Concealed emotions reaching to the very core of my soul. A public diary of a person lying in every sentiments that his heart speak. His heart that beats every neuron his brain receives, a brain that sends every electric pulses to make his heart beat..I am me, and that’s all I can be. Problem? Leave. Noeru dares to be Different! Follow his quest! Subscribe to my feeds new TWTR.Widget({ version: 2, type: 'profile', rpp: 4, interval: 6000, width: 200, height: 300, theme: { shell: { background: '#333333', color: '#ffffff' }, tweets: { background: '#000000', color: '#ffffff', links: '#4aed05' } }, features: { scrollbar: false, loop: false, live: false, hashtags: true, timestamp: true, avatars: false, behavior: 'all' } }).render().setUser('iam_NOERU').start(); Tumblr (3.0; @noerudares)http://noerudares.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_llsfewO2b31qkv8yyo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><strong>EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED</strong></p>http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5858226537http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5858226537Thu, 26 May 2011 13:32:56 +0800EmoDisturbEmotionsEmotionally Disturbed<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_5826974549" src="http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5826974549/audio_player_iframe/noerudares/tumblr_llqo6jAJNR1qkv8yy?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fnoerudares%2F5826974549%2Ftumblr_llqo6jAJNR1qkv8yy" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="85"></iframe><br/><br/><p><strong>I missed being with you</strong><br/><strong>Those cherished moments</strong><br/><strong>Together we’ve been so true</strong><br/><strong>As we promised, “You”.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>I miss your smile</strong><br/><strong>Your dazzling lips</strong><br/><strong>It seemed so endless</strong><br/><strong>'Cause I could still feel your kiss.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>I missed those laughter</strong><br/><strong>Those love we often say</strong><br/><strong>Those voice I longed to hear</strong><br/><strong>The music we used to play.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>Every day that passed</strong><br/><strong>Every tick of the clock</strong><br/><strong>My mind is in rush</strong><br/><strong>And in stillness, I’m struck.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>I felt regretful of loosing you</strong><br/><strong>Unwanting you to go</strong><br/><strong>Yet I had to set you free</strong><br/><strong>For neither am I not selfish enough.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>For even I was the only one</strong><br/><strong>Or it might be I alone?</strong><br/><strong>Or could it possibly be</strong><br/><strong>That I am the only one loving you?..</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>So sorry, I am so naive..</strong><br/><strong>I had never been so clumsy</strong><br/><strong>I felt apologetic</strong><br/><strong>And was sorry for what I’ve done.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>For with you,</strong><br/><strong>I felt enormous joy.</strong><br/><strong>If without you,</strong><br/><strong>Worries me much.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>Do you still think of me?</strong><br/><strong>Do you still care for me?</strong><br/><strong>I guess not,</strong><br/><strong>For you are more than happy now.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>What could I possibly ask from you?</strong><br/><strong>What could I possibly say?</strong><br/><strong>Than to let you know,</strong><br/><strong>How much I really, really miss you.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>I hope this wasn’t too late,</strong><br/><strong>To extend my apologies to you</strong><br/><strong>Loosing you is…</strong><br/><strong>a great deal for me.</strong></p> <p><strong><br/></strong></p> <p><strong>Can I still feel your embrace?</strong><br/><strong>Though you weren’t mine?</strong><br/><strong>Can I still taste your kiss?</strong><br/><strong>To ease the pain in my heart?</strong></p>http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5826974549http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5826974549Wed, 25 May 2011 14:47:00 +0800MIssing YouI Miss YouMIssing Someone“Hellish Beauty” - http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5791358144http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5791358144Tue, 24 May 2011 11:56:00 +0800HellBeautyBeautifulHellish Beauty<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_llnofgLMRK1qkv8yyo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><strong>BE MATURE ENOUGH</strong></p>http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5769087098http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5769087098Mon, 23 May 2011 23:59:40 +0800MatureMaturity“I Had Never Been” - http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5761676875http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5761676875Mon, 23 May 2011 15:40:00 +0800IHadNeverBeen“Sentimental Fool” - Concealed emotions reaching to the very core of my soul. A public...http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5760263808http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5760263808Mon, 23 May 2011 14:08:00 +0800SentimentalFool“The only thing I could say is sorry.” - How I missed the love and care The once you...http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5758852944http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5758852944Mon, 23 May 2011 12:54:00 +0800Sorry<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lllw0nuwYv1qkv8yyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><strong>Change.</strong></p>http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5735677571http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5735677571Mon, 23 May 2011 00:48:00 +0800Change<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lllu1sxM1h1qkv8yyo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><strong>WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE??</strong>..</p>http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5734386160http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5734386160Mon, 23 May 2011 00:05:53 +0800<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_5727892855" src="http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5727892855/audio_player_iframe/noerudares/tumblr_lllff1jFXh1qkv8yy?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fnoerudares%2F5727892855%2Ftumblr_lllff1jFXh1qkv8yy" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><strong>I felt so blue as if my world is turning gray<br/>My heart is craving for something I didn’t wish<br/>The desire of my heart is hard to achieve<br/>As though I have no choice but to feel the emptiness.<br/><br/>I wonder where my loyalty had gone to<br/>I am not sure if it went to my heart, my mind, nor my soul<br/>The betrayal of my heart to my mind<br/>The deepest agony, and anguish that I felt for myself.<br/><br/>My heart is shaking, trembling in anxiety<br/>I don’t know, I really don’t know<br/>But I am expected to know<br/>I should know…<br/><br/>My heart, my mind, my conscience<br/>They shout for different reason<br/>They shout for different happiness<br/>And to top of it they mean contradictory.</strong></p>http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5727892855http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5727892855Sun, 22 May 2011 18:49:00 +0800Hi peeps! First things first.. I really don&#8217;t know why I created a tumblr page. For the...http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5727342883http://noerudares.tumblr.com/post/5727342883Sun, 22 May 2011 18:09:00 +0800