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3 years on...

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Thu, 04 Aug 2016 08:47:00 +0000

*mata terbeliak!*

oh well... apparently, blogging is just not in my routine nowadays.

so sorry that i've neglected you for quite some time now.

and i don't have any idea how to start oi.

ermm.. ok, maybe i can start with this kot...

there's a new addition to my family or so to speak. i gave birth to a beautiful baby girl 2 years ago and her name is putri islazarasofea. so that makes me a mother of 2 now. my not-so-little son, zaes, is turning 9 soon. and i'm still with the same man. *chuckle* alhamdulillah.

terima kasih Allah.

there there. my little family.

yea. time flies.
sigh.

34 dan masih di sini...

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Thu, 26 Dec 2013 10:56:00 +0000

hai! :)

syawal bawal 1433

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Thu, 23 Aug 2012 04:24:00 +0000

selamat! :D

eh, dah bulan tiga...

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Mon, 26 Mar 2012 09:21:00 +0000

maaf semua. bukan tak nak update. tapi masa tak mengizinkan. blog roll yang ada kat sebelah kanan ni pon jarang dah gua click. tak tau la nak cakap. sama ada gua akan terus-terusan blame masa atau gua sendiri yang dah kekeringan idea untuk update apa-apa walaupon banyak benda nak cerita.

tadi gua baca blog susudalambotol. dia rajin feed kat fb wall dia kalau dia dah update blog dia. so, korang pegilah visit her blog. tak rugi dengan santapan minda yang dia sediakan tu. cewah.

dia ni, sama ada dia tulis mengenai experience orang lain atau pon maybe experience dia sendiri (kalau experience sendiri, gua yakin itu past experience dia!) apa yang dia tulis tu kadang memang menyentuh hati. sebab kadang-kadang tu, adalah sikit-sikit (tak pon sipi-sipi) tempias dia kat gua. betul. menyentuh kalbu paling dalam haha!

kebenaran memang sakit. tapi kita kena pandai jaga, kawal dan rawat kalau perlu.

terima kasih hidd for your well-written entries. gua teringin nak tulis macam lu, tapi otak gua dah berkarat, berkerak semua ada. tunggulah bila emosi gua dah pulih sikit.

macamlah bila emosi dah pulih gua rajin sangat nak lap habuk kat blog ni. kan.

hi peeps! yes. i'm still very much alive. cuma emosi dah macam roller coaster ride dah.

say whaaaat...?
emosi sebab pregnant?
ala. how i wish i could use that as an excuse of this emotional comeback...

ciao bella!

p/s: gambar kat bawah ni kerja si zaes la ni. masa tu dia tengah bosan di hari minggu sebab mommey was busy doing laundry while daddy was out working. kesian anak zaman moden ni. haha!

twenty twelve.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 11:48:00 +0000

hi there dear blog.
it's been quite some time since we last met.
here's a new me in this new year.

take care peeps!

oh. that's not me. nor my baby.
that's lil raees, tengah bf-ing... :P

babies galore!

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Thu, 22 Dec 2011 01:30:00 +0000

hi there peeps!

just a quick update (heeee)!

my baby sis, bills the bilis and another cousin sister gave birth to beautiful boys dalam masa dua hari ni. cousin dils gave birth to muhammad adam on 20.12.2011, weighing at 3.58kg while bills the bilis gave birth to meor hayyden raees a day later, 21.12.2011 weighing at 3.42kg.

alhamdulillah! i'm a happy aunty yo! i was very very excited because i can't believe that my baby sis is now a mother. welcome to parenthood to both of them!

below are some snippets of the beautiful gems from Allah swt. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for the greatest gifts ever! :)

muhammad adam b. muhammad saifuddin, baby boy of mok & dils.
20.12.2011/24 muharram 1433.
i have yet to pay him a visit.
aunty mola will come to you soonest ok, lil jack? ♥

the night before he popped out.
yes, that's the dad in red. u-huh!

meor hayyden raees b. mohd farid, baby boy of bills the bilis & fe.
21.12.2011/25 muharram 1433.
can't wait to hold him! ♥

what a great way to end my 2011! alhamdulillah :)

tiga puluh dua.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 01:06:00 +0000

five to infinity...

