positive me.

Soon to be gone.

2010-02-22T01:04:00.003+08:00

Will be taking the 830am plane to Taiwan later on. Won't be back until early July.

I hope I will have a good time learning in National Tsing Hua University for the next 4 months plus.

I will miss everyone in Singapore.

:(

Thanks.

2010-01-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

I would like to thank:

Jordan

Shu Yi

Wen Bin

Ying Ying

Junyong

Xian Hui

Sophia

Mei Ping

Jia Yi

Delfine

Jun Jie

Yong An

Tian Tian

Qiaoling

Serene

Royston

Justin Mok

Justin Soong

Xin Hui

Royston

Sin Yee

Camellia

Xiaoxin

Ignatius

Ke Jun

Joy

Donald

Sally

Jeremy

Yiming

Zhaomin

Wan Ting

Esther

Zhenyi

Jingyi

Shirley

Chee Kwan

Philip

Weijun

Peyshyen

Tingren

Natalie

Matthais

Haibin

Jia Ni

Shi Jia

Samantha

Janice

Agnes

Joyce

Mum

Kah Wye

and many others for your birthday wishes! It means a lot to me. Hope can see you guys soon! :)

25.

2010-01-03T00:07:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me!

I'm quarter of a century old today...and that makes me sounds like I'm very old. :(

I'm getting old.

Sigh.

Sale!

2009-10-27T20:26:00.001+08:00

I'm helping a friend to advertise:

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Wishlist.

2009-08-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

I hate putting my wishlist here.

I don't want to get materialistic.

(Even though I do have a wishlist personally.)

Quotes from The Love of Siam

2009-07-24T08:04:00.000+08:00

"If I say that I wrote this song for you,
would you believe me?
It might not be as well
written or beautiful like other songs.
I want you to know that a love song can't be written
if you're not in love.
But for you,
I can write this song so easily"

"If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it the one day when we are separated?"

Rotten.

2009-06-15T23:39:00.001+08:00

I feel rotten,
because I rot my life away.

Totoro!

2009-06-07T00:20:00.007+08:00

Is he lonely?

Nope, he is not! =)

Sundown Marathon 09.

2009-06-05T00:35:00.005+08:00

I participated in the 10km Team Event this year.

(click to enlarge)

I think we did well!

(click to enlarge)

Well done guys!

CHRISTIANS AGAINST AWARE TAKEOVER!

2009-05-01T00:59:00.001+08:00

From here:

Christians in Singapore, listen! You should not be this conflicted about the AWARE debacle. It appears that a few churches have already taken the opportunity to preach on the issue of homosexuality from the pulpit. Some Christians have also been rattling on about it being time to make a stand and be counted for what one truly believes.

So this is me making a stand right here. I have been a Bible-believing Christian for 25 years now. I want first to acknowledge fellow believers who, like me, are shocked, angered, and saddened by the takeover and feel that their faith has been hijacked and their views ignored. I know that a lot of such affected Christians are out there. There is also another group which may not agree with the new team's tactics but admires its fervour or sympathises with it for the heat it has been getting.

But, most of all, I want to address a crucial third party: Christian women who have been encouraged to stand up and be counted for their beliefs. I wish to appeal to their good sense in these last hours. You may be one of these and have even joined, or are planning to join, AWARE to help swing the votes in favour of the new ex-co on Saturday. Especially if I am describing you, please read on!

Yes, there are times when a Christian needs to make a courageous stand – but, in every event, always ask yourself: For what cause is this? What context does it serve? The current scenario is not one where we are being asked what our beliefs on certain issues are or whether Christianity and homosexuality are compatible or we are being mocked or discriminated against. It is a simple context where a group of well-meaning Christians infiltrated a secular organisation in order to be in a position to dictate their own values in its daily running. In this light, what a Christian may feel about issues like homosexuality is besides the point!

As a secular body, AWARE rightly cannot have a vision that treats women from different backgrounds through the outlook of just one religious system. Indeed, I dare say that an appropriate Christian response is to resist the actions of these Christians. Just as God gave every person free choice and the opportunity to believe, we ought to support the sanctity of this right for others to make up their own minds and live their own lives. Just as we do not force the Christian faith down someone's throat against his or her will, we should not take over a non-religious organisation for the single purpose of making others unlike us behave as we believe. To do this would be a gross misapplication of the message of Jesus.

If you support the new ex-co's actions, be aware that you are sending a string of possibly irreversible wrong signals to every Singaporean. Consider carefully whether you are willing to shoulder the responsibility of damages that would affect the longstanding good work of Christians in Singapore. Since the government has chosen not to be involved in the matter so far, whatever happens will be seen clearly by all as the response of particular sectors of society.

Here is my short list of obvious implications:

[1] Support the new ex-co, and you are effectively saying that you condone its quasi-corporate act of infiltration, with related strategies of secrecy, disinformation, moral coercion, and fear-mongering. You are saying that you support its less-than-Christian covert moves more than traditionally Christian ones like dialogue, open engagement, honesty, and clarity.

