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Magic

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Tue, 17 Aug 2021 11:59:00 +0000

An inexplicable bond

A deep connection

How I thank my stars

Now I believe in magic

No existing mould fits

No explanation possible

How have we come this far

Now I believe in magic

Without physical contact

Without seeing each other

How voice and words were enough

Now I believe in magic

Distance of seven seas

Difference in time even

How did we survive all this

Now I believe in magic

What does the future hold

What will happen to us

How do we move along

I leave all this on magic

Father's Day 2021

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sat, 19 Jun 2021 13:00:00 +0000

Father's Day 2021

In my life...

You are more than I say

More than I can express

Now I want it to be seen.

In my life...

I may appear content

No matter what the circumstance

Because you are my cheerleader, have always been.

In my life...

It may seem that

I am confident in my skin

Without you, I wouldn't have a reason to preen.

In my life...

Other people may not know you

Or that you are my reservoir of strength

You are happy working behind the scenes.

In my life...

I am growing and climbing higher

Not all to my credit

After all, I come from your pool of genes.

Happy Father's Day, Dad

This is the least I can do

Every word comes from the heart

Each emotion is as it means.

Mother’s Day 2021

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sat, 08 May 2021 17:02:00 +0000

You make the difficult simple

Take pressure off my shoulders

You form bridge across rivers

Shrink all encountered boulders

You brought me up with love

Even punished me appropriately

You don’t demand any limelight

Fulfilled, at peace, absolutely

Your genes formed parts of me

Shared values and strength abundantly

You have taught me to think & feel

And know the difference clearly

You do, you give, all the time

But never with malice or hate

You are full of love

Selfless and compassionate

You write blank emotional-cheques

Ready to give what you can

You are appreciated by many

But I am your No. 1 fan

Vulnerability

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Fri, 05 Feb 2021 09:37:00 +0000

Vulnerability

We are quick to judge others

Pass verdict, good or bad

Hardly ever look within

How we make ourselves sad

"Why so serious?"

Asked the Joker

Are we always sad

Or always playing poker

Behind our emotional wall

We may feel protected and safe

But the harsh reality is

We become our own slave

This wall built around us

Gets bigger with time

We close doors and windows

Become lonely when beyond our prime

It is not enough to smile more

Although that helps, definitely

It is about being vulnerable

Leaning on a friend, occasionally

Being vulnerable is lowering our guard

To let others in

If others only ever stay out

Doesn't matter whether they are foe or kin

We are neither islands

Nor self-sufficient in any way

Life is not black or white

It is only ever a shade of grey

Let's get out of the head

And reach the heart

Face emotions, be vulnerable

Find a friend, be smart

Feeling vulnerable is not enjoyable

We think it is being weak

But there is strength and courage

In the help we seek

The help we get

In turn allows us to help others

Vulnerability is a two-way street

Ensures all of us grow together

A Prayer For The New Year

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Thu, 31 Dec 2020 18:20:00 +0000

A Prayer For The New Year

May we pray

May we have faith

Instead of feeling hopeless more

May we wait

May we hold-on

Instead of pushing others anymore

May we question

May we listen

Instead of believing bull-shit more

May we seek

May we find

Instead of being lost anymore

May we give

May we share

Instead of only-consuming more

May we stand-up

May we stand together

Instead of being divided anymore

May we smile

May we be happy

Instead of shedding tears more

May we help

May we hold hands

Instead of being selfish anymore

May we open our eyes

May we see the light

Instead of choosing the dark more

May we learn to be human

May we learn from the animals

Instead of being foolish anymore

May we fulfil

May we be fulfilled

Instead of living empty more

May we become better

May we be 'more-than'

Instead of being 'less-than' anymore

2020 & Me

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Mon, 21 Dec 2020 14:32:00 +0000

2020 & Me

Incomprehensible present

Unknown future

Infeasible wants

Unfulfilled dreams

Inevitable reality

Unavoidable challenges

Injudicious actions

Unsatisfactory results

Ineffective efforts

Uncontrollable outcomes

Inexplicable journey

Unfamiliar territory

Inconsistent days

Unwanted circumstances

Incorrect assumptions

Unnecessary rush

Insignificant voice

Unsure thoughts

Insecure heart

Unenthusiastic mind

Inhumane us

Unprepared me

Managing the Unprecedented

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Wed, 09 Dec 2020 18:07:00 +0000

This phase is far from normal

And far from being comfortable too

Kept my head down

Kept a safe distance through and through

Still been sniffling and sneezing all day

Hope I have just the common flu

There isn’t simply a way out

No matter how hard we try to

Be in the ‘here and now’

That’s a strong clue

For managing what seems unmanageable

And makes everything appear blue

The challenges we face

Are unprecedented and new

I haven’t been fair or even good sometimes

Overlooked and left much overdue

But I am here, as part of your team

Always in your crew

You are the one for me

This I knew

Now you hold my life together

Like a strong glue

You are all that I need

Well, also a hot brew

Dear 2020

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Wed, 28 Oct 2020 04:37:00 +0000

Dear 2020,

We, humans, have been mean to you,

but it is not your fault.

