'Psycho' Life in UTM

梦的告诫~该休息了！

2013-11-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

早上六点，闹钟尽责地把我唤醒。习惯性按掉了闹铃后，我又继续往被里窝。

十五分钟后，勤奋的闹钟不死心地再次吵醒我。赖惯床的我，连看都不看它一眼，再次让它闭上嘴巴！

六点半意味着最后一次的警告，再不起来就要迟到了！

每天那么早起来上班的生活还真是辛苦，经过几番自我催眠后，我勉勉强强地将眼睛半睁开。

“是时候醒了” 我如此提醒着自己。

迷迷糊糊中，我来到了厕所前。

“奇怪，妈妈干嘛那么早起来洗衣服啊？”还没完全清醒的我看着厕所里的妈妈，发呆……

妈妈：你干嘛那么早起来？

我：做工啦！（又打了个哈欠）

妈妈：你还有做工吗？你不是早就停了XX补习中心的工作了吗？

我：（恍然大悟）诶，好像是哦！

妈妈：你就回去继续睡吧！

我：（心里觉得有点不对劲，可是却讲不出是哪儿出了问题）可是……

妈妈：（这时候已经洗好衣服了）你还站在那儿干嘛？

我：（还是觉得那里不对）我好像还有东西要做嘞！我~

妈妈：你都没做工了，还有什么东西要做？呐，这是你最后一个月领取的薪水单……

我：（看着薪水单上注明去年的月份）我真的已经没做工了吗？我……

妈妈：是啦！你还没清醒，快去睡觉啦！

我：（想了想还是觉得有点不对劲）我觉得我还是出去一下，总觉得有东西要做……

开门出去后，我突然从床上震醒……

（看看身旁的闹钟）糟糕，七点了！迟到了！什么怪梦啦，害我迟到了！匆匆忙忙梳洗完毕后，就立刻冲出去了。没错，我的确早就停了补习中心的工作，可是我现在正在实习当中，谁说我没做工啦~~

~语录~

事后回想起这个梦，觉得又好笑又奇怪。

我想应该是近期的我太忙了，以至于心里的闹钟在梦里以妈妈的形态出现告诫我该休息了！

所以，我就乖乖听话，今天暂且休息一会儿，写写一下部落格 :-)

明天还有工作要做，5点就得起床了！Aza aza fighting!!

明天，你好

2013-10-20T00:56:00.002+08:00

词：王海涛

曲：牛奶咖啡

编曲：格非

看昨天的我们走远了

在命运广场中央等待

那模糊的肩膀

越奔跑越渺小

曾经并肩往前的伙伴

在举杯祝福后都走散

只是那个夜晚

我深深的都留藏在心坎

* 长大以后我只能奔跑

我多害怕黑暗中跌倒

明天你好含着泪微笑

越美好越害怕得到

每一次哭又笑着奔跑

一边失去一边在寻找

明天你好声音多渺小

却提醒我 *

勇敢是什么

当我朝着反方向走去

在楼梯的角落找勇气

抖着肩膀哭泣

问自己在哪里

曾经并肩往前的伙伴

沉默着懂得我的委屈

时间它总说谎

我从不曾失去那些肩膀

重复 * x2

勇敢是什么

~语录~
虽然孤身一人远在他乡，
但是并肩往前走的伙伴一直默默地守在身后，
懂得我的委屈，鼓励我，支持我，
最重要的是，总是在我跌倒时鼓励我站起来，
也是她们总在默默地提醒我 “勇敢是什么”。
近来的我比较压力，有好几次真的快撑不住时，
都是你们在远方默默地提醒我“别放弃”。
谢谢你们的鼓励，有你们，至少我不是寂寞的。

*不是我做的不好，而是我还能做得更好*
*路是没分对和错的，走远路反而能学习更多的东西*

Lesson of the day

2013-09-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

If I registered extra subject on the first day of registration, today I no need to be fined for RM100. Starting, supervision subject did not open as it promised us in the first semester. I did take action by calling around and ask for help. But nobody tell me that I should go to SGS to do manual registration, now SGS want to fine me RM 100 in order to help me register my subjects.

If I not scare of troublesome, I should just register the subject of project paper (which I already registered last sem) again in order to fulfil the minimum credit hour for registration. If I take action to do something (which I think is not necessary) , now I would have the chance to add and drop subject freely without being fined. Because I didn't click on any subject during the registration period, now SGS want to fine me for not registering any subjects. So damn innocent!!

By the way, this teaches me a lesson~better do something imperfectly than to do nothing flawlessly.

Next time I should do more (even think it is not necessary needed), better than do nothing.

天黑黑

2013-09-08T17:40:00.001+08:00

天黑黑

歌手：孫燕姿

作词：廖莹如&April

作曲：李偲菘

编曲：吴庆隆

我的小时候　吵闹任性的时候　我的外婆　总会唱歌哄我

夏天的午后　老老的歌安慰我　那首歌　好像这样唱的

天黑黑　欲落雨　天黑黑　黑黑（福建）

离开小时候　有了自己的生活　新鲜的歌　新鲜的念头

任性和冲动　无法控制的时候　我忘记　还有这样的歌

天黑黑　欲落雨　天黑黑　黑黑（福建）

*我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人　我以为这就是我所追求的世界

　然而横冲直撞　被误解被骗　是否成人的世界背后　总有殘缺

　我走在每天必须面对的分岔路　我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福

　爱总是让人哭　让人觉得不满足　天空很大卻看不清楚　好孤独*

Repeat *

天黑的時候　我又想起那首歌　突然期待　下起安静的雨

原來外婆的道理　早就唱給我听　下起雨　也要勇敢前进

我相信　一切都会平息　我现在　好想回家去

天黑黑　欲落雨　天黑黑　黑黑（福建）

~语录~

小时候期待着长大，长大后又想回去小时候。

越大越怀疑这是否我小时候所追求的世界，

每天必须面对许许多多的分岔路，许许多多的抉择，

一不小心就会被误解被骗。

然而，长大了就要勇敢向前迈进。

就算怀念，就算渴望恢复当初的单纯，我也必须静心体会全新的成人世界。

因为，

它让我体会了安静的美；

它让我学会了勇敢；

他更让我懂得珍惜眼前所有的一切。

2nd gathering-Part Two：Sibu Island两天一夜

2013-07-17T17:46:00.001+08:00

第一天（7/7/2013）

挨了半个小时的sauna ferry后，我们终于抵达有清澈见底的海的Sibu Island。

ferry上的合照

Sibu Island

Sibu Island Resort

我们都酒店~Sibu Island Resort

最让我吃惊的是，一下船，就有一群人站在岸上为我们歌颂，而且还递上一杯凉凉的橙汁给我们，真的好窝心哦！

welcome band

welcome drinks

领取各自房间的钥匙后，我们各自往自个儿的房间走去。

初到此地，感觉身处迷宫似的，完全摸不清我们的房间到底在哪儿。走啊走啊，我们遇到一群好心的工作人员。经由他们带路，我们越过了一条条又斜又长的路，终于来到了我们的房间。

游泳池

好干净哦！

又长又斜的路

Sibu Island Resort 的房间~很像Sarawak的long house

虾米的房间

靓照^^

后记：房间的设备虽然齐全，可是床褥的整洁却有待改进。

Activity 1: 边走边拍游Sibu Island

此次的旅行配套总共RM160，其中包括了两天一夜的住宿费，以及岛上的游戏。配套中的游戏包括了射箭、喂鱼、喂鹿、jungle trekking、flying fox和moonlight walk。在等待配套中的首项游戏-射箭开始，我们分别到附近的海边走走逛逛。Sibu Island的风景真是优美。岛上的宁静让人感到很安心。想抛开城市的繁忙的人们，Sibu Island绝对是最佳选择。

