mess!

wht will i do when i'm bored?

2010-10-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

well, the answer will be photography... tht wht will i do when i'm ...bored...
so, here are a few pieces of my artwork ;p

it wasn't a masterpiece...just a piece of my memory....

thanks....even i know u aren't sincerely treat me...

2010-10-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

hahaha..thanks yea, thanks a lot for the treat! but... i kinda feel tht u aren't sincerely treat me, y? cuz u r not even step in the restaurant ... just 4 of us...is tht consider as a family dinner? ABSOLUTELY NOT! not at all.. i shouldn't be back... i thought tht this will happan... but i never think tht it will be worst! i do hate to stay if this kind of situation wasn't back to normal....

i thought... if i'm back, i can ease up my tension,well..it's a revision week after all.. no one will be at the college,but..when i think about it back or again n again... i think, it will be better if i decided not coming back home..even if i had stay there alone for a few days..i don't mind,since i will be at an ease state for a while...
*sigh*

well, maybe...if i do stay there...perhaps, bad things will happen to me..who knows..ritte? only GOD do..
n if i do stay home....i got a chance to eat lot of nice n delicious food like SUSHI!! hehhe ;)
but...there will be consequents due to the nice things tht will happen to me later...
for example...i do had a big fight with my dad... i had to sacrifice my wishlist in order to satisfy someone i do love....
oh well, just hope for the best..especially on my study!
i do found a tutor for myself.. they are my cousins! k.Awie n K.long
thanks gurls... i do love u... i hope tht things will get along with me n will be better soon...soon
hopefully...
wht a complicated day for me...

why must other treat her differently?

2010-10-16T20:09:00.000-07:00

Why u guys have to treat her like tht? is she done something terrible like murderring? if not..why must u GUYs treat her as a prisoner? she wasn't doing anything wrong at all! all of tht was only a misunderstanding...MISUNDERSTANDING! got tht?

one more thing... she told me everything, i know everything.. n i also told her wht u guys did..btw, i won't n don't feel guilty at all of wht i did..so, u guys may just hate n blame me... but, remember...u the one who start it, like everyone said... don't ever play with the fire.. if not, pergh...u knew rite..wht r the consequences?

so, just watch out for my next action..oh, b4 i forgot... how dare u humiliate her infront of others! u dare do tht to her? at first , i thought u r a nice girl.. but, i do realize tht u different from the reality...

i do felt pity for each of u..very pity... u guys r sooo childish n not matured at all...
pity u ~ hahahhaha

My new masterpiece!

2010-10-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

pergh.... one of my greatest masterpiece among the other!!

Atien, this masterpiece is special 4 u~

love u!

frenz.. will i see u guys for the next sem?

2010-10-13T20:22:00.000-07:00

my class rep n my senior! i never thought tht i will meeting him here! RED ;)

Mary and tasha.. both r such a sweet n lovely girls! i do adore both of u, mary.. i will safe u~ hehhe

Guys, plz..focus..if not, u will attract my attention..XP

yeah..syaa,good! guys..over here!!look at me.. 1,2,3..snap! haha

OH MY GOD!! mary, don't tell me tht u already drunk? hehe..

*note: mary wasn't drinking an alcoholic drink ;)

so, i'm just wondering whether they will be by my side for the next sem or not? hmm... yeah, who knows..only god knows wht will happen 2 us in the nearest future,,
=D

let me out of here!

