Rhythmblues

2012-02-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

Exhausted!

Farkk! I barely open my eye...there are so pain!

I barely eat or sleep this whole week !

Tell me why exam suck so much ?

Valentine ?

Simple one & Rushing one

after dinner had to go home n study !

But then i gan dong with the suprised he gave me ,

Not as kayu as i imagine! haha

He bought he a pair of shoes which i really love em ,

And flowers , roses which i dontknow whre he get from ....its huge!

Bigger than those normally one

I gave him a big big kiss!

I know im not a super good girlfriend... but im trying to be one ,

trust me i really do .

I hold on to my temper ALOT nowdays !

3 days in a row those papers are KILLING MUA!

MAU GILER SIAL!

I want to score A for tomorrow paper!

MARKETING

I need to score like REAL WELL for this exam ,

Because someone promise to buy me Tissot !

*grin*grin

GIVE ME HOLIDAYS!

FOR YOU

2012-02-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

Well , he like to call me "babi "

instead of calling him bck

i ll put a photo of him here*

So cute...huggable, kissable , lovable

right?

Gals and guys

HAPPY VALENTINE

I almost forgot that 2moro is Valentine,

patutla , baby boy say want to call me at midnight later

too bad.. he only can talk to me

coz im dating IWP

FARKK THIS PAPER MAN!

Tomoro 2.30pm , Michelle W is going to conquer you god bless me!

Levain

2012-02-12T02:09:00.001+08:00

Been wanting to come here for like 1 decade!

I always need to wait Jeff to finish work .. n with all those traffic ,

By the time i reach ..it already closed , they closed around 9pm at night .

Open at 7am

So , here i am Today!

I am one happy pie !

I planned to go for breakfast ...but i cant make it .

I forever missed breakfast...

The bf purposely google the address n bring me here!

So touch ...n kesian him

Keep nagging him this afternoon ...for being so mou.....in the toilet like for hours

While on the way ..the traffic was Omgfg

n he begin to emo n cursing

Seriusly im not going to KL town on weekend !

those traffic is suck

Mang zhang face..too hungry

Orange tart , thumbs up!

Tiramisu

I still prefer Nadeje's one

Purple nail ..with purple macaroon !

A bite that meltsssss

Both of our " yeah the food is here"

faces!

I been going places in this exam week

been having good food ,

but bad sleep

I blog about all my stupid NON STOP stupid dream on my next post ,

i have to continue study now

else

AMITOFO

GBM

BOO!

2012-02-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

UPDATED ! * a small one perhaps!

( as u can see ...chubby! )

I think im not the only person who left his/her blog dusty

Everyone been enjoying so much of the holidays that they dont even have time to blog ..which includes me!

I donteven remember when is the last time i blogged.

Life been treating me not bad lately ..n during the holidays!

We drink like no one does...

Alcohol are so expensive during CNY

But nobody give a damn on the price during the holidays!

Good to know that lots of my friend are getting married this year

Cant stop being happy for them !

How am i ?

Gaining more n more weight till my mum nearly want to stop me from eating !

haha

She warned me ! not to get anymore weight on

Boyfie ..stick with me nearly everyday from CNY till now...

I have to keep him away from me for awhile... he makes my princess fever getting higher !

Girls can be so unreasonable in times

Well , FINAL EXAM IS HERE

so lets fuck that

and im still thinking when to start studying n cursing !

Everytime of the final exam .. there come the curse!

duhhzz

Let get some good marks kays !

2012-01-06T01:04:00.002+08:00

So true , cause when i go out with my girlfriend,

there are just so many thing to buy and so many thing to spend on ,

Good food , and Drinks

they always cost = A BOMB

I dontwant anymore big holes in my purse , time to get a new wallet and fill it gemuk gemuk

oh ya,

baby boyy bought me a purse for Christmas present ,

But im not going to use it

Im too comfortable with the one im using now , funny thing is He is not upset at all ,

he say , A gift is just a gift

Whats important is for me to know that He love me banyak banyak

haha

Bought him present that cost a bomb yesterday ,

His birthday is coming soon ,

But i told him that im too broke to buy him anything and i only prepared a cake for him ,

He told me , that i dont have to buy anything for him ,

Because im the best present he had when he found me

I cant stop smilling to myself when im on phone when he told me this

It feels so sweet and melt all the way to NORTH POLE

OMG

Final is finally coming

I am trying not to curse that much during exam this time,,

and try not be such a grumpy old lady this time

1st 2012

2012-01-04T01:33:00.001+08:00

1st photo taken after club celebration on New Year Eve

Well , one thing to be glad during the end of 2011 is , somehow i lose weight

well i dontknow how i can gain weight so fast from 56-57

drop

till 53 now

thats a few KG that really makes different .