What’s happening around is our own doing,

you just opened Pandora’s vault.

For all the troubles we face,

you are neither the reason nor the cause.

You have only put us on the spot,

magnifying, both, our strengths and our flaws.

We may speak ill of you today,

but truly we are in your debt.

Your memory is etched forever,

no one is likely to forget.

Hope the lessons you intend to teach us,

last long enough.

Designed to bring us emotionally closer,

and make us mentally tough.

Things happen when they are supposed to,

you are only playing your part.

This is a rare opportunity you present,

for us to reboot and restart.

Thank you for this challenge,

one I believe we can overcome.

Will get on to 2021,

stronger we would become.

To My Friend

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Wed, 26 Aug 2020 12:09:00 +0000

To My Friend

I have to tell you something

You are important for me

To share the interesting

And the mundane

I have to tell you something

You are that friend

Who gets to see me

When I am mad and when sane

I have to tell you something

You are free to live your life

I will be around if needed

Patiently waiting in my lane

I have to tell you something

You may not always want me around

And that’s fine too

I lose some and some I gain

I have to tell you something

You make me laugh heartily

But you can also hurt

Nothing good comes without a li’l pain

I have to tell you something

You are one of a kind

There can be no comparisons

To me it is that simple and plain

A Prayer

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 24 May 2020 08:15:00 +0000

A Prayer

May we learn to love, and live as one

May we include everyone and be together

May all our prayers be beyond "I"

May we never lose our faith

May hope never leave us

May we find peace within to enjoy the open skies

May there be resistance towards what is wrong

May all of us know the eternal truth

May we stop with our own lies

May we learn to feel and think

May this phase of gloom tell us what truly matters

May we see without judgemental fog covering our mental eyes

May our actions speak louder than our words

May we inspire and be source of pride

May we learn to give back before the well dries

May we become accepting, and control desire

May we have given more than taken when our time comes

May we try to give some more, if there is a tie

Mother's Day 2020

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sat, 09 May 2020 19:23:00 +0000

Poem For You, Ma

Mom...Mum...Mummy...Ma

I could call you by any name

You are always there for me

You have spoilt me, no doubt

But you have made me, me

How could I be this lucky

Love abundant, a patient ear

With you small talk turns to deep discussions

We just need a cup of tea

There is never a weak moment

You are my pillar of strength

For every lock I present, you present a key

You see good in everyone

You do more than you ask or take

Doing everything selflessly

Happy Mother's Day, Ma

You are the glue that holds us all

You are this family's banyan tree

Mudit's Wager: Remain Positive

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Wed, 06 May 2020 20:51:00 +0000

How is being positive better than not being positive?

What benefits does being positive bring when the future remains uncertain and uncontrollable?

With such and similar questions been thrown at me, because I not only remain positive but also profess my faith in positivity, I was unable to find a way to explain the benefits of being positive - other than anything that definitely sounded like a cliché.

When I came across Pascal's Wager (briefly explained at the end of this article), I realised I needed to make something similar of my own, and show it to non-believers of positivity that it pays-off to remain positive.

I present Mudit's wager: Remain Positive. This I represent as:

Our worry is related to future, it is hardly ever about the present and almost never about the past. We fear whether our future will be desirable or not. It is for the future that I ask you to wager for remaining positive. Let's understand this:

Either I will remain positive or I will not. This is plotted on the x-axis (horizontally). Either my future will turn out desirable or it will not. This has been plotted on the y-axis (vertically).

Quadrant D denotes the scenario where I decided that I will not remain positive, and my future will not turn out desirable. I call this "Doom and Gloom".

If we were not positive and the future doesn't turn out desirable, our worst fears have come true. This scenario adds doom to gloom. There is nothing good that could come out of this...we cannot turn around this scenario remaining not-positive. Helplessly, we start buying lottery tickets and hope luck supports us for once at-least!

Quadrant A denotes the scenario where I decided that I will not remain positive, but my future will turn out desirable. I call this "Winning a Lottery".

When we are not positive in our thoughts and actions, yet the future turning out desirable is like winning a lottery. The ticket we had bought in Quadrant D comes handy here. But...not only is this very difficult to repeat by our own efforts, but also the winnings are not sustainable. Thus - if we win this lottery of getting a desirable future while remaining not positive, it is likely that we will neither continue to enjoy desirable future being not positive, nor manage to change our life for the better in the long-term. Just as quickly as this desirable future appears, we will start worrying about the next uncertain future-date / future-year / future-period. Leaving very little for us to enjoy the lottery-winnings.

