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oldhacks@gmail.com — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 19:34:16 PST

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ohhi forever

oldhacks@gmail.com — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 16:36:17 PST

I can be whoever whereever whatever I want when I want. forever and ever amen.

ohhi happy birthdays

oldhacks@gmail.com — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 11:42:20 PST

I had asked a guy over the internet that was in Israel if he thought 10:30 was too early in the morning to start drinking. he told me he thought I was being childish. so I chastised him.

"What about Charles Bukowski?"
"well look at the musicians though. they didn't last very long" he replied.
"well thats cuz they didn't have enough method to their madness." i stated in defense as I popped the cork and started enjoying my beverage.

the phone rang. It was Natalia. acting chipper as usual.

"what are you doing?" she asked.

"What do you think I'm doing?" I asked rhetorically.

"drinking wine?" she responded. I could tell she was smiling on the other end.

"how old are you 23? 24?" I gingerly commented.

"I'm 29." she said with a long ending nine.

birthdays. I stopped counting mine years ago.

I hadn't been invited or else I probably would've tried to show more restraint concerning the bottle I'd bought the day before. but I knew once I saw her number come up on my phone that my invitation had finally arrived.

"do you want to come with us? some friends of mine are throwing me a little get together"

after some fun discussion I finally agreed to take a shower and put on some clothes and meet them once I had myself together. on my way to the shower I was greeted by my indifferent room mates. boasting with laughter. then quieting once I passed through. I took a nice long shower. something I don't normally do. I guess the wine had slowed me down enough to enjoy it this time. once I got out I could sense the quietness outside again. I went back in my room passing by sour looks and blasted some exciting music. "Sightings / Absolutes" while the music blasted I had trouble figuring out what went with what as far as clothes were concerned.

brown blazer. yellow tie. blue button up.

no.

blue shirt yellow tie brown cardigan.

no. that didn't work either.

I noticed the time and went with a tried and true. whatever works.

as I was brushing my teeth I noticed a humongous zit had emerged on my right nostril. "now thats just great." I said under my breath to myself as I spit out a mouth full of tooth paste.

I got my keys, my drugs, took one last quick sip of wine and headed down stairs.

knock knock. Natalia greeted me. looking as rushed and confused as ever. yet calm and resolute. Scott gave me a warm greeting. everyone smiling. I was tired though. and made no illusions that I wasn't.

we gathered ourselves and made our way to the train.

the train was jam packed with people. standing room only. we slid our way into the middle of the aisle and braced feet as the doors closed and the train started to ride. along the way Natalia told me of a new song that she had written which she sang into my good ear. the train was screaming but her soft melody was transcending and I listened carefully as we roared under the ocean.

once we got to town Scott left us to pick up his bike and we gave each other some simple farewells. I followed Natalia up the escalator and around the bend. I'd follow her nearly anywhere. cause where ever she's going there's fun to be had. once we got to a certain street we turned left and were faced with a very steep hill to climb. I turned and walked it backwards. She walked up behind me talking the entire way. even when she's out of breath she's got words she's trying to spit out. she was telling some story about how she saw some friend of hers and she couldn't tell if the person had seen her or was ignoring her and how she had helped her move into the house next door to the house we were going to.

as she finished her story we arrived. at which point we were very graciously welcomed by her hosts. The place was immaculate. great furniture. wide open spaces. good music playing. a giant back yard. with beautiful trees. After scoping out the place one of her hosts opened up a bottle of champagne. I worried that that might be all there was to drink. but my fears were quickly resolved when he offered "hey we've got lots to drink. there's champagne. we've got white wine. red wine"

"red... please" I said feeling relieved.

a nice tall dark glass of red wine appeared in a nice glass that I quickly took to sipping on as I went back to scoping out my new surroundings. they talked about everything that came to mind. I did my best to not seem out of place. They seemed friendly enough though so I didn't worry too much.

as they were discussing the choir and a certain member in particular named Sarah that Natalia laughed "the hot one". which I guess everyone was in agreement with me about since it was enough of a consensus for Natalia's joke to be fully understood. A knock on the door. and speak of the devil in came the hot one dancing and bursting with energy. the volume of the conversation immediately changed. suddenly there were 3 conversations happening at once. in 3 different directions. all mostly being directed by the girls in the room.

I sat and tried not to stare. I had noticed her at the show a few weeks prior. but then again who didn't. they were talking about things I always have no where to go with. work. college. school. places I've never been. things I've never seen. people I've never met. But I did my best to nod and inject whenever I saw fit without being imposing. another knock. and more beautiful women.quickly the house was filled with beautiful women all with warm spirits and heart felt smiles. Some just stopping in for a moment. some pouring themselves drinks and settling in. Her mother and sister stopped by along with her little niece who must have been 1. maybe 1 and a half at the most. we laughed as her niece put on Natalia's shoes as Natalia put on her tiny shoes. the way they waddled in perfect unison being the funniest of all. like a school of fish. the gene pool never being more obviously conveyed.

Scott dished out some excellent looking orderves. some kind of fruit with goat cheese and what looked like parsley or mint. they looked excellent but I passed on them anyways. Natalia sang her new song for everyone. and we all sat and stood quietly. except for her niece who much like her aunt demands attention. her sister took her off to enough of a distance for Natalia to get through her new song and we all enjoyed it and genuinely applauded once she was finished.

The drinks kept coming and I kept drinking. I asked him what kind of wine he was serving. If it was french or Californian. He seemed to think it was local. If it was local it was a good blend. not quite as meaty as I prefer it but tasty and not too sweet and not at all spicy.

One of the guests was boasting about her worldly travels. another complaining about how she's never been adventurous enough. the night smoothly running it's course till it was time for her family to leave with the tiring child. And with them leaving they left all of us feeling like we could smoke and drink a little more casually.

