Emotions are Only Emotions

A Boy Liked A Girl

2010-05-18T04:02:00.000-07:00

A Boy Liked A Girl But Wanted To Make Her Jealous.
Then One Day
Things Went Terribly Wrong.
The Next Few Weeks
Were Like A Very Sad Song.
He Made Her Jealous
On Purpose He Tried.
When The Girl Asked, "Do You Love Her?"
On Purpose He Lied.
He Played With Jealousy
Like It Was A Game.
Little Did He Know
Things Would Never Be The Same.
His Plan Was Working
But He Had No Clue.
How Wrong Things Would Go,
The Damage He Would Do.
One Night She Broke Down,
Feeling Very Alone.
Just Her And The Blade,
No One Else Home.
She Dialed His Number,
He Answered, "Hello"
She Told Him She Loved Him
And Hung Up The Phone.
He Raced To Her House
Just A Minute Too Late.
Found Her Lying In Blood
Her Heart
Had No Rate.
Beside Her Was A Note,
In It Her Confession.
Her Love For This Boy,
Her Only Obsession.
As He Read The Note,
He Knelt Down And Cried

I'm Ready To Face My Tears

2010-05-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

If Only The World Could See What I Feel
Then, Would The World, Know Who I Am
I've Loved, Lost And Feared The World
For It Is Sometimes Too Much To Bare
Control, Power, Is What I Fear
For I Am Weak Inside And Full Of Pain
I Shout And Cry, But Knowing
There Is Nobody There To Hear Me
I Swallow The Shame And Anger
That Lies Beneath Me

I Am Lost To Reality And Living In Time
Though I Am Struggling Through Life
And All That It Offers, I Am Only Human
And That Is What Makes Me . . . Me.
Still, I Wish For The Happiness And Pleasure
That I Have Earned, But Realize That, I Have
Not Yet Overcome The World's Greatest Challenge
Love And How To Accept It
I Am Ready To Face My Fears

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I'm Lonely Road

2010-05-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

I'm Lonely Road Of Broken Dreams
Its A Boulevard That I'm Searching For
These Stars Are All So Dull,
Its A Moon That I'm Searching For
Happiness Is So Angry At Me
Its A Life That I'm Searching For
There Is A Crowd Around Me All The Times,
Its A Friend That I'm Searching For
My Life Is Just Like A Path
Its A Destination That I'm Searching For
Don't Know What Is It That I've Lost,
May Be Its "Me" That I'm Searching For

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The Memories Will Never Die

2010-05-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

It makes me think of

all the good times we shared.

The times when we were happy,

And the times when we were scared.

We would walk alone,

Along her dark dirt road,

Frightened as can be

Because of the stories we once told.

The good and bad times have all gone by,

And thinking of them

Makes me want to sit down and cry.

The memories will always last,

They can never die.

They will go on and on

As long as we both try

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Now I Just Survive

2010-05-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

Alone I Sit Here,Empty And Cold

The Light Beckons Me,It Forces Me To Be Okay

Hidden Away My Feelings Are,

Showing No Emotions Is

How I Am

I Have To Fight To Be Alive I Have To Pretend To Care

The World Crushed My Dream Yet It Forces Me To Be

I Once Was Alive

Now I Just Survive

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I Was A Fool For U

2010-05-18T03:12:00.000-07:00

I don't know when my laughter turned to tears,

When my joys became my fears,

when one touch and you'd be gone,

and I'd be standing all alone.

I laughed till I cried,

I knew, but still I tried,

To make a place in your life.

You walked away without a word,

you neither saw nor heard

The love I tried to prove

The way my life, around you moved.

I don't know how long I cried

and wished that I had died.

And how my body ached for you,

And how you ignored my love so true.

So, I'm standing all alone again,

Wiping the tears that always begin,

Every day and every night

and every silent moment of my life ,

Whenever I think of the many ways

I was a fool for you.

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Thank U for The Memories

2010-05-18T03:07:00.000-07:00

Thank you for the memories

Of a love that's less than true

for the lessons learned were plenty

and the happy times were few.

And I thank you for your support,

the support you would never give

when I needed you the most,

those times, I can't forgive

I thank you for your love,

a love that didn't exist,

for all my childhood memories

are those of pounding fists.

And I really want to thank you

For loving only some,

I tried my best to please you,

But love for me was none.

So I thank you with my heart and soul

for but one good lesson learned

That should one day I love someone,

My love they need not earn.

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The Day I Lost U

2010-05-18T02:58:00.000-07:00

Words full of distress written in your eyes, girl

I know that tear comes from your heart why we

ended up this way hiding our love(♥) to carry on

Suddenly, the world began to change its face the

Day I lost U everything is so unclear everything
feel so unreal

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Lifeless

2010-05-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

Walking In A Cold Night

Searching For Life

I Am Alone But Whenever Air Touches My Body,I Feel U.

Tears Droping From My Eyes But No One To Weep Them.

Suddenly Rain Started.

Each Drop Of Rain Reminds Me Of The Pain I Felt In My Life.

I Am Betrayed By My Close Ones. No One To Walk With Me.

Just I,Me And Myself.

I Am Lost Star And Will Always Be.

This Rainy Night Will Never End As My Pain.

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IF U LOVE ME

2010-05-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

if you love me

let me know

if you love me

why let me go

if you love me

why hurt me so

if you love me

why pretend

if you love me

why make this end

if you love me

make things right again

if you love me

why lie about it

if you love me

don't make me live without it

if you love me

why make me doubt it

if you love me
why cant you tell me

if you love me

why don't you let me see

if you love me

why let me believe...that you don't

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2010-05-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

I Still Feel You In Air

I Look Up As A Tear Rolls Slowly Down My Cheek

I Think About Better Days And Wonder If I'll Feel That Way

Again. You Look At Me With Those Eyes I Know So Well

Always Serious, So Deep And Insightful

As Though You're Always In Control But Not Today Not Now

Now You Look So Scared Like For Once You Don't Have The

Answer. I Gaze At You Looking Deep Into Those Hazel Eyes

Hoping To Understand Why You've Said Those Things You

Did I Wonder For A Moment If This Is All A Dream

If I Shall Wake In The Morning And Be Relieved

You Look At Me With A Confusion I Have Never Seen

Slowly Pull Me Towards You And Wipe The Tears From My

Cheek.Suddenly In The Distance, A Shadow Appears,

A Tear Rolls Down My Face And The Image Is Clear.

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Love(♥)

2010-05-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

Undying Love(♥) I Feel For You.

If what they say are true,

That time heals a broken heart.
Then tell me why it's taking so long
for the healing to start?

I've tried so hard to fight this feelings,

I have deep in side for you.

While telling my self each day,

I must, I must start anew.

I know I should move on,

and accept that you are gone.

But that is so darn hard to do

Cause i'm still deeply in love with you.

Tomorrow i'll again try to forget you,

I pray to God i'll do.

But for today I cannot seem to let go,

Of this undying love I feel for you.

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