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FOR SALE : LEVI'S 501 WOMEN SELVEDGE SIZE 25 (NEW WITH TAGS)

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Wed, 22 Feb 2017 17:22:00 +0000

RM 350.00---- sold----

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MONA.

Procrastinating

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sat, 06 Feb 2016 02:15:00 +0000

I know it's been awhile since I updated my blog. Not that I have nothing to share, I've been procrastinating on everything. But really, I'm just tired. Being bullied, physically and emotionally. By everyone.

The tiredness been clutching on my feet and I have to drag them all the way until I've become too tired to move. I stand still and I'm still standing.

I don't know how long I can stand this.

That's depressing don't you think? And it is something no one should share with someone else. Let it build inside you, the guilt and the anger and let's just see how far I can go with it.

For the time being, let's just hope everything will be fine. Gonna go and grab something to eat. Laksa Sarawak maybe?

MonaMoochiku.

Haze go away please....

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sun, 27 Sep 2015 13:30:00 +0000

I don't know about you but now I'm feeling trapped in my own mind.

And I feel like running away. But I can't because I'm trapped.

Really choking me but what else can I do?

Here's what...

Take a deep breath and go with it! Yeah... a moment where you feel like '... apa nak jadi..jadilah....'

I guess its just the weather. The haze is really making my head spinning. Most probably because of my asthma.

Esok keje, tidur lah. Good nite all.

Remember, if you feel trapped.... take a deep breath and say... apa nak jadi, jadi lah..!!

on a great day

yesterday 26/9

No shame here.

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Tue, 22 Sep 2015 02:00:00 +0000

Salam Raya

Esok lusa nak raya. Nak masak apa ya? Takda mood betul nak buat apa-apa. Rasa nak tido dan tengok tv saja. Penat kerja and the last thing I wanna do is cook.

Sometimes I can feel the urge to drag my feet to the kitchen but hey guess what? My fingers are on the remote and my eyes on the tv and they win. My feet lose and I'm stuck for hours and hours in front of the tv and it felt good.

No shame there.

I like washing clothes better than cooking. I don't enjoy cooking particularly in a cramp kitchen. Syukur I have a kitchen, its just me being me. My kitchen is really cramp and I hate it. No point complaining about it to the big boss, he doesn't gives a shit. And he'll tell me there's homeless people and the Tuesday sermon starts and I thought Friday prayer sermons are still days away.

What a life eh.

Haze is gone. NOT that its entirely clearing up but its almost gone. Gone to my head and heart. Its just my body doing the work and I'm like on auto-pilot doing things routine.

Life.

Better go and harass some people. Lets make some people angry. Not fair if I am the only person in this world upset. Lets do it together.

monamoochiku

Cerita Siti

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Wed, 16 Sep 2015 14:14:00 +0000

A story about Siti

Sekarang baru Siti faham apa perasaan lelaki yang menggalas tanggungjawap sebagai suami, bila masa mereka ini balik ke rumah selepas kerja dan tidak dilayan isteri yang merupakan suri rumah sepenuh masa. Siti tengah merasai perasaan itu sekarang.

Siti penat dan tak tahu sampai bila dapat bertahan. Tapi disebabkan Siti tahu tanggungjawap Siti bukan setakat untuk keluarga kecil Siti, tapi untuk mak bapak Siti yang sudah tua, Siti adalah seorang wanita yang gagah. Kau tak percaya? Nasib kau lah.

Kalau ikut rasa hati Siti, Siti nak ja jadi macam kawan Siti yang masih single. Tak payah nak susah-susah fikir pasal makan pakai orang lain kecuali Siti dan mak bapak Siti. Baik Siti earn money untuk Siti dan mak bapak Siti aje.

Sebab apa Siti merapik macam ni? Sebab kalau bukan atas dasar rasa tanggungjawap Siti terhadap keluarga Siti, Siti duduk je di rumah goyang kaki. Sebab apa Siti merapik? Siti isteri, tapi maaflah, bukan TANGGUNGJAWAP Siti nak carik nafkah as a sole provider dalam keluarga kecik Siti dikala suami yang sehat walafiat, pandai universiti grad oversea duduk dirumah tak buat apa. Bangun lambat setiap hari. Kalau Siti keluar carik nafkah untuk keluarga balik kena pulak buat kerja isteri, belum ada anak pun Siti rasa berat, kalau ada nanti Siti tak tahu lah apa akan jadi.