优美的海滩

靓照 2 ^^

三剑客

后记：清澈见底的海水让人感到珍贵。在城市住久了，看惯了城市通街的污染以及一条条浑浊的海水，此番旅行更是让我感慨能在如此干净的岛上度假。

Activity 2: Archery (射箭)

3点正，我、秀芬、经宝和大佬四人到lobby去等待resort的员工带我们去射箭。奇怪的是，已经三点多了，整个lobby就只有我们四人，其他和我们一起抵达的游客竟然都不参与岛上所安排的活动。由于其他人的缺席，整个archery场就只有我们四人以及教练和他的助手。

岛上的Archery场

教练细心地指导我们一些射箭的技巧，其中包括了如何握弓，如何摆放箭在弓上，如何放箭以及种种的安全措施。初次碰箭的我感到非常好奇及兴奋。

有模有样吧？！嘻嘻

秀芬也高兴万分

可是此感觉只存在大约半小时。当我们四人连续轮流射箭射了约半小时后，我的手就开始感到酸痛了。（可能是太久没运动了吧！）再加上，我的对手竟是首箭就正中10分的大佬，我更是提不起劲来。

我们玩了约一小时后，我们就不玩了。最后，大佬的成绩竟然跟教练不相上下，仅差一分，让我们深感佩服及骄傲。

My best score~5分

后记：四人当中，我的成绩最差。玩了如此多轮，我最佳的成绩仅仅5分，跟大佬的39分比起来，我真是自愧不如。

Activity 3: Snorkeling (浮潜)

配套中没有包含浮潜这一项活动，因此想参与浮潜的人就得额外支付。想在附近的海滩浮潜的人只需付RM25租借浮潜的设备。而想坐轮船出远海浮潜的人，就必须筹够至少四人才可以以一人RM50的价格出海。若筹不够四人，那么每人就必须支付RM70才可以出海浮潜。

我们当中old man、fungai、虾米和玛莉都没玩过浮潜。她们立刻报名出远海的浮潜，兴致勃勃地穿上装备朝大海出发。

出海前

出海咯~

终于到了~

应该是玛莉吧？！

美丽的风景啊！

清澈的海水

哇，Nemo鱼！

好美的云层~

颜色分明的海平线

众人湿淋淋地归来

由于浮潜的时间定于下午2:30，因此她们错过了射箭这个环节。

后记：听说最后只有fungai和old man跑到深海去浮潜。玛莉和虾米两人则在浅海地带玩闹。整体来说，她们是玩得很开心。

Activity 4: 喂鱼

原本下午5点是喂鱼的时段，可是天公不作美，下了一场大雨，害得我们不得不躲进房里冲凉边等待晚上的buffet时间。

在等待雨停的期间，我和old man(此旅行的室友)坐在房间里hi-tea （房间里有提供免费的Lipton茶包和咖啡），非常闲情。

Buffet Time (7:00pm-10:00pm)

天公还是待我们不薄，大约七点的时候，雨终于停了。我们一班人浩浩荡荡地朝饭厅出发。沿路我们看见了鹿群正在吃草，拍照兴致立即涌上。

mini zoo里的动物

与鹿合影（才发现玛莉没和鹿拍照）

与鹿玩闹了一会儿后，我抬头突然看见一片美丽的晚霞。此时，我们又忘了原本要去吃饭的目的，再次往海边走去。

夕阳西下~

下雨的关系，我们来不及观赏日落的情景

玩了一会儿后，经宝开始提醒我们有关buffet的事。饥肠辘辘的我们再次朝饭厅迈进。

最后，我们还是第一批到达的人们。饭厅看起来很豪华，食物也整整齐齐地摆放在桌上等待着我们去领取。

buffet dinner

吃buffet的守则-第一轮不可拿太多，先尝尝味道。我和old man每一道菜只夹一个。

我的第一轮晚餐

懒惰剥虾壳的我再次骗到别人剥虾给我吃。谢谢秀芬让我有免费的虾吃。

秀芬的爱心虾

38虾米终究还是要搞怪。她拿了一盘的糕点想尝试，最后却吃不完。最终，虾米剩余的糕点落入蘑菇汤里。看了都觉得恶心！

恶心的剩糕剩汤~虾米的杰作

吃饭间，饭厅外突然来了一班歌唱团在外面大展歌喉。经宝直言幸好他们没走进饭厅来，不然绝对吵死人。

后记：这里的食物还好（我说还好，大家应该懂我的意思吧！），最后我们决定不订购隔天早上的breakfast buffet.

Activity 5: Moonlight Walk

吃饱后最适合饭后散步。根据行程，9:00pm 将会有一项名为moonlight walk的活动。早上抵达的时候，我们已经向lobby处的询问柜台咨询有关此活动。据说moonlight walk就是人人拿着一个灯笼一起散步走到海边去。

我们在lobby坐了约半小时，活动还是没进行。大家都觉得很奇怪。最终，我被选中去柜台询问。无奈之下，我就拖了fungai陪我。原来这是一项upon request的活动。意思就是说，你不问就没有此活动。此时，我的头上顿时滑下三条黑线。

当大家排好等待领取各自的灯笼时，moonlight walk的负责人只说了一句：“走吧！”当中的我们有人开口询问：“我们的灯笼呢？不是说好有灯笼的吗？”最后，那位负责人命他的朋友拿来一盏手电筒。就在这时候，我们被怔得哑口无言。

灰暗的海边一盏手电筒是不够的，我们当中有几个人拿出自己的smartphone开启手电筒来照亮海边。沿路上，负责人向我们解说将会带我们去看蓝眼泪。据说，蓝眼泪的出现是跟月亮婆婆有很大的关联。两者相冲，不能同时出现。蓝眼泪只会出现在天空没有月亮婆婆的日子（当然月亮是不可能不见的，意思就是说，只有月亮被遮掩的时候，它才会出现）。听着负责人的解说，我得知了蓝眼泪的英文名叫blue ray（不知有没有拼错）。

最后，我们在海边的一处停下来。只见负责人很努力地在海滩上推沙，最后我们看见一只只闪着蓝灯的东西掺杂在沙里。除此之外，当浪打上海滩上时，蓝眼泪也随着被打上来。今晚的月亮婆婆不作美，我们只看见了仅仅几只的蓝眼泪，并不像网络所流传的那一整排的蓝眼泪停在海滩上。

后记：我们只有普通的相机和smartphone，完全不能把蓝眼泪拍下来。话说，负责人也没想我们解说有关蓝眼泪的事，都是我将我所知道的一一告诉我的朋友们（当然这些知识都是我去pangkor岛时，带我们游岛的导游告诉我的！）

Activity 6: Game Time

从海边回来后，负责人拼命游说我们去唱K。因为好奇，我们一班人又浩浩荡荡朝歌房走去。半途，我和fungai看见game room。好玩的两人就跑进去玩兵乓球。其余的人继续朝歌房迈进。

我们两人玩到忘我，最后玛莉来催我们过去唱歌。我们从玛莉的口中得知那是一间开放式的唱歌房。每个人点好自己要唱的歌后，就要边聆听别人唱歌，边等待自己的歌。试想想要在众人面前唱歌，我立刻打消了唱歌的念头。由于fungai要和虾米一起合唱《好心分手》，我们俩边打边等待他们的歌被点播。最后，歌没等到，所有人却跑来game room看我们打兵乓。

后记：game room的确是无聊的时候打发时间的好地方。若喜欢打兵乓的人，请自己携带兵乓拍，因为这里的拍和球都是“有限公司”。

Activity 7: 喝酒聊天

我们带了两瓶低酒精的饮料和一堆零食来Sibu Island。今晚多了我们这班三姑六婆外加一位‘阿公’，1062房（秀芬和fungai的房间）变得特别热闹。

饮胜（Yam Sheng)

在喝酒期间，大佬还教我们如何辨认好喝的“酒”

注意红色圈圈里的公司名哦！

第二天（8/7/2013）

Final activity: 第二海滩

早上8:00 有喂鹿的时段，但是昨晚我们已经和小鹿们玩过了，就特意错过这时段。（其实大家都不想太早起来）

由于第一天找不到所谓的第二海滩，七早八早（也不早啦，都已经九点多了）我们一班人去寻找第二海滩（就是付RM25租借装备来浮潜的浅海滩）。皇天不负有心人，我们问了一位路人后，才发现原来它很靠近我们的房间。

You jump, I jump! Yay!!

