we chose. I was super lucky to be with apple. I started to talk to her. Also she plays badminton. So that evening I invited her to join our badminton group with contains my two other friends as we promise to meet on Thursday. The field trip ended, but not for me. It was a new start. Days went by as I became friends with Apple. Later that school year, we became best friends. We skyped everyday. Soon I started to like her. It was the most thing I wanted.


On February 14. Valentine's day. She said to me that she wanted a chocolate. I chat to her back. "Wow dude, you serious" I said. "If anyone sees you and me giving chocolate to each other, It's over" I said.
"No one will dude" she responded.

After school we both went to starbucks as I brought her Brownies. And she brought me chocolate chip cookies as we took a Snapchat. I saved it without telling her. I went home. As I went to my bookshelf. Soon I saw my photograph book. I opened it. It was all the photos from the summer. It dragged me back to the old days. It was the day's which I was with her. I opened my laptop as I printed the field trip photos and my photo's with Apple. I pasted on the book. As I flipped through them. Every second tears went down from my eye's. Those are the best moments of life. Time went by. One day she said to me in skype. "dude I think I like someone" she said. I was so excited. That I thought it was me. I asked her days and days. She didn't tell me. Months later rumors went out about me and her. Some of my friends started to call me and her Pork for some reason. Soon 7th grade ended. Summer went by. 8th grade started. The first day. We began to talk again. Time went by. Soon her friend told me a hint of who she liked. I soon figured it out who. I was so excited at first when he was gonna tell me. After he told me the hint. My head went down under the table. As I went to the bathroom. Locked the door. As I started to cry. I started to think of her. After that day, I became to tease her, day after day. Up to the point which she started to hate me. Soon my friend told me how she felt about me. She said she could date the old me than now. I started to hate myself for what I've done. The next day I started off with my old self. I did good things to her. Soon she said to my friend that we are friends again. I was happy, but it was all along my fault, but she still said that she still like that guy. Soon I told that person that she liked him. Later that day I took a photo of her and him together and drew a heart and accidentally send it to my friends. She became so mad at me. Later that day I began to tell her to stop liking him and began to insult the person she was liking. After that in school she walked up to me. She said "Why are you doing this Park?" she asked me. "Do you think it's funny?". "Well it's not dude,". "Why do you have to do it for?". "Stop insulting the person I like". I didn't answered her. Tears went down from her face. She shouted at me. "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS" as she pushed me backwards and stared at me. I smiled and said. "Well, do I even need to say it". "Well if you hate me then, I'll give up on you". I said as I walked away. As I went into the bathroom and began to do the same thing I usually do. After that day she stop talking to me. I went home and I jumped into my bed. That jumped make my book fall to the ground. I reached for the book as I opened it. I flipped to the last page of the book. It was blank. Soon I printed out a picture. It was the picture I took with her on valentine's day, but instead of the cookies I replaced it with a broken heart. Which the broken heart was mine. The End


Well I hope that my story made some people cry, I cried like so much throughout this process of writing this. Although it ended with a broken heart it isn't that bad because me and her are still friends. Also her name is not Apple by the way to keep you guys wondering. Apple is the meaning of her name. Well I hope everyone enjoyed it. Also for those who didn't cry, sorry for wasting your time to read my life. Well anyways. I have to end this with a quote. "If you have a chance don't let it slip away because you could not get another chance of it".
Tags: Heartbroken]]>
Quote: Even though you try to forget, forg... by Olivia Tags: Unloved]]> Tue, 17 Jan 2017 11:25:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Unloved]]> Story: Something that we Need to Think About by Jillian Bone

In my life it seems like there are are more downs then ups. I also know what it is like to feel hated by everyone it's the worst feeling in the world. There are some days I just want the get in bed and just stay there and forget the world. Other days I get out of bed and put a fake smile on and I act like everything is amazing and i'm having the best day ever. I'm always there for anyone that needs help, whether it is them needing advice, a friend, a hug, or even someone that they can just cry and vent to and anything else I can do for them. My point is that i'm always there for anyone that needs help and no one is there for me when I need it.


When there is something wrong with me everyone will know because I get really quiet and I don't say much or if I do talk barely anything is said from me when i'm hurting. What people don’t understand is why I get really quiet. The reason why is because I am trying to think about what i'm going to do with what is going on. Some people don’t understand what others go through. I'm not saying I have been through everything but with what I have gone through I understand a lot of what is going on that's why people can come to me with what they are going through cause I will always be there even if you don't want me to be there.


I know that this sounds like it's all about me but it's based on my life and what I have gone through and it's all true sadly. I can’t change what you or I have gone through all I can do is help the best I can. Now i'm not going to lie to you it's going to be the worst thing you can talk about no matter what it is. The reason I say this is because it's not easy opening up to what is wrong with you it is hard, especially if you just bottle things up until you explode and you can't do it any more. I have lost friends because they killed themselves because they couldn't do it any more, or they drink and do drugs. Me, myself am completely against doing all of that because I have seen what it does, it messes with your mind.


Everyone has there own way of dealing with things for some it's punching things, music, talking, writing, or they have come up with there own thing to learn to deal with it, but it should never be drugs or drinking or cutting, everyone is different in their own way no one is ever the same we all have things that make us different and that’s good no one should ever be the same as another person. What makes you different is what makes people like you. Anyways back to what I was saying life happens to be the most difficult thing in the world. It also takes a huge toll on your mind and if you have a really bad life it can affect you in the future and it sucks when you think your not worth anything and that the world would be better off without you, but it's not we are all here for a reason.




Another thing that it hard to deal with for me is seeing my family hurt and cry their eyes out (not really cry their eyes out ) but cry until they can't cry anymore. That is the hardest thing for me. I use to have nightmares like really really really bad nightmares, in the dreams I would see my whole family get brutally murdered, and if it wasn't my whole family it was my mom that I seen die. The first nightmare that I had about my family dying was the one when my mom had to go overseas the have her surgery done but they wouldn't let her on the boat, so she had to get over there on her own but then it skipped and I was watching over her like from the sky and all I remember was my mom laying on the beach all bloody and broken up and the next thing I know is the paramedics getting my mom the the hospital and rushing her into surgery and after it when to me at school in class and the cops coming into my class and asking “if I was there”, and when the teacher pointed to me and the whole class was saying “oooooooooooooo you're going to jail you're in trouble” after the class said what they said the cop turned around and said “she's not in trouble we are here to get her and then we have to go get her sisters her mom is dead” after he said that I just remember crying my eyes out. That was just a dream but it felt so real like it was really happening I woke up in tears after having that dream.


That was just one of the dreams the second one I had was when my family and I had gone to bed and when I woke up I couldn't move because there was 2 cement blocks on my hips and I couldn't move them so I started to yell and cry because it was really scary and my ex boyfriend came running in the house and when he got to me I asked him “how he got in the house if the door was locked” after he looked at me and he said “the door wasn't locked it was open” so I just looked at him and said “well get these things off of me” so he did after I got up I noticed that my baby sister Jasmine was not breathing and there was blood everywhere so I stood up and looked at my other sister Neveah to see if she was still breathing, and she wasn't breathing either and there was blood all over the place so I ran out of my room and when to the living room to my older sister Dominique to see if she was still alive and she wasn't and there was blood all over the ceiling and windows. I hurried up and ran to my mom's room to see if she was still alive and she was in her bed but she wasn't sleeping and she also wasn't breathing so I started to crying a lot after I calmed down a little I picked up my mom's phone to call my aunt that lives down the hill, and a cop picked up her phone and when I said auntie and I was crying the cop said “mame who are you and what is going on” all I could do was cry. When I told the cop what happen at my house he said “the same thing happened to my aunt but there were no survivors at all” so I called the cops so they could come to my house and help me I found my other aunts number and called her and the same thing happened again so I was the only one that was left in my whole family everyone was gone and dead I was all by myself with no one to help me.


I am normally not such a weak person I am the strong one in my group and at home aside from my mom. The thing is that in this last dream I had was not about my family dying it was about me dying. In the last dream I had, started with me at home and collapsing then the paramedics were taking me to the hospital after that I ended up in a room and my mom was crying and when I woke up and seen her crying in the dream I asked what was wrong with her like why was she crying? She looked at me and she said that I was dying of cancer that's why I collapsed at the house. At the time my dad was home from prison and we were happy, but after that happened me being in the hospital it was not good they started fighting all the time. I ended up going home that week because I didn't want to stay at the hospital anymore so my mom and my dad took me home. I went to bed and all I remember after that was me standing over my body and my mom running in the room because I flatlined, after that my mom just started to cry and a few weeks passed and my mom and my dad were fighting all the time because I stayed around for a while to see if they would be okay but my dad left my mom and told her “there is nothing left for me here the only reason I came back was for her and now she is not here so there's no reason for me to stay here with you”


That dream broke me so much I was broken before but after that dream it ended up throwing me into a depression because I felt like he would to do that. The reason on why these dreams hurt me so much is because I have had dreams many times that will come true a few days or weeks later and what if these dreams came true. What would happen to me and my sisters for first one? What would happen to me for the second one? The last one What would happen to my mom and my sisters for the last one? After I had these dreams I started to really participate at and in church, I noticed a change but only a really little one so I started to pray that God would give me someone that could save me and help me with what I was going through and a few weeks after me praying for that person, he put the most important person in my life. I say that he is the most important person in my life because he has helped me through so much in the past year I think.


The guy he put in my is also the guy that I started to like almost three years ago. I met him during the mission trip that my church had almost three years ago. The funny thing is that I just recently found out that he liked me back tell me that not funny because he started liking me around the same time I started liking him. My past year has been really hard on me because I keep having these dreams and it is truly scary.
Tags: Truth]]>
Tue, 17 Jan 2017 08:20:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3224 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3224

In my life it seems like there are are more downs then ups. I also know what it is like to feel hated by everyone it's the worst feeling in the world. There are some days I just want the get in bed and just stay there and forget the world. Other days I get out of bed and put a fake smile on and I act like everything is amazing and i'm having the best day ever. I'm always there for anyone that needs help, whether it is them needing advice, a friend, a hug, or even someone that they can just cry and vent to and anything else I can do for them. My point is that i'm always there for anyone that needs help and no one is there for me when I need it.


When there is something wrong with me everyone will know because I get really quiet and I don't say much or if I do talk barely anything is said from me when i'm hurting. What people don’t understand is why I get really quiet. The reason why is because I am trying to think about what i'm going to do with what is going on. Some people don’t understand what others go through. I'm not saying I have been through everything but with what I have gone through I understand a lot of what is going on that's why people can come to me with what they are going through cause I will always be there even if you don't want me to be there.


I know that this sounds like it's all about me but it's based on my life and what I have gone through and it's all true sadly. I can’t change what you or I have gone through all I can do is help the best I can. Now i'm not going to lie to you it's going to be the worst thing you can talk about no matter what it is. The reason I say this is because it's not easy opening up to what is wrong with you it is hard, especially if you just bottle things up until you explode and you can't do it any more. I have lost friends because they killed themselves because they couldn't do it any more, or they drink and do drugs. Me, myself am completely against doing all of that because I have seen what it does, it messes with your mind.


Everyone has there own way of dealing with things for some it's punching things, music, talking, writing, or they have come up with there own thing to learn to deal with it, but it should never be drugs or drinking or cutting, everyone is different in their own way no one is ever the same we all have things that make us different and that’s good no one should ever be the same as another person. What makes you different is what makes people like you. Anyways back to what I was saying life happens to be the most difficult thing in the world. It also takes a huge toll on your mind and if you have a really bad life it can affect you in the future and it sucks when you think your not worth anything and that the world would be better off without you, but it's not we are all here for a reason.




Another thing that it hard to deal with for me is seeing my family hurt and cry their eyes out (not really cry their eyes out ) but cry until they can't cry anymore. That is the hardest thing for me. I use to have nightmares like really really really bad nightmares, in the dreams I would see my whole family get brutally murdered, and if it wasn't my whole family it was my mom that I seen die. The first nightmare that I had about my family dying was the one when my mom had to go overseas the have her surgery done but they wouldn't let her on the boat, so she had to get over there on her own but then it skipped and I was watching over her like from the sky and all I remember was my mom laying on the beach all bloody and broken up and the next thing I know is the paramedics getting my mom the the hospital and rushing her into surgery and after it when to me at school in class and the cops coming into my class and asking “if I was there”, and when the teacher pointed to me and the whole class was saying “oooooooooooooo you're going to jail you're in trouble” after the class said what they said the cop turned around and said “she's not in trouble we are here to get her and then we have to go get her sisters her mom is dead” after he said that I just remember crying my eyes out. That was just a dream but it felt so real like it was really happening I woke up in tears after having that dream.


That was just one of the dreams the second one I had was when my family and I had gone to bed and when I woke up I couldn't move because there was 2 cement blocks on my hips and I couldn't move them so I started to yell and cry because it was really scary and my ex boyfriend came running in the house and when he got to me I asked him “how he got in the house if the door was locked” after he looked at me and he said “the door wasn't locked it was open” so I just looked at him and said “well get these things off of me” so he did after I got up I noticed that my baby sister Jasmine was not breathing and there was blood everywhere so I stood up and looked at my other sister Neveah to see if she was still breathing, and she wasn't breathing either and there was blood all over the place so I ran out of my room and when to the living room to my older sister Dominique to see if she was still alive and she wasn't and there was blood all over the ceiling and windows. I hurried up and ran to my mom's room to see if she was still alive and she was in her bed but she wasn't sleeping and she also wasn't breathing so I started to crying a lot after I calmed down a little I picked up my mom's phone to call my aunt that lives down the hill, and a cop picked up her phone and when I said auntie and I was crying the cop said “mame who are you and what is going on” all I could do was cry. When I told the cop what happen at my house he said “the same thing happened to my aunt but there were no survivors at all” so I called the cops so they could come to my house and help me I found my other aunts number and called her and the same thing happened again so I was the only one that was left in my whole family everyone was gone and dead I was all by myself with no one to help me.


I am normally not such a weak person I am the strong one in my group and at home aside from my mom. The thing is that in this last dream I had was not about my family dying it was about me dying. In the last dream I had, started with me at home and collapsing then the paramedics were taking me to the hospital after that I ended up in a room and my mom was crying and when I woke up and seen her crying in the dream I asked what was wrong with her like why was she crying? She looked at me and she said that I was dying of cancer that's why I collapsed at the house. At the time my dad was home from prison and we were happy, but after that happened me being in the hospital it was not good they started fighting all the time. I ended up going home that week because I didn't want to stay at the hospital anymore so my mom and my dad took me home. I went to bed and all I remember after that was me standing over my body and my mom running in the room because I flatlined, after that my mom just started to cry and a few weeks passed and my mom and my dad were fighting all the time because I stayed around for a while to see if they would be okay but my dad left my mom and told her “there is nothing left for me here the only reason I came back was for her and now she is not here so there's no reason for me to stay here with you”


That dream broke me so much I was broken before but after that dream it ended up throwing me into a depression because I felt like he would to do that. The reason on why these dreams hurt me so much is because I have had dreams many times that will come true a few days or weeks later and what if these dreams came true. What would happen to me and my sisters for first one? What would happen to me for the second one? The last one What would happen to my mom and my sisters for the last one? After I had these dreams I started to really participate at and in church, I noticed a change but only a really little one so I started to pray that God would give me someone that could save me and help me with what I was going through and a few weeks after me praying for that person, he put the most important person in my life. I say that he is the most important person in my life because he has helped me through so much in the past year I think.


The guy he put in my is also the guy that I started to like almost three years ago. I met him during the mission trip that my church had almost three years ago. The funny thing is that I just recently found out that he liked me back tell me that not funny because he started liking me around the same time I started liking him. My past year has been really hard on me because I keep having these dreams and it is truly scary.
Tags: Truth]]>
Story: Summer love, Summer lost by Marie Markham
Summer of 2011 (11 yrs. old)
We sat on the steps outside our apartment building, there had been a big black out, not a light in sight and just above our head there was a sky full of stars, more than we had ever seen. But, somehow my eyes couldn't move from him. He sat with his head in his hands; so, I asked him what was wrong he just shook his head and said "nothing" but I knew him better. I watched him carefully as I set my head in my hands and looked to him with a smile. His lips twitched but he quickly turned away. I moved alittle closer slightly nudged him with my elbow, a smile still spread across my face, he looked over a smirk rising. He let out a soft sigh, "I'm just...such a small part of the world. What can I do? Who could I be? I want to be more than a nobody." I looked up and thought for a moment, "Everyone want to change the world, make a difference, start a revolution. It's true, maybe you cant. Not many can, but there is so much you can do everyday to change it. Just a smile or a helping hand to someone in need can make a difference. I mean take me for example, without your smile i wouldn't get through the day. He covered my ears as my parents fought. You wipe my tears and tell me my scars showe strength, and that is a beautiful thing." He looked up with softness and a smile, "What would I do without you?" He whispered as he leaned in resting his forehead against mine. "Die" I whispered back with a giggle. He laughed and shook his head and kissed me. After that everything changed.

2014 (14 yrs. old)
My mother had been diagnosed with cancer, my father battling his anger, my stepfather had begun cheating, and my stepmother became abusive. I was the rock of my family, and the stress of it all had become to much. I started to fall into a deep depression and began a battle with an alcohol and self harm addictions. Yet, he stood by my side and when I was ready he helped me to my feet. I started therepy, as the scars healed and AA meetings and he was there whenever I asked. He held my hand the whole way.

We had 4 beautiful years, then one faithful night I lost my only heart...I lost him.

Summer of 2015 (16 yrs. old)
He had left 2 weeks before on a family vacation to Hawaii. He sat outside his hotel room, his phone delicately pressed to his ear. We had been arguing because I had been refusing to attend a freinds party of his, I thought it was a bad idea, I wasn't ready to be around that yet. I could hear his voice change, he seemed annoyed as he bickered about just wanting to go out and have fun. I argued back saying it was to much. He angrily slammed the phone closed I could hear the force of it from my side of the call. He needed to cool off, he walked around the hotel then ran across the street, a car speed around the bend from behind the trees. The last thing he saw was headlights.

September 2016 (the day of his funeral)
As the day came to an end after the sun had set. The disturbed soul beneath my feet. There were no lights in sight just above my head there was a sky full of stars, more than i had ever seen. Yet, I couldn't look away, those letters engraved into the stone. My lips formed the words and I fell to my knees as tears streamed down my cheeks as my heart shattered.

All over a dumb party.
Tags: Lost Love, Lost Freind, Death, Accident, Self Harm, Addiction, Abuse]]>
Thu, 29 Dec 2016 07:15:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3222 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3222
Summer of 2011 (11 yrs. old)
We sat on the steps outside our apartment building, there had been a big black out, not a light in sight and just above our head there was a sky full of stars, more than we had ever seen. But, somehow my eyes couldn't move from him. He sat with his head in his hands; so, I asked him what was wrong he just shook his head and said "nothing" but I knew him better. I watched him carefully as I set my head in my hands and looked to him with a smile. His lips twitched but he quickly turned away. I moved alittle closer slightly nudged him with my elbow, a smile still spread across my face, he looked over a smirk rising. He let out a soft sigh, "I'm just...such a small part of the world. What can I do? Who could I be? I want to be more than a nobody." I looked up and thought for a moment, "Everyone want to change the world, make a difference, start a revolution. It's true, maybe you cant. Not many can, but there is so much you can do everyday to change it. Just a smile or a helping hand to someone in need can make a difference. I mean take me for example, without your smile i wouldn't get through the day. He covered my ears as my parents fought. You wipe my tears and tell me my scars showe strength, and that is a beautiful thing." He looked up with softness and a smile, "What would I do without you?" He whispered as he leaned in resting his forehead against mine. "Die" I whispered back with a giggle. He laughed and shook his head and kissed me. After that everything changed.

2014 (14 yrs. old)
My mother had been diagnosed with cancer, my father battling his anger, my stepfather had begun cheating, and my stepmother became abusive. I was the rock of my family, and the stress of it all had become to much. I started to fall into a deep depression and began a battle with an alcohol and self harm addictions. Yet, he stood by my side and when I was ready he helped me to my feet. I started therepy, as the scars healed and AA meetings and he was there whenever I asked. He held my hand the whole way.

We had 4 beautiful years, then one faithful night I lost my only heart...I lost him.

Summer of 2015 (16 yrs. old)
He had left 2 weeks before on a family vacation to Hawaii. He sat outside his hotel room, his phone delicately pressed to his ear. We had been arguing because I had been refusing to attend a freinds party of his, I thought it was a bad idea, I wasn't ready to be around that yet. I could hear his voice change, he seemed annoyed as he bickered about just wanting to go out and have fun. I argued back saying it was to much. He angrily slammed the phone closed I could hear the force of it from my side of the call. He needed to cool off, he walked around the hotel then ran across the street, a car speed around the bend from behind the trees. The last thing he saw was headlights.

September 2016 (the day of his funeral)
As the day came to an end after the sun had set. The disturbed soul beneath my feet. There were no lights in sight just above my head there was a sky full of stars, more than i had ever seen. Yet, I couldn't look away, those letters engraved into the stone. My lips formed the words and I fell to my knees as tears streamed down my cheeks as my heart shattered.

All over a dumb party.
Tags: Lost Love, Lost Freind, Death, Accident, Self Harm, Addiction, Abuse]]>
Story: Lovers No Longer by Cathryn G: Hey, can I ask you a question?
B: What's up?
G: Do you like me?
B: Yeah. And I'm not even gonna ask you if you like me 'cause I already know you do.
That night, they became a couple.
Now, there relationship lasted a while. One day, the girl got a text from her ex-boyfriend's girlfriend telling her to never talk to him again, although she never did. When she confronted her ex-boyfriend about it, he told her that her boyfriend was cheating on her. She texted her boyfriend and asked him if he was. He said no but that he did need to tell her something. She asked him what. He then called her and this is how the story went.
G: Hey. What's up?
B: I need to tell you something.
G: Yeah. What is it?
B: Well, I'm not cheating, but I wanna break up.
G: *Trying not to cry* Oh. Um, okay, I guess.
B: You okay?
G: Yeah. But I gotta go. Bye.
B: Okay. Talk to you later.
G: Okay. *Hangs up.*
As soon as she hangs up, she starts to cry. She wonders why he did it. What he's feeling right now. Is he crying like she is right now? Or is he happy he did it? Did he mean it when he told her he loved her? Or was that I lie?
Later that night, after coming home from family dinner, she runs into the bathroom and locks the door. The girl's parents call to her and ask if she's okay. She says yes, but she wants to be alone and this is the only place she can be. Her parents think nothing of it and go watch a movie until Dad has to go to bed for work in the morning.
As she sits in the bathroom, she takes apart a pencil sharpener that she just bought. She thinks that just a couple will take the pain away.
One... Two... Three... After three, the pain is still there. Maybe just a couple more, she thinks. Four... Five... Six... All the way to thirty-seven. She still feels the pain. She stopped that night, vowing to do it every night until the pain is gone.
Two months later, she still feels the pain. She's running out of places to cut. They're on her arms, legs, and stomach. The only other place to cut is her neck. She decides to completely end the pain then. She takes a paper and pen and writes.

"Dear family,
I'm sorry. This is not how it was supposed to happen. The pain was supposed to go away by now. But it's not. I just wanted the pain to go away. I love you guys so much. Just remember it wasn't you guys. I just don't belong here. I love you."
She grabs a kitchen knife. Goes to the willow tree out back. One last look at the house. She sets the note down and puts a rock on it. She sits down, wearing nothing but a sports bra and shorts. One cut on each leg, each arm, above each collar bone. She bleeds for thirty minutes. Then she's gone.

Her mom walks out back trying to find her and sees her daughter's body lying in a pool of blood.. Runs over just to find the note next to the pool of blood and reads it. She's crying as she goes into the house and calls the boy. She tells him. He regrets what he did. And every year, on the anniversary of the day they started dating, he takes flowers to her grave.