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Fri, 18 Nov 2011 00:11:00 +0000

dear b,

happy 5th anniversary to you, my perfectly imperfect husband. i love every inch of the imperfections we've been through together. and to many more perfectly imperfect years to come, insyaAllah.

♥,
your perfectly imperfect wife

remembering steve jobs.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Fri, 07 Oct 2011 16:30:00 +0000

RIP steven paul jobs (february 24, 1955 - october 5, 2011).
thank you for everything that you have done to the technology world.
thank you for making me bite an apple a day.
you'll be deeply missed!

iSad, therefore iMourn.

salam instagr.am syawal 1432

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Wed, 07 Sep 2011 11:24:00 +0000

hey there roxychickers!
been terribly busy with a lot of stuff (what's new lah kan...? :/ )

we celebrated this year's 1st syawal kat daerah nurkasih aka kampung misterhubbyb.
tak banyak gambar yang boleh gua share... just these few instagr.am filtered random pix.
boleh la buat filler untuk blog yang dah makin tak berketak ketuk ni. heh.
silalah menjamu mata sambil mulut mengunyah leftovers kuih atau serdak semperit dalam balang.

dan... semoga syawal kali ni membawa seribu keberkatan kat korang semua!

misterhubbyb dah start menembak seawal 2 syawal, shooting a promo outdoor portraiture session for his nephew, fizzy & wife, miszbeauty. :)

cik no-longer-my-jiran-sebelah, ni kasut raya kitorang!

zaes: baby tu orang kecik, zaes orang besar...
mommey: habis kalau zaes orang besar, mommey ni orang apa?
zaes: mommey ni orang tua lahhhhh...
*nak lempang kang, kesian pulak... uhuhuhuuu...*

kids nowadays... amboi amboi!

salam eid-ul fitr from subhikarim.com, zaes and yours truly.

zaes' new obsession!

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 23 Aug 2011 10:48:00 +0000

zaes... zaes... *geleng kepala*

18 ramadhan 1432.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Thu, 18 Aug 2011 12:11:00 +0000

♥ ♥ ♥
happy 4th birthday to my lil zaes! you're a big boy now! mommey & daddy loves you so very much! semoga menjadi anak yang soleh dan berjasa kepada agama, ibu bapa, keluarga, bangsa & negara, insyaAllah! :)
♥ ♥ ♥

take care, dear heart.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Wed, 10 Aug 2011 04:09:00 +0000

sedihlah. menangislah.
selagi boleh, kau lepaskanlah.
emosi, keluhan, keperitan.

ya. aku memang sedang bersedih.
bersedih tetapi tak dapat nak dilepaskan.
emosi, keluhan, keperitan.

ya. aku memang sedang menangis.
menangis tetapi sekadar di dalam kotak hati.
yang semakin lama semakin mengecil.

sungguh begitu.
bila aku fikirkan kembali.
tak guna bersedih.
apatah lagi menangis.
kerana emosi akan terus diuji.
keluhan tidak akan diendahkan.
dan keperitan akan terus dirasai.

1 ramadhan 1432.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Mon, 01 Aug 2011 01:14:00 +0000

ku mengharapkan ramadhan kali ini penuh makna...
agar dapat kulalui dengan sempurna...

rawwwrrr!!!

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Fri, 29 Jul 2011 05:03:00 +0000

bills the bilis, cik jiran sebelah and i.
berjumpa sebentar untuk bounce off semangat harimau malaya di perkarangan yellow gate selepas game malaysia vs singapura-pura di stadium nasional bukit jalil, semalam. the banner was hand painted by mister hubby b.

the fact i was there to witness this phenomenal event ever... priceless!

yes, the harimau malaya boys didn't play up to their best, but that doesn't mean you can bantai them like nobody's business! how la nak maju kalau semangat patriotik tak menebal dalam diri? walau kalah sekalipun, sudah tertulis luck wasn't on our side and it's high time for everyone to give support tak berbelah bagi so that they can improve more for the upcoming games... kan? apa-apa pon, kudos to them tigers!