The music got louder as did the conversation. laughing out loud. joy being passed around in glasses and through pipes. My eyes kept wandering in the same direction even though they were surely unwarranted. So I kept drinking and smiling with smiling people. politics in music. politics in politics. why what songs were being played and who was playing them. the city. the country. what the future will be like. and how the past looked so far.

on our way home. the moon was as full and bright as I've ever seen it. street lights weren't necessary. I stopped in one of the liquor stores along our way back to the train and grabbed me the cheapest bottle of red french wine they had. not a bad selection just as Scott said before I rushed in. on the train we found seats and felt good. good people. doing good things for good people. why do we have to wait for the day that we're born to celebrate being alive?..

good morning world

oldhacks@gmail.com — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 12:23:56 PDT

ohhi forever

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 22:44:25 PDT

I sold myself off. I gave it away. I put up the cost. it's all a matter of what's right? what's true? what matters? when you really get down to it. there's nothing more powerful then truth. there's nothing more inhibiting or refreshing. nothing more important. you can't fuck with truth. you either have it or you don't. how much time is left? how many minutes? forever you say? is that all?

ohhi blodd and wine

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 04:30:34 PDT

I gave you my life. it wasn't enough. my life has never been enough for anyone. no matter where I roam. I ask. I beg . I demand. its all the same. life is pathetic. life ais a joke. life is meaningless. life is a fart. life is an orgasm. life comes and it goes. no one know no onw cares. nore willl they ever. its as meaningless as slicing a goats throat for satan. its as meaningless as jerking off. you know the girl on your computer screen doesn't know you. but you like watching her get fucked anyways. cuz for one brief shining moment you're not the one getting fucked. no one cares . nor will they ever. its all a meaningless game. whos ahead this time? whos ahead right now. what does that even matter? as long as they don't have nuclear weapons to prove their point. I fought for love. I fought for it in all of my actions. but I was never good enough. I never mattered enough to anyone to be worth fighting for. not to the fat fuck in missouri not to the only woman who ever tried to love me in california.

she tried at least. I guess I'm just not born to be loved. I guess what I'm worth is wrthlessness. I prove that you can in fact be comepletely and utterly useless to the world. and yet still try to Have a point. I shake hands. I greet people with smiles. I show kind gestures. I show people my good intent. never is it enough. never is my attempt to live a fullfilling life worth the effort. never is my attempt to eb worthy of someone elses time been proven truthful. so here I am . and there I go. like a fart in the wind. like an aborted fetus that was spared life. like a dead fly spattering and flapping his wings. fighting for that last breath. fighting for the reason. the only reason any of us will ever know. to stay alive? a fly fights for the right to exist so that it can eat shit! is that all I am. a fly. I came in and I came out of your window. you shoed me away aw quick as you could. without reason. just because I invaded your space. I asked you for permission to exist. I asked you if you could see me. I asked you if you knew I was there. and you responded YES but that you wish I hadn't. every where I've gone everything I've done. was all for my own ammusement. too bad I was the subject of liars and thieves. heartless vandals that would just as soon slit my throat then offer me a meal. no beginning no end. because there was no meaning. no meaning what so ever. no beginning no end because there was no value bestowed upon me and mine. my thoughts. my love. my ambition. all self generated. for self gratiification. just as all humans act. nothing special . nothing important. just antother grain of sand on a desert island yet having been discovered. and even when discovered labeled something else. and treated as an object.

nothing matters. there no reason to even write this passage. there's no reason to een think these thoughts. it will never matter to no one. the end.

arguing politics. for the millionth and 1st time

oldhacks@gmail.com — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 10:08:20 PDT

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we need police

police are paid taxes.

you need taxes to defend yourselves from rapists and murders.

taxes cant be voluntary otherwise the cops wont get paid. and the rapists and murderers wont be afraid to committ rape and murder.

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No, people like you and I want defense from murderers and rapists. You do not need to rob people, create a coercive monopoly on defense, or operate on death threats (pay us or go to a cage or get shot) to defend people from murders, thieves, and other aggressive actors. It makes no sense especially then the organization itself is structured to do that.

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*especially when the oragnization itself is structured to engage in those same aggressive actions.

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taxes is not thievery. taxes are an investment. thats all. they're a necesary investment that keeps your societies Insured against certain predictable threats. its like the difference between having a bridge and NOT having a bridge.

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well the thing is is that once you change peoples minds... then what? If you don't make it "Law" then it doesn't matter what the majority knows or doesn't they're gonna be confronted by a hostile private sector and government. so you have to make it law and then you have to enforce it. and back your enforcement with the threat of lost liberty. you have to make it clear.

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I agree I am all for making non aggression "the law".

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you have to enforce it. how do you enforce law if not by threat of losing your liberties?

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Many are from Ron Paul, some are from Gravel (since he had a smaller following, others have been anarchists before 2008, and others just came from other routes.

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I was in a punk band where I climbed out of an 8 foot tall smoking vagina in a dress on stage. our singer wore a diaper and an eye patch. we travelled the country doing China White Heroin and stealing food and sleeping on couches.. the dwarves told us that we were their favorite band. do you understand? thats anarchy.

we sang ballads about child molestation and got in fist fights and left FOOD BOMBS where if the bar didn't pay us right we'd stash milk jugs of waste under their stage. "anarchy"

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That is not political anarchism or what any major anarchist political thinker has written about. I don't care about labels anyway but the conepts. Please engage in the concepts, not labels and semantics.

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in the KKK's eyes they were acting out of self defense from the freedoms they'd lost to washington..

why are you so afraid of the Majority of Americans making their own laws?

wouldn't yo prefer to live in a country where everyone has a say rather then just living in either A) an elitist piece of shit government like we have now or B) a nation of roaming gangs where nothing is orderly and everything is dependent upon the judgement calls of local war lords? these fantasies of yours arent healthy

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dude you're worse then Bill CLinton when it comes to acting like you dont know things that we both know that you do!

Switserland most certainly did form naturally and stayed afloat by the peoples willingness to go along with their forms of traditions and values. don't try and act like there's no example of what I'm talking about. YOU'vE GOT SOMALIA I've GOT SWITZERLAND

MAKE your choice..

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I don't think the Jews or Federal Reserve control the world so I don't know why you brought that up. Switzerland do not form on a consent basis. Somalia is a decentralized statism, not an anarchism though its living standards improved after the central government fell but it is hardly what I advocate.

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I brought up Ron Paul for the same reason that you brought up Mike Gravel. the anarchists are from ron pauls left over shit campaign.

it went 9/11 loose change - alex jones -
"mr. free markets" ron paul - campaigns over... anarchism. thats how its gone, so the question is. where does this school of fish have left to go? what ideas have they not devoured yet as a young angry mob out to conquer where ever they roam? hopefully it'll be democracy. because then they'll actually change shit

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the KKK was a voluntary militia that hung people that they deemed deserved it. YES in fucking DEED the fucking KKK were a bunch of make it up as you go along fuck the laws and fuck washington DC ANARCHISTS

thats the company you keep. the KKK and you. snuggled up tightly. with ron paul reading you fantastic tales about the federal reserve and jewish alumni's that control you're lives.