蓝蓝的天空云河里，四人在看海

狗爬式~take 1

狗爬式~take 2

V pose~海中美女

原本预定只是玩一会儿的水，就要回房冲凉去玩flying fox的，谁知，又是‘摸’的个性惹的祸！
没看时间，玩到不亦乐乎，导致flying fox的时间都过了。

我的flying fox~。~（唯有拍照过瘾）

梳洗完毕后，我们匆匆忙忙吃碗杯面填饥，准备check out! (因为check out的时间是中午12点）

由于我们边吃面边看戏，又误了时间，只好让经宝和大佬把我们拿钥匙去check out，而我们继续等待fungai寻找不知掉到哪儿的手表。最后多亏了fungai糊涂的个性，我们才有机会搭上改装版的perodua kancil。

改装版的perodua kancil

再见了Sibu Island!

虽然我们12点就check out了，可是ferry要等到下午2:00 才会开，我们只好又四处拍照。
最后，我和fungai又回到了game room去打兵乓。（重点是只有那儿有冷气可吹）
约两点整，Tomcat（船的名字）终于开船。原以为又要焗sauna了，谁知竟然是凉的。

不忘‘老行’的玛莉

~语录~
两天一夜的Sibu Island trip一眨眼就过了。虽然岛上很清静，没什么东西玩，但是最重要的是大家的踊跃参与。这次的聚会，我们几乎都到齐了，还多了经宝的未来老公，就只差秋秀还在英国留学。

谢谢你organiser, old man!arigatou gozaimas!!

虾米的礼物（我们不是在推销iphone和samsung哦！）

Orgniser准备的团服

后记：虽然我们平时是‘摸’出名了，可是聚会后的几天，大家竟然快手快脚地定了明年七月槟城的来回机票。（好快手！）不用猜了，明年的organiser除了来自槟城的我以外还有谁呢？O(∩_∩)O哈哈~大家敬请期待吧！（也不要太期待啦，等下我会很压力）

2nd gathering-Part One:Johor游荡记

2013-07-17T12:54:00.003+08:00

很快的，第二年的聚会又到来了。跟往年不同的是，今年我是从槟城坐长途巴士下去柔佛的。漫漫长夜独自坐在巴士上，深感光阴似箭，我们这样的一年一次的聚会还能持续多久呢？坐了九个小时半的巴士，虽感疲惫，可是一想到又可以再跟forever friends的朋友“lepak JB” ，心情倍感喜悦。

下了巴士后，我随着fungai往她的宿舍去洗漱，等待“虾米”从新加坡过来。

The day before the trip （6/7/2013）

第一站：山番王

好久没回来JB了，为了填饱肚子，我、fungai、“虾米”、old man和玛莉五人两辆车朝士古来皇后（Tun Aminah）的山番王（savage Restoran）出发。由于经宝很忙，待我们都吃饱后，她才姗姗到来。

话说，这里的食物味道还不错。最值得推荐的就是山番王的海鲜番茄面。喜欢海鲜料理的人必定会对这碗面赞不绝口。满满一大碗的虾和蛤蜊，哇，真是丰富！Fungai吃得津津有味，我还有口福吃到她帮我剥壳的虾呢！

海鲜番茄面

第二道推荐的美食正是山番王的招牌叻沙啦！还没上桌前，我还以为这道食物类似我家乡（槟城）的asam laksa,谁知道它却是我最爱的咖喱面！（我真是被名字给骗了，槟城人若有机会光顾此店，记得要分清楚哦！）浓浓的咖喱味再配上咖喱面该有的椰浆味，它正是我最爱的食物。原本我想跟玛莉交换食物的，可是“美女”不夺人所好，还是尝尝一口算了吧！

招牌叻沙

因为被‘咖喱’这个字眼所吸引，我就点了山番王的咖喱干捞面。说实在的，咖喱味道还好，本人还是比较喜欢槟城的咖喱面。（我的嘴原本就比较挑食，很少会有食物是值得我赞为好吃的）喜欢干捞面的人可以试试这道食物。

咖喱干捞面

接下来old man点了山番王的特色咖喱鸡饭。咖喱味道跟我的食物有点相似，所以我认为还好，并不是我的最爱。

特色咖喱鸡饭

还蛮多鸡肉的！

最后，我们还点了一道小吃来尝尝。味道不错，不会太油腻，而且又有玛莉爱吃的蛋，值得一尝。（忘了拍照）

至于饮料呢，其他人叫了普通的饮料，就不用多介绍了。（实际上，我忘了她们的饮料的名字了）

而我呢，就点了山番王自煮的甜品-白果腐竹玉米。喝上去味道还过得去，甜度刚刚好。

第二站：“员工宿舍”

事隔一年，我又回到了old man的“员工宿舍”。今年的“员工宿舍”比往年还要热闹，因为多了调皮捣蛋的“虾米”和特地从Sarawak Kuching飞来聚会的秀芬。少了男朋友在身旁的“虾米”犹如从牢笼里被释放的野猫，非常38，喜欢玩弄身旁的每一个人。由于太久没见了，我们几人在房间里从南聊到北，再从西聊到东，像足了三姑六婆。

七位三姑六婆

三姑六婆的‘家庭会议’

The day (7/7/2013)

去sibu island的ferry一天只有两趟：早上11:30或者下午4:00，未免错过了最早的ferry,住在“员工宿舍”的六人七早八早就起身准备。可是，我们当中还是有很‘摸’的人，最后我们比约定的时间迟了半小时，害经宝和大佬七早八早就在家等待我们的到来。

出发前的‘丑样’

接了经宝和大佬后，我们八人两辆车浩浩荡荡地朝Tanjung Leman的jetty出发。

八人两辆车~出发咯！

去Tanjung Leman的路上，我们连续迷了几次的路。沿路上，Fungai一直在车上骂为何去Tanjung Leman的路牌那么少（整条路，路牌五只手指都数的完），再加上又接收不到GPS,我们真的快抓狂了。

少到可怜的路牌

幸好，就在我们“走投无路”时，大佬金睛火眼瞄到路旁有间杂货店（今天关店），于是他便下车去向杂货店隔壁的屋主问路。短短的几分钟，大佬不止向uncle打听到了怎么去Tanjung Leman的路，还得知了uncle已经在那儿住了四十年，而且几乎每一天都有人向他询问去Tanjung Leman的路（看来有不少人遇到和我们一样的问题）。

我们沿着uncle准确的导航（就连几分钟会遇到红绿灯都精准无误）。总共走了约两个小时的路程后，我们终于顺利抵达Tanjung Leman的jetty。

我们把车停在靠近KFC的停车场。不知道踩了什么狗屎运，好撞不撞，竟然撞见Johor Sultan莅临Tanjung Leman,害我们虽然已经付了RM4 (a day per car)的Parking Fee,还得把车停在很远的地方去。

去Sibu Island的船票还蛮昂贵的。一趟需付RM35，来回总共付了RM70.