This story is true. It's about my best friend. Her name was Catherine. Her ex-boyfriend's name is Chris. ?He still puts flowers on her grave every year. And we talk about her all the time. Remembering every wonderful thing about her.
Tags: Hurt, Heartbreak, Heartache]]>
Wed, 28 Dec 2016 07:10:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3219 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3219 G: Hey, can I ask you a question?
B: What's up?
G: Do you like me?
B: Yeah. And I'm not even gonna ask you if you like me 'cause I already know you do.
That night, they became a couple.
Now, there relationship lasted a while. One day, the girl got a text from her ex-boyfriend's girlfriend telling her to never talk to him again, although she never did. When she confronted her ex-boyfriend about it, he told her that her boyfriend was cheating on her. She texted her boyfriend and asked him if he was. He said no but that he did need to tell her something. She asked him what. He then called her and this is how the story went.
G: Hey. What's up?
B: I need to tell you something.
G: Yeah. What is it?
B: Well, I'm not cheating, but I wanna break up.
G: *Trying not to cry* Oh. Um, okay, I guess.
B: You okay?
G: Yeah. But I gotta go. Bye.
B: Okay. Talk to you later.
G: Okay. *Hangs up.*
As soon as she hangs up, she starts to cry. She wonders why he did it. What he's feeling right now. Is he crying like she is right now? Or is he happy he did it? Did he mean it when he told her he loved her? Or was that I lie?
Later that night, after coming home from family dinner, she runs into the bathroom and locks the door. The girl's parents call to her and ask if she's okay. She says yes, but she wants to be alone and this is the only place she can be. Her parents think nothing of it and go watch a movie until Dad has to go to bed for work in the morning.
As she sits in the bathroom, she takes apart a pencil sharpener that she just bought. She thinks that just a couple will take the pain away.
One... Two... Three... After three, the pain is still there. Maybe just a couple more, she thinks. Four... Five... Six... All the way to thirty-seven. She still feels the pain. She stopped that night, vowing to do it every night until the pain is gone.
Two months later, she still feels the pain. She's running out of places to cut. They're on her arms, legs, and stomach. The only other place to cut is her neck. She decides to completely end the pain then. She takes a paper and pen and writes.

"Dear family,
I'm sorry. This is not how it was supposed to happen. The pain was supposed to go away by now. But it's not. I just wanted the pain to go away. I love you guys so much. Just remember it wasn't you guys. I just don't belong here. I love you."
She grabs a kitchen knife. Goes to the willow tree out back. One last look at the house. She sets the note down and puts a rock on it. She sits down, wearing nothing but a sports bra and shorts. One cut on each leg, each arm, above each collar bone. She bleeds for thirty minutes. Then she's gone.

Her mom walks out back trying to find her and sees her daughter's body lying in a pool of blood.. Runs over just to find the note next to the pool of blood and reads it. She's crying as she goes into the house and calls the boy. She tells him. He regrets what he did. And every year, on the anniversary of the day they started dating, he takes flowers to her grave.

This story is true. It's about my best friend. Her name was Catherine. Her ex-boyfriend's name is Chris. ?He still puts flowers on her grave every year. And we talk about her all the time. Remembering every wonderful thing about her.
Tags: Hurt, Heartbreak, Heartache]]>
Poem: Tears Of The Clown by Ramadhan Abdul Rahman still falling down
running like a river
even the mask he put on his face
cannot hide the tears in the place.

Tears running every where
tears chasing him here and there
the tears of the clown
a smile on his face
pain inside his heart
emptiness fill the space
loneliness will never be apart

You just make everyone happy
but you are the only one who needs therapy
you have the tears of the clown
there are masks in our faces
no one live without his own mask.

Now you'll ask
with all these tears that falling down
is these the tears of the clown or it's your real own tears
Tags: Mask, Tears, Pain, Love]]>
Tue, 27 Dec 2016 09:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3733 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3733 still falling down
running like a river
even the mask he put on his face
cannot hide the tears in the place.

Tears running every where
tears chasing him here and there
the tears of the clown
a smile on his face
pain inside his heart
emptiness fill the space
loneliness will never be apart

You just make everyone happy
but you are the only one who needs therapy
you have the tears of the clown
there are masks in our faces
no one live without his own mask.

Now you'll ask
with all these tears that falling down
is these the tears of the clown or it's your real own tears
Tags: Mask, Tears, Pain, Love]]>
Story: Not so sad by Clary Barns
My alarm blares, beeping as loud as possible with that annoying beep. I groan and stumble out of bed. I shower and put on my Jeans and my favorite lucky sweatshirt, and no I don't wear anything but a bra under it. I brush my teeth and hair, and put on my shoes, there I'm ready. My mom is passed out drunk on the couch, drooling all over the pillows. Gross. I grab an apple and prepare for my journey, school. The entire bus ride there was annoying, girls screaming and squealing, guys being gross, and then the children, also screaming. I hate the bus, but my car is broken down right now. yay me. I am not looking forward to any of this at all, but it is my last year. Cloey comes up to me and hugs me, yes she is the other nobody. My best friend. She has long blonde hair and bright blue eyes, she is the best, but because she hangs out with me, she is known as the other nobody. don't get me wrong, she should be popular, but she chose me instead, which I am grateful for. Tyler Brown bumps into me, sending my belongings, and me flying to the floor, luckily he catches me. I glare at him. "Can't you watch were you're going?" I yell. He raises his eyebrow and looks at em. "Do I know you?" he asks. I role my eyes. "We've been in the same class for 3 years dumbass." I snap. he thinks for a second then his face turns to pure joy. "Ohhh yeah Amber right? hey sorry about the mess, my bad." he smirks and feigns innocence. I finish picking my stuff up and turn to leave. "Wait Amber, sit with me at lunch okay?" i look at him, really look at him, he is tall, has dark shaggy brown hair, and crystal blue eyes. He is also the most popular guy in the school. "no" I say and walk away. I know what you're thinking. 'whh turn down the most popular guy?' well I'm the nobody and that means I don't hang out with the cool kids, I stay in the shadows. Class flies by pretty fast and now its lunch. I sit alone at my table, Cloey soon joins me. And then so does Tyler. I swear almost everyone turns their head to my table and their jaws drop. I look down and continue eating. I hate attention. "Hey Bridie" he says. "Birdie?" I ask. what the hell. "Yeah cause you're small like one."he smiles. Cloey awkwardly watches the scene before her. "Um hi Tyler." Cloey says. "Hey" he nods. This is lame. I get up and throw away my food. He frowns and follows. "Go away Tyler." i snap. He doesn't. this is how the rest of my day goes.

Two weeks pass, and Tyler still is hanging out with me, he knows more about me now, and I know more about him, he is one of my good friends now. Sadly I am not so much a nobody, Tyler constantly has his friends around and they have accepted me and Cloey into their group. Lately things at home have gotten worse. My mom left, so I now live alone, and no, no one knows. I am extremely depressed, but can still put on a smile. But truth is I'm done. I hate this all, me faking. I know my life seems fine but I'm getting tired of the same thing. They don't know, but I am planning on leaving, running away in a sense. I have my bags packed, and money saved over the past years. I am ready but then, Tyler comes knocking on my door. He comes in. and he see's the bags. "Hey Birdie what are those for?" he asks. "Tyler I...I'm leaving" he frowns and moves to sit on my bed. "What do you mean?" I look away. "I mean I am running away..." I say. he gets up and grabs his coat. "Oh in that case I'm coming. I stand there shocked. "What?" he smiles and grabs my bags. "Come one." he walks out to his car and throws my bags in the back. "Get in" he says and closes the door. I do as told and get in. "He drives to his house and half an hour later, has bags packed and in the car.

Two days. It has been tow days since we left, we are now in Colorado. "Hey birdie" Tyler says, turning to me. We are snuggled up against each other trying to sleep. "Yeah?" i turn and face him. "I love you." he says. I lay there, shocked for a second before I lean in and kiss him, not for too long but just a small kiss. "I love you too" I say. We fall asleep that way, in each others arms.

4 weeks pass and Tyler and I have fallen in love with each other, and never would I have thought it would happen. "Hey Birdie, I have bad news." I look up from my phone and frown. "What is it?" he is crying, slightly. "I..I am dying." I look at him, as if it's a joke, but I realize it's not. He tells me about his Cancer, about how he has had it for a while. He refused Kymo, and now he is dying. He kisses me, long and passionate. I love him and he loves me. but We don't have forever.

5 more weeks pass and I'm in the hospital, the nurse comes out to inform me he is gone, I cry my eyes out, and i continue my journey, going to all the places he wanted to, visiting all the sites, and taking as many pictures as I can. I have his ashes with me everywhere I go in a small necklace. I settle where we planned on, getting an apartment in California, next to his favorite place. This is my happiness, knowing I can go on, doing the things I love as well as he did. I love you Tyler. Always will. But now it's my time. I'm 78 years old now. and sick, I'll see you soon my love....
Tags: Love, Death, Cancer, Oldage, Sad, Teenlove]]>
Tue, 27 Dec 2016 07:05:04 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3216 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3216
My alarm blares, beeping as loud as possible with that annoying beep. I groan and stumble out of bed. I shower and put on my Jeans and my favorite lucky sweatshirt, and no I don't wear anything but a bra under it. I brush my teeth and hair, and put on my shoes, there I'm ready. My mom is passed out drunk on the couch, drooling all over the pillows. Gross. I grab an apple and prepare for my journey, school. The entire bus ride there was annoying, girls screaming and squealing, guys being gross, and then the children, also screaming. I hate the bus, but my car is broken down right now. yay me. I am not looking forward to any of this at all, but it is my last year. Cloey comes up to me and hugs me, yes she is the other nobody. My best friend. She has long blonde hair and bright blue eyes, she is the best, but because she hangs out with me, she is known as the other nobody. don't get me wrong, she should be popular, but she chose me instead, which I am grateful for. Tyler Brown bumps into me, sending my belongings, and me flying to the floor, luckily he catches me. I glare at him. "Can't you watch were you're going?" I yell. He raises his eyebrow and looks at em. "Do I know you?" he asks. I role my eyes. "We've been in the same class for 3 years dumbass." I snap. he thinks for a second then his face turns to pure joy. "Ohhh yeah Amber right? hey sorry about the mess, my bad." he smirks and feigns innocence. I finish picking my stuff up and turn to leave. "Wait Amber, sit with me at lunch okay?" i look at him, really look at him, he is tall, has dark shaggy brown hair, and crystal blue eyes. He is also the most popular guy in the school. "no" I say and walk away. I know what you're thinking. 'whh turn down the most popular guy?' well I'm the nobody and that means I don't hang out with the cool kids, I stay in the shadows. Class flies by pretty fast and now its lunch. I sit alone at my table, Cloey soon joins me. And then so does Tyler. I swear almost everyone turns their head to my table and their jaws drop. I look down and continue eating. I hate attention. "Hey Bridie" he says. "Birdie?" I ask. what the hell. "Yeah cause you're small like one."he smiles. Cloey awkwardly watches the scene before her. "Um hi Tyler." Cloey says. "Hey" he nods. This is lame. I get up and throw away my food. He frowns and follows. "Go away Tyler." i snap. He doesn't. this is how the rest of my day goes.

Two weeks pass, and Tyler still is hanging out with me, he knows more about me now, and I know more about him, he is one of my good friends now. Sadly I am not so much a nobody, Tyler constantly has his friends around and they have accepted me and Cloey into their group. Lately things at home have gotten worse. My mom left, so I now live alone, and no, no one knows. I am extremely depressed, but can still put on a smile. But truth is I'm done. I hate this all, me faking. I know my life seems fine but I'm getting tired of the same thing. They don't know, but I am planning on leaving, running away in a sense. I have my bags packed, and money saved over the past years. I am ready but then, Tyler comes knocking on my door. He comes in. and he see's the bags. "Hey Birdie what are those for?" he asks. "Tyler I...I'm leaving" he frowns and moves to sit on my bed. "What do you mean?" I look away. "I mean I am running away..." I say. he gets up and grabs his coat. "Oh in that case I'm coming. I stand there shocked. "What?" he smiles and grabs my bags. "Come one." he walks out to his car and throws my bags in the back. "Get in" he says and closes the door. I do as told and get in. "He drives to his house and half an hour later, has bags packed and in the car.

Two days. It has been tow days since we left, we are now in Colorado. "Hey birdie" Tyler says, turning to me. We are snuggled up against each other trying to sleep. "Yeah?" i turn and face him. "I love you." he says. I lay there, shocked for a second before I lean in and kiss him, not for too long but just a small kiss. "I love you too" I say. We fall asleep that way, in each others arms.

4 weeks pass and Tyler and I have fallen in love with each other, and never would I have thought it would happen. "Hey Birdie, I have bad news." I look up from my phone and frown. "What is it?" he is crying, slightly. "I..I am dying." I look at him, as if it's a joke, but I realize it's not. He tells me about his Cancer, about how he has had it for a while. He refused Kymo, and now he is dying. He kisses me, long and passionate. I love him and he loves me. but We don't have forever.

5 more weeks pass and I'm in the hospital, the nurse comes out to inform me he is gone, I cry my eyes out, and i continue my journey, going to all the places he wanted to, visiting all the sites, and taking as many pictures as I can. I have his ashes with me everywhere I go in a small necklace. I settle where we planned on, getting an apartment in California, next to his favorite place. This is my happiness, knowing I can go on, doing the things I love as well as he did. I love you Tyler. Always will. But now it's my time. I'm 78 years old now. and sick, I'll see you soon my love....
Tags: Love, Death, Cancer, Oldage, Sad, Teenlove]]>
Poem: Victim of the Past by Ramadhan Abdul Rahman don't look for things that gone
don't try to change things you've done
don't be a victim of the past.

I know it last
you can't live your life living underground
closing your ears to not hear a sound
don't let the darkness of the night leads to the light.

It's like pushing a blind man into a fight
the past can't protect you from the future
being a victim of your past
brings you nothing but more pain.

Is that what you are trying to gain?
another day passing through
standing still has nothing to do
you locked yourself into a dungeon
hiring your fear to be your keeper.

It's just the choice that will take you more deeper
you insists to be a victim of the past
you blamed everyone giving you advice
can't you see that with your eyes
you are the only one that should be blamed
for what you've done to yourself
blame no one any more
the price is so high.

It's not enough to cry
there will be a price to pay
So enough living in yesterday
Tags: Past, Regret, Pain]]>
Mon, 26 Dec 2016 09:35:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3732 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3732 don't look for things that gone
don't try to change things you've done
don't be a victim of the past.

I know it last
you can't live your life living underground
closing your ears to not hear a sound
don't let the darkness of the night leads to the light.

It's like pushing a blind man into a fight
the past can't protect you from the future
being a victim of your past
brings you nothing but more pain.

Is that what you are trying to gain?
another day passing through
standing still has nothing to do
you locked yourself into a dungeon
hiring your fear to be your keeper.

It's just the choice that will take you more deeper
you insists to be a victim of the past
you blamed everyone giving you advice
can't you see that with your eyes
you are the only one that should be blamed
for what you've done to yourself
blame no one any more
the price is so high.

It's not enough to cry
there will be a price to pay
So enough living in yesterday
Tags: Past, Regret, Pain]]>
Poem: The Blind Boy by Hannah looking away
you turned down my heart
and wont love any day
because you are the blind boy
who only sees flaws
you are the blind boy
who knows nothing of love's claws
no matter how hard i try
or how good i am
i'm no good for the blind boy
i wandered into the lions den being a lamb
i come across as silent
and i don't know why i feel like this
i want you to join my in my silence
let me in on a silent kiss
however, you are the blind boy
who only sees flaws
you are the blind boy
who knows nothing of loves claws

~Hannah Robinson
Tags: Blind Boy, Life, Real Boy, Love, True Story, Real]]>
Sun, 25 Dec 2016 09:30:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3730 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3730 looking away
you turned down my heart
and wont love any day
because you are the blind boy
who only sees flaws
you are the blind boy
who knows nothing of love's claws
no matter how hard i try
or how good i am
i'm no good for the blind boy
i wandered into the lions den being a lamb
i come across as silent
and i don't know why i feel like this
i want you to join my in my silence
let me in on a silent kiss
however, you are the blind boy
who only sees flaws
you are the blind boy
who knows nothing of loves claws

~Hannah Robinson
Tags: Blind Boy, Life, Real Boy, Love, True Story, Real]]>
Poem: With my voices by Via Pinto And lay me beside
The voices in my head
To whom I'll confide.

I've had of my share in this life
Of nonsensically twirling around;
So bury me quick and bury me now
6 feet deep into the ground.

Wrap me in a shroud
Of my hallucinations,
Of unreal people and
of my mind's creations.

And in the hallowed abyss,
I'll find my peace and so
Will my soul find salvation,
Where the shrieks of my voices flow.
Tags: Schizophrenia, Mental Illness, Depression, Suicidal, Death, Pain, Voices, Hallucinations]]>
Sun, 18 Dec 2016 09:00:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3729 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3729 And lay me beside
The voices in my head
To whom I'll confide.

I've had of my share in this life
Of nonsensically twirling around;
So bury me quick and bury me now
6 feet deep into the ground.

Wrap me in a shroud
Of my hallucinations,
Of unreal people and
of my mind's creations.

And in the hallowed abyss,
I'll find my peace and so
Will my soul find salvation,
Where the shrieks of my voices flow.
Tags: Schizophrenia, Mental Illness, Depression, Suicidal, Death, Pain, Voices, Hallucinations]]>
Story: Can't Get Up. by Clary Barns
Daniel is 18, a senior, whom is very athletic and smart, a nerd at the least. He is going to collage soon. He has messy brown hair, and green eyes that melt your heart. his smile cause you to smile and it honestly drives her wild. He was her first, He treats her like no one else has, she has fallen so hard it hurts to get back up, she knows this pain will be never ending if she continues, but she would probably follow him in hell just to keep getting her fix. She craves his kiss, his lips, his taste his scent. she craves his touch and his hug and the feeling of being safe for once. she knows it's stupid to fall for him, she knows it will kill her, but damn she knows it would be worse with out this time with him. He said he loved her and that he wishes they could be together but, nothing seems to be on her side, no, the universe just likes to rain on her parade, cause reality hits, cause she knows she wont have forever with him, he leaves for collage, while she still has three more years. This kills her. She thinks of him day in and day out and she thinks of life without him, sure she got by before, but did she really? She was so pained before but now she has his smile to brighten her day and his laugh to bring butterflies to her stomach, without that will she be the same she was before....nothing? this is her salvation, the thought of forever, in which we all have, we want time to be on our side but it is cruel and it never really is. Time flies by and we never get to go back, so she thinks of the time she has now, with him. and so she is prepared as she will ever be to lose him. She almost gave up, tried taking her life...it didn't work but she tried...she thought of a life with out him and thought it wasn't worth living, she thought of how bad she had it and how it's bound to get worse. She is finally broken...her heart shattered to the point of never being fixed. She tries to smile but each time she does, she fights the urge to cry too. She has given up and she has been entirely done. that's it...she is done. She fights everyday, fighting the tears that wanna break free every time she is yelled at by family, she tries to laugh when her friends joke about how depressing she is, she tries to hold back tears when she is put down about who she is. She tries so hard to the point she has given up trying. She fell in love, and is still getting back up, still trying to heal. soon she thinks, soon I'll be okay.
Tags: Love, Depressed, Hurt, Falling]]>
Sun, 18 Dec 2016 06:25:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3215 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3215
Daniel is 18, a senior, whom is very athletic and smart, a nerd at the least. He is going to collage soon. He has messy brown hair, and green eyes that melt your heart. his smile cause you to smile and it honestly drives her wild. He was her first, He treats her like no one else has, she has fallen so hard it hurts to get back up, she knows this pain will be never ending if she continues, but she would probably follow him in hell just to keep getting her fix. She craves his kiss, his lips, his taste his scent. she craves his touch and his hug and the feeling of being safe for once. she knows it's stupid to fall for him, she knows it will kill her, but damn she knows it would be worse with out this time with him. He said he loved her and that he wishes they could be together but, nothing seems to be on her side, no, the universe just likes to rain on her parade, cause reality hits, cause she knows she wont have forever with him, he leaves for collage, while she still has three more years. This kills her. She thinks of him day in and day out and she thinks of life without him, sure she got by before, but did she really? She was so pained before but now she has his smile to brighten her day and his laugh to bring butterflies to her stomach, without that will she be the same she was before....nothing? this is her salvation, the thought of forever, in which we all have, we want time to be on our side but it is cruel and it never really is. Time flies by and we never get to go back, so she thinks of the time she has now, with him. and so she is prepared as she will ever be to lose him. She almost gave up, tried taking her life...it didn't work but she tried...she thought of a life with out him and thought it wasn't worth living, she thought of how bad she had it and how it's bound to get worse. She is finally broken...her heart shattered to the point of never being fixed. She tries to smile but each time she does, she fights the urge to cry too. She has given up and she has been entirely done. that's it...she is done. She fights everyday, fighting the tears that wanna break free every time she is yelled at by family, she tries to laugh when her friends joke about how depressing she is, she tries to hold back tears when she is put down about who she is. She tries so hard to the point she has given up trying. She fell in love, and is still getting back up, still trying to heal. soon she thinks, soon I'll be okay.
Tags: Love, Depressed, Hurt, Falling]]>
Poem: Hey John by Micha-chu! Have you forgotten
My heart you've stolen
But here i am broken

Hey john,
Three years had passed
But why the pain still last
Was it because you've gone so fast?

Hey john,
A lot of questions i wanna ask
You left me on dusk
When loving you is a must.

Hey john,
I wanna see you one last time
To ask you the reason why
You didnt even say goodbye

Hey john,
I know you're happy now
And maybe with her you gave a vow
Of the love i was longing for somehow.
Tags: Love, Lost Love, Broken Heart, Missing]]>
Sat, 17 Dec 2016 08:55:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3727 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3727 Have you forgotten
My heart you've stolen
But here i am broken

Hey john,
Three years had passed
But why the pain still last
Was it because you've gone so fast?

Hey john,
A lot of questions i wanna ask
You left me on dusk
When loving you is a must.

Hey john,
I wanna see you one last time
To ask you the reason why
You didnt even say goodbye

Hey john,
I know you're happy now
And maybe with her you gave a vow
Of the love i was longing for somehow.
Tags: Love, Lost Love, Broken Heart, Missing]]>
Story: Till death do me apart... by Scenekid
One year ago...i was so bad at the time.I was soo lonely,i used to stay at home,doing nothing,spending my days writing stuff,about nothing of worth.I was just wasting air.But then something happened ,something i cant describe.It was a girl i met.She had a boyfriend,so i lost my hopes,of doing anything at all with her.She was in long term relationship,and i was a nice guy and didnt want to ruin someone's life.The night i met her,we spend the whole evening togheter,talking,smiling at each other,cuddling...watching sunrise...yeah...maybe best night of my life.I know i was pitiful.We continuing seeing each other,and i started to like her.And one night...she kissed me.Then she broke up...and the next thing i was her boyfriend.I knew that i was no good,but i lived my days for her.She started to mean everything to me.At least for some time.Then i found out she has been cheating on me with her ex boyfriend.That just smashed my world.Torn my hearth apart.I was lost,depressed,in pain...But as pathetic as i was,i pretended i know nothing,and continue with her.And the most awful thing i loved her,i loved her more than anything.But she was just playing with me...playing with my feeling, my hearth,my life,my love...And finally the day came when she broke up with me.I was obsessed with this thought that if you can't find something to live for,than you better find something to die for.I started being obsessed with suicide.But breaking up ,didn't mean she will threw me away.She continued to play with me.I was her...i dont know...i was hers,thats the exact phrase.

We did everything again,difference she had a boyfriend.Anyway i was soo pathetic that i did everything just to be with her again...until.
Well it passed a couple of months like that.Then one day she came up with her new friend.Im not good at this stuff,but she was the most perfect girl i've ever seen.I fell for her the first time i saw her looking at me.I dreamed of her appearance.We started to get close,she made me realize what im doing with my life.She saved me.I started loving her,but i couldn't tell her...i just couldn't.Didn't had the strength.I started spending less time with my ex and more with her.Then i kinda stop seeing my ex,we both kinda stop being friends with her.That was the power she gave me.

Anyway time had passed fast.We started getting close.Everytime we saw each other we would hug so tight.That was the feeling that i needed,and i begun loving her even more.But this aint a fairy tail,this is life,and you always get fucked no matter what.One night while being with me and my friends,one of my friend kissed her.I havent been this broken...the pain i felt...just broke me.After some time ,the guy dumped her.Then i saved her.I start doing things for her,to make her feel like she is worth,spending my days with her.And i succeed.But something made her disappear from me.She stopt calling,and we stopt seeing each other.For a cople of months.
I kinda missed her,but i tought thats it.She just didn't want me or things like that.The things we did togheter,the words she said to me,left to be only memory...and even the time she said to me that she loves me.I still remember that moment perfectly without any gap.
Anyway three months ago,i saw her again.This time she had a new boyfriend and she was happy.I never saw her smiling like that.I was happy for her.But wasnt happy for myself.Anyway i dont want to waste time for you all.If you stay to read this far ,just stay a little while longer.