kalau tak dapat nak mencapai tahap kelayakan piala dunia sekalipun, at least the boys were all 100% home breed and real soccer players bebeh! tak main la pelakon drama/sinetron/telenovela... huh!

black & yellow, black & yellow, black & yellow!
go tigers! go tigers! go tigers!

rawwwrrr!!!

oh, nak dekat bulan merdeka lah katakan...
sekali sekala gua menyiarkan entri berunsur patriotik, apa salahnya punnn...

p/s: gua hutang entry bergambar dengan korang. will be up soon...? err... :P

tanah tumpahnya darahku...

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 12 Jul 2011 00:58:00 +0000

saya cuma cintakan negara saya.
i love my malaysia.

so...
hush hush sick people.
please don't ruin this beautiful country of mine!

take care malaysia.

8 days a week.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 24 May 2011 01:56:00 +0000

it's back!

the "lets-see-siapa-best-and-terrer-and tebabo" phenomena.
*it irks me! like reeeaaaaally!*

yaaahhh... life's like that... ~sigh~

doggone hell with it lah...

anyway, last week ada buat bridal makeup untuk this girl i recently introduced to by a mutual friend. alhamdulillah, she loved it and everyone complimented her. and as usual, i didn't take much picture tho. ada 2 ketul je. but i did ask her to email me some decent photos bila dia dah dapat from her official photographer nanti. meanwhile, meh i tunjuk apa yang ada yeh..

before...

after... err.. abaikan perempuan serabai kat sebelah pengantin itu!
(i sempat amik gambar masa reception dia je, masa nikah tak sempat langsung.. dahla tak clear sangat.. uhuhuhuuu)

so, should any bride-to-bes looking for a makeup artist, please do not hesitate to drop me a line at mua.mola@gmail.com (my own blog is still on its way, meanwhile please head over to mola's parasite to view some of my folios) AND if you're looking for a wedding photographer, please click here! :)

and... oh! someone's got himself an international passport already. haha..

o_O

bragger!

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Fri, 06 May 2011 03:22:00 +0000

so long...
it was so long ago...
but i still, got the blues, for you.

the above was taken during our end of february weekend trip to majlis bertandang bills the bilis and farid's in melaka. the 3 of us stayed at the holiday inn, melaka; the city's freshest hotel. love the spacious room, sparkling infinity pool area and the breakfast spreads too! (i'm a sucker for good buffet lines haha!) i highly recommend this hotel should you wanna chill over to melaka!

tiba-tiba teringat masa we went to johor end of last year for b's nephew's wedding. due to budget constraint and it was also a last minute plan, we booked a room at tune hotel, danga bay. it was a budget hotel, so what do you expect la kan.. as long ada tempat nak tido, dah cukup baik dah for b and i. anyway, tune hotel pon bersih and not bad untuk buat tempat tido je (eventho the room tu muat-muat je kitorang bertiga haha!) so nobody's complaining la kan...

tapi... agaknya since we're not a frequent traveler la kot kan, si zaes punyalah jakun! after checking in, cleaned up ourselves and headed over to my sil's place, sampai kat sana je, zaes siap bragged dengan all his cousins and aunties and uncles: "kita duduk hotellllll..." LOL! gua dah malu gila dah sebab tune hotel je kot? hahahahaa.. zaes.. zaes..

tapi surprisingly, masa kat holiday inn tu, dia tak pulak kecoh dengan relatives yang lain eventho the hotel was better (with pool some more kan...) hmmm... T_T

wishful thinking.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 03 May 2011 23:42:00 +0000

*found this entry drafted some time ago. tak publish-publish sebab i remembered masa type ni, mata dah tak larat nak bukak dah...*

this morning, while browsing the online newspaper sites, an sms came in.
it was from my cousin m.

she wrote:
awak rasa saya patut jumpa doktor ke sebab tak pregnant lagi.. he he..

upon reading those, my heart beat a lil more than usual and suddenly i felt a bit sad. awww...
so, i quickly dialed her office number and i can hear her usual self on the other line.

