Ahmad Mekky is an Egyptian actor and also he is my favorite arab actor, he is very creative, clever and fabulous. He is trying to discuss a lot of important society issues.. He is really great and delicious actor.

This song was released during his new movie “Teer Enta” (a.k.a Fly/Arabic: طير انت), This movie is about the personality and about people who trying to find themselves in a field of life and others who acting like others or copying actions , He is trying to give a meaning through his movie and this song in a comic way.

I’m waiting the show to be available in Jordan Because I can’t wait to watch it.Really very good job Ahmad, I think they should give you an award of the best arab actor because you have good things to speak about them not like others who want to show us cheap women dancers and a lot of kisses, hugs and not useful, useless and ugly sex scenes, ONLY animals can make it, which can be called “Giant Bullshits”.

I like this guy and I like his was of acting, and all of his movies and songs. I love and respect him because he respect the arab viewers and because he respects himself.

والنوع تاني كمان بسالك كم الساعة او شو اسم المكان الفلاني يعني بس بدو يحكي ويفتح موضوع وبعدين بمشي قدام، طيب يا بنتي يا حيط انتي، وين رايحة؟.. و النوع الاخير بصير يتمايل يمين وشمال انو دخيل الله شوفوني لابسة منديل وجاي بلبس اسود يعني الشمس دبحتني، طيب انا شو اعمل لاهلك بالهشوب؟ طيب مش يمكن في قرود بستنو في البيت، مش يمكن في ضيوف في بطيخ احمر؟ انو ليش؟

الشباب: الشباب نفس البنات “تقريباً” واكتر شي الموبايل، بعمل حالة الافندي مش منتبه وعم بحكي مكالمة على اساس مش منتبه انو في لوح ابن لوح واقف والشمس بنص راسه وهو عم بستنى…. ونوع تاني كمان نفس البنات، وقاحة وقلة ادب، بمر جنبك وعينك بعينه ولا بحس ولا بشعر، عنجد بحس انو طاقق شرش الحيا عنده.. والنوع الاخير اللي بدو شنق، بكون معاه صاحبة وبصير يسمع على اساس انو يللي بالشارع اسمعوني :” اه شو يعني؟ بالله عليك؟ شارع اللي خلفه ما هو كاين، انا حر بدي امشي وين ما بدي”..

انا كنت مفكر انو اللي بعمل هيك هو طلاب جامعتي، طلعو الطلاب و الطالبات والناس اللي موقفة بالصدفة و الشعب الاردني اللي واقف في شارع جامعة العلوم التطبيقية كلو بعمل هيك..

يعني سؤال عفواً هاد شو اسمو؟ شطارة او حداقة او فهم؟ واللي بكون بستنى بالشارع سواء شب او بنت حمير؟ مش بشر متلك متله؟ احنا هبايل وانت الذكي اللي بتعرف كيف تتعامل؟؟؟
لأ حبيبي لأ حبيبتي، هاد اسمو قلة ادب و قلة زوء وقلة احترام كمان، وانت انسان مش مربى ولا بتعرف معني التربية، يعني بالعربي الفصيح انت انسان لوووووح، حيط لا بتفهم ولا بتستفهم واسمحلي اقلك انك عبيط واهبل كمان…

الموضوع مش هالأد مهم، بس لما تزيد الظاهرة ويصير الشعب كلو بعملها بصير الواحد لازم يحكي وما يسكت…يعني مشان الله انو تاخرت 5 دقايق يا سيدي 10 شو بدو يصير يعني؟ شركات وبورصة بستنو حضرتك؟ او اهلك علموك انو يا بابا خليك قد حالك ولا تخلي حد يضحك عليك؟؟ يا حبيبي يا اهبل انت غلطان مش هون يا عمري الشطارة….

نفسي يفهموا…

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Here’s a list of the most important causes of my happiness:

1. Why to feel pessimistic? It’s not a necessary feeling.
2. Nothing in this world deserves any second of sadness, because everything will go away one day so why I should feel sad about things I will lose? I’m trying to get the best of everything, I may fail but I’ll keep trying to get it.
3. I’m doing everything correctly and I don’t care if someone have to show me his opinion about it, I may listen but at end it’s my own desicion and way, you can advise me but nobody have any right or permission to enter my life or to put him self into my things.
4. They always says: “Do your job, and let god reward you”, That’s it, I’m not waiting for praise or courtesies because I totally believe that those things are really lies and completely bullshits.
5. When you reach to the point of  “لا يؤمن احدكم حتى يحب لاخيه ما يحب لنفسه“  then you will feel really satisfied and happy. I’m not that angle but I’m trying to love my family, friends and everyone I see in each moment of my life.
6. تبسمك في وجه اخيك صدقة !
7. I’m a human and I also have feelings of sadness and happiness but I do not speak or discuss (Share!) anything of sadness with people, because I know that each of us have his own problems so I think it’s not good to tell others more of what could make over-sadness.
8. Everything is pretty much OK if we just spent a couple of minutes thinking about it positively.. That’s what leading me to describe only positive sides of anything.
9. Simply it’s the life! I’m strongly believer of what we say or what they do :” A day for you and the other one is not for you”! so when it’s mine I should smile and thank god for it, when It’s not I should smile for the next one.
10. Always think of this : “Tomorrow will be better! For sure”.
11. That’s it :)

I wish god to make us very very very happy and optimistic all the time, and to spread the happiness for all over the world.

Like Kinan says :” Keep Smile :) “.

A weird thing I have seen it many times in almost each supermarket I entered, and also before few hours ago, it’s about the new smokers women! I see that a lot of girls between 18-30 years old buying cigarettes as a long-time smoker man. Some of them not looking at this as a weird but a big part of them may feel shy or worry when buying cigarettes and pay to the cashier who’s looking at her face with a wide and “yellow” smile, I think each Cashier want to ask every single girl :”Where’s your father?”.

I know that every girl should take her freedom but this is not my point, my point and what I want to say is about the increasing proportion of women who begin smoking, we all know that we haven’t seen this percent ever.

I’m wondering why we start seeing this issue in our community, and what are the causes of it? Is it the life, or may be the stresses? responsibilities? No, then what is the main cause?. I do not think that the neglect of their families is a cause because when I say 18-30 years old I mean who finished their stage of adolescence, and they can take the correct decision most of the time, isn’t it?