Time had passed and i got a girl.Life has changed...well it was changed.But not for long.She broke up.And i saw her tearz once more.I hug her so tight,and i said this lie that everything is going to be okayy.I knew she didn't believe in that.I didn't either.But i love her...
I month ago i started writing my thoughts on paper.I started writing about her.I came up with this idea to give her my notebook.And on the day of my birthday 31 October,i gave her,and told her i want to hear her thoughts about my writings.At least i had that power now,to tell her i love her,finally...but in my style.I was a nice person before i got my hearth broken.But i will stay her poet forever.Till death do me apart.As you know she has the notebook,right now.Maybe she is reading it ,maybe not,who knows.Im just finally happy for myself...The things that didn't happened in life ,happened in my writings...Thats the thing i realized.Words fly away,but writings remain.She will forever stay my girl between the lines of my notebook.The love i created with my ink...


Scenekid
Tags: Broken, Love, Life, Story]]>
Sat, 17 Dec 2016 06:20:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3213 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3213
One year ago...i was so bad at the time.I was soo lonely,i used to stay at home,doing nothing,spending my days writing stuff,about nothing of worth.I was just wasting air.But then something happened ,something i cant describe.It was a girl i met.She had a boyfriend,so i lost my hopes,of doing anything at all with her.She was in long term relationship,and i was a nice guy and didnt want to ruin someone's life.The night i met her,we spend the whole evening togheter,talking,smiling at each other,cuddling...watching sunrise...yeah...maybe best night of my life.I know i was pitiful.We continuing seeing each other,and i started to like her.And one night...she kissed me.Then she broke up...and the next thing i was her boyfriend.I knew that i was no good,but i lived my days for her.She started to mean everything to me.At least for some time.Then i found out she has been cheating on me with her ex boyfriend.That just smashed my world.Torn my hearth apart.I was lost,depressed,in pain...But as pathetic as i was,i pretended i know nothing,and continue with her.And the most awful thing i loved her,i loved her more than anything.But she was just playing with me...playing with my feeling, my hearth,my life,my love...And finally the day came when she broke up with me.I was obsessed with this thought that if you can't find something to live for,than you better find something to die for.I started being obsessed with suicide.But breaking up ,didn't mean she will threw me away.She continued to play with me.I was her...i dont know...i was hers,thats the exact phrase.

We did everything again,difference she had a boyfriend.Anyway i was soo pathetic that i did everything just to be with her again...until.
Well it passed a couple of months like that.Then one day she came up with her new friend.Im not good at this stuff,but she was the most perfect girl i've ever seen.I fell for her the first time i saw her looking at me.I dreamed of her appearance.We started to get close,she made me realize what im doing with my life.She saved me.I started loving her,but i couldn't tell her...i just couldn't.Didn't had the strength.I started spending less time with my ex and more with her.Then i kinda stop seeing my ex,we both kinda stop being friends with her.That was the power she gave me.

Anyway time had passed fast.We started getting close.Everytime we saw each other we would hug so tight.That was the feeling that i needed,and i begun loving her even more.But this aint a fairy tail,this is life,and you always get fucked no matter what.One night while being with me and my friends,one of my friend kissed her.I havent been this broken...the pain i felt...just broke me.After some time ,the guy dumped her.Then i saved her.I start doing things for her,to make her feel like she is worth,spending my days with her.And i succeed.But something made her disappear from me.She stopt calling,and we stopt seeing each other.For a cople of months.
I kinda missed her,but i tought thats it.She just didn't want me or things like that.The things we did togheter,the words she said to me,left to be only memory...and even the time she said to me that she loves me.I still remember that moment perfectly without any gap.
Anyway three months ago,i saw her again.This time she had a new boyfriend and she was happy.I never saw her smiling like that.I was happy for her.But wasnt happy for myself.Anyway i dont want to waste time for you all.If you stay to read this far ,just stay a little while longer.

Time had passed and i got a girl.Life has changed...well it was changed.But not for long.She broke up.And i saw her tearz once more.I hug her so tight,and i said this lie that everything is going to be okayy.I knew she didn't believe in that.I didn't either.But i love her...
I month ago i started writing my thoughts on paper.I started writing about her.I came up with this idea to give her my notebook.And on the day of my birthday 31 October,i gave her,and told her i want to hear her thoughts about my writings.At least i had that power now,to tell her i love her,finally...but in my style.I was a nice person before i got my hearth broken.But i will stay her poet forever.Till death do me apart.As you know she has the notebook,right now.Maybe she is reading it ,maybe not,who knows.Im just finally happy for myself...The things that didn't happened in life ,happened in my writings...Thats the thing i realized.Words fly away,but writings remain.She will forever stay my girl between the lines of my notebook.The love i created with my ink...


Scenekid
Tags: Broken, Love, Life, Story]]>
Poem: An Orphan's cry by Nberna Beryl in one hand and sadness in the other
she carries a smile that fails because
her lower lip is wounded
she slowly drags her feet until they come
crumbling down,
she cries out
"MUM it hurts
my smile hurts
"MUM it hurts
my hands hurt
"MUM it hurts
my legs hurt
"MUM it hurts
my heart hurts
should i let go?
should i give up?

its scary being alone
the darkness of this
world is after me
PLEASE MUM!!
i need your
ANGELIC HUG!!
because i know
under your wings
am safe from this
"murderous" world
you left me in
Tags: Sadness, Loneliness, Lonely, Longing]]>
Fri, 16 Dec 2016 08:50:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3726 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3726 in one hand and sadness in the other
she carries a smile that fails because
her lower lip is wounded
she slowly drags her feet until they come
crumbling down,
she cries out
"MUM it hurts
my smile hurts
"MUM it hurts
my hands hurt
"MUM it hurts
my legs hurt
"MUM it hurts
my heart hurts
should i let go?
should i give up?

its scary being alone
the darkness of this
world is after me
PLEASE MUM!!
i need your
ANGELIC HUG!!
because i know
under your wings
am safe from this
"murderous" world
you left me in
Tags: Sadness, Loneliness, Lonely, Longing]]>
Story: I Tried by Cassy
My mom expects all A's from me. I can't do that. I'm not that kind of girl. I'm not smart, and I don't have all A's. The last day for grades is today. I tried to get my grades up. I have all passing grades, C's and above, but my mom is disappointed in me. I tried, believe me, I did. I tried, and failed. I tried, but I couldn't do it.

My best friend and the guy I liked for so long are going out. We talked about the girl code, and agreed that no one could have him. I should've beaten her to telling him how I felt if I wanted him. I tried, but I froze up. Now it's not an option. I made some bad choices, and now my friends are mad. I tried to explain my reasoning, but I couldn't say it. It was my friend's birthday, too. I think I ruined her birthday, because now she's stressed. I tried to make it a happy birthday, but I failed. I feel really bad. That same day, one of my other friends was crying because of it. She left that day and hasn't come back. It's my fault. I try to be a good friend. I try, but no matter how hard I try, I can't.

I can't be a good friend. I can't be an All A's student, like my mom wants. I can't break up with my boyfriend. I can't say no. I can't say how I feel about stuff. I try, but I can't. But I tried. And I tried living, but I can't do that, either. I tried, but I can't anymore. I just can't. But I tried.
Tags: Failure, Suicide]]>
Fri, 16 Dec 2016 06:15:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3211 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3211
My mom expects all A's from me. I can't do that. I'm not that kind of girl. I'm not smart, and I don't have all A's. The last day for grades is today. I tried to get my grades up. I have all passing grades, C's and above, but my mom is disappointed in me. I tried, believe me, I did. I tried, and failed. I tried, but I couldn't do it.

My best friend and the guy I liked for so long are going out. We talked about the girl code, and agreed that no one could have him. I should've beaten her to telling him how I felt if I wanted him. I tried, but I froze up. Now it's not an option. I made some bad choices, and now my friends are mad. I tried to explain my reasoning, but I couldn't say it. It was my friend's birthday, too. I think I ruined her birthday, because now she's stressed. I tried to make it a happy birthday, but I failed. I feel really bad. That same day, one of my other friends was crying because of it. She left that day and hasn't come back. It's my fault. I try to be a good friend. I try, but no matter how hard I try, I can't.

I can't be a good friend. I can't be an All A's student, like my mom wants. I can't break up with my boyfriend. I can't say no. I can't say how I feel about stuff. I try, but I can't. But I tried. And I tried living, but I can't do that, either. I tried, but I can't anymore. I just can't. But I tried.
Tags: Failure, Suicide]]>
Poem: Narcosis by Michael Lipps These four walls
Were not to be used to contain the human body
But to contain the spirit and soul
They are used to reverse our backwards and one way thinking
Used to help us find our faith
And help us seek out the the help we need
As I lay here naked
Trapped not only within these four walls
But within the ovaloid shaped walls of my own skull
Trapped with just my thoughts
I realize now I was in a narcosis state
Numbed by the amoebic drugs from nature’s pharmacy
Located on the corner of coppice and veldt
Then I was Blinded by the truth
This is who I am
Who I'm destined to be
My destiny has been interwoven in the frangible fabric of time
Tags: Jail, Drugs, Addiction, Depression, Loneliness, Isolation]]>
Thu, 15 Dec 2016 08:45:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3725 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3725 These four walls
Were not to be used to contain the human body
But to contain the spirit and soul
They are used to reverse our backwards and one way thinking
Used to help us find our faith
And help us seek out the the help we need
As I lay here naked
Trapped not only within these four walls
But within the ovaloid shaped walls of my own skull
Trapped with just my thoughts
I realize now I was in a narcosis state
Numbed by the amoebic drugs from nature’s pharmacy
Located on the corner of coppice and veldt
Then I was Blinded by the truth
This is who I am
Who I'm destined to be
My destiny has been interwoven in the frangible fabric of time
Tags: Jail, Drugs, Addiction, Depression, Loneliness, Isolation]]>
Story: I can only hope by Tru Caylao Right as I we were about to leave one of my friends asked us if we were dating. Jamison just froze and my instant reaction was "no we aren't dating we're just friends." Jamison seemed kind of sad but I just didn't like him like that. As we walked out of the band room. He said "I do kind of like you though." It wasn't a surprise to me because I could already tell. My reaction was "You make it kind of obvious I already know."

We went on with our day he walked me to my next class, you know the normal. Then 3 hours later it is PE. Now me and all my friends (plus Jamison) have PE together. I know Jamison likes me, but I like this other guy name Dakota. Me and Jamison don't hang out during PE because my friends and him don't really care for each other. That day at PE I started dating Dakota and Jamison didn't know. He figured out and a few days wen't by without a problem.

Then a few days ago me and Jamison got into a huge fight. During the fight he told me he loved me. At that moment I was super confused because no one has ever told me they loved me. I also didn't get why he would tell me that. We didn't want to argue out loud so we were arguing on our computers but Dakota was right there and if he looked he could clearly see my screen.

So anyways he told me he loved me, I was shocked and then he decides to bring out of all people Dakota into this by saying. "Has Dakota ever told you he loves you for who you are and not what you look like."
Of course no because Dakota is that very socially awkward kid that is always telling me he's sorry for no reasoning at all.

Of course I got really mad and we argued more. Just as we were about to be fine again I said "That was horrible." and he said "I know you are." and then it was horrible again. Later on in our argument after I said something he said "I need you." I was really mad so I said "Well I have someone I don't need you anyways." From there we haven't talked we've only argued. The day before all of this I got mad at him and he jumped in front of a car. Then this happened and I haven't been able to get in touch with him. I'm really scared he did something to himself and I really need some help.
Tags: Love, Sadness, Fight, Worry, Suicidal]]>
Thu, 15 Dec 2016 06:15:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3209 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3209 Right as I we were about to leave one of my friends asked us if we were dating. Jamison just froze and my instant reaction was "no we aren't dating we're just friends." Jamison seemed kind of sad but I just didn't like him like that. As we walked out of the band room. He said "I do kind of like you though." It wasn't a surprise to me because I could already tell. My reaction was "You make it kind of obvious I already know."

We went on with our day he walked me to my next class, you know the normal. Then 3 hours later it is PE. Now me and all my friends (plus Jamison) have PE together. I know Jamison likes me, but I like this other guy name Dakota. Me and Jamison don't hang out during PE because my friends and him don't really care for each other. That day at PE I started dating Dakota and Jamison didn't know. He figured out and a few days wen't by without a problem.

Then a few days ago me and Jamison got into a huge fight. During the fight he told me he loved me. At that moment I was super confused because no one has ever told me they loved me. I also didn't get why he would tell me that. We didn't want to argue out loud so we were arguing on our computers but Dakota was right there and if he looked he could clearly see my screen.

So anyways he told me he loved me, I was shocked and then he decides to bring out of all people Dakota into this by saying. "Has Dakota ever told you he loves you for who you are and not what you look like."
Of course no because Dakota is that very socially awkward kid that is always telling me he's sorry for no reasoning at all.

Of course I got really mad and we argued more. Just as we were about to be fine again I said "That was horrible." and he said "I know you are." and then it was horrible again. Later on in our argument after I said something he said "I need you." I was really mad so I said "Well I have someone I don't need you anyways." From there we haven't talked we've only argued. The day before all of this I got mad at him and he jumped in front of a car. Then this happened and I haven't been able to get in touch with him. I'm really scared he did something to himself and I really need some help.
Tags: Love, Sadness, Fight, Worry, Suicidal]]>
Story: How Should I Feel About My Life? by Mitchell Harrison
Everything I’ve done is flushed down the drain. Most of the people that leave me, I would lay down my life for. I’m trapped in an endless cycle of betrayal, deceit and suicide. The ones I love, my Uncle, my Sister, my Mother, they have all tried committing suicide. My Uncle was successful. He drove into an excavator and crushed his side of the car. My Mum has tried overdosing, she tried giving me away to my Grandmother at the age of 5 and 10. My Sister tried cutting her wrists, she tried overdosing, she tried to run away from home and drown herself.

What is wrong with my family? My aunt is a heavy drug user, who lost her daughter because of the things she did. She had needles on the floor of her house, drugs being brought into her house all the time. Sometimes, she would even forget to cook food for her daughter or go to the shops and buy food. My cousin had to go to other houses to ask for a sandwich.

I need to toughen up. It isn’t my fault though. I’m a weak person. I can’t deal with any more loss, betrayal or heartache. Throughout my life, I have learned many things. Majority of those include who you can and cannot trust, who is lying and who is telling the truth. Those things are important to know in life.

People who have been hurt before know how I feel. If anyone ever needs a hand, I’m always there. I know how hard it is to talk to people you’ve never met before. You have trouble trusting them, you are unsure as to whether they will tell others or judge you. It’s difficult. That’s why I am there for those I know. I try helping.

Thinking about everything I have lived through, everyone who has left me, harmed me or put me down, I realise everything that happened was for a reason. If those things didn’t happen, I never would’ve met the one I love. I never would've met my best friend. I don’t know where I’d be without them. These people mean the world to me. If I were to hurt them in any way, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself.
My best friend was convinced by my ex-girlfriend that I was doing inappropriate things while they were together. He was ready to bash me. After that, I’ve been quite edgy. I can’t tell whether he will hurt me one day by accident, or if he will smash my head into a wall. I have trouble trusting my closest friends and family at times. Sometimes I even have trouble trusting my partner. This is messed up; it hurts not knowing whether the feelings people say they have are true. Yet I’m still here for people. No matter how many times I’ve been hurt, I still want to help people. Is that normal? I need guidance, but my mind and body is so sore. Help.
Tags: Life Story]]>
Sat, 10 Dec 2016 05:55:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3204 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3204
Everything I’ve done is flushed down the drain. Most of the people that leave me, I would lay down my life for. I’m trapped in an endless cycle of betrayal, deceit and suicide. The ones I love, my Uncle, my Sister, my Mother, they have all tried committing suicide. My Uncle was successful. He drove into an excavator and crushed his side of the car. My Mum has tried overdosing, she tried giving me away to my Grandmother at the age of 5 and 10. My Sister tried cutting her wrists, she tried overdosing, she tried to run away from home and drown herself.

What is wrong with my family? My aunt is a heavy drug user, who lost her daughter because of the things she did. She had needles on the floor of her house, drugs being brought into her house all the time. Sometimes, she would even forget to cook food for her daughter or go to the shops and buy food. My cousin had to go to other houses to ask for a sandwich.

I need to toughen up. It isn’t my fault though. I’m a weak person. I can’t deal with any more loss, betrayal or heartache. Throughout my life, I have learned many things. Majority of those include who you can and cannot trust, who is lying and who is telling the truth. Those things are important to know in life.

People who have been hurt before know how I feel. If anyone ever needs a hand, I’m always there. I know how hard it is to talk to people you’ve never met before. You have trouble trusting them, you are unsure as to whether they will tell others or judge you. It’s difficult. That’s why I am there for those I know. I try helping.

Thinking about everything I have lived through, everyone who has left me, harmed me or put me down, I realise everything that happened was for a reason. If those things didn’t happen, I never would’ve met the one I love. I never would've met my best friend. I don’t know where I’d be without them. These people mean the world to me. If I were to hurt them in any way, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself.
My best friend was convinced by my ex-girlfriend that I was doing inappropriate things while they were together. He was ready to bash me. After that, I’ve been quite edgy. I can’t tell whether he will hurt me one day by accident, or if he will smash my head into a wall. I have trouble trusting my closest friends and family at times. Sometimes I even have trouble trusting my partner. This is messed up; it hurts not knowing whether the feelings people say they have are true. Yet I’m still here for people. No matter how many times I’ve been hurt, I still want to help people. Is that normal? I need guidance, but my mind and body is so sore. Help.
Tags: Life Story]]>
Poem: Hydrangeas by Michael Lipps Life is dark and unfeeling
unremorseful
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
Is gone
To another place

Unknown and incomprehensible to the human eye and imagination
There was one lonely flower
Sky blue petals neatly packed into a ball
Aroma so attractive and soft yet complex to the nose
Sheltered by walls of rotted flesh
Protected by the remnants of a rusted cross
In that boy’s still clenched hand
Seeing that hydrangea
Somehow gives me certainty
That everything will work out in the end
This flower turned something horrible and mangled
Into a home

Now whenever I see the sky blue petals of a hydrangea
I see hope for the future
That in happiness or death
Everything will work out and I won’t be forgotten
My body will become a sanctuary for all
And not a single inch of my flesh will be wasted
As long as nobody picks that hydrangea from my skull
Or moves my body from those woods
Or touches that cross in my hand
I won’t be forgotten
I will be taken by nature
And I will sink into the darkness
And everything I was and could've been
Will be taken to that place Unknown
Beyond the vastness of the human mind and the reality that we undoubtedly live in
Tags: Depression, Suicide, Darkness]]>
Thu, 08 Dec 2016 08:15:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3724 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3724 Life is dark and unfeeling
unremorseful
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
Is gone
To another place

Unknown and incomprehensible to the human eye and imagination
There was one lonely flower
Sky blue petals neatly packed into a ball
Aroma so attractive and soft yet complex to the nose
Sheltered by walls of rotted flesh
Protected by the remnants of a rusted cross
In that boy’s still clenched hand
Seeing that hydrangea
Somehow gives me certainty
That everything will work out in the end
This flower turned something horrible and mangled
Into a home

Now whenever I see the sky blue petals of a hydrangea
I see hope for the future
That in happiness or death
Everything will work out and I won’t be forgotten
My body will become a sanctuary for all
And not a single inch of my flesh will be wasted
As long as nobody picks that hydrangea from my skull
Or moves my body from those woods
Or touches that cross in my hand
I won’t be forgotten
I will be taken by nature
And I will sink into the darkness
And everything I was and could've been
Will be taken to that place Unknown
Beyond the vastness of the human mind and the reality that we undoubtedly live in
Tags: Depression, Suicide, Darkness]]>
Poem: The Girl With A Thousand Names by Michael Lipps All her freckles and scars
I see her face when I close my eyes
I gave you all my love
I gave you all of me
I opened my soul to you
Where are you now
How many times did you lie to me
Did you really love me or was it all just a fantasy
Was I in a comatose state stuck in my own body
creating my own reality
I still feel your touch
Your lips
The skin on the tips of your fingers

I still remember your voice and your laugh
I remember your smile
I still feel you popping the blood vessels on my my neck
I still feel your breath on my neck
I can smell you
See you
Hear you
Taste you
I remember going to the park to smoke cigarettes
I can still see the smoke flowing out of your mouth in rings
I remember you sneaking out of the house to see me
There was so much passion between us
What happened
Tell me
Is the flame gone
Can it ever be re-lit
Have you moved on already
Am I the only one frozen in time
Trapped in the past
Are you haunted by memories of me
Does everything you see remind you of me
Have you forgotten about me

You are the angel with broken wings who haunts my dreams
I remember us skipping class to see each other
Just to love each other the only way we knew how
Behind that dumpster after school
I still remember all the times you called me a tease
I remember you crawling on top of me
Softly telling me to shut up before kissing me
I remember skinny jeans, dubstep, Corona and cigarette smoke
I miss you
I need you
I love you
Tags: Sad Love, Remorse, Depression, Memories]]>
Wed, 07 Dec 2016 08:10:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3723 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3723 All her freckles and scars
I see her face when I close my eyes
I gave you all my love
I gave you all of me
I opened my soul to you
Where are you now
How many times did you lie to me
Did you really love me or was it all just a fantasy
Was I in a comatose state stuck in my own body
creating my own reality
I still feel your touch
Your lips
The skin on the tips of your fingers

I still remember your voice and your laugh
I remember your smile
I still feel you popping the blood vessels on my my neck
I still feel your breath on my neck
I can smell you
See you
Hear you
Taste you
I remember going to the park to smoke cigarettes
I can still see the smoke flowing out of your mouth in rings
I remember you sneaking out of the house to see me
There was so much passion between us
What happened
Tell me
Is the flame gone
Can it ever be re-lit
Have you moved on already
Am I the only one frozen in time
Trapped in the past
Are you haunted by memories of me
Does everything you see remind you of me
Have you forgotten about me

You are the angel with broken wings who haunts my dreams
I remember us skipping class to see each other
Just to love each other the only way we knew how
Behind that dumpster after school
I still remember all the times you called me a tease
I remember you crawling on top of me
Softly telling me to shut up before kissing me
I remember skinny jeans, dubstep, Corona and cigarette smoke
I miss you
I need you
I love you
Tags: Sad Love, Remorse, Depression, Memories]]>
Poem: Insolvent by Michael Lipps Don't spit out words that are plastic and fake
Like the way you moan in the bedroom
you lie awake at night
And think about your future
Tell me what your thinking
Tell me that the flame is gone
Gone forever and it can’t ever be re-lit
I had everything but I still found the bad in the good
Unnecessary pain and bleeding
Now I know the truth
After drowning in all the lies

Please pull me out of the darkness
I can't hold my breath any longer
It's filling my lungs
Flowing through my bloodstream
Into my heart and into my brain
Altering my view on reality
I can't tell what’s the truth
And what is just the result of this broken record skipping over and over again
It's leaking out of the cracks
The tears have melted the glue holding it all together
Holding all of it in

One day i'm gonna snap and I can't have you around when I do
Cause I know i’ll hurt someone
And I can't stand to see you hurting because of me
But now I realize it's not me it's you
All the ruined friendships
All the crippling debt i've thought I had to live with
It's your turn to live with the dept
Your turn to try and glue all the pieces together
But the cracks will still show
And there's no way to hide them
Maybe your next man will think twice before taking you home
After seeing all the baggage you come with
And the weekly deposits of his own self esteem he has to make
I'm done making deposits
I'm bankrupt
I've lost my shelter and my self esteem
To the corrupt bank teller
You call your heart...
Tags: Sad Love, Depression, Heartbroken]]>
Tue, 06 Dec 2016 08:05:04 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3722 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3722 Don't spit out words that are plastic and fake
Like the way you moan in the bedroom
you lie awake at night
And think about your future
Tell me what your thinking
Tell me that the flame is gone
Gone forever and it can’t ever be re-lit
I had everything but I still found the bad in the good
Unnecessary pain and bleeding
Now I know the truth
After drowning in all the lies

Please pull me out of the darkness
I can't hold my breath any longer
It's filling my lungs
Flowing through my bloodstream
Into my heart and into my brain
Altering my view on reality
I can't tell what’s the truth
And what is just the result of this broken record skipping over and over again
It's leaking out of the cracks
The tears have melted the glue holding it all together
Holding all of it in

One day i'm gonna snap and I can't have you around when I do
Cause I know i’ll hurt someone
And I can't stand to see you hurting because of me
But now I realize it's not me it's you
All the ruined friendships
All the crippling debt i've thought I had to live with
It's your turn to live with the dept
Your turn to try and glue all the pieces together
But the cracks will still show
And there's no way to hide them
Maybe your next man will think twice before taking you home
After seeing all the baggage you come with
And the weekly deposits of his own self esteem he has to make
I'm done making deposits
I'm bankrupt
I've lost my shelter and my self esteem
To the corrupt bank teller
You call your heart...
Tags: Sad Love, Depression, Heartbroken]]>
Poem: Three Poetic Fragments by Theodore B. Dove (D.T) Who's fair shine did naught but wither once in decline.
So is mine hearts' pulse only flickers of light divine,
Cast, in turn, into that wearying darkness of nights' malign.

