The B-Side of My Mind

New Hair.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 00:10:00 +0000

So ive announced to the world that i am going to cut my hair.. and i did. But i didnt want to shortened my hair and end up looking like a boy so i just layered my hair and remove that rihanna-esque hair cut of mine (i know it doesnt look like rihanna's "umbrella" hair cut but that's what i got the last time i was in a salon, and i chopped it myself when i arrived at home :P)

Im glad i didnt shortened my hair, i think its time to grow my hair long. Let's see how far i'll stick to my word this time hehe.

♥ P.

October Performance

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 04:36:00 +0000

My take on "officially missing you"

"I belive i can fly"

Bob's take on "Solitaire"

So yea, basically these are the songs that we performed that night at Sutera Harbour on the 31.10.09

Enjoy ya'll! :)

♥ P.

Cut.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 00:36:00 +0000

All this will be gone by the end of the day.

Im going to cut my hair this evening, after work :)

♥ P.

Halloweeeeeeeeen!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 04:06:00 +0000

The bloodsucker and the witch! hehehe...

If you're wondering what i did on Halloween, well i was at Sutera Harbor the whole night emcee-ing with my good friend Bob at Sutera Harbor's Blue Lagoon where Baila Fitness' Arabian Retro Nights Dance Dinner Party was held. Actually we (me & my co-host) were on double duty: as mc AND performers. Bob sang "Solitaire", i sang "Officially Missing You" and then we sang a duet on "I Believe I Can Fly" :D Im so glad we performed so well last nite even without any rehearsals!

It really means so much to me when people appreciate your craft. i got quite a number of compliments last nite hehe. Me loike! I recently found a new love which is PERFORMING! We have another event that is coming up in november (im keeping my fingers crossed on this one!) but we havent gotten the details about the event :)

Just so you guys know, me and Bob recently just started to sing for events. So if you're looking for singers to sing at any events or functions just send me a message over here or to my email and we'll work on the details :D

♥ P.

Boom Boom Pow

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 04:59:00 +0000

This is my niece's favourite song..haha! i dont know if it still going to be her favourite after watching this! :D

I love watching this guy's video... it makes my day! hehe

♥ P.

I Believe I Can Fly

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 06:39:00 +0000

This is me and Bob singing during ACIC's 1st Convocation on rhe 20th October 2009 at Sabah Foundation building. Im sorry if it isnt complete, i got this from a student..

Tell me what do you think.. all comments are welcomed! :)

♥ P.

College Graduation

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 05:36:00 +0000

This was taken last week after spending an hour in the saloon.

I had to get my hair done because the college was having it's first convocation and me and my new-found BFF (bob!!) had the priviledge of performing at the event. Me and Bob sang R.Kelly's "I Believe I Can Fly" which i'll upload in my next post :D for this post, let the pictures rule!

The auditorium an hour before the program start.

Mr Bob a.k.a Mr J***** hahah

My makeup was done by the talented Mr Bob. Thanks J, you're the best! :)

Bob and I performing "I Believe I Can Fly"

Some of the female lecturers and staff in our robes, before entering the hall.

The male lecturers..

After the graduation, i took pictures with some of my ex-students :-/ i feel so old haha!

Some candid moments...

BFFs! :)

p/s: the resolution of the pictures are not that good, it's because i resized them then i learned about how to make your pictures appear bigger in blogger. d'oh! it wont happen again in the future, so please excuse me this time :D

♥ P.

Liar Liar Pants On Fire

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 01:59:00 +0000

Something came up recently which stirred things up in my family. The thing is, im the type of person who doesnt like to see people i love (especially my family, considering the fact that im a huge family person) getting hurt or duped by someone. I dont care how close that person is with my family, if i see something is not right i will say it.

Ok, saying that, i saw a member of my family being lied to. So i sent a message to this person (the liar) and told her that i know she's lying. That was yesterday. So today in the morning i was confronted by a family member and i was asked what did i say to the person so i told him the truth. That family member was so upset and told me to apologize to that person.