昂贵的船票

后记：去Sibu Island时，我们乘坐名为Pelican的轮船。里头的冷气简直就是摆美的，热得我们就像坐在sauna room里一样。

拥有sauna room ‘美名’的Pelican

第三站：Tanjung Leman的KFC

饥肠辘辘的我们买好ferry票后，不管三七二十一就朝临近的KFC冲去。这是一个靠海的KFC。透过窗口，可以看见来来往往的ferry。在那儿用餐的人大多数都是在等待ferry到来的游客，就跟我们一样。

海边的KFC

yummy~

我的天空我的梦

2013-03-29T17:46:00.003+08:00

《我的天空我的梦》

主唱：Superstar

歌词：

女生：旋律在我脑海中不知不觉的在转动

我的心随着感觉走节拍也跟着走

回想我的小时候钢琴声会让我感动

好想靠近也很想懂却没有机会碰

男生：只能躲在角落听别人的弹奏

安慰自己说我会不同

合唱：有我的天空我的梦我的未来不是梦

我没有别人富有但我能坚持到最后

为我的天空我的梦创出自己的天空

我一定到最后每个脚步不会放松

*重复全部

*重复合唱

我会一步步走不会轻易放松

~语录~
什么是梦想？
是梦吗？还是自己的遐想？
因为有梦想才会有动力想往前冲。
虽然人人常说“梦想不能当饭吃”，但是我相信我的梦想会让我有饭吃。
有梦想并不代表我在妄想，只是有目标。
为了梦想，大家一起加油吧！
为自己的梦想创出一片天空！~\(≧▽≦)/~

说谎

2013-03-07T15:03:00.001+08:00

人为什么要说谎？
有些人是为了逃避过错，有些人是为了个人利益，有些人为了保护身边的人，甚至有些人纯粹只是无聊想嘲弄别人。

小时候，我们常常被教导不可以说谎。《狼来了》、《木偶人》等等的故事就是为了教导小孩说谎的坏处而编辑出来的。而我也深深相信说谎会误人误己，所以小时候的我从不说谎。一来是害怕被骂，二来是怕被揭穿后很丢脸。

可是，随着年龄的增长，我学会了一句话，那就是 “善意的谎言”。
有人说，偶尔撒些善意的谎言并不会危害到任何人，反而会帮到一些人。
因为这句话，我信了，也照做了。
一开始撒谎时，我还是会有些顾忌，害怕被揭穿，害怕会被讨厌。
久而久之，善意的谎言就成了我的家常便饭。我偶尔会撒些小谎来作弄朋友，可是很快就会良心发现（可能还是会害怕被别人揭穿）而自己戳破这个谎言。
对我而言，只要是不会危害或伤害到别人的谎话，偶尔撒些类似玩笑的谎言反而会为朋友圈子增加些色彩。

可是，今天我见识了人人常说的，也是我最害怕 “自私的谎言”。
今天我的同事为自己找到新的高薪工作而不停在我的面前炫耀。那时候，我的心已经感到很不是滋味了。不是因为我妒忌她，而是我真的不能谅解身为教育者的她竟然可以为了钱财放弃无辜的学生。可是我也没多说什么，我也了解现实社会是残酷的，她有家要兼顾，可能钱财对她来说真的是重要过师生情。

原以为她会实话告诉老板她要停职的原因，谁知为了在老板面前保住面子，她竟然借用自己的家婆来帮她圆谎。我知道我很死脑筋，可是我真的不能接受她竟然谎称她的家婆昏倒住院了没人帮她照顾小孩，为了孩子为了家婆，她必须停职。为了让自己有台阶下，为了让掩盖自己跳槽的实情，她竟然如此说自己的家婆。这样岂不代表她正无意间诅咒着自己的家婆？家婆也是妈，她怎么可以这样说话？！当时，我傻了！虽然知道实情，可是我却没戳破她的谎言。

我最鄙视为了自己的利益而说谎的人。我更是讨厌那种会牵扯第三者的谎话！当时的我也很讨厌自己很窝囊。为何我可以沉默不语？为什么自己让这么可笑的谎话继续滋生？我真的还是跟小时候一样如此的懦弱，胆小怕事。

~语录~

你可以说谎，可是不可以太过分。

你可以包容谎言，可是不可以没有愧疚感。

Believe中也包含着一个Lie字，请问这世上还有真实可言吗？

心里的孩子

2012-12-27T15:10:00.002+08:00

《心里的孩子》

主唱：梁文音

作词：姚若龙

作曲：刘子乐

破灭的美梦一个又一个

虽然心很痛却还是微笑着

别人总爱说你已长大了

不能待在幻想里面活着

学会化妆去遮掩些什么

学会先沉默再察言观色

本来的我呢快不记得

我害怕我会习惯不快乐

*在心里的孩子扮大人的样子

一开始有意思后来双眼总潮湿

在心里的孩子盼谁来讲故事

让不安失望暂时静止*

雷雨不来又哪有彩虹呢

能自我安慰是必修的课

不确定我是变得随和

或累得慢慢放弃了原则

repeat chorus *

在心里的孩子后悔曾很固执

太好奇许多事不顾后果的尝试

在心里的孩子常祈祷有天使

借一双翅膀逃离现实

不爱看自己哭的样子

~语录~

每个人心里都住着一个小孩子，

随着年龄的改变，

梦想一个个变得遥不可及，

原本的单纯已不复在，

现实让我学会了沉默，再察言观色，

潮湿的眼眶告诉我，是时候长大了，

可是心里的孩子还是默默地期盼着，

有一天会有天使带我逃离这虚假的现实。

我的名字叫勇敢

2012-09-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

我的名字叫勇敢

词曲：吴嘉祥

是谁被遮住了阳光能打开另一扇窗

是谁挥着受伤的翅膀也能越过海洋

是谁被矇住了双眼依然看得见希望

是谁面对人情的冷暖还是选择原諒

黑暗中只要一盞灯就能把四周照亮

手心向下你会发现心境更宽广

我的路不平坦纵然还有一点难

我的泪混着汗水随风干

我的心不平凡挫折让我更坚強

因为我的名字叫勇敢

~语录~
近来发生了很多不如意的事，
身旁的光芒一瞬间消失了，
仿佛被笼罩在不如意的阴影下，
看不见光明也看不见希望。

无意间发现这一首歌，
带给了我不少启发。
对，纵然我的路不平坦，我的心不平凡，
但是挫折会让我更坚强。
勇敢地去面对一切，是在为自己开启光明的道路。

只怕想家

2012-08-15T15:44:00.002+08:00

主唱：黄美珍

作曲：陈威全

填词：姚若龙

歌词
我以为如果有热情有成长有理想
最后总会被了解被培养被奖赏
怎么城市像战场充满痛与伤
好像终于能容忍能顽强能埋藏
心里还是很孤独很迷惘很悲伤
不再笑得像太阳静得像月亮
什么都可以不怕只怕想家
和爸妈说我一切顺利泪总会落下
太辛苦就赶快回家是最暖的牵挂
我什么也不怕只怕想家
武装的冰冷遇上温热就会融化
就算曾被责骂
现在明白是心疼啊
你能不能别闪躲别复杂别说谎
痛快承认太遥远太漫长太渴望
所以有了新对象忘了我在他乡

我什么也不怕只怕想家
和爸妈说我一切都好泪总会落下
太辛苦就赶快回家是最暖的牵挂
什么都可以不怕只怕想家
武装的冰冷与上温热就会融化
就算曾经责骂
现在才明白那是心疼啊
寂寞就是想从前想逃亡想分享想回家

~语录~

黄美珍唱了所有游子的心声。

为了梦想，被逼离乡背井。

城市的冷漠，压迫得喘不过气来，

让原本的笑容逐渐被沉默替代。

但是，面对爸妈的询问，往往都会故作坚强，

武装的好遇上温暖的关心时，内心就会在哭泣。

寂寞时，就会想听听家人的关心慰问。

难过时，就想逃回家。

若说回忆，逃亡，分享都是寂寞的象征……我想我是~

Forever friend~1st gathering

2012-07-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

6/7/2012 ( Friday )

Today, I am going to Johor Bahru alone to meet with my "forever friend" 38 friends. I am so excited. After work, I immediately drove back to house. When I reached home, it already almost 1p.m. In order to 'chase' Rapid KL, I immediately took my luggage and rushed to bus station which is located around 5 minute away from my house.