- - -

Whereat can one find thou muse? Whereat must one seek?
Barren fields whom once bore trees, feel no longer roots,
And have so little thereof to speak; numb they fall to sleep.

Through thou windowpane cast thou eye - as do I.

- - -

How could it be right, that the philandering starlight, which -
traversing the dark bleak universe - lights up our skies,
be compared to thou eyes?
Tags: Short, Dark, Light, Sadness, Muse, Love]]>
Mon, 05 Dec 2016 08:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3721 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_poem.php?id=3721 Who's fair shine did naught but wither once in decline.
So is mine hearts' pulse only flickers of light divine,
Cast, in turn, into that wearying darkness of nights' malign.

- - -

Whereat can one find thou muse? Whereat must one seek?
Barren fields whom once bore trees, feel no longer roots,
And have so little thereof to speak; numb they fall to sleep.

Through thou windowpane cast thou eye - as do I.

- - -

How could it be right, that the philandering starlight, which -
traversing the dark bleak universe - lights up our skies,
be compared to thou eyes?
Tags: Short, Dark, Light, Sadness, Muse, Love]]>
Story: Alone by Sheri
Most of this started back when i was admitted at the hospital, recently diagnosed with extreme depression and severe social anxiety.
May 20, 2016 i was brought into emergency for self harm. After a few hours of waiting the doctor took us to the psych ward... or "psych emerg" security guards nearby as well, they were friendly yes very friendly. Another few hours pass and its clear im going to be staying here so im all excited thinking that its all going to be a joy ride. I have my phone so what could go wrong, the only one who kept me sane in that small room was my boyfriend we dont live in the same city no, im in canada. Him in the states so far apart but we were and we still are closer than anyone could expect from a long distance relationship. He is my world, he kept me alive to this point cause a few months ago i would have ended it all because of my family. But he was there. He called and i put the knife down and fell asleep to his voice saying positive things. He just has that perfect texan accent i love. But i love him for who he is... not what he looks like but for his personality, for him just being him. Days pass and im waiting to get to the unit still, my boyfriend always there but i dont fully rely on him, only cause of him i can stand on my own but i still need him by my side and i always will. On May 24 im finally brought up to the unit, unit 23 i thought it was going to be fun. I fought back when they said i no longer had the right to talk to my boyfriend. But eventually they got me to give in, a few days i stay in bed... crying, hoping i would get out of that hell.

June 14
Annoying new roommate obsessed with Attack on Titan... kissed me right away when the nurses left our room... short little one, transgender too. I didnt fight back because i would be at fault, nobody would believe that i was trying to stop this person. Later that night i was touched sexually in my sleep... i woke to this but acted asleep knowing i cant do anything, as the agressive one i would be at fault, it would not be self defense to the nurses.

June 20
Still getting worse i hate it and im beginning to starve myself, all they want to do is control me. But im not some pet, individual work hmph and ANGER management, if i never had this self taught anger management alot of people would be dead right now. So i dont kneed that never have and never will.

June 28
Discharge meeting, finally i can go home. And home is where i want to stay.

A few hours hours and im on the couch snuggling one of my cats Sweetpea. Im happy and i enjoy being home for the first time in a month its wonderful.

The next few days are good very good im loosing weight which is AMAZING for me and im super excited for school in a few months new high school... better than the one i was at before, no more bullies cause im in a program with other teens just like me.

About a month passes and im taken out of my favorite summer camp a day after i get there, im devistated at the loss and attempt suicide but again my boyfriend was there so i calmed down. Later that day we have to pack a few things again for a meeting with a place called Woods homes. Mom leaves and im left without the love of my life again... im trapped again going through the same thing over and over again. No phone again, so its tough cause my boyfriend promised he would always be here for me, he has probably plotted murders for everyone at this place knowing how difficult it is for me here away from home and away from him...

Another month later its the first day of school and my last day at woods. Also my first day at home again. School is amazing it really is... after the breakup it was difficult,

The breakup happened one night. I was having a bad day and he was there... he told me he wasnt feeling okay so i did my usual, i helped him to his feet, i helped him fight the depression. Then his mother texts me.. we have a conversation. In the end i broke up with him because of her... i didnt know she would use my mental disabilities to get in my head... i threaten her the next day cause i was trying to defend myself. Even after the event me and him are close...

Three weeks after the breakup i cant take it anymore so he asks to try again with a relationship knowing it was hard for me to call him "bestie" when i had such strong feelings for him, and he the same feelings for me. We forget about the breakup and continue loving eachother secretly. Our bond stronger than ever now. We both know it will never break, our love is strong and we always help eachother. I want to plan a trip to see him but i give up... cause i know mom will never let me go cause she hates me... and since grandma moved to the other province (British Columbia) its been hard...

October 6
Its my special boy's birthday today... he turns seventeen today. I love him so much, and grandma comes six days from now and i am so happy! My birthday gift to him is a drawing, that was also an art contest submission for the yearbook, he loves the drawing! He wishes to be with me so much but the distance still keeps us apart...

October 27 (today)
Im still sick... sore as heck i can barely move without crying in pain. But nobody believes me as i am stuck in bed. When nobody is looking i take atleast fifteen sleeping pills and start saying goodbye to everyone. Knowing my life will never get better. I wake a few hours later... depressed my suicide attempt didnt work. And since my boyfriend was at school at the time he could not talk much... he had to go to his car at lunch... to be alone, i texted him later on... yet again... he is the only reason im still here... i fight only for him...

If you say for me just to get over my depression, then you dont know what its like. I skipped alot of things because im in a rush right now... nobody believes my pain everyone thinks its a lie and im tired of it, im tired of being strong for everyone else when im treated so badly by most people. Scars cover my body neck to thighs each one a sign when i lost the emotional battle in my head. I have more to say but my story is boring nobody needs to know about my problems. As a dragon artist im always picked on... ive never taken art classes but im damn good at drawing dragons.
Tags: Love, Suicide, Suffering, Sadness, Crying, Self Harm, Breakup, True Story, True Love]]>
Mon, 05 Dec 2016 05:35:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3208 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3208
Most of this started back when i was admitted at the hospital, recently diagnosed with extreme depression and severe social anxiety.
May 20, 2016 i was brought into emergency for self harm. After a few hours of waiting the doctor took us to the psych ward... or "psych emerg" security guards nearby as well, they were friendly yes very friendly. Another few hours pass and its clear im going to be staying here so im all excited thinking that its all going to be a joy ride. I have my phone so what could go wrong, the only one who kept me sane in that small room was my boyfriend we dont live in the same city no, im in canada. Him in the states so far apart but we were and we still are closer than anyone could expect from a long distance relationship. He is my world, he kept me alive to this point cause a few months ago i would have ended it all because of my family. But he was there. He called and i put the knife down and fell asleep to his voice saying positive things. He just has that perfect texan accent i love. But i love him for who he is... not what he looks like but for his personality, for him just being him. Days pass and im waiting to get to the unit still, my boyfriend always there but i dont fully rely on him, only cause of him i can stand on my own but i still need him by my side and i always will. On May 24 im finally brought up to the unit, unit 23 i thought it was going to be fun. I fought back when they said i no longer had the right to talk to my boyfriend. But eventually they got me to give in, a few days i stay in bed... crying, hoping i would get out of that hell.

June 14
Annoying new roommate obsessed with Attack on Titan... kissed me right away when the nurses left our room... short little one, transgender too. I didnt fight back because i would be at fault, nobody would believe that i was trying to stop this person. Later that night i was touched sexually in my sleep... i woke to this but acted asleep knowing i cant do anything, as the agressive one i would be at fault, it would not be self defense to the nurses.

June 20
Still getting worse i hate it and im beginning to starve myself, all they want to do is control me. But im not some pet, individual work hmph and ANGER management, if i never had this self taught anger management alot of people would be dead right now. So i dont kneed that never have and never will.

June 28
Discharge meeting, finally i can go home. And home is where i want to stay.

A few hours hours and im on the couch snuggling one of my cats Sweetpea. Im happy and i enjoy being home for the first time in a month its wonderful.

The next few days are good very good im loosing weight which is AMAZING for me and im super excited for school in a few months new high school... better than the one i was at before, no more bullies cause im in a program with other teens just like me.

About a month passes and im taken out of my favorite summer camp a day after i get there, im devistated at the loss and attempt suicide but again my boyfriend was there so i calmed down. Later that day we have to pack a few things again for a meeting with a place called Woods homes. Mom leaves and im left without the love of my life again... im trapped again going through the same thing over and over again. No phone again, so its tough cause my boyfriend promised he would always be here for me, he has probably plotted murders for everyone at this place knowing how difficult it is for me here away from home and away from him...

Another month later its the first day of school and my last day at woods. Also my first day at home again. School is amazing it really is... after the breakup it was difficult,

The breakup happened one night. I was having a bad day and he was there... he told me he wasnt feeling okay so i did my usual, i helped him to his feet, i helped him fight the depression. Then his mother texts me.. we have a conversation. In the end i broke up with him because of her... i didnt know she would use my mental disabilities to get in my head... i threaten her the next day cause i was trying to defend myself. Even after the event me and him are close...

Three weeks after the breakup i cant take it anymore so he asks to try again with a relationship knowing it was hard for me to call him "bestie" when i had such strong feelings for him, and he the same feelings for me. We forget about the breakup and continue loving eachother secretly. Our bond stronger than ever now. We both know it will never break, our love is strong and we always help eachother. I want to plan a trip to see him but i give up... cause i know mom will never let me go cause she hates me... and since grandma moved to the other province (British Columbia) its been hard...

October 6
Its my special boy's birthday today... he turns seventeen today. I love him so much, and grandma comes six days from now and i am so happy! My birthday gift to him is a drawing, that was also an art contest submission for the yearbook, he loves the drawing! He wishes to be with me so much but the distance still keeps us apart...

October 27 (today)
Im still sick... sore as heck i can barely move without crying in pain. But nobody believes me as i am stuck in bed. When nobody is looking i take atleast fifteen sleeping pills and start saying goodbye to everyone. Knowing my life will never get better. I wake a few hours later... depressed my suicide attempt didnt work. And since my boyfriend was at school at the time he could not talk much... he had to go to his car at lunch... to be alone, i texted him later on... yet again... he is the only reason im still here... i fight only for him...

If you say for me just to get over my depression, then you dont know what its like. I skipped alot of things because im in a rush right now... nobody believes my pain everyone thinks its a lie and im tired of it, im tired of being strong for everyone else when im treated so badly by most people. Scars cover my body neck to thighs each one a sign when i lost the emotional battle in my head. I have more to say but my story is boring nobody needs to know about my problems. As a dragon artist im always picked on... ive never taken art classes but im damn good at drawing dragons.
Tags: Love, Suicide, Suffering, Sadness, Crying, Self Harm, Breakup, True Story, True Love]]>
Story: Homura´s Story by AnyeSlevaker ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Her name was Homura. She wasn´t the best looking, nor was she the most popular or smartest. All she had was her smile, which hid deep sadness that could drown an ocean if it was let out.
She slowly walked around the city, not quite sure of where she was going or what she was doing. After stopping, she looked around a bit. She sniffed and thought to herself, ´mmm....smells like butterscotch pie...´ She smiled a bit as she walked toward the amazing smell. She ended up at a small and cute yet suspicious-looking stand that had a couple small pieces of pie sitting out. She looked for someone who owned the cart but absolutely no one was around.
She decided to be generous and left five dollars on the cart in place of the pie that she slowly took and started eating. She walked back to the beach and smiled as she watched the ocean while slowly eating her pie. She began to eat slower and slower, noticing something was odd in the pie. Her body felt weird as well. She blinked and slowly looked down at the pie with a nauseous feeling.
Looking through her pie, she found a powdery white residue. She became dizzy and slowly collapsed, blacking out and dropping her pie.
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A few hours later, she slowly woke up looking around. She was cold and it was very dark outside. Sitting outside and crying was her only comfort right now. Her sleeves had been ripped off and very mean names had been carved into her arms. She noticed it after crying for a few minutes and she sobbed more.
She slowly got up after about 2 hours of crying. Her arms hurt like hell, and she could hardly breathe. She began walking to the nearest building which happened to be a 24-hour convenience store. Entering slowly, she looked around for bandages and a new set of clothes. She grabbed the bandage wraps and a white shirt to go with her peach-ish colored bottoms. She paid for them then went to the restroom and changes as well as dressed her arms with the bandages.
She sighed softly and looked at herself in the mirror while thinking of all the terrible names that had been carved into her arms. She began to sob once more then she walked out of the convenience store. She hid for a few days in a dark corner before deciding to do something devastating to everyone but herself. She believed it would bring her peace and relief in her self-loathing world.
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As she walked to the cliff she cried. Her heart ached and yearned for some sort of comfort, but she knew better than to get her hopes up. She stood on top of the cliff, looking solemnly at the cold and dark water below her. She then saw a man on the beach. He looked as if he had just finished playing some sort of sport but had just collapsed on the beach. She gasped and ran down to him to make sure he was ok before doing her deed. She sat on her knees beside him and lifted his head up while shaking him slightly. She frowned and looked at him.
As she was about to look away, the male quickly opened his eyes. She looked confused because his eyes had a weird, almost other-worldly look to them. He then made a very funny face, spouting water out of his ears, head, and nose. Homura began to at first snicker but then burst into laughter. She laughed for what seemed like hours before wiping a tear and looking at him. He looked back at her and smiled as well.
Afterwards, they had spent day after day together. Laughter and happiness had filled her world once more. She had fallen deeply in love with him. She had decided to go back to her home and apologize to her mother and father even if it really didn´t matter what she did.
Unfortunately, their time together had to come to an unfortunate abrupt end. Her parents had sat her down and told her that they had to move and she had no say in the matter. She was devastated and didn´t want to end her time with her lovely boyfriend...but she had no choice.
The next day she went to the bridge and ran into Jyushi. She smiled but then quickly wiped it completely away. He was planning to give her flowers and it made her so happy...but she couldn´t get all giddy. She had to pretend to reject him. As he smiled and was ready to give her the flowers, but she began to cry and she loudly said no. She quickly ran away after speaking and went home to finish her packing.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Once she got on the train with her parents, she cried quietly. Her mother glared at her then hit upside the head to get her to stop crying. She sucked it up and looked down as the train began to move. She looked out the window with her hand against the glass. She let a tear slip down her cheek as she whispered, ¨Please...never forget me...¨
They arrived at their new home and she sighed. She went to her room and unpacked her stuff. She was going to head downstairs to eat dinner but she heard her parents arguing for hours. She had eventually fallen asleep. For that night and the nights and nights after that, all she did was dream of her amazing times with Jyushi. She didn´t have as many suicidal thoughts as before but she had picked up another bad habit. She had started to cut her arms deeply to keep away the pain, but not deep enough to die from.
After a few days in her home, her family was the same as it had always been. Her father was drunk in front of the tv, using her as a footrest. If she moved her would kick her hard in the side. Her mother would throw glass dishes at her when she didn´t do as she was told. It was this way for about a year and a half. Physical, mental, and sometimes sexual abuse.
She had finally turned 18 and she was out of the house. An anonymous ticket had appeared in the mail for her to go back to her long lost boyfriend. She hurriedly packed her stuff back up and ran to the train station. As she got on the train, she cried with joy.
Now we are at the present day and she is trying her best to be a good girlfriend. She has decided to tell hi all of what she had to go through, but she couldn´t find the words to say it. So she typed her story and showed him while sitting right beside him.
~~~~ END
Tags: Depression, Sadness, Happiness, Heartache]]>
Sun, 04 Dec 2016 05:30:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3207 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3207 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Her name was Homura. She wasn´t the best looking, nor was she the most popular or smartest. All she had was her smile, which hid deep sadness that could drown an ocean if it was let out.
She slowly walked around the city, not quite sure of where she was going or what she was doing. After stopping, she looked around a bit. She sniffed and thought to herself, ´mmm....smells like butterscotch pie...´ She smiled a bit as she walked toward the amazing smell. She ended up at a small and cute yet suspicious-looking stand that had a couple small pieces of pie sitting out. She looked for someone who owned the cart but absolutely no one was around.
She decided to be generous and left five dollars on the cart in place of the pie that she slowly took and started eating. She walked back to the beach and smiled as she watched the ocean while slowly eating her pie. She began to eat slower and slower, noticing something was odd in the pie. Her body felt weird as well. She blinked and slowly looked down at the pie with a nauseous feeling.
Looking through her pie, she found a powdery white residue. She became dizzy and slowly collapsed, blacking out and dropping her pie.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A few hours later, she slowly woke up looking around. She was cold and it was very dark outside. Sitting outside and crying was her only comfort right now. Her sleeves had been ripped off and very mean names had been carved into her arms. She noticed it after crying for a few minutes and she sobbed more.
She slowly got up after about 2 hours of crying. Her arms hurt like hell, and she could hardly breathe. She began walking to the nearest building which happened to be a 24-hour convenience store. Entering slowly, she looked around for bandages and a new set of clothes. She grabbed the bandage wraps and a white shirt to go with her peach-ish colored bottoms. She paid for them then went to the restroom and changes as well as dressed her arms with the bandages.
She sighed softly and looked at herself in the mirror while thinking of all the terrible names that had been carved into her arms. She began to sob once more then she walked out of the convenience store. She hid for a few days in a dark corner before deciding to do something devastating to everyone but herself. She believed it would bring her peace and relief in her self-loathing world.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As she walked to the cliff she cried. Her heart ached and yearned for some sort of comfort, but she knew better than to get her hopes up. She stood on top of the cliff, looking solemnly at the cold and dark water below her. She then saw a man on the beach. He looked as if he had just finished playing some sort of sport but had just collapsed on the beach. She gasped and ran down to him to make sure he was ok before doing her deed. She sat on her knees beside him and lifted his head up while shaking him slightly. She frowned and looked at him.
As she was about to look away, the male quickly opened his eyes. She looked confused because his eyes had a weird, almost other-worldly look to them. He then made a very funny face, spouting water out of his ears, head, and nose. Homura began to at first snicker but then burst into laughter. She laughed for what seemed like hours before wiping a tear and looking at him. He looked back at her and smiled as well.
Afterwards, they had spent day after day together. Laughter and happiness had filled her world once more. She had fallen deeply in love with him. She had decided to go back to her home and apologize to her mother and father even if it really didn´t matter what she did.
Unfortunately, their time together had to come to an unfortunate abrupt end. Her parents had sat her down and told her that they had to move and she had no say in the matter. She was devastated and didn´t want to end her time with her lovely boyfriend...but she had no choice.
The next day she went to the bridge and ran into Jyushi. She smiled but then quickly wiped it completely away. He was planning to give her flowers and it made her so happy...but she couldn´t get all giddy. She had to pretend to reject him. As he smiled and was ready to give her the flowers, but she began to cry and she loudly said no. She quickly ran away after speaking and went home to finish her packing.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Once she got on the train with her parents, she cried quietly. Her mother glared at her then hit upside the head to get her to stop crying. She sucked it up and looked down as the train began to move. She looked out the window with her hand against the glass. She let a tear slip down her cheek as she whispered, ¨Please...never forget me...¨
They arrived at their new home and she sighed. She went to her room and unpacked her stuff. She was going to head downstairs to eat dinner but she heard her parents arguing for hours. She had eventually fallen asleep. For that night and the nights and nights after that, all she did was dream of her amazing times with Jyushi. She didn´t have as many suicidal thoughts as before but she had picked up another bad habit. She had started to cut her arms deeply to keep away the pain, but not deep enough to die from.
After a few days in her home, her family was the same as it had always been. Her father was drunk in front of the tv, using her as a footrest. If she moved her would kick her hard in the side. Her mother would throw glass dishes at her when she didn´t do as she was told. It was this way for about a year and a half. Physical, mental, and sometimes sexual abuse.
She had finally turned 18 and she was out of the house. An anonymous ticket had appeared in the mail for her to go back to her long lost boyfriend. She hurriedly packed her stuff back up and ran to the train station. As she got on the train, she cried with joy.
Now we are at the present day and she is trying her best to be a good girlfriend. She has decided to tell hi all of what she had to go through, but she couldn´t find the words to say it. So she typed her story and showed him while sitting right beside him.
~~~~ END
Tags: Depression, Sadness, Happiness, Heartache]]>
Song: What will I Do Without Your Love by Jerry Harrenstein
Just as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.

Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
you began to cry and with hesitation
I wondered if I saw a lie.
Then I began to cry.
Do I go on without knowing, or do I
let my heart say I must be going?

My pain is so deep
I can not even sleep.
The days are getting shorter
and my love is going in that order.
Time is near my dear
and I must make things clear.
Perhaps a smile, or your gentle touch.
Would that be asking too much?

Loving you is all I want to do
and that is not hard for me to do
especially when it is someone like you.
I believe in love and you too, but
without your love what will I do?
What will I do without you...
Tags: Sad, Unloved]]>
Sat, 03 Dec 2016 19:51:20 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=238 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=238
Just as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.

Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
you began to cry and with hesitation
I wondered if I saw a lie.
Then I began to cry.
Do I go on without knowing, or do I
let my heart say I must be going?

My pain is so deep
I can not even sleep.
The days are getting shorter
and my love is going in that order.
Time is near my dear
and I must make things clear.
Perhaps a smile, or your gentle touch.
Would that be asking too much?

Loving you is all I want to do
and that is not hard for me to do
especially when it is someone like you.
I believe in love and you too, but
without your love what will I do?
What will I do without you...
Tags: Sad, Unloved]]>
Story: Expectation Hurts by Asif
Ruhi, it was her, we came into relation in our high school. Before we’re together I was one tough to look at girls, as a thought that “Man! These girls are useless”, this is how I use to be. But this thought wasn’t long last for so much days. Soon, I got myself in her eyes and arm. She had a crush on me, but she doesn’t have a way to speak with this tough guy. Somehow, by a chance she ping me as thinking it’s a friend of her. But I got it, that she unaware about whom she texting with, I explained that she was on a wrong person. And I show myself whom she doesn’t believe me. At last she came to know that it’s me. She was excited and started telling her friends about our conversation. Those girls were jealous of her, because they wants to make friends with me. But my girl got into that. Here comes our story started, a beautiful beginning. I saw changes in me, not like early days, thought that “Hey! There is a girl whom she can make you fall for her”. Our days flow like Early meet before classes starts, late meet before going back home, cute texting, sharing love with chocolates, lone walk in empty roads, they were One wonderful bunch of days in my life.

Days passed in the same way, our final exams got over. We’re in a situation where our parents came to know about us, they didn’t accept us. She left me because she was forced to be. After some days, she came back. Which is unexpected. I never thought that she will be mine again. I have fallen for her just how I did earlier. Sooner we become together like as same as we were in those days. However it wasn’t delightful for both of us, ‘cause as much I wanted in her wasn’t with her with me. Yes, I was being crazy about her and always being mad at her. Whenever I ask her “don’t u have any feel on me, just how I have?”, every time she replies “I do, but I don’t express”. This will be a kind of hurt.