Hm.

I dont think it's gonna happen. And dont go blaming on the ego, coz it's not about the ego. Ive no problem what so ever in apologizing IF i know i am wrong but in this case, i dont think im wrong. Sometimes in your life you gotta stand for something or you'll end up falling for anything. And this is what im standing: The Truth.

Oh, and you know the saying "don't judge a book by it's cover"? For me, that isnt right. i dont judge a book or people whatever by it's cover/ appearance. I dont live by that rule MY rule is more like: reading the synopsis before judging.. Thats the way it should be.

♥ P.

Decision.. Decision

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 03:59:00 +0000

Im gonna purchase one of these babies. But the thing is, i cant decide on which color. What do you think? which color is nicer?

♥ P.

Shoo!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 02:17:00 +0000

This is not my cat. This is a PTI (Pendatang Tanpa Izin) cat. It came to my house a week ago and it doesnt want to leave. We at first ignored it for a few days but after a while the meowing becomes so annoying so we gave food to it hoping that it will go away after being fed.

But guess what? we were dead wrong. I think the cat just decided to make our house as her new home. Haiya.. another PTI at home. This happened a year (i think) ago but it was a dog that time. But that dog is cool.. it does its work and i kinda like him. He's an OK dog. But about the newbie at home, urgh. I dont like her (it's a female cat) because i dont like cats for starters and second, the meowing is annoying (no offence to all the cat lovers out there. Im sorry but i just dont like cats).

I really hope the neighbor's cat or dog will stop coming to our house and making our place their permanent place to live :-/

♥ P.

I Want Kuih Makmur.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 06:59:00 +0000

Selamat Hari Raya to not just all muslims but to all Malaysians :)

Maaf Zahir & Batin
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Ok, can someone bring in the kuih makmur, please? :D

Happy Holidays!!

♥ P.

Selfish

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 01:22:00 +0000

I first heard this song when Passion made his rendition of the song. If you guys dont know, the original singer of this song is Asia Cruise. I shot this video in only one take. It was already late and i havent taken my bath yet! haha.. (shh, dont tell ;P)

Enjoy.

♥ P.

Sorry, I'm Not RIS

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 05:48:00 +0000

Last night i got a text message that says "Hai, selamat malam ris" (Hi, good night ris) and i stared at the messge for a while. The reason was because first, the number isnt registered in my cellphone. Second, the person was calling me RIS. Was he referring to the 'RES' from DELORES? Nobody ever calls me RIS. euw. Okay, while im on this subject, let me just make it clear to those who don't know how to say my name right. It's pronounced as de-lo-res not di-lo-ris or do-lo-ris or do-lo-res. Alot of people get it wrong.

Oh, and my second name Pammie.. it's pronounced PE-MI not pa-mi ahh?!

got it? :) so no more mistakes from now on k.

Ok, back to the message. I then replied "sepa ni?" (who is this?). The person replied "mungkin kamu tak kenal dah. Saya Jefri, dulu pernah terserempak di centre point kan, dah lupa mungkin, ko yg bagi no phone kan, tak mengapalah, tq.." (maybe you don't remember me anymore. Im Jefri, we came across each other at Centre Point. You gave me your number, it's ok, tq)

Huh??

I really have no memory of giving out my number to a guy name Jefri.

I dont even have friends with the name Jefri.

I guess the "RIS" he was referring to wasn't for me. I think he salah number. If you're wondering what i reply to "Jefri" think no more coz i didnt.

The weird part of the second message was,

why did he thank me at the end of the message? *thinking*

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♥ P.