Nak kata menyesal kawin tak juga, sudah takdir nasib badan Siti harung saja sebab nya Siti memang gagah.

Pesanan Siti kepada suaminya, udah-udah lah tu bang, insaflah. Sila lah ambil tanggungjawap suami ni dari bahu Siti sikit. Kalau tak ambil tanggungjawap sepenuhnya, ambil lah setengah. Penat Siti. Kalau nak share tanggungjawap, Siti sanggup. Tapi kalau nak Siti laksanakan tanggungjawap sepenuhnya sebagai ketua keluarga, Siti tak mahu. Siti ni isteri, bukan suami.

Sekian lah luahan hati Siti.

Siapa Siti????????? aku pun tak tahu......

All I want to do is.....

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sun, 09 Aug 2015 05:44:00 +0000

All I want to do is just sleep by the sandy beaches of Lundu Sarawak

Mesti ada ulam mangga & tepus. Berulam tepi beach nang best. Nothing beats this.

And nothing beats this view...

Ahhh... I want to go home... Feeling homesick...

I miss my mom, my dad, my bro and my great friends back home in Kuching.

How I wish I have wings and fly right now...

Bye.

MonaMoochiku

Hey Another Random Update

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sun, 09 Aug 2015 02:50:00 +0000

I know … it's been quite some time since I last update this blog. Not that I don't want to, I'm just pretty tired all the time.

Let me just point what have happened this past few months.

Somewhere in May

Pooding pass away peacefully. It was really heart wrenching to see him go. All those memories keep flashing back and forth in my head. But thank Allah, he is in a better place now. I hope he's happy in Heaven.

Somewhere in June.

My birthday month. My lovely husband spoils me on this month with surprises and lots more. Love him to pieces.

Puasa month and everything seems to be moving so slow. It is as if everyone moves in a slow motion pace and some just don't move at all. Work is slow, walking is slow but come buka puasa waahhh.... everything comes alive. Baru lah semangat nak solat teraweh. This is the month where I count the days because I know, come end of the month, yaahhoooo... Balik Kampung!!!

In July, Raya time and enjoying it so much. Thank you husband and his family for a nice first and second day hari raya. Got to know his family more because this time we went back to kampung in Seremban. Then on the third raya.... my kampung!!!!

So, that was that. Met some great people along the way. Every moment was something to remember.

And some moments, was something to think about. And this is one of them.

Met few friends who aren't married yet and they are about my age 35 years young. They don't have any boyfriends and seems to me that they are happy with their lives. Truly happy. To them, they don't need a man to keep them happy, they are content with what they have now. People always say they need a man to keep them safe and sound on the ground but they say they can take care of themselves better than any man. I couldn't agree more. They are doing just fine so people, leave them alone. People stereotype them as spinsters but they don't give a sheet about it.

Raya is one time when people snoop around more than any other days. Bore.

Anyway, will try to write more. And often. Will see you again. Bye.

MonaMoochiku

Random Updates of Handbags and Jeans

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Wed, 06 May 2015 14:15:00 +0000

Before you go and email me asking whether I'm selling all these bags, they are all SOLD OUT. Sorry.

I did not managed to upload it. All taken off my shoulders by my friends. Thanks guys.

Aren't handbags pretty? I love handbags and got couple of them in hanging on my chair. I refuses to keep them in their dust bags or stash them in the closet. I want to look at them everyday.

Some fetish eh?

Bucket handbag, small but not too small. Just nice. Genuine leather.

Loving that.

This handbag is really roomy. Nice size for working lady.

My mom loves this color.

Although this one comes with a long strap, I feel the short handle is something I don't fancy. Nice color though and guess who choose this? Yup..my mom..

The details on these bags are great. The hardware looks kinda expansive.

This is more my color. Brown or black and that's it. What a bore I am.

I love 501s. I have them in baggy type some say boyfriend jeans but my term is Mom's jeans. The waist is high, 100% cotton and not tight fitting. Really makes me smaller but who cares. As long as you are comfortable, you can conquer the world.

Anyway, gonna update soon. Still haven't buy a camera. UUUhhh.... horror.

Love loads,

MonaMoochiku

what we sacrifice for money?