Before three to five hours ago, I was in the supermarket waiting my turn to pay, A girl (approx. 20-24 years old) in front of me with her friend speaking to the cashier:

She: Hello, I need light-cigarettes with less Nicotine.

Cashier: mmm… I smoke imported Marlboro light, The golden pack! “He picked a pack”..

She: No no, I know this type, but it’s too bad and everyone in Jordan smokes it.. I need something “Special” for a girl! Ahh, It’s my first time, and I want to try a special thing.

Cashier: mmmmmm.. Yeah, what about Davidoff slim pack? you wanna see it?”He showed her the pack”.

He: Yeah Nada, What a nice pack!!!!! She: Smiled at him.

She: Well, Give me one…!!!

Poeple and me : Surprised then “hahahehehehahahahahehehahheheha”.

This is funny but also miserable to see this in our community and in our life.. The question is ” WHY?”.

I want to welcome everyone from all over the world and say: “Welcome and 100 Welcome to Jordan”. It’s the festival folks, it’s Amman.. Hope you all to enjoy your time.

كل عام وانتم بخير، وان شاء الله صيف سعيد وممتع للجميع، ويا  100 أهلا وسهلاً

Today, I have watched this video for a man who giving free hugs to people in the street, I know it’s a normal thing but absolutely not when we speak about Jordan, it’s the first man who did this and the people were afraid or in another word “Shocked” to see this.

I have published this video on Facebook and a friend of me commented:

To avoid shooting you if you’re a male you can only give hugs for males, if a female try to find women to give them hugs. What do you think of this?

Cisco THE REALM is a virtual digital art episodes  and an important section of Cisco website, aims to encourage networking experts and youth who interested in computer networking to improve their capabilities and skills in networking security. This virtual world show them in a digital art episodes virtual people (Cisco Engineers) who fighting the evils such as viruses, botnets, malewares and spongers and defending the world from threats that might be risks one day.

Four defenders protecting their city against evils, Lets discover them 

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By the way I like two defenders Wall and Vixa! What about you?

As nothing perfect in the world, also windows 7 is not a perfect OS at least for now and new upgraders could face some problem with their hardware to make win7 100% compatible with it, Microsoft and many reviewers announced about these problem and they sent their feedback to Microsoft which in it’s turn announced that it will solve this problem soon to help Vista and XP users to get into Windows 7.

Microsoft indeed released a tool which it’s called ” Microsoft Windows 7 Upgrade Advisor” to help users to know the issues that they will face it after making the step of upgrading there OS.

I Used this tool on my desktop and here’s the result:

About the results:

• Upgrade: As shown in the picture it needs to update my windows vista and get the latest updates.

• Windows Mail and Parental Control: These tools will not be included with Windows 7, you have to download them from Microsoft download center then setup them into your windows, This point not important at all and it can be done once a time.

• Everything is OK but TP-Link will not work with me if i upgraded to windows vista.

Point #3. This is what i want to say about this tool, it tells you about your hardware and what is compatible or not.

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A few moments of thinking we can figure out easily that we live in a mercies of god while others suffering, while millions of hungry people, they hadn’t a chance to live well or even to educate, they really live in a damn misery and their salvation is the death.

Evey minute i watch this video or news on TV about those people I start thanking god for everything, at least to live well not in a misery like them, they really suffering, and we’re here enjoying, I do not circulate my feelings so you can say “I’m enjoying every minute to it’s fullest  while others dieing every minute.

As show in the video I truly believe in love and it’s power to change the world, not only this situation of those people but totally everything even their misery, everything can be okay if we just loved each other and when we give a little care of others, to give them something good or at least to draw a smile on a face.

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At night you don’t need to close the windows to prevent the voice of the people and vehicles from entering your room or even closing curtains to save your eyes from the sun and also you don’t have to turn off your cell phone because nobody would call you unless a stupid and disturbing message from the company (Zain) to offer if you want to listen the latest song of  “Omar Alabdullat” or check out your  horoscope it’s the fact of me and this is what makes me happy during the night while the people are not in my mind, they are sleeping and don’t see me in their dreams because they want to sleep and only to sleep.

May be I’m doing that because I am in the holiday and I don’t have anything to do during it, this holiday is so SUCKS, I hadn’t a chance to join the gym or a summer activity and the only thing now is the Internet!

The university will begin on 12 July and everything will return to it’s normal way without any problems enshallah,

We have a great community and nice people, not all of them but the majority, and those people who is old or a young and who is a man or a woman, all of them had a lot of knowledge about life and how to live but they still keep their old traditions in their minds and they weren’t trying to get rid of them or at least to change them to be fit with the new age, these traditions affects on our life already and still keep us outside the track of the world and limit our thinking. They really knows the truth about their traditions but they wont change it, but damn why?

Here’s many traditions i wish god to help people to get rid of them:

1. Commenting: People as we say are not like our fingers there’s the a tall and a short, also people like this, everyone has a special way that it not necessary to be like other ways, people speaks, wears and doing what they want! Nobody has the rights to comment on them because they are free and they know what they does, just let them to live and do not but yourself into their life.
2. Don’t: I know thousands of “Don’t”s like : Don’t look at, Don’t say this, Don’t try that, Don’t go out, Don’t and Don’t and infinity number  of DONT’S, but why usually say “Don’t”  without any reason! but Why? Don’t ask, i feel that’s wrong! What? if this is your way to give me a piece of advice then go to hell with it.
3. Your Way: Your way not the only way and it’s not correct always and your opinion is not always the correct one! we have our ways and you have your own so don’t compel us to take it as a track, and simply keep it for yourself.
4. Emotional persuasion: I really hate this type of imposition of opinion on me,  it’s exactly called “Embarrassment” and happens to me constantly and with my friends, read the following conversation between my friend and his father:

A conflict between my friend and his brother, the father in between:

Father:(Anger) Call your brother and apologize to him right now.

Friend: No Dad, I wont do this because this is his fault!

Father: (Lovely) Please son, call him now, do it for me I’m your lovely father right? If you love me call him now.

Friend: Dad, don’t speak like this please he should apologize to me and I’m not who should apologize to him.

Father: (Anger) You always like this, you don’t listen from me and you always do what your stupid mind tells you, he is your brother not an enemy… blab blab blab.

[ME] : (High Volume) Goodbye my friend i just can’t wait for any further minute because your father hurt my ears!

