The B-Side of My Mind

When God Made You

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 04:16:00 +0000

Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
So gone are all my questions about why

Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know its true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just cant be right without you in my life

He must have heard every prayer I've been praying
He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

I just want to share these lovely lyrics from the song "When God Made You" by Newsong & Natalie Grant with all you all.. This song has been on repeat mode on my player since morning :)

I have to be into mushy-mushy love songs because i have officially become a wedding singer LOL!

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Anyway on a different note, i just came back from the doctor. Something has been wrong with my body but i just keep delaying my meeting with the doc. I dont know what striked me this morning til i told my mom about my concern so she advised me to see the doctor TODAY. So i went and the doctor asked me a bunch of questions (as usual) and then proceed to check on me. Im a little relieved after knowing the problem, but mind you i still have some worry to think about for a week! samples were taken just now just to make sure its not cancerous. So yea, i still have like 60-70% of worry with me.

Please pray for me, readers.

Im really hoping for a speedy recovery and a good news from the doctor in a weeks time. That's all i want this year: a clean bill of health to be honest.

To those who are holiday-ing already HAPPY HOLIDAYS to ya! Im gonna be on leave tomorrow, so that means today is the last working day for me in this year wooohoooo!!

♥ P.

Updates on Me

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 06:52:00 +0000

I finally changed the background and the header of this blog. Maybe a change would make me come back more often to this bloggie of mine (and do more updates!) :) It's more simple than the previous one, and guess what? i like it!

Ok let me do some updates on what has been happening with me:

1. Im still not done with my christmas shopping :P Im going shopping with mom & ate josie this evening after work
2. My little niece broke her collar bone this week. poor little munchkin.
3. My friends (Arnold&Clarice) is getting married this weekend and i still havent finalized my song choice. *sigh* it would be easier if Bob is around. I miss ya Bob!!
4. Im still thinking whether a fuchsia pink dress goes with silver pumps? hm.
5. My mouth is full of ulcers. I dont understand, i drink like 2litres (or more) of water per day and still ulcers love me!
6. I lost my appetite as a result of the multiple ulcers that i have in my mouth. (yay?)
7. I can't wait for my year end holidays to start! (24/12 come quicklyyyyy!!)
8. I love "My Sister's Keeper" ! I actually cried alone watching the movie at home last week
9. I want to watch Avatar! but i need company.. i dont want to watch it alone.
10. Oh, ive got myself an early christmas present :) a new cellphone!
11. I can't wait for our family (dad's side) annual christmas get together this thursday :) i cant wait to get my presents! hehehe... i know its a season of giving but it'so nice to receive bah!
12. My birthday is coming up next month but it can wait. I am so not looking forward to it :-/

I think that's about it. :D

♥ P.

Big or Small?

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 05:42:00 +0000

I'm one of the (lucky?) girls in my (dad's side) family that is blessed/cursed with big breast. But recently a cousin of mine commented me, "you obviously lost weight..kurus sudah kau. You're so sexy now.." (wooooooottt!! wooooooottt!!) after she said this i can sense a BUT coming "..but your boobs gone smaller too" (nahhh kannn!!!) and you know what? i think she is right. But if i were given a choice A: fat but have big boobs or B: have a slimmer figure but small boobs i think i would go with B.

Its hard to find clothes to fit you when you're in a much bigger frame, trust me i know.. when i was younger and much fuller in frame i had a hard time to fit in clothes with buttons in the chest area because it couldnt fit. If the whole piece couldnt fit i would be fine, but every part fit fine EXCEPT the chest area. *sigh*

It's kind of hilarious if i think back. LOL!

As i was typing this entry, a friend of mine facebook chat with me and said im kurus already :D :D I so love getting comments like that, i wont lie hehhehe. Hey, i worked hard for this body let me enjoy the comments ;-)

Just some addtional information to share: my wallpaper on my notebook reads "WORK HARD FOR A FAB BODY.. NO PAIN, NO GAIN!" and it never fails to motivate me to do better in my workout sessions :)

♥ P.

"I Finally Get To Let Go"

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 08:09:00 +0000

Pictures courtesy of GQ magazine that was retrived from huffingtonpost.com

Rihanna finally goes topless. Strategically covering herself though.

In the magazine, she talks about how relieve it is to finally get to let go of the brutal past that she had with Chris Brown. This is her say about her sexy pictures "because it was built up for so long, and all these thoughts and emotions have been running through my mind for the past eight months. And now it's like I finally get to let go and move on."

Hm.

From my perspective, what i see is someone acting desperate. She has gone beyond victim to being a porn star. What is she trying to prove? It looks like she is trying to get back at Chris or hurt him. The only one she's hurting is herself by posing like that. They are demeaning and unnecessary.