Knowing each other’s state that we will never going to be together. I took a decision to leave her as soon as possible… but I am still in the state of fear to leave her forever. ‘Cause I Love her much as never loved any one just how I love her. She always be special for me, I wanted to express it to her and show her how special she is for me. But it will be one sided, she don’t be expressive, even though she loves me much.

I've been like this till now. just like starving for her care and love......
Tags: Hurt, Pain]]>
Sat, 19 Nov 2016 04:30:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3203 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3203
Ruhi, it was her, we came into relation in our high school. Before we’re together I was one tough to look at girls, as a thought that “Man! These girls are useless”, this is how I use to be. But this thought wasn’t long last for so much days. Soon, I got myself in her eyes and arm. She had a crush on me, but she doesn’t have a way to speak with this tough guy. Somehow, by a chance she ping me as thinking it’s a friend of her. But I got it, that she unaware about whom she texting with, I explained that she was on a wrong person. And I show myself whom she doesn’t believe me. At last she came to know that it’s me. She was excited and started telling her friends about our conversation. Those girls were jealous of her, because they wants to make friends with me. But my girl got into that. Here comes our story started, a beautiful beginning. I saw changes in me, not like early days, thought that “Hey! There is a girl whom she can make you fall for her”. Our days flow like Early meet before classes starts, late meet before going back home, cute texting, sharing love with chocolates, lone walk in empty roads, they were One wonderful bunch of days in my life.

Days passed in the same way, our final exams got over. We’re in a situation where our parents came to know about us, they didn’t accept us. She left me because she was forced to be. After some days, she came back. Which is unexpected. I never thought that she will be mine again. I have fallen for her just how I did earlier. Sooner we become together like as same as we were in those days. However it wasn’t delightful for both of us, ‘cause as much I wanted in her wasn’t with her with me. Yes, I was being crazy about her and always being mad at her. Whenever I ask her “don’t u have any feel on me, just how I have?”, every time she replies “I do, but I don’t express”. This will be a kind of hurt.

Knowing each other’s state that we will never going to be together. I took a decision to leave her as soon as possible… but I am still in the state of fear to leave her forever. ‘Cause I Love her much as never loved any one just how I love her. She always be special for me, I wanted to express it to her and show her how special she is for me. But it will be one sided, she don’t be expressive, even though she loves me much.

I've been like this till now. just like starving for her care and love......
Tags: Hurt, Pain]]>
Story: Her.... by bremybok77
His smile is just so amazing... I can't help but to stop and take a second to let it sink in. His voice is like a harmony, not too high, but not too low. It's just right. And his laugh, oh, his laugh, it melts my heart. Once he's done, I just wanna hear it again. Just one more time. I love him....

I talked to him for the second time today. The bell had just rung to go to 7th period and I was sat in the lunch room, on the wall, next to the wide, almost corridor like, walkway. I had seen my friend Joseph and decided to wave. He didn't seem to notice me, so I waved again. In the corner of my eye I see him.... He was just a few steps in front of him. I'm hoping and wishing with every bone in my body that he thinks I'm waving at him. He does. He waves.

I was completely shocked at first, didn't know what to do. Like an idiot, I kept waving. But he kept waving too as he got closer to me. The next thing I know, my body stands up and I'm ready to start walking with him. I almost freeze. Then, very awkwardly, I say "hi" he says it back, I repeat, he repeats, I repeat again, and he does too.... How could I have been so awkward? I pulled my arm back and stopped waving to then go through my hair very shyly. He walks by, taking a little look back at me, but it didn't stop him.

After 7th period I go to the bathroom. There's only one class left for the day. I take my time, knowing that he'd be walking with his friend to class which was the same class that I am in. They take a little while, they talk a lot. I come out of the bathroom hoping to get just a glimpse of him. I do.... He was saying goodbye to his friend. I took a couple more steps, my heart sank... he hugged her.... He had talked to me before over messaging how he thought they would start dating. I wanted to forget about what he said so badly, and I still do....
The more I look at her, the more jealous I become. She's perfect. She's smart, nice, beautiful, short (which guys love, I'm usually the same height as them, so yeah...), motivated.... She's the "perfect" girl. I wish I could be her for a day... or at least have him for a day. Yeah.... Just him. I want to know that he cares about me; I want to know he wants me; I want to know he loves me.... But he doesn't.
He loves her....
Tags: Sad, Love, Unloved, Heartbroken]]>
Fri, 18 Nov 2016 04:25:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3201 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3201
His smile is just so amazing... I can't help but to stop and take a second to let it sink in. His voice is like a harmony, not too high, but not too low. It's just right. And his laugh, oh, his laugh, it melts my heart. Once he's done, I just wanna hear it again. Just one more time. I love him....

I talked to him for the second time today. The bell had just rung to go to 7th period and I was sat in the lunch room, on the wall, next to the wide, almost corridor like, walkway. I had seen my friend Joseph and decided to wave. He didn't seem to notice me, so I waved again. In the corner of my eye I see him.... He was just a few steps in front of him. I'm hoping and wishing with every bone in my body that he thinks I'm waving at him. He does. He waves.

I was completely shocked at first, didn't know what to do. Like an idiot, I kept waving. But he kept waving too as he got closer to me. The next thing I know, my body stands up and I'm ready to start walking with him. I almost freeze. Then, very awkwardly, I say "hi" he says it back, I repeat, he repeats, I repeat again, and he does too.... How could I have been so awkward? I pulled my arm back and stopped waving to then go through my hair very shyly. He walks by, taking a little look back at me, but it didn't stop him.

After 7th period I go to the bathroom. There's only one class left for the day. I take my time, knowing that he'd be walking with his friend to class which was the same class that I am in. They take a little while, they talk a lot. I come out of the bathroom hoping to get just a glimpse of him. I do.... He was saying goodbye to his friend. I took a couple more steps, my heart sank... he hugged her.... He had talked to me before over messaging how he thought they would start dating. I wanted to forget about what he said so badly, and I still do....
The more I look at her, the more jealous I become. She's perfect. She's smart, nice, beautiful, short (which guys love, I'm usually the same height as them, so yeah...), motivated.... She's the "perfect" girl. I wish I could be her for a day... or at least have him for a day. Yeah.... Just him. I want to know that he cares about me; I want to know he wants me; I want to know he loves me.... But he doesn't.
He loves her....
Tags: Sad, Love, Unloved, Heartbroken]]>
Story: It's Here It's Gone... by Arianna
His name was Derek. The bad boy in school. He was always getting into trouble at it kinda made me mad. I mean i was the one who kept the school neat and tidy he was messing everything up. I hated him.

[December 15th, one week til the winter formal.]
I really wanted this guy to ask me to the winter formal. Hes been my friend for awhile. His names Derek. He makes me so happy. I really like him but, I couldn't tell him i did. It would ruin our friendship. So, i was gong to wait it out. I was walking to my locker when Dylan came up next to me. He was so close i felt like he was going to kiss me. "You must be the girl who takes down my graffiti." "Yes and." "Just wanted to see who i was taking to the winter formal." I looked at him with surprised eyes. "Excuse me, you're no taking me anywhere." "Why not." "because you're, bad and i don't date bad boys."Come on. it'll be fun, you'll love it." I didn't want to go, but Dylan already had a date and not going would be dumb. "Fine, pick me up at 8." As i walked away he slammed his fist in the lockers with joy and walked away. Maybe going to the dance with the school's bad boy won't be so bad. Who am i kidding. This won't be good.

[December 23rd, Winter Formal.]
I put my dress on while looking at myself in the mirror. Thinking why the school bad boy chose me to be his date. I mean, why wouldn't he have picked Samantha. Shes the school's slut and bad boys look for girls who don't want to commit and she is that girl. Every guy goes after her. She's like an accident everyone wants to see. I couldn't be that girl. I cant commit either but the reason for mines is way different from hers. After i was bullied, i felt if i let anyone in i would get hurt again and that felt terrible. I didn't want to go through that again. It was about 8:08 and he was late. Of course he was why did i expect anything else. I heard a knock at the door and there he was. With a limo and a tuxedo on. I've never seen him dress like that before it was nice. "You look amazing," He said with astonishment in his eyes. "Not too bad yourself." He laughed. "I think i cleaned up nicely." I smiled. "Okay lets get a picture," My mother said. She took like 12 before we were able to leave the house.

We got to the dance around 9. It was amazing, he acted like such a different person. He danced with me, got me punch, and said amazing things about me that I've never heard from anyone before. I had an amazing time that i would never forget. He brought me home at about 10:30. "I had an amazing time," He said. I smiled. "Me too." He walked up to me slowly. Peering down at me as he slowly lowered his lips onto mine. i don't know why i kissed him back but, i did and it was amazing. We broke from our kiss and he left turning back to smile at me. I came into the house and went upstairs to change. I got into bed and went fast to sleep with a smile still on my face,

[July 6th, after high school.]
It's been about 7 months, and Derek and i have been great. We go to the same college and live together. He works as a waiter and all the employees love him. I never thought the school bad boy would become someone i love. I love him. Wow. Just thinking about it makes me get butterflies. He makes me happy. I found out a few days ago that i'm pregnant. He doesn't know yet. I want it to be a surprise. Even though he might not be thrilled with the idea. I'm going to tell him today when he gets home from work. Better soon then never, am i right? I hear his keys go into the lock and i get up from the couch. He walks in and puts the keys on the hook. "Hey babe," He says with a smile on his face. "Hey, i have to talk to you." I start to play with my fingers, which i do when i get nervous. "Whats up, are u okay?" "Yeah, i'm fine." "What's up?" I look at him with a smile but a very nervous one. "What i'm going to tell you is something really big, and i don't want you to leave me but, i have to tell you." I pause looking at his face. Then i slowly let the words slip through my mouth. "I'm pregnant." He starts to smile and picks me up. "We're going to be parents." "This was no the reaction i was thinking of." He kept smiling and kissing me. "We're going to be parents." I start to smile. "We're going to be parents."

[April 10th, Baby day.]
Today was me and Derek's date night. We haven't had in a while. With his busy schedule and me being really pregnant its been hard. We went to my favorite restaurant, which was Olive Garden. We ordered and it took forever for our food to come. Finally it was here, i was about ready to eat when i found this silver ring in my pasta. "Derek what the heak..." I look away from the plate and find him down on one knee. Everyone starts looking at us with magical smiles. "I know you think i'm just proposing because you're pregnant and that is no the reason. I'm proposing because i want to wake up next to you every morning, i want to be with you every second of every day. You make me want to wake up every morning, and i love you for that. I can't imagine not being with you and i can't imagine our baby without me in it's life. So, Octavia Lavender will you make me the happiest man alive...and marry me? "Yes." Everyone jumps up from their chair and shouts with joy. He places the ring on my finger and kisses me. Suddenly i feel something wet beneath me. I notice my water just broke and i grab Derek's hand. "What's wrong?" "My water just broke." He jumps up and puts me in the car. We drive the nearest hospital and they put me in a wheel chair. It took about 5 hours before i was fully dilated. They take me to the delivery room and i start to push. After a few minutes of pushing, i give birth to a beautiful baby girl. They hand her to me. Looking at her beautiful face made me want to cry. "Arebella...that's her name." Derek looks at me and nods. I then start to lose consciousness. They take her from me and escort Derek out of the room. I think i'm losing blood. I knew i was losing blood. I wanted to hold on to see my baby girl but, i couldn't. I slowly fall asleep. A sleep i know i will never wake up from. I was gone.

[April 15th, Her funeral]
Today was the day i let my wife go. The day i became a single father to my daughter. I'll have to be strong for her. Tell her when she's older that she doesn't have a mother. No dad should have to tell her daughter that. But i have no choice. She's gone.
Tags: Love, Loss, Sadness]]>
Thu, 17 Nov 2016 04:20:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3199 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=3199
His name was Derek. The bad boy in school. He was always getting into trouble at it kinda made me mad. I mean i was the one who kept the school neat and tidy he was messing everything up. I hated him.

[December 15th, one week til the winter formal.]
I really wanted this guy to ask me to the winter formal. Hes been my friend for awhile. His names Derek. He makes me so happy. I really like him but, I couldn't tell him i did. It would ruin our friendship. So, i was gong to wait it out. I was walking to my locker when Dylan came up next to me. He was so close i felt like he was going to kiss me. "You must be the girl who takes down my graffiti." "Yes and." "Just wanted to see who i was taking to the winter formal." I looked at him with surprised eyes. "Excuse me, you're no taking me anywhere." "Why not." "because you're, bad and i don't date bad boys."Come on. it'll be fun, you'll love it." I didn't want to go, but Dylan already had a date and not going would be dumb. "Fine, pick me up at 8." As i walked away he slammed his fist in the lockers with joy and walked away. Maybe going to the dance with the school's bad boy won't be so bad. Who am i kidding. This won't be good.

[December 23rd, Winter Formal.]
I put my dress on while looking at myself in the mirror. Thinking why the school bad boy chose me to be his date. I mean, why wouldn't he have picked Samantha. Shes the school's slut and bad boys look for girls who don't want to commit and she is that girl. Every guy goes after her. She's like an accident everyone wants to see. I couldn't be that girl. I cant commit either but the reason for mines is way different from hers. After i was bullied, i felt if i let anyone in i would get hurt again and that felt terrible. I didn't want to go through that again. It was about 8:08 and he was late. Of course he was why did i expect anything else. I heard a knock at the door and there he was. With a limo and a tuxedo on. I've never seen him dress like that before it was nice. "You look amazing," He said with astonishment in his eyes. "Not too bad yourself." He laughed. "I think i cleaned up nicely." I smiled. "Okay lets get a picture," My mother said. She took like 12 before we were able to leave the house.

We got to the dance around 9. It was amazing, he acted like such a different person. He danced with me, got me punch, and said amazing things about me that I've never heard from anyone before. I had an amazing time that i would never forget. He brought me home at about 10:30. "I had an amazing time," He said. I smiled. "Me too." He walked up to me slowly. Peering down at me as he slowly lowered his lips onto mine. i don't know why i kissed him back but, i did and it was amazing. We broke from our kiss and he left turning back to smile at me. I came into the house and went upstairs to change. I got into bed and went fast to sleep with a smile still on my face,

[July 6th, after high school.]
It's been about 7 months, and Derek and i have been great. We go to the same college and live together. He works as a waiter and all the employees love him. I never thought the school bad boy would become someone i love. I love him. Wow. Just thinking about it makes me get butterflies. He makes me happy. I found out a few days ago that i'm pregnant. He doesn't know yet. I want it to be a surprise. Even though he might not be thrilled with the idea. I'm going to tell him today when he gets home from work. Better soon then never, am i right? I hear his keys go into the lock and i get up from the couch. He walks in and puts the keys on the hook. "Hey babe," He says with a smile on his face. "Hey, i have to talk to you." I start to play with my fingers, which i do when i get nervous. "Whats up, are u okay?" "Yeah, i'm fine." "What's up?" I look at him with a smile but a very nervous one. "What i'm going to tell you is something really big, and i don't want you to leave me but, i have to tell you." I pause looking at his face. Then i slowly let the words slip through my mouth. "I'm pregnant." He starts to smile and picks me up. "We're going to be parents." "This was no the reaction i was thinking of." He kept smiling and kissing me. "We're going to be parents." I start to smile. "We're going to be parents."

[April 10th, Baby day.]
Today was me and Derek's date night. We haven't had in a while. With his busy schedule and me being really pregnant its been hard. We went to my favorite restaurant, which was Olive Garden. We ordered and it took forever for our food to come. Finally it was here, i was about ready to eat when i found this silver ring in my pasta. "Derek what the heak..." I look away from the plate and find him down on one knee. Everyone starts looking at us with magical smiles. "I know you think i'm just proposing because you're pregnant and that is no the reason. I'm proposing because i want to wake up next to you every morning, i want to be with you every second of every day. You make me want to wake up every morning, and i love you for that. I can't imagine not being with you and i can't imagine our baby without me in it's life. So, Octavia Lavender will you make me the happiest man alive...and marry me? "Yes." Everyone jumps up from their chair and shouts with joy. He places the ring on my finger and kisses me. Suddenly i feel something wet beneath me. I notice my water just broke and i grab Derek's hand. "What's wrong?" "My water just broke." He jumps up and puts me in the car. We drive the nearest hospital and they put me in a wheel chair. It took about 5 hours before i was fully dilated. They take me to the delivery room and i start to push. After a few minutes of pushing, i give birth to a beautiful baby girl. They hand her to me. Looking at her beautiful face made me want to cry. "Arebella...that's her name." Derek looks at me and nods. I then start to lose consciousness. They take her from me and escort Derek out of the room. I think i'm losing blood. I knew i was losing blood. I wanted to hold on to see my baby girl but, i couldn't. I slowly fall asleep. A sleep i know i will never wake up from. I was gone.

[April 15th, Her funeral]
Today was the day i let my wife go. The day i became a single father to my daughter. I'll have to be strong for her. Tell her when she's older that she doesn't have a mother. No dad should have to tell her daughter that. But i have no choice. She's gone.
Tags: Love, Loss, Sadness]]>
Picture: Gloomy Sunday by Neriak gloomy, art
Tags: Gloomy, Art]]>
Sat, 12 Nov 2016 08:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1798 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1798 gloomy, art
Tags: Gloomy, Art]]>
Picture: Gloomy day by Smil gloomy, trees
Tags: Gloomy, Trees]]>
Thu, 10 Nov 2016 20:00:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1797 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1797 gloomy, trees
Tags: Gloomy, Trees]]>
Picture: Your Kind Of Love Hurts by jerry harrenstein hurt, art
Tags: Hurt, Art]]>
Wed, 09 Nov 2016 08:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1771 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1771 hurt, art
Tags: Hurt, Art]]>
Picture: Gloomy by malialeon gloomy, face
Tags: Gloomy, Face]]>
Tue, 08 Nov 2016 05:50:41 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1796 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1796 gloomy, face
Tags: Gloomy, Face]]>
Quote: And at the end of the day we are al... by Unknown Tags: Love, Broken]]> Wed, 26 Oct 2016 04:55:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Love, Broken]]> Quote: We were not perfect for the world, ... by IAU Tags: Love, Breakup, Precious, Quotes]]> Tue, 25 Oct 2016 04:50:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Love, Breakup, Precious, Quotes]]> Quote: When life gives you pain make sure ... by zanele it's killing them to see you strong.
Tags: Be Strong, Be Happy]]>
Mon, 24 Oct 2016 04:45:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes it's killing them to see you strong.
Tags: Be Strong, Be Happy]]>
Quote: Love is Hard to find... Harder to ... by Wall-e Das Harder to keep.... &
Hardest to Forget.. !!!
Tags: Suffering, Love]]>
Sun, 23 Oct 2016 04:40:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Harder to keep.... &
Hardest to Forget.. !!!
Tags: Suffering, Love]]>
Quote: Thank you for loving me even if it ... by 10080, exobubz Tags: Love, Sadness, Loss, Thanking, Death]]> Fri, 23 Sep 2016 02:15:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Love, Sadness, Loss, Thanking, Death]]> Quote: I am not one who believes we all ge... by Arely Licano I believe what we get is the unexpected, even if we deserve it or not.
That's life, we have our ups and downs but if we didn't we'd be dead.
Tags: Believe, Deserve, Dead, Hard Time]]>
Mon, 19 Sep 2016 01:55:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes I believe what we get is the unexpected, even if we deserve it or not.
That's life, we have our ups and downs but if we didn't we'd be dead.
Tags: Believe, Deserve, Dead, Hard Time]]>
Quote: Life is like a wind We didn't see ... by Pranay from Darjeeling We didn't see our fucher
Life is like a water
We didn't test it
But time is like a diamond
Plz don't waste our time.....
......
Tags: Hopeless, Alone, Inspiring]]>
Sun, 18 Sep 2016 01:50:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes We didn't see our fucher
Life is like a water
We didn't test it
But time is like a diamond
Plz don't waste our time.....
......
Tags: Hopeless, Alone, Inspiring]]>
Quote: Block the sounds and the voices in ... by Dissentient Tags: Move On, Let It Go, Remedy, Time, Life]]> Sat, 17 Sep 2016 01:45:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Move On, Let It Go, Remedy, Time, Life]]> Quote: I wonder if there really is a god n... by Dissentient Tags: Eros, Hurt, Love, Heart, Fault]]> Fri, 09 Sep 2016 01:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Eros, Hurt, Love, Heart, Fault]]> Quote: Embrace even sadness. Sometimes? Sa... by Dissentient Tags: Sadness, Joy, Experience]]> Thu, 08 Sep 2016 01:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes http://www.loverofsadness.net/quotes Tags: Sadness, Joy, Experience]]> Picture: Sad Lonely Boy by Shivam das alone, sad
Tags: Alone, Sad]]>
Mon, 25 Jul 2016 15:10:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1772 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1772 alone, sad
Tags: Alone, Sad]]>
Picture: Iranian sad by Hiva blood
Tags: Blood]]>
Sun, 24 Jul 2016 03:05:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1770 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1770 blood
Tags: Blood]]>
Picture: Your Leaving Me by jerry harrenstein sad, heartbroken, scared, hurt
Tags: Sad, Heartbroken, Scared, Hurt]]>
Fri, 22 Jul 2016 15:05:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1763 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1763 sad, heartbroken, scared, hurt
Tags: Sad, Heartbroken, Scared, Hurt]]>
Picture: #PAIN# by sathees pain, broken, death
Tags: Pain, Broken, Death]]>
Thu, 21 Jul 2016 03:00:03 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1762 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1762 pain, broken, death
Tags: Pain, Broken, Death]]>
Article: Sadness and Recovery from Addiction  

For over 50 years now, standard treatments for recovery from addiction have included cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) and 12-step approaches. The past couple of decades, though, have seen alternative treatment models emerge, largely because of the relatively low success rate of some of the most popular treatments available. Since there is no single road to addiction, standard treatments sometimes fail because they fail to address the needs of the particular individual, or the reasons why they have sought their own private escape, through drugs. Addiction can arise from a variety of causes, according to recent research. Contributing causes include genetic factors, having a mental illness, abuse, etc.

Alternative therapies that are currently being used successfully in many top rehabilitation centers across the globe include yoga and mindfulness meditation (which focus on keeping the individual’s mind ‘in the here and now’, encouraging them to feel and ‘ride through’ their cravings instead of succumbing to a ‘higher power’ for help or trying to push their desires away). Horticultural therapy and art therapy, too, have garnered their fair share of success; the former because of its strong mindfulness component and the latter because of its ability to embrace an addict’s ambivalent feelings about quitting drugs. Art therapy is an important component of motivational interviewing, which seeks to promote reliance on the self to overcome addiction by finding inspiring reasons to quit.

A person who is addicted to drugs has many positive things to look forward to when they are drug-free. These include mending bridges with family and friends who may feel let down, finding one’s place in one’s profession once again and having he chance to do what ignites one’s passion, and enjoying a sense of greater physical and mental wellness. Motivational interviewing through art therapy, however, provides the recovering person with the chance to express their sadness. It is unrealistic to think that there is nothing an addict will miss when they are no longer using and they should have a chance to recognize and express their ambivalent feelings. Because art is so symbolic, it permits many interpretations and through their work (and with an aid of a trained therapist), the person in recovery can talk about why using drugs fulfilled them, without feeling like they are being judged, blamed or criticized.

What is there to feel sad about when one quits drug use? Addicts in recovery may miss the group of friends they used to use with, or a person they were romantically involved with; they may miss the high, the feeling of escape, the elation of avoiding responsibility. The individual should be allowed to express their grief about quitting drugs. Like all other grief, theirs travels through different stages (denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance). Note that depression (feeling intensely sad, feeling hopeless or without the motivation to do things one used to love) is an undeniable part of the recovery process. We should never disenfranchise someone of the right to grieve, yet many recovery therapies fail because they seek to do just that. Families and friends should be sensitive to this issue and should not force the individual to see only the positive side of recovery.

Sadness should be acknowledged and heard, largely because for many drug users, it is a feeling of emptiness, loneliness or lack of self-worth that lead them to use drugs in the first place. Families supporting a loved one through recovery can help their loved one by also undergoing therapy/counselling. When a loved one is struggling, the last thing they need is to be nagged, criticized or blamed, yet family members, too, should refrain from blaming themselves. Rather, any weaknesses in the family’s manner of communication, poor conflict resolution techniques etc. should be identified and addressed, with family members always looking ahead towards the common goal – helping the person in recovery and every other member in the family achieve greater health and wellbeing. During counselling, family members, too, should be encouraged to express their sadness. Many individuals harbour guilt because they feel they could have done more for their loved one, yet in the end, the causes of addiction are too profound and complex to identify so that everyone should work on improving what they can, accepting themselves and their loved one just as they are – with their sadness, anger, and disappointment, but also with their dreams, their hope and their love, which always remains, regardless of the vicissitudes faced.