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Wed, 18 Mar 2015 13:18:00 +0000

Just something to think about... i sacrifice time in search for money because i think that money can buy everything. but the only thing money can't buy is time. ironic you say? tell me something i don't know...

killing time.

Growing my hair

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Mon, 23 Feb 2015 13:50:00 +0000

My hair is growing... longer.

I prefer it short but somebody wants it longer so that I look older... wtf..

hahhaha...

My tailor made my kurti top from this kain --- kain batik sarawak corak hitam puteh.

The top is cool and totally loving it.

Happy all year round.

Love loads,

Tuan Tanah

MonaMoochiku

when i do what other does #flatlay

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 26 Jan 2015 16:52:00 +0000

cause I do not have android or ios relevent to instagram

picture I edit according to my own filters la.. wtf

do not know if I will do this again...

MonaMoochiku

First Entry

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Fri, 23 Jan 2015 13:32:00 +0000

Wah... It's almost end of the month, now only want to write.

Been busy with everything.

Need to change few things.

Need to do sssoooo many things.

So, better get going.

Write again soon.

Mona

Reflecting 2014

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 25 Dec 2014 17:17:00 +0000

Kain Batik Sarawak Purple

Purple Sarawak Batik

It's almost end of 2014

Time to reflect on things that have been done

that aren't done

whether it can be undone

Time to reflect and evaluate the future

whether it can be achieved or not

Re-evaluate a lot of matters.

Love.

Mona.

Just something random about my silly self.

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sun, 16 Nov 2014 13:42:00 +0000

1. I have this unpredictable character that sometimes come and go as I please. A mean and dark character.

2. I want to be control of everything. I want to know and have that information with me all the time.

3. I keep my password written in secret codes in my notebook. And every year when I change this notebook, I will copy all my password to the new book. Silly me right? Wrong!! I trust in myself rather in tech.

4. As much as I love to read, this year I read only about 3 books.

5. I am slightly under weight. I have this idea that I should eat as much my body needs it which is not much. I munch a lot though.

6. Junk food!! love you!!

7. My mind is like a map. I know where I keep things at my own home, my boss's home, my office, my parents house and I still remember the way or road I once traveled 3 years back. Remembering them like they are just back of my eyes.

8. I can't remember lettering on keyboards.

9. I love seeing my desk in a messy situation. It's easier to know if someone messing with my things.

10. I am self centered. Always me first. You later.

11. I'm organised but I hate schedule.

12. Live life like you are going to die tomorrow. Enjoy it the way you feel like doing it. Living life the way you want it to be differs between people so have it your way. Money can't buy you love but it can give you happiness. Just a little bit.

I love myself, silly ol' MonamOochiku.

I miss Bintulu

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Mon, 13 Oct 2014 14:34:00 +0000

View of sunset Bintulu Beach

A view that I always miss

Bintulu

Is where my heart is

monamoochiku

Random--- Maturity comes experience or is it experience comes with maturity?

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sat, 11 Oct 2014 15:55:00 +0000

" man, i'm hungry lets go eat..."

Budget 2014 -- Allocation for Sarawak highway. Ever since I can remember it, every year there would be quite a huge amount of allocation for Sarawak highway. But, so far, as for the road conditions, poor. Holes here and there. What more to say to make new highway. I know, Sarawak is vast land and the cost of making roads are very expansive but seriously, if you never drive in Sarawak, you should. By Sarawak I mean the highway connecting Kuching-Sarikei-Sibu-Bintulu all the way to Miri. Try, go for a drive. You'll love it.

Petrol prices up again. Not that I drive a lot but back in 2004 a full tank is RM 30.00 and last us a week but today full tank is RM 50.00.

As for work, I work part time --- 3 days a week. Other days I do my own online works. As a part timer, I am not entitled to bonuses, no allowance, no EPF, no KWSP, no raya bonus. The company I work with is always at lost (according to the accountants), every projects all lost no income so I won't worry that I don't even have KWSP.

Experience comes with maturity.

I know a graduate from a US university who doesn't know how to print from email. Really? She doesn't know a lot of things. Basic things. But she loves to condemn and belittle local university students. Local graduate according to her is 'universiti kampong graduate'. Kampong or not, at least we know how to print from email, how to scan.

To be a good and clever boss, you need to know a lot of things more than your staff's knowledge. I mean, if the staff is stuck at something or problem, who is she going to refer to? If the boss is stupid then no work can be done. At least know how to print from email lah. The very least.

