Nadir - At core

The White Daffodils!

2008-04-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

Petals of the white daffodils,
oh so soft and pure,
petals of the red roses,
oh so delicate and sweet,

I touch and I feel, and I'll see you forever.
I touch and I feel, and I'll save you forever.

I got lost, its a big world, but learned geography.
You got found, as I shelf the book, writings of my journey.

The pages that held you tight,
oh so white and clean,
The pages that kept you safe,
oh so red and deep,

I touch and I feel, were these the daffodils.
I touch and I feel, were these the roses.

Rest in peace, you have all gone dry,
the closed book of my life, yet I don't cry.

Oh the flowers, I'm so sorry.
you will be there as a memory,
a memoir of my existence.
I'm plunging into the pit,
I've find the essence.

I hit the bottom filled with thorns,
I can still see you, and it hurts,
I'm turning my back on you.

I'm cut, I'm bruised and I bleed,
Forgive me for what you see, it disturbs you.
but rest assured, this is what that sooths me.

I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy,
these thorns slits through my skin.
I'm bleeding I'm bleeding I'm bleeding,
these thorns penetrate through my flesh

I love you, I love you, I love you,
but I love this even more.
I missed you, I missed you, I missed you,
but not anymore.

I wish I had known,
I never would have had you.
I wish I had burn you and thrown you.
I wish I don't still see you.

The thorns are good, good as glory,
the pain is pleasure, the true pleasure,
the bleeding is pure, its truly me

You hid the truth, the biggest betrayal of my life!
I hate it! You blew it for all your life

The 'will' to live, that's what you gave me!
Inevitable! I am going to die.

I'm going to die... and now,
my new friends, my true friends,
appreciate it! Thanks for helping me out.

Blink of an eye

2008-04-22T06:07:00.000-07:00

Just a touch, with nothing in between
Let there be love, and nothing within

I lay in your arms, and you embrace me
I close my eyes, and hear you beat

In your chest, the melodies of contentment,
in silence, how good it feels

Just a graze through my hair,
and I could feel through my veins.

I breath my way away,
a breath for a choking soul

let there be love and nothing within.

Oh lord! The moment, I wish I could seize
once more, I may not live to feel.

In the chilling night, utmost is what I feel
I open my eyes, when the breeze freezes me

Just a blink of an eye,
thoughts I feel, being loved, as it seemed,
a fanatical dream it had been.

Just a touch with nothing in between
let there be love, and nothing within

Yet again, I close my eyes
Oh lord! The moment gone, the melody quiet, and there is no feel...

Where is she, to embrace me,
Its the tears, now I wish to seize...

Ghaflat-e-Kainaat

2008-01-25T05:08:00.000-08:00

In nacheezo'n ke seenay tu daikho,
Woh akar, woh ghafllat, woh mussarrat tu daikho

Rishto'n ko jornay ki is bhagdarh ko daikho
Ulfatein samaith samaith ke,
chehro pe woh ronaq tu daikho

Hojai mayosi- bass in ke alam ko daikho,
woh aanso'on ki raftar, woh jazbaat ki miqdar,
is nafsiyati pan ko tu daikho

Jo hoga ussay bhula ke,
Jo hogiya us pe inhein rotay tu daikho
Aaj hi aaj mein inhein jeetay tu daikho

Mazi, Haal, Mustaqbil,
kaho! issi pe fana hai zindagi?
Kabhi is se agay soach ke tu daikho

Aankh aujhal, paharh aujhal,
bass oonchay makano'n ke khuab hi daikho,

Ashraf banaya tujhay jis ne,
Us tak puhunchnay ki rah tu daikho,
Kabhi kisi khuli qabar mein jhaank ke tu daikho...

Taira Maira Rishta

2008-01-21T08:30:00.000-08:00

Rukh badalta rehta hai talluq humara
Kis kis mor pe, Kis kis tarha

Chaho bhi tu na bhula pao gay
Woh din, Woh baat, Woh ehsas, Woh Maza,
Tumharay dil ki narmi, aur woh mairy dil ki talkhi

Yea bhandhan kambakhat aisa...
Socho tu maut bhi na kar sakay gi hum ki juda!

