I’m even more surprised that she’ll turn 1 year old this August 17, 2010. Time flies really fast and to think that I haven’t even taken good care of her makes me sad. Sometimes, I’m too busy to attend to her. Other times when I’m not busy, I’m being hostaged by my laziness or procrastination. I’m really sorry, my baby.

If you’re a constant reader of this blog and are wondering why I haven’t talked about her since I got her, well, you’re wrong. I talked about her here, actually and as far as I remember, it was my first post on this site.

Surprised? No, I’m not talking about a real baby, I’m talking about Rawrbie. I actually had just renewed her a few minutes ago just in case I forget and it might expire. I don’t want to lose this domain! Somehow, I’ve held on to this one like a precious child.

I don’t have ideas on how to celebrate it turning one though. I was thinking of a contest and giving a Wordpress theme to the winner, but that seems I have to dedicate my time and stop being a lazy ass. Do you guys think I can do it? Or do you have other brilliant ideas to run a contest? Suggestions are indeed more than welcome.

What took me long in this one is the navigation. I sort of promised to myself that I would learn or try something new whenever I make a new layout or something. This is the first time I used jQuery and it’s the navigation that took long in making the theme. Well, I’m loving it. BTW, I was finally able to make Coppermine Gallery themes, which I’ve been dying to do ever since I heard of it. Those two are what I’ve accomplished for 2010 in terms of Web Design, and I still wanna learn more. I’ve been planning on learning Drupal or Joomla but I keep procrastinating. Haha.

It’ll be Monday tomorrow, we’re going to have a very long exam tomorrow and I haven’t even scanned my notebook yet. My mom is not yet back from Bohol, which means that my cousin and I will be having turns on the “mom” role. Brrr. Have to wake up at 5 AM so my brothers won’t be late. Good luck to me.

I usually just chat during nights and search for things if our teachers ask for it. And it’s still a wonder why I haven’t changed the layout yet. This is the layout I’ve used the longest, so far. Haha. And I’m sorry.

For the past summer, I was able to complete my OJT and build a website. I’m going to get paid for the site I made for an NGO this Friday. YAY! As for my OJT allowance, out IT Manager is still following up the HR Manger. I hope it’ll be fixed, sooner or later.

As for those who are interested in my so-called lovelife, things are actually pretty good. We’ve talked it over last Saturday and I never thought our feelings would cross. I’ve only seen this in my dream, never thought it’d be real.

I’m using our desktop PC, which I haven’t used in ages. It feels like home. I’m still really attached to this computer, though I feel bad for my laptop as I haven’t used its potential. Its keyboard makes me crazy. Whenever I type, the blinking cursor would change position and that makes me have a typo instead. It’s really difficult to code and that’s what I don’t like about my laptop. While in this computer, I can type fast and freely without the worry of having an unexpected and almost untraceable typo. *sigh* It’s a good thing though that I have a laptop now.

Facebook and Tumblr delay my work. LOL. Maybe it’s time I should lessen the time I spend with them, and hang out more often with my blogs. I miss them. I know I have thought of not updating this anymore and possibly not renewing this domain, but I can’t I just decided on that because of laziness. Damn procrastination. XD

I’m not leaving the online world. I may be busy, but I’ll try my best to keep the sites updated.

I didn’t really have a summer to start with. I stayed in the company’s buillding the whole summer and while they had this Summer Outing, we were only their OJTs so we’re not included. How sad, right? Haha. I wasn’t able to go to the beach and it really sucks. :(

I’m not ready for the classes yet, though I have been officially enrolled. :P I’m a regular student and apparently, I’m on a block. Block A FTW! :P The funny thing is during enrollment, I was late and when I got to school, my classmates we’re lining up on the cashier to pay the down payment. And when we went to school again to print our study load, they lined for me and when I arrived, it was our turn for the printing. It’s like they enrolled me. I wished I didn’t come, LOL, but that would make them mad or something. Haha. :P

I feel better now, if you’ve read my emotional post before this one.

I wasn’t blogging as much and haven’t changed the layout for 5 or so months. :O I’ve already made the design for Rawrbie, so all is left is for me to code it. I really really want to give this one a pretty face lift but I’ve been busy. If I’m not busy, and it still took me a while, then that means I’ve been conquered by procrastination.

I know I’m rambling random things but my mind isn’t really in a good condition. Hahaha.

I’ve been having mood swings lately though my monthly visitor just dropped by a week ago or so. I get upset and sad easily and I don’t know why. Even just the smallest things like “What a lame joke” as what my classmate told me made me upset. I’m crazy, obnoxious and an attention-seeker.