This father truly think that his sons are going to fight, but i know them, they can solve their problem by themselves and without any help.

This community is so awesome but it need to clean his old traditions and to replace it by modern ways to live through this era.

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Finally, have fun and if you have a twitter account but i am not following you please inform me.

Is that what they called “Internet”? who limited this? and why? A lot of my friends told me about the cause and it was to limit the usage of the Internet and to get more profits from customers and from those who don’t know what Internet means to the other coutries, they are enjoying their time with open limit and without crying on their service provider or their computers.
If you don’t know what I mean by “Limit Download” i wanna tell you what does this mean:” Take an example and suppose it’s me!:) I’m a customer at Orange TC with speed 512 and download limit equal 7 GB/month , not the limit has been finished and the current speed is 10 kb/second! :( imagine that, that’s happened because when i broke the allowed limit and the speed changed to 128  :( so simply DAMN ON YOU !

The Times Square in New York City NYC.

Well kinda funny or actualy shocking to know that people in the video don’t know what “Browser” means! Yea browser like Firefox, Chrome, Safari or even Opera Yeah it’s the browser that i wrote this post from and also it’s the thing that you are reading this stupid post through! When i watched this video at the end i wished someone to hit me and to tell me this is a joke but it wasn’t a joke!

But also i liked the old man answer with his proud wife of  it at 1:28 of the video:

Which browser do you use? he said: ahma^%$&* we go through Broadband !!!

What is the hell is this?

Sometimes we feels like we’re acting like kids saying and doing childhood things as well as we are trying to have new things in our life, and this habit or almost hobby is collecting cups! Yeah it’s not a joke it’s my favorite hobby which can make me happy and feels good all the day. It’s doesn’t matter how it’s too complicated or expensive because it’s not about the cost but it’s about the beauty of cup which can make you happy and get full taste of almost everything you drink.

I have 15 cups and i like them all but the most lovely cups are shown in the picture above :) Clear that the small one is for coffee only, and the cup in the middle is for tea, “Shaneenah” – I don’t know what they called it in english :/ – and sometimes i use it for Pepsi or 7 up, The big one at left is for tea, Pepsi, 7up and for another thing i forget it’s name (I’ll write it’s name when i remember!)

But what about you? do you like this thing? If yes tell me about your cups.

Note: See them one by one from here !

First of all and before begin talking about the last Iran elections of 2009 i want to mention that i don’t like Iran and also i don’t care for it, i don’t care if they burned each others or if they got the world, this post is just to say a truth or you can say it’s an opinion about what going on Iran and what the world is doing in this situation.

We all know what is going on Iran nowadays and the new revolution of citizens as a reaction of the 2009 elections in Iran, We all know also that Ahmadi Nijad won in these elections but a lot of people, journalists and elections losers think that Ahmadi Nijad cheated in it, and he won illegally, so we saw the news on TVs and we was surprised of what happened in Iran because we thought that Ahmadi Nijad is the first choice of Iranian people but the view become more clear after these elections. The truth is the citizens are non-satisfied with the result of the elections and they don’t like Ahmadi Nijad But they are forced to say OK, until the election and that’s so clear to everybody.

In fact the most surprising thing now is the action of people around the world and those who called themselves “Supporters of Iran” or “Free Iran” or “Sappy Iran”. I want to ask those people some questions, Where were you been when the conflict between Iran, US and Israel? Ah? What do you know about Iran? You describe Muslims “Terrorists!!!!” but what about Iran? They are not Muslims? So what’s the hell is going on with you guys? sometimes Muslims are terrorists and sometimes they are great!! What’s your correct opinion about Muslims? Do you have a split personality? If not explain that please. Also i noticed that a lot of people on twitter had a green avatars or may covered their avatars with a green color as a way to say that they are with Iran!! Do you think this will make any sense or can change anything? No it’s not, i wanna tell you that only a way to have a voice between thousands or truly millions of people on twitter just to say I am here, listen to me I am with Iran! Wholy smokes damn ,, go and kill yourself because this is better.

The hidden fact is Israel,It’s the first beneficiary of what going in Iran because they want Iran to be divided and it wish the Iranian people to split Iran into pieces to make their task of weeken Iran much easier than before, and that’s so clear if you look inside what happening now, Israel spammers has been created a lot of twitter accounts to incite users against Ahmadi Nijad and against each others and who is the first and more beneficiary party of this? It’s absolutely Israel and nobody else but Israel, they are trying to do anything to fire up the citizens against each others those who are with A. Nijad and others against him, more deaths and injuries and economic losses and moral for Iran and nobody watching this, or actually they wont look at the current Iran, Hey people! Iran is so weak now! Yeah it’s my opinion, and what H. Nasrallah (Hezbollah Leader) said about the strong Iran was just a beautiful words of a dreamer person who think everything is easy and do not deserves to stop it because in his opinion, it will end itself!!

Charting Stocks has published a post about Twitter users situation during the Iran elections, and they proofed that a lot of twitter accounts of Iran supports are FAKE, Please all read it and make sure to read it carefully.

The post in-title: “Proof: Israeli Effort to Destabilize Iran Via Twitter“.

Finally and as i mentioned above, Iran is not one of my interests, but it’s a global event which is important for people, and i wrote this post just to note you all with many things hidden of you. Be careful before writing or saying anything.

Floller.me is a web based application allows you to see your followers countries using Google maps and also you can read their information directly from the website without the need to register a user which means it’s free 100%. Actually i like this service and i found it very interesting when you don’t anything to do on the Internet, I used it for my twitter profile and for my friends on twitter to see how the percent of efficiency i will get.

The first use was 100% correct, it marked me on Jordan then in Amman then in the street of my home and that’s was so nice, but with many tries i found a bug while getting twitter API values, that bug should be fixed as soon as possible because it caused a lot of conflicts to users that might think their computers getting wrong IP addresses.

Here is a random try of Foller.me:

As shown in the picture I am not living at South Africa!!

About Me:

• I finished the final exams, yeah i finished them but not as i wished to be, but it’s still the end of this term and I’m waiting my marks in 6 subjects, also the worst thing is about Internet Development course because i thought i can get an excellent mark but i got a bad mark, but what to do? i deserved this mark because i was lazy and irresponsible beside some things made me upset, anyway Thanks God.
• My friends will discuss their graduation projects on 17 and 18 june, they invited me to come to their discussing and i will go enshallah, Good luck my brothers.
• In this holiday i have to study a lot things, i have to study computer networks 1 and 2, fortunately i have the books (hard copies) beside the Internet it would be nice.
• I have 7000+ new feeds to read in couple of days, i’ll be exciting while reading feeds using Feedly.