Quadrant C denotes the scenario where I decided that I will remain positive, but my future will not turn out desirable. I call this "Will Strive Harder".

If despite remaining positive, our future turns out not desirable it is still painful and difficult...no doubt. However, we have our positivity to lean back on to tell ourself that we will strive harder to turn things around. We start looking for previously unexplored or even unorthodox solutions, but we will not give up...we will not submit to the gloom that has temporarily engulfed us.

Quadrant B denotes the scenario where I decided that I will remain positive, and my future turns out desirable. I call this "Win-win, Pay Day".

When we are positive and our future turns out desirable, we find the sweet-spot where we can finally pat ourselves on the back - be proud, be happy and be satisfied. We take a moment for ourselves, enjoy our hard earned pay-day and get back to work for the next uncertain future-date / future-year / future-period.

The discussion is not about how to remain positive, but the benefits of remaining positive. Since future largely continues to be outside our direct control (we can influence the future outcomes, but we definitely don't control them), the only thing we can control is how our outlook and attitude remain: positive or not-positive.

By not remaining positive either we hope to win lottery or worse face doom and gloom. However, by remaining positive we either continue to have the will to strive hard, find our way out of the gloom or we find a win-win situation and enjoy our well earned pay-day. At the very least, we can try to move from Quadrant A to Quadrant B and from Quadrant D to Quadrant C.

I, therefore, urge you to wager for remaining positive in the game of future life!

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Pascal's Wager

Pascal (1623-1662), wore many hats ranging from being a mathematician & physicist to a writer & Catholic theologian. He believed there was no reasonable manner to prove existence of God, but we should still believe in Him.

Broadly, he suggested that if we don't believe in God, but we eventually find out that God exists - we go to Hell (some version of it). If we don't believe in God and it turns out that there is no God, well - no misery befalls us.

On the other hand, if we believe in God and God exists then we go to Heaven (some version of it). If we believe in God and God doesn't exist, once again there is no loss for us.

Essentially, as per Pascal, believing in God could either lead to some version of Heaven or bring no loss. Whereas, not believing in God could either bring no loss or worse, lead to some version of Hell. Basis this, Pascal is said to have suggested it is better to wager for God to exist and to believe in Him. This was his way of saying, better to play it safe than be sorry later.

Happiness Quotient: An Emotional Equation

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Wed, 01 Apr 2020 15:52:00 +0000

How do you know you are feeling happiness in any given moment? Do you understand the emotional process that goes on internally, leading to happiness or sadness?

Actually, some would argue that more important question is: do you understand what is happiness?

Walt Disney famously said: “Happiness is a state of mind. It's just according to the way you look at things.” Another definition of happiness, available online says: happiness is the state of being happy.

When I look at these two thoughts together, I realise happiness is a “state”, i.e. it is transient and likely to change due to external pressures exerted on us. Much like liquid is a state for water, which can change from liquid state to solid or gas provided liquid water is subjected to different external pressures.

Following water’s example, using it as a metaphor for our happiness, there is another question that we face: does our happiness totally depend on external sources? Or, is our happiness not under our control at all? It is my attempt to answer some of these questions, basis my own observations and experiences.

It has been my experience that our happiness is not entirely out of our control. We can even measure it, and I call this emotional measure Happiness Quotient (H.Q.). I propose the following emotional equation for H.Q.:

Happiness Quotient* (H.Q.) = What** we have received – what** we expected to receive

*H.Q. is not to be thought of or used as a numerical measure, although it could have numerical components involved. This is purely an emotional measure.

** What or how much.

'What you have received minus what your expectations were', is really the simplest form of understanding how we are feeling in any given situation, whether a moment or a day or our entire lifetime. I am neither referring to finding fulfilment in life (work + home) nor suggesting this is a route for becoming happy. Instead, this is an equation that helps us understand our state of being happy (happiness) in any given moment – whether we are judging something that happened just a moment before, or way back in past … or even if it is on-going.

There are two components that contribute to our happiness: what we have received and what our expectations were to receive.

The former component of the equation: "what we have received", is not in your control...no matter how hard we work, how smart we are, how lucky we were up to that point in time...nothing we can do that can bring this component of the equation entirely under our control. Yes, we can influence by being prepared, by being present, by doing good...but we still cannot control what the outcome would be (i.e. what we receive).

However, the latter component of the equation: "what we expected to receive", is directly under our control. Managing our expectations is definitely that part of the equation of our happiness, which is under our direct control.

To understand this better, let’s look at two different scenarios of the same hypothetical example - taking GMAT:

Scenario 1: You prepare for the test but aren’t able to prepare as well as you would have liked. All your mock test scores have been less than 600. You are not confident going in to take the test, don’t expect to score 600…but, you end up with 650.