All my pants were off the grid when i was 57 kg , either the zip break down or the button fell off .

I was so sad that time , and everyone around me keep saying why u so bulat one ?

what happen ?

They say i look happy and chubby

laoweh

So 2012 ,

TIME TO GET SLIM

so that i can dress to kill

lolx

So many dress can see , got money buy but

CANNOT WEAR

its so suck

I want to work hard this year too , want to save up for something big ,

havent quite figure out what to do or get

but save up 1st

Going for industry training for 3 months next semester , so i guess its a new start

2011

Are too much for me , seriusly i dont any more other year that make me felt like 2011

So many up and down ,

torn and needle

From a crazy clubber who club like 7days straight ,

Heart breaking and breaking others heart

and

having this Friedship thingy that full with lies

make me feels like a moron .

And 1st time ever felt so much like killing a person .

Which my bf have to stop me and calm me down .

I DONTWANT ANYOFTHOSE FUCKING ISSUES IN 2012

i hope u serve me well this year ,

I just want a good bf which i already had one now

and i want friendship that i builded last forever

Mum n dad , i hope they support me no mather what im doing which i am not going to try and let them down

Study well , pat tor well , eat well n sleep well

thats what my mama always pray for me *

Final exam are coming so soon !

I want to make my CGPA HIGHER !

Last semester really kills, it bring me down from 3 ++ to 2++

I dontwant to disappoint mama and myself anymore.

MI AMORE PEOPLE !

2011-12-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

Dont i just love to blog when im farking angry !

IDK why seriusly !

Fark mad these few days .. actually start with today !

See who also bu shun yan !

PMS kot

arrr..so what !

I saw so many post during Christmas saying that they having bad day , bad luck

its sad for them

coz it was a blast for me !

Few photo here

with love

oh ya, i m mad at jeff for stealling ALL MY LIGHTER!

so no photo of him !

If its not im rushing to class now after blogging , i think im going to smashed everything into pieces!

Words from Michelle's heart

2011-12-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

1st thing 1st i am so happy to found her back !

She's been missing for the past few day ,

Got me so worried day and night .

Well, healthy and naughty baby she is!

I went crazy today , shouting and throwing everything ,

U know those feeling when you are so desperate to find something and that thing u know its somewhere but

you just cant find it!

Like that thing got kaki and sengaja hide when u want it !

im ta ma de farking angry

then cry

I know .so weak

The bf was so farking shock to see me likdat .

U know what?

He found it for me .

I feel like a clown so sudden

he say " bu yao jing zhang ...yao man man zhao "

Jeffery Joss!

When i smile ..i smile for u

U are the apple to my pie ,

U r the straw to my berry

The one that bring me up when im down ,

Glows me when im dim,

And make me shine wherever i go .

Glad to have you

DEPpressed

2011-12-16T00:54:00.000+08:00

I am 99.9% depressed right now ,

I dont even have energy to cry out loud

My system suck right now, everything suck right now ,

the food SUCK

School SUCK

Every single thing KANASAI!

They say smoker are 4 times easier to get depressed than those who dont smoke.

If its true, then i ll quit .

I been polluting my lung alot today . I am so stress and down now.

I dontknow how or who to talk to .

No one seem to make me feel better .

Im hiding in one corner now ..with my lights off only my lappy light which able me to blog ..

and only thing to make me relax for a moment.

I want to stay in my dream forever when i sleep nowdays

sleeping even makes me stress now .

No one would ever know how i feel now ,

its ok .. im a big girl now . I try my best to deal with it .. but not crying it out loud .

I hold myself from calling the bf and mummy ,

I dontwant them to worry about me ,

I ll just cry alone ..

When can all this get over ?

I want my life back ,

this is hell to me now .

FML ALOT ALOT !

30 min frozen cheesecake

2011-11-30T15:02:00.001+08:00

Because i have too much strawberries that i cannot finish ,

I decide not to waste them ,

I decide to do Frozen Starwbery Cheesecake ,

Its easy as A,B,C

Took me 30min only!

Ingredient - 5 big strawberry (if you using small one , can put around 8-10)

                                          - 1 pack of oreo ( for the base crunch)
                                          - 1/2 cup of sugar
                                          - 1 pack of cream cheese
                                          - 2 slice of butter around 100gram

1. Cut strawberry into dice

2. Add Sugar, Strawberry , a little water

3. Boil it until the mixture thicken

This is the RESULT

Boil around 15min , Low heat , the mixture will be thick like Jam

Now beat the cream cheese in A Big Bowl ,

Then add in the strawberry jam u cooked ,

Make sure you leave some of the jam for the topping later on .