Political Updates:

• Ahmadi Nijad won in the Iranian election, a lot of people says he cheated in the election, but what’s the problem? Iran will keep forcing the world to get what it want, their hands on (*)middle east (Arab coutries) and the west, they have a lot to do in Iraq and Bahrain and other coutries, anyway i wish allah to burn them all, plus i wish US to fight Iran and destroy it completely because they had a black history in the middle east.

            (*)Iran is not arab country, they are not Arab.

• His majesty king Abdullah II promised the journalists in Jordan and said:” No Jail For Journalists”, i wish the paraliment to understand his order and stop limiting the freedom of speech.

Tech Updates

• Linux Fedora 11 has been released, it’s completely nice and launching faster than before, the new version contains a lot of new features related to networking and hardware and software libraries, really you should try the new one, you will love it. Look at the fedora logo in the sidebar click on it. also see these screenshots ( P1 – P2 )
• Facebook lanuched a new feature for it’s users, it’s a feature that will let you create a username for your profile, this will help you to keep in touch with people, you only need to give them you username and they will access your profile directly instead of searching using your email address or your name, the new profiles will be like this ( http://facebook.com/username/ ) – Click on the link to create your own username.
• Mozilla Firefox has got a new update ( Firefox 3.0.11 ).
• Wordpress users should update to the version 2.8, it’s really very nice, a lot of changes has been added including the interface and the functions, the dashboard is faster than before, really fast.
• TweetDeck client got a new update from v.25b to v0.25.1.
• New update packages fo Microsoft Windows Vista.
• New version of Realplayer has been released today.
• (Game) F.E.A.R 2 Combat Project Origion got update from v1.07 to v1.08 included basic updates and maps fixing bugs.

Wish you all to enjoy your holiday, and to have mega fun. Remember to smile every minute!

I lost someone, something and my second half of life and nothing would change any thing now. It was just few seconds to know that everything is gone, I lost a part of me, a thing that I will not be happy without it. Without no reasons, words or even goodbyes. This is my first empty story, it just contains “The End” at the end!

A lot of things became more clear, and the closer friends became more closest and everything nice at all, I wish this to be enshallah for all terms.

Let’s begin with this week’s stuff :)

• The Week’s Songs

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Artist: ABBA | Song: I’ve Been Waiting For You | Download -- Lyrics

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• The Week’s Images

• The Week’s Video [ Islamic ]
  

• The Week’s Promise ( Special ) : I promised you Dr Hadeel to show you Jawdat’s photos with the flower of insects, and do not forget to show ‘em to Dr Amani ;-)      Photo 1 -- Photo 2

enshallah happy weeks for all

في اشاعة او يمكن سمعة لازقة في الشعب الاردني وهي “الكشرة الاردنية” يعني ما بتشوف ولا حدا بضحك او مبتسم ما شاء الله الكل بوزو شبرين قدامو وكانو مصايب الدنيا كلها فوق راسه، وهي نوعاً ما صحيحة بس في الها اسباب يعني مش من الباب للطاقة (الطاقة: هي الشباك او النافذة عند بعض الاردنيين) ، يعني صحيح الاسعار مولعة، سعر الفواكة و الخضار و السيارات والبيوت و المحروقات و الملابس والمشروبات والدخان والرسوم الجمركية و تذاكر السفر والمواصلات عموماً والكوفي شوبات والجامعات و المدارس والنوادي ، وصحيح الشوارع صغيرة وما بتمشي فيها الا سيارتين او عالاكثر 3 سيارات اذا كانوا بيجو 206 او شي بحجمها، وصحيح العمارات ملصقة في بعض تقول خايفين العمارات تهرب، وصحيح صوت البياعين و زمور السيارات ليل نهار و بياع الغاز ما بحب يجي سبحان الله الا في ايام العطلة وتحديداً يوم الجمعة عالـ 8 او 9 الصبح، وصحيح ما حدا سائل وما حدا مهتم، وكمان صحيح انو في بطالة ووساطة وهمالة وقلة ادب وصياعة وواكس وخصر ساحل وبنطلون مشروط، بس عادي… ! وصحيح كمان انو النواب برموا على بعض مكتات(مكتات او متكات: هي الشي الذي تُكَت فيه السيجارة)  و علب مي غازية بس صدقوني عادي مش مشكلة، كلو بنحل، وصحيح المشاكل لاحقة المواطن الاردني حتى من قبل ما امو و ابو يتزوجو تقول المصايب ما بتليق الا على الشعب الاردني!!! وصحيح زادت عنا محاولات الانتحار بس والله عادي جداً مش مشكلة.

ورغم هيك بسالوا ليش الشعب الاردني مش كتير بستخدم الانترنت؟ والجواب هو اذا المواطن الاردني راتبه ما بزيد عن 300 دينار بالشهر بروح منها شوي ضريبة من وين بدو يشترك بخدمة الانترنت؟ اقرا اللي فوق وشوف وين بنصرفوا، يعني اذا ضل من الراتب لاخر الشهر بتكون معجزة وسبحان الله ،، ضيف (ضيف: اضف الى ذلك) انو اكثر من نص الشعب الاردني ماخد بيت وسيارة بالاقساط البنكية بالدفع المميت (الدفع المميت: الدفع المريح) ولا تستبعد انو زوج ابنه او بنته بالاقساط كمان يعني الراتب غصب عن اهل امو بدو يطير واذا ما طار اكيد اكيد بكون المواطن الاردني اللي مش عم يحكي عنو ورثان (ورثان:ورث من التركة و الميراث) شي عن الجد التاسع عشر وهذا نادراً ما يصير انو الوِرْثَة تكون مِحرزة عشان كمان من الجد الاول الى الجد اللي مش عارف كم رقمه بكون كحيان طفران عدمان (الثلاث كلمات معناها :مفلس يعني على الحديده هاد اذا مش قاعد عليها للحديدة) وكمان بتقول ليش بتكشر وما بتضحك؟ لسى الك عين تسال؟ (لسى الك عين: اما زالت لديك الجرأة لتسال مرة اخرى؟) . بس الحمد لله

بس رغم كل هاد بنقول الحمد لله، الله كريم، رح تفرج ، ما شاء الله يمكن احنا اكتر شعب بنحمد الله وصابرين، وكمان رغم هيك ومع انو الراتب قليل بس و الله الشعب عايش، ومبسوط و الحمد لله ، مش شرط يفقع من الضحك بالشارع بس اتحداك تحكي نكتة او تفتح مجال للتنكيت عشان اكيد رح تشوف شو يعني الشعب الاردني لما يضحك… يؤبشني شعبنا شو حنون، الشباب و البنات الكبار الصغار كلهم حلوين كل شي فيهم حلو، لما يضحكوا؟؟؟ ينصر دين النبي كيف بطلعوا ، عنجد بدهم صورة جماعية، الله يديم علينا الخير و البركة.