2010-10-13T19:55:00.000-07:00

pergh... wht a mess day..for today..problems with my roomate and my classmates.. am i the problematic type of person? do i have to tied myself to them? do i have to always following them? HELL not! Hell0.. i do have my own life ok? so, plz.. back off from my life.. why do i have to stuck in the middle? or just me the one who think of as it? huh? ahhh... i think i need to recover myself back...
but guys..plz, i think..i'm better when i'm..alone... suite me just fine..

wht's on my mind? o.0

2010-10-12T09:54:00.000-07:00

wht's on my mind rite now? well.. there are a few things...

tired
sleepy
dizzy
hopeless
fruitless
angry (at myself)
missing
work hard
work smart
should i rest now?

pergh! so, do i need 2 rest? or just keep on studying?
HELP ME plz~

life story

2010-10-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

This is why i call it as "LIFE". . . . . .

today..isn't my best day nor my lame day...i'm not feeling tired nor feeling relaxed.Today, wasn't my bad day nor my lucky day...
today... i do feel...N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

my life always end up with nothing... not even a sweet memory,but not even a bad memory...
Dear God, plz, bless my life...bring some joy for me,even a smallest sweet memory....
:)

well,i do realize it now

2010-10-11T00:30:00.000-07:00

okay... talk about being lazy, i do realize now tht i'm not 100% lazy! yeah.. just 40% lazy.. why? cuz lack of rest lately.. pergh XP hehe.. no.. not tht.. it's my nature to be lazy due to the final exam! so, in order to prevent the same thing happen twice, nope, not twice.. third time, i have to change before it's tooo late for me ..so, now, let me try to discover wht should i do ....hmmmm..
thinking..thinking n thinking...
just pray i won't fall asleep when i'm doing the thinking.. hehe

my lazy day!

2010-10-10T22:24:00.000-07:00

Grr.. i do very2 upset with myself today! VERY2 UPSET! why can't i control my sleepiness? why must i lose to it? WHY??? i slept in a class..from the begining till the end of the class.. wht a stupid thing to do! should i be studying? why? it's almost final exam! 2 weeks to go! so, wake up girl! look around you...eveyone is busying to struggle for their final... n me?

AHHH! i'm soo tense being here! i wanna go home right away! okay2... just forget my tense day.. let's talk about my lazy day... why? cuz i'm such a sleepyhead for today! not only today... even yesterday and a day before... wht a bothersome feeling..bored!

ok, now.. let's change the subject, why don't we talk about wht make me feel happy at instant?
okay.. let me list up the things that can make me feel happy

MOM ( of cours she the reason y i should feel happy rite now )
money! ( yeah, daa.. without them.. i don't think i can survive;especially when i desired for something, i do hope that they will be by my side cuz, i do need them NOW)
korean/japanese's songs ( pergh! i'm sooo addicted to hear their lovely songs.. even i can't understand a word, but, still, happy to hear them)
my pillow ( time for sleep! hehe )

i think, tht's all for now... yeah.. for now, actually, i got many things tht can make me happy.. but, not for now... before i end up my silly talk, let us enjoy a video of one of my fav japanese songs!
*yawn* soo sleepy n tired!

my biggest assignment!

2010-10-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

WOW! i do proud of myself n my group too! we did it! even we did it with our own way, we still got a highest mark.. so far...
i do really wanna say my thanks to Dr.Noor Bakry,my dad who work hard for my own sake.. my frenz which support me well enough! thanks guys! u guys r the best team i ever had! love u all! 4ever!
it's about VET-FINE company! so, b4 i forgot, i should address all my thanks to vet-fine's members! thanks all..

real story

2010-10-10T01:26:00.000-07:00

Hello again blogspot! it's been a while i didn't reopen n used u...today will be my first day of blogging after about 3 months i didn't blogging. so, this new POST will tells you about my college life,which is not a very memoriable one.

