The Relentless Pursuit of my Joy

A Surprising and Healing Message from An Abuser

Bevin — Mon, 09 Feb 2026 05:34:18 +0000

Almost everyone who knew me as a child has passed to the other side and since I experienced caregiver abuse it does make sense that I would potentially hear from abusers.

Surrendering to the Body

Bevin — Fri, 24 Oct 2025 20:52:04 +0000

My scarcity mindset tries to kick up in times like this when I'm torn between Going and Doing vs Sitting and Being. The FOMO (Fear of Missing Out) monster thinks there's some magic happening I can't be part of. Instead of focusing on where I'm at and creating JOWID (Joy Of Whatever I'm Doing). The magic was right where I was at! My basic pep talk for when my brain wants to do what my body is not available for is "What is for me will not pass me by."

Atlanta Pride 2025

Bevin — Wed, 15 Oct 2025 22:30:11 +0000

I have been to Atlanta Pride at least three times. The first one I remember mostly a Femme Mafia party in Rachael’s backyard with multiple kiddie pools and enough rainbow jello shots to cover Michael Anthony’s countertop in preparation. The event is fuzzy but I do remember pulling a Brandon Walsh and hiding a too-drunk-to-drive […]

Plus Size Sweatpants & Tee Shirts (up to 6X) from Octopied Mind: Review and Discount Code

Bevin — Thu, 25 Sep 2025 21:15:17 +0000

Owned by Canadian Queer Women and ethically made with incredible artwork and quality--I’m all in. Size inclusive from 2XS to 6X!!

Simple Self Care: Free Game from the Universe

Bevin — Fri, 12 Sep 2025 21:36:19 +0000

I’m fond of saying that my spiritual practice is “free game from the universe.”

We are in a continually unprecedented time and facing uncertainty and instability. We have ancestors who have incarnated during other times in herstory that were unstable and difficult who have wisdom to share with us.

Since we have free will choice, we have to ask to be guided.

Returning to Los Angeles for the First Time Since I Moved Away

Bevin — Fri, 05 Sep 2025 20:37:00 +0000

Five and a half years is a lifetime

Showing up Imperfectly is Such a Blessing

Bevin — Wed, 16 Jul 2025 20:15:42 +0000

I've noticed Candy apologizing for not having more to offer to our group and I always think to myself how much her presence simply is a gift. Even if she didn't have her various backgrounds she's just a kind, thoughtful, present, fun human to share space with.

Spiritual Self Care Classes

Bevin — Wed, 11 Jun 2025 19:46:51 +0000

Surrendering to the Divine mystery and opening myself up to spiritual help has created so much peace and ease for me, as I hope it will for you! It feels vulnerable to post about this because it's so intimate. But as with everything on my blog, podcast and patreon it's with the intention to help you, which helps me get through the vulnerability.

I Canceled My Audible Membership Here’s How I’m Doing Audiobooks Now

Bevin — Wed, 21 May 2025 19:56:36 +0000

We are all doing the best we can where we are. A revolution isn't a single event, it doesn't even have to be a bloody war. It can be the radical act of all of us changing where just a small percent of our spending goes.

Gamifying Self Care with the Finch App

Bevin — Tue, 08 Apr 2025 18:12:52 +0000

The Finch App is a daily habit tracker that goads one into self care activities so that you can buy your lil bird pet outfits and accessories for their birdhouse. I reflected on withdrawing my attention from Instagram & Facebook and using Finch for cheap dopamine in exchange for self care tasks. Recently I had […]