..: full-blooded women :..

Good bye

2015-09-02T06:31:00.001+08:00

My last post.

Good bye

Random Friday

2015-08-28T07:55:00.001+08:00

1. BigBos has been away for a week now. Im holding the fort with the help of my sister. She sends the kids in the morning and fetch baheera, while I fetch the kakaks in the evening. The arrangement is managable, i dont feel extra tired at night.

2. The kakaks has new routine now, they immediately have their evening bath right after coming home. No more me yelling "pegi mandi!!" at them. One of the perks when the father is not around.

3. We have been living with a tv BUT WITHOUT astro/basic tv channel for more than 3years already. The TV is only meant for DVD player, of which we only have a collection of old (pirated) dvds and downloaded movies (copied from friends) in the external hd. How are we/the kids coping with it?

We're doing good!!

The kids are more hands-on playing with their toys, more role-plays, more interactions between the siblings. Even if when they have access to astro, they dont bother so much of it.

4. We're also living without the internet at home. No UNIFI, no streamyx, no broadband. Okay, actually i do have a broadband for work purposes. I dont set password in their 1st gen iPad (that suprisingly still OK after 7years!!). Several times Tasneem requested for a wifi, but we told her that we cannot install internet in our current house. However, once we are back in my parents home, gone case. She will be hogging the iPad the moment she step into the compound. Hmmmmm...kasi chan la sikit kan.

That make me wonder, how are things going to be when we move into our own house, she already requested to have a wifi, and yes; definitely we will be installing a high speed internet (i need it for wfh!!). Need to find ways to limit their access to the gadget/net.

5. Stop thinking that Malaysian are stupid. Yes, that one is for you PM.

6. I need a holiday.

Ok peeps, have a long weekend!!

Akan ku tunggu

2015-08-27T09:15:00.001+08:00

Akan Ku Tunggu

Rindu menyelubungi

Aku yang diuliti mimpi

Teguh memeluk hati

Degup rindu kau miliki

Dikau berjanji... pasti

Suatu hari kan

Terbukti nanti

Hidup ini akan kau sinari

Cahaya cintamu kasih

Hari berganti hari

Aku kan tetap menanti

Kukuh meneman diri

Cintamu tetap di hati

Dikau berjanji... pasti

Suatu hari kan terbukti

Gelungan kasihmu di jemari

Ikatan cinta abadi

Aku yang menghitung hari...

Akan kutunggu

Detik tiba saat itu

Akan kutunggu

Janji naluri nan satu

Akan kutunggu... kasih

-Candy

"the power of dreams..."

Ku ingatkan kereta rosak

2015-08-19T15:27:00.001+08:00

Minggu lepas, dalam perjalanan pulang ke umah selepas hantar anak2; ada satu kereta kancil depan kereta aku.

Aku tengok; ada banyak asap2 putih keluar berkepul2 dari tingkap kereta dia. Cuak jugak aku; eh kereta ni rosak ke? Aircond dia rosak ke? Memang banyak betul asap putih keluar dari tingkap. Kita ni concern la kan sebab macam rosak teruk betul kereta orang ni, asap keluar dari dalam kereta pulak tu. dah terfikir nak call bomba/polis masa tu. iyalah, kalau jadi apa2 pada pemandu kereta tu kan...

So cepat2lah aku take-over kereta kancil tu sambil menoleh ke kiri;

Ya ampun pemandu dia tengah hisap vape. Keluar la asap putih kepul2 dari vape tu.

Panjang istighfar aku.

Terus aku pikir, dasyat betul asap vape ni. Boleh bikin orang cuak ingatkan kereta rosak ke apa kan?

Kehendak, keperluan dan kemampuan

2015-08-17T09:04:00.001+08:00

Kehendak:

Nak rumah fully renovate, fully laminated floor atas bawah.

Nak dapur besar dan luas boleh buat island idaman.

Nak rumah full-airconditioned sebab your country is very hot. ;p

Nak extend bilik tidur utama, boleh buat walk-in wardrobe.

Nak kereta family idaman.

Keperluan:

Kereta famili tu memang menjadi keperluan.

Anak bertambah, barang2 pun bertambah. Sekali balik kampung (seremban aje pun), penuh bonet kereta.

Yg lain2 kat atas tu kalau takde pun xpe🙈

Kemampuan:

Inilah faktor utama untuk menentukan kedua2 subjek di atas.

Nak rumah fully renovate; iols x mampu.

Nak rumah fully airconditioned, bil letrik mahal oiiii!!