3 months of stucking in a stranger place... i do felt a bit awful, and *speechless*...
boy oh boy .... lucky me, cuz i didn't stay in here straightly for whole 3 months! thanks GOD for that.. if i do stay here for 3 months without going home.... i might turn into a CRAZY girl! why? WHY?
cuz, there r a lot of things happen in here! most of the things happen in here weren't a good things or memories.so, i do felt tense n sometimes, i don't act normally or coherently... i don't know why, perhaps.. it might be effect form the different environments..maybe.. just hope n pray for the maybe.. haha
see?
even NOW, i'm still wasn't myself!! why did i said tht? as you can see, my language are very mess! sooo messy! i hate to admit it, but tht's the truth...
Let me tell you wht actually happen to ME;

i had a problem with my roomates;especially a girl named as SNDS
my other roomate always used ME! and i felt soo weak whenever i'm being used by her!
my levelmates; especailly FRHN! she makes me confused n stuck in the middle of the relationship!
A case which is still bothering me, till now.. tht's a case which i lost my RM150 in a month!
A very disturbing classmate, still.. i love her..even her attitude kinda piss me off sometimes.. not always
a boy with a cute face ;which is right now, bothering my mind or head with his cute face! >0< i can't help it!! i have 2 always think of him! wht is he doing now? wht's his name?
my lil sister n twin brother who are right now were an obstacle for me
i do want to saved some money to buy a palm top's phone!!! pergh!
NOW, i'm very2 worried about my final

wow! wht a long list! isn't it? ehhehe
so, as u can see, my mind rite now kinda mess.. which is very2 connected with my blog's tittle, which is mess!

so, later.. i will talk about my assignment!! which we got almost full mark! morever, we r the group with the highest mark! wuhhhuuuu~ a round of applause for me plz! ^,<

Cinderella' sister!

2010-06-04T05:01:00.000-07:00

cinderella's sister ( korean drama) the best romance's drama ever!!
i love this drama soo much!
i love the ost sang by Super Junior ( it has to be you )
enjoy!

and this drama will keep on playing in my mind ;)

so? how was it? everything's ready?

2010-05-31T11:00:00.000-07:00

ready? well..quite ready but not fully ready.. out of 100% . . . only 60% of it was ready!!

well, not bad.. at least i still can keep on moving even it's not 100% ready . . . . . hahahahah

but, no need to worry ... i still got a month to go before i leave this house,so . . i still have time to pack everything ..let's list up the 'things' tht still not ready yet.. or still in progress

white shirt x2
shoe @ sandal
bags ( school's bag or handbag... i do prefer handbag than school's bag >A< )
MPOB's stamp
jean + shirts from home
INA ( teddy bear - can't sleep without her)
stationery
Bank Islam's account
foods

i think..tht's all for now...but, hmm..why do i think like i missed something 0.o

but, oh well....let it be for now... once i remember it, i will re list it again!so, no prob!!

but, i just wish for one thing right now.... i do hope tht on 26th June 2010 , my day won't be "MESS" !! only for tht day!!

*start praying * =_=''

wht should i do today?

2010-05-31T00:57:00.000-07:00

hmm.. let see..hmmm wht should i do today?
ok! let me list everything tht i should or must do today

~~laundry~~ ( done)
~~cooking~~ (done)
study
throw away the rubbish
shower
clean up the rooom!

OH no!! 2 out of 6? hahhaha well, it seems... i can't be here anymore... if i don't want both of my parents scold at me..better i'm OFF now right? but... i do wish someone will stop me from going... hahah y? cuz, i hate to do housework!! even i'm a girl who's originally born to do all the housework... do us GIRLs really born to do such a thing? hmmm...

the continue of my masterpiece!! hahaha ..yeah.. ( it's can't really call as masterpiece...but, oh well..i'm allowed to daydream about it right? hahaha) LOLs XP

2010-05-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

my url

2010-05-30T05:21:00.001-07:00

it will be :
http://lucky92eri.blogspot.com/
=D

new hobby n interest!!

