♫Musique's Poetry♫

I'm a Faggot

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Thu, 02 Feb 2012 00:00:00 +0000

Well Today I found out that I'm a "faggot." Some self hating downlow brotha had the nerve to call me a faggot. He hit me up online talking with me and we chatted. We talked on the phone, afterwards dude hung up (after 30 seconds) and text me saying "Sorry, I don't do Fags."
At first I was taken aback, but then I laughed at his ignorance. I quickly told him "It's cool. Have a great life," and proceeded to delete everything about him from my phone. It was funny to me because a "faggot" is a bundle of sticks that are to be burnt or to be used as fuel. A "faggot" is also a ball of seasoned chopped liver, baked or fried. As I sit and think about the meanings of the word "faggot," I realize that it is just slang for people to use for the GLBT Community because they feel as if we are going to burn in hell or that we are gonna burn with STD's because of who we love. Obviously the word is used out of ignorance.
Also I listen at how we as members of the GLBT Community, use the word "faggot" to describe a messy, aggravating, and drama filled gay person. As a Black GLBT member, I feel that the word "faggot" needs to die. It has no meaning for a human being. It's a shame that even as a GLBT Member, we use this word for our own people, but however we don't want straight people and non gays to use the word to describe us. The word "faggot" actually disgusts me at times. It kills me when other gays say "Oh My God!!! You are such a fag." My reply is "you're just as gay as I am."
I often see that the word "faggot" is used as a tool to combat feminine men. Last time I check non masculine men were just effeminate, not a bundle of burning wood or a piece of chopped liver. We are human beings. The human race can be very derogatory at times and we have a tendency to hate what we don't understand or don't like. Especially the type of DL man that puts on a front as if he's straight and talks crap about the same community in which he's apart of.
However, it doesn't bother me what people say. If they call me a faggot, I'll just be the best faggot I can be and prove them wrong about the common stereotype that all gay men are flamboyant and over the top. Let's take an example from Don Lemon, Darryl Stephens, Lance Bass, and other gays who are NOT over the top.
Musique

Don Cornelius (1936-2012) and "Soul Train" History

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Thu, 02 Feb 2012 00:00:00 +0000

Happy Black History Month Everyone. However, we are off to a rather sad start. The dynamic and fluid Don Cornelius has gone on to the great cabin in the sky. Today he was found dead at the age of 75 from a gunshot wound to the head. He is a part of Black History.
In 1970 Don Cornelius decided to create an "American Bandstand" inspired television show that showcased Black Music and introduced it on the Chicago UHF station WCIU. In 1971 the show known as "Soul Train" became nationally syndicated and Cornelius moved production to Hollywood. He remained the host until 1993 and ceased production in 2006. Soul Train has attracted many Black artists as well as R&B-leaning rock performers such as David Bowie and Robert Palmer.

Let's look back at the Late Don Cornelius and The Soul Train Line.

I'se Be Tired So I'm Moving Forward

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Mon, 30 Jan 2012 23:38:00 +0000

I have one thing to say...I'SE BE TIRED!!!!!!
I just came back into town after a long weekend with my best friend and pastor. We had some church events to attend to as well as other business. I've been on the go constantly for 5 days straight and tonight is my night of rest.
Although I'm physically tired, I'm just plain out tired. I'm tired of bull crap and drama from people who don't respect my value. As a result, I've disconnected myself from a slew of people. Over the coarse of 5 days, I've actually seen who my major factors and my NON factors are. Trust me, I only have 2 major factors in my life. My best friend and myself. God is the director of my destiny, so you know He is my king.
I made a decision that since I'm tired, I'm moving forward and I'm cutting all liabilities that will hold me back. I really came to this decision when I saw how my bestie's ex was treating him and me. Trust me we've done nothing to my bestie's ex, but just be nice, but the fact that we've released them is very disturbing to them and the ex is doing nothing but trying to act like it's not big deal. However, the ex is wasting time being extra nasty and a jackass. I digress. Nevertheless it is time to move forward.
It's time for me to get the things before me and not the things behind me. Trust me my latter is greater than my past.

@JanetJackson FeedBack

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Wed, 25 Jan 2012 01:52:00 +0000

Many of you know that Janet Jackson is one of my favorite singers, dancers, songwriters, and all around entertainers. As a musician, I've learned a lot from Janet as well as I live for her dance moves. Get into her hit "Feedback." Enjoy her sensuality and her request to strum her like a guitar.