Yea, she finally let go.. of her dignity and whatever pieces of clothing she had left.

As far as i know, she's done and she has declassified herself to a lower level.

♥ P.

Rain

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 07:13:00 +0000

I just look out the window from my office and all i can see is rain! it's raining really heavy as im typing now. I shouldnt complain. Maybe someone out there prayed for rain, i suppose? Showers of blessing :)

Just a few hours ago me and my colleague, Nancy walked ourselves from Centre Point to Wisma Merdeka thinking it wouldnt rain since the sun was shining strongly this morning. When we were about to leave the mall, we were shocked to see the rain.

Since it wasnt really raining that heavily, we decided to just walk back to Centre Point. The more we walk, the more heavily the rain got. hmm. So we decided to buy an umbrella. The small kind, the one you can fold. hehe.. By the time we reached Centre Point, both of us were soaking wet! haha.. But it's okay. I had a fun time despite the rain pour. Why? well it's because :

1. I had free lunch at Hunter's :) Thanks Nancy!

2. I found the perfect dress to wear for Clarice's bridal shower (or hen's party, as they like to call it)

So, yea. No complains :)

♥ P.

I Just Have To Share

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 11 Dec 2009 03:02:00 +0000

Ok, since exam week for this semester is over. Ive got some time to kill in my work place. Yeay? for now... i am always reminded by the stacks of paper laying so comfortably on the left side of my desk. But it can wait til next week hehe.. :P

I have been browsing ALOT on youtube lately searching for songs. Good friends of mine, Clarice & Arnold will be tying the knot of the 27th of this month and i have been invited to sing at their wedding day. We have been friends since kids, and i just cannot say NO to them. So yea, that was the whole purpose of my browsing through youtube for songs: to get some kind of idea of what songs should i sing that day.

While i was on youtube i came across Jenna Pascual. Ohemgee, this lady sure got a great set of pipes! I wanted to know more about this great singer so i clicked on her profile and this is what she wrote about herself:

"I'm Jenely Pigao from Philippines. i came from a family of musicians.. my mom is a singer, and my dad is bassist/pianist. i started singing professionally at the age of 14 back in my home town, davao city. i joined BORN DIVA (just like american idol) back in 2004, where ABS-CBN named me Jenna Pascual and gave me the title CAPTIVATING DIVA. i became one of the 8 finalists and got the chance to perform with some of the popular recording artists here in the philippines. released an album under star records entitled UNLEASH THE DIVA featuring the 8 finalists. my song called MAKE it THROUGH.

couple of years after, i joined PRYZM BAND (1 of manila's best bands) went abroad for the first time and after our 6 months contract i decided to come home to davao.. now i still do local gigs.. (That's all for now)"

Whoah.. I became an instant fan of hers :)

Just like her, i come from a family of musicians. Almost everyone in my family sings (my parents, my sis & bro, aunts, uncles, cousins) and most of them can play atleast one musical instrument. But i dont think im going to make singing as a profession. Singing for me, is just a thing that i do in my free time. Something to fill in the void just so i won't be bored. I always relate my moods to music. I think life will be so bored without any music. It's really so easy to know when im up in the morning at home: music will be playing from my room..haha. Music is the first thing i switch on in the morning and it is also the last thing i switch off at night. Im not those people who plays music when they're sleeping. I mean, who's gonna listen to it when you're asleep? just a waste of electricity, says my dad and it's true bah.

Oklah, 'nuff bout me.. take a listen to Jenna Pascual singing one of my favourite song by Natalie Cole "Inseparable"

Enjoy!

♥ P.

Ignored.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 09:31:00 +0000

No. I havent ignored this blog yet. It's too soon... i just been busy with work and all. Today's the last day of examination (not mine, my students) so i'll give you guys some updates on what has been going on in my life so far.

Til then, ta-ta!

♥ P.

Wedding Performances

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 02:00:00 +0000

Me and Bob was at Tamparuli yesterday because my cousin was getting married. A good friend of mine, Adsone (who was also the cousin of the brode) invited me to sing at the wedding and i tag Bob along :D

Here are the performances that we performed at the wedding reception. I sang solo on the song, "You Are My Song" at church but i forgot to ask someone to record me while singing! heheh.. But if you'd like to hear the song, i've uploaded my singing on the song a few months ago. You can browse it on my Youtube channel here.

Bob singing "Born For You"

Our duet on "Now That I Have You"

..and this is what i sang at the reception :D "When I Fall In Love"

I hope they had fun listening as much as we had fun performing the songs :) We're gonna be singing again next month at the same venue but only different couple getting married hehe..

♥ P.

Be Thankful.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 27 Nov 2009 00:12:00 +0000

..even if you think you dont have much.