Around 1.15p.m, Rapid bus finally arrived. In the bus, I happily enjoy my lunch-bread while waiting for the bus to reach KTM station. My mood 180' change when the bus reach the main road of Seri Kembangan. The road is terribly jam. OMG!! At that time, I started to worry I will miss out the train. While stuck in the traffic jam, I have some nap in the bus. It took around 1 hour only reach KTM Serdang.

2.19p.m I finally reached KTM Serdang. I started to feel relieve when I saw the train schedule showed that the train will reach around 2.21p.m. When I was buying the ticket to the station of Bandar Tasek Selatan, I heard the operator announce that the train is arriving. That time, I was very shocked!! What the h***, the train reach early and didn't follow the schedule. Without wasting of time, I immediately cross over the bridge to the other side of station. Thank God, I managed to run into the train few seconds before the door is closed.

Around 2.30p.m, the train reached station of Bandar Tasek Selatan. After renovation, now the station of Bandar Tasek Selatan looks like airport. It is too big already and I am lost. I started searching for the way to the bus counter. On the way, I asked the operator and guard for the direction ( I am 路痴嘛！）. Thank God, I found the bus counter in the other buildings. I bought 3p.m bus ticket to Skudai, JB. I was shocked when the operator ask my name when I bought the ticket. That time I was thinking :" since when buy bus ticket need to tell operator my name?" Below is the bus ticket I bought. Almost the same with the flight boarding pass.

Bus ticket that need passenger name

At 6.30p.m, I reached Sri Putri. Foon Yee was playing basketball at that time. (╯﹏╰）Because of this, I 'laogai' with her for a while ~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦

After that we went to May Peng's 员工宿舍. Before reach there, I thought it is a very lousy apartment, who knows~~( ⊙ o ⊙ )！WOW！！This is not normal 员工宿舍，it is like hotel!

Air-con room with heater in the toilet.

Like what I have expected, two 'protected species' sure will bring along their favourite chao chao =.="

Malee's Chao Chao

May Peng's chao chao

My dinner was delicious BBQ satey, golden fried rice and 老鼠粉。I like the satey and fried rice. （¯﹃¯）口水

However, the 老鼠粉 is not as nice as the Serdang 老鼠粉。

At night, I received the message from Jing Bao said that she is not joining this gathering. That time I was very disappointed. I am looking forward to this gathering since few months ago.The absent of few members really made me feel so sad.

7/7/2012 (Saturday)

According to the schedule, we should depart on 8.00a.m. Well, some of us quite 'mo' (including me), eventually 8.07a.m we only start the car to Sutera Utama eat breakfast.

古文茶的早餐

After breakfast, our journey to Kluang start on 9.15a.m. Like usual, along the highway, four of us fooling around in the car.

Organiser~ Foon Yee

Old man~May Peng

Malee

Me!!

First Destination ~ Zen Xin Organic Farm

Zen Xin Organic Farm

While waiting for the other one member, Sheue Yih and her boyfriend, four of us started to take photo around.

Me and Malee showing the map

'Fungai' showing her mushroom house

Boring~

"Love" cactus

"I Love U" cactus

"Charlie Brown" Cactus

After a short while, our 38 friend, Sheue Yih and her bf, William finally reach. Like usual, she still so 自恋 and funny.

SheueYih

William

1st Group photo

Couple photo

Surprisingly, Sheue Yih brought new 'forever friend' T-shirt for all of us. All of us are so touch~Thank you Sheue Yih ~\(≧▽≦)/~

The design fully illustrates our long lasting friendship. I so like the design.

Group photo after change our 'forever friend' shirt

Taking picture in the toilet

Backside of the T-shirt

Fungai really like to act

Pet Area

Muscovy Duck

Goose

Sheue Yih and Fungai

May Peng is talking to the goose

~Cute Rabbit~

Rabbit ❤

Rabbits and ducks for sale

Rabbit's information

Sheue Yih is picking the mulberry

Taking photo at the Mulberry Farm

Short break after long distance of cycling

Three of us are tired

Malee still very energetic

Athlete (Fungai) and William already reach the upstair

Pavillion View

Foon Yee and Me

Foon Yee and May Peng

Foon Yee and Malee

Pavillion View~Toilet with Astro

~Lazy look~

~Our Memory~

Second Destination~ Botak Curry Mee

This place is very hard to find. It is located nearby the roadside. We took around half and hour to find this place. Thanks to aunty at the Hardware store, we only know that this Botak Curry Mee has two branches, one is owned by father and the one that we went is owned by the son.

Dry and wet curry mee

Honestly, I not really like this curry mee. 郭记 curry mee at Sutera Mall is nicer than Botak Curry Mee. For those who like to explore curry mee like me should go try 郭记 curry mee ~\(≧▽≦)/~

Third Destination~ Kluang Rail Coffee

May Peng and Malee love coffee so much. So after eat curry mee, we continue our jalan-jalan cari makan to Kluang Rail Coffee.

Roti bakar, coffee, mee siam and half-boil egg

Group photo at Kluang Rail Coffee

Fourth Destination~ UK Farm

UK Farm is located beside the highway. After turn into the junction, we still need to drive through very long distance 黄泥路 to reach the destination.

黄泥路

UK Farm

许愿池听多了，有听过‘许愿羊’吗？

~禁止不醉~

Machine to process the grass

People there use classical conditioning method to feed them milk

Unique 'egg'~inside contains pandan leave

Different species of goat

Memory at UK Farm

无论晴天雨天，都有属于你的幸福与感动

抱羊区

Memory with Lavender

Group photo again

Free gift we get at Organic Farm and UK Farm

Fifth Destination~A Fu Satay（阿福沙爹）

Our dinner at A Fu Satay. We ordered satay (pork, lamb and chicken), hokkien mee (not Penang hokkien mee, is the black source hokkien mee ）烧鱼，脆皮炸鸡，O A 煎（donno how to write). Among these foods, I like the 脆皮炸鸡 the most. Other food still consider ok, but not the best.

Variety of foods at A Fu Satay

After dinner, we headed to Batu Pahat and overnight at Sheue Yih's house. Five girls chitchat until 1.30p.m only go to sleep.

8/7/2012 (Sunday)

First destination~Batu Pahat Breakfast

Early morning before we depart from Sheue Yih house, her bf, William already go queue up to buy breakfast for all of us. While waiting for William to come, 5 girls enjoying 贵妇 life, slowly 'tan' 咖啡 and 美禄 at one of the coffee shop (I have forgotten the name of the coffee shop already). This coffee shop is very different from those that I ever been to. This shop allows the customer to bring outside food. The owner even prepare spoon and fork for customers to eat outside food. Besides this unique service, the egg and roti bakar there taste very delicious. Our roti bakar 王(Fungai) also praise the roti bakar.