Maturity comes with experience.

Sometimes, egoistic and arrogant person is hard to deal with. Heck, they are never easy to deal with. Even harder if they are old. They are never wrong, everybody else is stupid and poor. They always look down on you no matter what you do. That's alright. Allah is around watching us all. He knows better. No point satisfying arrogant people. Like money can give you love.

Anyway, hope to write soon. My camera's kaput so pictures not so good

Take care.

Monamoochiku

Welcoming Depression the Smile Killer

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Thu, 14 Aug 2014 02:45:00 +0000

Hate

soul destroyer

eats heart slow

like maggot carving way through rotten meat

Depression

smile killer

a poison vine

creeps from angry and broken heart

sucks sweet smile and empties the heart

Soul gone.

Empty space.

-end-mona-moochiku-

Meaning of Aidilfitri

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sun, 10 Aug 2014 15:07:00 +0000

Salam. Selamat Hari Raya. How's the raya celebration going? Going or gone already? Mine's gone. Some kueh lapis still inside the fridge though. Not much of a celebration as everybody seems to be in no mood to celebrate it.

But, apa pengertian Hari Raya Aidilfitri to you?

For me, it's a day of victory for fasting 30 days during the month of Ramadhan. Fasting is no joke. When you fast during the month of Ramadhan, not only you do not eat and drink but, you also must refrain yourself from doing things that might lead to your fast being null. This is spiritually strengthening to your soul. You must keep your tongue to yourselves and stop talking about nonsense, stop gossiping and stop spreading lies. Stop your eyes from looking at maksiat. Stop thinking about bad things. But if you still do curse, look at sexy girls and think about killing somebody that means your soul isn't just there yet and your lust is wild. This is because during the month of Ramadhan, devil are held away for the whole month and gates of heaven are widely open.

So for me, the point is that, if after Ramadhan, you still a big liar, womanizer and is still has a habit of gluttony, greed and all the sins you commit before Ramadhan, no victory for you. Ramadhan is just no food and drink for you. But hey, cheer up. There's always tomorrow where you can change into a different person altogether. Allah is Great. He has all His plans for you ever since you are still swimming in your mom's womb.

Alrighty then, guess no picture this time around. Take care and be safe.

Mona.

Selamat Berpuasa

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sat, 05 Jul 2014 08:06:00 +0000

Salam.. After a week of fasting, baru lah nak wish semua orang selamat berpuasa. Terlambat. A lot of things happened before and awal puasa hari tu but to keep it short and sweet so that no one muntah darah, semua dah settle.

Alhamdulillah tahun ni dapat juak kita berpuasa. Harap-harap banyaklah amal ibadat kita dapat buat. Yang penting, semua kerja kita mesti ikhlas. Baruk lah dapat pahala. Tapi seriously, bukan senang nak molah keja dengan ikhlas. Kadang-kadang, terutama bila time tengah kusut pikiran ya, kerja terpaksa, dalam molah kerja pun boleh merungut dan ngerepak. Manusia, sik jauh dari merungut dan kepak. Jangan sik bersyukur udah lah.

Anyway, apa kei bukak ari tok? Yah, baruk pukul 4pm dah mikir apa kei bukak. Yalah rempuan, bini orang gik ya, nang mikir apa kei nak isik perut laki aritok.

Okay lah, I nak nap lok. Mudahan dapat ilham apa kei bukak posa. :P

MonaMoochiku

Next Posting----- Trip to Sekayu Ganu.

An owl a day makes my day a happier day.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 26 May 2014 03:43:00 +0000

From a far I was wondering, what is that bird on the electric line. As I drove closer, I noticed that it was an owl. I quickly parked the car just below the line, then took this picture.

It didn't move at all.

Only after I took this close up pic, noted that it was sleeping. Gosh, on a hot Monday morning. Oh well, nothing beats a good sun bath after a whole night out maybe.

Be well everybody.

A Short Intro : Ducky and Me

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sun, 25 May 2014 16:26:00 +0000

Hello Goodbye Ducky.

This Duckling, I called him Ducky was with me for few months before I have to give him away to my aunt.

Just some happy pictures of me and Ducky.

And some more later.

This story is 3 years late. I just couldn't bring myself to tell the story cause it makes me sad.

But here you go, just pictures.

This is Ducky, about few days.

