“My life is my message.” – Gandhi

“Sometimes things become possible if we want them bad enough.”

2016-03-15T04:18:00.001-07:00

“Charlie, we accept the love we think we deserve.”

2015-12-22T06:19:00.000-08:00

"So, this is my life" ...she said...
"And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be..."

My body is a cage...

2015-10-29T02:38:00.000-07:00

The best way to escape from your problem is to solve it.

2015-10-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

Oh my.. my... oh hey... hey...!

2015-10-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

Don't lie to yourself!

2015-10-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

Above all, don't lie to yourself!

The man who lies to himself

and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot

distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so

loses

all respect for himself and for others.

And having no respect

he ceases to love!

I asked myself for peace ...and found it at my feet...

2015-10-13T17:09:00.001-07:00

For bitter or worse...

2015-10-10T02:30:00.000-07:00

Happiness vs unhappiness

2015-10-08T03:41:00.000-07:00

In this life, we have to make many choices. Some are very important choices... Some are not...

Many of our choices are between good and evil. The choices we make, however, determine to a large extent our happiness or our unhappiness, because we have to live with the consequences of our choices.

A certain amount of impatience may be useful to stimulate and motivate us to action.

However, I believe that a lack of patience is a major cause of the difficulties and unhappiness in the world today.

My dark secrets are life threatening. Pockets of unhappiness set in aspic that build and build. I have this primitive feeling that if something good happens, it is going to be followed by something bad. There is always a price to pay.

Maybe you think you’ll be entitled to more happiness later by forgoing all of it now, but it doesn’t work that way. Happiness takes as much practice as unhappiness does. It’s by living that you live more. By waiting you wait more. Every waiting day makes your life a little less. Every lonely day makes you a little smaller. Every day you put off your life makes you less capable of living it...

I'm all of this and nothing....

2015-10-06T13:58:00.001-07:00

Move in from the dark I'm all of this and nothing I'm the dirt beneath your feet I'm the sun that rises while you're sleeping....

To err is human; to forgive, divine....

2015-09-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

“I'm not asking you to forgive me. I'll never understand or forgive myself. And if a bullet gets me, so help me, I'll laugh at myself for being an idiot. There's one thing I do know... and that is that I love you... In spite of you and me and the whole silly world going to pieces around us, I love you. Because we're alike. Bad lots, both of us. Selfish and shrewd. But able to look things in the eyes as we call them by their right names.”

About ART

2015-09-04T01:52:00.001-07:00

“Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.”

Beautiful Life

2015-09-03T04:16:00.003-07:00

“I don’t have to be perfect. All I have to do is show up and enjoy the messy, imperfect and beautiful journey of my life.”

I don’t just want messy, and dirty, but the knowledge and intelligence to find the meaning in all of it. I want real; the ability to admit mistakes or to be able to say that there is no such thing, if we were able to learn from it. I want uncomfortable honesty that will make me shake down to my bones, because I’ve had enough skipping though shallow puddles to last a lifetime...

Dor de bucurie...

2015-09-02T02:06:00.004-07:00

Bucuria este o stare in care sufletul traieste calm si statornic, netulburat de nicio frica sau superstitie sau de vreo alta emotie....

just a habit

2015-09-02T01:54:00.001-07:00

Wherever You Are

2015-08-26T00:47:00.000-07:00

Umbre

2015-08-25T03:27:00.003-07:00

Undeva departe...

2015-08-21T03:25:00.000-07:00

Astazi sunt cu gandul departe. Azi, eu si cu mine, am plecat departe, cautand linistea, undeva departe de oameni si de ganduri.

There's only here, there's only now!

2015-08-19T03:55:00.002-07:00

Habar n-am câți ani am!

2015-08-13T00:11:00.000-07:00

Câți ani am? Câți vreau eu! Am momente în care mă simt de parcă aș fi trăit zece vieți. Și altele în care mă simt, în cel mai realistic mod, ca la 17 ani. Tocmai de aceea nu mă scandalizez și nici măcar nu înțeleg de ce nu-i frumos să fiu întrebată câți ani am. E ca numărul de la pantofi. O cifră. Nu mă identific cu ea.

Eu nu am o vârstă. Nu mai măsor viața în ani, ci în trăiri. În momente de râs și veselie. Îmi măsor viața în momente de dor, de dragoste și tristeți efemere. Nostalgii și melancolii date de luna plină. Îmi petrec fiecare zi trăind.

Nu am timp să contorizez timpul. Pentru că, în mine, nu am vârstă.

Am viață!

Las timpul să îmi curgă prin vene, mergând mână în mână cu el, îi zâmbesc și îi povestesc despre câte mai avem de trăit împreună. Iar el îmi zâmbește înapoi. Îmi devine cel mai bun prieten. Nu mă lupt cu timpul meu. Nu încerc să îl înving. Mi-l iau la braț și mă bucur că îl am.

Undeva in Cluj...am gasit un mesaj dragut...

2015-08-07T00:00:00.001-07:00

Ce a mai ramas?
DRAGOSTEA...

It looks ugly, but it's clean.

2015-08-06T02:25:00.000-07:00

When you have a dream...

2015-08-05T06:00:00.001-07:00

When you have a dream that you can't let go of, trust your instincts and pursue it. But remember: real dreams take work, they take patience, and sometimes they require you to dig down very deep. Be sure you're willing to do that!

You're like a garden in a land of barren rock and lonely sand... where rain can fall, where grass can grow...

2015-08-04T03:57:00.000-07:00

Despre frumusete...vazuta de dimineata...clar si limpede...

2015-08-03T02:49:00.000-07:00

Frumusetea nu inseamna un standard al perfectiunii impus de societate, frumusetea este in interior si totodata in exterior, in exact trasaturile care ma fac diferita.
Perfectiunea e un standard, un obiectiv dupa care sa te ghidezi si spre care sa tinzi, pentru ca trebuie sa avem idealuri, sa tindem spre ceva. In unele cazuri e un standard bun, atata timp cat e urmat intr-un mod echilibrat, ca în cazul reusitei la şcoala, in cariera. In altele cred ca e nociv, ca in standardul “popularitatii” sau cel al dietelor şi aspectului, al obsesiei cu silueta” perfecta”.
Toata suma acelor trasaturi, alcatuirea lor unica, ma fac sa fiu frumoasa in felul meu. Si daca pot sa schimb ceva, trebuie să fac asta fara incrancenare, fara disperare. Cu echilibru. Incet Si sigur, cu pasi marunti ("baby steps" as HE[T.] said..."incetucu, incetucu" as SHE[T.] said).

Am dat jos solzii orgoliului exagerat si am reusit sa ma privesc in oglinda sufletului asa cum sunt: EU, unica, sincera, candida, plina de viata, completa! Mi-am dat seama ca nu-mi lipseste nimic.

Pasii mi-au fost calauziti (in tot acest proces as putea mentiona doar atat: [T.]) spre a deveni cea mai buna fiinta de pe pamant, nu la modul competititv, ci pur si simplu sa devin cea mai buna versiune a mea!

Am concluzionat ca frumusetea exterioara reprezinta suma tuturor acelor aspecte unice ale chipului meu...