Observing the merger

Waking up to self-responsibility,

2009-01-20T21:26:00.000+02:00

Self-defeat is not an option with breathing out the prana of self honesty,and breathing in an air of self-forgiveness.

Being as now, empty.

2009-01-17T18:27:00.000+02:00

This illustrates the momentum of being as now,
beyond hysterical.The result is in now and the result is oneness beyond the momentum of the shared autonomic dishonesties of the ever compressed mind-space and 'breathing' space which arises from seperation as definition as individual or group.

Fusedroot

Yes to day.

2009-01-17T17:56:00.000+02:00

Now, Yes to day will be written in the yesterday, or maybe yes in the rest of whats been 'days'...in the privvy of previous and the prior to the future maze .Wake-up to now...for sleeping in the moment as reality plays out leaves us in the realm of needing something to believe. Wake-up, for as to know is to no longer believe.

julian

Bat shrills.

2009-01-17T17:04:00.000+02:00

sounds all night within the crickets hind legs rubbing near the frogs brrrur buuur getting enchanting as the cacophonic rhythm takes a pause...shrill communicative dances inamongst dotted placement drills.

Down is up sometimes.

2009-01-16T08:34:00.001+02:00

Success and failure is part and parcel
of experience as constraints of consciousness within space-time.

Our real allocation point is specific. Clear ! yet undefined...
....not part of any boundary within the human conscious mind.

I Let go the poles for they are intertwined
I surf the equator beyond my shy lie
I express that I stand up as me in this organic shell
as one as equal as life
as all.

Unblog : It was next year that had I read it.

2009-01-16T08:07:00.000+02:00

As and within the rift of time, we stand as each other beyond the mind.
Interwoven and streched out to infinity we resume
where the future and the past meet as one, within and as you.
Beyond the signals and signs all is one,
moving on, alive and unresigned
bearing what we shall do and what we have done.

Julian

Definition of the extremes plot your middle path

2009-01-16T08:05:00.000+02:00

I let go of definition as this is where ends meet..
For the tips of those 'wings' define the middle ground
in which we blissfully stay asleep.

Julian

Today is no better, no worse!

2009-01-16T07:52:00.000+02:00

All the love, all the healing
all the meditations for peace
along with all the emotion
and all the feeling.
all amounting to another day in
the seperation as the 'all' scheming.

The rowed soliders called forests that provide our architectural demise
are in the very place which we came from, previous to this dark night.

Fusedroot

MY trip

2009-01-09T10:19:00.000+02:00

Mozambique & back...

Just arrived back from the sun and the sweat... the sand and the sea... I was greeted by a preying mantis when I got home... in my bathroom, I caught sight of it whilst on the loo, and I saw a stream of gas like water flowing strongly past it so I persued this communication and let it climb onto my hand and I put it on the window sil so we could be eye to eye.
this... as nature assisting me was a necessary moment in this streached out time.... initally because I have so many mozzie bites, and I know the mantis does not accept this, quite the opposite... so I swatted a mozzie and put it there for the mantis to eat...it wasn't really interested so I observed further, and it started cleaning each leg, really slow and with completness, occasionally turning its head and looking at me. By now I had tunnel vision and it was equal in size and and presence to me, the observation was obviously showing me the syncro destiny of the present.. we were having a cleaning session at the same time.. as I was about to hop into the bath and do the exact same thing...

Home from Mozambique.

2009-01-09T10:11:00.000+02:00

Just arrived back from the sun and the sweat... the sand and the sea... I was greeted by a preying mantis when I got home... in my bathroom, I caught sight of it whilst on the loo, and I saw a stream of gas like water flowing strongly past it so I persued this communication and let it climb onto my hand and I put it on the window sil so we could be eye to eye.
this... as nature assisting me was a necessary moment in this streached out time.... initally because I have so many mozzie bites, and I know the mantis does not accept this, quite the opposite... so I swatted a mozzie and put it there for the mantis to eat...it wasn't really interested so I observed further, and it started cleaning each leg, really slow and with completness, occasionally turning its head and looking at me. By now I had tunnel vision and it was equal in size and and presence to me, the observation was obviously showing me the syncro destiny of the present.. we were having a cleaning session at the same time.. as I was about to hop into the bath and do the exact same thing...