You

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 01:32:00 +0000

My cousin is getting hitched this sunday (20.09.2009 <-- nice date huh?) and she asked me to sing a song on her wedding. At first i wanted to sing Beautiful by Jim Brickman because i got the score sheet of the song plus, the song is just beautiful. But when i tried it on piano, alamak.. it was too low for my voice. hmmph! So i browsed youtube for some ideas and i came across this song by Roselle Nava called You. If only i can find the instrumental for this song i definitely would pick this :) Read on the lyrics..

You give me hope,
The strength, the will to keep on
No one else can make me feel this way
And only you
Can bring out all the best I can do
I believe you turn the tide
And make me feel real good inside.

You pushed me up
When I'm about to give up
You're on my side when no one seems to listen
And if you go,
You know the tears can't help but show
You'll break this heart and tear it apart
Then suddenly the madness starts

[chorus]
It's your smile,
Your face, your lips that I miss,
Those sweet little eyes that stare at me
And make me say,
I'm with you through all the way.
'Cause it's you
Who fills the emptiness in me;
It changes ev'rything, you see,
When I know I've got you with me

You pushed me up
When I'm about to give up;
You're on my side when no one seems to listen
And if you go,
You know the tears can't help but show
You'll break this heart and tear it apart;
Then suddenly the madness starts

..nice huh? :)

here's the song..

♥ P.

Around the House

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 02:00:00 +0000

I love spending time at home during the weekends. I prefer just staying at home and not have to go anywhere, especially to the city. I go to work in the city 5 days a week so it is nice to just stay at home for a change.

This particular weekend, after doing laundry i took a stroll around the house. I started at the backyard and ended infront of the house at the garage.

Guess what i found along the way?

Pumpkin! there were two waiting to be picked :)

I walked further and i saw a bunch of other things that i havent noticed up til now..

Manggis. Will be ripe in.. say, next month?

This one's common. mana2 pun ada..but i always like this. they're cute..

Rambutans (not ripe yet)

I also found 2 pettula.. there's more but they're still young.. Not quite ready yet.

Look at all the hungry fishes begging to be fed in my dad's pond.. (im not cruel. i fed them after i took this picture :D)

My brother, Dr. Kenny with one of the pumpkin.

Durians on the ground. but they weren't good so we left them there.

Look up! Those are durians hanging on the tree.. my brother told me to speed up just incase the durian will fall.

So you see, this is why i prefer being in the kampung than in the city. Fresh air, fresh vegetables from the yard, fish from the pond and not mentioning the plenty of fruits that can be plucked from the trees. I remember me and my brother climbing the manggis and the langsat trees. climbing trees and plucking them is no biggie, the hard part was carrying the fruits up the hill haha. Me and my brother had to stop a few times coz they were quite heavy.

We probably will be doing it again this fruit season. Will update you guys when the fruits are all ripe.

♥ P.

Saturday Night (120909)

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 00:42:00 +0000

The annual SASS Alumni Homecoming event happened last saturday. My parents, aunts, uncles and cousins went. The homecoming event started since friday til sunday. I went to the friday night concert. We (my parents and i) were late but it's ok, we still get the watch a few acts before it ended. I met alot of friends there, although i am not an alumni of SASS. (Im an alumni of SM ALL SAINTS. yes, im a saint hehe) It was good to see them.

On saturday, we didnt attend church at Tamparuli. My folks said they'll attend the afternoon program. I didnt attend the afternoon program coz it was freaking hot. So i stayed home that afternoon. But in the evening i went there for the evening program.We didnt stay til the end of the program though coz it was getting late and we had another place to go to.

We went to Alamesra's Seremban Seafood Restaurant for supper coz we were still hungry. I had Mee soup ikan..i think most of us had that. since the time was already approaching 12am, mau healthy2 sikit la kunun hehehe.

That was my second time there, and i know it wont be my last :)

Seremban Seafood Restaurant

My mee soup ikan :)

The happy people around the table.. Yum.. yum..