The Saga with My Ex

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Mon, 23 Jan 2012 14:25:00 +0000

What can I say about me and my ex's relationship? It was a really good relationship, however, we went through a little rough patch and dealt with the hole "I need space" drama. I'm still however moving on with my life, however, my ex and I still keep in touch. We are trying the whole friends, but it is kinda hard for me, because I still love him. The truth his I still have love for him, but I'm not in love with him.
I've been focusing on my career, this blog, as well as other important things for the year 2012. One thing that gets me is the fact that he will throw little hints about needing some company or the fact that since I've gotten my car back and that I haven't called him or visited him. Part of me says "You're my ex, Fool!!!" Part of me says "I'm on my way." I've made the sound decision to move on from him and live my life and find that life partner I so desire.
In some ways I feel that he wants me back when he makes those hints. Several of my friends who know this situation haves stated that when he mentions the alleged "sideline boyfriend," he may indeed be trying to make me jealous to see if I want him back. I do, but I refuse to play the fool or do a repeat performance. I am too grown and sexy for that. I guess sometimes a person never really knows what they had until its gone. I do miss my ex, but I've tried dating an ex, it just didn't work.
What if my ex does want me back? Am I being to much of a hard ass to give a care or am I doing the right thing by moving on? Should I just stand back and see what he's going to do, or just wait until the right one comes along. Part of me senses that he wants me back, but doesn't know how to come out and tell me that he wants me back. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Right now I'm having fun in my life and I'm enjoying my life without him, however, it would be nice to have someone to share these awesome moments in my life with.
Love ya,
Musique

I'm a Slacker

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 05:30:00 +0000

I do apologize to you all for my lack of posts. I have been very busy working hard and doing what I do best: Be ME!!! Here lately my schedule has been very busy and hectic. I've had to take time to make myself sleep and to eat like I need to. I've even had to make time to see family and friends. I know that I've been writing a plethora of entries concerning my frustrations. Write now I'm writing about life in general.
I look back and I see how God has blessed me. I thank God for me getting my car back this week. I am now mobile, however, I refuse to be on the go constantly and not having any me time for myself. Although I love having my time to go places that I want to go, I still must use wisdom and take it easy on my car. I've learned that in life you must sacrifice in order to get ahead. I've made so many sacrifices. I've been sacrificing sometimes my social life in order to make money and save. I thank God for where I'm going and where I've been.
I may not have all the things that I want right now, But I'm yet grateful. I am thankful for what I do have and what's coming to me. I can give God praise for this right now. I am strengthened. I just wanted to write a quick blog. Love ya,
Musique's Poetry

@PastorDonte and @Carlos Forbes Cutest Gay Couple Ever: Donte and Carlos Secrets

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 15:04:00 +0000

Pastor Donte Jones and Carlos Forbes make up the Cutest Gay Couple Ever!!! I live for this web series on youtube. Cutest Gay Couple Ever is dedicated to helping those in GLBT relationships and giving them advice and a first hand look on the how to maintain and keep that spark in your relationship. However, I do believe that some straight couples can learn from these two.

In this particular episode, Pastor Donte and Carlos deal with secrets and love. Text messages from the wrong number can tend to add a little bit of strain on the trust factor. Get into the action and the resolve in episode 2 of Cutest Gay Couple Ever: Donte and Carlos Secrets.

