★I live in my own way★

无良商家 =D

2013-11-24T09:36:00.000+08:00

通常人人都说
在外面混够了就会慢慢想家
受够了一切苦痛就会回家

偏偏我这疯女孩
做了一个很与众不同的抉择
我就是选择自己一个人
来到这陌生的地方求学
想说可以得到更好的教育
是的没错
我得到很好的教育
可是就是很愧疚
我每天都在花爸爸妈妈辛辛苦苦赚的钱

想说如果可以打工赚个外快
至少不会用那么多还可以自己支付一些琐碎的东西
偏偏我就是不好运
老板把店给卖了
我假期回来上课没有钱赚了
剩下的只有坐在家里

就这样过了一个月
新的老板叫我去做工
很开心有得赚钱
好让我可以开心地买材料印彩色纸

每个人就是不一样
每个老板大有不同
就是这个老板
竟然在本小姐清洗的时候跟我说
顾客在看你
我的天呀老板请问你是哑巴吗
我现在帮忙你赚钱
你有良心的没有
你去看下是会少一块肉是吗

接收餐单更可笑
明明是一张纸可以解决的东西
可是你就是要搞到那样复杂
我知道你有电脑系统
可是你就是不能变通一点吗
写在纸上了就算了吧
反正钱都是照样收
人家又不会因为你用手写而不给你钱
偏偏一定要在电脑那边按按按
然后搞到世界打乱那样
然后最后出了什么差错又在那边赖东赖西
我每次帮你们检查你们做的东西
少了我都会去问
进到厨房又好像做错事那样
让厨房的人把我当笑话
用那种‘你不知道吗’ 的眼神秒杀
让我无地自容
有一次我说
没关系我下次再看你怎样按我们省下纸张爱护地球
你竟然跟我说要帮你省钱不是环保
我管你要付多点钱买打印纸没有
你这个人应该算的不算
不应该算的跟我在那边算

那个热炉明明就是开了两个小时多应该要关
你就说为什么关掉
现在你开心了吗
你的员工我烫伤不知道几多次料
我在怀疑我值得为你们受这点伤吗
我明明就是爸爸的掌上明珠全家人的公主
平日都不打扫不洗碗不做家务
来到给你们折磨

可能我自己很矛盾
你可以说我自己要去做工的活该
可是可以至少把我当人那样来对待吗
虽然你是花钱请我做工但是可以做一个有道德的老板吗
我真的不知道我会为了那一点臭钱再帮你几久
我其实真的不用那么冤枉饱受这样的委屈
就为了你那称不上仁道的工资

今天道理来说我迟到
是我的错可是小姐也没怎样
但是我就是饿了也没有叫食物吃因为我知道厨房很忙
没有必要特别煮给我
我就是这样饿到饱了宵夜都吃不下
我实在想不到可以吃什么
我就是什么都不想吃
因为没有妈妈爱心的味道
我不喜欢

我最近真的很奇怪
身体就是有对事物的抗体
除了早餐其他我真的没有想到可以吃什么
也不会特别想吃什么就算吃都是为了填肚子而吃
我到底怎么了

我今天洗了人生中最多杯子的一天
我的玉手已经完全毁灭了
皱皱的手加上烫伤的红
是无法被理解的
加上我心里上的不平衡更是无法被取代

我应该炸老板鱿鱼吗？

Architecture and Landscape Life #1

2013-11-22T00:16:00.001+08:00

In another 28 days, I'm having my final review for current project
Everyday, I'm struggling whether how should I alter this alter that
where, I didnt really have my final design yet TT
Please kill me, shot me =/

I chose a way that I should be happy
and yet I'm struggling every single day
to determine myself
to identify myself
to search for myself

Can someone please slap me in the face and tell me what to do
Life oh Life, why are you so torturing

You-Kay

2013-11-19T07:41:00.000+08:00

Never ever thought that I would leave this page here for so long

part of the reason is because gadgets are much more convenient now

honestly

I never wanted to own a smartphone

until I really need it to survive in this country

After finishing first year in UKC and having a long 4 months holiday

I came back again

surviving alone in this land

Life goes on after holidays

I went Langkawi

Penang

And I am here now writing this post

that I am not sure what is it meant for

I need a break.