Nak walk-in wardrobe, hamboiii haku ingat haku ni pesenista kah? Or adakah iols ni perasan nak jadi mcm vv tokey fv/tudung itik? T___T

Nak kereta famili idaman? Haih, kereta tu liability, letak je duit booking, terus 20% susut nilai harga kereta, bawak aje keluar dari kedai, tambah lagi susut nilai ke 55%.

Kesimpulannya:

Buat list sambil tengok bank account sendiri.

Random

2015-08-11T19:15:00.001+08:00

These are the things that has been occupying my mind lately

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#prayforMalaysia

2015-07-28T22:17:00.001+08:00

...the new cabinet will increase public confidence...

WAKLU!!!!!

Kabinet baru ni lagi lah mcm #%*>~]^+$<}~%^

#prayforMalaysia

Cara Nabi s.a.w Mendidik Anak

2015-07-08T19:02:00.001+08:00

Sedikit perkongsian dari bacaan ketika ini.

Waktu yang dianjurkan oleh Nabi untuk memberikan arahan/nasihat kepada anak2.

1. Di dalam perjalanan

Kerana pada waktu ini, selalunya jiwa dan minda anak2 berada dalam keadaan terbuka; sesuai untuk menerima pengarahan dan nasihat.

2. Semasa waktu makan

Ibubapa dianjurkan agar makan bersama dengan anak2. Pada waktu makan bersama2 ini boleh digunakan okeh ibubapa untuk membetulkan adab2 dan menasihati anak2.

3. Semasa anak sakit

Keadaan anak2 ketika sakit memerlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang dari ibubapa.

Waktu ini adalah sesuai untuk memberikan kata2 nasihat dan tunjuk ajar kepada mereka.

Remembering Gunung Kinabalu

2015-06-08T14:53:00.001+08:00

Its no secret that that majestic mountain hold a very dear spot in my heart. I heart Gunung Kinabalu, really.
So with the recent 6.0 RS earthquake that strucked Gunung Kinabalu on morning 5th June 2015, at 7.15am, it got into me. :(

I found myself regularly checking out fb, looking for any shared news on the earthquake. A fb post, written by 1 one of the guide, Safrey Sumping Ssp is heartbreaking. The beautiful trails, filled with hundreds years (or maybe thousands years) of bonsai was a wrecked. Granite rocks are everywhere. Some are even bigger than our car.

Credit : Taken from Safrey Sumping Ssp fb.

I cried reading the journey descending down from the peak by those who survived. Reading their words, i can visualize the hut, Laban Rata resthouse, the cafe, the bonsai, the tracks..... it breaks my heart.
And of course, pictures of those who perished in the event, still harnessed in their rope.... I'm beyond words :((

In an event like this, the heroes are definitely those mountain guides, who are really expert on the mountain trails. Their knowledge on the mountain, determination, passion and super power strong physique that can withstand the rough and good condition of the mountain, is truly remarkable. I remember one of our mountain guide, Pak Jo during my last visit to Aki Nabalu in Feb 2013. He was very kind, caring and supportive to our team member. He and another guide (cant remember the other guide's name) personally tag hand-in-hand 2 of our team member and support them until they reached Low's Peak. I really hope Pak Jo and his friends are safe.

So remembering the good old memories of Mount Kinabalu, i wish to re-visit the majestic mountain to see for myself the differences, from my 1st visit circa 2004, 2nd visit in 2009 and my 3rd visit circa 2013. I know the tracks will not be the same, from the viral pictures, the beautiful trail are destroyed with rocks, landslides etc. Its so so so sad......

One of my fav trail. The bonsai, the steps....beautiful. I wonder if this part of the trail is clear from the damage :(

Hello from the East

2015-05-30T09:34:00.001+08:00

Cabaran

2015-05-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

Hidup ini mesti ada cabaran.

Mustahil ada manusia takde cabaran sepanjang dia hidup kat muka bumi ni.

Allah permudahkan dan perluaskan rezeki kepada kita.

Dan Dia juga memberikan kita dugaan dan cabaran di dalam perjalanan kita mencari rezeki itu.

Kesenangan, kemewahan, masa lapang, anak2, suami/isteri, adik beradik, famili, sahabat2; itu semua boleh jadi rezeki dan juga dugaan.

Maka terpulang lah kepada kita bagaimana hendak menghadapi dugaan tu.

Adakah kita menjadi lebih dekat kepada-Nya?

Atau menjadikan kita lebih lalai kepada-Nya.

Perlu sentiasa ingat dan kena semat dihati bahawa dunia ini hanyalah sementara. Semua yang ada dan

Berlaku di dunia ini, hanyalah atas izin Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa.