When we finish our roti bakar and egg, William finally come. He bought mee and yam rice for us to try (I have forgotten the actual name of the food already). Both foods are delicious, we eat till very full.

Batu Pahat delicious breakfast

Second Destination~Hutan Lipur Soga Perdana

Fungai keep saying wanna go hikking, so William brought us to this place. Instead of hikking, I should say we just climb the stairs.

~Hikking~

Malee 加油！

Waiting for us to take some rest

Wow, she finally make it!!

Second Destination~BP Mall & PC Fair

We went there for some shopping. Hehe, actually I am the one who managed to bought something. I bought a handbag for my mom and 8GB pendrive at PC Fair. The pendrive only costs RM13 and have 5 years warranty.

Third Destination~宝石茶餐室

I like the 面粉糕 there. It is really 够味。Surprisingly is, our antivege~Malee even add extra vegetable for her 面粉糕. It seems like May Peng really influences her alot in eating vegetables.

delicious 面粉糕

Fourth Destination~U Dessert

U Dessert reminds me of DURIAN!! The durian dessert there terribly SMELLY!! For those who love durian, this is a good place to fulfill your durian needs. But, for those who hate durian, this is your 'graveyard'. The whole shop full of durian smell, make me feel like wanna vomit ~.~""

Final Destination~Home

Time flies~After U Dessert, it is time for us to go back to own work, study and REALITY!!

I am very enjoy this gathering. We even suggested next year gathering might wanna go to an island or Malacca. Really looking forward to the next year second gathering. Hopefully next year all of our 'forever friend' members will able to make it.

~语录~

时光飞逝，犹如过隙白驹，眨眼间一年又过去了。

当年的悠闲已不复存在，人人都为了各自的前程奔波劳碌。

为了与当年的38友相聚，众人都不惜抛下肩上的负担，高高兴兴地赴约。

每一年的聚会象征了我们的友情，也意味着我们的坚持，

但愿我们的友情能像我们的组名‘forever friend' 如此永久。

Continue my 'psycho' life in UPM

2012-07-05T15:03:00.002+08:00

After graduated from UTM, all of the dinosaurs go on to their 'journey' to different places. Little foot and cera are furthering their study at New Zealand. Chomper and Ducky are studying master in counselling at UTM. Spike still at her hometown helping her parents look after the grocery shop. And the last and the most pity person is me. Now, I am alone continue my study life at UPM. Without any dinosaurs brighten up my uni life, I am so~~~bored.

~Boring~

Every weekend, my roommate definitely will go back to her hometown and left me alone at Serdang. Home alone is not as enjoy as I thought of. Everyday facing the laptop-watch movie, listen to music and sometime chitchat with friends at Skype. Luckily, sometime Ken did not go back to his hometown. With him around, at least I do not need to have my lunch and dinner alone.

Now, I am having my two months semester break. As I still have a part-time job at Serdang, I can not go back to Penang. Everyday I worked till 12.30p.m and come back home do nothing. Same routine happens everyday. Thank God is my students are very cute and I am very enjoy hang up with them. Sometimes I will stay till 1p.m to hang up with my students. At least, their cute and naive face make my life more meaningful. And, I do learn a lot of things from them.

We play together like a family

This weekend, I am going to JB for our "forever friends" gathering. Yay, I am so looking forward on it~Will share the photo after my trip ^^

New post in 2012

2012-01-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

It has been quite a long~time I didn't post anything on this special blogspot. This would be my first post in this new dragon year. Happy new year to everybody! (I know it's a bit too late to post this wish)

Fyi, I will be continuing my master in counseling at UPM on Feb 2012. I am not sure whether I will regret for not choosing UTM to further my study, but still hoping everything can run smoothly at UPM.

Btw, natalia and ex-roommate, wish both of u have a safe and fun journey to NZ. Don't ever forget me when both of u get new friends and new roommate at there! Good luck and bye!!

TO: Natalia and Yen Pin

Yip Fungai,sorry for no time chatting with u recently!Hope u r doing well in ur project!don't be so stress la, fungai that I know is an optimistic girl, not the one that will give up easily when she met with difficulty.Good luck and wish u all the best in this new dragon year.

TO: Yip Foon Yee

Old man (MP), how r u recently? Still working or preparing to study? It's feel like a century didn't hear ur "cheonghei" and argue v u! Find a day when both of us r free only continue fight for certain point at skype la! Wish u stay healthy and happy in this new year.

TO: May Peng

Ting Ma lee, how r u recently? Plan to get a better job at Sibu or plan to further study? I know working is tiring, try to enjoy the job, then u sure can learn sth that u didn't expected from it. Wish u all the best in ur future undertakings!!

TO: Ting Ma Lee

A fen, still working at ur father's shop?(wondering u will see this msg o nt) Still hoping u can find ur dream and have many many fortune in this new year!

TO: Siew Fen

Wish everybody have a best 2012 years. For those that I didn't mention ur name here, don't be mad! It is impossible for me to wish everybody one-by-one here. Stay happy and good luck everybody!!

My 'first time' in Johor

2009-10-16T20:24:00.004+08:00

Study in Johor, I get more freedom compare in Penang. I also experienced many 'first time' after I started my independent life in Johor.
First time go sushi king, first time leave house more than three days, first time drink (even though it is happen at nat's house not at Johor), first time go redbox (with 38 senior), first time visit Melaka, first time go clubing and soon I will have my very 'first time' take flight to Kuching. My life really full of new things.

Before came to Johor, I think clubing is a very bad and waste money way to have an entertainment. I also never thought of I will go to pub either.
Yesterday we plan to help Hui Ling celebrate her birthday at pub. Due to curiousity, I went to pub with all of my dinosaurs and my coursemate for the first time.
Wow!!That is my first expression towards pub. It is very grand and CLEAN!
Before that, I thought pub should be full of cigarrate smell and gangster. But reality tell me that we shouldn't believe what had shown in movie. Even though it still have smoker there, at least the people there all looks very rich.

Honestly, I don't know how to drink and that is my second time touch alcohol (not counted what I had drank in room), I very very excited. That noght is ladies night, so we get to drink free alcohol for whole night. Due to curiousity AGAIN, I order and try every types of free alcohol drinks they had offered which include blue margaritta, gin and vodka. However in the end, I only dare to drink vodka. Blue margaritta and gin both are too thick for 'ba ka' (new learner)like me.
Hehe......I had drank up to seven cups of vodka,if not ducky keep stopping me from drinking,I thinks I will drink more than that. Because of ducky, everybody thought I had drunk and started stopping me from drink anymore (surprisingly this included Hui Ling too). INNOCENT!!!!
I swear I didn't get drunk yesterday night. -sigh--sob-

Eventually, I really not allow to drink anymore. So, I go out to dance with my roommate, fungai, mummy, IAM and other coursemate. Seriously, I very enjoy and happy during that momment. It is really fun. If not because got 'woman' class the next day, we sure won't go back so early. We went back at 3a.m while fungai them went back on 5a.m.

After this time, I got the feeling(Oo Oo...) we will go to clubbing again.Lol~

*p/s: photo will be uploaded soom

'Flying' Pants

2009-10-09T19:47:00.003+08:00

Have you ever see a 'flying' pants?

