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Anonymous says

2013-05-18T08:31:35+00:00

It's two thirty in the morning, and im not going to sleep until monday late at night. this is what happens when you let someone in your bed, and then thoughtlessly let them leave..

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T08:27:18+00:00

I met my FAVORITE Band yesterday. R5. And my sister looked at my crush of the band and was like "Hey Hey you two are getting married." then he was like "Oh really (;" And I just feel like I could have been more flirtatious or or something to get him to remember me more. I also gave him my number and I know that it's unrealistic to believe he'll call me...but i felt a spark like we had a moment. I MISS HIM and I only met him for like 5 minutes. Am i crazy or could this be....real? I guess if it's meant to be it will be. BUT Gahh I wish I could meet them OVER AND OVER again.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T08:24:43+00:00

I know hes about to cheat on me alot on tour....im stupid and insecure and am not going to do or say anything about it because i love him. but come the fuck on, we both love music and anything that involves it so give me a better excuse on not going with you, if you love me and were going to do this together, get your shit together. i might love you enough right now to suffer in silence, but that will wear down everytime you do something like this....i always feel like its my fault and im killing myself inside over it. i hope to god my hopeless trust is right, otherwise im going to fall into a serious slump isolation and only have myself and insecure mistakes to blame. i just dont want to push myself down anymore...i wish i could talk to you.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T06:47:30+00:00

This damned feeling won't go away. This dead, hollow and... deafening feeling. I'ts that one you get when somone you hold as a friend or loved one leaves and you know you're not going to see them again for a very long while. Be it months, years, or the rest of your life, it's that same damned feeling. And it just won't go away.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T06:19:05+00:00

I'm a loser. I feel like guys don't like me at all. I have one guy friend and I'm not even sure if he even wants to be my friend. I've never had a boyfriend before, not even close. Why do guys avoid me!? Usually I will make a new guy friend and about 2-3 months after we have been friends, they drop me, never text or call or talk again. Nothing. It's not like I'm creepy or clingy or anything! I'm not super pretty either or outgoing so I should be easy to approach, right!? I guess not. i give up. I've decided that I will never have a boyfriend and that I will die alone. It really hurts me sometimes and I can't help but feel like there's something wrong with me. Why should I be on this planet if no one wants to get to know me? I keep getting made fun of by my sister and my friends for never having a boyfriend and it hurts. A lot.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T06:05:42+00:00

Okay, where do i start? The educational system of America is TERRIBLE! They put way to much pressure on their students (especially high school students) to be perfect! They compare us way too much to other countries whose educational systems differ greatly from ours. All the government cares about is our rank in education compared to the rest of the world. The put too much emphasis on state and nation-wide testing scores that they don't care about whether or not their students are actually learning. All the teachers and administrators care about are grades, grades, and guess what, grades. News flash, STATE TESTS DON'T WORK. All they made us students do is stress out even more. The amount of homework that I have in a night is INSANE. I usually have about two hours of Honors English and Honors biology, which granted they are honors classes, but I also tend to have and hour to thirty minutes of geometry homework and american history homework. I usually get home around 3:00, relax until 4:00, work on my homework for a bit, eat dinner, and then continue working until around 11:30 or 12:00. I usually only get about 5-6 hours of sleep in a night because I have so much homework. On top of that, the school expects you to be in at least one extra-curricular activity. Which is a completely different rant about how demanding sports and activities are now. Okay this is really long and I could probably go on even longer, but I'm going to stop myself here. No one will probably read this but oh well! I feel so much better!

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T05:41:23+00:00

At least I have one Double Take IPA left and free Durarara! So much for the weekend and my day off though, time to work 7 days in a row. Life could be worst, I could have no job, I could have no family like before, I could have cancer etc. And the cute girl from a few stores over came and got something at my work so I at least got to ring her up. Just take it one day at a time..