After supper we went home. Since i was the one insisting to take the leftover cake home from Tamparuli, I was the one who had to put the cake in the refridgerator. To save space, i cut the cake into smaller pieces and put it in the container. brilliant idea hehe :P

When i was re-arranging the fridge to make space for the containers, i spot something:

CHOCOLATES!

I totally forgot about these chocolates.. i was so tempted to eat one Kinder Bueno (one of my fav choc.) but i managed to not give into temptation hehe. I am so proud of myself *pats herself in the back* :P

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Let's see what else is in the fridge shall we?

Oooooh..Kek lapis Sarawak that my sister bought

This is the cake i was talking about earlier. all ready to go in the fridge.

So many yummy yet fattening food in my fridge. should i be happy or sad? hahaha..

♥ P.

Fire Friday

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 04:14:00 +0000

This morning while on my way to work i saw clouds of smoke coming from Damai area. I suspect there was a fire going on cause the smoke clouds were too little for me to say it was an open burning. So as I approach Damai area, my suspicion was true.. there was a fire!

The traffic light was red, so i ambik kesempatan to take some pictures of the scene from inside of my car hehehe. I thought some kedai makan was on fire, but it turned out to be an electrical shop.

The clouds of smoke that i saw from afar that raised my suspicion.

The fire fighters working on eliminating the fire

Im sure this will make it in the newspaper tomorrow.

♥ P.

Hello, Four Eyes

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 05:26:00 +0000

In my previous post, i mentioned that i was going to get myself computer eyeglasses right? well, i got it. But it's not entirely for computer usage. When i was at the eye opticianer, the lady checked my eyes and said i had astigmatism and i was like, what?

The pictures above are taken in my car at Wima Muis while waiting for mom to come down.. yea, mom takes a loooong time to come down from her office. That explains the many shots of me haha.. i just jumble all of them together to save space :D

Anyway, it's been raining for the whole day today hasn't it? i just hope there wont be any places flooding or else there would be traffic jam here and there. I hate traffic jams.

There are some events that happened during the weekend but i'll just save it for later :) Sorry i havent been updating as much.. ive been busy with work and stuff so yea. But it doesnt mean ive abandoned this blog. i wouldnt do that *shakes head*

♥ P.

All Pictures Have A Story

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 08:51:00 +0000

This was taken at church but not when the sermon was going on, i dont dare to do that hehe. Well, actually the story of this picture was that i was trying on my aunt's reading glasses (i dont wear glasses, fyi) just for fun and was doing a camera-check to see if i look 'pintar' or not with them on LOL! while i was on it, my aunt told me about computer eye-glasses and suggest me to take one since im in front of the PC like, all the time. Will do an update when i finally get one. I still yet to go meet a good eye optician. I think i'll ask my mom in that department :)

..about this one, haha. This is not my wig. I dont wear wigs okay? when i was rehearsing for the students MICE event with my duet partner, a student came in with his wig for his doble kara performance for the same event. While he was working on his make-up, i tried it on and it suits me lah. I think its because the wig's short, ive got short hair.. go figure.

If you're wondering what Doble Kara is.. here's the video of last tuesday's performance by Jay P. Talented kid.

♥ P.

M.I.C.E Event 2009

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 03:12:00 +0000

Yesterday afternoon was the M.I.C.E event of January'08 and October'07 intake and i was one of the guest performers of the event (kunun! lol) so me and a student of mine, Bob decided to do a medley duet but i edited the video and just left 1 song (on the wings of love) heheh.. why you ask? well, the first half was lousy and embarrassing (for my part, Bob was superb. i had a lot of flat notes i wanted to just stop singing right there but the show must go on.. unfortunately haha)

Pictures will be uploaded in the next post! still havent got time to resize & edit it :D

Til the next post, tata!

♥ P.

I've Got A BIG Ego

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 05:00:00 +0000

I am SO into this song right now. It's been playing non-stop on my iPod :D

Look at this clip. This guy's dancing is really good, he could be a choreographer. He claims that he learned the dance in just 1 day.. impressive i must say. i can only do the moves on 0.11 and 0.12 seconds hahaha! thats the easiest :P

"I talk like this coz i can back it up"

♥ P.