I bet you never!
Yesterday,the weather is very bad. Rain and thunder for whole day. The sad thing is, we still have to go for class. We went out since 8 o'clock in the morning until 3 o'clock in the evening.

The weirdest phenomena had happen when we are not in our room~my roommate pants had flew from her window to my window.

This is what I saw at the outside of my window when I just came back from class

(That time I still wondering:"Did I washed my pants this morning?How come I can't remember?")

The UGLY TRUTH is the pants had flew from my roommate's window to my window

(Luckly,it didn't dropped to second floor,still hang to my string)

My 21st birthday at UTM

2009-08-21T18:24:00.000+08:00

According to chinese tradisional, 21st birthday is the most important event in one's life! It is the day to prove a teenager had grown up into an adult!Normally during 21st birthday, parents will present their children a 'golden key' which means "From now on,you are free from our surveillance and you have to take the responsibity for your own behavior!"

Unfortunately, during my own 21st birthday,I don't have any holiday, so I have no chance to go back to my hometown to celebrate with my parents. In other words, I still haven't get the 'golden key' from my parents. (i am not sure it is means good or bad?!)

However, I still have a great birthday party at UTM! Thanks to all of my friends (dinosaurs and 'fungai'), I had a memorable 21st birthday...

magnet duck given by ying yin

pink bag given by dinosaurs...
i love it very much

pink card given by spikey

'shit' given by OLD ducky...

i think she too like to 'bang sai',that is why she gave me a shit...Lol~

Detective Conan given by Insane Aunty Maria...

Cute little Petrie !!

still looks very cute although with that chicken butt...

~given by mummy/little foot

cute bear which is hide inside a pink bag!the pink bag written 'you are special'...hehe,that means i am special for 'fungai'!!!

Another present which is given by foon yee too-octopus!!! (actually i am the one who forced her to register the CIMB click in order to get me this octopus)

Pink 'disc' given by my darling roommate/retarded sister...

It is full of the imagination from my pink world-polar seal,cotton candy,pink volcano...

Except the presents, they also cooked 'mee sua' and egg for me during my lunch time!

The most surprising me is they purposely went out to Jusco, 7-eleven in order to buy me a birthday cake,even though that time we already had our dinner!!

Because of the chocolate cake, all of us became very awake and hard to sleep at night.Lol~

Honestly, i am very touch for what they had did for me! Even though my friends at my hometown or my parents also seldom buy me a birthday cake. The reason is i am quite choosey about birthday cake ( i don't like tiramisu but my friends love it, i don't like creamy cake! the only cake i like is chocolate cake) and my parents don't like too eat cake, so if buy me a cake will only wasted the money!Haizz...Therefore, if anyone ask me whether want a birthday cake or not, I definitely will answer "no!" ,even though sometime I really wish to have a birthday cake for my birthday! I just don't want waste my friends and my parents' money...

Anyway, Natalia/mummy is the first person who really bought me a cake even though I already say "no"! That time I am very touch and nearly cried out, I didn't expected to have a birthday cake during my birthday!Luckly I managed to control my tears! It is very embarrassing to cry in front of so many people!

Thanks again my beloved dinosaurs and 'fungai'!!!

*p/s: Thanks to nat's parents for giving me a birthday cake and 'ang pau' in nat's birthday party

And thanks to 'mummy' for willing to share her birthday cake with me!! : ) You always will be my beloved mummy!!!

Long queue (car water horse dragon)

2009-08-09T10:19:00.000+08:00

Normally I won't wake up too early on Sunday,because that is the only day I don't have activity or class.However,because of Miss Sim Hiew Moi(38 senior), this morning i woke up 6.30 in the morning......
For what?
To help her friends who are stay at Penang and Sarawak take 'Jubah Convo'!
This is the scene we saw when we reach 'Jubah Store'...That time only 7 in the morning!Malaysian really 'gia shu'(scared to lose)

Looks like they plan to have picnic here...

two pity junior who had been drag in this 'jubah fight'...
Very INNOCENT!!!

pity Ducky and 38 senior (who are already graduate still come back to torture junior)

LOooNG queue, really 'car water horse dragon'...

luckily we reach here early...

After two hours waiting, the store finally open!!Some fellow even think of cut queue,but in the end the fellow being chased by the guard there...

This is the stuff that causes us wait until two hours infront of the 'jubah store'

graduation cap

After we are done, the queue become longer and longer,extended until HEP office...

I had learned something today-during my own convo,I also will go queue up early in the morning,so that i won't end up like them....lol~

Busy life~driving me crazy

2009-08-08T16:46:00.000+08:00

This is the first time i post something without photo...

Now is the fifth week of the second semester, i feel very tired and hard to set aside some time to do other things i like such as, watch movie (movies which are safe inside my laptop) , read novel (i still don't have time to read Twilight) , write novel and so on......
I started to wonder why i am so busy?!
And the reason i get is because of my own fault!!

Firstly- SUKAM:
People join SUKAM, I joined SUKAM too, but my 'hand itchy' go registered for TWO SUKAM-paintball and futsal!

Second-Assignment
So far, i already get FIVE assignment from lecturer ( cognitive,institusi Islam,biological Psychology,Training and Development, industrial/organisational Psychology)
Last few week because of SUKAM, i didn't have time to do my assignment. Now, SUKAM finally end and in the same time i had lose for both game ( i am so useless) . Although now sound like i have plenty of time to do my assignment, i still have the third reason from stopping me to finish my assignment...

Third-c02

c02 is the ONLY one of the chinese society I join in UTM. Its main objective is to publish a good magazine to every student in UTM. And because I am too easy to be persuaded, I have been promoted as the main editor for the 'leisure section' in my society. Sound so great and so proud right? However, it has burden me! My life become more busy than usual and more stress than last time when I was only small editor in that section!!

Fourth: Quizes

Lazy lecturer like to give quiz to us!!The worst things is the mark for group quiz is the total marks of individual quiz. Now, i can't study alone anymore, I have to teach my group member and discuss the answer of the quiz with them so that my group mark won't become too low!!b***d h**l !!!!!

Fifth: Homework

Lecturer can't attend class because her child sick. However, she gave us a lot of 'bored' homework that she haven't teach yet...Now i have to study the chapter so that i can do her homework.

BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY......

Hope that i can finish my things as soon as possible!!!

Every night i have to settle my 'work' untill very late, the next day have to wake up 6.30a.m in the morning to attend the class.Every morning 8a.m class had driving me crazy!!! I going to 'DIE' soon, if my busy life still have't end...

Paintball Training

2009-07-24T23:54:00.001+08:00

Today we went to Taman Impian Emas to have our 1st and the only one paintball training......The place is very far and quite hard to find it!We have to call the person who is incharge to tell us the direction, however we still success get to there!!

When we step in to the tournament field, most of us have the same impression~it is huge!!

The first thing we saw is a banner about paintball competition! Maybe others will think:"it is just a banner, nothing so interesting about it".

However, is the word inside the banner had attracted our attention!!

"INSECT REPELLENT IS NEEDED"

This first question in our mind is"we need insect repellent for what? It is just a 5 minute match!"

But very soon, we get the answer for our question......

the real tournament field!!It is big~

The field really looks like jungle, and there also full of mosquitoes and ants!(That is why the banner write like that)~insect repellent

The field really make us nervous! The bullet that we use for this year also bigger than last year!

After get the briefing, we immediately start the game! My team are the 1st team get the experience to play in the new huge field~

1st round ended very soon and in the same time we also lose very soon!However we get to learn something from the first match~to win, we have to be brave to DIE!!!

So, after lose, we started to plan another new strategic!!!