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T04:43:27+00:00

So tonight was my high schools graduation and i didn't go because i was short on credits but long story short i feel like a failure! i need to get my life on track but i'm stuck at home doing nothing:(

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T03:44:03+00:00

So I kind of like you a lot. And it's okay..I know you're not into me. It's cool. I have regarded my feelings as irrelevant. So we're good. As long as my feelings don't get any stronger. Im starting to blush a lot in front of you..I haven't done that in like 2 years. It's embarrassing. You're acting differently. But maybe it's just me secretly hoping you're acting different? Fuck emotions. Any guys out there wanna give me advice? I don't know what my friend is thinking. And id rather not ask because just bringing it up could kill our friendship.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T03:04:31+00:00

I've been with him for 4 years and we used to have sex at least a few times a week steadily until we moved in together. Now we barely go at it once a month :( I don't all of a sudden look bad and I haven't treated him any differently... He just doesn't want it anymore. I could stand in front of him naked and he almost purposefully doesn't look at me. I've brought it up and he just blames it on him being stressed at work, when just earlier in the day he tells me he didn't do much at work. What the heck is wrong with us. We're engaged to be married and he won't even touch me anymore. Whatever. I just hope it's not what I think it is.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T02:29:08+00:00

This is in regards to life. I want to enjoy things. But I'm pissed all the time. I hate people. The public. No specific reason. They're irritating. I don't like my family. I have nothing in common with any if them. They're all morons. I was diagnosed with depression over 12 years ago. I hate pills. I want to live a happy life. I guess going through another change in life. Hopefully this will pass.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T02:19:19+00:00

I used to be good at things. I can almost swear I had talents. I can't remember, anymore. No signs of my past life remain. No indications of achievement. Just a routine. The "grind". Money in, money out, and a nightly ritual of inhebriation. My sweet, sweet nightly ritual. My slow-motion suicide.

McFluter says

2013-05-18T01:17:52+00:00

You were in a better mood today, which put Mr in a better mood. You made an effort to say something to me. I dunno, but either way it made me feel better. I made you laugh, and you made me laugh. Our eyes connected again, and we had a moment. I just hope it only gets better from here.

Anonymous says

2013-05-18T00:11:40+00:00

Does the world really need to know that you made a sex tape?

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T23:39:00+00:00

I'm so fortunate, but I can't help feeling incarcerated. I don't understand why my dad places so much emphasis on the welfare of this family as if a few social activities apart from the family will tear us apart. He only knows family bonding, suffocating us with non negotiable family days, oh your family day is Sunday? Mine never ends. It's Friday night and I'm home, doing nothing because whenever I ask to go out, my dad looks at me as if I've abandoned my family on some deserted island.

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T22:57:56+00:00

Do Indian boyfriends/husbands help out with household chores much??. Please give me some hope, because mine sure as hell doesn't!! In fact, when I ask for a bit of help once in a while (say once a week I ask him to do dishes only) he says that's "Women's work", and that men go to work so ladies have to do housework.....But the funny thing is I work full time too! I work just as many hours as he does!! He has a "servant" (I don't like using that word but that is what he calls her) at his home in India, and never had to pick up after himself. So I guess it's hard for him to change, but I've been patient enough, and I come from a household where dad helped out mum quite often, it's hard to live with my boyfriend sometimes...Am I expecting too much?? I only ask him to help out with easy stuff like just once a fortnight, if that(dishes, cooking dinner). He remarks that Indian wives/girlfriends do all the housework without complaining/asking for help from their boyfriend.husband. But I'm not Indian, I am from New Zealand. He is shocked when I tell him my mum would sometimes ask my dad to prepare dinner when she would work late, and he'd say western wives/girlfriends are lazy, because they ask for help from their husband.. Then to prove his point he says "My mum never asked dad to make dinner, not even once, and she always had dinner ready on time" Well, of course she did, she had a "servant" to do all her housework for her and didn't have a job at all..My mum works full time 50 hours a week, does all her own housework and asks dad to make dinner only once in a while. Should I give up asking my Indian boyfriend for help around the house??...According to him it's not Indian culture for men to do any housework, and he doesn't want to touch 'other peoples dirt' :-/ :-(

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T22:55:38+00:00

What the fuck is wrong with this governments fucking inability to regulate the major oil producers ? Gas went up 30 fucking cents a gallon today and don't play the supply & demand or summer blend bullshit card. And I don't care what the European market dictates, we're talking the U.S.