Back from the Mozzie infested mozambique

2009-01-09T09:23:00.000+02:00

Shux nature shows ya... just hope I don't have malaria... didn't bother with a profalactic.. we'll see hey... I feel fine, I had a introduction back to my yard from a mantis... & gave it a mosquito, had a bath... and it was still chillin on my window... The mantis and me really connected, so i hope to see it tonight again... it was sooo cute... cleaning its legs, turning its head and looking at me, it climed onto my hand and stood up.

Back from the Mozzie am Bique.

2009-01-09T09:22:00.000+02:00

Here like a Hare

2008-12-28T18:21:00.000+02:00

Not to rush though, I am the tortoise.

Know yourself as me.

2008-12-28T16:06:00.000+02:00

OR can I say know me as yourself. Tonight I rattled my mum in ways of cerebral activity, unfairly. My mum is so grounded, non bull-shit person who questions things as they arise and I was questioning the mind consciousness system within the nonagon and the system demons in a drunken state, so her common sense really caught me out... I feel like a drunken bit of history right now.... experience seesh loike.. helps with standing in common sense, and there-by honesty.

Thanks
Spira in Julian

Today..

2008-12-28T04:54:00.000+02:00

Morning world, maybe this is for just me, it spins & turns .. you are fore-warned.

When I awoke this morning I placed myself in and as the book the'Divine matrix' by Greg Braden, leaving me polarized and charged as to which camp is going to become the rising of the 10000 as the bible my insinuate it to be.

In this book it is implied that for any change to come about effectivley there has to be a critical mass or a tipping point to apply movement.
Here goes --- The square root of 1% of the worlds population is the amount of people needed to stand up, here, as now, one and equal to bring about change on a wider scale with EFFECT.
That is about 8000 individuals needed within, for the want of a better term ...Exact harmonic frequency...

So, as the internet brings together in an instant, beings from each corner of the globe there is vastly more potential for the event of this nature having perspective as a reality where actual change in the nature of our beingness can start to come about on a wider scale, and the effects noticable.

My initial step in this direction happened 2 years ago when I joined http://gaia.com on which there are now 140000 users and well, all love and light chakara types so I guess there is a reflective environment as to earths situation and so.... I just worled out that within the 140000 gaia subscribers there are probably 38 standing up already .... This I knew but could not express till now.
I am also coming to realise that when applying this square root application as one with practicality to bringing about movement that smaller groups will stand up quicker ... for example
A group of 900 people only need 3 to stand up
A group of 1600 people only need 4 to start the ball rolling ....

So I can imaging desteni group is permanently STANDING, 24/7 ... only 3 or 4 people needed as the catalyst there..
as for gaia... can you imagine 38 people standing up 24/7 ... especially the chakara types... they appear a bit content for this to happen, therefore through a scientific process I have expressed my formula that http://desteni.co.za has the potential to bring about the requited catalyst for change in this world. As big groups are really hard to devise we either have to have scores of desteni channels for each language, which it seems only Netherlands took initiave... So, basically, withi impulsive and spontaneous incling I devise that desteni re-designs their site to equal the code crunching power of the gaia site.. Looks like a spira spin out this last few sentences but there is sense here... I am going to meet the gaia team as a designer and see what code I can aquire, then fly of to Kwa-Zulu natal to collaborate with the desteni trust to impliment this software .... obviously it would be unafordable to buy (lol... a million bucks to save the planet from the continuing spiral of seperation.. but hey, I want it for fraa... cause the best things in life are free.. and this has to be a good thing.

Thanks
Julian Keogh

Outlandish Perspectives on the becomming inbetween time

2008-12-27T09:38:00.000+02:00

This is where the birds 'n bees seem to reside, but within the light program initiated in the physicality.
So I observe me as seperation within so-called physicality containing everything as such is within the streched time of a trapped holographic trajectory within an infinity cycle.
Back to the sqaure one if it all.

OK, loosening up on it all, I recently read within a book whom the author seems to have say 'packaged' modern subject matter ...in as such as view points comparable in nature to the Celestial prophicies pertaining to the two trains of thought polarity expressing that it was just a Novel OR a lifestyle toward transendence from the physical prison .... So ..
In this new book I'm reading.. The Divine Matrix, it seems the author has embelished a love and light bubble of protection.. but has many perspectives on the intrinsic nature of matter being connected by not just the unified field but by the observations thereof. and so the book goes on... It helps me fall asleep at night ... thats the main thing. Thanks .Jlz

Catching the rift.