Scenario 2: The same GMAT case. This time let’s say you were well prepared and had been scoring upwards of 700 in all mock tests. You go in for the test confident…but, you come back with a 650 score.

In both scenarios – the part of the H.Q. equation, what you have received, is same – GMAT score = 650. However, your happiness levels are likely to vary vastly between the two scenarios. What happens to your H.Q. if the result is that of Scenario 1 – does it not shoot high? You would be super-proud for doing better than expected. But if the result is that of Scenario 2, it would bring you down – you could feel a combination of following emotions sadness, anger, worry, fear and the likes.

Now we see that the real challenge is not managing what we receive (outcome), but really what we expected to receive. The former is not entirely in our control; however, the latter is totally in our control.

The next obvious question is: Does it mean we lower our expectations or, if possible, become expectation-less?

Theoretically, yes, we can live without expecting things from others and from ourselves...which may make our lives simpler (theoretically!). Practically, no! Expecting (and anticipating) the bad has been important for early Human survival, thus today we are wired in a manner to expect (both, good and bad).

In this article, I have attempted to put forth an idea that there are two components that work together towards our happiness - one of these two is not in our control and the other is in our control. By managing our expectations, recalibrating our expectations and learning to deal with our expectations not being met are some steps we can take to maintain a positive H.Q.

Hope, Love and Believe!

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Mon, 30 Mar 2020 16:37:00 +0000

Where is this all going

When will our troubles end

Why is it happening to us

Will the sun shine on us again?

How do we fight the unseen

Do we even have a chance

Are we going to fight together

Can we feel each other's pain?

Are we serious about social-distancing

Does this lockdown help at all

Is that light at the end of the tunnel

Or is that a killer-train?

Do we have time to hide and be safe

What if all have been infected already

Are we losing it all

Can we find calm and use our brain?

I can't offer answers, there are none

But there is hope

This is nothing but a test

Something that makes us stronger in long-term.

I offer my love and support

And if you ever need me

I will hold you tightly

When you shiver and squirm.

There is strength in staying apart, yet standing together

There is enough for everyone, don't panic

If we can think beyond ourselves

Selfishness is bigger than this virus, today’s biggest germ.

My friend, we don't need to know the future

Don't need to be able to see in this dark night

We don't even need answers

All that you and I need is to believe, be firm!

🙏🏼

Now And Forever

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 01 Mar 2020 08:28:00 +0000

Is there more proof that I need

Is there more that I can see

Is there anything clearer

Will it ever going to be

No my love

I know I need you

Now and forever

Can I find someone else

Can I do better

Can you be replaced

Am I such go-getter

No my love

I know I want you

Now and forever

Are we the perfect-couple

Are we doing everything we can

Are we going where we want

Is there nothing more to do & plan

No my love

I know we will keep getting better

Now and forever

Have we reached the summit

Have we completed the course

Have we run out of steam

Is there no other source

No, my love

I know we will be together

Now and forever

You Are My Universe

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Fri, 14 Feb 2020 06:16:00 +0000

Even after twenty-two years

It feels just like yesterday

When I proposed to you, you said yes

We celebrated our first Valentine's Day

Over these years, we experienced many ups and downs

Saw many seasons and all kinds of weather

Today, we are many miles apart

But, darling, I promise we will grow old together

I am far from perfect

Yet, you love and accept me

Not the person to go overboard

You are my universe, I say this whole-heartedly

Have known and loved you all my life

And time flies when having fun

Never have I asked for more

You are the one, and the only one

Relativism And Happiness

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 10 Nov 2019 08:58:00 +0000

In human life and in human mind every concept, every emotion, every thought,...actually everything is relative to something else. Well, for meaningful existence of anything we need to understand (or at least know) its context. Nothing is complete and absolute in and of itself. This is what I call as relativism.

It is not often that we let life happen to us, without putting up a question - "why?". The very reason we want to ask the why-question(s): "why is it so...why did you do it...why is it so hot...why me?" shows we need added information to make sense of what we have in that moment.

Through this post I neither intend to explain further about theory of relativism, nor delve into our need for more information, i.e. context, to understand the moment. As I see it, our need for context exists and that's that! However, there is a link between relativism and our happiness, and the intention of this post is to highlight this link.

In my previous post, A Philosophical Question, I had introduced the following equation of happiness quotient (happiness at any given moment):

What I have received - what I expected to receive = Happiness Quotient (H.Q.)

As per this equation, our happiness is dependent on reality (what I have received) and expectations. The bad news is, we can neither be in control of what we receive nor become absolutely expectation-less. The good news is, we can learn to change meaning of reality (by changing its context) and recalibrate our expectations as we live on. The way we can do both (although one at a time) is to learn to better manage our emotional responses to both - the reality we face and the level of unmet expectations. It is here, learning to better manage our emotions that relativism plays a role and that's the link between relativism and happiness.