慢慢地

自己变得不再是熟悉的自己

也改掉了自己一贯的脾气

自以为自己已经收敛了很多

可是好像就是得不到别人的认可

曾以为自己已经度过了那颓废的日子

往后的日子一定很有意义

偏偏人生就是一座大山丘

陡坡不断

平地已是过去的童话故事

人生的考验

还在逐渐靠近

身边可靠的人越来越少

背后藏着屠刀的人越来越多

爱你的人越来越少

讨厌你的人越来越多

真正对你好的人越来越少

带着面具对你的人越来越多

我奢望的不多

只是一个可以让我卸下武装的角落

让我静静的哭泣也好

打坐也好

怎么都好

我那飞行的翅膀

去了哪儿

看来这一次

不知道又要走几多步来替代

才能化解心中的疑惑

再这陌生的街头

除了在街头独自行走

独自掉泪

独自徘徊

独自反省

我真的不知道我还有能力做什么

这世界

就是不会因为有我

变得有那么一点点的不同

March is hereee

2013-02-28T04:52:00.000+08:00

Before I start with the very first post in 2013,
first thought in my mind is,
I SHOULD CHANGE BLOG SKIN =.=

Okay, No where comes 2013,
and March is here.

A little bit of update,
I'm studying in UK, alone, now, since last September.
I abandoned this blog for a long time and felt so sorry that I didnt write any new post.

SO NOW HERE I AM!

21
Yea, I'm 21 years old now, on the 10th of February, which is also the first day of CNY this year.
SUPPOSE: It's my birthday, angpao should be bigger? or double? Maybe?
TRUTH: Nothing changed =.=
Anyways, I had a great chinese new year, it's okay!

I got a lot to say, but I'm so lazy. =[
wait till the next time then,
Buai Buai~

unoccupied

2012-07-19T01:13:00.002+08:00

yes, currently unoccupied, I'm a pre-U graduate thou,
waiting for the results is the longest time of my life,
it feels like everything stops at the moment and you can't get to go to the future.

let's get a quick memory glance for the last month,
yea, prom passed in just one night and that's a crazy night,
summer escape to Perhentian Island,
beautiful island!!! although I became tan when I got back
but I like the colour, I'm glad I liked that colour,
too bad it's gone =[
and of course, thanks to the best snorkelling tour guide,
I got to see everything interesting things happening in the sea
I wanna go back there again
some days away from the normal life is so so cool!!
and I actually know his name, hahaha, but I swear I'm not telling it in case someone use it for other purpose ( you know who you are)
hahahahaha

I'm studying in BC (British Council) at the moment,
two weeks of taking LRT to class, to go home,
quite an experience of course, but it's also dangerous to walk home alone,
somehow, I still walk home alone, hahaha, yes I'm crazy

pray that I could obtain a high band for IELTS,
after all, should make every cents spent worth it. TRUE~

生气

2012-05-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

活到酱大

第一次读书读到如此生气！

生气自己什么都不会

生气自己读了还不会

生气自己问了还不懂

生气自己看了五六遍还是一样

生气自己作么没有那么聪明

生气自己要硬撑

生气自己上课没有听好来

生气自己给了钱去补习还是不会

生气自己有这么高难度的梦想

生气自己没那个能耐怎么会想出国念书

生气自己是常常问问题那个而不是解答

生气自己不努力读书浪费钱

生气自己这么没志气

生气自己天天要问人烦到死

生气自己考到没脸见人的成绩

生气自己不能好好坐下来读书

生气自己读不会的时候发脾气

生气自己当初为何做出如此的选择

生气自己笨到问人的时候给人家酸

生气自己没有本事

生气自己不能独立的完成一件事

生气自己不能勇敢的踏出那一步

生气自己看不见自己的未来

生气自己整天只会玩

生气自己现在才发现自己那么懦弱

生气自己找不到答案

生气自己竟然会不好意思问人

生气自己想哭都哭不出

27th April 2012

2012-04-27T01:16:00.001+08:00

In a sudden mood of blogging so I am here

Things happened these few months
It will be a long story to list out everything

so generally, I am still good I suppose.
Except that for the very second time
I actually cried because of my studies (yea, second time too bad lar)
Cuz the last time was when the day before I have my KH and History paper in Form3 I guess
I'm so stupid that I thought that arranging the schedule like that is a disaster
and there's a lot to study
so i end up crying there *failure*
But after that I continue to study for the exam *determined!!*