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Recovery, Drug, Sadness, Gemma Galway]]>
Fri, 15 Jul 2016 09:36:08 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=6 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=6  

For over 50 years now, standard treatments for recovery from addiction have included cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) and 12-step approaches. The past couple of decades, though, have seen alternative treatment models emerge, largely because of the relatively low success rate of some of the most popular treatments available. Since there is no single road to addiction, standard treatments sometimes fail because they fail to address the needs of the particular individual, or the reasons why they have sought their own private escape, through drugs. Addiction can arise from a variety of causes, according to recent research. Contributing causes include genetic factors, having a mental illness, abuse, etc.

Alternative therapies that are currently being used successfully in many top rehabilitation centers across the globe include yoga and mindfulness meditation (which focus on keeping the individual’s mind ‘in the here and now’, encouraging them to feel and ‘ride through’ their cravings instead of succumbing to a ‘higher power’ for help or trying to push their desires away). Horticultural therapy and art therapy, too, have garnered their fair share of success; the former because of its strong mindfulness component and the latter because of its ability to embrace an addict’s ambivalent feelings about quitting drugs. Art therapy is an important component of motivational interviewing, which seeks to promote reliance on the self to overcome addiction by finding inspiring reasons to quit.

A person who is addicted to drugs has many positive things to look forward to when they are drug-free. These include mending bridges with family and friends who may feel let down, finding one’s place in one’s profession once again and having he chance to do what ignites one’s passion, and enjoying a sense of greater physical and mental wellness. Motivational interviewing through art therapy, however, provides the recovering person with the chance to express their sadness. It is unrealistic to think that there is nothing an addict will miss when they are no longer using and they should have a chance to recognize and express their ambivalent feelings. Because art is so symbolic, it permits many interpretations and through their work (and with an aid of a trained therapist), the person in recovery can talk about why using drugs fulfilled them, without feeling like they are being judged, blamed or criticized.

What is there to feel sad about when one quits drug use? Addicts in recovery may miss the group of friends they used to use with, or a person they were romantically involved with; they may miss the high, the feeling of escape, the elation of avoiding responsibility. The individual should be allowed to express their grief about quitting drugs. Like all other grief, theirs travels through different stages (denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance). Note that depression (feeling intensely sad, feeling hopeless or without the motivation to do things one used to love) is an undeniable part of the recovery process. We should never disenfranchise someone of the right to grieve, yet many recovery therapies fail because they seek to do just that. Families and friends should be sensitive to this issue and should not force the individual to see only the positive side of recovery.

Sadness should be acknowledged and heard, largely because for many drug users, it is a feeling of emptiness, loneliness or lack of self-worth that lead them to use drugs in the first place. Families supporting a loved one through recovery can help their loved one by also undergoing therapy/counselling. When a loved one is struggling, the last thing they need is to be nagged, criticized or blamed, yet family members, too, should refrain from blaming themselves. Rather, any weaknesses in the family’s manner of communication, poor conflict resolution techniques etc. should be identified and addressed, with family members always looking ahead towards the common goal – helping the person in recovery and every other member in the family achieve greater health and wellbeing. During counselling, family members, too, should be encouraged to express their sadness. Many individuals harbour guilt because they feel they could have done more for their loved one, yet in the end, the causes of addiction are too profound and complex to identify so that everyone should work on improving what they can, accepting themselves and their loved one just as they are – with their sadness, anger, and disappointment, but also with their dreams, their hope and their love, which always remains, regardless of the vicissitudes faced.

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Recovery, Drug, Sadness, Gemma Galway]]>
Article: The Cathartic Nature of Sad Music

Popular music tends to fall into two wide (and generalised) categories): it is either the kind of music you want to dance to, and listen to when you are partying with your friends or, it is soulful and heart-breaking ballads that make you want to think, reminisce about loves that you have lost, and have a good cry.

There is nothing wrong with crying when listening to sad music: in fact, it is a common and natural response. What you may not realise however is that crying in these circumstances can actually be cathartic, helping to stabilise your emotions and, ultimately release hormones that make you feel happier and more well-balanced. This is supported by research from a study into our complicated emotional responses to sad music, conducted by researchers at the Free University of Berlin in Germany. They interviewed 772 music lovers from around the world and found that rather than making them feel exclusively sad, listening to sad music also made them feel nostalgic, tender and peaceful.  The researchers concluded that “For many individuals, listening to sad music can actually lead to beneficial emotional effects…  “Music-evoked sadness can be appreciated not only as an aesthetic, abstract reward, but [it] also plays a role in well-being, by providing consolation as well as regulating negative moods and emotions.”

The Mood of the Audience

It is true that people tend to listen to sad music when they are feeling sad themselves. However, that doesn’t mean that listening to those designated ‘sad songs’ will make them sadder. In fact, it may help to regulate your mood, put your own sad emotions back into perspective and, ultimately, you may find that you get to the end of your favourite sad album feeling happier, more calm, and generally in a much better mood.  Thus the intended emotions depicted in the song are not necessarily reflected in the mood of their audience.

It is no coincidence that many of the best musicians, composers and song writers are no strangers to sadness themselves: whether they have suffered from the personal tragedy of loss, or feel a sense of wider sadness in the world (caused by hyper-sensitivity, depression, or mental illness) many musical artists will report that they understand sadness and pain. Many musical performers also succumb to the hell and subsequent sadness of alcoholism and substance abuse, which is probably why they have such a natural affinity with sadness, and why it is a common theme in their work. It is widely reported that writing about sad experiences can be cathartic. In fact, individuals that indulge in memoir writing and keeping a diary are found to be happier overall than individuals who don’t write down their thoughts and feelings and ‘writing therapy’ is a widely acknowledged and very effective treatment for individuals suffering from depression, anxiety, or overcoming substance abuse problems. Therefore it could well be that for the artists involved, writing their sad songs is actually a cathartic act, designed to help them to overcome their sad and negative emotions and break through to a place that is healthier and happier.

An Important Form of Self-Expression

For adolescents and adults experiencing emotional or mental health disconnections, sad music can be appealing because it provides a way of verbalising emotions they are experiencing but simply don’t have  the vocabulary to express themselves. This is also common as a way of self-expression amongst teenager: choosing to listen to sad or angry music (for example) as a way of expressing, in a non-verbal way, the way that they feel towards their parents, their peers, or the world in general. However that doesn’t mean that those individuals are feeling sad or angry: by expressing those emotions through their musical choices, they are often able to relieve themselves of their stress and tension, meaning that they end their listening experience feeling calm, heard, understood and under control

No matter what your reason for choosing to listen to a sad tune or two, there is nothing more cathartic than listening to a truly sad song, so why not turn on your stereo and listen to some of your favourites. However, don’t be surprised if you find yourself feeling happy and calm, and not sad at all, at the end of your session. 

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Music, Sad Music, Gemma Galway]]>
Mon, 11 Jul 2016 03:41:46 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=5 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=5

Popular music tends to fall into two wide (and generalised) categories): it is either the kind of music you want to dance to, and listen to when you are partying with your friends or, it is soulful and heart-breaking ballads that make you want to think, reminisce about loves that you have lost, and have a good cry.

There is nothing wrong with crying when listening to sad music: in fact, it is a common and natural response. What you may not realise however is that crying in these circumstances can actually be cathartic, helping to stabilise your emotions and, ultimately release hormones that make you feel happier and more well-balanced. This is supported by research from a study into our complicated emotional responses to sad music, conducted by researchers at the Free University of Berlin in Germany. They interviewed 772 music lovers from around the world and found that rather than making them feel exclusively sad, listening to sad music also made them feel nostalgic, tender and peaceful.  The researchers concluded that “For many individuals, listening to sad music can actually lead to beneficial emotional effects…  “Music-evoked sadness can be appreciated not only as an aesthetic, abstract reward, but [it] also plays a role in well-being, by providing consolation as well as regulating negative moods and emotions.”

The Mood of the Audience

It is true that people tend to listen to sad music when they are feeling sad themselves. However, that doesn’t mean that listening to those designated ‘sad songs’ will make them sadder. In fact, it may help to regulate your mood, put your own sad emotions back into perspective and, ultimately, you may find that you get to the end of your favourite sad album feeling happier, more calm, and generally in a much better mood.  Thus the intended emotions depicted in the song are not necessarily reflected in the mood of their audience.

It is no coincidence that many of the best musicians, composers and song writers are no strangers to sadness themselves: whether they have suffered from the personal tragedy of loss, or feel a sense of wider sadness in the world (caused by hyper-sensitivity, depression, or mental illness) many musical artists will report that they understand sadness and pain. Many musical performers also succumb to the hell and subsequent sadness of alcoholism and substance abuse, which is probably why they have such a natural affinity with sadness, and why it is a common theme in their work. It is widely reported that writing about sad experiences can be cathartic. In fact, individuals that indulge in memoir writing and keeping a diary are found to be happier overall than individuals who don’t write down their thoughts and feelings and ‘writing therapy’ is a widely acknowledged and very effective treatment for individuals suffering from depression, anxiety, or overcoming substance abuse problems. Therefore it could well be that for the artists involved, writing their sad songs is actually a cathartic act, designed to help them to overcome their sad and negative emotions and break through to a place that is healthier and happier.

An Important Form of Self-Expression

For adolescents and adults experiencing emotional or mental health disconnections, sad music can be appealing because it provides a way of verbalising emotions they are experiencing but simply don’t have  the vocabulary to express themselves. This is also common as a way of self-expression amongst teenager: choosing to listen to sad or angry music (for example) as a way of expressing, in a non-verbal way, the way that they feel towards their parents, their peers, or the world in general. However that doesn’t mean that those individuals are feeling sad or angry: by expressing those emotions through their musical choices, they are often able to relieve themselves of their stress and tension, meaning that they end their listening experience feeling calm, heard, understood and under control

No matter what your reason for choosing to listen to a sad tune or two, there is nothing more cathartic than listening to a truly sad song, so why not turn on your stereo and listen to some of your favourites. However, don’t be surprised if you find yourself feeling happy and calm, and not sad at all, at the end of your session. 

 

- Article from Gemma Galway 


Tags: Music, Sad Music, Gemma Galway]]>
Picture: how hard it is to hold on to by alone in tears alone, tears, missing, isolated, crying, lonely, tired, broken
Tags: Alone, Tears, Missing, Isolated, Crying, Lonely, Tired, Broken]]>
Tue, 07 Jun 2016 13:05:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1756 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1756 alone, tears, missing, isolated, crying, lonely, tired, broken
Tags: Alone, Tears, Missing, Isolated, Crying, Lonely, Tired, Broken]]>
Picture: The Killing by Kaitlin pills, death, depression
Tags: Pills, Death, Depression]]>
Mon, 06 Jun 2016 01:00:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1754 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1754 pills, death, depression
Tags: Pills, Death, Depression]]>
Picture: Your Just A Memory Fading by jerry harrenstein memories
Tags: Memories]]>
Mon, 23 May 2016 12:20:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1750 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1750 memories
Tags: Memories]]>
Picture: Why, Why Won't You Love Me by jerry harrenstein angry, hurt, lost love
Tags: Angry, Hurt, Lost Love]]>
Sun, 22 May 2016 00:15:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1749 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1749 angry, hurt, lost love
Tags: Angry, Hurt, Lost Love]]>
Picture: Depression by Unknown Depression, hurt
Tags: Depression, Hurt]]>
Fri, 20 May 2016 12:10:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1748 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1748 Depression, hurt
Tags: Depression, Hurt]]>
Picture: Is There love For Someone Like Me by jerry harrenstein lonely, unloved, unhappy
Tags: Lonely, Unloved, Unhappy]]>
Thu, 19 May 2016 00:05:04 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1745 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1745 lonely, unloved, unhappy
Tags: Lonely, Unloved, Unhappy]]>
Picture: You Broke My Heart by jerry harrenstein suicide
Tags: Suicide]]>
Sun, 08 May 2016 11:45:01 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1746 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_picture.php?id=1746 suicide
Tags: Suicide]]>
Song: So Close by Evanescence
I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window
That I never even knocked on the front door

I walk by statues never even made one chip
but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart
I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day

Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves
These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey
Tags: Evanescence, Longing, Unloved]]>
Thu, 13 Nov 2014 23:36:33 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=237 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=237
I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window
That I never even knocked on the front door

I walk by statues never even made one chip
but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart
I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day

Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves
These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey
Tags: Evanescence, Longing, Unloved]]>
Video: The Divorce

Tags: Love, Divorce, Breakup, Hurt]]>
Mon, 10 Nov 2014 10:38:19 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=75 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=75

Tags: Love, Divorce, Breakup, Hurt]]>
Video: A life story

Tags: Life, Love, Death, Animal]]>
Fri, 31 Oct 2014 10:18:04 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=74 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=74

Tags: Life, Love, Death, Animal]]>
Video: A Blind Father and His Daughter - Short Sad Story

Tags: Blind, Father, Family]]>
Fri, 31 Oct 2014 10:08:58 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=73 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=73

Tags: Blind, Father, Family]]>
Video: My Shoes
And most importantly, Be Happy With What You Have.

Tags: Shoes, Unhappy, Unloved]]>
Fri, 31 Oct 2014 10:04:19 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=72 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=72
And most importantly, Be Happy With What You Have.

Tags: Shoes, Unhappy, Unloved]]>
Song: Heartless by Kriss Allen
In the night
I hear 'em talk
Coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You know need to watch the way you talkin' to me you know
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know of some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could be so Dr. Evil
You're bringin' out a side of me that I dont know
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know she's hot and cold
I won't stop I won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than
Me

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

Talk and talk and talk and talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far far far he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Tags: Kriss Allen, Heartbroken, Hurt, Rock]]>
Mon, 20 Oct 2014 08:39:39 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=236 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=236
In the night
I hear 'em talk
Coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You know need to watch the way you talkin' to me you know
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know of some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

How could be so Dr. Evil
You're bringin' out a side of me that I dont know
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know she's hot and cold
I won't stop I won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than
Me

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless

Talk and talk and talk and talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far far far he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh

'Cause in the night
I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Tags: Kriss Allen, Heartbroken, Hurt, Rock]]>
Movie: If I Stay by R.J. Cutler
Mia Hall thought the hardest decision she would ever face would be whether to pursue her musical dreams at Juilliard or follow a different path to be with the love of her life, Adam. But what should have been a carefree family drive changes everything in an instant, and now her own life hangs in the balance. Caught between life and death for one revealing day, Mia has only one decision left, which will not only decide her future but her ultimate fate.

Tags: Accident, Coma]]>
Wed, 08 Oct 2014 06:15:52 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=136 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=136
Mia Hall thought the hardest decision she would ever face would be whether to pursue her musical dreams at Juilliard or follow a different path to be with the love of her life, Adam. But what should have been a carefree family drive changes everything in an instant, and now her own life hangs in the balance. Caught between life and death for one revealing day, Mia has only one decision left, which will not only decide her future but her ultimate fate.

Tags: Accident, Coma]]>
Song: Dreaming With a Broken Heart by John Mayer
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment, you can hardly breathe

Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No, she's not 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once, you have to say goodbye

Wondering could you stay, my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No, she can't 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
And do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my
Roses in my hand?

And would you get them if I did?
No, you won't 'cause you're gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Tags: John Mayer, Broken, Hurt, Heart]]>
Sun, 21 Sep 2014 08:05:32 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=235 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=235
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment, you can hardly breathe

Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No, she's not 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once, you have to say goodbye

Wondering could you stay, my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No, she can't 'cause she's gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
And do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my
Roses in my hand?

And would you get them if I did?
No, you won't 'cause you're gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Tags: John Mayer, Broken, Hurt, Heart]]>
Video: The Little Girl In The Hallway

Tags: Child, Missing]]>
Thu, 18 Sep 2014 07:44:28 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=71 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=71

Tags: Child, Missing]]>
Video: *WARNING* This WILL make you cry.

Tags: Cry, Sadness, Pain]]>
Wed, 03 Sep 2014 20:19:57 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=70 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=70

Tags: Cry, Sadness, Pain]]>
Video: South Park - Beautiful Sadness Raisins - Season 7, Episode 14

Tags: South Park, Alone]]>
Wed, 03 Sep 2014 20:14:53 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=69 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=69 Raisins - Season 7, Episode 14

Tags: South Park, Alone]]>
Video: A heart touching story of a deaf girl.

Tags: Hearttouching, Sad, Anger]]>
Sun, 24 Aug 2014 21:38:51 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=68 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=68

Tags: Hearttouching, Sad, Anger]]>
Video: deepest part of your heart.

Tags: Heart, Teacher]]>
Sun, 24 Aug 2014 21:36:15 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=67 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=67

Tags: Heart, Teacher]]>
Movie: The Remains of the Day (1993) by James Ivory
A rule bound head butler's world of manners and decorum in the household he maintains is tested by the arrival of a housekeeper who falls in love with him in post-WWI Britain. The possibility of romance and his master's cultivation of ties with the Nazi cause challenge his carefully maintained veneer of servitude.

Tags: James Ivory, Drama, Romance]]>
Sun, 24 Aug 2014 21:20:52 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=135 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=135
A rule bound head butler's world of manners and decorum in the household he maintains is tested by the arrival of a housekeeper who falls in love with him in post-WWI Britain. The possibility of romance and his master's cultivation of ties with the Nazi cause challenge his carefully maintained veneer of servitude.

Tags: James Ivory, Drama, Romance]]>
Song: Dear John by Taylor Swift
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight
Well, I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played by
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
'Cause you've burn them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over
Your sad, empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think i was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known

You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known
Tags: Taylor Swift, Tears, Saddest]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:30:15 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=234 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=234
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight
Well, I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played by
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
'Cause you've burn them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over
Your sad, empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think i was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known

You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known
Tags: Taylor Swift, Tears, Saddest]]>
Song: Come In With The Rain by Taylor Swift
I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore,
And I know all the steps up to your door,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,
Talk to the man with the reasons why,
And let me know what you find.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song,
But I don’t wanna’ have to go that far.
And I, I’ve got you down,
I know you by heart,
And you don’t even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,
Talk to the man who put you here,
And don’t wait for the sky to clear.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I’ve watched you so long,
Screamed your name,
I don’t know what else I can say.

But I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night for all these games.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don’t wanna’ go there anymore…
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Breakup]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:27:18 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=233 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=233
I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore,
And I know all the steps up to your door,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,
Talk to the man with the reasons why,
And let me know what you find.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song,
But I don’t wanna’ have to go that far.
And I, I’ve got you down,
I know you by heart,
And you don’t even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,
Talk to the man who put you here,
And don’t wait for the sky to clear.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I’ve watched you so long,
Screamed your name,
I don’t know what else I can say.

But I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night for all these games.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don’t wanna’ go there anymore…
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Breakup]]>
Movie: Children Underground (2001) by Edet Belzberg
One of the most astonishing and engaging cinematic works of the past decade, CHILDREN UNDERGROUND is a profoundly intimate and heart-wrenching drama about homeless children struggling for survival on the streets and in the subways of Bucharest, Romania.

Tags: Edet Belzberg, Documentary]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:22:42 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=134 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=134
One of the most astonishing and engaging cinematic works of the past decade, CHILDREN UNDERGROUND is a profoundly intimate and heart-wrenching drama about homeless children struggling for survival on the streets and in the subways of Bucharest, Romania.

Tags: Edet Belzberg, Documentary]]>
Movie: Dogville (2003) by Lars Von Trier
Late one night, a beautiful and well-dressed young woman, Grace, arrives in the mountainous old mining town of Dogville as a fugitive; following the sound of gunshots in the distance which have been heard by Tom, the self-appointed moral spokesman for the town. Persuaded by Tom, the town agree to hide Grace, and in return she freely helps the locals. However, when the Sheriff from a neighbouring town posts a Missing notice, advertising a reward for revealing her whereabouts, the townsfolk require a better deal from Grace, in return for their silence; and when the Sheriff returns some weeks later with a Wanted poster, even though the citizens know her to be innocent of the false charges against her, the town's sense of goodness takes a sinister turn and the price of Grace's freedom becomes a workload and treatment akin to that of a slave. But Grace has a deadly secret that the townsfolk will eventually encounter.

Tags: Lars Von Trier, Drama]]>
Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:19:30 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=133 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=133
Late one night, a beautiful and well-dressed young woman, Grace, arrives in the mountainous old mining town of Dogville as a fugitive; following the sound of gunshots in the distance which have been heard by Tom, the self-appointed moral spokesman for the town. Persuaded by Tom, the town agree to hide Grace, and in return she freely helps the locals. However, when the Sheriff from a neighbouring town posts a Missing notice, advertising a reward for revealing her whereabouts, the townsfolk require a better deal from Grace, in return for their silence; and when the Sheriff returns some weeks later with a Wanted poster, even though the citizens know her to be innocent of the false charges against her, the town's sense of goodness takes a sinister turn and the price of Grace's freedom becomes a workload and treatment akin to that of a slave. But Grace has a deadly secret that the townsfolk will eventually encounter.

Tags: Lars Von Trier, Drama]]>
Video: Sad Emotional Love Story With Sad Music

Tags: Sadness, Cry, Death]]>
Mon, 11 Aug 2014 11:01:04 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=66 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=66

Tags: Sadness, Cry, Death]]>
Video: Heart Touching Video Father and son are sitting on a bench. Suddenly a sparrow lands across them.
You don't need to be looking for some deep ideas of the video. You either feel the message deep within yourself or you don't.

Tags: Emotional, Cry, Father, Son]]>
Mon, 11 Aug 2014 10:49:10 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=65 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=65 Father and son are sitting on a bench. Suddenly a sparrow lands across them.
You don't need to be looking for some deep ideas of the video. You either feel the message deep within yourself or you don't.

Tags: Emotional, Cry, Father, Son]]>
Movie: Blue Is the Warmest Color (2013) by Abdellatif Kechiche
Adèle is a high school student who is beginning to explore herself as a woman. She dates men but finds no satisfaction with them sexually, and is rejected by a female friend who she does desire. She dreams of something more. She meets Emma who is a free spirited girl whom Adèle's friends reject due to her sexuality, and by association most begin to reject Adèle. Her relationship with Emma grows into more than just friends as she is the only person with whom she can express herself openly. Together, Adèle and Emma explore social acceptance, sexuality, and the emotional spectrum of their maturing relationship.

Tags: Abdellatif Kechiche, Drama]]>
Sat, 09 Aug 2014 21:53:43 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=132 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=132
Adèle is a high school student who is beginning to explore herself as a woman. She dates men but finds no satisfaction with them sexually, and is rejected by a female friend who she does desire. She dreams of something more. She meets Emma who is a free spirited girl whom Adèle's friends reject due to her sexuality, and by association most begin to reject Adèle. Her relationship with Emma grows into more than just friends as she is the only person with whom she can express herself openly. Together, Adèle and Emma explore social acceptance, sexuality, and the emotional spectrum of their maturing relationship.

Tags: Abdellatif Kechiche, Drama]]>
Movie: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button by David Fincher
On the day that Hurricane Katrina hits New Orleans, elderly Daisy Williams (nee Fuller) is on her deathbed in a New Orleans hospital. At her side is her adult daughter, Caroline. Daisy asks Caroline to read to her aloud the diary of Daisy's lifelong friend, Benjamin Button. Benjamin's diary recounts his entire extraordinary life, the primary unusual aspect of which was his aging backwards, being diagnosed with several aging diseases at birth and thus given little chance of survival, but who does survive and gets younger with time. Abandoned by his biological father, Thomas Button, after Benjamin's biological mother died in childbirth, Benjamin was raised by Queenie, a black woman and caregiver at a seniors home. Daisy's grandmother was a resident at that home, which is where she first met Benjamin. Although separated through the years, Daisy and Benjamin remain in contact throughout their lives, reconnecting in their forties when in age they finally match up. Some of the revelations ...

