Dear diary online.....

The love story died I

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 15:42:04 PST

My name rini... here I pingin related about my love story yg ran aground so as to emerge the inspiration to for this story.... I the girl lampung,tepat him in metro but I for a long time live in batam. I went from Lampung because I lost the person that I cintai,sebut then his name handika in died in 2003 on June 9, you bayangin... gimana it seems lost the person that in cintai,a I could frustasi also, finally I bolted from lampung,buat forgot someone that evidently was not easy, but I thought with me tried loved that lain,mungkin I can forget handika, but evidently not treated the available wound made the wound new, and I continued to try and tried from however many of them the guy that I pacarin,tp evidently not there are those that could understand me in all the matters, available more made me stres. please gave me the suggestion

The party opened my internet cafe

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 15:57:03 PDT

The appointment agenda of my internet cafe , was celebrated by me with the child no father no mather, on April 15 2008
hmmm so nice i like this

my internet cafe

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 15:53:23 PDT

I had the internet cafe in batam, and was opened on April 15 2008, finally my feelings feelings were realised wanted to open internet efforts cafe

my cat memeng The spoilt cat

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 14:43:07 PDT

Memeng the naughty cat but also the spoilt cat, all of them love memeng, because of memeng the cat that had many surpluses

i love my cat memeng and pupus

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 14:37:37 PDT

Memeng and was obliterated was my pet cat, both of them very funny, every day if I slept they took part in sleeping, and if I got up they also got up, memeng and was obliterated had the surplus masing masing, memeng was the very spoilt cat and urine in toilet but very naughty, if being obliterated was the quiet cat often did not speak also kind

my cat pupus

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 14:38:00 PDT

I had the cat had a name was obliterated, was obliterated was my best cat, he really the follower, quiet, and clever. That always was recalled will be obliterated, he had not caused difficulty saya. that made me startled when being seen by me the neck memeng membesar,saya was frightened of losing was obliterated, every day I prayed in order to be obliterated get well soon, and currently was obliterated recovered, I was very very happy, was obliterated was the pet cat saya

You are my shinning star

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 15:25:19 PDT

You are my shinning star
you will be my light
to help me read
my map of happiness.

i wish that you were
here or that i were
there or that we were together
any where

there is one pain i
often feel which you
will never know,its
coused by the absence
of you

true love doesn't have
a happy ending, that's
coz true love doesn't
have a ending

U're Loved More 2 Day

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 15:17:47 PDT

U,re loved more 2 day
than yesterday,but not
more than u,ll be loved
tomorrow.

are u sure that we
haven't met some where
in a past life.

if u want to know
how great my love is
count the waves.

distance does not
matter if two hearts
are loyal to one
another.

My Love For You

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 15:12:04 PDT

My Love For You Is A Journey
Starting at Forever And Ending
At Never.......

I never knew what love
was until i met you
then when distance
pulled us apart
i foundout what true love is

A memory of true love
is like a favorit song
no matter how many
times it plays again
u never get tired ou it
u,re my favorit song

I Miss You

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:27:24 PDT

Though you are not here
wherever I go or whatever I do
I see your face in my mind
and I miss you so
I miss telling you everything
I miss showing you things
I miss our eyes
secretly giving each other confidence
I miss your touch
I miss our excitement together
I miss everything we share
I don't like missing you
It is a very cold
and lonely feeling
I wish that I could be
with you right now
where the warmth of our love
would melt the winter snows
But since I can't be
with you right now
I will have to be content
just dreaming about
when we'll be together again
batam 31 december 2007 rini anggreani

I think of you.

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:26:17 PDT

When I open my eyes
to see the sun rise
I think of you.

When I hear a robin sing
on the first day of spring
I think of you.

When I see a red rosE on the bush where it grows

I think of you.
When I feel the summer heat
on the sand beneath my feet
I think of you.

When I sit on a beach
another world just out of reach
I think of you.
When I see the colored leaves
fall to the ground from a light breeze
I think of you.
When I look to the night sky
and see the sparkle like in your eyes
I think of you.

When the snow is coming down
to softly blanket the ground
I think of you.
When I go to bed at night
as I turn out the light
I think of you.
When I'm old and near death
and I draw my last breath
I'll think of you. batam 31 december 2007

I Is Not Him

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:25:10 PDT

I am darling at your
wish to protect your
makes you is happy
ascertains your smiles always
I know I cannot
embraces your the way he did
amuses your the way he did
vanishs your eye water the way he did
because I is not him her
I am darling at your
my dream about you
smiles me because you
my breath for your
anything which I feel
and I thought of
because knowing, you are exist
I of course cannot
accompanies your the way he did
makes you is exalted the way he did
assists your the way he did
because I is not him(her
I of course non him(her
but haves a pity me at your
more than him(her

batam 23 december 2007 ~rini anggreani~

I am bored

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:24:25 PDT

I am bored feels coming it love
But my more boredly sees way of me to smile greets it
I am bored at secretory love words from its(the mouth
But my more boredly at way of me sulfur hears it
I am bored when realizing I am not the only
But my more boredly at my candidness receives it
I am bored when I must divide love
But my more boredly at way of me weeps it
I am bored at my jealous taste to love
But my more boredly at way of me its(the menafikkan
I am bored when s(he is my heart create injures
But my more boredly when easily I forgive it

batam 21 december 2007 ~ by rini anggreani~

Always and Forever

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:23:19 PDT

I never get to tell you what I really need to say
How I long to hold you each and every day
You mean more to me than words can ever express
Without you my life would be a total mess
As I look into your eyes, and at your perfect face
I know there will never be anyone to take your place
No matter what problems we may go through
That place in my heart will always be for you
If I am having a hard time letting you in
It's because I have played the game, and never win
Your love means so much to me
I just don't know how to make you see
I don't care what people say
We can stick together anyway
When they come to me, all I see is your face
When they start to speak your voice takes their place
It's a voice that promises to always be there
No matter what they say, I know you still care
Always and Forever is what this means to me
I LOVE YOU, now can you see?
batam 31 december 2007