There is one thing that we know how to do, inherently, is to look for context and reach meaning.

We love dogs, to the extent to claim that dogs are man's best friend (sorry - human's best friend...hope the feminists would let this be!). Correction, we love pet dogs. If we come across a stray dog, very often the first emotion is not that of love and compassion - it is fear. Pet dogs bring out positive emotions in us and give us higher degree of happiness than stray dogs - where neither the individual dog nor its breed has done anything to us directly (yet!). Context has changed...pet dogs, whether our own or of anybody else's, are more likely to be better trained and healthier (with all required vaccinations given) than the stray dogs.

However, there are some individuals (might not be many) who find it in their heart to love stray dogs just as much (or more) as pet dogs. There difference is that these people manage to change context in their mind, think of dogs as inherently human-friendly and quickly realise that stray dogs' unreliable reactions (such as biting a human) could be stemmed in its own fear of humans or its experience of being ill-treated by humans in past (relativism!). These people choose to believe that stray dogs, too, need love and care.

Based on their past experiences, these people also recalibrate their expectations from both, the dog (towards them) and from themselves (towards the dog), leading to a happier interaction than one based on fear and ignorance. Not to say that these people have never been bitten by a stray dog, or never been met by less-than-friendly reaction from one. With experience and will, they have learned not to make certain sudden movements that can unsettle the dog, or that just because the dog lunges at them it is not with the intent to hurt them (relativism!). They have learned to manage their emotional-responses over time, which ultimately helps them recalibrate their expectations for future.

As seen in the above example, it is possible to change context of what we have received, recalibrate our expectations and learn to control our emotional-responses. Whether we manage to change all or just one - it is good to know that we do possess some degree of control over happiness all the time, provided we understand relativism. Relativism at the very least provides fluidity to our understanding of life and thus to our experiences - being rigid is not how we can live this life and be happy.

Looking at life through the lens of relativism helps us acknowledge that the reality we face has more than one perspectives (and thus meaning) - one that we are seeing, experiencing, feeling...and that that other person is seeing, experiencing, feeling, before getting carried away by our initial emotional-response to the balance between the reality we face and what we expected it to be.

A Philosophical Question

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 03 Nov 2019 11:00:00 +0000

Recently a friend asked a philosophical question:

"How do you know what you are feeling is happiness?"

This got me thinking at a deeper level - not only about happiness, but also about our feelings and what we think we know. In order to even attempt answering, I had to first form an understanding of three words of the question: know, feeling and happiness. I realised that the question in front of me was not only about happiness, but also a wider question about what we know, how we feel, how to know happiness and how to be happy (not feel happy).

We all know things, we know when it is morning and when it is night, we know which day of the week it is, we know 2+2 = 4 etc. The question is, how do we know that we know? Is it something that others tell us and that's all - we all have been told to call certain hours of the day as morning and certain other hours of the same day as night. We all have been told that 2+2 = 4, and that 2+3 = 5 (not 4).

Is this all that it would take for us to know things: someone telling us something that we don't already know? Or is it something slightly deeper?

Will we know that there is indeed alien life in another part of this universe, if someone just tells us that there is? Will we know that babies are actually delivered by storks, just because someone says they saw it with their own eyes?

My guess is NO!

Thus, the answer to the question "How do we know that we know something?", is we know that we know something when we are convinced of an idea and believe it to be true. It is only with conviction does an idea or a piece of information becomes part of our knowledge.

We need to be convinced about a new idea before we believe it. It is only after we are convinced and believe in what we are being told (or are reading) by someone else that we start to know things. This means, if we get convinced and believe in alien life and storks delivering babies, then we would know both these (and similar) ideas to be true.

It is because of simple conviction in an idea, which may be absurd to most others, people believe and know things. Ask any flat-earther, if earth is flat and they would say yes. Flat-earthers even have their own society: Flat Earth Society (their Twitter handle: https://twitter.com/FlatEarthOrg).

Given there are many who know the earth as flat and many who know human-life on earth is not due to evolution (but...), it definitely seems that we can convince ourselves about anything that we want to (badly enough, deeply enough).

Thus - we can equally convince ourselves our life is good, bad or ugly if we truly deeply badly wanted to.

Second part of the philosophical question that I want to address is about feelings. Why are we so close to our moment-to-moment feelings? Why do we need to feel good all the time? Why are we unable / incapable to accept that there will be moments that don't make us feel good and then there will be moments that will make us feel ecstatic?