Emotional Roller Coaster 1/15/2012

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 05:00:00 +0000

As I write this blog, I'm listening to some music and sipping on some hot tea. For some reason this relaxes me and causes me to be in a state of "Nirvana" if you will. It's times like this in which I can really think and clear my mind. I really need a clear mind right now.
The reason I need a clear mind is that over the last few days, I've really been on an emotional roller coaster. I guess because of my messy and spoiled 36 year old cousin, my dysfunctional family, frustrations over being stuck in this hick town, and the fact that I'm in a futile attempt to get over my ex. All these things have really come to a head on this week. It has been annoying as crap. It seems that here lately, I've been having to deal with a lot of personal crap and this week I've been having to deal with my emotions.
I've gone from happy to sad to agitated and just plain out bitchy. It all really started when my ex and I were talking about the new potential fella in his life. At first it didn't bother me, but then an hour later, I began to feel like crap. My ex and I ended up talking to each other via facebook and I began to tell him how I felt. He just said "I know. Dang, Boy." That really made me determined to move on. However, moving on is hard. We were together for a couple months, but we spent most of that time together. Since my ex and I are trying to be friends, it is kind of hard. So I've resolved it in myself to just totally delete him from my life. Am I making a wrong move? I may be, but won't know until I try it. What if he's doing things to make me jealous? Well I did ask, but he said "no." I guess I'll just have to move on and find my Boaz and not my Poaz (catch the pun ya'll).
With all that going on, just frustrations dealing with family. I recently had a cousin to come and visit because he's in a sticky situation. The said thing is that my cousin is 36 years old and still acts like a dangum mama's boy. It is annoying. As me and my uncle gave him shelter, my cousin was mad because he couldn't have free reign in the house. He crossed the lines one night. I went to shower and before I could even shower , this fool was in my bed. I ended up sleeping in another room of the house. The next day, I cleaned my covers and changed my bed. Call me whatever you want, but it wasn't the fact that he was in my bed it was the fact that he didn't keep himself clean and that he didn't ask. Respect is the rule and the rule is respect. However, a few days later he left for Georgia and boy am I happy. He also started unnecessary drama between my uncle and my aunt (the cousin's mom and my uncle's sister).
On top of the visiting cousin drama, my uncle seems to blame me for everything. I can't help the situation that I'm in financially. It's like the jackass don't even see me trying. My uncle is trying to rush me to do this and do that. Not only that, he is still on some controlling ish. Even though we've established my sexuality, he still makes little side remarks as well as making little faces and making it seem as if I'm a disease. I'm so freaking tired. It seems that the harder I try to get away, the more I get sucked in.
For the last few days, I have been in deep prayer and deep supplication. I've really been asking and inquiring of God. I know that the more I seek the more that I will find answers. Not only are current things bothering me, but the mindset and feelings and things I went through when I was apart of a church as well as indoctrination, I'm constantly ridding myself of. I have contemplated getting counseling. I realize that there is nothing wrong with me and nor am I an abomination to God. After staying in 5 years of bondage, I'm still in a healing process a year and a half later. I just pray that I don't snap in the process.
I'm also interested in someone,but however, I don't want to move to quick because I don't want that possible relationship to be a rebound relationship. I'm focused on myself right now anyway. I just pray that I can find some solace in this roller coaster of emotions and pint up feelings. I"m just ready for this process to be over with. I'm trying so hard not to do the usual look for a mate because I hate being lonely deal. That's not going to happen in 2012. I guess I just need to continue to be positive and keep praying. For all things shall work together for my good. I love ya,
Musique's Poetry

@ErikDillard Gift from Capricorn

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 02:33:00 +0000

There's nothing like good quality music and good quality singers. Erik Dillard, always puts the icing on the cake. With his extensive rage and finesse one will fall in love with his voice. I had the pleasure of hearing his performance of "Gift from Capricorn." This song goes against your typical love song. It is so much soul. Erik really bares his soul in this song. Get into "Gift from Capricorn," from Erik Dillard.

How Do You Define Love?

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 23:17:00 +0000

How do you define love? Luckey of the Luckey Star defines love as action...something you can't live without. That is something that I will agree to. We cannot live without love. The Bible defines love as is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like blazing fire, like a mighty flame. in Song of Solomon 8:6. In 1st Corinthians 13:4-8 says that

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails ...

Love is not limited to husband and wife, wife to wife, husband to husband, mother to child, father to child, friend to friend, family to family. Love should be from one person to another. Love is a funny thing. Love shows you the truth and love shows you what is right. Love corrects you when you're wrong. Love doesn't take advantage of you. Love doesn't just tolerate you, but it celebrates you as a being.

So many times we get love confused with intimacy. Intimacy is not sex, but its the time you take to get to know someone, to check them out and make love to their spirit and not to their body. Young people especially think that if you have sex with someone that they love them. It is not so. When it comes down to sex, love knows when to wait and when the right moment occurs for sex. Love knows how to accept "no" for an answer.

It's so much that we could say about love. Love will not envy you but, congratulate you. Love knows when you to let you shine. Love won't hit you upside your head, when you both have had an argument. Love will make sure that they have themselves together.

Before we can love someone else or have someone else love us we must first love ourselves. I've never seen so many people so desperate and putting up with anything that just to have someone "love" them. They will accept wooden nickels instead of a million dollars. Just to be happy. I"m sorry, but I've had enough of that.