انا كنت دائما عصبي ومكشر، بس حسبتها وقلت يا حبيبي يا محمد انو صح عندك مليار مشكلة وما الهم حل، بس لو كشرت وعصبت شو بدو ينحل؟ اكتشفت انو ولا شي وفعلاً صرت كل يوم اكون مبسوط ومشرق وبطلع كل يوم الصبح للسماء وبقول: ” يا رب يا الله، يا ميسر لا تعسر” عشان و الله ما حد ماخد من هالدنيا اشي، لا مال ولا عيال، فليش ما اضحك وضل مبسوط ومخلي الدماغ صاحي؟ و ما دام كلو ببلاش ليش لأ؟؟

تخيلو كل واحد قرر ليوم او كل يوم انو يحكي لامه ابوه اخته اخوه صاحبه صاحبته، اضحكوا او يحكي نكتة شو بصير؟ راح تلاقي انو كل الشعب بضحك ومبسوط وما احلاه جربوا اعملوها عنجد شي حلو، انا جربتها وخليت ما يزيد عن 50 بني آدم يضحك عندي في الجامعة و الحمد لله… ادام الله البسمة على وجوهكم وجعلكم ضحوكي القلب و الفم ودمتم.

و يا مليون هلا عمي! ويلكم تو جوردان ! ..ا

I’m very happy nowadays, a lot of happiness, wonderful moments with friends and in my university and excellent marks in all subjects so thanks god. A few days remaining to the final exams and I’m really very happy, waiting them to start because they will give me my freedom for 30 days of fun, so i wish this term to end successfully.

The happiness in everywhere these days surrounds me from all directions and I’m very happy for myself and i wish everyone in this world to be happy all the time especially my friends in IT faculty (They are about 400 but the closest are about 20 looool ) enshallah this situation will be forever not only in those days.

Very fantastic term with friends and very nice instructors especially Dr. Hadeel and Dr. Suhail, they are really unique persons in my university and we are loving them, really I wish them to stay forever in my university because simply the life is not a nice place to live in without them. Love you all

I don’t want anything or anybody to change this.. ya jama3a walla the life is so wonderful place to live in, sa7?

Update: I forget to say that Sunday 24 May will be a holiday because it’s the “Independence day of  Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan” so congratulations Jordan for your day. I’m happy for you. With love

This is my favorite Nasheed (Song), it’s for Abd Al-Salam Alhosny in title (Alsalam Alayk -- Peace On You), It’s very nice not because it’s just an Islamic song but because it’s one of the greatest songs ever that trying to tell you something to do it in your life and I watched something i think everyone dreams of it.

It’s the dream of building a good and happy family, and how to acting with everyone in this family, how to deal with your wife, sons and daughters, Really this is very nice when Allah gift you nice wife and children which actually means you will live your life happy and you will rest in peace because you already know that you left great people behind you who will make Duaa’ for you and at the same time they know what to do in this life. Believe me when i say that the biggest bless of Allah for everyone is giving him a good wife, because if you found this thing you live the best moments of your life enshallah.

Alahoma Salle wa salem ala sayedna Mohammad, enshallah Allah will reward us great wives and children.

Note: You can download this Nasheed for free and directly Click here

This week is so empty of studying (1% studying), this week is just for fun, relax and preparing myself to get in the war of final exams, I trust god and i will do my best enshallah. I have collected some things for this week and this type of posts will be a regular thing enshallah on my blog weekly in title (The Week’s Stuff – No.X). I hope you like this week’s post.

1- The Week’s Song Download audio file (Green%20Day%20-%20Boulevard%20Of%20Broken%20Dreams.mp3)

Green Day – Boulevard Of Broken Dreams – Lyrics – Download

2- The Week’s Photo : Max Haverkampf & Annette Fiaschi – Source

3- The Week’s Video : The Simpsons Mastercard ( I like simpsons :)

4- The Week’s Post : They always ask me this like I know it all

ليس غريباً ان تعرف ان اليوم يصادف الذكرى الـ 61 لنكبة فلسطين بل وليس غريباً ايضاً لو علمت ان الامور تسوء يوماً بعد يوم فلا نرى شيئاً لصالح القضية يحدث لا لصالحها ولا دعماً لها بل ضد القضية الفلسطينية ومن يدعمها وان كنت تسمع يا رعاك الله بعض الخطابات و المؤتمرات هنا او هناك لكبار او صغار ان هي الا كذب وخداع واشغالٌ للوقت بما لا يفيد واغلاقٌ للافواه التي تتسائل اين وصلتم؟ !

لا تتوقع ان هنالك شيئاً قد يحدث يدعنا نحلم ولو للحظة بالعودة الى وطننا، نعم لا تفكر بذلك ابداً لان كل المؤشرات تدل ودون شك على وضع سيئ و على وضع اسوء سيكون قريباً وما دليل كلامي الا اخبار الحفريات تحت المسجد الاقصى والتي قاربت على الانتهاء بحسب المتحدث باسم الحكومة الصهيونية، وهذا ما يدعو للقلق مما ستشهده الايام القادمة من توتر شديد وخوف على بناء المسجد الاقصى وقبة الصخرة، لان الظاهر فقط ان الحفريات هي تحت قبة الصخرة، اما المسجد الاقصى فلم تنشر صور الحفريات ولا اخبارها ولاننا هنا نتحدث عن الصهاينة اذن يجب علينا ان نتوقع ما هو ادهى و اعظم.