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you act like anarchism is some NEW fucking development when anarchism has been around since the very beginning of this state.

people that cant work, artists, degenerate, outcasts. they all turn to anarchism. because anarchism at its core is individualism. it teaches you that "why should you care what your society thinks or does because they're all stupid". and I agree except for when IF YOU CAN ACTUALLY CHANGE THE LAW that you fucking SHOULD. because its COMMON FUCKING SENSE

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I am all for changing our current society. I don't know if I completely agree with your quote, and it is not the "definition of anarchism" (Greek for no rulers) but I am in agreement that it can and should be changed. The difference is I want a system based on consent and mutual aid (that can include majoritiarian democracy over individuals who consent to the system), not institutionalized aggressive violence. Either way it requires changing minds.

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well how are you goin to change it without democracy? huh genius? answer me that? how you gonna get ANYTHING to change unless the majority of people are willing to go a along with it? otherwise you're pissing in the wind.

institutionalized aggresion AGAINST RAPISTS AND MURDERS

you really like to leave that part out.

Yea its a crying shame that we have people that are trained to beat the shit out of rapists and murderers. yea I feel terrible for them murderers and rapists . they got it bad.

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No the murders and rapists commited aggression. I am not saying they should be freed. The murders and rapitists commited aggression against others, acting against them after that is defense, not aggression. I think you need to look up the common definition of aggression.

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You are conflating your idea of democracy with changing people's minds and a consent based system for non aggressive people. If that is your new definition of democracy then I agree with democracy. If it still includes cocercion against non aggressive people then no.

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the common law IS non-aggression.

laws against RAPE thats NON-AGGRESSION tard

laws against murder = NON-AGGRESSION

to have police you need taxes.

taxes keep rape and murder illegal dumbshit.

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There are programs within the state that are aggressive in nature such as corporate welfare, protection of land monopolies, etc. That is not all current law is. Additionally barring others services from coming about to deal with murder and rape is aggression itself. You do not need taxes (involuntary payments) to fund protection services. We have also been over this a few dozen times.

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and those programs can EASILY be abolished if we were in charge.

barring others services from dealing with rapists and murders. dude you have flown off the fucking deep end you know this?

so rape and murder are a profit margin now? companies should be able to compete based on results and merit pay for how well they privately deal with rapists and murderers. yea we tried that once it was called the KKK!

slap* slap* slap* SNAP OUT OF IT DUDE!

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No that is not what the KKK did. It committed aggression. They can be non profit or for profit as long as they do not commit aggression and only engage in defending people from or responding to aggression. Majority, involuntary law making over what is tied to people's labor is not the same as just "convincing people". It is aggression.

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Well by state I don't mean size as much as I mean this
an aggressive violent monopoly or near monopoly of certain services over land not tied to labor or over individuals who have not consented which, by the general public conception, does so in a manner not considered to be legitimate for other groups of humans or individuals to engage in.

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I know your definition of state. I just don't see how you're version of statehood is in any way comparable to mine...

the only statehood that matters is

"we the people"

when do people and cultures turn into states? when they start raising taxes? but taxes emerge whether through a government b the people or by the private sector so which is it?

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That is dependent on how you define taxation, if you mean involuntary payments then no. No society has developed into a statism on a voluntary, consensual basis. It has either formed through conquest, minority or majority forced revolution, or other forms of aggression that made it legitimate for only a certain number of people to engage in while others could not.

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how are you going to exapnd that without democracy? it's impossible. stop wasting time! tell people the TRUTH.

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By convincing people not to support the initiation of force against pot users. It depends by what you mean by the word democracy. From you idea of it you support it being coercive so not by your definition or idea of it.

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convincing people = thats democracy.

convincing people is coercive. we should let people voluntarily decide whether they should be allowed to force someone... jesus christ you fuckers spin a tangled web. circles and circles anc circles just never ending. but never actually saying or Doing ANYTHING.

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It depends what you mean by disrespecting the law. I do "do things my own way" if you will. The corporate-state set up is not voluntary under any conception of Lockean, communal, or another set of property rights. To suggest we have a free society is laughable will so much ruling over indiviuals and what is tied to their labor.

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disrespecting the law.

the laws as they stand today are all written for of and by the rich correct? and thats why they're shitty laws right?

so you take the law making ability out of the hands of the elites and you give it to the ordinary man whos looking out for his ordniary interests. WA fucking LAH! problem fucking solved. YOU KNOW THIS SHIT ALREADY! how in the fuck did you DIGRESS? you de-evolved!? you went BACK WARDS in your capacity to REASON... like a paul tard voting for McCain.

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Because both a rich elite dictating orders to non aggressive people or a majority dictating laws to non aggressive people is a violation of my opposition to aggression. In anarchism, or whatever you wish to call it, the common law would be aggression. Any law requiring a positive obligation from ones labor would need to be consented too. As long as positive obligation is consented too then I have no problem with it. Using political imperialism I do have a problem with.

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*the common law would be non aggression

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All I really see you doing is trying to pass off democracy as anarchy. If there are no rulers by your definition of anarchy, then no one man can make law, and if you accept the majority decision in making law then that is a democracy.

The real question here should be, why are you trying to sell off democracy as if it were Anarchy?

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My god oldhacks see this is why I don't know if you are trolling or have a terrible memory. We have been over this about a dozen times as well. Murder, rape, and other aggressive crimes would be illegal de facto under anarchism because they are aggressive actions against people and what is tied to their labor without consent. The common law if you will would be non aggression. Laws that require positive obligations would have to be consented too.

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my god Nothing dude. I'm TIRE TIRE TIRE of this crap. everyone needs to stop fucking talking about how great it "could be" like punkrockoutlaw76 where every time he starts a sentence it's "Imagine a world where...blah blah"

I'm not IMagining anything. I'm Seeing Results! 2 dollar wine by LAW. marijuana made legal by LAW. soon to have the first bullet train in the fucking country BY LAW. WAKE THE FUCK up Florida college boy. You don't know SHIT!

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The problem is hacks, is that you think you need a state to makes these things legal. Any system, coerced or not requires ideological support. In order to get pot legal (and excusing you simplistic view of the wine case) you have to convince people which has been going on. I and he are not against that, but you don't need a state to do that.

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With or without our current system you need ideological support to decriminalize non aggressive actions and we just wish to expand that all the way into a free society.