Im here

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:22:20 PDT

Let's say I am exist
see me at here
bes awaiting your
Let's say I am exist
because you means for me
more than everything
Let's say I am exist
trust I the way he did
tells your feeling
like the one your does to him
Require me
like me
requires your
although only as bargainer im cray
realizes
I here
for your

batam 23 december 2007 by rini anggreani

Your Promises

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:20:59 PDT

i told you
“ i’m not believe in promise ”

it’s fact
i know it’s fact
but since i know you
you tried to make me believe
with all of your promises
you made me safe to believe
specially with yours
so one day
i made you promise to me
and you said “yes”
you broke the big wall in my heart

and made it feel
the new feeling named
“believe”
the time go on
now i realize
that your promises
will never comes true

batam 23 december 2007 ~by rini anggreani~

Because You

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:19:19 PDT

so much forerunner today will come, but my am too blind to realize it
all the memories, floats fall like endless, makes me doesn't understand
if real friendship of that have never been is exist
among both us
I ought to not as blind as this
I have been so much changing because present you in living me
and now…
I didn't know again must start building my defence fortress from where
altogether scatters off hand
I take off it to respect your
what knocks door of the fortress
that way polite
but now
altogether go

Friendship Never Ends

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sun, 06 Jan 2008 08:26:56 PST

as summer leaves and autumn replaces

time will melt in our hands
still friendship never ends
as a distant dying star deliver its ray
it will sleep and fade away
still friendship never ends
as my tea can not be warmer again
i will find that outside is serene
still friendship never ends
as the passed years start to fly
they will show us a little lullaby
still friendship never ends
and as the moment comes to separate us
we will know that it is just a must
still friendship never ends

A True Broken Heart

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 12:22:06 PDT

A True Broken Heart

Her hair falls down
Into her eyes
So no one could see
The tears she crys

The hurt she felt
The pain she endured
She's torn apart
By the lies she heard

They call her freak
They call her weak
But they don't even know
Anything about her

They stare at her
With disgust written all over their faces
They look at her
Like shes a monster
That should be locked away
And put in its place

Now she can't stand this life anymore
She can't stand one more night of crying herself to sleep
So she takes a knife
And ripps it through her heart
So now everyone will now what a true broken heart is.

The Death Of My Boyfriend

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 05:05:49 PST

My boyfriend died on 07 juni 2002. I feel so numb. I don't know what to do with myself. He was also my best-friend. I'm lost and afraid. We had so many plans. We were gonna move in together next month and we wanted to have a baby and get married and now he's gone. How do you recover from something like this? I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye.

Just A Poem Bout My Life...

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Tue, 01 Jan 2008 06:05:34 PST

BEHIND THESE EYES

Behind these eyes are lots of things.
Depression, sorrow, and a lot of pain.
People think I'm happy because I always smile,
but it's all fake. I'm a fake.
I hate my life when I'm awake.
I feel like I'm living a nightmare.

When I talk to the one I love,
I feel like I'm living up above.
But no one knows how I feel,
And that my pain is very real
All I do is cry and cry,
I can't wait to tell them bye
I'm leaving when I turn 18,
You'll see the real me, that you haven't seen

I'm sick of the way people treat me.
I try to be all I can be
"You're just a kid," is what they say
"You know you aren't gonna get your way."
I need someone to love me
I am so lonely, scared, and afraid
How can I face another day?
I really, really need a life
I'm sick of being in a cage
there’s so much pain I have inside,
and it all lies behind these eyes

LIFE STORY

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:19:35 PST

Have Ever All Of You Thinks

When someone enquires
wants to be are you later
does you wish
does you expect
is there any between all of you replying
I want to be medical doctor
I want to be actor
I want to be teacher
But have ever all of you thought up
someone would over there
what answers obligingly
I wish to grow is healthy
When someone enquires
does you wish
is you will
what is wishing you has
is there any between all of you replying
I wish new toy
I wish new clothes
I wish bottle to drink has just
But have ever all of you thinks
they would replying
We wish to have clean aqueduct
But even dreams just of we daren't to

batam 24 december 2007 ~rini anggreani~

FOREVER FRIEND

noreply@blogger.com (Rini Anggreani) — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 17:04:34 PST

Sometimes in life
you find a special friend
Someone who changes your
lifejust by being part of it.
someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
This is Forever Friendship.
When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
If you turn and walk away,
your forever friend follows.
If you lose your way,
your forever friend guides you
and cheers you on.
Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end.

BATAM 30 DECEMBER 2007 BY riny anggreani

TRUE FRIENDSHIP!
With you, it's all about voiceless communication-
always knowing exactly what to say,
but never actually having to say it.

When no one seems to be listening,
you hear.
When I hurt but don't show it,
you know.
When I turn away to hide my tears,
you see.
When I feel like I can't get through to anyone,
you understand.

Your eyes glow just for me,
and I know you're proud.
You flash your magical, healing smile my way,
and I know everything will be all right.
You know everything there is to know about me.
You know what worries me,

batam 30 december 2007