Realization.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 00:25:00 +0000

OMG..OMG..OMG!

You know what? i just came to realize that all this time while i was talking about how i want to live life drama free, and dont want to be bothered by other people's drama and stuff.. i realize that I'M becoming the DRAMA!

omg-ness...how did i become this person?

I would've never realize it if it wasn't for my brother who told me about it last nite. All this while ive been talking about this certain someone's life -- i was in disagreement on how that person lives their life and so on but why do i have to be in disagreement on what that person does or does not do? i guess you can call it envy? i dunno. Im still analyzing this feeling that i have. It was harsh and i was in denial, at first.. but after awhile i came to realize what my brother said was so freakin true!

Looks like im not so drama-free huh? I guess someone needs an attitude makeover *points to herself*

p/s: they say the first step to RECOVERY is realizing the problem that you have within yourself.. and i took the first step.

♥ P.

I Realized

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 11:42:00 +0000

that..

i don't like over-edited pictures. you may take the picture with a super canggih DSLR (and please note, owning a DSLR doesnt mean you're a photographer okay? it's not a title that is given to you.. you earn it!)
i dont like.. no, scratch that. i DESPISE people who claims their english is yang paling hebat la.. yang kalu SPM A1. kalu ada A1++ diaaa la tu.. izou noiti! (ngam kaitu kadazan sa? hahahaha.. siou kie, sa bukan kadazan. dusun boh! hehe) - sorry, but i just gotta let this out coz its been bothering me for a looooooooooooong while. i know some people who once said their english is better and even dared to compare their english with other people. i mean, come on la.. kalu english ko bagus tahap dewa pun diam2 la ba. Nda payala ba sampai mo condemn urang..eh, macam sa cakap macam sa yg kana condemn hehe, actually its not me that has been condemn - im just setting it straight hehe
i despise people who cant get over the fact that other people are better than them (in certain areas). they play the "victim-of-the-world" and spread lies about others. You gotta realize that it's weak.. lame la!

Thats it. My current annoyance.. what i usually do when im pissed off with somebody, i'll just right-click-ignore (sepa yg perna main Mirc, korang tau la ni command hehehehe) them and go on with my life :D let me just announce something here while im at this. I have deleted some people on my facebook list who i can summarize as an "eyesore" so if you've added me before and suddenly im not in your list anymore.. pa buli buat la ahh. maybe you've annoyed me, kan? i dont like dramas, they're such a waste of time.

I know my list of annoyance sikit ja tapi bagus la ba kan? hehehe..i dont think there is a need for me to list down my current likings coz it will go on forever.. there's just so many things in life that i love.

Life's too short to worry about those little pests in life. Let's live life beautifully, drama free! :D

♥ P.

Forever In Twilight

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 05:07:00 +0000

Yea, i sang during the Prom. What song you ask? scroll down to the previous post and take a listen :-) To tell you the truth, it wasnt that much fun (the prom, that is) i was like a parasite going from table to table.. like i belonged no where. I thought colleges version of PROMS would be waaaaaaayyyyy cooler than the ones we had in highschool but, i guess i was wrong.

Anyway, here are some of the pictures (that i jumbled up together into one) that were taken that night.

Laki-laki ku.. ngehehehe

With this year's Prom King, Mr. Deni Udin

I know..i know, most of my pictures taken are with the opposite sex. But how can i resist when they're so adorable! ;)

♥ P.

I Finally Found Someone

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie) — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 05:57:00 +0000

A duet by me and Robson Andreas during ACIC's Prom Nite held at SESB Hall. Sorry for the late update.. i was soooo busy, only now i have a liiiiitttle bit of spare time to blog :-)

Pictures will be uploaded soon! Gotta get ready for class now. ta-ta!~

♥ P.