AV4 conference and a return to love

Tue, 30 Mar 2010 00:03:00 +0100

Just got back from the AV4 conference where I was a speaker. The event was fabulously organised by Ian R Crane and an amazing crew. It is advertised on and supported by EdgeMedia TV and tends to lean towards discussing conspiracies. (I dislike using the term theories as it implies they may be hypothetical concept) The first thing I was struck by was the diversity of the audience - to be honest I had kind of half expected a load of angry young men in combat gear. But there were many women and lots of people of a spiritual nature.

The next thing I was struck by was...asthma.I woke up on the Friday of the conference in London, having spoken the night before to the London Circles group, and I was wheezing. Thinking it was temporary, I carried on but it got worse and I eventually eneded up moving a Bavarian dragon from my chest with the help of James. ( For those of you who know what mulitdimensional antics I got up to, this won't be a surprise) It was touch and go the morning of my presentation as to whether I was going to have to rush to the Hillingdon to be nebulised. But a chance remark by James to one of the staff produced an inhaler which kept the wheeze at bay for long enough for me to give a presentation that was hailed by many as one of the finest they had seen. As always a huge amount of energy surged through me - helping me to speak my passion.

The energy surged up through my being all night releasing through my crown chakra at 2am Sunday - I was having a kundalini!The next day I formed part of a speaker panel. There were some people in the audience who spoke up about fighting evil and were unable to understand my comments about us being connected and the evil we see out there is a disowned part of ourselves. It seemed to be a real pivot point for AV4.(Of course the resistance is a reflection of me too)

For me, although I have had my life traumas, I find that hate doesn't work for me. The whole weekend got me realising that there was an Alternative View that is more shocking and daring than anything that had been voiced at the conference. And that is Unconditional Love. This means seeing the divine in everyone and everything - regardless of what you think of what they are doing. You don't have to copy or agree with them, but the unconditional love state is a vibrational state in which you live in the truth that nothing, no matter what, is not love.

You may be thinking that that sounds terrible - how can child abuse be loving? I am not talking abut 'loving'. I am talking about the deeper substance and fabric of reality. There is nothing nowhere, no action, no person that is not made up of divine love. It is simply not possible. Every action that we perceive as evil has ultimately its part to play in the divine arena where all is to be learnt. We are all one - physics tells us that also in the concept of non-locality. So every action we see outside is also our action ultimately.

This weekend has made me even more grateful that I can look at everything as the divine play. Even when I have been in the most traumatic of situations in life, I have not lost sight of that. It is through this understanding that I have moved into a state of unconditional love for everything. I may not like someone; I may not want to be around them, but I have unconditional love for them.

If I needed to get the message any stronger, I did. I stopped off to see my sister and nephews and her four year old gave me a heart shaped fridge magnet he had made especially for his auntie. And as we left he shouted, "I love you."

As for Bavarian dragons. Well I didn't even know where Bavaria really is when I had the dragon pulled out of my chest I saw castles too. I came home and caught the last episode of 'Undercover Princesses' on BBC TV. One of the Princesses visited - a Bavarian Castle! Just like my visions. In the middle ages, Bavaria was prime country for being the heart of whom we might call The Illuminati - the topic of much of the conversation over the weekend. Have I been clearing something out here with my dramatic kundalini that was not only to do with me, but the families who control the planet? Have the people who have been at the conference, including myself, been members of the elite in past live hwo have incarnated this time feeling duty bound to help other to become aware? And have I just shifted through some level so that it makes it easier for all to feel that connection and love no matter what eveil they may perceive?

Who knows? What I do know is that there are huge shifts going on on the planet right now and it is amazing that people like Ian and the AV crew are highlighting the changes and informing people about what was hdden for so long. And those Bavarian dragons - we shall just have to wait and see.

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