اليوم كما قلت تكمل فلسطين عامها الواحد الستين في ظل الاحتلال، وليس من الجميل ان اذكر ذلك لكنه الواقع المرير الذي لا ينفك يلازمنا طوال هذه السنين رغم ان الحلم والامل موجود للعودة ولكن ما يحدث يبعث على الريبة و الشك في مستقبل ليس متوقعاً لقضيتنا في ظل الصمت والتعتيم الدولي المطبق على العالم وفي ظل ظروف اقل ما يقال عنها انها سيئة للغاية، بدءاً بسنوات انقضت وانتهاءً بمجزرة غزة الاخيرة التي سقطت فيها المئاث من الجرحى والشهداء في ظل صمت عالمي و “عربي” واضح، وما زلت ختى هذه اللحظة افكر في الغرب كيف انه يرى كل هذا ولكنه ما زال يعتقد ان من حق اسرائيل الدفاع عن نفسها بهذه الطريقة الهمجية الجبانة، وعلى كل حال فمجزرة غزة ليست الاولى ولن تكون الاخيرة، فقد مر علينا عشرات المجازر، سمعنا وما زلنا نسمع نفس الكلمات الثلاث:”شجب وادانة و استنكار” اما تحرك على ارض الواقع فهذا الذي ما زلنا ننتظره.

لكن وبرغم ذلك، لن ننسى ان لنا ارضاً محتلة ولن نسسى من طردنا وهجرنا من ارضنا بل ولن ننسى لحظة دموية حزية عشناها، وقسماً ان الصفعة سترد اليكم يا بني صهيون بالمثل و اكثر، ليس قسماً همجياً او جراء دفق من المشاعر، بل هو قسمُ مؤمن بالله واثق بعدله ومتقينٌ من النصر ان شاء الله… ورغم حزننا الا اننا لسنا بافضل من غيرنا ولسنا اقل منهم صبراً وان شاء الله سيكون ذلك اليوم الذي نعود فيه قريباً.،

كأننا عشرون مستحيل
في اللد والرملة والنقب والجليل
هنا… على صدوركم باقون كالجدار
وفي حلوقكم كقطعة زجاج كالصبار
وفي عيونكم زوبعة من نار
هنا… على صدوركم، باقون كالجدار
نجوع …نعرى….نتحدى
ننشد الاشعار
ونملأ الشوارع الغضاب بالمظاهرات
ونملأ السجون كبرياء
ونصنع الاطفال …جيلا ثأئراً وراء جيل
كأننا عشرون مستحيل
في اللد والرملة والنقب والجليل..
إنا هنا باقون فلتشربوا البحرا..
نحرس ظل التين والزيتون
ونزرع الافكار، كالخمير في العجين
برودة الجليد في اعصابنا
وفي قلوبنا جهنم حمراء
إذا عطشنا نعصر الصخر
ونأكل التراب ان جعنا
ولا نرحل !!
وبالدم الزكي لا نبخل…. لا نبخل
هنا لنا ماض ٍ… وحاضر.. ومستقبل
******
نعم نحن باقون هنا ..
هذه الأرض من الماء إلى الماء .. لنا
هذه الأرض من النهر إلى البحر .. لنا
ومن الفاء إلى النون .. لنا
ومن نشوء الأرض إلى قيام الساعة .. لنا
ومن القلب إلى القلب .. لنا
ومن الآه إلى الآه … لنا
كل دبوس إذا أدمى بلادي ..
هو في قلبي أنا …
نحن باقون هنا …
فهذه الأرض هي الأم التي ترضعنا …
وهي الخيمة، والمعطف، والملجأُ …
والثوب الذي يسترنا …
وهي السقف الذي نأوي إليهِ …
وهي الصدر الذي يدفئنا …
وهي الحرف الذي نكتبه …
وهي الشعر الذي يكتبنا …
كلما هم أطلقوا سهماً عليها …
غاص في قلبي أنا ..
ويا فدائي يا اخر البنادق
ها أنت ترجع مثل سيف متعبٍ …
لتنام في قلب فلسطين أخيراً …
يا أيها النسر المضرج بالأسى …
كم كنتَ في الزمن الرديء صبورا …
كسَرَتْكَ نكبة وطنك ومن رأى …
جبلاً بكل شموخه مقهورا …
ما كان يمكن أن تعيش لكي ترى …
باب العرين مخلّعاً .. مكسورا
فخذ الخريطة …
ورتبها كما تشاء …
فالقارات أنت …
والبحار أنت …
وأنا أنت …
من اسمك تبدأ جغرافية المكان …
ومن عينيك تأخذ البحار ألوانها …
ومن ثغرك يولد الليل والنهار …
ومن إيقاعات رشاشك …
ومن شرايين يديك …
أُولد أنا …
لكي أحيي حلمك …
لكي أغرد معك بأننا …
<< صامدون هنا >>

Artist: Mahmoud Esaily ~  Song: Eltaree2 Elsa7 (The Right Way) ~ Arabic

Download MP3 ~ Image Source

Abdullah Al-mohairy asked a question about twitter, he said ” Why do you use twitter?” and ” Are you a user of it or you quit?” so i liked these questions and i answered a lot of people who had asked me about it including friends in real life and family. I think i have to mention some points before begin talking about twitter.

Why i can’t find good stuff via twitter all the time?

This question needs only 1 minute to figure out that Twitter is a web 2.0 service or application which means you’re not in a school or university, but you’re in something called “Social Network” where people meets each others and speaks, sharing their events, ideas and photos, i suppose that you don’t know what does this mean so you can imagine everything called “Social Network” is an another version of Facebook, but with different owners, users and website design. You will not speak about the tech and science and news all the time because that bored for me and for you too and if you did i’ll kick your ass as soon as possible and the first step of kicking your ass will be a delete from my list and block, which means you’ll not be able anymore to see any tweets from me.

In my opinion i think Twitter is a place to have some fun via sharing photos, links, ideas and jokes everything you want, and you can even ask them questions about something and for sure they will answer you immediately, just try to have some fun out there and you will figure that you’re the biggest stupid in the world, Grr!

What can i do with twitter?

With Twitter you can do a lot of things, you can add your friends and your favorite people, you can follow them and they can do the same, you can see what they are doing and what they want to share with you, their pictures or a cool link to a page contains videos, pictures, news and etc.. and you’ll do the same, you will make replies for them to say something about something they published (Stupid statement), and all of that with 140 letters for each update/message.

What twitter gave “Mohammad“?