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I dont think I need a state. open the borders. who the hell cares. as long as they're willing to sign up so we know who they are when they cross over. I have no problem with having a relaxed and simple immigration policy so wtf r u talking about?

what "state" America? sure. thats where I'm from. it sits in the middle of Canada and Mexico. Canada and Mexico aren't dropping their borders. so even if we drop ours the borders will still stand due to their statehood. RE- A - Li - TY. come look

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Hacks you are one to say someone is brainwashed. I was a supporter of Mike Gravel's ideas at one time and to an extent I still am. I probably put more videos out on Gravel than any other user besides Gravel himself. Your problem is that you are ignorant of the ideas of anarchism and for whatever reason you refuse to understand them or be reasoned. You have hardly progressed in your criticisms of anarchism that you started months ago unlike other people who have more learned critiques.

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I'm not a supporter of Mike Gravels Ideas. He introduced me to Democracy and I've incorporated it into my way of thinking. it's called Learning. adapting. Progressing even.

you've never done anything even REMOTELY anarchist in your entire life dude. so quit mouthing. just a bunch of birds chirping away. playing that grade school game "telephone" its fucking ridiculous!

laws emerge. dont you want a say in the laws that emerge from your society? cmon polo shirt anarchist. spit it out.

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Well yes you have moved into worse ideas than Gravel had, but NI4D was his main goal. I should have been more specific. All of that is depending on what you mean by doing something anarchist. Luckily there are still actions that are voluntary and cooperative that you can engage without state, religious, and corporate coercion. Spreading ideas and learning yourself is the most important action I can see one doing.

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Now, organizing is something that I haven't been able to do because there are not a lot of anarchists or (whatever term you wish to use) in my area but the numbers are growing. It went around zero from 2 years app. a few dozen on campus alone. This is exactly what I am referring to when I say you are still in a state of ignorance. We have been over this probably a dozen times. Anarchism does not ban laws or having a say.

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worse ideas how you loud mouth?

anarchism is living on your by your own accord.

disrespecting the law.

disavowing yourself from your surroundings and doing things your own way.

that has, is and forever will be the true nature of anarchism. voluntaryism is fucking cop out. thats what we have NOW. right NOW you can volunteer to donate to causes. and your boss and Volunteer how much he pays and how much he owns. when are you fuckers gonna stop talking and start ACTING. thats what i wanna know

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Anarchism is Greek for no rulers, not no rules or regulations depending on what you mean by the term. Means of exchanges would garner their value by how well they are managed which would lead people to adopt them. You do need acceptance, but you don't need coercion to achieve that. The currency would gain its legitimacy through how it is maintained just as any other service.

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Again you need to actually look into political anarchism more. Still it is getting away from what we were discussing earlier. Trashing collecting would exist under an anarchism because people would demand trash pickup and there will be people willing to provide that service.

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such a bunch of crap.

why do you want rapists and murderers to go free? answer me that. why should rape and murder be legal?

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Good video.

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thanks

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The city pays people to pick up trash, it is not voluntary. They pay them a decent wage becuase they no its a crap job. They pay them with fiat money that has a value in this society. With your logic people would accept buttons as payment and be happy about it, which is totally unrealistic.

Paychecks wont exist under anarchism, because money wont exist or have value. It sounds like to me your trying to take a word "anarchism" and manuplate the meaning to serve your own ideal purpose.

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I never said the way it is paid is voluntary, it is not. Those that decide to work as trash collectors is voluntary. There is no coercion to force people to be trash collectors. Button could be used as a means of exchange though it probably wouldn't used because it could be duplicated easily. Paychecks very well could exist under anarchism.

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*Buttons
I suggest you actually read anarchist monetary thinkers like Benjamin Tucker, Murray Rothbard, and Lysander Spooner for starters. Even anarchists that preferred voluntary communism talked of notes as payment options. There would be no involuntary central banks like we have know.

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you ever read about the history of the american socialist movement. the union wars. the class war fare. the spanish americans that fought on our side in the mexican american war. the french that openly traded with the indians and accidentally wiped out half of them on their way back home.

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who is edgar allen poe if he's not an american? hunter s thompson, william burroughs.

we are a gang. a gang of degenerates that all escaped the racism of the nations we our ancestors originated from.

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If you intend to use a check to pay someone you need some sort of currancy that is accepted by the majority, and if you have such a system that is a democracy. Paychecks couldnt exist under anarchism because in "Anarchism" there are no established laws or regulations. If you think there are you are manipulating the meaning.

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dude I think its great that you're giving them the benefit of the doubt that they can actually understand "reason" but you and I both know that these fuckers are all one step away from being declared mentally challenged.

they're like scientologists. they've all been brain washed. some will eventually come out of it and thats where we come in. but yea. you gotta make it plain

you want money? you need democracy. regardless the size.

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321 now..

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you really are just totally and completely fucking pathetic. who the fuck are you to come comment on my shit like you're somebody and you got something to say when nobody has a fucking CLUE who you are yet Everyone knows who I am and where I stand! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!?

You're a fucking NOBODY and you'll DIE A FUCKING WORTHLESS ASS NOBODY WITHOUT SHIT TO SAY. YOu've wasted you're entire fucking life NAY SAYING everyone around you. while YOU YOURSELF HAVNE'T DONE SHIT! Go suck a cows COCK

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and I've got my shirt off because there's a fucking Heat wave going on here in the bay. white trash. do you even know what white trash is you worthless piece of shit? yea white trash. fucking Henry Rollins has appeared a million times in a million different places with his shirt off. Is he White trash you stupid fuck? "OH well no thats henry rollins. you're not henry rollins" Fucking poser. you got no BALLS dude. you got NONE! you might as well be a Kitten at the Pound. You're so god damn useles

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I think you need lay off the intoxicants for a bit to better think your arguments. Although, i guess theres no harm in entertaining us all with your half-witted ramblings with your shirt off.

This totally screams "IM WHIIITE TRAAASH!"

hahaha!

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god I hate you people. so fucking ignorant. it's like talking to a bunch of children on a play ground trying to explain to them how things work.

go live in your pretend lord of the flies bullshit fantasy. I'm trying to explain to people how to ACTUAL HAVE AN EFFECT. fucking worthless ass mother fucking CHUMP

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view count frozen at 304 for over 24 fucking hours now...

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a man that many anarchist seem to favor once said:
"seems like the more
i think i know
the more i find i don't
every answer opens up so many questions anarchy sounds good to me
Then someone asks, "who'd fix the sewers?"
"would the rednecks just play king
of the neighborhood?"
how many liberators
really want to be dictators
every theory has its holes
when real life steps in"

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that sounds an awful lot like Aristotle's teachings.