Taaa daah!

Not done yet!

This is the look of the mixture of cream cheese and strawberry jam !

Take the cream out off the Oreo ,

We need the biscuit only ,

You blend or crush the Oreo cookies

Then mixed the Oreo with butter ,

and make the base for the cake

Then , add in the cream cheese mixture in !

Add some strawberry for decoration ,

and not to forget the jam u cooked ,

Pour in ..to make the topping look more yummy!

TA DAH!!!

SIDE LOOK OF IT

Last , Freeze it for minimum 3 hours !

This is how i eat my cheesecake last night ,
add strawberry and a slice of cheese cake !

# For better taste , You can heat up the cheese cake in oven for 3min

before serve

# Take the cheese cake out from the freezer 30min before you want to eat

You can also replace Strawberry with other fruits like mango and Kiwi or any fruits you like

Have fun trying !

2011-11-28T01:23:00.000+08:00

Im back from a short getaway ,

This is taken in Cameron Highland ,

strawberry farm ,

where everything is so very strawberry ,

Had my drinks and brunch fill with STRAWBERRIES

owh

I dont mind eating those large and sweet strawberries till i laosai .

The traffic is awesome thou ,

Like shit !

STUCK !

ON THE HIGHLAND

jam jam jam in Cameron !

One more thing ,

U really dontwant to know , i drive until pek chek ..keep scold scold people.

I call around 15 Hotels from 5star till those guest house ,

ALL FULLY BOOKED

omg

One advise, do not underestimate Cameron Highland during holidays ,

they can be so crowded that people everywhere come here just to pluck strwberries,

people like me and Jeff

haha

We both ended in one scary apartment with 2 room,

and one only both of us living there,

its up in the hill , and the last block ,

the apartment is so old and scary ! I dont even dare to bath ,

so scary that i keep

repeating Amitofo whole night , while Jeff snoors like train all the way till the sunrise in the morning ,

I call him my best boyfriend and best snoorer.

haha

GOODNITE !

Wan to get some rest now

Finally

2011-11-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

The day i went abit weeeeeeeeeee weeeeeeee

and

I dont remember when is that ,

I miss those feeling ,

When i used to club with my girls ,

Now i have no time for all this , FUCK THIS LIFE

FML

Im so moody , i used to club everytime im moody , unhappy , emo

why cant i club now

No time , no mood , no motivation to club .

why ar?

am i growing to another person right now ? A more matured one perhaps?

haha

ciaoz , i want to wait my xiao Jeff to come .

He ask me to pay for his tol fee if i want him here in Melacca today ,

what the tut

haha

pCARDIN

2011-11-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

Dont get me wrong..

I am 100% not showing off

This is a copyright

Dont steal or spam me please haha

Remember i said not going to spend on WANTS anymore?

Well , its a sponsered set of lingerie

Looks like bikini but actual its a bra and panty ,

caught my eye from the 1st sight i saw em

cant stop thinking from Melacca to Segamat last weekend ,

Until Yesterday i am still thinking about it , whether to buy or not to buy

Baby knows me so well , that he said he buy for me

WHOAH SO HAPPI LO ..

that whole day keep smile to him

haha

I feel so pampered now , that i fucking cannot handle stress.

I want to take hand bomb and throw my school can ?

Giving me so much task to be complete,

well , just finish one paper moments ago ,

went in 30min and gao tim everything , im pretty confident for my paper , i spend so many hours reading and writing and memorizing ,

But then i just need to spill out 30min of that "N" HOURS!

Life is so UNFAIR .

and

UNSQUARE

okey , i want to continue eating my mango now

MONDAY SUCKS

2011-11-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

Its been 2weeks of stress and its only the beginning not de end

WHAT A SAD LIFE

Did i mention i hate MONDAY ?!?!

I never hate MONDAY that much till this Semester , I need to spend 7hours in school every monday

continuosly

non stop

I had to had lunch and breakfast together by stuffing bread into my mouth in class

gua mia ke lian story

NEXT MONDAY IS THE WORSE EVER AVAR MONDAY

I need to go for replacement class at 8-10AM

attend another 12-2pm

2-4pm

5-7pm

EXAM ON 8-10PM

so nice right

Imagine every monday i come home half dead , didnt eat dinner then straight to bed and pengsan till alarm and phone calls cannot wake me up,

Next monday would be a BIG BESAR 大 challenge for me

I wish i could survive

U people please pray for me

lol

But still,

There's the other part of life which is colourfull and fill with love

The bf ajak me to Pangkor Island on next weekend which i Think im not dead yet

then i told him ,

i want go Cameron and eat strawberries there,

He said , then lets go Cameron then go Pangkor ..very near only

= =''

Whoah , i duno how to react

His getting sweet day by day ,knowing what i think and what i want .