Count the following on your fingers:

• Cool friends from around the world US, Canada, UK and and and and …
• Cool moments with those friends, we shared our days and moments with each others.
• I learned how to deal with people, how to ask them politely.
• I have seen millions of images, seas, deserts, waves, sand, people, stores, parties and a lot of other things.
• I got billions of links to read about new software, design, war, people.. to learn something useful related to my University major, YEAH believe that because the people on twitter did not hide anything useful and don’t say I’m just a big liar because i don’t like these words and i tried it before and i know what i wrote and again i meant every word.
• And more and more of what i have forget at these moments.

Does Twitter deserves a try?

Absolutely, it deserves it and also it deserves to invite your friends and family and to tell them about twitter and what you can do with it.

Dear Abdulla and all, I hope i asked your question and sorry if i forget anything but remember that you can’t get a full answer for your questions about twitter while you refuess to use it. Now and again it’s 100% FREE.

My post on Tech World (Arabic) : مجتمع تويتر: سارع بالانضمام

Good Luck Folks! 

bDule is a very smart and clean desktop client for Facebook and twitter, and it contains many features that would make it the best client untill this moment, even with TweetDeck or Twhirl or DestroyTwitter and that only from the first impression of using it.

My mother language is Arabic so i need an application to view arabic language to keep in tough with my friends but that was impossible with TweetDeck because it support arabic in ugly way that i can’t handle it. Also DestroyTwitter it doesn’t support Arabic , and my first application Twhirl it’s pretty much ok and support Arabic but it’s now very old fashion to use with many several and stylish clients. Look at this picture that shows one of my arabic tweets using bDule:

Features and Options:

• Multilingual: Supports ar, en, sp, ru, it, heb, de and other languages.
• Support multiple accounts of twitter with full and excellent tools and options to control them.
• View twitter user profile from inside the app without going out to browser to watch user’s info.
• Abilities to customize app interface, you can change the app layouts positions to make them looks like what do you want, and you can make a lot of columns inside the app. For example you can make 1 column for twitter and navigate to replies and direct messages via windows like Twhirl system, or you can make a column for replies and two columns for direct messages and replies with 1 column for Facebook, You can play with this feature.
• Full Facebook stream including comments and links and abilities to comment or to update you status from inside the app.
• You can customize Facebook column, you can show only links or only photos and etc.
• Clean and clear interface (Friendly Interface)
• See this picture of my bDule application

Requirement:

1. Windows 7, Vista or XP.
2. Microsoft .Net Framework 3.5 service pack 1 : If you don’t know what is the version of .Net Framework installed on your windows, you can use this page (Surf it from Internet Explorer only), this page will help you to show what is the version of your .Net Framework and determine what are the needed packages to update your .Net FW to the latest version.

Good Luck

Many videos and pictures  are made to prove that Mac is better than PC and also other stuff proves that PC is better than Mac, but actually what is the best? and could we decide what is the most useful one? In fact we can’t decide instead of everyone breathing in this world because the good for me maybe bad for others so everyone have to respect what others likes not to convince them to use Mac or PC.

I have tried and still working on Linux Fedora and at the same time I’m a user of Microsoft Windows and after many questions and tries of different operating systems i found that everything is good and nothing bad so what is the problem if we use Mac and PC with whatever operating systems?. In addition we have to know that there’s no perfect operating system in this planet, and each one have positive and negative features, so it’s finally up to user not for me or you.

I wrote this post because i watched this video and i want to share it, you can watch it (Click here) but note that there’s some bloody scenes in this clip.

It’s nice to find someone cares about you, asking you if you are okay or not, wishing you all the best and pray for you when you face something bad in your life and she stands with you and keep saying everything is gonna be ok don’t worry, and finally she loves you!!

She will fill your life with very special things, she will change your life and your mind and you will see the world through her eyes, looking to everything and trying to make it correct to make her happy and all your goals and your dreams will surrounds her because you will try to do your best to make your life better and that to make her happy with you.

Now I believe in love and what it can change in this life, you will not tough it’s changes if you are listening to me or to others, you can’t see the beauty of love while you are away of love, you have to try to find your second half and don’t say she is not here, she is there look around you and let your heart choose her .

I wish days to gone quickly because i need her to be with me and in my life, for sure she will change a lot of things.

We’re all waiting 15 May to write about Palestine day, blogging about our calamity of our occupied country.. 61 years (if you count this year) of living outside the home and looking everyday to get back, waiting that day to become free and to return our right which is our country Palestine.

I don’t know what should i say in this day to express my feelings because it’s became very old, tins of post, songs and poems then what? I’m very depressed of what I’m talking about because i know that will not give us anything but at the same time we have to write about it to remind people about their issue and to keep it a live in their minds and hearts, this may change something or absolutely this will change something.

By the way, i have to thank Za3tar for his efforts to make this great event for the second year and wish god to reward him all the best. Thank you Za3tar.

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I found a new tag that i didn’t know before, it’s < button > tag . Now let’s go to take some samples of how button tag working with X/HTML pages and it’s attributes.

Sample 1: Add regular button
Hi! I’m Mohammad

<button>Hi! I'm Mohammad</button>

Sample 2: Using “style” with button
Hi! I’m Mohammad

<button style="color:red; font-weight:bold; font-size: 10pt;">
Hi! I'm Mohammad</button>

Sample 3: Button of image

<button>
<img src="http://www.anver.com/images/company/animations/click.gif" />
</button>

Sample 4: Button with Javascript
Message

<button onclick="alert('Hi Folks!')">Message</button>

This tag like other tags doesn’t accept some attributes like <a> <input> <select> and also you can’t write another <button> tag into another one. I found it very useful and easy to use without getting bored with regular way. I don’t know a lot about this tag so if you want to know another attributes that can be written into this tag you have to “Google It !”  :)  or read this summary HTML button tag (w3schools).

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1- Facebook: If you don’t have an account on Facebook you will not taste the funky of social networks, because Facebook is the best place on the web to see, meet, talk and share your things with your family, friends and a lot of people around the world that you can make relations and connections with them which means that you will have a lot of friends that you may know them face to face or other who met on the net. It’s really fantastic.

2- Delicious: Well, Delicious is that place where i save my favorite bookmarks(Links..and etc.) and i can access and see my gallery from any place connected to the internet, i can publish my bookmarks and at the same time i can hide what i want to make them public or private, you just have to create a new account and start adding your link. Note: If you use Firefox, you may want to check out this plug-in.