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All I have to say is you were bought off. Very cheaply I might add. It's gonna take a lot more than a 2 dollar bottle of piss and a bag of mid-grade to get me to make a whore out of my soul. Have fun with your "democracy" tonight though.

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cheaply? the legalization of booze and marijuana is the tip of the fucking ice burg. you fight the law by making Better ones. that way everyone agrees to them. I'm Drunk and I can grasp this. Its fucking pathetic listening to people give excuse as to why they shouldn't have top FIGHT

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"cure cancer" yes or no?

Dude. Luxuries like living from cancer aren't something we can just vote ourselves. And even if we could, voting it would suck up sooooo many resources compared to a free market that we'd lose sooooo many other luxuries.

Understanding economics will bring us all the greater wealth and SOL. We just have to accept the fact that we have to work for it.

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why aren't they?

who says they're not? You? and you alone? should you Andy be the lone decider on whether we make a seriouslt well finded effort towards finding cures to ainceient deadly diesases? You andh you alone Andy? No one else should be able to decide whether or not cancer is as worthwhile fight? "well oh it should be Voluntary" yea Fuck voluntary god damn cowards are Afraid of using FORCE! well I'm not and fick you for being so god damn insensitive.

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If it wasn't for govt. intervention, lots of people could make 2 buck chuck themselves and not pay 2 dollars for someone else'e wine.

Also, the fact that govt. regulates or even made marijuana illegal is pathetic. The drug trade generates a lot of revenue for the govt. Why do you think the shit is still illegal?

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Come by sometime. Tonight would be good. Youtube message me and I will give you the link and we can discuss it if you wish.

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Foolishly composed.

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It's funny to see all the retarded motherfuckers on this comment board.
Ad homs, infinite "what if" questions due to peoples' lack of creativity, the cheering on of oldhacks after he makes himself look foolish.
(If you can't already see why, check punkoutlaw76's response to this video)

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lol anarchists
My favorite is "if you remove government, the people will govern themselves".

*raises hand*

Ummm.... so the people will form a new government? What's your plan then? Remove each government as it comes along? Like digging holes in sand? It refills itself and you dig again, getting nowhere? Come on.

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It is almost like unlimited secession.
However, it takes a lot of belief (ideology) in a state and force at the margins for a state to form as a result of it being seen as legitimate.

You should probably do some research before you make more comments like that.

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government/governance=/=state. The only problem anarchists have with the state is it's coercive nature, allow governments to be voluntary to pay and there's no problem.

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Pretty much, I wouldn't do it, chances are you wouldn't either.

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No I wouldn't but there are people who do it even in our current society. They do it for the pay check which would not be banned in an anarchism. The state doesn't force people to collect trash. It is mostly done on a voluntary basis.

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same old same old, oldhacks

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yea but this time with wine :)

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old hack for president please.

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good, guy ! by the way, if you don't accept me for friend, i just can't send you personal messages. right ?

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Anarchy is fun, until your toilets overflow and no one picks up the trash. Get a clue mutafukas!

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Yes because trash collecting services and plummers are forbetten in an anarchism.

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Well, they can like you but not your views.Or maybe your just a hot chick.

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Gubment buds??? You've got it made.
I'd give my left nut for a weed card. Not an option in KY, yet.

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What was the question you asked? If it was something about roads, wages, police, or any of the other things they have been answering for the past few months; that is probably why.

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No it was about how do they intend to fend against foreign invaders and were do they think all the nuclear weapons in the USA are going to go. And they automatically shouting at me and calling me brainwashed.

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Those are fair questions. Do you ever go on stickam?

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Not really

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gang stalking

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:33:13 PDT

this is a quick tutorial showing how youtube can easily be forced to bend to the will of the users at any given time and for any reason deemed necessary by the users. thus reclaiming youtube as free domain and reestablishing it as a free video sharing network site for all to enjoy.

step one) form a gang. you need at least 5 people to be effective.

step two) agree to a name. it doesn't matter what the name is. just as long as everyone agrees to use it. the better the name though the more noticeable your tag will be.

step three) tag. set up a time and date for a live meeting using a third party chat device to communicate from. have your party sign up for accounts on youtube using seemingly identical names. for example the first person would be "gangmember1" then the next person signs up as "gangmember2" followed by "gangmember3" and so on and so forth. anonymity and numbers are two of the greatest assets for any army. ours are no different.

have a vote on what to tag. and then launch an assault. comments are youtubes Achilles heel. you can take over any youtube users comment board on all of youtube as a gang. you can shut down entire channels. its all just a matter of will and organization.

the great thing about this is there's nothing youtube can do about it. beyond getting rid of comments entirely.

so if you want to get youtubes attention. form a gang. and tag the shit out of every thing and anything that youtube is promoting. anything that they're pushing to the top of the pile. be it shanesawson, sxephill, fred, the amazing atheist, and flood their videos and their channels with comments. leave a mess behind. the bigger the party the bigger the mess.

happy gang stalking.

ohhi flint

oldhacks@gmail.com — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 13:54:21 PDT

you made me feel loved just one last time. and it was the most special love of them all. chapter and verse. note for note. no other woman ever made me feel more at peace. and even though you went just as soon as you came, it still would have been enough to sustain me for a thousand years. A million poems wouldn't be enough. a million songs. all dedicated to you. the beauty in the stroke of my pen. its finesse. its glory. all stemming from your pocket. All of it being yours to keep. yours to own for eternity. you were born with a magic touch. your eyes shimmer. your foot steps soft as snow. the crisp autumn breeze. the fawning of your light. the brightest of stars. serenity. truth. divinity. you are the glory and the light. they made up gods just to try and comprehend your mystique. your transcendental carriage. the ever lasting inspiration. the worlds only hope. yes. a little bit of love can go a long way.

ohhi hey chief

oldhacks@gmail.com — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 21:12:07 PDT

I could drink wine and write poems for a thousand thousand years. it still wouldn't be long enough and they still wouldn't be good enough. I could write a poem for every person I've ever met and every person I ever will meet. a song for the world. and of course they would be quick to tell me that it's not good enough but never the less it would still be their poem because I deemed it such. put a nickel in the juke box. some one play a song on the piano. don't let the air stand still. it's got a timer ya know. it's all about to blow. how much time till you're done waiting and it's all anew. how many times before you learn not to do it or learn how better To do it? how many times before you figure out which way is up and which way is down.

whos keeping score? someone ought to.