Feel The Cold Breeze Outside

2008-01-21T07:16:00.001-08:00

Feel the cold breeze outside
It reminds you how cold life has been

See the darkness outside
it reminds you how dark your thoughts have been

See the stars in the sky
it reminds you there’s still hope

You shut the doors close
its reminds you hope is still light-years away

In the warmth of the bed
you miss the warmth of a heart

When the pillow soaks up the tears
you miss the tears of the joys

You close your eyes and drown into the dreams
you open your eyes and wake up into the nightmare

It’s just a cold winter night
It’s just a dark winter night
It’s just a quite winter night

It reminds you…
It’s your life that has been into a…
night...

Milnay Kay Jazbaat

2008-01-21T07:09:00.004-08:00

Milnay kay Jazbaat nahin, Khuahish hoti hai

Jo aap ke dil ki gehraiyo se,
Aap ke mazi ki buraiyo se,
Aap ki muhabbat ki chahat mein,

Ubharti hai
Pukarti hai
Tarapti hai,

Kahein kisi tarha us ki ahat ajai
Us ka aks dikh jai,
Us ki jild ki narmi chhoo jai

Us ka piyaar apnay naam kar ke
zindagi muat ke naam ho jai…

Baithay hein tairi aas mein, Intezar mein
Baychain, bayjan,

Ab tu aja, saath apnay maut ke farishtay ko lana

Chahta hon, ‘tujhay daikhna’, Zindagi ka ‘kul’ ban jai…

Yea milnay kay jazbaat, nahin khuahish hoti hia…

Wujood

2008-01-21T07:09:00.003-08:00

Us ka sab kuch mairi rago mien
Us ka sab kuch mairi nazro mein
Us ka sab kuch mairay khiyalo mein

Us muhabbat ki khoj mein
Us sukoon ki talash mein
Us rahat ki aas mein

Ae khuda mein kahan jar aha hon
Us aik wujood se mein aaj khauf kha raha hon.

Bass Yunhi

2008-01-21T07:09:00.001-08:00

Dil mein agiya, yunhi likh diya,
Kehtay hein…

Us ke janay ka gham kuch is tarha nafs pe sawar hoa
Halat-e-zaar ko fan bana giya,
Bewajha bejagha, dil se nikli tu nikli
Bais-e-musarrat banagiya…

Yea nadir alfaaz…
un pathar talay boijh ka nateeja hein
jo is seenay pe liyay jiyay ja rahay hein…

In Nawadarat ko...
kisi roz un tak puhuncha daina
jo in huroof ko bator musarrat liyay jiyay ja rahay hein!

THE DARKEST FLASH BACK

2008-01-07T02:36:00.000-08:00

Do you feel the bliss by the loveliness
Do you feel the adrenaline by the elegance
Does your heart beat when she smile
Does your heart ache when she cry
Does it please with just a touch
Does it blend without a glitch?

Do you feel the silence and the loneliness
Do you feel the chaos in the stillness
Does your heart ache when you picture her smile
Does your heart pound when you picture her cry

Does it hurt without a touch
Does it choke without a cough

Are you clinging, are you falling, are you crawling are you dead
Are you smiling, are you crying, are you happy, are you sad.
Going forward, going backward, going under, going nuts.
The baffling fears of life that eat your guts

It’s the darkness so bright it blinded my eyes,
The flashes of darkness, the darkness in hope,
The hope to cope the rope to hope
It’s the darkest flashback ever behind my eyes.

You think it’s done but what’s done is you
Standing still and you watch them go,
Desires of intimacy turn to parasitic disease
Killing you slowly, and you await to die

Neither you die nor you cry
Neither you live nor your try

I’m clinging, I’m falling, I’m crawling I’m dead
I’m smiling, I’m crying, I’m happy, I’m sad.
Going forward, going backward, going under, going nuts.
The baffling fears of my life that eat my guts

It’s the darkness so bright it blinded my eyes,
The flashes of darkness, the darkness in hope,
The hope to cope the rope to hope
It’s the darkest flashback behind my eyes.