But think again...
Try counting your blessing.
I'm sure you'll find plenty :)

Got no check books, got no banks. Still I'd like to express my thanks -- I got the sun in the morning and the moon at night. - Irving Berlin

HAPPY THANKSGIVING READERS!

♥ P.

New Moon: HERE I COME!!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 13:56:00 +0000

Guess who's gonna be sponsored by THE BODY SHOP to watch Twilight's next installment, New Moon this friday?? :D

MEEE!!!

This is probably the happiest news i got for today..A BIG thanks goes out to THE BODY SHOP for making my day!

I cant wait to see Edward in his shirtless scene *drools* AND Jacob Black! his body is the epitome of perfection *drools again* hahah!

♥ P.

Damai / Peace

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 03:39:00 +0000

The weekend has finally approached! how can i not be thankful for that??? :)

I love the weekends because 1) No office work (can i get an AMEN??!) 2) It's my HOLY DAY.. the day i go to church.

Im not gonna say that im ALL Jesus-Christ-Holy, cause God knows im so far from that but atleast i am trying to improve my spiritual self :)

Enough talk about being spiritual hehe.. the video above was taken at Gayaratau Seventh-Day Adventist Church where i attended last week. Me and my sister sang a duet (the song's called DAMAI or in english, PEACE) and i have to thank my cousin Jayson (although his video-taking skills are not that good..there's still room for improvement :P) who took our video while singing.

I'll be attending Kionsom SDA Church at Inanam tomorrow AND i just been told that i will be singing. The following week i'll be attending church at Papar.

Have a nice weekend you all! To Adventists, Happy Sabbath in advance! :)

♥ P.

Would You Eat This?

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 09:15:00 +0000

(Ground beef, sauteed onions, sour cream, lettuce, tomato and cheddar cheese wrapped in a large pepperoni pizza, totaling three pounds) photo courtesy of This is why you're fat.

My answer would be:

Yes i would! hahahaha...

♥ P.

CrossingBorders

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 02:08:00 +0000

Introducing...

CROSSINGBORDERS!!! :D

For those who dont know, CrossingBorders consist of me, a Malaysian and a very good friend of mine, Bob who comes from the Philippines.. hence, the name CrossingBorders suit us very well :)

These videos were taken during practice session at Bob's place yesterday when we decided to fool around with the camera hehehe.. our schedule is gonna be so pack starting 29th of this month. Alot of events to attend to.. so it means: practice, practice, practice!!

Here's another one..

a very popular song i think most of you out there knows.

sing along if you want :)

♥ P.

Born For You

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 04:25:00 +0000

I love this song. Read on the lyrics, aren't they sweet??

Too many billion people
Running around the planet
What is the chance in heaven
That you'd find your way to me?

Tell me what is this sweet sensation?
It's a miracle that's happened
Though I search for an explanation
Only one thing it could be -

That I was born for you
It was written in the stars
Yes, I was born for you
And the choice was never ours
It's as if the powers of the universe
Conspired to make you mine
And til the day I die,
I bless the day that I was born for you

Too many foolish people
Trying to come between us
None of them seem to matter
When I look into your eyes
Now I know why I belong here
In your arms I found the answer
Somehow nothing would seem so wrong here
If they'd only realise

That I was born for you
And that you were born for me
And in this random world,
This was clearly meant to be
What we have the world could never understand
Or ever take away
And till the day I die
I bless the day that I was born for you

What we have the world could never understand
Or ever take away
And as the years go by
Until the day I die
I bless the day that I was born for you

I swear im gonna sing this on my wedding day (dont ask when.. only God knows)

♥ P.

New Hair.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 00:10:00 +0000

So ive announced to the world that i am going to cut my hair.. and i did. But i didnt want to shortened my hair and end up looking like a boy so i just layered my hair and remove that rihanna-esque hair cut of mine (i know it doesnt look like rihanna's "umbrella" hair cut but that's what i got the last time i was in a salon, and i chopped it myself when i arrived at home :P)

Im glad i didnt shortened my hair, i think its time to grow my hair long. Let's see how far i'll stick to my word this time hehe.

♥ P.

October Performance

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 04:36:00 +0000

My take on "officially missing you"

"I belive i can fly"

Bob's take on "Solitaire"

So yea, basically these are the songs that we performed that night at Sutera Harbour on the 31.10.09

Enjoy ya'll! :)

♥ P.

Cut.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 00:36:00 +0000

All this will be gone by the end of the day.

Im going to cut my hair this evening, after work :)

♥ P.

Halloweeeeeeeeen!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 04:06:00 +0000

The bloodsucker and the witch! hehehe...