ohhi you aint missing much

oldhacks@gmail.com — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 14:57:18 PDT

the sadness comes on like a headache. it sits there in my mind and in my belly. it's underwhelming. it means about as much as a self provided orgasm. stare at the ceiling. sense the rain. the wind. the dark skies. its all in one. the wine helps. but its not a cure. day in day out. no ones there to watch me fade. no ones there to tell me I'm going bald. that my shirts not tucked in. that my jokes aren't funny. that my smile is crooked. that I'm lying. that I'm full of shit. no ones there to knock me off of my high horse. so I can just ride and ride. and nothing stands in my way because I'm on my own. you don't know me and I don't owe you. nothing special. nothing at all. not even a shadow. not even a guess. not even a question. everyones a liar though. everyone tells bad jokes. No one is perfect. but everyone seems more perfect then me. to me I'm the greatest failure that ever lived. I have no reason for staying. I have no reason for having ever been born. can I kill my neighbor and get away with it? sure I could because it's Random. no one would ever know. nor care. who cares about some nobody like my neighbor? about the same amount of people that would miss me I gather. so he could kill me. why don't we kill each other then? whats he waiting for? what am I waiting for? things get Worse over time. not better. the only way in which they get better is that you appreciate things more because of your inability to capture the moment. so in essence things are getting worse and because they're worse they're better? things taste better, smell better, act better, feel better. becuase they're losing their flavor, they're losing their touch, they're losing their mojo. more and more every day. and the more it fades the more we focus on the color. get in while the gettings good. don't wait. don't waste your time thinking about whether it's right or wrong. if it feels good DO IT cuz you only got so much time before it all becomes meaningless.

ohhi kill the messenger

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sat, 10 Oct 2009 16:53:06 PDT

oh to be one of the greats. great what? who knows. great somethings. something memorable. I know that much at least. it's those that are remembered that were great. sure. they can make statues out of me. dedicate a school, a playground. put my face on the cover. smiling. beeming with pride. from ear to ear. why? because I'm great. and they all know that I'm great. and being great is great all unto itself. what a joke.

no one takes the time to recognize greatness now though. so how can there really be anything great if it's just gonna vanish just as quick as it came?

the string theory. time and space. splitting the atom. well we made some nuclear bombs. we've at least accomplished that much. we can destroy ourselves at the blink of an eye. pull the trigger. start the count down. a Blaze of glory. all gone in one shebang. we figured out at least that much. we figured out how to tempt fate. we figured out how to challenge our maker. God says he knows when the rapture will come. oh yea. well We say the rapture comes when We say it does. fuck you god. we aint got time to wait around on your lazy ass. we'll bring the whole house of cards down on ourselves and we'll do it all in the name of PROGRESS. We were the FIRST and the LAST. the only ones that really mattered because we took the world by storm and didn't leave any crumbs behind. not even the tiniest amount of scraps for the left over cockroaches that followed.

her poems are so much better then mine. where is she.

ohhi time saver

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sat, 10 Oct 2009 14:02:51 PDT

Selby was right. I feel like I've wasted my entire life and I want to redo the entire thing. what have I done? nothing of any real importance. It was important to me at the time. but now all I have is time. no time to spare. no time like the present. a penny saved is a penny earned. all that jazz. lots of advice in the advice column. all from distinguished failures. I have some advice for you. don't waste your time thinking about it too much. If you're on a cliff and people are telling you to jump then you should jump. How is it that the dog is smarter then their masters? the dog knows what he wants. the dog knows how to sink his teeth into whatever it is thats got him by the nose. the dog knows why he wants it too. all this about how the human imagination beats all. the human imagination is a big waste of time. All these telescopes. magnifying glasses. molecules. atoms. what does any of it mean? just like pages in the bible. its imaginary. just because you name something doesn't mean you understand it. in fact its usually the opposite.. its usually the things we dont have to name that make the most sense. common sense. obvious and shit like that. who cares? I mean really? who Really cares? at the end of the day. its all talk. its all meaningless. so take what you can get. dont ask too many questions. you'll fool yourself into thinking that there's more there there then is actually there. Jump already. hit the gas. drink up. Fight back! own your place in the world. own it with all your might. own it with everything you got. because it IS everything you've got. and that's All you got. and thats all you're ever gonna have. all you're ever gonna get. all you're ever gonna know , see and taste with your own eyes. who cares? not I says the moth. not I says the alligator. not I says the armidillo whos just trying to cross the street. how may times must the question be asked before we all realize that there IS no Answer. the question IS the answer. to be able to even question anything in the first place is a miracle. so why don't we ask? who do we ask? and for what reason do we ask? does any of this really matter? only if it matters to you. no one else. no one else has a clue. but we do. we know something. or else this poem is meaningless. or else this whole god damned world is meaningless. if this poem is meaningless then LIFE is meaningless.

ohhi chivalry

oldhacks@gmail.com — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 21:39:51 PDT

ya know sometimes the best poems never make it out of my head. they just kind of swim around in my head. like music I've never heard. Like a lake I've never seen. that's what poems are. they're mental pictures. they're moments frozen in time but only in your mind. they don't exist anywhere else. they just sit there in your mind like a rock in a stream. the collect dust over time but when you first take a glance at what it was. you know that you're alive. you know that there's a purpose. you know that there's a reason you put up with all the crap that you've put up with for as long as you have. all the lies. the betrayals. the misgivings. the time wasted. the emotions spent.

but then you get to see something worth seeing. and all of sudden you're Glad you suffered. you're glad you know how fucking miserable it can get. you're glad you hit rock bottom face first. and you're most glad that you had the fortitude to carry on.

who loves you baby

oldhacks@gmail.com — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 21:23:35 PDT

ohhi the view

oldhacks@gmail.com — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 21:14:51 PDT

baby i love you. i love everything about you. I love that you don't know why I love you so much. I love that you're always surprised. I'm always surprised too. I hear your voice. and immediately happy. like a child getting a scoop of ice cream. everything suddenly just makes perfect sense and nothing really matters any more. not even death can shake this feeling. point a gun to my head. I'd smile. just because I'm always smiling now. everytime you give me light. I soak it up like a plant.