when she learned that it was me, she giggled like she usually did.

you see, she's been married for almost 3 years now and yet, she still hasn't conceived. she went to a famous indian gynae sometime last year but that was the first and the last visit as she didn't have the chance to go for a follow up due to her hectic schedule.

all these while, she (and her husband) has been really close dengan my son, zaes. whenever they went for a holiday, dorang mesti bawak balik hadiah untuk zaes. whenever they came to our house, just to plain lepak, zaes mesti happy and played with them. pendek cerita, i can see that they really really suka hang around dengan my kiddo sampai satu tahap ni, dorang tak kisah pon if zaes nak mengada-ngada dengan dorang. tinggal lagi, zaes takkan tido kat rumah dorang sebab bab tido ni, zaes mesti nak tido dengan mistermama jugak.

lepas tu, zaes tu kalau bergambar dengan uncle j and auntie m dia, mesti dia senyum sampai ke telinga. cuba bergambar dengan mak bapak original dia, terseksa sungguh nak suruh dia senyum. huh!

i know, my cousin has been waiting for a child to brighten up their life. but nampaknya memang takde rezeki lagi.

just be patient okay dear cousin! Allah will grant you with a baby, one day. one fine day.

*berdoa*

well hello there!

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 03 May 2011 09:33:00 +0000

okaaayyyy...

so i suck at updating this webby blog. *cough! cough!*

can't really hold myself together since workload hasn't been that kind to me. oh hell yeah, i'm blaming my workload! haha.. there you go.

entah apa yang gua merepek ni tak tau la. seriously, otak macam dah kena block! nuffnang pon takat tuuu je la.. kesian. macamana nak buat duit belanja ke dotdotdot? ~sigh~

as i'm typing this, as usual gua melarikan diri sekejap dari trafik kerja. trafik kerja yang menyesakkan nafas gua dengan debu-debunya. tapi kali ni bukan debu dah, tah apa zarah-zarah yang gua sendiri tak pasti negatif positifnya yang sudah menjajah ruang kerja gua kat sini. trafik jam gila baby! hah!

aiceh.. konon-konon la lu! poyo!

eh, bulan mei ni bulan istimewa. semalam pagi, bangun je dari tidur di perkarangan ruang tamu rumah nenek pon aka my mil, si zaes secara tiba-tiba menyanyi lagu "happy birthday to youuuu..." aih. macam dia tau-tau je birthday daddy dia is coming soon. lambat lagi sayang, ada lagi 23 hari :) he's one funny kid si zaes ni!

yup, may 2011 is indeed special. apart from celebrating b's 32nd birthday, another huge thing is happening in may as well. not telling tho' as i'm quite a secretive person haha... poyoness sungguh entry kali ni.

on your mark...

insyaAllah, if time permits, i'll spill out the beans ey? owh, it's definitely nothing got to do with buns, ovens, xx, xy, 1 line or 2 lines... atau dalam erti kata lain, no. i'm not pregnant or about to deliver ke hape. nampaknya rezeki untuk menambah anak masih belom berpihak kepada saya... :(

masih bertiga.
*anggap la anak itik tu adalah gua...*

till then sayangs! toodles! :p

fiftyfive.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 05 Apr 2011 05:03:00 +0000

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hehe..

yes, i've been hiding for the longest time since i don't know.
too many promises. yes. i know and i'm sorry.

just a little recap, been busy like nobody's business after my baby sis, bills the bilis got married. and also after the departure of a dear friend, cik jiran sebelah yang telah berhijrah pekerjaan nun jauh di kuala lumpur and not to forget, mistermama & misterpapa's unplanned umrah trip. busybody. haha.