As a single Black Man who's in the GLBT Community, I realize that relationships are sort of hard to come by. So many guys want to play games and make so many standards. Especially if you're not uber masculine or either you're not thug enough. I even had one guy say that I'm "too white" for him. Out of love for myself I let people like that just walk away and not come interfere with my happiness.

I admit at one time, I shifted myself to please someone, but never again. I've learned that love is taking pride in one's self. Love is knowing that you're happy with whom you are. You will find that one day. In order to have that one true love, you must stop looking for it in someone else. Everything you need to make yourself happy is inside of you.

Once you have experienced love and have experienced loving someone else then you can define love.

@MontreBible Are You Gay Because You Were Molested?

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 18:37:00 +0000

Montre of the blog Montre Bible. Montre keeps it real and keeps it rash. I've learned that we all have different perspectives. His perspective on things will challenge your way of thinking.
As I was tuning into his youtube channel, "Frat Brotha" , and he deals with the topic and the stigma that people are Gay or Lesbian because they were molested. Here is his view on that stigma and subject. Get into his video below.

Happy Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Day Weekend

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 15:45:00 +0000

Well It is officially Dr. Martin Luther King Day Weekend. It's a day and weekend. in which we celebrate the legacy of the martyr and the writer of the "I Have A Dream" speech. Dr. King Day is the day in which we recognize and commemorate the works that Dr. King has done.
Even as we as a community of GLBT people, continue to fight for our rights, we must hold Dr. King's dream in mind. It was for EVERYONE!!!! It not only pertains to race now, but it pertains to those who are Gay, Straight, Black, White, Christian, Jew, Atheist. If you are a human being you have rights.
I thank God for the actions in which Dr. King acted conjured up during the Civil Rights era. Dr. King is still working wonders even now!!!
I know many people are partying this weekend and sexing it up and drinking it up, but let us celebrate and go to events that actually celebrate the dream of Dr.King and not our own lustful thoughts. Nothing wrong with having fun, but let us not forget what Dr. King stood for.
Love ya,
Musique

Happy Friday 13th

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 15:20:00 +0000

HAPPY FRIDAY 13th!!!! Many of us are probably wearing rabbit feet, garlic, crosses, and doing other things to make sure that we don't have bad luck on today. However, I'm not superstitious. Never have been. I just don't believe in luck.
Whenever Friday 13th comes around I think about the "Friday the 13th" series of movies that deal with the possessed, hate filled, seemingly unkillable, slasher Jason Voorhees.

Jason was a kid who had special needs who was killed during a camping outfit at Camp Crystal Lake. As a revenge his mother stalks and kills teens, but is decapitated by one of the stalked counselors and Jason sees it and therefore begins his bloody revenge. Anyway, I don't think I'll be watching this anytime soon. I've watched it too much along with the 200 remake.
Well again, Happy Bloody Friday 13th.

Traveling and Musique's Poetry

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Thu, 12 Jan 2012 03:37:00 +0000

Yes that is the bold and handsome Idris Elba. Ain't he handsome LOL Yes He's handsome just like me LOL. But all jokes aside.

Many of you have been wondering what the heck that chipin thing has been on the left upper hand side of this blog. That is a place where you can contribute to this blog. In 2012, I plan on traveling in order to bring more attention and excitement to this blog as well as to the Bradley Show. I am planning on doing more with Musique's Poetry during this year. I am planning on hosting this blog on my own web hosting, domain, and prayerfully moving from the current place where I'm at now in terms of hosting. However, I plan on having changes done by the end of 2012 early 2013. No this is not a scam or anything. I am looking for the best to come out of the New Year. Trust me you will be blessed in return. Be sure to Leave a Tip!!!

Love ya,

Musique

I NEED TO RUN AWAY!!!