Doa doa dan berdoa agar kita diberikan hidayah dan diletakkan dalam jalan yang lurus.

Ohhhhh its Friday!!

2015-05-22T13:37:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Salam Jumaat.

Fuh dah berabuk2 blog ni. Nak tutup tapi sayang, sebab ada banyak kenangan dan info dalam ni. Takpelah, mudah2an diberikan kerajinan dan idea nak memeriahkan kembali blog ni.

So whats up you??
Harap2 semuanya ok.

Ni dah bulan May, minggu depan dah last sekolah sebelum cuti 2 minggu. Apa plan bercuti kalini?
We're going somewhere east this time. Excited!! :D

Okay, selamat berhujung minggu semua!!

Words

2015-05-09T08:14:00.001+08:00

Big big girl

2015-05-05T08:01:00.001+08:00

I'm a big big girl

in a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

but I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

miss you much...

I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

in a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

but I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

miss you much...

Outside it's now raining

and tears are falling from my eyes

Why did it have to happen?

Why did it all have to end?

I'm a big big girl

in a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

but I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

miss you much...

I have your arms around me warm like fire

but when I open my eyes

You're gone...

I'm a big big girl

in a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

but I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

miss you much...

I'm a big big girl

in a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

but I do feel I will miss you much...

miss you much...

SOLAT!!!

2015-04-30T05:49:00.001+08:00

Perkara pertama yang akan dihisab di akhirat kelak adalah:

SOLAT.

Mari kita perbaiki kualiti solat kita. :)

Survey oleh KWSP

2015-04-22T11:37:00.001+08:00

KWSP sedang jalan survey untuk inisiatif penambahbaikan kepada ahli2 pencarum KWSP, bermula dari 21/4 - 5/5/2015.

Ada 4 inisiatif yang di-survey:

1) menambahkan had pengeluaran persaraan dari 55 tahun kepada 60 tahun

---> anda setuju atau tidak?

2) mengadakan caruman minimum selaras dengan gaji minimum

---> anda setuju atau tidak?

3) melanjutkan penerimaan dividen sehingga 100 tahun

---> anda setuju atau tidak?

4) mewujudkan pilihan simpaan persaraan patuh syariah

---> anda setuju atau tidak?

Jangan bagitau saya, bagitau jawapan anda pada KWSP.

Boleh ke website www.kwsp.gov.my dan login ke i-akaun untuk jawab soalan ni.

Kalau tak pernah ada i-akaun, boleh lah create account terus.

Penting ni!

Kita yang mesti menentukan hala tuju kewangan hasil titik peluh kita bekerja.

Looking back and bersyukur

2015-04-15T11:18:00.001+08:00

Dalam salah satu suratkhabar harini ada berita 1 syarikat ada plan nak potong gaji pekerjanya. Walaupun mungkin x benar berita tu, but; in our current economic state, it can happen for the company to survive. Sebelum ini, satu syarikat minyak dr negara luar isytihar akan tutup Operasi bahagian IT di negara ni dalam masa 5 tahun.

All these news is like a de ja vu to me. Ive heard about it, and ive been through it during my 10 working years.

Kena potong gaji. Checked.

Dapat bos yang tabur janji manis tapi haprak tak tunaikan janji. Checked.

Increment RM13. Checked.

Takde increment tahunan. Checked.

Takde bonus. Double checked.

Kena sacked. CHECKED!

But all these experiences is very very very valuable to me. It added more values to my self-confidence and molded me to be a better person in terms of an employee and as a Muslim. But then, after i went through it, only i realized about it.

To be honest, it was tough times for me facing those hard times. Gotten sacked from work was the hardest. At that time, i felt so useless and horrible and rasa malu sangat dgn orang sekeliling. My self-esteem was below the negative bar. But I let myself grief about it for a few days, thanks to my BigBos MGH; i picked myself up, had a major serious thinking of my work objective and life priorities, and stay on the positive track. Little did I know, that episode was the opening for a better opportunity (and pay!!).

Having to go through those hard times, been there, done that.

Learnt valuable lessons along the way, for sure.

Hence, being at my current situation, i am most humbled and bersyukur banyak2 pada-Nya. Never have I imagine it will turn out this way. A good way. ALHAMDULILLAH.

So, if you happen to be in a difficult working situation, be patient. And make a lot of doa to Allah to grant you more sabar and to open up better opportunity that is good for you. Dont be afraid to change your path. Re-think your life priorities, put Allah above all of that matters, our husband and kids, parents and insyAllah, you will feel at ease to go through hard times, and good things will come in your way. InsyaAllah!