oh, misterparents dah selamat tiba di madinah semalam and they'll be going to makkah esok kot. they went there with their sponsor, my aunty who is mistermama's elder sister. emosi sedikit terganggu di situ. rasa macam loser sebab they went there not with my own money. haih. but when i think of it again, takpelah. dah selamat sampai pon dorang. alhamdulillah. *syukur*

to those yang nak tengok gambar-gambar bills the bilis, please roll over to my hubby's website for bills the bilis nikah pics and her picnic groove pre-wedding pics. as for her reception pics, nanti kalau ada masa, insyaAllah i'll put 'em here. insyaAllah.. insyaAllah.. *feeling-feeling maher zain*

all is well. to my baby sis, selamat pengantin baru and semoga menjadi isteri yang solehah.
*tiap hari balik kerja nak cepat aje.. nak masak untuk suami... hehe.. bagus, jangan jadi macam i! muahahahahaaa!*

and to misterparents, semoga mendapat keberkatan menjalani ibadah umrah. i pray for your health and safety.

oh, zaes dah besar sangat la rasanya. dah tak larat nak dukung dia sometimes. next year dah boleh pergi tadika. omaigad!

owh owh owh! facebook kat office dah kena block! muahahahaa... thank Allah for iphone(four)! *ceh. nak jugak bagitau. riaknya! huh!*

nah amik satu ni dulu.
of lil ian yang sebijik macam muka kakak dia si dania tu.

myia sarah and zaes.
my heart and soul.

till then... roger and out!
*sambil mata meliar kiri kanan sebab mencuri masa lunch untuk mengupdate habok kat blog*

sawang sesawang.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 08 Mar 2011 00:35:00 +0000

*kletak!*

*screeettchhh...*

*tangan memetik suis lampu sambil memandang sekeliling*

*terbatuk*

*tangan mencapai penyapu*

*sapu. sapu. sapu. sapu. sapu. sapu. sapu. sapu. sapu. sapu.*

*lap. lap. lap.*

*take one more look at the room*

*tangan memetik suis*

*screeettchhh...*

*dum!*

coming up. soon.

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 22 Feb 2011 09:37:00 +0000

mola .: naturally beautifies :.

simply because...

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Wed, 02 Feb 2011 08:37:00 +0000

it's the eve of cny and i'm here at the office, all cold and alone. yang lain-lain sudah selamat bercuti walaupun ada yang di antara dorang bukan orang cina. muahahahaa..

i'm still working sebab nak habiskan my pending jobs and walaupon dah habis, tapi kerja mana yang akan betul-betul habis, unless you quit and goyang kaki di rumah (which won't happen in any possible ways) so, yeah, i settled few things with (amazing!) a peace of mind and sekarang, while waiting for the clock to strike 5.30pm, buat-buat la sibuk sikit-sikit, padahal tengah buat entry ni.

oh, before that, let me update on a few things. yup, si bills the bilis is getting married next saturday (nikah) and the dinner reception will be on sunday. wow. time flies! my lil baby sis will be somebody's wife in a blink of an eye. hmmm... nak tulis entry sedih ke? haha.. nantilah.. i'm not up to the mood yet. maybe still in denial kot. hahahaha..

nanti lah ye.

and on another note, i was awarded department exemplary award on our annual dinner cum associates award nite (which explains this entry). i was surprised tho. sebab tak sangka lah kan.. tapi alhamdulillah sebab ada rupanya orang yang nampak penglibatan i kat office tu.. :)

lagi satu pulak... a person who is very dear to me is leaving the company soon... malas nak bercerita sebenarnya dan itulah salah satu penyebab kenapa blog ni agak sepi 2,3 menjak ni... walau menangis airmata darah sekali pon, beliau tetap akan meninggalkan cubicle beliau dan berhijrah ke environment yang lebih mantap lagi. hmmph. nak cerita lebih pulak kang, susah jugak. hmm.. takpelah.

*memujuk hati yang lara :( *

bersedialah untuk membawa zaes main kat playground sepanjang cuti ini!

anyway, happy chinese new year to all chinese community in the world and happy holiday to yang lain-lain. pandu cermat jiwa selamat, go easy on the booze & mandarin oranges AND come back in one piece ya!

♥

six and counting...?

noreply@blogger.com (roxychick) — Tue, 01 Feb 2011 00:25:00 +0000

today marks my sixth year working here.
fuh. cepat betul masa berlalu.

ye. enam dan sekarang saya tak tau apa nak tulis.
happy 6th anniversary lah ye.

babai.