I completely forgot. I thought it was casual. meaningless. exciting but cheap. but then as it passed. the scent. the ideas. the mirroring. I realied that you're the sun and the moon. you're the air. the the darkness and the light. you're lava and ice caps. you're ocean and land. you're love and hate.

you're the mother I never had. and you're the child I I couldn't keep.

ah. never good enough. but with you it doesn't matter. can't you see woman? you're all I've ever wanted. all I've ever searched for. fought for. survived for. strived for. you make me proud. but at the same time you scare the shit out of me. cuz you're all I've ever wanted and so the question becomes am I good enough. and the obvious answer to that is of course not. she of all people could find a million better boys. stronger men. more capable men. better looking. in better health. in better states of mind. confident and strong. independent and in charge of their own destiny. so then the question becomes should I burden you with my love? should I slow you down just because it would make me happy. am I selfish enough to give you my all when my all is a great big wadded up piece of paper covered in mud and burn holes. marry me and I'll put you in debt! give me a home and I'll make you Sick. share your bed with me and I'll soil your sheets. what the fuck is god allowing me to go on for if all I do is turn everything I touch into shit? why in the fuck would there be a god if he were to allow my madness to interrupt with the worlds naturale balance. why in the fuck would a god be so careless as to allow a madman like me to take what I wanted? for that I don't have the answer to. I think maybe I've got satan pulling some strings for me. thats the only way it makes sense. because surely if there were an all powerful god that was in control of the worlds destiny he wouldn't have any need for a soul less monstrosity such as myself to continue to walk the earth aimlessly and fruitlessly. I mean what would be the point? I serve no greater good. I serve no end of greatness. I only have a few bucks i my pocket I was able to con out of the state and some wine in my belly thats keeping me from getting angry. my chest hurts. I think gods coming for me. he found me after all these years. even though a day is a millennium in the eyes of the gods. who gives a fuck!

I'm in love mother fucker. leave me the fuck alone. is this your great revenge on me? for destroying your temple and desecrating your social fiber? wait till I finally find true love. a love I've searched the whole world over for. and then you come tap me on the shoulder and tell me it's time to go? is that you're great gift to me? for allowing me this little bit of extra time. I know I'm past due. 've been past due for awhile. you've never let me forget that. not for a second. I've always heard your dogs. tracking me. following me everywhere I went. making sure I was always aware that I was still under contract.

So what If I killed a bunch of people. what then I say to the gods. what If I just went totally nuts and went all out insane on the world and started dropping bombs in all directions all across the globe? what then? would that be enough to satisfy you dear gods? if I did some of your dirty work for you. as countless others have tried.

us humans man. we aint stopping for nothing. like rabid dogs. chasing down some chickens. we won't stop. even after we know that you're dead. and thats you aint it... got me stuck up in this tree. but you know what? I can smell the leaves and I can feel the wind. so until you get me down from here I'm just gonna enjoy the view.

bye America

oldhacks@gmail.com — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 08:07:08 PDT

I'm leaving the country. not sure when or if I'm ever coming back.

crazy fox eyes

oldhacks@gmail.com — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 03:09:37 PDT

everyone was calling my zomgits collage stalkerish so I thought I'd up the
creep-o-meter a little more by making the most stalkerish video ever made. no but really this is just for my valentine. who i hope likes it. actually I know she'll love it because I know her in and out. I know everything about her. and yes she sees other boys and yes I see other women. and yea they feel slighted because they don't think she is giving me as much as they are. cuz they can see that the only reason I'm so infatuated with her is because she is absolutely fucking AMAZING! and no one can help that.

ohhi instant noteriety

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 03:52:42 PDT

you fuckers don't have the slightest clue who I am. and I kinda like it that way. you don't know where I've been what I've done. who I've slept with. what drugs i've done. what highways I've crossed. who did what when where how and most importantly WHY.

none of you know anything about me really. so what? I'm a nobody? yea same as you. you know what fame is. fame is this "snap snap. charles manson. thats fame. and even he won't live forever. everything is made to die. that's what makes it so beautiful. death is the gift of life.

good writing meets bad acting

oldhacks@gmail.com — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 03:56:32 PDT

a classic case of good writing meets bad acting.

I will try to do the lines justice.

customer:

jen: what do you think of this?

cust: other then taking an art class in college which I pretty much slept through I don't know the first thing about art or how to go about buying it. like that painting. I don't see the point in buying something I could've done myself.

jen: I completely agree with you. you know an art teacher of mine once said "never buy a piece of art that you don't Have to have. you know don't worry about who the artist is or how much it's worth. I mean you have to live with it every day. walk by it every day. You know you have to really love it. you have to really appreciate it. it's kind of like picking a mate.

ohhi perfect timing

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 21:41:06 PDT

I was walking to the dollar store to get some bread. I didn't notice that pitbull's paw sticking out from under the sidewalk sign he was hiding under until his mouth was on my leg and chewing. I felt his teeth graze the skin of my leg and him ripping away at my pant leg like an alligator. I took a step away and looked down and miraculously his teeth hadn't broken any skin. I quickly apologized to the people who witnessed the commotion and went along my way.

I had a quick bite to eat and I was sitting on the porch having a smoke when Jason came bumbling by.

"hey man. whasup?" he said up to me.
"hey man I got a new one. I just came up with it a second ago. like a late 70s anthem. total cheese" I said leaning over the edge of the stair case.
"alright well we've got the wine and everything's ready so come on down." he kindly stated.
"alright I'll be down in a bit"

I went back to my room and made sure the cat was fed and I had everything on my person that I would need for a good time. I looked in the mirror and straightened my tie. I'd been waiting for this night all week. chance to jam. and be jolly with some freindly peeps from the neighborhood. we just started a band a week before and already had a full set list of songs. half of which were supplied immediately by a young misses by the name of natalia rose.

I had seen her coming and going. easy on the eyes. and quite jovial. after having been given the opportunity to get to know her I had come to find out that she was quite interesting and an extremely talented song writer. A natural. she eagerly played me a few of her tunes upon our first introduction and I was immediately impressed. an instant sensation. pete was helping her keep time on another guitar and it was pretty sloppy. but it was all there. Like a gold miner finally seeing a chunk of something special drop into his pan. we quickly got acquainted. wine is good for that.

I gave a few gentle raps on the door. she greeted me with a warm and hearty hello and I started in "have we started pouring wine yet?"

"To Normalcies" we all gleefully cheered. making sure to make eye contact just as natalia had instructed us to do a few days prior. followed by a foolish shushing as we got out our instruments.

We tore into all of our ballads. our edgy songs. our spiritual songs. our love songs. and it was glorious. by the third bottle we were all stars headed for the big time. talking each other into a frenzy of confidence that could only make sense to those directly involved. my eyes kept wandering all night. and my mind was warm and fuzzy. everything was Interesting all of a sudden. things were happening. I'd been walking around with my tail between my legs for a year looking steadily for anything to catch my interest. It seemed like the world was meant to be a bore. then came these dancing singing angels. with nothing but a soft warm glow in their hearts and a twinkle in their eye. it was all so perfect. everything happening all at once. nothing needing to be forced or manipulated. a beautiful montage of tomfoolery at it's finest.