2010-05-30T03:02:00.000-07:00

waaahh!! finally... i guess, maybe all of this happens..bcuz of my mom..oyeah! hahahha. . . . .
well, since my mom is a photographer... i think it's not weird at all tht i have the same interest as her..n wht is it? we both love photography!! but, obviously..i'm not a PRO as my mom..i'm just a loser beginner!! kyahahhahha
but well, it seem she support my new hobby...n she willing to turn me into a pro..but with one condition..
0.o? condition? for real? well.. i can't be a photographer once i'm an adult.. she only will support me if n only if i just interest on it as a hobby..
n yeah.. of course i will listen to her..since she's the only one who willing to teach me without any fees!! hahahhah
mom..don't worry.. i won't be a photographer... but i will keep on like n love photography..
so, this is some of my not so call as an artwork or masterpiece.. hahha
just enjoying myself back then.. but, still..i got a good compliment from her..even though ..i'm just a loser beginner...

all of this objects r from my mom's studio!!

-well, i guess she won't mad at me cuz i mess up her place-

btw, i prefer monochrome better than standard's color
they kinda look a bit elegance.. hahahha

still have bout 100 of it to be upload.. but, i'm not in mood right now..so, i just going 2 continue this next time...the truth is...this the most happiest time ever when typing this blog.. i dunno y.. but maybe..i always or do envious with others who knows how to use a CAMERA..especially..my mom,hopefully, i can be just like her one day ...tht's my dream!

well, i even used her favorite camera, Nikon D700 ..opps, mom..don't worry..i didn't broke anything yet,,so, ur camera is save with me...for now..

money..it always bout money.

2010-05-29T13:16:00.000-07:00

camera = RM 650
mobile phone = RM 550
notebook = RM 1700
video cam = RM 300
TOTAL = RM 3200

where should i find the money? i can't ask my parents ....they have their own probs..
working? i can't!! my parents forbid me from it.. so, how?
confusing. . . . . . 0.o

will be remain in my memory..

2010-05-29T13:09:00.000-07:00

it's been a week since my twin brother left home to continue his study at our local university..
well, i do felt jealous toward him when both my parents see him only... tht wasn't fair for me... but i do know..i can't have or i shouldn't have such a feeling toward him,well, wht else can i do? i'm only an ordinary human being who was created to have such a feeling
but..even so..i still love you.. i won't forget all ur kindness even sometimes.. you hurt me more than anyone else!! i won't recall, i won't say anything..as long u appreciate me the way i 'm...

a bit pain..but, U R MY BROTHER, so
it's nothing..

i should be grateful to have such a good one... even so..

=)

training

2010-05-14T12:18:00.000-07:00

wosh~ oh god!! just a month to go before i'm entering an university!!

well, got to train myself on a few things

sleep early
wake up early
eat only a few ( well, in order to maintain my weight n also a preparation for an emergency....)
saving some money ( again..for an emergency)
to be perfectly clean all the time
talking ( since i rarely talk in public )
make some friends ( MUST )
reading
learning
writing~ well, i might forgot how to hold a pen - ahhaha

ah~ i think tht's all...perhaps..still not listing everything!!

my signature ~

2010-05-13T08:46:00.001-07:00

represent my full name + my nickname
(nmey emir)

bye2 Home!

2010-05-02T09:16:00.000-07:00

well, on 26th Jun 2010, i will be off to continue my study
ah, bout tht.. i been offered by UITM ( university technology mara ) to do a diploma on business study!!
i'm glad tht finally.. i got an offer from the best university in malaysia!
ahhaha..thnks god! i'm really grateful! Alhamdulillah...

i will be doing my diploma for bout 3 years ...then, i will try my best to continue my degree in law!!
so, pray 4 me please!!

btw, my college will be located at alor gajah~ so, kinda far from my hometown..still my parents promise me tht they will visit me every weekend.. hopefully.. it's true~ preparation? noo!! i'm still not done with anything yet...clothes,shoes, bag, blanket... n aaaahhhhhh!! i'm not preparing anything yet!! i hate last minute ~
Thkz all!!

Uitm!

2010-04-30T08:19:00.001-07:00

pray 4 me plz2!!
may my wish come true this time~ AMIN

family

2010-04-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

a very2 memorable moment!!

i love this moment!!

happy 4 us!!