At this stage of my life, I’ve finally noticed what is the worst feeling in the world. It is not pain, it is not heartbreak, it is not failure. It is the process of trying to fall asleep but can’t.

My eyes and whole body are exhausted, but still, I could not fall asleep. My brain is very alert and my heart just keeps beating. Maybe I am just thinking too much? But GOD please help me, I need sleep!

When you are upset about your relationship, try to think of why you are falling in love during the first place. What do you want from it? Just like choosing your favorite icecream bar at the 7-Eleven. What kind of feelings do you want that icecream bar to give you? If it is giving you too much chocolate and too much bitterness, are you going to finish eating it?

Love & Ice Cream Bars

I believe most of you will not finish eating it. Same as love, if your relationship is giving you the feelings other than what you want, you should stop it from going further. Holding on an unsuccessful relationship will make you angry, insecure, and sick. It is also true with long distance love as well. Why waste your time loving someone far away? Life is short, anything that involves waiting is not worth it. Unless waiting will give you the ultimate return like holding a big amount of blue chip stocks.

Closing The Door

The ultimate downside for dragging a relationship is that you will close the door for others. Your potential perfect match will turn away because you are already in a relationship. Back to the the icecream bar example. If you are struggling and trying to finish that bitter bar, you will limit your time for trying a different bar which may eventially give you that sweet taste you are liking for.

The Conclusion

I am not trying to seperate people. But living life and enjoying life is our ultimate goal. If anything blocks our way to that goal, it should be removed immediately. Why wait? The next time you are upset about your relationship, try to think with yourself being most important. Think about why you are crying instead of smiling, and your mind will be cleared from obstacles.

Sunshine Nation 2008 application has ended a week ago now and all the applicants should be contacted for interview now. If you are accepted in the the 2008 Sunshine Nation contest, you will know that soon. Before everything else, a new contest has just popped up.

Sunshine Nation 2008 performing guests Fahrenheit is looking for a female partner to sing with them on stage. If you are a female and you think you are good at singing, you should join this contest because it is a once in a life time experience to sing with Asia’s hottest group during a show.

Application forms can be download here. Last day to apply is August 8, 2008. The contest will take place on August 16, 2008 in Parker Place Shopping Center. The winner will be singing on August 29 with Fahrenheit during the Sunshine Nation 2008 Final.

My last photos of the Asus Eee PC:

We Are Not Alone

From these reports and docemuntaries, I noticed that they all blame the government for not doing anything about UFOs. Some reports say that the government secretly study UFOs because they don’t want the public to be panic. In my opinion, the majority of us already believe we are not alone in this universe, so why not publicly discuss this topic.

Do UFOs Actually Exist?

There are many sightings of UFOs in recent history. Many of them caught on photo or video. I was thinking to myself, if there are so many UFO observations by people on the ground, what about pilots in the sky? There are thousands of planes in the sky at any given moment, why pilots don’t say much about UFOs? They should be able to see them first hand. I guess they are afraid, or UFOs don’t actually exist?

Here is a video I find intersting about pilots and UFOs:

Stop Buying New Toys

Most of your old electronic parts ship to China, where people there try every possible way to make money off those e-waste. If you have some sense of chemicals and electronics, you should know the stuff in your e-waste are extremely harmful for human health and the environment. The more often you upgrade your computer, the more e-waste you produce, which means the more people you kill.

Fact: Some Internet Users Are Really Bored

The website is 4chan.org or simply 4chan. It is an image bullitin board for those who are bored out of their minds. Most images posted are disgusting and completely bs. Information posted are mostly nonsense with language humans won’t understand. For example, visit the board’s random section known as /b/. People there rant and argue about nothing. Sometimes they seem so creepy that you will think they don’t belong in this world.

If You Are A Frequent Visitor Of 4chan, You Should See A Doctor ASAP

Upon initially visit, my impression of 4chan.org is like the dark side of the internet. However, just the /b/ board can generate as much as 10,000 posts a day. Now you can see how many people have no life at all. It is a waste of internet bandwidth. This type of websites should be banned to save of the souls of millions.

Bic Promo Pens and John Chow are doing a big contest right now giving away 2 Flip Video camcorders and some beautiful Bic pens. The contest ends on July 31. If you want to be part of it, head over to the contest post right now.

Promote Your Business With Bic Pens

Personally I love using Bic pens. They are always comfortable and reliable. Now you can promote your small business or blog with Bic Promo Pens. They help you print your logo on those beautiful pens and help increase your brand awareness.

You Can Win A Flip Video

If you want some customized Bic pens and a Flip Video, you must enter the contest. Entering is easy, all you have to do is comment on the post. If you want to increase your chance to win, you can blog about it like what I am doing right now. You can tell I really want to win the Flip Video. I can’t buy it in stores in Canada, so this is my only chance!