Feelings are transient, they come and go. Feelings don't last more than a moment, unless we convince ourselves that any particular moment's feeling deserves more attention. I don't know the physiological and psychological reasons for this, but we are more likely to pay closer & deeper attention to the bad feelings than good feelings.

Love and sex (let's say with one person) make us feel good. But if we fight with this very same person, this bad feeling lasts a lot longer than the good feeling of being in love and the high of orgasmic sex.

The more we become slave to the thought of how we are feeling, the more we realise that we feel bad more than good because it is ingrained in us to attach higher weightage to bad feelings than good feelings. The challenge, as per me, is not to know how we are feeling at every moment but to learn how not to get attached with any momentary feeling. Life, although lived moment to moment, is an example where the whole is greater than the the sum of all moments we live.

This may require us to always bring some distance between the moment we are in and our view of our life. If we are having a bad moment, or even a bad day...with a little distance brought in we can quickly realise that this bad moment or day does not define us and our life. We can then move on to thinking of all the good that we have experienced in our life up to that point and all the good that is yet to come. This distance would allow us to not assign a higher weightage to the bad over the good.

The downside of this distance is that it disallows us to fly-too-high with happiness. This distance tells us that if the present moment is good (probably extremely good), then this too shall pass...after all it is just a moment!

Finally, let's look at the concept of happiness and happyness.

Happiness is defined as a state of being happy. If happiness is a state of being happy, then happyness is being happy (period!).

It is not being happy in life, it is knowing the feeling in that moment is good - which makes us feel happy and our happiness quotient goes up in that moment. So - what is happiness quotient? It is an emotional equation, where the balance tells us whether to feel happiness or sadness. The equation goes something like this (limited for only that we consider as good for ourselves):

What I have received - what I expected to receive = Happiness Quotient (H.Q.)

Simply put: in any given situation, whether a moment or a day or lifetime, we can look at the equation above to know if our happiness quotient says we are happy or sad.

For example: I have to sit for a marked multiple choice exam (say GMAT), but I don't / can't prepare as well as I would have liked. When I take this exam, I don't know many answers, but due to nature of the exam I can guess and mark one of the choices given as my answer. As soon as I complete this exam, my expectation for a high-score are low because I wasn't convinced whether my guess-work would have worked in my favour or against.

Now, if on this exam I get a score that is higher than what my expected score was, then I am high on H.Q. and if I get a low score I am not low of H.Q. because my expectations were low to begin with.

'What I have minus what my expectations were', is really the simplest form of understanding how we are feeling in any given moment.

If you can convince yourself that the above equation works, you would know that feeling of happiness is not entirely out of your control. In many instances we bring down our happiness quotient by setting our expectations too high. This leads to a lower H.Q. and since bad feelings last longer, we become attached to this unhappy moment and carry on feeling sad for longer than the individual moment's outcome deserved.

Let's go back to the original question with which started: "How do you know what you are feeling is happiness?". We have seen that knowing is about our conviction in an idea, feelings are transient (momentary) and happiness is an equation. However, because I believe this question wasn't about knowing if we are feeling happiness in any given moment, but about being happy, I would reframe the question as:

How do you convince yourself that over a considerable period of time you have received more than you expected to?

With this reframed question, I can confidently say that most people are happy today. Only if they could get away from "how are you feeling in the present moment" bullshit!

In my life, let's see...my childhood had all the non-materialistic good that a child could ask for...but the family's first car came when I was 12 years old, the first telephone (landline) came when I was 16 years old...today this family has multiple cars and each individual has at least one handphone (actually smartphones)...all of us in this family continue to be loved by the ones we love...all of us have our health and are doing well in our lives.

Unless I can look at a considerable period of time, any given moment holds the power over me to make me sad. Unless I can understand that my expectations can be as high as the sky, i.e. a bit unrealistic, I will continue to be disappointed with what I have and thus be sad. Unless I understand that I hold some control over the equation of happiness, I will never manage my own happyness.

Being in a state of anything changes from one state to another as water changes from being in the liquid state to solid state or gaseous state depending on conditions it is subjected to. We too change from being in a state of being happy (i.e. happiness) to being in the state of being sad - depending on the situations and conditions we are subjected to. Do we want to leave our happyness to the conditions we will never fully be in control of? It is by using the the power of conviction, ability to distance myself from the moment to look at my life in broader perspective and correctly evaluating the equation of happiness that I find my happyness.

Imagine how strong it is to be happy than be in the state of being happy. And I would any day be in the pursuit of happyness than momentary happiness.

M.A.I.N. Framework of Communication

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 01 Sep 2019 09:24:00 +0000

"How do we improve our presentation skills?" / "How do we communicate better?"

These are some of the often-asked question and have many different approaches and answers. When my team started to push me to help them improve their presentations, not only the deck but also their delivery, the M.A.I.N. framework of communication took birth.