Tags: David Fincher, Romance, Drama, Fantasy]]>
Sat, 09 Aug 2014 21:51:37 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=131 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=131
On the day that Hurricane Katrina hits New Orleans, elderly Daisy Williams (nee Fuller) is on her deathbed in a New Orleans hospital. At her side is her adult daughter, Caroline. Daisy asks Caroline to read to her aloud the diary of Daisy's lifelong friend, Benjamin Button. Benjamin's diary recounts his entire extraordinary life, the primary unusual aspect of which was his aging backwards, being diagnosed with several aging diseases at birth and thus given little chance of survival, but who does survive and gets younger with time. Abandoned by his biological father, Thomas Button, after Benjamin's biological mother died in childbirth, Benjamin was raised by Queenie, a black woman and caregiver at a seniors home. Daisy's grandmother was a resident at that home, which is where she first met Benjamin. Although separated through the years, Daisy and Benjamin remain in contact throughout their lives, reconnecting in their forties when in age they finally match up. Some of the revelations ...

Tags: David Fincher, Romance, Drama, Fantasy]]>
Song: You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no, oh

You're not sorry no no oh

You had me crying for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

You're not sorry, no no oh
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Sorry]]>
Wed, 23 Jul 2014 22:07:35 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=232 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=232
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no, oh

You're not sorry no no oh

You had me crying for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no oh

You're not sorry, no no oh
Tags: Taylor Swift, Sorrow, Sorry]]>
Song: Still Loving You by Scorpions
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the wall someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride, and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you
I'm still loving you, I need your love
I'm still loving you
Tags: Scorpions, Love, Pride]]>
Wed, 23 Jul 2014 22:05:30 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=231 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=231
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the wall someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride, and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you
I'm still loving you, I need your love
I'm still loving you
Tags: Scorpions, Love, Pride]]>
Movie: Sunshine (1999) by István Szabó
The film follows a Jewish family living in Hungary through three generations, rising from humble beginnings to positions of wealth and power in the crumbling Austro-Hungarian Empire. The patriarch becomes a prominent judge but is torn when his government sanctions anti-Jewish persecutions. His son converts to Christianity to advance his career as a champion fencer and Olympic hero, but is caught up in the Holocaust. Finally, the grandson, after surviving war, revolution, loss and betrayal, realizes that his ultimate allegiance must be to himself and his heritage.

Tags: István Szabó, Drama, Romance]]>
Tue, 22 Jul 2014 21:55:50 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=130 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=130
The film follows a Jewish family living in Hungary through three generations, rising from humble beginnings to positions of wealth and power in the crumbling Austro-Hungarian Empire. The patriarch becomes a prominent judge but is torn when his government sanctions anti-Jewish persecutions. His son converts to Christianity to advance his career as a champion fencer and Olympic hero, but is caught up in the Holocaust. Finally, the grandson, after surviving war, revolution, loss and betrayal, realizes that his ultimate allegiance must be to himself and his heritage.

Tags: István Szabó, Drama, Romance]]>
Movie: The Duchess (2008) by Saul Dibb
Georgiana Spencer became Duchess of Devonshire on her marriage to the Duke in 1774, at the height of the Georgian period, a period of fashion, decadence, and political change. Spirited and adored by the public at large she quickly found her marriage to be a disappointment, defined by her duty to produce a male heir and the Duke's philandering and callous indifference to her. She befriends Lady Bess but finds she is once again betrayed by her husband who wields his power with the three eventually living uncomfortably together. Against this background, and with the pressures of an unfaithful husband, strict social pressures and constant public scrutiny, Georgiana falls passionately in love with Charles Grey, a rising young Whig politician. However, despite his ongoing liaison with Lady Bess, the Duke refuses to allow her to continue the affair and threatens to take her children from her.

Tags: Saul Dibb, Biography, Drama, History]]>
Tue, 22 Jul 2014 21:36:47 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=129 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=129
Georgiana Spencer became Duchess of Devonshire on her marriage to the Duke in 1774, at the height of the Georgian period, a period of fashion, decadence, and political change. Spirited and adored by the public at large she quickly found her marriage to be a disappointment, defined by her duty to produce a male heir and the Duke's philandering and callous indifference to her. She befriends Lady Bess but finds she is once again betrayed by her husband who wields his power with the three eventually living uncomfortably together. Against this background, and with the pressures of an unfaithful husband, strict social pressures and constant public scrutiny, Georgiana falls passionately in love with Charles Grey, a rising young Whig politician. However, despite his ongoing liaison with Lady Bess, the Duke refuses to allow her to continue the affair and threatens to take her children from her.

Tags: Saul Dibb, Biography, Drama, History]]>
Movie: Australia (2008) by Baz Luhrmann
In northern Australia at the beginning of World War II, an English aristocrat inherits a cattle station the size of Maryland. When English cattle barons plot to take her land, she reluctantly joins forces with a rough-hewn stock-man to drive 2,000 head of cattle across hundreds of miles of the country's most unforgiving land, only to still face the bombing of Darwin, Australia, by the Japanese forces that had attacked Pearl Harbor only months earlier.

Tags: Baz Luhrmann, History, Drama]]>
Sun, 20 Jul 2014 22:37:06 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=128 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=128
In northern Australia at the beginning of World War II, an English aristocrat inherits a cattle station the size of Maryland. When English cattle barons plot to take her land, she reluctantly joins forces with a rough-hewn stock-man to drive 2,000 head of cattle across hundreds of miles of the country's most unforgiving land, only to still face the bombing of Darwin, Australia, by the Japanese forces that had attacked Pearl Harbor only months earlier.

Tags: Baz Luhrmann, History, Drama]]>
Song: All Of Me by John Legend
[Verse 1:]
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Verse 2:]
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Bridge:]
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
Tags: John Legend, Love, Soft]]>
Sat, 12 Jul 2014 21:19:56 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=230 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=230
[Verse 1:]
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Verse 2:]
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Bridge:]
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
Tags: John Legend, Love, Soft]]>
Movie: Her (2013) by Spike Jonze
Theodore is a lonely man in the final stages of his divorce. When he's not working as a letter writer, his down time is spent playing video games and occasionally hanging out with friends. He decides to purchase the new OS1, which is advertised as the world's first artificially intelligent operating system, "It's not just an operating system, it's a consciousness," the ad states. Theodore quickly finds himself drawn in with Samantha, the voice behind his OS1. As they start spending time together they grow closer and closer and eventually find themselves in love. Having fallen in love with his OS, Theodore finds himself dealing with feelings of both great joy and doubt. As an OS, Samantha has powerful intelligence that she uses to help Theodore in ways others hadn't, but how does she help him deal with his inner conflict of being in love with an OS?

Tags: Spike Jonze, Emotional, Alone]]>
Thu, 10 Jul 2014 20:43:21 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=127 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=127
Theodore is a lonely man in the final stages of his divorce. When he's not working as a letter writer, his down time is spent playing video games and occasionally hanging out with friends. He decides to purchase the new OS1, which is advertised as the world's first artificially intelligent operating system, "It's not just an operating system, it's a consciousness," the ad states. Theodore quickly finds himself drawn in with Samantha, the voice behind his OS1. As they start spending time together they grow closer and closer and eventually find themselves in love. Having fallen in love with his OS, Theodore finds himself dealing with feelings of both great joy and doubt. As an OS, Samantha has powerful intelligence that she uses to help Theodore in ways others hadn't, but how does she help him deal with his inner conflict of being in love with an OS?

Tags: Spike Jonze, Emotional, Alone]]>
Movie: Dead Snow (2009) by Tommy Wirkola
Several friends take to the mountains and shack-up in the wilderness of back-of-beyond to enjoy a little R & R together, their peace is soon interrupted by a mysterious old man, warning them of a local curse that during the German occupation of the local area that these Nazi invaders were brutal and harsh in their methods of control. Telling of the legend of the villager's revolt that drove them up into the cold, dark mountains where they perished, that is until rumour of their return in the form of zombies, evil Nazi zombies.

Tags: Tommy Wirkola, Horror, Zombies]]>
Thu, 10 Jul 2014 20:32:40 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=126 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=126
Several friends take to the mountains and shack-up in the wilderness of back-of-beyond to enjoy a little R & R together, their peace is soon interrupted by a mysterious old man, warning them of a local curse that during the German occupation of the local area that these Nazi invaders were brutal and harsh in their methods of control. Telling of the legend of the villager's revolt that drove them up into the cold, dark mountains where they perished, that is until rumour of their return in the form of zombies, evil Nazi zombies.

Tags: Tommy Wirkola, Horror, Zombies]]>
Movie: Silver Linings Playbook (2012) by David O. Russell
Against medical advice and without the knowledge of her husband Pat Solatano Sr., caring Dolores Solatano discharges her adult son, Pat Solatano Jr., from a Maryland mental health institution after his minimum eight month court ordered stint. The condition of the release includes Pat Jr. moving back in with his parents in their Philadelphia home. Although Pat Jr.'s institutionalization was due to him beating up the lover of his wife Nikki, he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Nikki has since left him and has received a restraining order against him. Although he is on medication (which he doesn't take because of the way it makes him feel) and has mandatory therapy sessions, Pat Jr. feels like he can manage on the outside solely by healthy living and looking for the "silver linings" in his life. His goals are to get his old job back as a substitute teacher, but more importantly reunite with Nikki. He finds there are certain instances where he doesn't cope well, however no less so ...

Tags: Romance, Love, Separation, Struggle, David O. Russell]]>
Mon, 07 Jul 2014 21:37:15 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=125 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=125
Against medical advice and without the knowledge of her husband Pat Solatano Sr., caring Dolores Solatano discharges her adult son, Pat Solatano Jr., from a Maryland mental health institution after his minimum eight month court ordered stint. The condition of the release includes Pat Jr. moving back in with his parents in their Philadelphia home. Although Pat Jr.'s institutionalization was due to him beating up the lover of his wife Nikki, he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Nikki has since left him and has received a restraining order against him. Although he is on medication (which he doesn't take because of the way it makes him feel) and has mandatory therapy sessions, Pat Jr. feels like he can manage on the outside solely by healthy living and looking for the "silver linings" in his life. His goals are to get his old job back as a substitute teacher, but more importantly reunite with Nikki. He finds there are certain instances where he doesn't cope well, however no less so ...

Tags: Romance, Love, Separation, Struggle, David O. Russell]]>
Video: Hospital Window - Inspirational Video

Tags: Support, Inspirational, Hope]]>
Sun, 06 Jul 2014 21:35:31 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=64 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=64

Tags: Support, Inspirational, Hope]]>
Movie: About Time (I) (2013) by Richard Curtis
At the age of 21, Tim Lake (Domhnall Gleeson) discovers he can travel in time... The night after another unsatisfactory New Year party, Tim's father (Bill Nighy) tells his son that the men in his family have always had the ability to travel through time. Tim can't change history, but he can change what happens and has happened in his own life-so he decides to make his world a better place...by getting a girlfriend. Sadly, that turns out not to be as easy as you might think. Moving from the Cornwall coast to London to train as a lawyer, Tim finally meets the beautiful but insecure Mary (Rachel McAdams). They fall in love, then an unfortunate time-travel incident means he's never met her at all. So they meet for the first time again-and again-but finally, after a lot of cunning time-traveling, he wins her heart. Tim then uses his power to create the perfect romantic proposal, to save his wedding from the worst best-man speeches, to save his best friend from professional disaster and to ...

Tags: Richard Curtis, Love, Romance, Drama]]>
Thu, 03 Jul 2014 20:26:02 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=124 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=124
At the age of 21, Tim Lake (Domhnall Gleeson) discovers he can travel in time... The night after another unsatisfactory New Year party, Tim's father (Bill Nighy) tells his son that the men in his family have always had the ability to travel through time. Tim can't change history, but he can change what happens and has happened in his own life-so he decides to make his world a better place...by getting a girlfriend. Sadly, that turns out not to be as easy as you might think. Moving from the Cornwall coast to London to train as a lawyer, Tim finally meets the beautiful but insecure Mary (Rachel McAdams). They fall in love, then an unfortunate time-travel incident means he's never met her at all. So they meet for the first time again-and again-but finally, after a lot of cunning time-traveling, he wins her heart. Tim then uses his power to create the perfect romantic proposal, to save his wedding from the worst best-man speeches, to save his best friend from professional disaster and to ...

Tags: Richard Curtis, Love, Romance, Drama]]>
Song: Trouble Is by Backstreet Boys
[Howie:]
How come you never know
What you got until it's gone
Too bad
Because I never felt so good with anyone
How fooled was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine

[Nick/Howie:]
So every day I try a little harder
To forget her
Lie here convince myself
Tomorrow will be better

[Chorus:]
The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is

[Howie:]
Love is what the trouble is

[AJ:]
How come she said
You never wear your heart
Where I can see
Too bad
Cause now I'm the one
Who's sorry
How stupid was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine
So everyday I find a little something
To remind me
No matter how I try
I can't put the past behind me

[Repeat Chorus]

[AJ:]
Love has let me go
I'm alright, I'm okay
I'll be fine, give it time

[All:]
But the only trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone (she's gone)
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory (I just can't)
And now I know what it is (now I know)
And now I know what it is
Cause love is what the trouble is
The trouble
Love... Love is what the trouble is
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Love, Memories]]>
Thu, 03 Jul 2014 20:22:20 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=229 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=229
[Howie:]
How come you never know
What you got until it's gone
Too bad
Because I never felt so good with anyone
How fooled was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine

[Nick/Howie:]
So every day I try a little harder
To forget her
Lie here convince myself
Tomorrow will be better

[Chorus:]
The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is

[Howie:]
Love is what the trouble is

[AJ:]
How come she said
You never wear your heart
Where I can see
Too bad
Cause now I'm the one
Who's sorry
How stupid was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine
So everyday I find a little something
To remind me
No matter how I try
I can't put the past behind me

[Repeat Chorus]

[AJ:]
Love has let me go
I'm alright, I'm okay
I'll be fine, give it time

[All:]
But the only trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone (she's gone)
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory (I just can't)
And now I know what it is (now I know)
And now I know what it is
Cause love is what the trouble is
The trouble
Love... Love is what the trouble is
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Love, Memories]]>
Video: A Wedding That Will Move You
Early this year, Rowden and Leizl decided to get married on July 8, 2014, Rowden's 30th birthday. Together with their adorable 2-year-old daughter, they already had a perfect family.

Then a twist of fate, Rowden got diagnosed with stage IV liver cancer in late May. His last request was to marry his one true love. After 12hours of preparations, his dream was fulfilled. Unable to take him outside the hospital, we brought the church to him. It was like a heartbreaking fairytale.

Rowden Go, at the age of 29-years-old, passed away on June 11, 2014. Less than 10hours after he said his vows.

He is survived by his wife Leizel May, daughter Zakiah Rowzel, mother Lorelei, and brothers Hasset & Hisham.

Tags: Death, Wedding, Sick, Cancer, Bride]]>
Mon, 30 Jun 2014 03:01:09 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=63 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=63
Early this year, Rowden and Leizl decided to get married on July 8, 2014, Rowden's 30th birthday. Together with their adorable 2-year-old daughter, they already had a perfect family.

Then a twist of fate, Rowden got diagnosed with stage IV liver cancer in late May. His last request was to marry his one true love. After 12hours of preparations, his dream was fulfilled. Unable to take him outside the hospital, we brought the church to him. It was like a heartbreaking fairytale.

Rowden Go, at the age of 29-years-old, passed away on June 11, 2014. Less than 10hours after he said his vows.

He is survived by his wife Leizel May, daughter Zakiah Rowzel, mother Lorelei, and brothers Hasset & Hisham.

Tags: Death, Wedding, Sick, Cancer, Bride]]>
Movie: The English Patient (1996) by Anthony Minghella
Beginning in the 1930's, "The English Patient" tells the story of Count Almásy who is a Hungarian map maker employed by the Royal Geographical Society to chart the vast expanses of the Sahara Desert along with several other prominent explorers. As World War II unfolds, Almásy enters into a world of love, betrayal, and politics that is later revealed in a series of flashbacks while Almásy is on his death bed after being horribly burned in a plane crash.

Tags: Anthony Minghella, War, Romance, Drama]]>
Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:33:19 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=123 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=123
Beginning in the 1930's, "The English Patient" tells the story of Count Almásy who is a Hungarian map maker employed by the Royal Geographical Society to chart the vast expanses of the Sahara Desert along with several other prominent explorers. As World War II unfolds, Almásy enters into a world of love, betrayal, and politics that is later revealed in a series of flashbacks while Almásy is on his death bed after being horribly burned in a plane crash.

Tags: Anthony Minghella, War, Romance, Drama]]>
Movie: Shakespeare in Love (1998) by John Madden
Will Shakespeare is a known but struggling poet, playwright and actor who not only has sold his next play to both Philip Henslow and Richard Burbidge but now faces a far more difficult problem: he is bereft of ideas and has yet to begin writing. He is in search of his muse, the woman who will inspire him but all attempts fail him until he meets the beautiful Viola de Lesseps. She loves the theatre and would like nothing more than to take to the stage but is forbidden from doing so as only men can be actors. She is also a great admirer of Shakespeare's works. Dressing as a man and going by the name of Thomas Kent, she auditions and is ideal for a part in his next play. Shakespeare soon see through her disguise and they begin a love affair, one they know cannot end happily for them as he is already married and she has been promised to the dour Lord Wessex. As the company rehearses his new play, Will and Viola's love is transferred to the written page leading to the masterpiece that is ...

Tags: John Madden, Romance, Drama]]>
Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:31:17 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=122 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_movie.php?id=122
Will Shakespeare is a known but struggling poet, playwright and actor who not only has sold his next play to both Philip Henslow and Richard Burbidge but now faces a far more difficult problem: he is bereft of ideas and has yet to begin writing. He is in search of his muse, the woman who will inspire him but all attempts fail him until he meets the beautiful Viola de Lesseps. She loves the theatre and would like nothing more than to take to the stage but is forbidden from doing so as only men can be actors. She is also a great admirer of Shakespeare's works. Dressing as a man and going by the name of Thomas Kent, she auditions and is ideal for a part in his next play. Shakespeare soon see through her disguise and they begin a love affair, one they know cannot end happily for them as he is already married and she has been promised to the dour Lord Wessex. As the company rehearses his new play, Will and Viola's love is transferred to the written page leading to the masterpiece that is ...

Tags: John Madden, Romance, Drama]]>
Song: High Hopes by Pink Floyd
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun

Along the Long Road and on down the Causeway
Do they still meet there by the Cut

There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide

At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world

Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever
Tags: Pink Floyd, Alone]]>
Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:17:56 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=228 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=228
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun

Along the Long Road and on down the Causeway
Do they still meet there by the Cut

There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide

At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world

Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever
Tags: Pink Floyd, Alone]]>
Song: The Final Cut by Pink Floyd
through the fish eyed lens of tear stained eyes
i can barely define the shape of this moment in time
and far from flying high in clear blue skies
i'm spiralling down to the hole in the ground where i hide
if you negotiate the minefield in the drive
and beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
and if you make it past the shotgun in the hall
dial the combination. open the priesthole
and if i'm in i'll tell you what's behind the wall
there's a kid who had a big hallucination
making love to girls in magazines
he wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith
could anybody love him
or is it just a crazy dream
and if i show you my dark side
will you still hold me tonight
and if i open my heart to you
and show you my weak side
what would you do
would you sell your story to rolling stone
would you take the children away
and leave me alone
and smile in reassurance
as you whisper down the phone
would you send me packing
or would you take me home
thought i oughta bare my naked feelings
thought i oughta tear the curtain down
i held the blade in trembling hands
prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
i never had the nerve to make the final cut
Tags: Pink Floyd, Depressed, Hurt]]>
Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:16:34 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=227 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=227
through the fish eyed lens of tear stained eyes
i can barely define the shape of this moment in time
and far from flying high in clear blue skies
i'm spiralling down to the hole in the ground where i hide
if you negotiate the minefield in the drive
and beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
and if you make it past the shotgun in the hall
dial the combination. open the priesthole
and if i'm in i'll tell you what's behind the wall
there's a kid who had a big hallucination
making love to girls in magazines
he wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith
could anybody love him
or is it just a crazy dream
and if i show you my dark side
will you still hold me tonight
and if i open my heart to you
and show you my weak side
what would you do
would you sell your story to rolling stone
would you take the children away
and leave me alone
and smile in reassurance
as you whisper down the phone
would you send me packing
or would you take me home
thought i oughta bare my naked feelings
thought i oughta tear the curtain down
i held the blade in trembling hands
prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
i never had the nerve to make the final cut
Tags: Pink Floyd, Depressed, Hurt]]>
Song: Dust In The Wind by Kansas
I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind

Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do
Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

(Aa aa aa)
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
Oh, ho, ho

Now don't hang on
Nothin' lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
And all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
(All we are is dust in the wind)

Dust in the wind
(Everything is dust in the wind)
Everything is dust in the wind
(In the wind)

(Ooo)
(Ooo)
(Ooo)
Tags: Kansas, Empty, Love]]>
Mon, 09 Jun 2014 19:29:53 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=226 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=226
I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind

Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do
Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

(Aa aa aa)
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
Oh, ho, ho

Now don't hang on
Nothin' lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
And all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
(All we are is dust in the wind)

Dust in the wind
(Everything is dust in the wind)
Everything is dust in the wind
(In the wind)

(Ooo)
(Ooo)
(Ooo)
Tags: Kansas, Empty, Love]]>
Video: The most inspiring video you will ever watch!

Tags: Inspirational, Staystrong]]>
Mon, 26 May 2014 20:32:14 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=62 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_video.php?id=62

Tags: Inspirational, Staystrong]]>
Song: Shattered by Backstreet Boys
[A.J:]
So empty, can't feel no more,
As I'm left with my tears on the floor
I wait for my heart to mend,
But you keep tearing a hole

[Brian:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered,
[Nick:] (From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke)
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered)
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered)
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe, you left me, ah)

[Brian:] So shattered

[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered

[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
What am I still here for,
Could it be that I'm just waiting
Hoping you'd rescue me,
And put the pieces together again

[Howie:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[Howie:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
Tell me what you're really here for,
If you never really loved me
I gave my all but it still wasn't enough

'Cause all you had to say was that you ain't
Looking for commitment
Instead of telling me what I wanted to hear, oh-ho

[Howie:]
You took my emotions
And scattered them on the ground
So hard to just pick up,
And move on with life, again

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[A.J.:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside

[A.J.:] So shattered
[Brian:] Oh yes, I can't believe, you left me, so shattered
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Shattered, Alone, Hurt]]>
Mon, 26 May 2014 20:28:54 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=225 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=225
[A.J:]
So empty, can't feel no more,
As I'm left with my tears on the floor
I wait for my heart to mend,
But you keep tearing a hole

[Brian:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered,
[Nick:] (From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke)
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered)
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered)
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] (Can't believe, you left me, ah)

[Brian:] So shattered

[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered

[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
What am I still here for,
Could it be that I'm just waiting
Hoping you'd rescue me,
And put the pieces together again

[Howie:]
Inside, I'm so lost,
In the middle of my heart
It's a battlefield of love,
I've been fighting far too long

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[Howie:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside, oh

[Nick:]
Tell me what you're really here for,
If you never really loved me
I gave my all but it still wasn't enough

'Cause all you had to say was that you ain't
Looking for commitment
Instead of telling me what I wanted to hear, oh-ho

[Howie:]
You took my emotions
And scattered them on the ground
So hard to just pick up,
And move on with life, again

[Brian:] And now I'm shattered
[A.J.:] Oh
[Nick:] From you chipping my heart, kept taking it till it broke
[Brian:] Oh how it hurts
[Nick:] Felt it slip from your hand, hit the ground and now it's shattered
[Brian:] I'm so shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, ah
[Brian:] So shattered
[Nick, Howie:] Can't believe, you left me, I'm so shattered
[Brian:] I'm shattered, cut from with-inside

[A.J.:] So shattered
[Brian:] Oh yes, I can't believe, you left me, so shattered
Tags: Backstreet Boys, Shattered, Alone, Hurt]]>
Song: You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift
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All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no
Tags: Taylor Swift, Lost, Breakup, Broken]]>
Thu, 22 May 2014 21:52:41 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=224 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_song.php?id=224
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All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no
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Video: "Hey" - Short Film on Bullying

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Article: Sad quotes for a broken heart Sadness is a part of life that is unavoidable and arises from lost dreams and opportunities. It engulfs people into its pit and right then sad quotes can come to the best rescue. Sad quotes are soul-stirring that strikes a chord when we feel sad. These powerful words express deep truths right from the heart. There are many famous sad quotes that seem to echo our emotions which has been written when that person felt that way and it's always comforting to know that there are others who has also traveled in the same path.