so this time was few days ago when I couldn't solve most of the maths past year question
I think like 60% and I just blanked in front of the paper *sob sob*
Staring at those questions, flipping through my notes to think how to do
where at last i did nothing but written some wrong and dunno what the crap i wrote =.=

thought of asking my housemate but a bit ashamed (what reason is this?!)
Reason: I'm afraid that I will disturb them and the question seemed so easy so if i go to ask them, I felt myself like a big fat loser, haha (so I admit it, face's value priceless!!)

conclusion: sitting there sobbing, then planned to go to ask lecturer the next day. (where's the face's value then? CRAP! )

by the way, we (my classmates and me) planned a trip to Pulau Perhentian, and I'm excited plus anticipating the trip. But big business, final exams first.

To be honest, I didnt did very well for my exams. So I pray my hard work will give out pretty results
this time. *fingers cross*

We're graduating! so much of fun but thought of leaving current path and stepping forward to another path was much of scaring/happy/dunno what to say. =]

做人如果没有梦想，跟咸鱼有什么分别？ ^^

post- Chinese New Year

2012-02-18T17:56:00.001+08:00

well, I havent post anything for a long time.
I mean to post something about my 2012 resolution
but I didnt manage to finish that post so it's left out there as a draft
I'm sure I will make it up soon.

2012 Chinese New Year is a sad case
I had sore throat and cough
like an ill person, in fact, I'm really ill

didnt go out that much
wanted to go home one of the night i went out
but got hold by a few people
stopping me from going home
I ended up reaching home 1.30am
I swear I dont mean to get home late.
it's them. go find'em

Haha, above is my draft post few days after CNY.
and after so long,
here am I,
blogging again.

Indeed, I mentioned CNY is a sad case
however, there's even a sad-der case
RESULTS

too ashamed to spit it out [now I know how bad it was]
actually I knew that it's terrible the moment I got that
it's so stupid of me that I copied the wrong password
messing with the capital and small letter
where it cause myself hitting the [login] button again and again

Myself think I should study more
but I just simply dont know where to start
but I promise to myself
I have to work hard
it's not what the result I get
It's the effort I'm putting in that I wont be regret in the future
and hopefully it will turn out well in the end
cross my fingers praying hard
at least I can face myself in front of the mirror X)

ok, buck off to study!!! GO go GO!!!!

Partayyyy!!

2011-12-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

Holiday mood is on for a long time
Every time I planned to do something
I actually end up with nothing
I'm a Failure after all
why am I so lazy?

Had been going out frequently for around 2 weeks
and luckily I'm not grounded
I still able to get permission to go around with a good reason
Who ask Lipis kaki all finished STPM
they're free like a bird =.=
wait till I finish A2 then we'll see who's happier XD

where I finally held up all my courage and told someone about something
It feels like a kinda relieved
one stone in my heart finally down
although I get some feedback that I wouldnt want [as expected]
It ends up happily I assume
at least I could face myself.
I think I do.

2 years of memories,
and basically it means nothing to someone
but it meant a lot to someone
once and for all
I hope that somehow I was once your first choice, barely once is enuff.
so just head up and move on.
I know you can do it!!

Hiking!!

2011-12-09T21:21:00.001+08:00

Despite we're having class yesterday

we also ended up with this little plan to Broga Hill.

It's fun and cool thou. I love that.

just ignore the pain and the tired muscles of mine after the climb.

Being the only two girls in the class wasn't that fun at all.

sometimes, [should be usually] they treat you as a guy too

so you're nothing different.

The fact that this trip to Broga Hill showed the guys that we are girls!!

hoorayyy for us please.

They finally realised.

I mean, finally.

thanks to these guys.

It's funny that they rushed down the hill excitedly

where the car keys are with the guys that waited for me and Jiaxin

we went down slowly instead

knowing that they couldn't leave without us

so we take pictures here and there while we're on our way down

Good huh?

so credits to Terence & JunYang who escorted us way down

(be glad that your name appeared here please.)

After all,

they are not that bad actually.