If you're wondering what i did on Halloween, well i was at Sutera Harbor the whole night emcee-ing with my good friend Bob at Sutera Harbor's Blue Lagoon where Baila Fitness' Arabian Retro Nights Dance Dinner Party was held. Actually we (me & my co-host) were on double duty: as mc AND performers. Bob sang "Solitaire", i sang "Officially Missing You" and then we sang a duet on "I Believe I Can Fly" :D Im so glad we performed so well last nite even without any rehearsals!

It really means so much to me when people appreciate your craft. i got quite a number of compliments last nite hehe. Me loike! I recently found a new love which is PERFORMING! We have another event that is coming up in november (im keeping my fingers crossed on this one!) but we havent gotten the details about the event :)

Just so you guys know, me and Bob recently just started to sing for events. So if you're looking for singers to sing at any events or functions just send me a message over here or to my email and we'll work on the details :D

♥ P.

Boom Boom Pow

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 04:59:00 +0000

This is my niece's favourite song..haha! i dont know if it still going to be her favourite after watching this! :D

I love watching this guy's video... it makes my day! hehe

♥ P.

I Believe I Can Fly

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 06:39:00 +0000

This is me and Bob singing during ACIC's 1st Convocation on rhe 20th October 2009 at Sabah Foundation building. Im sorry if it isnt complete, i got this from a student..

Tell me what do you think.. all comments are welcomed! :)

♥ P.

College Graduation

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 05:36:00 +0000

This was taken last week after spending an hour in the saloon.

I had to get my hair done because the college was having it's first convocation and me and my new-found BFF (bob!!) had the priviledge of performing at the event. Me and Bob sang R.Kelly's "I Believe I Can Fly" which i'll upload in my next post :D for this post, let the pictures rule!

The auditorium an hour before the program start.

Mr Bob a.k.a Mr J***** hahah

My makeup was done by the talented Mr Bob. Thanks J, you're the best! :)

Bob and I performing "I Believe I Can Fly"

Some of the female lecturers and staff in our robes, before entering the hall.

The male lecturers..

After the graduation, i took pictures with some of my ex-students :-/ i feel so old haha!

Some candid moments...

BFFs! :)

p/s: the resolution of the pictures are not that good, it's because i resized them then i learned about how to make your pictures appear bigger in blogger. d'oh! it wont happen again in the future, so please excuse me this time :D

♥ P.

Liar Liar Pants On Fire

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 01:59:00 +0000

Something came up recently which stirred things up in my family. The thing is, im the type of person who doesnt like to see people i love (especially my family, considering the fact that im a huge family person) getting hurt or duped by someone. I dont care how close that person is with my family, if i see something is not right i will say it.

Ok, saying that, i saw a member of my family being lied to. So i sent a message to this person (the liar) and told her that i know she's lying. That was yesterday. So today in the morning i was confronted by a family member and i was asked what did i say to the person so i told him the truth. That family member was so upset and told me to apologize to that person.

Hm.

I dont think it's gonna happen. And dont go blaming on the ego, coz it's not about the ego. Ive no problem what so ever in apologizing IF i know i am wrong but in this case, i dont think im wrong. Sometimes in your life you gotta stand for something or you'll end up falling for anything. And this is what im standing: The Truth.

Oh, and you know the saying "don't judge a book by it's cover"? For me, that isnt right. i dont judge a book or people whatever by it's cover/ appearance. I dont live by that rule MY rule is more like: reading the synopsis before judging.. Thats the way it should be.

♥ P.

Decision.. Decision

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 03:59:00 +0000

Im gonna purchase one of these babies. But the thing is, i cant decide on which color. What do you think? which color is nicer?

♥ P.

Shoo!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 02:17:00 +0000

This is not my cat. This is a PTI (Pendatang Tanpa Izin) cat. It came to my house a week ago and it doesnt want to leave. We at first ignored it for a few days but after a while the meowing becomes so annoying so we gave food to it hoping that it will go away after being fed.

But guess what? we were dead wrong. I think the cat just decided to make our house as her new home. Haiya.. another PTI at home. This happened a year (i think) ago but it was a dog that time. But that dog is cool.. it does its work and i kinda like him. He's an OK dog. But about the newbie at home, urgh. I dont like her (it's a female cat) because i dont like cats for starters and second, the meowing is annoying (no offence to all the cat lovers out there. Im sorry but i just dont like cats).

I really hope the neighbor's cat or dog will stop coming to our house and making our place their permanent place to live :-/

♥ P.

I Want Kuih Makmur.

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 06:59:00 +0000

Selamat Hari Raya to not just all muslims but to all Malaysians :)

Maaf Zahir & Batin
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Ok, can someone bring in the kuih makmur, please? :D

Happy Holidays!!

♥ P.