3- Twitter: Wholly smokes, i don’t have the full imagine to express about how titter can really help you to follow your friends updates in anytime and anywhere, you can follow people and others can follow you, you can write unlimited messages which each message 140 letters and this is the cause that Twitter called “Micro blogging Service”. In this place you can share you favorite links and you can ask others for a help, you can discuss something with your friends, and also you can send messages and reply to messages and send private messages to your friends and the same others can do.

4- Last FM: Do you like music? Rock or Hip-Hop? Pop or Rap? don’t worry because in this website you can find any genre of music and for any artist and you can listen to them for 100% FREE, you can build your own gallery arrange your music and a lot of amazing things you will be able to figure out if you registered on the website. The most amazing thing is “Last FM Application, this app let you add you music from your computer to your gallery online, and also you can search for a song and listen to it, Actually it’s awesome and really i can’t speak about everything in this app in this post so you have to try it and you will thank me.

5- Linkedin: This website let use make your online profissional CV, and this CV can be public or private, you can hide anything from your profile (Invisibale) and also you can invite any person to see your full online CV. This type of service can be efficient for online job seekers or who can write or desing his/her CV this website make the job instead of you and all you have to do is to choose the fields and places to write then publish your own, print it out…. and etc.

6- Quick Services:

• Flickr: To upload your photos, you have to be Yahoo Mail use and 200 uploads for FREE accounts and if you want more you can upgrade.
• Digg: It’s look like Delicious but with a lot of advanced and useful features.
• My Space: Something like Facebook.
• Vimeo: Look like YouTube but it’s most beautiful and well designed

For more information you can use the Web 2.0 directory Go2Web20 for @Orli. And also you can check out my accounts on social networks [ Look at Top-Right sidebar icons under About me].

I wish i provide you all with useful information about soecial networks and web 2 services, and if you have any question or suggetion DO NO stop, go and contact me

I spent 3 days to learn how to setup application, how to customize Fedora options and setting and it was very exciting trip using google and The Linux Arab community and some blogs and my sleepy friend Hosam, but despite all of these things and times that i spent to learn I feel good with Linux fedora especially the feeling when you feel completely FREE, using legal OS and open source/free applications, listening to you favourite music with a new OS and and …. a lot of things you can discover with Linux. In the last 3 days i figure out my fault that i used windows to do my personal and non-personal works, I asked my self many question, what’s the number of formats? number of errors, number of viruses trojans and spywares? Oh my god where were you Linux?

I’ll finish Fedora customizing within 2 days at most with full software packages and tools then I will write a post about my whole try with Linux and how to switch from Microsoft(Microzeft) Windows to a Linux distribution with speaking about the most important things that you have to know before switching to Linux.

Now, Let’s say good bye microsoft !!!!

I was thinking about this step before many months ago but every time i was quit at the last moment without no clear reason but now there’s noway to stop I’ll “enshalla” do that as soon as possible within this week but before talking about something i want to tell you why i want to switch from windows to Linux:

1. Feel Free To Use Free: Actually in my country and a lot of  countries around Jordan, we use unofficial copies of Microsoft windows 2000, xp or even vista, but now and because of we’re in the year of 2009 it’s getting harder each day to do your job with illegal operating system after a lot of rules and conditions from Microsoft, so i thought and still believe that was a very bad attitude to “steal” what others made by their efforts, and why don’t use a free operating system better than windows.
2. Security: I mean by this viruses, worms , Trojans and etc. i really hate my self when my windows infected by these bad things and with those things you have to use security program like Kaspersky which absolutely will slow down you PC then guess what? finally you will find your self forced to format your drive and install new fresh copy, in addition usually you will not be able to backup your files because they were infected, so what the hell is this?
3. Errors and Freezing: tens a day of this errors and freezing, and you have to smile if you passed a day without one of these crashes.
4. Previous Use: I used Fedora in my university in networks lab and it was really amazing, powerful,  awesome design and GUI, in one short word “Awesome”. In addition i read about Fedora from many blogs and websites and all of them loved it even those who use Windows.

Finally, If you wan’t to try it all of you have do is to download Files and read about how to setup. Good Luck

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We’re now in year of 2009 and there’s a lot of people who still using Microsoft Internet Explorer 6 and i don’t really know why they still using this foolish browser even with a lot of websites, tips and essays that advise them to leave IE and use Firefox, Opera or even Safari but unfortunately they are still convince themselves that Microsoft products are the best ever and else are meaningless.

Anybody here can tell me what are the things in IE doesn’t exists in Firefox? For sure the answer will be:”IE doesn’t contain anything useful, Firefox is a whole internet browser”. So if this is your opinion could you please tell me why you don’t use Firefox or even Opera instead of IE and you know that Firefox and Opera and even Safari are FREE?.

It’s a very disappointed thing to know that the efforts of many people to convince others to use alternative browsers are gone away and little of them began using alternative web browsers, and many of them still say:”We are traditional users and we don’t need any other browsers because IE still doing it’s job”.

Take only five minutes of your time to try the most safer, faster browser int the whole world Firefox and also read those articles to know why you should use it instead of IE

• Firefox For Beginners.
  
• NewCityMedia: Why We Use Firefox.
• Top 10 reasons to switch and why we use Firefox?

The bad way of thinking of our parents or family can break our dreams and aspirations in addition you have to be thankful and simply close your damn mouth because  you’re not that perfect human to say your own opinion and you’re still need more and more knowledge to understand what goes on in this world. If you loved someone and that someone loved you except anything negative from “someone’s” family, you need to walk on their road and to think about what they think of but for the damn why? have you asked yourself one of the following questions?

• Does it have to be like this and why?
• Why we always say:”what people will say if we did this?”?
• How can i explain to those stupids?
• Why i cant walk and think hundred percent in my way?

For anyone who asked or still asking him/her self why we still the 3rd communities, i wanna tell you…because we can’t do anything before take a lot of words like “ok, yes, accept, agree, do it, good” and etc and i’m sure with all of these bullshits you will face a lot of people who think that you’re the biggest stupid in this world and at that moment you will think and say:” i did that, now what?”.

My words are strange and me myself don’t know what i said above but I’m really facing a very very very big problem and i think it’s the biggest problem i have ever faced before and i don’t know what should i do especially because it’s something matters to my future with my second half.