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T21:36:30+00:00

Yesterday my chicken MoMo died in a coyote accident and he got aten. I hope you keep him in mind for he is my world. We were married on March 22nd, 2005. Now we have 21 baby chicks and want the world for them. I do not have any proceedings for my beautiful beloved chicken and want to let you know he died. Just saying. If my chicken does not come back to life i will call this site spam. I want my freaking chicken! ~ChickenLover8384

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T21:26:13+00:00

I feel like her vagina didn't accept me. I try to stick my 7 inch long p***s in there and she screams? WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH ME?

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T19:14:28+00:00

bitch that perfume your wearing is not gonna cover up the smell of your snatch! And those pretty eyes cant hide the lies. A different guy picking you up every night I just wanna beat the SLUT right out of you. And your all covered up in Unclassy tattoos everywhere! Stop trying to be so cool your just making yourself look more fake. Ugh.

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T19:07:08+00:00

Textbook authors should be able to create their own graphs, or at least should be able to communicate to an editor what they want a graph to show.

McFluter says

2013-05-17T13:59:47+00:00

Another day I have to face you... Another day I have to suffer not being able to so much as talk to you. When will this end?

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T07:38:14+00:00

I am so freaking annoyed right now. My boyfriend has been driving me INSANE! I asked him if I could use his gopro this weekend to take pictures of inservice and it meant a lot to me, and then he goes and fucking loans it out to his stupid ass friend who ALREADY HAS A FUCKING GOPRO and just wants to film his car. driving. SO FUCKING LAME I DONT EVEN GET IT!! And then he doesn't even apologize, and when I try to say how I'm annoyed because it was important to me and I feel like he isn't caring much about me lately, he just says "okay, i'm gonna go to sleep." The other night, he told me at 10:07pm that he was going for a run, then he doesn't text me for 3 hours, so I start to worry thinking that something bad happened to him on his run, freaking out so bad I'm about to call his mom, then he finally texts me at 1:30 saying "oh sorry, ran to my friends house." I called him and told him how worried I was, and he didn't even give a shit! I'm so fucking sick of him not caring. I just want a freaking REACTION!! Its like yelling at a brick wall! And because of his stupid ass ex girlfriend, he hates crying and thinks its stupid, even if its really sad and important because she was a stupid crybaby!!! He had better pull his act together this weekend and act extra sweet, and I hope that I can get through it without getting into a fight with him. Maybe this new birth control is making me bitchy, I don't know. But I am really annoyed right now, and unhappy. I just want him to show that he cares and recognizes me, recognizes my emotions. That's all I want. The man that I'm spending the rest of my life with, needs to be there for me, and I need to be top priority, because he's mine. It can't be a one sided thing. We always fight about the stupidest stuff, like this stuff is really stupid...but it really gets to me. I'm really upset...:(

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T05:33:00+00:00

Cutting myself is one thing.. Killing myself is another.. I don't think I would go that far. There are far too many people out there that actually care about me.. It's just too bad that you don't fall into that category.

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T02:51:43+00:00

Fucking hell. I walk away from the situation so that I dont get extremely angry with you but you call me back to the room to talk. And I blew up in your face. I'm not even sorry. Go ahead and ground me. I'm not the one at fault here. I'm on my period and my emotions amplified by 36213652380007642211777. Sorry that I'm a girl? Sorry that I have hormones? No. I'm not sorry. Fuck you. I'm really done. I should've just stayed in bed. I hate myself, I hate you, I hate being female, I despise emotions, I despise hormones, I despise feelings. Fuck off. I need to cut again to feel a release, to feel some sense of control. I hate school. I'm trying my fucking best okay? Leave me the hell alone. If I fail, whatever. My loss. It's not your life. It's mine. I'd appreciate it if you stayed out of it. I honestly want to start being really rebellious just to piss you off. Goddamn.