Al Fatihah

2015-02-17T13:21:00.001+08:00

Maksud Al Fatihah

Segala puji bagi Allah

Tuhan semesta alam

Maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang

Yang menguasai hari pembalasan

Hanya kepadaMu Ya Allah

Kami menyembahMu Ya Allah

Hanya kepadaMu kami memohon pertolongan

Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus

Iaitu jalan orang orang yang Kau kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka

Bukan jalan mereka yang dimurkai

Dan bukan pula jalan mereka yang sesat

Talipon dari Tasneem

2015-02-11T13:36:00.001+08:00

Mungkin dia belajar dari kawan2, tahun ini; tasneem dah pandai gunakan public phone.

Talipon awam yang guna syiling tu.

Mula2 dapat panggilan dari nombor yang tak dikenali (nombor 019xxxx), tertanya2 jugak siapa yang talipon ni kan.

Bila dengar suara anak, alahaiiii seronoknya rasa.

Sejak dari itu, almost everyday after school; while waiting for the transport to the transit, she will call me.

Dulu dia tengok nombor talipon dari transit communication book, tapi sekarang dia dah hafal nombor aku & abi dia. :D

Aku terima panggilan dari dia baru sekejapan tadi. Cerita dia harini; katanya

"harini saya ada banyak duit syiling. Abi bagi lima plosen, ummi bagi dua plosen."

HihihihiHihi (dia gelak)

"Alah sila masukkan kredit!!?"

Terputus.

Okay itu sahaja cerita panggilan talipon dari tasneem untuk harini.

Besok kita nantikan apa cerita dia.

The perfect bracelet

2015-02-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Its been 7 mos post-partum, but I am still very much huge, with extra extra weight that seem impossible to shed off.
Demotivated.
Stress.
Low self esteemed.

So what do I do to make meself happy?
Shopping!!!
:D

Internet really make my shopping spree easier. And i forever be thankful to the geniuses that invented the smartphone. I can shop at the comfort of my bed!! Weeeeeeee

Since March is coming around and I'm gonna have a few occasions in the month, *light bulb moment* more reason to shop!! Hihihihi

Lets see...
New tops : checked!
New long skirt : checked!
New tudung : checked!
New makeup : checked!
New shoes : checked!

emmmmmm......Since the top i bought is a plain one, i need accessory to complement it.
Ahah!!! New bracelet would be nice.

So I started looking around and found the best place to shop is ZALORA which has an extensive collection of bracelet for women onlinefrom various local and international brands. And another good thing is, the price is affordable. Niceeeee..

I like this below the most.

This?

Or this?

So nice right??

Am having a hard time to choose...

Or should i but them all? Senang cerita. ;P

Less is......

2015-01-13T12:53:00.001+08:00

Less sugar

Less carbohydrate

Less dairy

Less pastries cakes etc

Less non-beneficial sharing in media social

Less talking non-sense

Less gossiping

Less browsing for nothing

Less stalking

Less ig, fb, twitter

Less browsing online shopping

Less buying things I dont need

Less is BETTER

Cerita ceriti hu ha hu hi

2015-01-12T10:31:00.001+08:00

Oh well, azam tahun baru untuk update blog ini dengan lebih kerap nampak macam *krikk*krikk*krik*

Harini tasneem masuk darjah 2, masih di sekolah yang sama. Macam biasa dia excited nak pegi sekolah after the long school holiday. Ramai kawan kat sekolah, tambah pulak semalam baru beli buku cerita maka haruslah excited nak tunjuk kat kekawan buku tu kan? Hahaha

Haseena 5tahun, masih di tadika yang sama. Tapi minah tu macam takde perasaan sangat nak ke skool, monday blues dia pagini. But as long as dia tak buat drama taknak turun kereta pagi2 tu, kira OK lah tu.

Baheera? Almost 7months. Berat almost 9kilo. 😄

Minah askar dia sekarang, menjalar ke sana ke mari. Tempat faveret adalah menjalar ke dapur. Haissshhhh dah nama perempuan tu mmg ke dapur jugak la, ye dak?? Kihkihkih. That reminds me to remind bigbos to install pagar kat pintu dapur tu.