M.A.I.N. = Message, Audience, Impact and Next-steps

Through this framework I have tried to bring together a combination of ideas, while maintaining simplicity. Although I started by thinking how my team-members could improve their presentation skills, I realised that presenting is one form of communication. There are common aspects to presentation-based communication and generic purpose-based communication, whether professional or personal.

1. Message is the start of preparation for all purpose-based communication. The communicator has to be clear and confident about the message that needs to be sent across. At times, message can be a self-chosen topic and at other times, message could be pre-decided (eg: agenda of meeting / sales pitch / topic of presentation etc.). Either way - being clear about the message is the starting point.

Another point to keep in mind is that not only the "what" to be conveyed (message) matters, but also how it is conveyed that matters. Good communication depends on both, verbal and non-verbal aspects. Body language, facial expressions go a long way in adding value to the verbal messaging (or taking away from the message being delivered verbally).

2. Audience is the next important aspect to prepare for. On getting a grip on the message, the presenter has to prepare for the audience of the presentation. Is it an individual or a group? Is it a group of senior-officials? Is the audience unknown to the presenter? Etc...

Understanding the audience helps in calibrating the messaging (what) and its delivery (how) to make it relevant for the audience. Preparing for an audience helps in planning ahead for some questions and / or objections that maybe put forward. Understanding the audience can also help in choosing appropriate verbal and non-verbal messages. If the message and how it is delivered, if the audience starts to realise that the message is relevant to them, then there are better chances for the audience to accept the message, not discard it.

Please note, audience is not everyone who is present there, but the key people for whom the message it intended - thus the communicator / presenter should be careful in planning for the audience.

3. Impact on the audience, as the result of communication. The communicator has to have an intended impact on the audience in mind as part of their planning. This not only helps the communicator in preparing (before-hand) how to achieve the intended impact, but also know (after-fact) the success of communication. It is with the impact in mind that the communicator can truly calibrate the message and its delivery, and prepare for the audience.

The same message, for the same audience can have different approaches depending on the intended impact that the communicator wants on the audience. Is the intended impact on the audience to move them, or leave them unmoved / untouched by my message...is the intended impact to get audience's buy-in to the message (concept / idea / product / service)...is the intended impact to raise awareness, nothing more.

4. Next-steps have to be kept in mind. What should happen after the message has been given and there has been the intended impact on the audience? To prepare for possible what-nexts is just as critical as preparing for the message, audience and the intended impact.

Does the communicator want the audience to act in some manner? Does the communicator want to leave any further action on audience's best judgement?

Intended impact, about the message, on the audience is incomplete until the communicator knows what action (next-steps) is required for the communication to be deemed successful. Having said that, no action can also be one possible next-step - as long as this is what the communicator wanted from the audience.

Any purpose-based communication needs preparation. Without proper preparation, the purpose could either get diluted or get lost completely. M.A.I.N. framework allows the communicator to think of and plan for all significant aspects that are at play.

For successful communication: The purpose is defined in the form of a message. This message has to be shared with an audience, for which the communicator needs to prepare. With the intended impact on the audience in view, the communicator prepares for and calibrates both - the message and its delivery. And finally, the communicator wants to get the audience to act (or not act) in the desired manner.

Ultimately, the purpose of communication has to culminate in desired action (or inaction) from the audience. If the desired action (or inaction) is not achieved, then another round of communication is required - provided the audience grants it. The communicator can go back to the M.A.I.N. framework to first analyse what worked and what didn't in the first round (i.e. - what's the scope of improvement) and then prepare for Round 2.

When I Think Of You

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 11 Aug 2019 06:58:00 +0000

When I think of you

I see your face when you were just a teen

Thoughts of you

Tell me I need you more than I let seen

When I think of you

There is a hidden smile on my lips

Thoughts of you

Bring a twist and shake in my hips

When I think of you

My arms miss your embrace

Thoughts of you

Make me miss your smiling face

When I think of you

I am both - happy and sad

Thoughts of you

Make me realise my love for you is not a fad

When I think of you

Hours can go by as time flies

Thoughts of you

Engulf me as earth is covered by the skies

When I think of you

Ba-boom ba-bump goes my heart

Thoughts of you

Cause my pulse to go off-the-chart

When I think of you

I smile endlessly

Thoughts of you

Complete the incomplete me

Don't Follow Any Advice Blindly!

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 28 Jul 2019 08:09:00 +0000

The 'one big question' that many seem to be asking is: "how do I become successful?"... in some cases, successful could be replaced with rich and in few cases the question could become that of being happy.

Think about it - who will be asking this question, and more importantly who is being asked? The former is likely to be someone who is generally unhappy and dissatisfied with her / his life, and the latter is likely to be someone who is considered to be successful / rich / happy by the person asking this question.