I want to dream sweet tonite!

haha

oh ya, i just realise my bf's ex girlfriend deleted me in facebook

But why ?

i swear i didnt do anything to her pun

GIRLS! hmmp

==""

2011-11-16T14:09:00.000+08:00

Lucky this photo dont show any sweats,

the truth is

I sweat like fark in this picture.

Life is not always good , When it get to sch and MMU

I always got probelm with doing everything i dontknow why ,

I went 3 time to school and home ,

walk here walk there ,

Not near lagi just to print one my homework!

I wonder why all my work gone when i reach the print shop and try to print it ,

it was my stupid usb fault !

WHOAH HENG A!

Dateline 12pm ,

Guesss what time i pass up ,

I reach the building 11.55am

12pm NGAM NGAM PASS UP!

heng a PHEwwww

I went to get some drink after that, the cashier pak cik say , kenapa u berpeluh -peluh???

banyak class ke ?

u know why ?

My face look exactly like im doing sauna ,

so damn malu .

Not a good day at all!

This morning when i walk to sch , a black and fat cat suddenly jump down out of no where infront of me

I swear i terkejut until i stood there for like 1minute

That is where my bad day started.

haiz.

I need to rest now .

I wish i can sleep forever and wait my prince to come and give me one BIG KISS!

till you drop

2011-11-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

ASTRO BOY vs NIKE

Got one from baby for monthsary gift and bought d other one myself,

This month every shopping activity official stop last weekend,

Cant bare to look at my bank account anymore,

I sendiri shocked when last month bank statement reach ,

so do my parent !

This weekend balik kampung sure kena from them one .

Its all JefferyJoss fault!

I dontknow whats with him..so like to bring his girlfriend to shopping malls and sales,

We went ZARA warehouse sales last weekend and both of us made a promise that it was our last shopping for this entire month.

Last month ,

He spended 5k for his shopping and some of it is mine.

hehe

He asked me if one day he got NO JOB, NO MONEY , NOT EVEN PLACE TO LIVE

will i still be with him

I feel so bad pulak .. duno how to answer him .

haha

Just want to tell him that , I love you anyway,everyway

DIED BLOG

2011-11-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

Will be updating soon ,

Please still click and support my ads kays ?

Love u people

L.O.V.E

2011-11-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

5 of us went for a short holiday together

We all laugh.Shout

together

so much fun ..

too bad the holiday is too short ..

ending soo soon

I NEED MORE HOLIDAYS

i had enough of holidays actually , but i just cant get enough.

too much to say ..

one word

LOVE

...

Always love and u ll be loved

No left.. JUST RIGHT

2011-11-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

I miss my cute chindian

haha

When his not around with me ..when I need stay in Melacca to study and He need to work in KL

Our text will always be full

with IMY

Even when he calls ..

all he say is just

IMY

like for 1k time

so sweet

Everything just feels so right now , no left or wrong

No mather what im into .. what shit i stepped on , He always know how to help and give the best advise

and his care is THE BEST EVERrr

Even when im so bad tempered and giving him shit

He always know the right words to say , and the right things to do .

Im afraid im too pampered now

How to survived if he dumped me ?

how ?

lolx

Life been so colourfull and hectic recently ,

I stress lesser bcz of him and laugh more bcz of him

I just cant stop talking about him

I think i need to control of being too addicted to this.

People always say...1st few months of relationship ..will always be the best moment

I ll say .. its the time where u really need to control everything in that relationship to make sure it last long and wonderfull.

I think of i wake up every morning feeling that this world is so ugly ,

Now i woke up and feel gratefull every single day

I had almost everthing i wanted

Cause someone is always there ..for me

and for my needs

If this continued to be good.. i think i ll have to say YES soon

haha

lol

2011-10-25T14:48:00.000+08:00

Tuesday .. no class today and for the rest of the week .

WOOHOOO

Fark all those emo shit away

Cause im going to enjoy and have fun all day and night

Heading KL later

Going to meet with J to celebrate Deepavali together

and eat tosai together

LOL

hahahahahahaha

TUESDAY ! SO ITS GELARE DAY !

Anyone want to meet in Gelare , The Curve tonight ?

Dessert just cant get off my list .