Me? Takde update sangat. Keje OK, kesihatan OK, emosi OK dan masih bambam seperti lepas beranak dulu. Cuma yang ini TIDAK ok. T______T

So, whazzaaappp everybody? Apa cerita terbaru anda? :D

District 21, IOI City Mall

2015-01-02T09:50:00.001+08:00

District 21 is an indoor challenge park located in the newest shopping mall in KL, IOI City Mall that is just less than 5 mins away from UNITEN. Ailaiken he he heeee

Anyway, the main entry for District 21 located at the 1st floor, near the ice skating ring. The easiest to reach there, park your car at Zone D parking area. Entry fee is RM75/person for those who would like to enjoy the challenges, or RM15 as a patron. Opening hours : 10am - 8pm. (Last ticket sold is at 7pm).
But we only pay RM55/person Opening Promotion price, not sure how long the promotion will be on tho.
You can wear jeans, drifit tshirt, running pants, etc and the most important thing you MUST wear covered shoes.

With this tag, you can go in/out of District 21 on the same day for solat, eating, shopping etc.

Upon entry, head on to Giant Trampoline area for FREE socks and Skymaze for FREE gloves. You may proceed to Powerstation as usually, the queue is long. 1 session is 20mins for max 20person.

PowerStation

Powerstation

Giant trampoline

You can sweat buckets!!

You need to wear the given socks in this area. If you are a 1st timer, be sure to be extra careful as it can be tricky to control your movement jumping up and down the trampoline, and you may injured yourself (or others).

And recommended, please empty your bladder before playing as you may accidentally peed in your pants while jumping up and down. hheeehee :P

Nope not me ok!!

Skymaze

The metal structure with the giant yellow slide

climb, up crawl, backward crawl semua ada. :D

SkyTrail

The tracks are those hanging obstacles above the powerstation

Love Skytrail the most. It starts operating at 2pm-6pm. The entry for Skytrail is at Level 2. Max 20person per-entry.

Queue can start as early as 1.30pm (or earlier than that). It can be a very very loooooooong line & wait to enter this Skytrail so if you miss the 1st session, be sure to gear up your patience ya.

In Skytrail, you will be hanging with a full body harness connected to a cabel, and walk yourself through the hanging obstacles. You will need to change your carabiner (the hook) at the end of each obstacles.

The session time is based on each of the participants, as to how long they take the time to finish the obstacles.

And oh, this challenge has a height limit, you need to be 155cm above to play because if you are less than that, it will be hard for you to reach and change your carabiner. Sorry folks, it aint for those "hobbiton folks". :P

(amponnn jgn maraaaah)

sabar menanti giliran

Other attractions are Skyfall (basically a free fall with full body harness strap to our body), just next to Skytrail entry area. It also start at 2pm. We didnt manage to play this because we were lazy to q.
Giant tubing is where you slides down with a giant tube in a special tracks.
Pump track, Roller Glider (tak bukak lagi), Low rope, Go pedal & Carousel (you need to pay Rm5/entry separately for this).

All in all, we enjoyed ourselves being kids again in District 21. This theme park is suitable for family outing and my personal opinion, it best suited for kids above 8 year old, they can play most of the challenges. If below than that, your kid may only enjoy a few attractions.

BE PATIENT

2014-12-31T07:11:00.001+08:00

Be patient. It took more than a day to put it on and it’s going to take more than a day to take it off. Transforming your lifestyle and your physique will take time. The sooner you recognize and accept this, the better! You WILL have set-backs and losing weight/getting fit WILL take time. You will occasionally eat something unhealthy, you will miss a workout, you will stumble, you will make mistakes… you’re human! Nothing worth having ever comes easily… if it WERE that easy, everyone would be in shape! Know that you are only a failure if you QUIT. So don’t quit! You will regret it in the long run!

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Excerp from http://www.muffin-topless.com/2014/12/30/how-to-stick-to-your-health-fitness-new-years-resolutions/

Petua hilangkan tahi lalat

2014-12-25T11:00:00.001+08:00

Sakit mata kan kalau tengok ada tahi lalat kat baju, cadar, selimut, toys anak?

Sebelum ni aku puas merendam kain2 yang bertahi lalat tu dengan dynamo la, sental2 dgn sabun tapi gagal. :/

Pagi ni aku cuba satu petua, rendam pakaian tu dalam 1/2 cawan cuka + 1/2 baldi air.

Hey! It works!!! Hilang tahi lalat tu.

Kalau kain2 tu baru nak naik tahi lalat, rendam dalam 5-10minit dah boleh hilang, kalau tahi lalat tu dah lama, mungkin kena rendam lama sikit; semalaman ke?

Ok lepas rendam tu, jemur kain2 tu kat tempat panas cahaya matahari. InsyAllah, selesai masalah.