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 18:00:00 +0000

I NEED TO RUN AWAY!!!!!!! I've got to get away from it all right now. If I don't get away, I'm going to catch a freaking charge!
Over the last few days me and uncle dearest have been clashing. It's been over simple stuff as well. It's like he doesn't see my efforts to get up on of his hell hole of a home. I've been really having to stay prayed up. Whenever I try to study, pray, blog, or work on anything, I'm always being disturbed over simple stuff. Not to mention that my ungrateful cousin is staying with us for a spell and he's doing stuff that wreaks havoc on everything that we do.
Last night, I had an overall good night, until my uncle starts mumbling under his breath about not getting any sleep. I admit this man takes the childish and punk way out of everything. My uncle acts like I asked to be in a car accident and to have a struggle in finances. I'm doing the best that I can.
What hurts the most is that he blames me for everything. He blames me because I'm in a bad situation. To be honest, I'm so ready to move away from my uncle and my family. Every since, I came out in the open about myself, its been hell to pay. Everyone is watching and always saying something to piss me off. I've been taking a lot and quite frankly I am tired of taking it. I'm just freaking tired. I've got to run away. If I don't run away, someone is going to get hurt. I can't take it anymore. I'm just utterly confused. My uncle got mad because I had to get a new phone and he starts in on me about insurance on my car. I already told him my plans. I'm sorry if I don't go by your plans. I'm grown and I'm very capable. I NEED TO RUN AWAY!!!!
What do I do? I've been trying to do all I can till I can't do anymore. I'm about ready to give up and say to hell with it. I'm just fed up. I guess now it's time for me to really put forth more effort into doing my own thing now. The sad thing is the space that my uncle had available for me to start my music outfit is not being in use by dear old cousin. I didn't say anything, but dang, I'm tired of putting myself on hold for people who always throw it back in my face about how they help me, when I make it big or achieve something. I've never seen the such. It's like whatever I do, is never enough for them. I guess it's because I am real with myself and can admit that I'm Black, Saved, Happy and a man who happens to be in the SGL community. For real. My uncle always throws up my flows to me. I'm just frustrated. I'm tired of going through and it seems like I can't get out of this situation. I guess I just gotta wait this out. I just ...
I NEED TO RUN AWAY!!!!

I'm Sexy and I Know It!!!

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Mon, 09 Jan 2012 01:41:00 +0000

I have one thing to say. It is that I'm sexy and I know it. I don't care what people say. Dang it, I'm sexy!!!
Often times I'm told, that I'm not desirable because I'm not super masculine and kind of fem. Who cares? The scary thing is attract a plethora of people, however you know which way I lean, but I see no need to parade that.
I'm sexy and I'm happy. I may not be a big prison muscles type of man. I' m just me. I dress in Express Clothes, Ross Clothes, T J Maxx, and stuff that I can actually afford. I may not own Coach, Gucci, or Louis Vuitton, but I'm own my way. I'm not worried about the bull crap. I'm really not. I'm just gonna do me and live my life.
I'm gonna meet the Tall and Sexy of my dreams and I'm going to go far. I'm not going to let anyone hinder me in this new year. I'm too dang sexy for that. Well I just had to get that off my chest. Love ya,
Musique

@ONealAppeal Strive for Greater Greatness

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 03:47:00 +0000

The dynamic, writer, and producer of Christopher Street TV, Dwight Allen O'Neal, is one of a kind. He gives the Black man hope in this day and time. In talks for his project Langston's : A film by (4) colored boys, Mr. O'Neal talks with us about "Inspiring Greater Greatness. You can find Christopher Street TV at ChristopherStreetTV.com To donate and support Langston's Please Click the following link: http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/novofilmproject/langstons-a-film-by-4-colored-boys.

TGIF (ABC)

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Fri, 06 Jan 2012 11:18:00 +0000

THANK GOD IT IS FRIDAY!!!! As I prepare myself to go to work, I am just bubbling over with excitement. This week has been one of the greatest weeks so far. Granted its only been 2012, I thank God for allowing me to survive the first 5 days of 2012.
   As I reminisce on my child hood, I am reminded of the TGIF line up from ABC that included shows such as "Family Matters," "Step by Step," "Boy Meets World," "Dinosaurs," "Hangin W/ Mr. Cooper," "Full House,". I don't quite rememeber "Perfect Strangers" or "Mr. Belevdure." However in my teenage years I do remember them adding "Sabrina, the Teenage Witch," starring Melissa Joan Hart.
Now the TGIF line up really doesn't exist. It was nothing for my family to gather around the TV on Friday Nights and watch the Winslows and Steve Urkel make comedy or Michelle , Uncle Jessie, and Joey to hatch some scheme to keep Danny happy. Who can forget the baby Dinosaur on "Dinosaurs." With Marc and Holly Robinson Peete, at the helm of "Hangin' W/Mr. Cooper," and Susan Somers in "Step By Step," My night was complete. However over the years the line up changed.
   It is those precious moments that I love reliving, especially when Laura and Steve Urkel got married. I kinda figured that wouldn't happen in the series finale. As with all shows, things must come to an end. That's how things often are. I would not complain about it ending at all.
   Now that I am older, I value Fridays as a rest day, a work day, and a night of hanging out with friends, my boo, or just simply hanging out alone. However, Today, THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!!!!