The weather is so good today in Melaka , i heard KL is raining ,

so sad

I dont ..i just dont like the rain, makes me even emo and want to scold people

I guess the bf is just not in luck when it comes to rain

haha

So bad

Okie , i got lots of thing to pack now .

Dontknow what to bring , and i hate to pack .

I ll just bring everything there

TATA PEOPLE

HAVE A NICE , GOOD ,FAB WEEKEND

Thnks and Sorry

2011-10-21T02:14:00.000+08:00

I dont really apologize much to anyone basically ,

but i keep repeat the thnks and sorry words to him .

I been driving him nuts for the past few weeks ,

and his been real exhausted with work and Me for the past few days.

He text me moments ago that he ll call me when he gets home ,

i waited for 1 hour ,

Guess what

He stop to sleep in petrol station ,

He was too exhausted that he couldnt drive anymore.

I really pity him , but i couldnt do anything but to talk to him and make sure his awake while he drives home.

I really think i should stop driving my boyfriend crazy ,

I drive every of my ex crazy

I admit

I could be so such psychotic bitch sometimes in relationship .

I need to change , change this bad habit of mine .

Mum advise me all the time to learn how to calm down .

Ask me dont scared my bf away .

lol

Btw , im going to cook crab for the 1st time in my life tomorrow night

Jeff is coming to spend the weekend in Melaka this week

Im going to bring him for good food

When people love u sincerely and treat you good ,

You must know how to appreciate

Dont do something that u might regret

Coz

When there's a leak ,

it will never be the same anymore.

2011-10-20T18:16:00.000+08:00

Where are you now cause im thinking of you

For babe J

Btw , i bought both of us a new number .

Both end with 59 and 65

This week class ended today , next week will be deepavali break

Dontknow if i should go out and party or just stay at home .

I have the feeling that this weekend is going to be a long long weekend.,

i Shall just stay at home

and eat maggi

=(

2011-10-19T08:29:00.001+08:00

This photo taken in Zoo Taiping

During the bf work trip

The elephants reminds me of Dumbo

Someone really kills me , he said ...its my mama and me

wtf

Starting from Monday , those shits never ends , its getting worser .

The sch is giving me so many probelm , that i feel stress to go to school now .

Its 8am now , and i have class at 8 , i dontwant to go and i ll skip all my classes today.

I am not the kind of person who can handle stress

I know myself ,

I ll try hard until breakdown , then i ll just stop doing everything .

JUST SLEEP

sleep until i get sick of sleeping

Yesterday i was crying so badly in school that i keep trowing tantrum at Jeff ,

Its not his fault at all ,

I was so mang zhang i got no one to scold , i scold him and ask him not to call me anymore.

and den he text me

haha

The next time i know is ,

He drove from KL to Melaka last nite to make me feel better .

and he had to drive back early in the morning to go to work .

He is getting more sweet day by day

I dontknow if im treating him good enough

I promise that i wont be mad at everything ,

when im only mad at one thing

*****
Special Thnks to

For being there for me yesterday ,
watch me breakdown
and drive me here and there like maniac
and she said something that burst me into laugh

she say i laugh and cry the same way
laugh like crying
cry like laughing

2011-10-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

Is there anyone who are good kind enough to send me to space or pluto perhaps

coz i prefer cold places and without any human

thnks

if you are a girl i ll turn lesbian for you , if you are a guy i ll marry

LOL

The world as usual , start giving me shit when i had the 1st one .. n they always keep coming at the same time

Some people just need to stop giving me those shit ,

Maxis broadband , go fuck urself i aint gonna pay u a penny ,

The bf , im not going to talk to u till all my anger is gone

MMU , u work like a snail make me and every single hair of mine pek chek !

Couldnt belive that this is my updated after the long holiday ,

well , 1 thing to be glad for

I spend my holiday by enjoying to the max , been eating good food everyday ,

been spending with 1 eye closed,

What else ,

gaining so much weight that i think my pants shrink ,

the button fell out

what the fark !

Seriusly , obesity Michelle coming .

Aint gonna let that happen .

Since im so moody now and maybe for the rest of the week .

i aint going to eat !

Mogok lapar

can ?

Wish you were here

2011-09-30T13:29:00.000+08:00

Damn damn damn

What i do to have u here ,

near ,

I wish you were here

This song is for all of you who misses someone who are not beside you now ,

lover , ex , crush

Whoever u misses alot

Whenever Avril sings , and when most of her song are so damn emo,

It really strike the emoness out of me ,

The bf is not here now ...

Actually he went to work

haha

Its so lucky that he got job in Melacca today ,

Finally can meet him

And i dontknow why he seems to hate Avril Lavigne songs

so much that he would skip her song or even turn emo when i sing her song .