Independence Day Of Paksitan

2007-08-13T01:30:00.000-07:00

In the hardest of times…

The brightest of minds…

They thought for us…
They fought for us…

The verdict…
The migration…
The bloodbath…
The sacrifice…
The sufferings…
The biggest story of all times…
The greatest glory of all times…

They made us…
A NATION…

They gave us…
THE NATION…

An Ample Cultural Diversity…
A Stunning Geographical Assortment…
An Ingenious artistic blend…

The ONE we are! The NATION we are!

We are…
PAKISTAN

Celebrate Pakistan’s 60th Independence Day with UDHUM!

THE ART OF GOING NUMB

2007-07-14T13:59:00.000-07:00

I’ve put a smile on my face
And brighten my eyes…

I’m not letting it slip
Not letting it drip…

A though shell with a shattered within
And I embrace them…

It’s the moment of utter grief
Apart we will be, yet glued from within…

I’m holding them up
I’m holding them hard

My feelings hurt me no more
And my heart aches no more
My tears go dry
And my emotions rush no more

My face is frozen with the smile that I pretend…
And I’m choking with the words that I had to say…

It’s the art of going numb
In the moments of utter grief

Apart we are…
And the moment is gone…

Alone I am, with the memories,
Memories of the moments we shared…

Its time, to let it slip
Its time, to let it drip…

A soggy shell with a shattered within
And I embrace………… none…

MOMENTS

2007-07-14T13:57:00.000-07:00

So here I am once again
again with the things that I say
say with the heart that feels the pain

Pain that grows with the growth of the pain of my love
I wish this pain ends here... Else I end in the cradle of my love
I wish I was there, she wishes she was here...
The fate never changes, go and change if you dare...

Dare for some thing that is possible... You know that by your sense
sense is something that dies.. With the feel of the loved ones essence

essence is all you can get at the moment
but nothing lasts, it’s just for the moment...

Moments in life that are full of pain...
Moments in life that are full of gain...

Gain of the love, the happiness
which lasts in the heart... Till we last...

It's never the end of the moments
its always a beginning of a moment

minutes ago it was the start of the moment to share
now its the start of the moment when it ends...
It has ended
again with the things that I said
said with the heart that feel the love...
So, I’d be there once again… With the moments...

THE HARDEST TIMES

2007-07-14T13:56:00.000-07:00

If you recall
You don’t have a memory
If you see
You don’t have a vision
If you feel
You don’t have a body

Memory fades
You go blind
It’s the living death

If you walk
You are falling
If you wish
You get killed
If you plan you are doomed

Feelings fade
You go numb
It’s the living death

MY LOVE SONG

2007-07-14T13:48:00.000-07:00

From hell it came
In heart it stayed

Let them go out
Let them reach out

You can’t say a word
They can’t hear a word

It stays in the brain
It spreads through the veins

It’s not the blood
It’s the bloody hell

She said she will be there!
But hell! She is just there!

I’m going insane
I’m a bloody psycho

They are the sick monsters
They come and haunt your life!

Where was I born?
When will I die?

How did I get here?
How do I get out?

Is all this for real?
Or just an illusion!

Nothing is what it seems
All is what it feels

And what do you feel is all pain…

Starting to Blog about!

2007-07-01T03:44:00.000-07:00

This is me. Nadir - A designer. I'm starting to write this blog from today. Uptill now I wasn't sure what to blog about, but now I will be writing things that I go accross in my personal life.

The core of this blog would be based on images combined with words to express my true feelings and thoughts about things that I experience in my personal life.

I welcome you all and would appriciate your comments...

Thanks and Enjoy!

The 'me' from within

2006-08-08T13:04:00.000-07:00

Nadir - As the name speaks!
Let the comments as well!

Question! Define me...