Finally, we won the 2nd and the 3rd match!!!The reason we won is 'WE BRAVE TO DIE' lol~

Really need to thank aunty Ling and Ama for getting the flag!!!

Give a big applaush to this two roommate and thanks for believing us will cover you when you 'sacrificed' yourselve to get the flag!!!

Today is very fun and i hope that we can win during the real match!!

Late 'SHIT' for my roommate

2009-07-22T13:18:00.000+08:00

My roommate birthday fall on 'OFFICIAL RECEPTION DAY'-24/6/09...

Pity for her,not only no time to celebrate it, still need to be cleaner,help to clean up all the rice boxes and bottles!

I am very very sorry for her because as her roommate i didn't prepared any birthday present for her......I got think of going out to buy present for her, but during the MHS week, we always stay together,haizz....So, i asked the other dinosour who is very free to helped me buy the present for her. I think everyone know who is it, the most free person off course is Spike!!!lol~

The present that Spike had bought is.........deng deng~~

Brown shit

Cute right??

My roommate so happy to get the shit!!!

She even force me to take the photo with it!!

MHS weeks

2009-07-05T09:25:00.000+08:00

MHS weeks had come to the end...

Really feel sad to leave all my 'kambing',don't know when we can them meet again!!

Even tough during the orientation week, i had fought with two ****dy KDSE crew, however i still very glad i had been chose to be IS crew!!
Through this orientation weeks, i had learned a lot of new things and get to know a lot of new friends from difference country!

Postgraduate friends from China.

They are very friendly!

Undergrduate friend from Brunei, Ili.

She is a very funny and crazy friend.

As long as she in a place, we sure can heard her laugh!

Ma Yan, the one with blue skarf is the cuttest undergraduate friend i have!

She is from China!

Cute rite?

See her face, my hand getting itchy want to poke her face!lol...

Undergraduate friends from China

Crazy crew crazy around!

Safety way to prevent from H1N1 infection is wear mask!

Does we look like professional doctor?

The tallest crew in our team!

Zig-zag view!

Cool?

My three crazy Friends, roommate, food monster(only during MHS week, because every time she have to eat two boxes of rice) and Nurul (Don't been fool by her baby face, she already third year senior)

Nabilla and me!

She is the one who are very exicted whenshe 1st time met me!

why?

secret!!!haha...

'Family' Photo

Happy time ussually end very fast!

Tired?

A bit la, expesially when we have to handle 4 buses in the same time!

Angry?

Very angry! the only word i can say is ****dy b**ch!!

Although our contribution are not been regconised and appreciated by HEP, i still happy to be IS crew.

The day i be the tour guide

2009-06-15T11:45:00.000+08:00

I finally free from busy schedule,now i have plenty of time to update my blog!!!
Today, i going to post about the day when 'fungai'(foon yee) came to my house.

Can u imagined where i will bring her to since i have a bit of 'no direction'???

Before i talk about the destination we had went to,i want to share a part of the incident we had met when i drove car to bus station to fetch her. For your information, almost 1year++i didn't drive car, at first i thought i will 'die engine' a lot of time, but surprisingly, it didn't happen at all on the way i drove to bus station. However, when 'fungai' sit in my car, i start 'die engine'=_="

The only reason i can think of is 'fungai' too talkative, make me nervous untill 'die engine'! So i keep asking her be quite(but in vain,she still keep talk)~.~"

When we reached home, i found out that a lot of smoke came out from my car's tyres! I am shocked!

I immediately called my father. My father concluded that i forgot to let off of the handbreak!!!

:-P Sorry, but seriously i really can't remember whether i got let off of the handbreak or not!!! But for sure is not because of 'fungai'. lol....

After the incident, i bring her to lunch with my motorcycle! Maybe some will wondering what happen to my car??haha...My father had fixed it when he came back from work.

After lunch, i bring her to Cherok Tokun to climb mountain.

Before climb up to the mountain, we can see beautiful view down the mountain

Beautiful waterfall.

city girl pretend to be Tarzan

Before we start our climbing, i told her:

sc: I not going to climb till the peak
fy: We climb together la! I don't want climb alone! ( start merajuk) Because i need you to be my photographer!
sc: i had climb till the peak many time, there had nothing attracted me anymore!
fy: I need you to help me take photo! We slowly climb together la (merajuk again)
sc: ╮(╯_╰)╭ okla!

On the half way

this is the distance between me and her. Off course the red arrow is her!

After 2 hours, i finally reached the peak!
This is the only view we can see in the top of the hill...+.+"

That is why i said there is nothing attacted me in the top of the hill

she so happy to see this 'nice' view

On that time, i had made a decision, next time if i will be the tour guide again, i won't bring my tourist to here anymore, because it would only torture myself!

The next day:

We went to Mengkuang Dam! That is a place for people to jog and picnic. Due to some long reason(hard to explain here), we went there at noon. That day, the weather very nice, the sun also very hot and i nearly get sunburn!!

city girl very exicited to see grass here

city girl never see jungle before

Next destination is Thai Temple.

The main reason i bring her here is to try the sauna in the Thai temple.

In the sauna room, it is very hot and hard to breath, but fyi 'fungai' sleep in the sauna room. Amazing right?!

Third destination is St.Anne Church.

So far i know, this is the biggest church in Bukit Mertajam.

She imagined holding jesus's leg

Fyi, 'fungai' only stay in my house for 1 night, after that she continued her vacation to Sungai Petani!! She really know how to enjoy life. I had think of follow her before, however i not as rich as her...I have to work to earn money!!!

Shadow gals-Guess who's who??

2009-05-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

Four 'free' people too bored till have an idea to take their shadow photo!
They even have their own pose...lol!~!!

I think it is very obvious among them, the first shadow is the shortest one!She is our 'future tense/tortoise)~Ting Ma Lee.

Beside her is me!!!because i have to be the photographer,so my pose are a bit weird!!

After that is 'xiao niu'/little foot/'wupo'~Natalia!I also don't know what is her pose...

Finally, the most blur shadow is our 'different blok'/fungai~Yip Foon Yee!She is the one who bring us to Balai Cerapan with her father's RM90,000+++ cool car!!!

Anyway,back to our previous talk, i also don't know why her shadow so blurrrrrrr.....it is really not my skill's problem.....Maybe because after i adjust the contrast,make her shadow so unclear!really sorry for Foon Yee,i m not purposely make u sooooooo SPECIAL!!!!

Protected Species 2

2009-05-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly, 'protected species' have 1 new member!!!
Look carefully at red arrow below,she is the new member!!

new member and three other old member!

lol!Enjoy her back 'view' first!

However, this new member neither from k06 nor UTM...

She is different blok's (fungai/foon yee)youngest sister, Yip Yue Yu (same pronouns maybe different spelling)

'fungai' n her little sister/new member of 'protected species

smelly 'chaochao', make us nearly can't breath,except fishball and new member

(i think most of u know those are whose 'chaochao'!for those who don't know, please refer 'my previous blog!)

Interesting is this new member not really 'addicted' with her 'chaochao' (the other four old member will bring her 'chaochao' everywhere including trip,exam...lol)

I remember during the last day of our kukup trip,we went to a restaurant to enjoy our 'delicious' seafood's lunch (penang's seafood nicer) ,but before our lunch, we have a boat tour first!That time, all of us have to leave our luagage in the restaurant!For the old member of 'protected spesies', they unwilling to leave their 'chaochao' there,so they bring it along!

However,the new member just throw her 'chaochao' on the table, then immediately follow us to take the boat!If her father did not help her keep it, i think her 'chaochao' maybe have to 'stuck' with plenty of dirty luagage!

Lol...cool rite?

I really admired her action!