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T02:00:29+00:00

About a month ago, my friends found out I used to cut. My 4 friends and I sat in a car and we all crids about the situation for like 2 hours while I explained it. And now they pretend like it never happened. None of them have even asked me how my day was, just to make sure I'm okay. It's like they found out, and so they think all my problems just ended. Which is not true. My life was shit before they knew and its even worse now becaus they know and they don't even say anything. And I feel like they ignore me and or get about me a lot. I just don't understand why. Am I wrong for expecting anything from them? I just feel like shit and your friends shouldn't make you feel like that. They are causing me to relapse.

Anonymous says

2013-05-17T01:29:21+00:00

Guess who wants to die? MeXD

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T22:42:45+00:00

One of the heartbreaking parts of pet ownership is making the decision to put them to sleep. I have prayed for weeks for strength to do so. I feel that I let our cat down not being responsible to have waited because of my selfishness inability to commit .

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T20:34:53+00:00

I don't feel "right". There is something wrong with me. I don't think I even know who this person is typing right now, who's reflection is in the screen. There is a stranger in the mirror looking back at me every day. It always startles me a little to see them. It's like I am always expecting someone else. Maybe it is just because I do not want to be me....

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T19:46:31+00:00

He cried. He misses me. But why won't he fix things between us?

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T19:09:47+00:00

My school principal told me to avoid the people who have been harassing me, I have biology and geometry with some of them. I also said how I stand near where they sit because I have friends in the same grade and they stand near them. My principal told me to stand on the other side of the hallway. Basically telling me to run from my problems. I was friends with these people and now their talking crap about me because they got girlfriends. I lost two of my friends because of the drama with these people and I have one more year in this hellhole. Two of my closest friends are graduating this year. So, now I have to face these jerks alone. I honestly want to go to a different school. The closest school is 30 minutes away so I would have to wake up at 6:15 to go to school.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T18:54:34+00:00

Don't want to be here. Got no sleep last night. It's boring here. Plus it's hot outside. Ok. Shutting up now.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T17:11:27+00:00

I wish I knew what to say... you're hurting a thousand miles away and I just feel so helpless sitting here :( Are you dead? Are you alive? Are you committing suicide right now? Do you regret it? Does it hurt? :( I wish that I could just take the pain away. Just wish it was that easy, but I couldn't even find the words to help you. I'm sorry :(

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T15:06:23+00:00

Am I a sook? I mean, there is a girl in France who i've been dating for a while, She is amazing. Beautiful. Clever. Sexy. Wild. Fun. Pick a positive adjective and she is it times infinity. But I live in the UK. She started being a little funny with me, first I thought it was because of the usual natural process that turns women into demons. But it went on a little longer than it normally would and we had a little bit of an argument. So I cancelled plans I had for May Bankholiday Weekend, booked flights and now I'm going to see her. When I told her I'd be coming (because she lives an hour from the airport so i'd need a lift. Otherwise I was going to surprise her, but I couldn't) she started saying she's so happy, she can't wait, she then started being all happy with me, a notable shift in mood. I'm happy now too because I'm a male with a male ego. But mainly because as long as she's happy then I'm happy. But am I a sook? Should I have yielded? I'm glad I did, I want to hold her and everything else. Fuck it, I don't care if I am a sook. I fucking love her!

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T13:47:15+00:00

I'm so very humbled by the people who make the almost impossible decision to remove a loved one from life support . No matter what I face everyday , nothing is that bad.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T11:01:28+00:00

This year, I'm turning twenty, and its the first year I can celebrate being independent and happy with my life. I made all these plans to have fun with my significant other, but between an 'i told you so' moment where he didnt prepare in time to get the weekend off, and his desire to go car shopping (when he could do that any other day) all of my ideas that we have planned for a couple months are down the drain. I will now be spending my birthday by myself,

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T09:32:46+00:00

Going to be on my own for the first time ever. No kids. I'm 15 years divorced. No SO. Just me. And I am so frickin excited to not have to deal with my adult daughters BS, lazy, selfish attitude! Wish there was a group for this. Empty nesters anonymous.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T06:35:25+00:00

for the passed few nights now, I've been hearing "questionable" noises coming from my grandmother's bedroom. she's a 68 year old woman so I'm very concerned about what she's doing. while these noises are occurring my grandfather snore soundly so I know they are not having sex. I do believe however that my grandmother may be pleasuring herself. I understand that this is completely natural but we share a bedroom wall and I just don't want to be aware of these events while I'm trying to sleep. I'm not sure how to tell her about this without completely embarrassing her or making things awkward for either of us...HELP!

