Human beings do not seem to like change. It does not matter if the change is in the form of thoughts, values or more physical manifestations such as diet. We seem to make it all difficult.

Why do we make change so difficult?
Why do we act so adversely to even the idea of change?

We are all conditioned by things like our upbringing, past experiences and the society in which we live (Social Conditioning). We then in turn create our reality based on these conditions. If we begin the journey of individual personal reflection we start to question our values, beliefs and ultimately our reality. In doing so we also start to break down the illusion and the egoistic persona we call the-self.

When this happens we change, others see this and in doing so (whether meaning to or not) we affect them. We begin to evoke curiosity, feelings and questions. They then begin on some level to question the very fabric that also binds their comfortable reality. Fear of change and the unknown then creep in and we are often confronted by resistance.

To help the mind envisage what is happening and why we get so much resistance imagine reality is symbolic of a car window screen. Every time we begin to dissolve part of our conditioned reality it is like a stone hits the screen with such velocity it leaves a small chip. When a car window screen gets chipped often we leave it, unless it affects our field of vision. If it does then we get it repaired, it is still the same window screen but a small part of it is now new. We carry on with our lives often as if nothing has happened until the time comes for another reality shifting stone to hit our window screen. Again it becomes chipped and like before we repair. Often we attempt to repeat this process again and again hoping to avoid another stone or the pain of replacing the entire screen. However, eventually another does appear but this time it’s not a stone, it is a rock, a total screen annihilating entity that causes much destruction. Our screen can no longer be repaired and what we were trying to avoid became a reality.

Only one thing is certain when we enter the realm of avoidance. This certainty is an inevitability we will face what we are avoiding.

We are all aware a window screen can only be repaired so many times before it is replaced. Even if you never experience a shattering rock the universe would eventually present enough chips in exactly the right place, thus ensuring the screen becomes new. It maybe the long, painful route but do not underestimate human beings resistance to change. Each chip can be painful but a shattering of a reality is far too painful to contemplate within the conditioned mind and so we get the resistance. We hold on and repair the reality that no longer serves us.

The irony is perhaps it does not have to be a painful experience. It seems only the initial breaking down of conditioning is difficult or painful. In truth it is actually a wonderful, painless process if we embrace it. It is a process we can indeed come to appreciate and enjoy, for every chip brings pastures of new discovery. Until one day we replace the entire screen with one that cannot be chipped or smashed, because our conditioned reality no longer exists. All it once created and held value has been dissolved and we are now free.

There is much fear and speculation regarding 2012, people speak of prophecy, planetary alignment, cycles, extinction, change and that only touches the surface. You can easily get lost in the mass of chatter and opinion. If you delve within, what do you find? What speaks, what do you feel? This process may be foreign at first, for we are so utterly used to validating from external perception.

The stillness within holds a wisdom, a knowledge of trust that resides in not knowing. The mind tries to battle this process for it sees a paradox, failing to grasp the only thing certain is uncertainty. Life will go on, life is exploration, it is natural, and it is part of the creative process.

So what is there to fear?

Many say it is a great time to be alive, a time of great shift and change. It is always a great time to be alive, is it not? Life is a celebration irrespective of what manifests in what we currently perceive as reality. Lost children with amnesia, to remember must we let go of what we think we need and value?

This means change, we resist change, why? Do you embrace change? What do you value? Do your actions hold the energy and purity that comes from the clarity of not knowing? Do you trust you are enough?

So many questions, take time with this, answers to these questions all relate to the “Story” of 2012. We are part of nature and we are humanity, these things are not abstract concepts, current paradigms want to create the idea of separation. The flow of life includes humanity, to remember this is to realign with what we are.

Have you ever taken the time to ask what fear is? What lies at the core of its vibration? If Humanity was really willing to transparently explore this question how would our lives be different? How would our world change?

These questions are what we are now facing, nature cannot continue to fall victim to our forgetfulness. Therefore we are being made to remember, we ultimately choose how we embark on this journey. We can choose to resist, or we can choose to stop the denial and flow with what we know to be true.

The Second episode of Transparently Questioning which asks why we lie to our children, especially around the time of Christmas. This video was actually filmed on Christmas Day in 2011, which is over one year after the first episode! Much more coming in 2012…

As mentioned in the video please do share and join the questioning in the comments below:

In Good Vibes – May the Questioning be strong in you!!

So what happened after the first ever Transparent Update?

In Good Vibes

Transparent Updates – Creating transparency to ensure the change is being lived rather than just talked. This first episode comes after a quiet period and many individual changes!!

The above was written in 2010 and I am back after another hiatus. More will be revealed in upcoming Transparent Updates and content.