2008-12-27T08:34:00.000+02:00

This here, as now, which already is between each and every moment is OUR beingness. In the rift where the I becomes we, as I write and as you read.

Stepping beyond the pre-conditioned, the elastic band streched as one thought, one memory ... like the beetle flys into the light. It is all we have known... trapped within the nonagon of time immemorial.
Herein I can only point self forgiveness toward and within as standing in helf honesty as all as one, here and equal.

I stand beyond the moment so life beomes one as me.

Thanks Julian

Next move is always and only now.

2008-12-25T01:44:00.004+02:00

I actually rekoned with the next move as a future narrative, instead of the control being pushed into the future as another obstacle to add to the procrastination list..

Arise to show...
So,inertia of the now or reactive plans as distractions seem to rapture, yes the nature of me...the moment recursivly looping whilst obsserving this pre-programmed play...reality, back to the new found term that it is again just as YES to day.

Thanz
Julian Keogh

....still and restlessly writing myself to freedom

2008-12-24T23:54:00.005+02:00

...to not change in the face of it, to stand tall...
...heavy beyond mental is what we make of it, one and equal and all.

... as is nature to throw forth bearing young in famine,
it resounds as to us, we know...
in and as self seperated nature within construct of intitave as time streched out, your fall

Agast we stand above the love and hate.. the robot within see's the future behind it.

M post below is an apple tree really.

2008-12-24T22:50:00.005+02:00

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to discern taste into favouritism polarities.
Self corrective application beyond futility of seeking bounds to gratify the oppurtunist within.

STOP, breathe... even stare if you will, .... and then STAND as is, and is, is as...

NWO EM

2008-12-22T15:56:00.000+02:00

Self-Reflections

I Pause... breath in self reflective forgivness toward correction...

...and breath out in self reflective honesty here as all, now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64cgtn4BjBk

Open source sites

2008-12-20T11:01:00.000+02:00

I'm testing out joomla, I see it's an open source idea turned into a commercial venture by every willing software junkie lol ...so ok, I admit it, I am not really willing to go and learn phpfirstly build a CMS (content management system ie. joomla) and then program the damm components and modules such as ticket booking, galleries, shops, bells and whistles... so the software academics do it and earn some cash on the side...

So, My entanglement is

I been hosting and designing on a small scale for a few years, with a reasonable risk investment .. nothing thats overwhelming... however... pressure is on to step up and formalise a bit and take a stand of say bounds and paramaters of tasks... as I seem to dive into, or get persuaded into other peoples entertainment dreams.

So, if I am to be able to assist and support (usually a personal site to hobby to writer to an artist/muso/poet/entertainer) then investment into multi-user booking and e-commerce software is essential through joomla, hosting unlimited sites on one efficient server. A plan of payment per annum..and all that.
I gotta really start by designing myself a page, then sort all my previous sites with specificity. /then start as now for the now.

Actuality of the last 3 weeks

2008-12-20T10:38:00.000+02:00

So a planned trip to the Chims, /moz and beyond ended up in pre-cursor leaps into the forests and mountains. I have had 2 trips to nyanga, enjoyed ..yep.. loops, a few.. I noticed them, which felt like a start in scripting out of the matrix of pre-programs as one with my awareness... and new realities abounded as themselves.. so more of that where-ever in the world I am.

The loops back home are at that really recursive stage, but in actuality a bit worse cause I had good momentum once as a habit as my parents, now it's just my vacume ... there's my own house within theirs so I have no excuse, however the more spacious the more resonance.. so harmonics can get overwhelming, just like being stuck in a small APARTment..
Thanks jzllzji

Standing up

2008-12-06T07:08:00.000+02:00

Today I am in my comfort zone with the inner itch of applying some practical innovations to my home. There is so much maintainence needing doing before I take 3 weeks out to visit Chimanimani and Mozambique........ where to start ? by writing a blog about it lol

appease

2008-12-05T18:04:00.000+02:00

todAY i rendered an outreach away from the preprogrammed system. This done while hung over AND out... a bottle o scotch, i feel like a yogi.. where's the after efx... so normalize, yes.. the poison is doing little/// in english... i'm trying to hold my own, yes after an outburst but to the square root of the last.. little damage other than minds ships to shore/// no cars wrecked.. the phone signal bips in the background...