Rick Santorum Says Gay People Should Stop Being Gay

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Fri, 06 Jan 2012 00:04:00 +0000

I can't grasp the waste of skin that Rick Santorum proclaims to be. Republican Santorum, serves as a religious, dimwitted, republican who feels that gay people should simply stop being gay. I guess Black people should stop being Black. His logic is twisted. I honestly don't see him being a good president. Get into his twisted logic below.

UNBELIEVABLE...CASEY ANTHONY SPEAKS OUT IN VLOG!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 18:50:00 +0000

Many of you are familiar with Ms. Casey Anthony. She is the alleged/accused/hoe knows she guilty/ baby killer and mother of Caylee Anthony. Earlier this year she was found not guilty of killing her baby girl.
However, I happened to stumble across this video via youtube. I'm kind of appalled because she got off for murder and all the evidence shows that she had something to do with it. Well I guess when you're a young white, dumb girl in America, you can get away with murder...no pun intended.
I've watched the video and upon watching it she talks about having things of her own and what not and how her life has changed. However, this heffa never mentions her dead child, Caylee. I am absolutely disturbed. Check out this foolery below

@OfficialSampson Cooking for Those Who Want to Keep Their Men Happy!!!

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 17:03:00 +0000

I live for comedian Sampson McCormick. I love his witty, catty, and blunt comic situations. Well get ready. In 2012, Sampson is teaching us one basic skill to keep the boo thang happy; COOKING!!!! Check out his video below.

Feelings

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 04:31:00 +0000

Feelings

We all have feelings.

They are but emotions and reactions.

Some of them we can control,

others we have to deal with.

This feelings however, I can't quite comprehend.

I really don't know how to explain it.

The next minute I want you,

the next minute I hate you.

You severed the tie that we had,

even after I had given you myself.

I felt assured that we would never part,

but I just didn't know you'd rip

apart my heart.

These feelings.

These cursed feelings

These dumb feelings!!!

You asked would I give you that part.

That special part that causes lust to stir.

I simply said "no!!!"

After I said it, I felt powerful.

Yes you were mad,

but it felt so good

to simply deny you my sweet nectar

as you denied me that fateful Saturday.

HAHAHAHA!!!!

These feelings.

Not so bad after all.

These feelings.

These Good feelings.

Don't Get Pimp Slapped!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 01:25:00 +0000

@LoveBScott No Time For DUH-DUNT-DUH-DUNT's

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Tue, 03 Jan 2012 02:14:00 +0000

B. Scott is so fierce, honest, funny, and wise. B. Scott is a media maverick, fashionable, and beautiful human being. I love his tenacity and boldness. Even down to the hair and the lip gloss, B. Scott shows us that we have not time for "Duh-Dunt-Duh-Dunts." Get into the video below.

This is It- Dorinda Clark Cole Happy- 2012!!!

noreply@blogger.com (♫Musique♫) — Sun, 01 Jan 2012 05:34:00 +0000

"In the Face of Change"is an amazing EP from Dr. Dorinda Clark Cole. However one of my favorite songs from this album is "This Is It." This happens to be my anthem and motto for 2012. I am determined that in this year, that I will get everything that God has for me and then some. My finances will be better, my ministry and THIS BLOG will GROW!!!! Not only that I declare blessings for #TEAMLUCKEYSTAR and the Luckey Star. Things are already better. I thank God for allowing me to see 2012. Although 2011 was a challenging year, it was a breakthrough year and a blessed your. My good overpowered my bad.
God is awesome and He's proved himself to me in more ways than one. Even know He just proved himself to me. I know that I'm gonna experience some changes in this New Year and who ever is coming is coming and whoever can't come, I'm sorry, but you can't be on this train.
I want to thank those of you who have commented, viewed this blog, shared it via various social networking sites, as well as my haters. Thank you. I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY NEW YEAR: THIS IS IT