Just sometimes annoying =.=

especially when you're on the line in front of them

they tend to make the person on the other side of the phone to hear them

that's their purpose I suppose.

Conclusion: They are so loving when we're hiking! =]

I wish they will be so loving all the time and not being mean to us. ><

and here comes the Holiday!!!!!!

yes yes yes!!!!!

well,

being almost one year,

approximately eight months plus studying here

I am so not regretting my decision at that very moment

although I really miss those buddies in high school

but all about the life is just moving on

and step forward to face the future

I will probably miss all my classmates this holiday I think?

Perhaps =]

Third Dec

2011-12-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

Back to December, by Taylor Swift
I had to admit, Taylor is really a good singer
I love her song
If I have a chance to see her, I will do so. =]

and Now is just December, why should we back to December?
save it for next January then ^^

Didnt plan to go home this weekend
as I thought the Moral assignment and other works will make myself busy
Indeed it's quite busy
but i made a last minute decision to go home
I plan this yesterday afternoon at 2.30pm
and I leave Subang at 3pm
so efficient, haha
luckily I managed to reach the bus stop by 4.30pm
where there's a bus taking off
or I'll have to wait till 5.30pm. I'm so lucky!!

And I could feel my daddy's love when he called me and told me that I should mention earlier that I wanted to go home
so he can come to fetch me! SOOOO LOVING!!!!
hahahahahhahahahahaha

I fell so happy that our group for moral's work is so good!!!
everyone did cooperate well
and our video, hahahahhaha
I think will be not bad lar =]

I dunno how will I survive during the one month holiday.
Study??!! please tell me you are joking XD

Welcome December

2011-12-01T18:16:00.001+08:00

Time flies and it's end of 2011
Wow~
at this same time during 2010, I'm still having SPM
and I started picking up violin
and now? my violin still so so only
this is due to lack of time to practice XD

I'm relieved that I could answer my Finals papers =]
Happy!!!
this makes me not regretting that I made my decision to join A-levels programme instead of continuing my UEC

somehow
I attended my former schoolmates' graduation made me feel that I have desire to graduate, haha
I want a SunFlower badly.
Tips: You can gimme sunflower on Valentines, I won't mind. [extending market! Jiaxin you know what I mean, haha]

now it's the first day of December
where the very once I could feel that I'm very busy with college stuff.
I have Moral Assignments, Video
Maths assignment,
Economics test,
Chemistry test etc.

Busy right??
And apologies to my dear Talking Bunny, I dont have time to chat with you, so sorry.
Hope that you can target your future and move on to a brighter page of your life.
[I know you said that you're not rabbit, I know that, cuz you're my Talking Bunny! definitely not RABBIT! hahahaha]

and I should update about my life,
I'd been craving for mango sticky rice for nearly a week and I finally get to eat it last Thursday.
It's good that there're a bunch of us could get along very well
thou there's a Lame one Barium Sodium Sodium
and few drunkies
haha, they're quite friendly one lar sometimes =]

there's 10 person in our class who went to Genting for class Trip last weekend
just to feel good in the cold atmosphere there ^^
We played bowling and they feel a little bad cuz we lost in our bet that we had to treat their team a meal
RM20/person. there's a lot, phew~
pass dy pass dy
They're trilled that they wanna play again next time
wait lar,
I always Strike one lar! in computer's bowling game XD hahahaha

There goes for the short update.
Holidays coming soon!!!!!!!!!!!

and too bad lar, results will be out on the first day of chinese new year.
Pray that I will get good grades and NUS cries and want me to enter there for my degree. hahaha

12.11.11

2011-11-12T17:47:00.001+08:00

Today is not 11.11.11
instead it's 12.11.11
yea, where my ex-schoolmates in CHHS is having graduation ceremony
and so I spare my time to go to see them.
by the way, most of the thank you to Yihang, who goes with me today.
FYI, he's really only a friend, long, old friend, 12 years I think?

plan to eat breakfast with bongbong in the canteen before we go into the hall
as we heard that we could only go in at 10am,
but end up we're inside the hall after the moment we got down from the car.
Skip breakfast is not so great, *Ahem* ~~I have gastric pain~~ around 1pm. =[

Tears > laughters
everyone is crying, not me.Obvious lar.
but I think I'm so bad that, I'm enjoying seeing them crying. Crazy huh?
Fact: When you see the boys crying, where they're playing and laughing all the while since you knew them, you can revenge! Hehe. Even the toughest boy will be crying. No joking. KingMing is an example. XD

All the while I'm so happy that I could meet most of my friends today.
I miss'em so so much.

even myself can't imagine one of the small incident today,
where I'm totally not myself. I just don't know what to say. Just a thank you.
One day, you'll realise, I think so?