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T05:51:52+00:00

I work so hard in math but I can't do well. I hate myself I'm so fucking stupid I just want to die sometimes. For other people it's so easy-but I can never understand. I just don't think in numbers! I'm so angry with myself. I'm just stupid in general.

McFluter says

2013-05-16T05:14:25+00:00

How do I stop feeling the pain of heartbreak? How do I be okay with losing my first love?

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T04:34:37+00:00

I don't know any instruments and I don't play sports, all because I didn't want my parents to be bothered to have to take me to lessons/practice/meetings. Those are expensive, too. And my reward for being considerate? A lesser chance of getting into college. Colleges are looking for "well-rounded individuals" nowadays.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T03:13:07+00:00

I swear i got the most selfish sisters. Its bogue of them to not include me in on their date. They always get together when she is in town. I cant help i live an hour away. It always sucks to have to try to meet all the way up there instead of halfway. They shouldnt be embarrassed or ashamed of me as i do well with my life. I raise my lil girl right but it hurts to be excluded for living out of their area that they are willing.to go to. I never get an i love you or do you want to hang out from them nor do they ask me about how my daughter is doing. They are selfish and only want to talk when its conveinent. If my sister moves back ill never see her nor will she contact me unless she has nobody to talk to. My family.is just completely fucked up. I hate being cast out for no reason. I often why im hated for when i dont ask for anything nor do i expect much. I was alone in my life til 16 and a much more loving family came along which loves me no matter what. Im lucky to have them. I try not to let my biological family's rejection hurt me but it stings knowing im not accepted by them.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T03:05:49+00:00

I think Im Lesbian. I've came out as Bi for a while now but i've never actually had a boyfriend or a Girlfriend. Its pathetic really. but i have messed around with my best friend. she is a girl. Guys just dont appeal to me.. their..partsss... Dont appeal to me. Just their faces their hair. But with girls I love everything about them they seem so much more trustworthy and clean and nice

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T03:01:05+00:00

I dont know what to do anymore.. I love her.. i'm pretty sure of it... two of my best friend hate each other... It feels like a balancing act. I dont want to lean to one side more than the other and start more crap. I just want things to be easy again.I wish none of this ever happened. We were like the three musketeers and they have both moved on andi i havent i can stand not seeing them talk or us not all hang out together. Im failing... bad.. i have a GPA of .8! Not 1.8 just .8 My summers gone shes leaving for the summer. She knows i like her alot but she doesnt like me the same way or not anymore she did and i screwed up my one chance to be with her. I dont know why i didnt see it. And i regret it every day

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T02:52:03+00:00

That moment when you have one day off and you have to watch a two year old kid because she's family. And they can't get a babysitter, because why would they pay someone if they can just have you? So now literally from 7am until 8pm i have to be stuck at home babysitting, just fucking great. That's exactly how I want to spend my day off. Thanks, it's not like I don't already work 40 hours a week and dont get to hang out with my friends often, thanks for taking away my one fucking day off.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T00:35:20+00:00

I hate when someone says you shouldn't be upset because people have it worse...that's like saying someone shouldn't be happy because others have it better. Ugh this is hard for me so don't throw that shit at me about others having it worse.

Anonymous says

2013-05-16T00:24:12+00:00

I almost killed myself today, but I didn't. I don't actually deserve some kind of medal for this, but I FUCKING WANT ONE.

Anonymous says

2013-05-15T22:09:58+00:00

How do I fucking know if he likes me? Why is he giving me mixed signals?

Anonymous says

2013-05-15T21:32:22+00:00

Apparently I'm the laughing stock of my family since I've had 4 relatively serious relationships fail in the past 6 years... It's not like I wanted that to happen, I wanted to be married to the second of those girls and have a family by now. But whatever, one of the words my stepmom used to describe me today was pathetic. Awesome...

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2013-05-15T20:30:16+00:00

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