[2] Support the new ex-co, and we will go down a slippery road with wide-ranging repercussions for all. Don’t believe for a moment that the manoeuvring will stop here. What this invites others to see is that infiltration is the most effective way for small groups of like-minded individuals to seize power quickly -- and where will this end? What is to stop any religious or ideological group from doing the same to any social institution at every level? In the long run, who do you think loses?

[3] Support the new ex-co, and you potentially make light of the freedom that is God’s gift to every human being. Against your best intentions, you may send out instead the message that we Christians think that we know better than everyone else and that we are willing to outflank, overpower, and overwhelm if we do not get our way.

[4] Support the new ex-co, and, if they stay and behave as predicted, you will be directly responsible for undoing the trust that many Christians have taken years to build with their non-Christian friends. This is a trust built on mutual respect. You will have made the Gospel of Christ more difficult to hear for years to come because people will think that they know what it is about. You will have created a new generation of Christ-haters.

This matter, in short, is not to be treated lightly. Jesus tells us all to be "wise as serpents, and harmless as doves". There are times to be passionate and helpful in a gungho way, but this is not the time. Christians can be wrong about many things too. So please, by all means, pray for the AWARE debacle to be resolved amicably and for Christians in AWARE, but do not, in the name of our common faith, go in blind support of other Christians because you are Christian!

Yours Truly,

Gwee Li Sui

Stayover in school.

2009-04-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

1ST WEEK
1ST PAPER - HC301 - MODERN CHINESE LITERATURE - 14 APR 09 - 1300-1530 HRS

2ND WEEK
2ND PAPER - HT301 - TRANSLATION - 23 APR 09 - 1700-1930 HRS
3RD PAPER - HC210 - CLASSICAL CHINESE FICTION - 24 APR 09 - 0900-1130 HRS

3RD WEEK
4TH PAPER - HC213 - CHINESE LITERATURE AND CULTURE APPROACH - 27 APR 09 - 0900-1130 HRS
5TH PAPER - HC202 - CHINESE CRITICAL THINKING - 28 APR 09 - 1300-1530 HRS
6TH PAPER - HC342 - CHINA IN ASIA - 29 APR 09 - 0900-1130 HRS

Never take 6 modules with exam dates so closely together again.

I'm thinking of staying overnight in school on 23 Apr. Anyone keen to join me?

0422.

2009-04-21T04:22:00.001+08:00

Good morning to you.
Good night to me.

I need a break.

2009-03-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

I think I'm abit burned out. Need a break seriously.

The Cranberries - Everything I Said.

2009-02-13T01:20:00.001+08:00

It makes me lonely
It makes me very lonely
When I see you there, waitin'on
It makes me tired, It makes me very tired
And inside of me, lingers on

But you have your heart
Don t believe it, and you will find it
Waitin'on
Everything I said, oh, well I meant it
And inside my head, holdin'on

'Cos if I died tonight
Would you hold my hand, no
Would you understand
And if I lived in spite
Would you still be there, no
Would you disappear

Surely must be you
But I don t make you lonely
I'll get over you
But I don 't make you lonely

I'm 8769 days old today.

2009-01-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

You can check yours here.

Ponyo!!!

2009-01-04T23:30:00.001+08:00

Can I have one too?

Cold - Black Sunday

2008-12-26T03:02:00.000+08:00

I can't breath at all
It hurts to think
that a sound could heal my wounds
feeling I've been betrayed
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't sleep at all
Now you're gone away
I can't fake this anymore
Guess I could blame it all
on God's game
or explain what my life's for

[Chorus]
Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

I will trade it all
for another day
just to feel you and your warmth
but even pictures fade
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't see at all
did you fly away
Did the stars shine bright for you
Guess I could blame it all
on God's game
it was fate that carried you

[Chorus]

You always take away
Take away
Take away

[Chorus] x2

and I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling

Well.

2008-12-06T00:02:00.001+08:00

I'm too lazy to update this blog of mine nowadays.

In the meanwhile, please go to my other blog ya?

I'm drunk.

2008-11-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

I drank too much coffee.

I can't sleep.

=/

That's how I got my nick.

2008-11-02T02:42:00.004+08:00

Emo timo, down in a hole.

Alice In Chains - Down In A Hole
Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom

Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You dont understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and theyve put all
The stones in their place
Ive eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, outta control
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Ups & downs.

2008-10-28T22:15:00.002+08:00

During economic booms, prices went up.

But during economic downturns, does prices goes down?

To all my ex students in BMSS:

2008-09-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming! Study hard now, do your best and enjoy your upcoming holiday~!

Sleep...

2008-09-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

I need more sleep...I can't survive with just 5 hours of sleep everyday.

Running out of time.

2008-09-07T01:01:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like talking to anybody.

In Changi Airport Terminal 2.

2008-08-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hello world.

I am now in Changi Airport Terminal 2.

Wonder why am I here?

I'm flying off to Bangkok tonight! I will only be back on this Sunday.

My departure flight is scheduled at 830pm and will be in Bangkok by 10pm. I am expected to be on my flight back on Sunday at 330pm. Will reach Singapore at 630pm.

Till then, please take care and don't miss me too much. =)