Following four trends can be observed in today's digitally social life:

The ever-persistent dissatisfaction with one's life continues to poke at us
This ever-persistent dissatisfaction gets multiplied many folds, leading to impatience
There is a lot more noise around us everywhere, all the time
There is easier access to supposedly successful people - also because they allow people to "follow" them in a digitally social way

Because of ease of access to successful people, and their willingness to share their life in digitally social manner - those who are not satisfied with their lives and feel there is an answer out there, just not with them, will ask the question! In a digitally social life, there isn't much time to understand the person asking the question. However, since there is a question there has to be an answer...how-much-so-ever ill-fitting it may be, as long as it sounds good.

Problem is not in the asking of the question, problem is actually two-fold. On one-hand the problem lies with the person answering the question, and on the other hand the problem is lies with the person asking the question.

Person answering the question with a cookie-cutter answer and advice is, in reality, doing more harm than good. Unfortunately, that's the usual approach. Let's look at some examples of cookie-cutter advice:

Follow your passion, money will follow
If you do what you love, it won't feel like work
Don't give up on your dreams, or your dreams will give up on you
DON'T QUIT!!!

The advice to follow one's passion / do what you love misses a few basic factors - such as, does passion in a person come with talent...or, can the person get paid for passion alone - is there a market for that passion...or, is it even acceptable, legally and / or morally, to follow that passion. More importantly, this advice does not even begin to understand if the person seeking advice has any passions worth making a living from. It doesn't understand the biggest chunk of people who in reality either have no passions or have not found one yet!

Part of the problem lies with the person asking the question - why, you may ask...after all, this person has identified a problem and is seeking answers. What is so terribly wrong with that? The problem is in thinking there is an answer, which is only available with the ones who seem successful / rich / happy and this answer works without fail.

There aren't many successful people who give any amount of credit to luck for their success on any digitally social platform. It seems most of the successful people are successful in spite of their luck, not because to it. The focus of reasons for their success unfailingly lies with their hard-work, their trust in their abilities, their following their passions and dreams and the fact that they didn't quit when all the chips were down. It is not for anyone to blame them to believe they made their success possible for themselves - after all they did everything mentioned above.

Once again, the problem lies with the person asking the question to believe there is nothing more that goes into the cocktail of success. The person asking this question does not consider how many have failed on the way, how few have succeeded and why have only these few have succeeded. By asking the same question to those who have failed along the way, at the very least the person seeking answers would get to know some of the risks and pitfalls.

The rags-to-riches story of many successful people makes it look possible and achievable, if only one could do what they did and somehow follow their foot-steps, then one day success / riches / happiness would be achieved. However, the hard truth is...one could literally replicate exactly everything Steve Jobs did - but the results wouldn't create another Apple - well, even his close No.2 is struggling to replicate a small fraction of the magic.

The advice to "follow your passion", "don't give up on your dreams", "don't quit" are just statements. There is little doubt on the efficacy of these statements as motivational, but that's the extent - these are good & sound motivational statements. From advice sense, however, these are half-baked and incomplete. These are not mantras of becoming successful or rich, or of attaining happiness. One may note here that it is not worth following any advice blindly!

Why Are You Waiting?

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 21 Jul 2019 06:07:00 +0000

Open your eyes...See!

Why are you waiting...

To be shown

To move.

Open your arms...Embrace!

Why are you waiting...

To help others

To hold.

Open your mouth...Speak!

Why are you waiting...

To say what needs be said

To say what's right.

Open your mind...Think!

Why are you waiting...

To be told

To be directed.

Open your heart...Feel!

Why are you waiting...

To be loved

To love.

Open yourself...Experience!

Why are you waiting...

To be with someone

To become someone.

For As Long As I Have You

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Sun, 14 Jul 2019 06:30:00 +0000

When I am beaten and broken,

When I can't move anymore,

When there is nothing else that I can do,

Life will still be worth fighting for,

For as long as I have you.

When I am lost,

When I there is no destination,

When it's dark and cloudy, can't see the sky-blue,

Life will still be worth fighting for,

For as long as I have you.

When my arms have no strength,

When my feet begin to give-up,

When there is nothing on me, not even a shoe,

Life will still be worth fighting for,

For as long as I have you.

When hunger comes calling,

When I haven't found food for days,

When water is nowhere in sight too,

Life will still be worth fighting for,

For as long as I have you.

When everything I have becomes irrelevant,

When everything I need becomes inaccessible,

When I won't get my due,

Life will still be worth fighting for,

For as long as I have you.

When the end is near,

When it is time to go,

When it is the moment true,

Life will still be worth fighting for,

For as long as I have you.

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You Are Not Alone

noreply@blogger.com (Mudit Aggarwal) — Thu, 11 Jul 2019 19:53:00 +0000

You are not alone,