Biography, this thing, I had one of my whole class' on my 15th birthday and no more.
there's a guy who ask me to write for him,
wow, miracle, it's unimaginable for me.
not that writing the biography, is that the person who is the least expected ones. [You know who you are.]
after working on it for few session, and the last till 2am, Poff!!

Nice hor? *claps claps*
I think it's very beautiful!! It's been a long time since I last draw/colour anything!!!
and I think my chinese writing ~~sucks,~~ It's hideous!!!
whatever, The paper is not mine now.

P/s: Please don't complain that I didn't write for you. You didn't ask! haha. You can request and I send it to your house. I'm ok with that! =]

A BIG FAT applause to every CHHS senior3 students,
You guys are great,
You guys are wonderful,
You guys are [squeezing some nice adjectives]
PRECIOUS FRIENDS!!!

A big bow

&

Thank you!!!!

I shall go to sleep now, later waking up to study chemistry!!
Paper on Monday!!!!!!! Jiayou!!!
All the best to Junson & SayKet too!!!! =]

2011-11-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

If there's someone there for me,
holding my hands,
taking me around,
escape from all of these fret.

~~Yeah, I miss you.~~

Graduate

2011-11-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!
It's graduating season!!
Everyone is graduating!!
yea, not me. =]

I'm having exam thou~

my dear ex-classmates in CHHS graduating on 12th Nov
I'm not sure whether i can attend or not
but all the graduating issues these days
and photos I saw
I found out that

Sadly me,
I've never attend any ~~Prom~~
barely none!
How could I??

and It's a great shock for me that someone ask me to write 纪念册 (the goggle translate told me it's called Yearbook, izzit??)
It's been a while since I last write this kind of thing,
I'm not those "who know how to say byebye" person
so this is a tough task for me
and FYI
it's been months since the last time I wrote in Chinese. My handwriting is Ugly.

Physics
Chemistry
Economics
Mathematics to go

You can do it!!
Yes YOU CAN! =]

Choices

2011-11-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

I'm not studying these few days.

*claps or What?*

Am GONNA study from now on

I have to hold it on till 24th

I know I can do it

I'm sure I can

thought of the universities that I'm hoping to go

thought that although Taylors' University will take me in no matter what

but I just feel that

I don't want to continue my life in Taylors

WHY?

good question.

~~[because there's a big probability that someone is going.]~~

Trust me.

You don't know who is that for sure.

And you don't even know that I'm talking about you. Haha.

Life is just doing the things you feel that it's right at that moment.

But somehow

there'll always someone who treat you like ~~shit.~~

~~I just admit it, I'm not his first choice, happy?~~

okay. whatever.

I just promise to myself

I won't be the one who go talk to you when I saw you!

exclude if you talk to me but I'll be very rude to you.

I really don't hope to see you. *fingers cross*

I don't know how should I react when I see you.

It's lucky that the last time I see you was months ago.

Miss you? ~~maybe I do.~~

whenever you see I send you random weird sms.

but, It's rare.

I did not press to your number since....

long time ago, I forgot.

And I won't regret anything.

I'm proud of myself thinking how I solve this problem. cheers!

Should I attend CHHS' graduation ceremony?

should I really be there?

Grades or Friends?

~~hell yea,~~ GRADES comes first.

~~14th got paper, 12th very busy sleeping in the morning.~~

~~this is my reason.~~

However, you can pray for Mr.Sun to be available if you want to see me that day =]

My Happiest Moment

2011-11-03T04:35:00.000+08:00

Well

Currently thinking how to draft my blog post for the Olympus contest

I've been thinking every moment so far (since last night =D )

till this morning when I'm lying on my bed, I'm still thinking. Hehe.

and at last, I'm going to use this photo,

"My Happiest Moment"

Cool right?