Natalia had promised us food. the drunker we got the longer the food took to get done though. which was fine by me. I ate before I came so that I could be sure to digest plenty of wine. that's the great thing about wine. is that you can drink it all night. and so we did. and the time passed by quickly but smoothly. the clock struck midnight and food still wasn't done. we went out side for a smoke. we sat there on the end of my steps and talked about drugs and limits and intelligence. we held our cups of wine as if they gave us magical powers. Jason went on and on about how Oakland is going to be nothing but rich people a decade from now. I wasn't buying it but he was convinced and was doing his damndest to convince me when he very casually let his glass slip from his fingers and shatter at our feat. we all geered him for letting his power glass be destroyed and chastised him for his failure. but soon laughed and carried on with our drunkenness.

we finished off 5 bottles and were doing everything we could to avoid that last bottle of white wine that had some how ended up in the fold. me and natalia both cringed when we saw pete pull it out. It looked like shampoo to me. all pinkish and syrupy. not tempting in the slightest. but we had drank all the red wine and so it was just all that was left. so we brazenly popped the cork and slowly and carefully sipped away at it.

the food was starting to smell up the entire house with delicious smells of garlic and onion. she began to divvy out some portions. I stabbed the fork into my bowl and shoved a nice hunk of potato into my mouth. but as I started to chew my meal I was interrupted by the sound of jason in the bathroom suffering Loudly from severe stomach failure. Like the sounds that come out of a champion wrestler. he grappled with the porcelain chariot. we all looked at each other and tried our best to enjoy our meal. I lavished natalia with compliments for the feast that she had so generously prepared for us while I stuffed my face full of food. with every bite I felt better. Real food. I'd almost forgotten what it felt like.

we finished our meal and pete opted to do the dishes. Natalia put on some very old school blue grass music which immediately put me back in a very chipper mood. that music is so natural. it's like listening to the river. it just flows. we went back out for one last smoke. back on the steps she pulled out her camera and we laughed about how ridiculous we were acting and how interesting the photos she had been taking all night turned out to be. we were slowing down. it was 1:30 in the morning. we heard a gun shot go off in the distance. a black man in a suit with a briefcase walked by acting strangely. every couple of feet he would mutter the words "good evening" to people that weren't there. Like he were walking through a crowd of a thousand ghosts. though he quickly vanished into the darkness. we started talking about violence and god and gods and spiritual stigmatisms and voodoo. we heard a scuffling and out of no where appeared one gigantic brown pitbull. he looked over at us but then looked away.

"whoa" natalia exclaimed reservedly.
I concurred.

we heard more scuffling from the same space as before when out came two more brown pitbulls. both of equal size and strength. they came out frolicking and met up in the middle of the street. the three of them stood there in the street like a pack of lions. and there we sat feeling like we had been dropped in the lions den. they took note of their surroundings and then quickly Charged down the middle of the street as if they had plans and knew right where they were headed. surely off to cause some kind of mischief. trained killers out running the streets.

"suddenly it just got a lot more dangerous around here" she digressed.
"no shit." I simply replied.

we spoke softly and thoughtfully feeling spooked for a few moments but then said our good nights. I opted to sleep on their couch only because it's so much softer then my poor excuse for a bed. she kindly gave me a blanket and I stretched out across their couch. it was so soft. I could feel the sharp pain in my back that had been there for over a week relaxing for once. so I laid there and watched the moon get full. but my mind kept wandering. thoughts coming in and out. the wine making all of the conversation happening in my head hard to keep up with. So I just let my thoughts roll on top of each other and pulled down my hat and tried to fall asleep.

after a a few hours of laying there I finally gave up and realized I wasn't going to get to sleep because my surroundings were too unfamiliar. So I tried my best to pack up my stuff by the light of my lighter and crawled my way back up stairs to my dingy room. where life was meaningless once again and the music finally stopped.

fossil fool officially released

oldhacks@gmail.com — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 02:17:53 PDT

oh yea. I finally released my album "fossil fool" to the public the other day. good times. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCY-PnpWFyc

to order go to http://psychonotart.com/store.html

teds dead

oldhacks@gmail.com — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 00:57:19 PDT

ah fucking hell. he was at least entertaining. the flaming liberal. he played his role well. too bad. democrats keep losing their dictatorship to illness.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t07Gq38L55M

heres a good "Kennedy" playlist if you're interested
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=8577560ECDC0FD5B&search_query=ted+kennedy

ohhi open space

oldhacks@gmail.com — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:24:45 PDT

the wind is blowing gently. the sky is blue. the birds are quiet and calm. it's a nice day. but I can't help but feel some what discomforted knowing that for as nice as it is it would be even more beautiful if I were to be spending it with you.

ohhi what kind of game are you playing?

oldhacks@gmail.com — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 10:48:43 PDT

what are the odds? a hundred to one they say. I gave her all my love and she took it all away and now I'm dying. I'm ugly and hungy. I probably smell bad too. my aching bones and weightless muscles. my crooked spine. the ceiling the walls. my heart. so ugly it hurts to even look at me. Like a drownded rat. crooked and tathered. someone should stomp on my head and put me out of my misery. but they won't even let me stomp on my Own head much less ask for some assistance. what's a dying hopeless never ending day dream nightmare waiting for? what's it all add up to? a whole bunch of nothing. Some scribling of a pen. Aliens and the Constitution. the military and an ant hill. hocus pocus. Gibberish I tell you. the mad bumblings of a nobody standing still. eyes wide open looking at the world. seeing the apple of its eye. and knowing full and well that there's no point in it. It's static on the television. It's a new website. it's cold and soggy chicken mcnuggets. thats the human soul. It's worthless. people wouldn't give you a dime for it if you tried to sell it on the street. which lots of folks do. they beg and moan and fight for every rotten nickel. in hopes of getting up enough change to be able to buy some cheap liqur to escape the hell of their exsitsence. hell on earth. It's everywhere. it's in pakistan. It's in a church in Egypt. It's in a brothel in bangledesh. It's in a social activist committee meeting where they stand around and do simple math on a chalk board and act is if they had rediscovered the atom and changed the Wheel. we're all here. and we're nowhere. No one knows we're here but us and the animals. and the animals are barely aware of anything beyond that they're hungry and they're bored. ao Eat and have fun.