I have to stop this because I feel like I’m behaving like Tricia of PBB Teen Clash 2010, though I don’t tell anyone how I feel. As what I discovered recently, Tricia has this Histrionic personality and she annoys all of her house mates. Not a single soul likes her in the house, but they’re trying to help her.

It’s hard to keep your face straight and not to show that you’re unhappy.

It’s my birthday tomorrow – oh, it’s a few minutes from now as I make this post – and I’m supposed to be happy, but I’m not.

It’s been like this since June 1. June isn’t really a month for me.

Last week, I was contacted by some company telling me that I’m scheduled for an interview for the next day because one of my teachers actually recommended me there for an OJT. It was quite flattering seeing as I don’t do really good at school. At first, I agreed just to see what the interview was like. Some of my classmates where there too, and one of my Programming teachers was one of the panelists for the second interview.

I wasn’t expecting they were going to include concepts and such, and one of my weaknesses when it comes to interview is I lose my guts real quick and would stammer when I speak in English as I’m not used to speaking it, just writing. Yes, lame, I know. And I flunked the damn interview.

I don’t expect myself to feel this way when I found out some of my classmates were already contacted because they were accepted. I guess I just don’t want to be left behind or something and that’s why I feel down right now.

If I didn’t get it, then it’s not meant to be, I know, but it’s hard not to feel bad about yourself.

Have you guys seen the moon last night? ^-^ It looked awesome! It kinda looked like this. I couldn’t upload the pictures I got from Facebook taken by my classmate since I’m at work right now. I want to keep staring at it but I’d look stupid outside our house, looking up at the sky with a smile on my face. I tried taking a picture of it, but my camera is crappy.

It looks romantic, like one of my classmates said. I actually haven’t thought of it that way until he said it. And what I think right now is I’d love to have stargazing sessions with the person I love. Some of my classmates said that the world is about to end. Hence the omens. First was the sun with a rainbow halo. I felt really sad because I wasn’t able to see it. Here’s the picture if you want to see it.

I don’t mind them saying that the world’s about to end, but it gets irritating at times.

I hope I could see more striking encounters among the heavenly bodies. I’m really marking my calendar for the dates, in case I forget. Yup, there are more of them to come and I found out because I did a research. XD

Knowing things like this could happen makes me wish I own a dSLR with a telephoto lens so I could take a picture of them myself. Haha.

It was through Friendster that I discovered blogging and I figured out it was relieving to have something where you can vent out your feelings. I guess most of the bloggers did go through Blogspot or Blogger, but believe it or not, I don’t have an account in either of the two. Fairy Tales and Castles(Yup, it’s Lifehouse-inspired ) is one of my earliest blogs. But then I got annoyed how limited their themes are, even though blog is powered by Wordpress, which I didn’t know at that time. Hahaha!

After I learned how to make sites and got hosted for free, I started blogging using Cutenews, but I wasn’t that satisfied, so I switched to Wordpress. I moved all my posts here in this site and promised that I’d only blog here. Oh well, I’m really unfaithful. XD I’m blogging on three sites. LOL. Maybe because I don’t want one to have multiple posts for one day, and lately I have this crazy tendency to blog whenever I’m online. I find it fun though.

Speaking of breaking promises, I kept on saying to myself that I woulnd’t make a Formspring account because I couldn’t exactly point out its use, but just recently, I did register an account. Haha. XD You are free to ask me some questions if you want.

Blogging really makes me happy. Thank goodness someone invented it. I’d love to meet him/her even just for a day! Hahaha.

And yup, I'm using my laptop right now. Weeee. It doesn't have a lot of applications. My external hard drive is acting up stupid so I can't unstall programs yet since I've placed most of the installers there. I have only been using this one for building up the site that I previously mentioned. XD

We bought some cheap laptop accessories last week and I’m proud to say that I found a strpied pink mouse pad. It’s also like a picture frame since you can put a picture in it too. I was amazed myself when I examined the stuffs we bought at home. XD I want to buy a laptop skin, but they were out of stock. And a pink laptop bag would have done good, but I didn’t find one. Oh, well. I’d buy them one of these days.

I just have to stop asking things from my parents. Sometimes I feel like I’m asking too much, though, I didn’t ask for a laptop. But I admit, when I was still studying High School, I keep on visiting computer shops to see if there’s a new model or brand out in the market. XD

Yeah, I had to wait for like 5 years or so just to have one and it’s definitely worth it!