Maybe you don't think so

but beneath my heart I felt that this is a meaningful picture of us

by the way

please continue reading with the 'behind the happiness moment' stories =]

The picture do symbolise many things.

2 for we are in Senior 2

2 for the 2 years I study there

2 for we are all 2gether

2 for we are going 2 grow up! ^^

Since 2009

I transferred to this school

Chung Hua High School Seremban

which was the place where most of my happiest day or things that happened in my life

I have great classmates

they're really great

although they are few groups/gangs in the class (as usual in high school)

we're still living peacefully and not much ~~WAR~~ happened

the fact that there's just some little stories with some of the teachers =]

[Left] our class magazine cover 2010 [Right] every year's class photo

In the chemistry lab with our dear chem Teacher

Class Photo taken in the Computer Lab this year 2011

Everyone's still giving smiling face after the long marathon

I met them in 2009

Everyone of them in Senior 2Z (there's a new girl in 2010)

I still can name them of course!

the time we spent together is much much more to be valued

and it's very difficult for everyone to meet up nowadays

everybody seemed to begin their own adventure

I really do miss the time we're fooling around together

it's so sad that I could not have the chance to capture every story that happens everyday

I don't have a camera of course,

and here I shall credit to my dear friends,

CherWei especially,hehe.

I stole your picture to put it here,

to be precise, you still have the mastercopy,

I just copy and paste the pictures here.

Hope you don't mind

when we had our BBQ party in the sports centre.

story behind: The fire is actually very choking, but we enjoyed barbecue-ing.

Waiting for apple distribution? (Not the Steve Jobs' Apple)

we're playing games after the barbecue session.

Me and a guy named GuangHong.

I'm actually his "Angel"

Ahem, let me briefly describe,

we played a game named "Baby & Angel" among our classmates

where the game is actually, we draw lots and the name of the person in the lot is our "Baby"

in few months time, you have to treat your BABY good or do something good to them

but you cant tell them that you're their ANGEL

and we announce everyone's ANGEL on the night we had our barbecue party.

p/s: I'm his Angel but he failed to figure me out. I think I'm just too professional? kidding.

Girls in the class!!

lovely clock with lots of love.

my dear seat with my dear bag.

my best buddy in the class, Ms.Bong.

Other than all the above, we still have bunches of story but it will be so difficult to tell.

Bear with me to the end as I think it's still a very very long post to go.

What Happened In our Class?

I tell you, we have the "BEST" teacher in the century!

The most hilarious teacher and

*ahem ahem*

~~we dont like him~~ =]

Can you imagine there's a man coming to your class to teach you but he always scream/yell suddenly?

with no reasons?

and he sang in our class also =.=

~~but this was with the proposal of students.~~ Haha.

and he asked us to sing national anthem in the class

he even punished us by asking us to copy lines of words 200 times!!

Hopefully he'll change by now. *fingers cross*

This is our God!

The Sleeping God!

as shown in the picture above,

he can sleep in whatever condition

whenever he's tired

in any pose!!

he's so cool!!!

I'm so sorry ~~JoonYeong~~! XD

Guess what?

It's a brick!

CORRECTION: A brick painted in black.

It's a gift to one of our classmate

I wonder who thought of this

but it's quite cool

did he keep this in his house??

This is a Question.

and in one morning

we're delighted by the rainbow outside the window

luckily Ms.Twe brought her camera!

we stand a chance to snap this scene.

we look liked some children that's wondering whether what is our future.

this is what I thought.

Time passes and we had our SPM exam in this hall.

And we went to National Park in Pahang for our class trip.

The highest and longest canopy walk just behind us!! (in the picture of course.)

Water splashing fun in Sunway Lagoon.

and My Gang Friends!

and I'm not in the picture =\

I LOVE THEM ALL!

and yeap,

I forgot to say, my co-curriculum activity,

I'm a member of the 24 festive drums team.

yea, the big big drum.

kind of too rough for a girl huh?

but too bad, I love it!

there's much more memories with the drums team member.

Can you imagine I'm having practices every afternoon after school?

no kidding. we are.

sweats all over the floor

but happiness fills up the air!