Some of the amazing top sad quotes that I find really comforting when depressed and you might find them soothing too are:
'Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.' This quote is by Javan. It jerks and brings me to reality and makes me think logical.

'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy' by Psalms reminds me not to lose hope and one drop of tear draws a person one step more closer to happiness.
'Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears' by Marcus Aurelius and 'Solitary trees, if they grow at all, grow strong' by Winston Churchill are two favorite quotes I like a lot as it talks about being strong and not feel the pain. It's really inspiring when I feel hurt or isolated.

Another cool sad quote that I often recall when I feel sad is, 'Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable'. It reminds me that experiences only make one more practical in life.

Then there are some other really great sad quotes like,
'Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad' by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
'For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been' by John Greenleaf Whittier
'Let your tears come. Let them water your soul' by Eileen Mayhew

'Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation' by Kahlil Gibran
And finally the most heart touching one that I often secure it deep in my heart is the quote, 'The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you' by Unknown Author which reminds me to realize the love of the ones who love me before it's too late and not go through the pain of losing a loved one by taking too long to recognize the love.

These sad quotes will help you to go through tough times and bring more tranquility of mind.


Tags: Sad Quotes, Best Quotes, Quotes]]>
Sun, 12 May 2013 14:54:58 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=4 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=4 Sadness is a part of life that is unavoidable and arises from lost dreams and opportunities. It engulfs people into its pit and right then sad quotes can come to the best rescue. Sad quotes are soul-stirring that strikes a chord when we feel sad. These powerful words express deep truths right from the heart. There are many famous sad quotes that seem to echo our emotions which has been written when that person felt that way and it's always comforting to know that there are others who has also traveled in the same path.

Some of the amazing top sad quotes that I find really comforting when depressed and you might find them soothing too are:
'Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.' This quote is by Javan. It jerks and brings me to reality and makes me think logical.

'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy' by Psalms reminds me not to lose hope and one drop of tear draws a person one step more closer to happiness.
'Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears' by Marcus Aurelius and 'Solitary trees, if they grow at all, grow strong' by Winston Churchill are two favorite quotes I like a lot as it talks about being strong and not feel the pain. It's really inspiring when I feel hurt or isolated.

Another cool sad quote that I often recall when I feel sad is, 'Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable'. It reminds me that experiences only make one more practical in life.

Then there are some other really great sad quotes like,
'Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad' by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
'For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been' by John Greenleaf Whittier
'Let your tears come. Let them water your soul' by Eileen Mayhew

'Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation' by Kahlil Gibran
And finally the most heart touching one that I often secure it deep in my heart is the quote, 'The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you' by Unknown Author which reminds me to realize the love of the ones who love me before it's too late and not go through the pain of losing a loved one by taking too long to recognize the love.

These sad quotes will help you to go through tough times and bring more tranquility of mind.


Tags: Sad Quotes, Best Quotes, Quotes]]>
Article: Top 5 Sad Movies Titanic

TitanicTitanic (1997) is probably the most well-known movie on this top 5. The movie itself takes place on the first trip of the ship “Titanic”.
 
The movie starts in 1996, where a team of divers tries to find the sunken ship. They are searching for a previous diamond. The divers find the ship, but they do not find the diamond that they were looking for in the first place.
 
We hear the story about Rose Dewitt Bukater. She was only 17 years old when Titanic sat sails from Southampton in England. Titanic was supposed to travel to New York. She is traveling along with her mother and her fiancé. At the first night at the ship, Rose tries to commit suicide by jumping in the water. It does not work out because she is stopped by a man named Jack.
Jack and Rose falls in love with each other, which causes a lot of problems due to the fact that Rose has already promised to marry someone else. Jack and Rose come from different parts of society and this also causes them a lot of problems.

What happens next is that Titanic hits and iceberg, which in the end, causes the ship to sink.

Titanic is a lot about love and happiness, but we also see the darker side of these. We see anger, desperations and other dark emotions. The desperation is mostly clear between Jack and Rose, due to the fact the she is already engaged when they meet and fall in love with each other.

 

Boys Don’t Cry

Boys don't cry“Boys don’t cry” (1999) is about a based on the true story of the life of Brandon Teena. The movie tells us the story about a woman, who chooses to live her life as a man. Throughout her life, she suffers from her choice because of the consequences of her actions. Brandon moves away from Nebraska and into a new community. In her new town, the other people are not seeing person of transgender as human beings. Through the movie, Brandon ends up with a reputation of being a ladies’ man. Later in the story, Brandon ends up in prison. In prison, he develops to be a very, angry young man whose anger turns into actions after some time.
 
“Boys don’t cry” is a movie which is full of emotions. Through the movie, we get to feel all of the emotions that Brandon feels. We can feel the anger, pain and suffering he is going through. The whole community around his new neighborhood shows what conditions some of us have to live with. It is not easy to be different from the “normal” and in this movie; we get to see the life of a human in another perspective than we are used to. All these emotions in this film reminds, at least some of us, that we should be glad about what we have, because there will always be a lot of people, who has it a lot worse than we do. 

 

The Perfect Storm

At this point, we have now made it to the highest ranked on this list.
 
The number one on this list is the movie “The Perfect Storm” (2000) directed by Wolfgang Petersen and Allen Payne. The movie is in many ways a lot like the other movies, but it has its differences, which is why it has made it to number one.
 
The Perfect Storm is about a group of fishermen from Gloucester, who leaves everything behind and is chasing their road to happiness and wealth and the ocean. In October 1991, the ship “Andrea Gail”, with fishermen, sets sail. After some time, they get their weather report which tells them that there is a storm coming their way, which can cause a perfect storm.
 
Due to the fact that the Hurricane “Grace” is behind them, they decide to continue with their fishing. At the ocean, the fishermen faces a lot of problems like weather, they relationship which each other and other disasters.
 
When everything is good and there are catching a lot of fish, their ice machine breaks down and they needs to make a big decision. They can now choose between letting the fish root or try to make it through the hurricane. The desperate fishermen decide to make their way through the huge hurricane. Soon, they find themselves in the middle of the biggest storm in ages.
 
The Perfect Storm is definitely a sad movie. As in the previous movies, we get to feel a lot of emotions. In this movie, I felt mostly sadness and desperation towards the fishermen. The ending of the movie was priceless in my opinion and that is one of the places where “The Perfect Storm” is different from the other movie that I has mentioned.

 

Philadelphia

PhiladelphiaPhiladelphia (1993) is an American movie. With Tom Hanks and Denzel Washington as the stars of the movie, Philadelphia is about a young man who suffers from AIDS and the need to hide the real him.
 
Andrew Beckett is homosexual and is working in one of the largest companies in Philadelphia. He is not open about his homosexuality, or the fact that he has got AIDS, on his work and do to the fact that he has got no one to turn to, this costs him a lot of pain and suffering.
 
One day, he is assigned to one of the company’s most important cases. During the case, a worker notices something odd on Andrew. Embarrassed, he stays home to cover the lesion on his forehead. At home, he tries to finish the case and then deliver it to the office, but it gets worse and he is rushed to the hospital to make sure that he is not dying.
 
Andrew’s life gets a lot worse and he even gets fired from his job. Andrew prosecutes his previous contractor and the case goes to court. As the case goes to court, Andrew faces some new problem; his previous contractor tells the court, that Andrew has been hiding his condition for them and therefore, it was okay to them to fire him. During the testimony, Andrew collapses. His lawyer and family visit him there. After the family has gone, Andrew tells that he is ready to die.
 
At the end of the movie, we see Andrew’s funeral where there is a lot of mourners.
 
As seen in the movie, Philadelphia is about trying to overcome your problems to stay above water. In this movie, it is one man against all the others and we get to see how sickness can break you down in so many ways. Philadelphia is a frustrating movie in many ways, because it is even hard, as a viewer, to imagine all the problems that Andrew was going through and it is even harder to put ourselves in his place.

 

 

We Were Soldier

We were soldier“We were soldier” (2002) is directed by Randall Wallace. The movie is about the major battle of the Vietnam War and we see it through the eyes of the American units in Vietnam.
The film itself is based on the book “We were soldiers once… and young” by Hal Moore, who participated in the war himself.
The United States has entered the Vietnamese war. At this point, Hal Moore is a dedicated and committed young man and he is training the troops that are under his command.
After arriving in Vietnamese area, Hal finds out that an American base has been attacked and several of their soldiers have been killed. After this information, he needs to move his men and eliminate their enemy. At the time of their moving, Hal has not got any idea of the number of the Vietnamese troopers in the area at this point.

Later in the film, the group of soldiers is lured into an ambush by a Vietnamese. With no options left, Hal decides to call on his radio and tell the other Americans that they have been lured into an ambush and cannot defend themselves. They will now stay alive much longer so he orders all the available aircraft to attack their Vietnamese enemy to kill or chase them away from Hal and his soldiers. The aircraft bombs and uses machine guns at the enemy. After the attacking, the Vietnamese troopers repel and the surviving Americans are rescued.

In the end, the Vietnamese plans a big counter attack and you must see the movie yourself to see the outcome.
 
This movie has made it to this list, because it shows us the horrific actions of war. Throughout the movie, we can almost feel the pain that the soldiers feel during the movie and we see what war really is about. We can feel the love that the soldiers feel for their country while they are willing to sacrifice their lives to make a difference in Vietnam. The movie proves that you may need to sacrifice something important to you, if you want to make a difference for the next generations.


Tags: Sad Movies, Movies, Top 5]]>
Mon, 22 Apr 2013 21:08:46 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=3 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=3 Titanic

TitanicTitanic (1997) is probably the most well-known movie on this top 5. The movie itself takes place on the first trip of the ship “Titanic”.
 
The movie starts in 1996, where a team of divers tries to find the sunken ship. They are searching for a previous diamond. The divers find the ship, but they do not find the diamond that they were looking for in the first place.
 
We hear the story about Rose Dewitt Bukater. She was only 17 years old when Titanic sat sails from Southampton in England. Titanic was supposed to travel to New York. She is traveling along with her mother and her fiancé. At the first night at the ship, Rose tries to commit suicide by jumping in the water. It does not work out because she is stopped by a man named Jack.
Jack and Rose falls in love with each other, which causes a lot of problems due to the fact that Rose has already promised to marry someone else. Jack and Rose come from different parts of society and this also causes them a lot of problems.

What happens next is that Titanic hits and iceberg, which in the end, causes the ship to sink.

Titanic is a lot about love and happiness, but we also see the darker side of these. We see anger, desperations and other dark emotions. The desperation is mostly clear between Jack and Rose, due to the fact the she is already engaged when they meet and fall in love with each other.

 

Boys Don’t Cry

Boys don't cry“Boys don’t cry” (1999) is about a based on the true story of the life of Brandon Teena. The movie tells us the story about a woman, who chooses to live her life as a man. Throughout her life, she suffers from her choice because of the consequences of her actions. Brandon moves away from Nebraska and into a new community. In her new town, the other people are not seeing person of transgender as human beings. Through the movie, Brandon ends up with a reputation of being a ladies’ man. Later in the story, Brandon ends up in prison. In prison, he develops to be a very, angry young man whose anger turns into actions after some time.
 
“Boys don’t cry” is a movie which is full of emotions. Through the movie, we get to feel all of the emotions that Brandon feels. We can feel the anger, pain and suffering he is going through. The whole community around his new neighborhood shows what conditions some of us have to live with. It is not easy to be different from the “normal” and in this movie; we get to see the life of a human in another perspective than we are used to. All these emotions in this film reminds, at least some of us, that we should be glad about what we have, because there will always be a lot of people, who has it a lot worse than we do. 

 

The Perfect Storm

At this point, we have now made it to the highest ranked on this list.
 
The number one on this list is the movie “The Perfect Storm” (2000) directed by Wolfgang Petersen and Allen Payne. The movie is in many ways a lot like the other movies, but it has its differences, which is why it has made it to number one.
 
The Perfect Storm is about a group of fishermen from Gloucester, who leaves everything behind and is chasing their road to happiness and wealth and the ocean. In October 1991, the ship “Andrea Gail”, with fishermen, sets sail. After some time, they get their weather report which tells them that there is a storm coming their way, which can cause a perfect storm.
 
Due to the fact that the Hurricane “Grace” is behind them, they decide to continue with their fishing. At the ocean, the fishermen faces a lot of problems like weather, they relationship which each other and other disasters.
 
When everything is good and there are catching a lot of fish, their ice machine breaks down and they needs to make a big decision. They can now choose between letting the fish root or try to make it through the hurricane. The desperate fishermen decide to make their way through the huge hurricane. Soon, they find themselves in the middle of the biggest storm in ages.
 
The Perfect Storm is definitely a sad movie. As in the previous movies, we get to feel a lot of emotions. In this movie, I felt mostly sadness and desperation towards the fishermen. The ending of the movie was priceless in my opinion and that is one of the places where “The Perfect Storm” is different from the other movie that I has mentioned.

 

Philadelphia

PhiladelphiaPhiladelphia (1993) is an American movie. With Tom Hanks and Denzel Washington as the stars of the movie, Philadelphia is about a young man who suffers from AIDS and the need to hide the real him.
 
Andrew Beckett is homosexual and is working in one of the largest companies in Philadelphia. He is not open about his homosexuality, or the fact that he has got AIDS, on his work and do to the fact that he has got no one to turn to, this costs him a lot of pain and suffering.
 
One day, he is assigned to one of the company’s most important cases. During the case, a worker notices something odd on Andrew. Embarrassed, he stays home to cover the lesion on his forehead. At home, he tries to finish the case and then deliver it to the office, but it gets worse and he is rushed to the hospital to make sure that he is not dying.
 
Andrew’s life gets a lot worse and he even gets fired from his job. Andrew prosecutes his previous contractor and the case goes to court. As the case goes to court, Andrew faces some new problem; his previous contractor tells the court, that Andrew has been hiding his condition for them and therefore, it was okay to them to fire him. During the testimony, Andrew collapses. His lawyer and family visit him there. After the family has gone, Andrew tells that he is ready to die.
 
At the end of the movie, we see Andrew’s funeral where there is a lot of mourners.
 
As seen in the movie, Philadelphia is about trying to overcome your problems to stay above water. In this movie, it is one man against all the others and we get to see how sickness can break you down in so many ways. Philadelphia is a frustrating movie in many ways, because it is even hard, as a viewer, to imagine all the problems that Andrew was going through and it is even harder to put ourselves in his place.

 

 

We Were Soldier

We were soldier“We were soldier” (2002) is directed by Randall Wallace. The movie is about the major battle of the Vietnam War and we see it through the eyes of the American units in Vietnam.
The film itself is based on the book “We were soldiers once… and young” by Hal Moore, who participated in the war himself.
The United States has entered the Vietnamese war. At this point, Hal Moore is a dedicated and committed young man and he is training the troops that are under his command.
After arriving in Vietnamese area, Hal finds out that an American base has been attacked and several of their soldiers have been killed. After this information, he needs to move his men and eliminate their enemy. At the time of their moving, Hal has not got any idea of the number of the Vietnamese troopers in the area at this point.

Later in the film, the group of soldiers is lured into an ambush by a Vietnamese. With no options left, Hal decides to call on his radio and tell the other Americans that they have been lured into an ambush and cannot defend themselves. They will now stay alive much longer so he orders all the available aircraft to attack their Vietnamese enemy to kill or chase them away from Hal and his soldiers. The aircraft bombs and uses machine guns at the enemy. After the attacking, the Vietnamese troopers repel and the surviving Americans are rescued.

In the end, the Vietnamese plans a big counter attack and you must see the movie yourself to see the outcome.
 
This movie has made it to this list, because it shows us the horrific actions of war. Throughout the movie, we can almost feel the pain that the soldiers feel during the movie and we see what war really is about. We can feel the love that the soldiers feel for their country while they are willing to sacrifice their lives to make a difference in Vietnam. The movie proves that you may need to sacrifice something important to you, if you want to make a difference for the next generations.


Tags: Sad Movies, Movies, Top 5]]>
Article: Why I Love Sad Songs It is said and believed that music is food for the soul. This is best shown in how we relate to different types of music depending on our mood and our feelings. Our state of mind and state of emotions decide our mood and our choice of music in turn is driven by the mood we are in. I love sad songs because they act as my best friend when I’m feeling sad and low.

With my collection of sad songs, I do not need someone to talk to because these songs become a mirror to my emotions. The lyrics in sad songs when I hear them, it feels like they have been written for me and I can sink deeper into my lonely, sad emotion. Sad songs have a marvelous effect on us. When we are broken and hurt due to whatever reason, sad songs give us an outlet to be on our own and talk to ourselves. It is not however necessary that one should like sad songs only when they are sad; it is but human to be happy yet listen to a sad song. This is only an indication that we are still human and our feelings have not become numb in this fast paced life; our emotions are still alive. If we are feeling ‘OK’ and suddenly a sad song brings tears to our eyes it is only for us to remember that nothing lasts forever. There is always an end to every beginning and happiness is always followed by sadness, so we should keep our doors open for sadness as well. Pain and misery never knocks before coming neither does an opportunity so we should always be prepared for good and bad times alike.

I may laugh in public, I may fake a smile only not to let anyone else know what I’m going through inside. I love sad songs because they bring out my real emotions and make me weep out my sorrows; my grievances, regrets and tragedies. They remind me of my loved ones that I have lost due to one reason or the other and the emptiness I feel without them. Listening to sad songs not only gives me remembrance of bitter sweet memories but they touch the chords of my heart. At this point I wish to lock myself away from the world because it is this world that has caused me all the pain and grief. Had I not lived I wouldn’t have suffered. So you can see what multiple effects music can have on you.

Sad songs also are a way to melt the toughest of persons and the harshest of emotions.  When we are angry at someone we are rather angry with ourselves; we may shout and yell at them but inside we are shaking. And sad songs have the quality to wash away that harshness in us. Whenever I have had a bad day at work and an argument with a customer or a co-worker; I listen to sad songs on my way back home to soothe and calm my nerves and most of all for the reason so that I may cry and wash out my anger.


Tags: Sad Songs, Songs]]>
Fri, 11 Jan 2013 04:14:47 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=1 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=1 It is said and believed that music is food for the soul. This is best shown in how we relate to different types of music depending on our mood and our feelings. Our state of mind and state of emotions decide our mood and our choice of music in turn is driven by the mood we are in. I love sad songs because they act as my best friend when I’m feeling sad and low.

With my collection of sad songs, I do not need someone to talk to because these songs become a mirror to my emotions. The lyrics in sad songs when I hear them, it feels like they have been written for me and I can sink deeper into my lonely, sad emotion. Sad songs have a marvelous effect on us. When we are broken and hurt due to whatever reason, sad songs give us an outlet to be on our own and talk to ourselves. It is not however necessary that one should like sad songs only when they are sad; it is but human to be happy yet listen to a sad song. This is only an indication that we are still human and our feelings have not become numb in this fast paced life; our emotions are still alive. If we are feeling ‘OK’ and suddenly a sad song brings tears to our eyes it is only for us to remember that nothing lasts forever. There is always an end to every beginning and happiness is always followed by sadness, so we should keep our doors open for sadness as well. Pain and misery never knocks before coming neither does an opportunity so we should always be prepared for good and bad times alike.

I may laugh in public, I may fake a smile only not to let anyone else know what I’m going through inside. I love sad songs because they bring out my real emotions and make me weep out my sorrows; my grievances, regrets and tragedies. They remind me of my loved ones that I have lost due to one reason or the other and the emptiness I feel without them. Listening to sad songs not only gives me remembrance of bitter sweet memories but they touch the chords of my heart. At this point I wish to lock myself away from the world because it is this world that has caused me all the pain and grief. Had I not lived I wouldn’t have suffered. So you can see what multiple effects music can have on you.

Sad songs also are a way to melt the toughest of persons and the harshest of emotions.  When we are angry at someone we are rather angry with ourselves; we may shout and yell at them but inside we are shaking. And sad songs have the quality to wash away that harshness in us. Whenever I have had a bad day at work and an argument with a customer or a co-worker; I listen to sad songs on my way back home to soothe and calm my nerves and most of all for the reason so that I may cry and wash out my anger.


Tags: Sad Songs, Songs]]>
Article: How to Write a Sad Story Writing a sad story is truly a great art in itself; an art to bring tears into someone’s eyes by your words and not many writers have successfully achieved the reward of doing so. Greatest sad stories that have ever been produced are the ones that are written by the writer’s heart. I will be sharing with you what I believe are the essentials to write a sad story.

As I just said a story can only have enough sadness and pain in it if the writer is writing with all their heart. When writing a sad story one should bring themselves to feel any sort of agony and sadness they have ever felt in life. It could be out of loss of a loved one, being parted from a loved one or a best friend, leaving school or leaving childhood town, a loss in the business, loss of a dear pet and so on. It can be an endless list of reasons that ever made you sad. The more closely one relates to painful moments in their life the sadder their story will be.  Example of this is that most of the sad stories are experience from people’s lives; their sufferings in times of hunger, prison or being abandoned.

A sad story should be simple and easily understandable to the readers and the character sketches for each character should be well built so that the reader builds a link with them. By making the story understandable it means that one should employ a descriptive writing style that paints clear pictures of scenes and characters so that the readers can actually visualize them in their minds. Remember that your words should have a powerful impact like it does in sad movies. The characters as you line them up in your story should be done in such a way that audience should ‘feel’ for the characters; only then will your story be touching enough to make them cry. Make your characters more human than superficial and heroic.

A big No-No for Happy Endings! Yes, a sad story is sad because it does not end happily ever after so bear this simple rule in mind. Your story should leave a yearning and a vacuum only then the audiences feel sympathetic towards the characters involved and cry on their ill-fate and misfortune. The sudden death or a similar twist in the story goes a long way in guaranteeing the success of a sad story but this works best only if the characters are well developed and the audiences are kept intact throughout. Their interest should be maintained at every level; if they lose interest then the story will not have the desired effect.

So, what are you waiting for? Pick up your pen; take your imagination to all the points in life when you got sad and felt pain and you will find yourself creating a great sad story that will have the ability to move its readers.


Tags: Sad Story, Story, How To, Write]]>
Fri, 11 Jan 2013 03:29:00 +0000 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=2 http://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_article.php?id=2 Writing a sad story is truly a great art in itself; an art to bring tears into someone’s eyes by your words and not many writers have successfully achieved the reward of doing so. Greatest sad stories that have ever been produced are the ones that are written by the writer’s heart. I will be sharing with you what I believe are the essentials to write a sad story.

As I just said a story can only have enough sadness and pain in it if the writer is writing with all their heart. When writing a sad story one should bring themselves to feel any sort of agony and sadness they have ever felt in life. It could be out of loss of a loved one, being parted from a loved one or a best friend, leaving school or leaving childhood town, a loss in the business, loss of a dear pet and so on. It can be an endless list of reasons that ever made you sad. The more closely one relates to painful moments in their life the sadder their story will be.  Example of this is that most of the sad stories are experience from people’s lives; their sufferings in times of hunger, prison or being abandoned.

A sad story should be simple and easily understandable to the readers and the character sketches for each character should be well built so that the reader builds a link with them. By making the story understandable it means that one should employ a descriptive writing style that paints clear pictures of scenes and characters so that the readers can actually visualize them in their minds. Remember that your words should have a powerful impact like it does in sad movies. The characters as you line them up in your story should be done in such a way that audience should ‘feel’ for the characters; only then will your story be touching enough to make them cry. Make your characters more human than superficial and heroic.

A big No-No for Happy Endings! Yes, a sad story is sad because it does not end happily ever after so bear this simple rule in mind. Your story should leave a yearning and a vacuum only then the audiences feel sympathetic towards the characters involved and cry on their ill-fate and misfortune. The sudden death or a similar twist in the story goes a long way in guaranteeing the success of a sad story but this works best only if the characters are well developed and the audiences are kept intact throughout. Their interest should be maintained at every level; if they lose interest then the story will not have the desired effect.

So, what are you waiting for? Pick up your pen; take your imagination to all the points in life when you got sad and felt pain and you will find yourself creating a great sad story that will have the ability to move its readers.


Tags: Sad Story, Story, How To, Write]]>