Party of One

On Adulthood

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Wed, 29 Sep 2010 03:03:00 +0000

I'm now a month into having my old life back, a cool apartment in the artsy district of the city, a job, and a pretty decent social life.... things are definitely looking good. This past month's...

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30 Things I Love About Me

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Tue, 17 Aug 2010 08:34:00 +0000

Inspired by a post on The Frisky, I decided to compile my very own list for why I absolutely LOVE being me... Here goes... For better or for worst, I'm sensitive. I've learned to embrace it. Some...

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On Breaking Up... Again

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Tue, 17 Aug 2010 08:03:00 +0000

No, no... it isn't what you think. The Guy (I gotta find a suitable name for him!) and I are still in our 1st year, honey moon bliss. My heart still flutters when I open the door and it's him and...

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Internet Lovers

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Sun, 25 Jul 2010 09:20:00 +0000

One hot summer, I found myself a twenty something, jobless, soon to be homeless, wreck. I had been riding a big wave of success all year, loving my downtown apartment, my new found friends and all...

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Un-Easy

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 06:41:00 +0000

When FWB and I first started dating, he commented that what he liked best about "us" was how easy everything was... I guess it was easy then... before I had expectations... and real life...

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Why I Love Him

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Thu, 20 May 2010 15:57:00 +0000

I have had a very serious, chronic, acute case of Bitchiness lately. I've been so unusually irritable and sarcastic that almost everything I've been spewing out of my mouth lately has been followed...

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The Heart Says, Whatever...

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Tue, 11 May 2010 22:42:00 +0000

So remember about 7 or 8 months ago when I told you about a completely harmless "friends with benefits" situation that I was entering into? And how it wouldn't go anywhere because I didn't want it...

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Journey

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 06:51:00 +0000

Today I decided to do things a little differently. Instead of my usual, sleep until noon... ravage the classified ads and daydream about the life I wish I had, I decided to become amazing. I hung...

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Buying a New Car

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 03:49:00 +0000

FWB wants a charger. Doesn't know if he can really afford it... FWB: Help me out here help me weigh the pros a nd cons Me: pro: you'll have a cool car that you want FWB: I like my car too FWB: But...

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Like, Love, Lust

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Fri, 09 Apr 2010 15:25:00 +0000

So FWB, concerned that I don't write enough, has given me an assignment to complete. I'm to write an essay on, as he put it, "the 3 L's"- Lust, "Like", and Love. I think he's just trying to pick my...

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Or Something Like It....

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Thu, 25 Mar 2010 07:24:00 +0000

I temporarily suspended this blog as I am no longer in the majority of it's content (my failed relationships) and because I don't edit, most of the time I probably sound like an idiot. I want to...

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Snuck a Peak

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 07:26:00 +0000

I looked at his photo again today. I don't miss him like I did before but today I did miss "it"... the whole being in love thing... I thought about sex with FWB and wondered if it would ever turn...

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FWB Turned Relationship

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 07:15:00 +0000

Last couple of nights hanging out with FWB, conversation has turned to the notion of being in a relationship. I play commitment-phobe and act as though the idea were repulsive. Anyone who really...

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Keeping it Together

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 22:10:00 +0000

Apparently I'm on some fucked up mailing list for the team that SFA coaches. I got a message today. I almost forgot how much I missed him...

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Sometimes I Pray...

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 08:31:00 +0000

That he gets everything he ever wanted... Someone to love who loves him too... A family... a normal family... A coaching position at a college... I pray that all good things come his way. That...

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Absolutely No Danger At All.... Riiiiight

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 06:20:00 +0000

Got a call today from a potential employer... and a call tonite from a potential... friend? FWB called tonite and we talked for about 2 hours mostly about how much we had the other night and how we...

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FWB

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 05:33:00 +0000

The ever optimistic, believer in the abundance of good love- turned career focused woman has taken a lover.... not a love; a lover. He's sexy, fun, and great in bed and I'm in absolutely no danger...

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noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 04:45:00 +0000

Most days I don't feel beautiful. At 5'6 and 115lbs, sometimes I feel fat. I don't always pursue my dreams because I feel I'm not good enough... sometimes everything is shit... I'm so nervous...

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Not Fooling Anyone...

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 16:10:00 +0000

I could write a millions times that I don't miss him... and I could write it a million times a day in a million different languages and it still wouldn't stop me from thinking about him everyday......

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The New Guy is Shady

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:32:00 +0000

Okay... I don't have any proof that he's shady... But I have no proof to support the contrary either! We went out last Friday... things went well for the most part*. He emailed me earlier this...

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Dating Myself

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:23:00 +0000

Yep. I'm so sick of the bullshit. I never thought my hopeless romantic ass would ever get this cynical but here it is, I'm officially jaded! I'm so sick of the unsolicited cat calls from men on...

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Good News

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 07:50:00 +0000

I got my eyebrows waxed today! Not exactly profound but it is the first time I've waxed my eyebrows since my break up which was about 3 months ago... What else? I'm dying my hair tonite! Who...

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Date Recap

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 04:45:00 +0000

Went out with the fellow Friday night. He's not from here to I picked the place... A little bit about that... I always pick the same place. In the last year, I've been on 6 first dates, on the...

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Out of Control

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 12:58:00 +0000

I am sooo very out of control. I just woke up not too long ago and decided to check my email. I had been corresponding back and forth with a gentlemen with whom I will be having dinner this Friday...

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Pieces

noreply@blogger.com (The Girl at the Table) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 09:11:00 +0000

I feel so without purpose. Sometimes I feel like I use love as an excuse for not being successful. We (women) are no longer allowed to hold tradition as the ideal. If I fall in love, get married,...

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