Ducky sleeps with me, besides me. Everyday.

Ducky loves to stay next to my lappy because of the hot air from the lappy.

Us. This is about few weeks after. Still sleeps with me.

There you go. I have more pictures later.

See ya and have a great Monday.

MonamOOchiku.

The World is round.

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Wed, 21 May 2014 11:22:00 +0000

Hati tengah panas, sik salah nak ngerepak sitok.

Ada lah seorang hamba Allah tok, keja nya nak marah nait angin jak. Nang sik abis-abis nak marah, nya tok as if mun sik marah sehari ya sik sah.

Dah lah pemarah, nak negor orang ya nang sik nangga kiri kanan lah. depan orang nego, nerais kedak orang sikda pelajaran, macam orang sik da utak.. mala berkempen ke hulu hilir madah study obersee bagus, sapa study lokal bodo. kau ya bodo pok. sorry lah, kau ya apa pun sik pande. tauk nak marah ajak keja kau. bait-bait, kelak mati heart attack baruk kau tauk. ya ngak kau tauk, marah. benda lain sik tauk. pas ya nganok orang bodo. ceh. sik malu.

Apa kau ingat orang nak hormat kau kah tegal kau ada pangkat? ko ingat leh mbak masok kubor kah pangkat ngan duit ko ye? sik malu. hidup ngejar dunia padahal hidup kita tok singgah jak di dunia kei ngumpol pahala kei akhirat, destinasi utama.

ingat kau, dunia tok bulat.dolok ko di debah, kinek ko di atas tapi jangan ko ingat ko sentiasa di atas.

ingat kau, ari tok kau nyakit ati orang, esok lusak, Allah jak lah membalas perbuatan kau.

Aku redha, mungkin tok balasan dan takdir aku. Aku sabar jak lah.

Lega dah lekak ngerepak sitok.

cabik kei ku nyabik mulut orang yang sombong

Love,
MonaMoochiku

Of Apes and Apps

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Fri, 02 May 2014 11:43:00 +0000

This is about smartphone.

I have a smartphone. But it does not make me a smarter person. If I am smart, I don't have to use Google every time I need to know about something. The good thing is I have information at hand all the time. Still, depending on your network and call plans will you achieve "connection 24/7", if not, let's just stay in a cave. Not making sense, I know.

Now, this is about a person.

You want to change a person or help that person because that person is suicidal and mentally disturbed. You can get 100 doctors to help but really, if that person is in denial and refuses help, there's nothing much you can do about it. You are not a failure and the blame is not on you. If that person thinks that itself is alright and sane, but in reality it looks like shit, that's denial. This person needs help. God please help this person. I hate this person looking like shit and shit. shit. ape.

Lastly, this is about 1st of May.

Guess what happen around the world during 1st of May? Demonstrations, riots. Let's make 1st of May every year a get together day. For whatever reason. Gosh. No body is ever satisfied with anything.

-monamesramoochiku-

Hey Saturday People

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Sat, 26 Apr 2014 06:13:00 +0000

i'm going to take a catnap but first let me take a selfie

Happy Weds y'all.....

noreply@blogger.com (Mona Mesra) — Wed, 09 Apr 2014 03:30:00 +0000

Like a Malay saying---- "Bagai diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapa..."and I translate by word---- " If spit out, mother dies, if swallow, father dies...".

When you have a problem that leads to this kind of situation, what would you do?

Alrighty

Tanggungjawab isteri menjaga suami, suami menjaga isteri.

Anak tanggungjawab menjaga ibu bapa, dan ibu bapa lumrahnya menjaga anak nya.

Kadang-kadang kita lupa pasal tanggungjawab. Mungkin kita lalai. Jika sekali lalai mungkin boleh dimaafkan, tapi bila manjang lalai, kene bawak pegi klinik takut melarat-larat penyakit lalai tu. Takut-takut nanti tumbuh belalai. Hahahhaha....

I know, lately my entry got nothing in it but bullshits. I don't know why but just these past few days (weeks perhaps) been rather below the weather. Hopefully it will be a sunny day tomorrow.

Ok.. selamat malam. Kalau rasa lalai, sila ke klinik. Kalau tidak, esok gerenti kene tembak kalau masuk ofis sebab orang ingat gajah liar masuk keje. Tak lawak. I know. Good night.

Lap Lap Lapar...

MonaMood