It's even happier when we ended our concert last year

all our tiredness worth it!!!

and let the pictures brief you through the scene in the concert.

And I want to say that I love and miss these girls

we play, we run, we talk together, ALWAYS!!

And these are the hostel's drummers =]

the always be "blow water gang" (translate to chinese/cantonese then you'll understand.)

And there's once we gave our teacher a surprise birthday celebration, with all my tuition mates. =]

Sports Day last year, I'm in the purple team! I'm glad to be!

[hehe, please spot the Flag in the right top corner, I made that!!]

The hideous picture of mine! How could they do this to me?

The time when we play with someone's money!!

My lovely roommates!

and classmates =)

Last but not least, the best tablemates ever!!

I miss them so so much!!

I though of blogging about them when I saw OLYMPUS'

My Happiest Moment competition.

I stand a chance to win myself a camera,

my own camera,

*Claps Claps* what's the probability of winning? XP

so that I could capture all the things that happens around me all the time.

a phone is not a good camera thou. =]

CAPTURE IT, REMEMBER IT.

by Taylor Swift

You could also participate this competition NOW!

You're not late yet!

The Deadline for submissions is 11.59 pm, 12 November 2011 (Saturday)

Click HERE to know more details!

2011-10-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

让你发光的不是钻石

而是你曾经哭过的眼睛

Timing

2011-10-22T16:15:00.000+08:00

Everything came on time,
AS exam is here.
Phew~~

Neglect the papers I've been through.
Seriously, the whole exam started on 10th October.
I have to wait till 18th to attend my first paper, Practical Paper, every one papers in around one week time,
and, for my sake, am gonna finish it on 24th November.
NOVEMBER!! I'm not kidding.I'm just taking 5 subjects please =.=

Should be considered as a good girl,
since I didn't go out to play and lurk around in the shopping mall
I didn't open my facebook for the good long long time.
I just somehow open my lappie once in a while to check my e-mail,
But I'm sorry for my own that I watched the whole NIKITA season 1, haha, too bad lar, but it's done and i wont have to watch it anymore. =]
Season 2 will be my target after my exam.

Since we have exam like once in a while for the whole month,
I came up with a cooking plan where we didn't eat outside food for quite a while.
Dear Ms.Tan came to my house everyday, standing beside me while I'm cooking,
we're not joking, I am cooking!
after cook of course we have to wash the dishes,
I wished that I could put a dish washer here! ^^

Porridge with egg, carrots and potatoes.

Rice, steam egg, vege.

Rice, mashed potatoes, vege and steam egg =]

I can be a good cook after all. heehee~

Catch up with all the plans after my exam!! one more month!!!!!

INSANE

2011-10-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes I just need more of the urge to study
why cant I behave like the past?
happily studying every night
Can I put a remote control on myself?

what do we live for?

Mr.E =]

2011-10-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

那天

算是放下介怀

勇敢地面对你

虽然不是面对面

但我已经超越自己的界限

结论

我很快乐

谢谢你的祝福

我会好好过 =]

同时也祝你

开开心心过每一天

回想起当年

那段路

那些日子

一切的愚蠢

天真的以为

我会很快乐

庆幸最后

我不是你的对的人

至少我知道你现在很快乐

因为我自己知道

我没有别人的好

我不是想像中的完美

我不会百依百顺

我很霸道

这是重点

哈哈

never mind, I will get someone who appreciate me =]

实话说

当我真的遇到你

只能用不知所措来形容

无法正视你的眼神

这是真的

我也不知道为什么

我就是怕你！

大爷饶了我吧！

我真的很怕遇到你嘻嘻
话说上次遇见
一直回避你的视线
结果你竟然
一直看着我
直到我看到你为止！
太过分了！！
你懂什么叫尴尬么？
我明年一定不会在傻傻的
走到你们面前
去找人
还给一位李先生酸我
全场在看呀~
我的妈呀！

无论如何

只能说 [你要幸福！你要给她幸福 ^^]

也谢谢当年遇见你

我遇见你是最美丽的意外 =D

废话连篇

2011-10-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

与世隔绝的日子
还挺不错的

感恩拔刀相助的朋友 =]
朋友有您真好！

回到山岜里隐居数日
再回到大都看着人潮汹涌
人们来来回回忙忙碌碌

多么想逍遥自在的翱翔
在那无边无际的天空
看着那无尽的云海

其实心里面就是多么的孤独 [仰天长笑三声！]