In Good Vibes

This is a short video made to promote Transparently Questioning, again this video (like the first episode of Transparently Questioning) was filmed in 2010.

Please feel free to Join the questioning in the comments below

In Good Vibes

This was the first episode of Transparently Questioning ever filmed, it is the only one ever edited. This was filmed in June 2010, much has happened since this time and more will be shared via Transparent Updates.

More episodes are coming and feel free to contact and share a question you would like covered! For now have a look to see where to all began.

Audio Only Version:
Transparently Questioning – Where have revolutionaries gone?

In Good Vibes

Take a moment to look at the all too familiar finger-point in action. This post contained a rather large picture of a pointing-finger, and it was pointing at you, the reader. Therefore it seemed natural to share this quick but hopefully insightful change of perspective.

Every time you point a finger at someone or something else you are pointing three fingers back at yourself.

So who are you really pointing at?

If we all applied this insight into daily life it would have the power to change a great deal. So don’t be offended by a pointing-finger, especially not here. No finger-pointing happens on these pages unless this little insight is applied or realised first.

In good vibes
Lloyd

The following two videos show a 30-minute documentary featuring Jiddu Krishnamurti. They were recorded for television in 1966. The short documentary is one of the earliest films (with sound) recorded of Krishnamurti speaking to audiences.

There are many interesting aspects of this that are worth noting:

• The content is still immensely relevant even today, despite being filmed in 1966.
• This content was filmed for television. Do we see content asking these questions on today’s TV?
• You can see Krishnamurti talking in schools, would this happen today?

After you have watched the content please do join the questioning below in the comments.

Krishnamurti – The Real Revolution – Part 1 of 2

Krishnamurti – The Real Revolution – Part 2 of 2

What is being talked about here is the Game most Humans have mistakenly come to believe as the Game of Life. Life is not a Game that has been constructed so we can play out aspects of conditioning.

Competition, Comparison, Scarcity and Poverty are all constructs of this illusionary game we have come to accept. Life is creation. It is conscious expression and exploration of the universe. This universe is vaster and deeper than we can possibly imagine while manifest in this density, it is not merely what we perceive to be space, stars and galaxies.

To explore these questions is life, it is creation and an all-encompassing natural expression of what we are.

While this may sound poetic and smooth to the palate, it is acknowledged, perhaps paradoxically that the experience we have come to believe as Life and play out on a day-to-day basis is so utterly contrasting to this truth.

Why is this? Why does the truth of what we are, what is possible, allude us?

We have been sold a lie, a lie we have come so accustomed to that there are those who defend their right to live it, irrespective of the pure distortion and suffering that arises from embarking on this path of destruction. It is so utterly twisted that what manifests verges on anti-life, anti-creation. It is the denial of the very fabric of our making, yet still we defend it, justify it, still we believe the lie.

There are those that appear on the surface to profit from this lie. There are those that say ultimately we all profit from this gift of extortion, by experiencing this darkness we can catapult into the light, which is a natural process and exploration of life.

While this may be true, a question arises, this question could perhaps contain the answer or realisation that will begin the tipping point, the critical mass required to shift us to the light.

When do we stop playing the false game mistakenly believed to be life?

So often we hear the words “I will play the game” and while it is acknowledged we are somewhat dependant on the current social, economic structures this game creates. We are required to take part so we can function, survive and spread the message of a new vibration. There is a truth that remains, this truth is to acknowledge we must embody the new vibration, we must become it, live it. The more we collectively take responsibility for this the more the old dependency falls away. The game of lies will no longer be needed. To embody this new vibration is to show-up, to show the creative process that we are ready to walk the path to the light. This allows the reality we experience to shift for it will mirror the vibration and intention we hold in our own perception and being.

On the surface this may seem paradoxical, the mind may get lost in the density of duality. It is perhaps easy to say this divine process needs no part from us, for it will naturally emerge. Change is a constant in the creative process, however change is not inherently what we perceive to be positive. The creative process is free from judgement and therefore the perceptions of positivity and negativity are simply an equal aspect of exploration. It is therefore the consciousness of being that creates, that must drive this process.

It is said there is a limit to which we can miss-create. This limit has no judgement, no predefined way to be exercised. The light represents the acknowledgement of what we truly are, it allows the creative process to flow, to live. It is the very essence of life. The darkness, the resistance to what we are, miss-creates, it destroys. It is the very essence of anti-life. The limit to the destructive process prevents the infringement of other creative beings from living the creative process. By all means create suffering, perpetuate the destruction, but let no other fall victim to your creation.

Can this be true of “Playing the game”?
Can you truly play this game of lies and not miss-create?