今天心情就是带点‘蓝’
我知道你过得很好 =]

转折

2011-10-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

生命的转类点

从现在开始

二零一一年快要结束

时间过的好快

我都快追不上了

想想自己也逐渐老化（太夸张了！）

有位陈小姐也时常提醒我

我快二字头了！！

大考

真的是决定生死的一关

我要闭关修炼

练成正果

至少

还有我自己是对自己好的

小姐决定

没必要是不会开电脑

话说

当我关掉我就很懒惰开料

这是好事

昨天认真的看看

大学入学要求

成绩烂到没有眼看

我怎么变成这样了

哪怕成绩还没有交到大学入学部门

就已经被退回来

白申请

偏偏自己又想要去读

不难进的都不选

天啊

怎么办？

数学做到是快疯了

还是要做

还有二十多份

我今天想做差不多一半

希望是可以

耗了太多时间

就是不懂我在干嘛

现在时间倒数着

紧紧随后追上

考试啊！！！

有时想

单身多么的好呀

有时想

如果身边多一个陪自己多么的好呀

看着别人分分和和

好惨呀

可是我发现

我要的只是一个

普普通通

说得上明白了解的人

来一个

天天发短讯

一直叫我读书的也不错！！

哈哈！

发疯

~毕~

仅此

[小姐下个月才有空来，心情好可能会来看看。^^ ]

AS

2011-10-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

the time is flying everyday
It's OCTOBER!!!!
AS FINALS!!!!
my goodness!!!!!!

I'm so so so so so so so so nervous!!!
HOW???!!!!

WHAT IF?
I can't get into my dream University?
What IF?
I really blanked when I saw the Question Papers??? (I definitely must not let this happens!)
WHAT IF??!!!!!
WHAT IF?

OH MY

OH MY

OH MY!!!!

IF I really perform badly in my finals,
then my tuition fee will be wasted! MY $$ FLYING AWAY!!!!! HOWW??

GAN JIONG AR!!!

GO GO MS.LEE, YOU CAN DO IT!!! =]

WareHouse sAleS!

2011-10-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

It's so happy that

few of our classmates and friends

with a total of 8 people

we went to the Warehouse sales in Shah Alam

it's not that far, just beside Subang

so we went there after class on Friday

1pm we started going

and we're stucked in the traffic jam

2.30pm we started lining up to go in

FYI

it's not lining up

stupid Malaysian (myself also >< )

everyone wanted to squeeze in

where there's a crowd forming out of Padini

OH MY

RM5 really affect very much

everyone is buying like

the money is water

please Imagine.

RM5=1 piece

RM50=10 pieces

so you can get

RM500=100 pieces

where normally RM500 you spend in Padini get you < 20 pieces.

conclusion: Therefore, it's so obvious this activity will create a crowd

and guess what I got in there??

**!!chiang chiang chiang chiang!!**

NOTHING.

YES, NOTHING!!

Cool right? I'm a siao cha bo i think

I queue up for like almost one hour to get in

and end up with nothing

let me explain,

1st: I thought it will be like very very very BIG,

in fact, it's big but not as I Imagined

2nd: i thought I could get some Padini Authentic very very very bloody expensive clothes

with dirty cheap price

but the fact is

I saw so so so little of P.A

3rd: I thought they will put their clothes like classifying into tops, bottoms, skirts, dress etc.

What I saw is, a bunch of pasar like clothes scrambling in every big basket.

4th: I thought I could save > money if I really get to purchase something home.

in the end, I really SAVED MONEY!!

by not buying any of it.

YES I THINK I'M STUPID

SO I swear I WONT GO TO WAREHOUSE SALES ANYMORE!!

after I suffer for nearly an hour outside the warehouse,

the benefit I get is zero.

Happiness decreases to ZERO

I'm just disappointed. (although most of the people so enjoyed shopping inside)

but going inside there were as if buying vegetables in Pasar.

It's horrible inside. Crowds everywhere.

MARGINAL UTILITY ZERO!

Econs hen lihai ar!!!heeheee =]

just too bad~